July 25

12:20 Got an appointment for a tooth extraction.

12:55 Got nauseated after i ate. Went outside and smelled a dog poop in the back, probably in front of the other balcony, where dogs are living. Went at the truck, nauseated. But my truck wouldn't start though it worked perfectly last time so i lost my appointment. Looks like it's the fuel pump that was replaced relatively recently though i was hearing the pump hissing. I panicked and didn't listen for the regulator hissing though i could hear the pump. Tried and swapped the fuel pump relay with another one with no success. Sounds like another of their doubling schemes cause i just wrote something similar in another post. Came back inside, moved the appointment for tomorrow.

I grabbed a tool that in the end proved useless. I went outside, saw the white bearded guy who was doing his round. Took the picture with the bottles at 1:01. Went at the truck, opened the hood with the pliers (handle is broken), touched the inspection valve of the fuel rail with the car key and a few drops of gas came out (earlier i swapped the relay with another one). Fuel pump regulator came to mind (though i replaced that one myself again a few years ago). I went and turned the key and listened and the fuel pump was hissing. Fuel pump regulator was hissing too though kinda pulsating (like maybe having air bubbles from being emptied). I removed the key from ignition and waited for the bearded guy to pass.

One older Japanese guy who from a distance seemed like a teen came and passed between cars. Waited for him to pass too to test the fuel pressure again (empirically), by opening the line with the car key which i did when nobody was around. Drops of gas climbed 4 inches high. Went and tried and truck started. At 1:10 pulled the phone and tried to call the office a couple of times with no success. Left the truck with engine on and came back to grab other shoes, but couldn't get in cause i didn't have the keys.

Drove over there. I barely squeezed when i merged on the freeway, while the traffic on that lane suddenly stopped, forcing me to brake very close to the grey car in front, worrying if i'm not going to get hit from behind. Was thinking about changing the lane when i saw a few big trucks some with chrome bumpers zooming at high speed. Finally changed lanes and looked. The guy at the wheel of that small metallic gray car with a black beard and a yellow shawl around his head, oriental style, who wouldn't move his head, looked either very sick, dying or already dead. It is not the first time when i thought i saw dead guys at the wheel of probably retrofitted self-driving or remote controlled cars. Thinking what would have happened if i hit that car.

Got there at 1:30. I saw a couple of Japanese guys covering the windows for the offices in the building, like preparing to paint, with dental office windows already covered. Yesterday or earlier today remembered for how many years i was watching the planes in the sky from the office while sitting on that chair. I wanted to call but changed my mind. I think i checked the phone for time but not sure. Came back home, was in line at the red light camera, 5th or 6th but can't remember if i looked when i passed. I looked behind a few seconds later after taking the corner and the light was still green which was odd.

I can still hear the crows or ravens that were cawing all morning, very loudly. Could it be they are attracted by my diabetes smell, hypnotizing or entraining my breath or brain, putting me in a light trance, thinking maybe instinctively hurrying my soul on the other world so they can feed on my body?

5:24 While i finished cooking dinner, some kids first stated to yell like crazies and now are crying in the distance. No, yelling again. No, crying.

11:50 Scorpene-le franțuzești (care sunt de 4 or mai scurte).