5G

In a feat of reverse psychology, 5G scare started with rumors about China taking control over areas involving personal privacy and security of the US. It ended with the arrest of a woman in Canada and banning of Huawei technology from many countries including the US (BTW, what Uighurs have to do with Huawei's 5G?).

Mostly concerned with my own physical safety over privacy and other issues, i started to search and write on the subject. But before that i have to put down with some stipulations. In my opinion, formed after many years of being in the middle of a story that clearly involves agents of the Empire of Japan controlling many aspects of my life, i came to the conclusion that China has been fully taken over secretly by Japan, many years ago, under the camouflage of a communist dictatorship and nowadays is used as forced labor base for massive exports of electronics products in the US with the purpose of de-technologizing, de-educating, downgrading, and generally annihilating the work force and ultimately entire population of the US. If tomorrow China would stop exporting electronic goods to the US, US will be paralyzed because they don't have the capacity and readiness to take over this production that has already passed several levels ahead of anything produced in the US in the past, with the exception of Intel maybe.

After stumbling yesterday upon the existing standards for protection from levels of emissions of the "older" technology (1.6 watts/kg), that were probably adopted just to fit the technology and products, not to protect anything, without any scientific backing or studies, they are "just" starting to study the long term effects of "low level" microwave exposure, low meaning it does not instantly boil you, most of the studies searchable on the internet are dated after the "adoption" of the standards, which also proves many other people have second thoughts, and contemplating the enormity of the "allowance", of which many probably don't understand, what else can be said?

One typical, way too circulated American phrase: If you think that is bad, wait until 5G comes. (If you don't, do the same. It doesn't matter).

The main novelty brought by 5G is the way signal is transmitted to the tower (and back but that is not that interesting because of dispersion and distance). Ironically, with the purpose to save power, the emission is made directional and confined to a narrow beam which then can be much stronger (denser).

How narrow, about the size of the antenna itself. This way, the power density can be increased to levels allowing much higher speeds (for higher speeds you need more power to beat the noise which becomes important at higher frequencies modulation). Yes, you read right. With the same 3 watts or whatever, (power is limited due to probably using the same batteries), you emit a narrow beam instead of a spherical wave.

This way you eliminate waste of energy (most of the signal up to 4G goes to nowhere usable) the intensity of the signal can be hundreds of times higher using the same power.

At first it seems ok, if it's directional and does not go all around, it would go to the tower and not to your head. Maybe.

That's what i thought myself for a few seconds or so. But then, you hold your phone in your hand, right, the beam would go right through it? From what i read so far, the beam would follow the tower even if you moved around, actually it wouldn't make sense if it wouldn't, and phased array is the technology used in radars that can scan the area in front of the antenna many times a second, and the phone's inertial and gravimetric sensors together with GPS know its own position so it's perfectly doable, actually already done (though looking weird to me). So what happens when you turn around while pacing and speaking into your office and the tower moves on the other side of your head? Let's say they were conscious enough to embed in the design a function that would allow switching to another tower that is again facing the back side of your phone. But that other tower would be on the other side of the building, right, and the beam won't go through.

I wouldn't dare to say what others did, what would happen when you have a conference meeting with each member having his own beam following each its own tower (carrier)?

Here the technical details i've been trying to delay. How a phased array antenna inside your phone looks like and especially where it's located. (3 in this image).

How are they going to comply with the already immense limits, if the power would be the same 3 watts max but the beam would concentrate all that power in a few square inches?

And ultimately, why do we need all that, just to watch 4k movies on our phones when going in the park?

Here's a really smart one. (It's tough indeed to get radio signals going through metal, duh!)

"no one had demonstrated that it’s possible to build these antennas into phones with full metallic casings, as can be found in the high-end mobile devices from numerous manufacturers [didn't know numerous manufacturers have already manufactured numerous high and/or low end 5G mobile de-vices]. Now researchers from the Shanghai Institute for Advanced Communication and Data Science at Shanghai University in China have developed a 28 Gigahertz (GHz) beam-steering antenna array that can be integrated into the metallic casing of 5G mobile phones."

The trick is, the signal doesn't really go "through" the metal casing, it takes a detour through the glass first. Then it reflects and/or difracts on your head and provided the system is smart enough, will focus onto the tower and adjust strength, by trial and error, taking into account (or maybe not) your head's conductivity.  If  you don't believe me, take one of these, find where the tower is and keep it away from  your head and tower and tell me if you have any signal (nevermind, would probably still have diffraction on the edge of the case and some signal, maybe 25% would go through). Which brings me, this time to a rhetoric question, how the signal goes through "the metal casing" of the "high end" phones for the classic, 4G ones? (unless if the casing itself is the antenna). Nevermind, curiosity got the best of me. And after reading that, here's a good idea for the "high end" users. Better hold your phone with the metal case to your ear!

Under Jurisdiction Of

Magically something has turned into something else. Both fb and Google and that is not unexpected knowing who the owners are (not Zuckerberg, uh-ho, or Brin or whoever, the're just pretty faces, well, the prettiest still nerdy they could came up with) are plainly targeting me hijacking my searches and links to searches and make the results different. This is new never happened to me before.

I tried to put both on fb and g+ a link to a google search on therms "under jurisdiction of". The results today were varying.

Here on blogger (still Google) one can control the html part of the post so there is no way they can do it. This is what i was looking for:

https://www.google.com/search?q=%22under+jurisdiction+of%22

What fb and google were putting in my post after parsing my link. They lost the closing quote mark, so they created a pretext to bring up a different definition, that is usually on the second place in the dictionaries and very little used in practice.

https://www.google.com/search?q=%22under+jurisdiction+of

Operating together, what they did was creating a new issue over the one i was writing about. It is a very common Asian ninja undercover guerrilla tactic. You complain, they give you some more so your first complaint will fade by comparison with the second. I believe this could only come after a long tradition of bureaucracy which indeed reigned in one of the most bureaucratic states since times and that was Chinese Empire and subsequent Japanese one.

The complaint i had in mind before those attempts was about this part of the definition in Wikipedia. "Operating under the jurisdiction of the US Department of Justice, the FBI is also a member of the U.S. Intelligence Community and reports to both the Attorney General and the Director of National Intelligence."

(But actually the initial complaint i was thinking to write about on both networks was about the jurisdiction of the FBI in investigating the President of the United States of America. It started with Nixon. Now again with Mueller and Trump. So we go back deeper on several layers of complaints.)

Keeping in mind Montesquieu's "Principle of separation of powers in state" let's look again at the phrase from Wikipedia's definition for the FBI.

I believe they use the second less common definition of jurisdiction here because the're trying to cover the inconceivable concealed in the same phrase. FBI actually has double subordination. One to the Department of Justice and one to the Director of National Intelligence (a person or an institution, not sure from what i see in Wikipedia).

There is a phrase on the page of Department of Justice that says. "The department is headed by the United States Attorney General, who is nominated by the President and confirmed by the Senate and is a member of the Cabinet."

But maybe we should start with the Cabinet. Cabinet of course is not the storage shelves with little doors everyone has in the kitchen. It is i think the most important part of the executive (branch of the government, according again to Montesquieu, but who is this French guy Montesquieu to tell us what and how a government should be).

It is if you prefer the ensemble of all Departments of the executive branch (of the 3 branches of the government) but actually it is what other countries call "government" that is again all the departments or ministries of the executive. In this wonderful diagram again put for public to use freely in Wikipedia we can follow the blue arrows. "Appoints and controls". In the United States, the Cabinet, that is Departments is controlled by the President. (BTW i didn't know the President controls the Supreme Court).


By 111Alleskönner - Own work, CC BY-SA 3.0 de, Link

As we can see in the list of Head of Deparments aka members of the Cabinet, the Justice Department does not have a secretary. It has an Attorney General. Whatever.

About Department of Justice. Department itself is not the whole of judicial power in this country. It is not even an umbrella for the whole of it. The real judicial power and embodiment of that part of Montesquieu type of  state lays to the courts which are not subordinated to the Department of Justice.

Department of Justice is actually an umbrella only for several state agencies "The Department of Justice administers several federal law enforcement agencies including the Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI), and the Drug Enforcement Administration (DEA). The department is responsible for investigating instances of financial fraud, representing the United States government in legal matters (such as in cases before the Supreme Court), and running the federal prison system.[3][4] The department is also responsible for reviewing the conduct of local law enforcement as directed by the Violent Crime Control and Law Enforcement Act of 1994." These agencies are all prosecuting bodies so we can see Justice Department more like a prosecuting body than a defense attorney or the whole branch of the power of Judicial.

However. The head of the Justice Department aka Attorney General, according to its definition in Wikipedia is "is the chief lawyer of the United States government."

Who is head of United States Government? And especially why every state institution is called differently in the US then in any other country?

Parliament in Europe is Congress in the US, Govern in Europe is Cabinet in the US, etc.

I believe part of it was to break free with the British system so Parliament from the beginning was called Congress and Government was called Cabinet which in Britain is only a number of select ministers. Ministers where called secretaries and ministries became departments. Historically states where British colonies, they probably could not agree in the beginning to simply unite them in a country so US became a federation. This way they didn't have to change anything in the state's governments. The function of governor was kept including the name. Since United states is made of ...states, they could not use the name state describing the federal state institutions state so they became US government. Which is really confusing for foreigners.

However. Compared to leaders of other countries the US President has enormous powers basically controlling all the three branches of US government by cumulating the function of a head of state with that of head or leader of the Cabinet. He can block any law by not signing it. Congress can overturn  his veto only with a 2/3 majority, however that is hard to achieve. He can dismiss any member of the Cabinet including the Attorney General. He nominates the judges for the Supreme Court.

June 19

2:10 One more push for Angela's vacation. With four hours of sleep i decide to drive the 108x2 miles to Indian Head. 4 hours drive in total.

But before that i found the strength to put the torque wrench on that nut. Guess what. It was torqued over 27 (should be between 25 and 30) by me with a 6 inch ratchet the night before.

Given the low temperature i pumped a couple of more psi in each wheel. But nothing was going to prepare me for what was about to follow. Heavy rain when i left 205 towards Boring with a bit of hail. The car was literally held by the water on the streets. Gas mileage for the whole trip averaged 37.5 on the instant average indicator.

Got there only to see a multitude of scenes waiting for us. But after a few drinks i started to ignore those.

One example though. A not very big yellow dog, maybe stray, though kinda groomed, very smart was staring at the people entering the casino. Then it tried to prevent Angela from getting out but then moved when she asked him to. Then, very decided, not letting self influenced by the people around, walked with his head straight in the air not looking right or left, towards the gas station. I think it could have been a coydog.

Checked the exhaust nut one more time, the torque wrench clicked and the nut didn't move. Checked it one more time when we left the first time. Still there. Then in our way back we went to get gas from the station on top of the hill where that dog walked hours earlier. Cheapest around, as cheap as at the Spirit Mountain, 25 to 50 cents per gallon cheaper than other stations. Both unattended though at Spirit Mt the convenience store is open all night.

I knew for a long time all the nozzles at that station were broken. Some more than others. Which means the little metal stopper don't stay in place and you have to hold the nozzle squeezed with your hand to get gas. But was still feeling the little hydraulic shock in the end when gas level in the pipe was reaching the nozzle. 

Not this time. I was staring at the numbers of the screen and at past 7 gallons i heard with my trained musical ear the gurgling sound of normal filling turned into a higher pitch and more quiet hissing. Enough for me to turn my head and see gas flowing from the fuel port onto the car, wheel and on the ground. 1 second worth of it or about 0.1 gallons that made on the concrete a puddle of about 1x2 ft.

I spent next half hour trying to explain Angela why we shouldn't leave until it dries out. To prevent any car getting with a hot engine on top of that puddle and vaporize more of it. A car that might have had a broken exhaust or something else that may ignite it. Then i saw they were biggers stains from previous puddles under my puddle and at other pumps too.

Then we left and then we turned around, passed the station and spent half more hour in the casino, just to make sure.

Then we left the second time, at 12:42, didn't check the nut anymore and about 5 minutes later, i was still driving under speed limit, because i didn't feel like accelerating, especially uphill when i saw a coyote, this time real, walking from the opposite direction on the narrow shoulder next to my lane. Never seen an animal so scared in my life. The whole body was contorted like a fish in a sac following the head which was locking from a side at us. It was like he was fighting an invisible force that was pushing him towards the lane. I didn't do anything not to scare it further. So we passed each other with no other incident.

On top of Mt. Hood temperature was 33 degrees and rain turned to snow started to stick on the asphalt.

When we got in Sandy some 30 miles away from home i felt the smell of exhaust, Angela had a headache, i pulled next to the window of a convenience store and put the torqued wrench set at 27 on the nut and it moved like 1/8 of a turn before it clicked. On the other side of the window a tall  blond hairy guy dressed scantily was arranging stuff in the store. Me bent over the engine all the way to the back of it.

Soon enough the smell of exhaust was gone and we started to feel the smell of gas that poured 2 hours before on the car and left rear wheel.

Here is my fresh puddle on the left on top of the larger ones that cover the whole concrete area.

My puddle, almost dried, not long before we left.

5:40 Angela went to bed, sprinklers started, the kids got excited and started to yell.

Can't describe how many times in the last week they again tried to hit me from behind. Just the last one. Just before Staford exit here near Tualatin. There are about 10 miles with increased speed to 65 on 205, before joining I5. I was going 75 and a Christmas tree (that's how i call semis with many decorating lights on them) was closing in from behind. A couple of smaller vehicles maybe a van and an SUV were both blinding me in the side mirrors. I slowed down but still above speed limit thinking to let them pass an suddenly i saw the Christmass tree behind me and accelerated and then i took the exit (the shortcut).

Here is an example on how Washington State Patrol dealt with the accident 2 years ago. He was asking questions like he was suspecting of me  faking it to get insurance money.  Never started a hit and run investigation or examined the video from poles on the freeway. I wrote more about in other posts, back then i was not that careful in adding links between those, i can't find those right now, have other priorities, i wrote emails to them trying to get the videos from the cameras with no success. Then the kafkian maze of bureaucracy with the insurance, buying and fixing another totaled car (all i could afford) made me forget everything.

Weeks before, there was an accident here in the parking lot, with probably a demolition derby truck hitting two cars, one of them like mine. A warning? A threat?

Finally Figured

"Emanația cheamă trepanația" (Cațavencii, 1990).

How many times did i say that before? (That i finally figured).

About an hour ago i was sitting in the (small) bathtub full of very hot water just to get myself and especially my head (and ears) warmed up. How do i get so cold, kept asking myself. Cold enough for an infection to persist in that area including part of parotid glands, masseter muscle and adjacent lymph node. Symmetrical. I was not much outside in the cold today. It wasn't raining.

The woman upstairs came in the bathroom with me. I mean, in her bathroom, in the same time and kept squeaking for the same amount of time i was in there. Kept thinking. 12/22/2020 (for the next hour or so, local time). Last great numerological number of this critical turn of century and milenia. Last chance of the demented.

No matter what many would say, it was a good century. For the surviving that is. For those who lived in the last half of it. Unprecedented, unseen, unexpected scientific and technological advances in an impossible to follow (with our ordinary minds) rhythm made our lives in the same time way more comfortable, and why not, interesting. To me at least until i broke through the layers and layers of BS that came with it.

I won't go much further in that direction but instead come back to the theme i had in mind when i started it. Why my infection around ears that lasts for years if not decades.

I've been yesterday and two days ago (Sunday) outside in the cold rain, maybe for hours, though with a hoody and other things on my head, working on the car and got wet all over in temperatures near freezing. Pretty positive the building and parking spots where flooded with marijuana and/or cocaine smoke from reused and/or abused mole holes. That kept me outside, slow-moving, senseless and painless.

And Angela's Christmas present from a co-worker in her last day of work. A sleigh made of candy. Very common type of gifts in the US. I'm really sorry i didn't take a picture of it. However, unlike in other later years, Angela started to eat it. And after eating much of it she got hooked to that sugar and went and bought a cake. A red one with white "glaze", that is a layer of sugar and vegetable oils flavored with citric acid on top. Could not help but sample of it, only the red, less than honey-sweet dough part of it, pushing the "glazing" aside.

Interestingly enough, my blood sugar, which i kept monitoring these days, didn't go that high. Instead, i started to get headaches. Sugar diffusing (or even pumped) through salivary ducts back to the parotid glands that were already infected triggered instant headaches by spreading through lymph to my sinuses, eyes and all my head that lasted for hours and interestingly, a very intense perception of light and colors. From inflammation to eyes, i recon.

Until i got desperate enough to get some antibiotics. Which i again kept in my mouth instead of swallowing. Within ten minutes of the first 500 mg my headache, which was most intense since i had "viral meningitis" as a child (who knows what i really had, when my headache and fotofobia lasted for at least one week) was gone. Kept taking those for more than 24 hours now.

So what did i figure tonight. I was sitting in the bathtub and listening to the squeak upstairs that again seemed to follow the pattern of my thoughts, so annoying i would have gladly gone temporarily deaf just not to hear it. And that was it. I had a revelation.

Don't know exactly how they get their feedback. I mean, how they know when my head gets heated up with thoughts, ideas and excitement which generally is not, but at times may be sinful.

What happens i think as a reaction, my vegetative or autonomous or vegetable part of my brain literally tries to shut down hearing just to get rid of the (extremely) annoying sound and it does so by lowering blood flow in the area of the ears. Which may be a temporary defense mechanism that on a long term, if abused, may result in loss of the facial hair in that area as it happened to me, and persistent infections, which i was not aware for a long time. That may spread in different areas of the body as i said before. Capisci?

When it happened the first time? December 1995. Same type of kabala, alchemical neighbors upstairs. Back then, not having a clue i went, literally, crazy, got arrested by that b... from CNN, "Amanpour" and then 3 wonderful weeks in a mental hospital (the first time when i felt relaxed in the US), after first 6 stressful months of being here.

Vinyl Symbolism

Kitchen and bathroom vinyl. There are many others. Someday i will try to catch them all. They are meant to set you in a certain mood if not brain reprogramming. Every time you seat in a certain location and your eyes fall on one of theses they make a certain noise. Sorry, i don't have the means on blogger to rotate as some have multiple meanings and i'm in too much hurry now to go rotate them and re-upload. There are maybe 20 in total that are repeating, could not get them all today. Could this guy be the author?

 First. One leg, one hand which is also a wolf. Second. Some sort of hug.

First. Upper left, a thumb of a hand that is buried in a pocket, also an old man as a ghost, possibly others. Second. If you turn your head 90 degrees right can see a woman in a party dress, a fish with jaws like an insect.

Biting one's neck from above middle left a deer's face with dragon's horns, head 90 degrees two faces overlapped exhaling or vomiting. Second. A cow with a calf, head turn left, map of the US with a happy whale.

First. Kissing. Second Jew faces. One big on the left, front, another one smaller, side, kissing a monster, others. Right in the middle there is a chin that could belong to a Obama's face, half white and half black.

Left. Don't know yet. Right. An Arian Face on the left, a jew in the middle, another bigger one center right.

First. Lower, a melting face which reminds me of me. Head 90 degrees left, an Arian face lower middle, embedded on a human's hip and butt, others hard to describe. A woman that is also a shark.

First. Right. A face. Facing another vague face wearing a santa hat. At 90 degrees right, a hat. Left. Map of Romania?

Alexa Crush and the Three Little Racoons.

Ok i don't know if i'm going to finish this tonight. Last nigh i was tired and dehydrated by drinking and then i crashed and waked up in the middle of the night and got really pissed when i remembered what happened. My face feels like it's swelling though it's not. Hands too. Didn't take antibiotics in three days but got some liver problems now. I think after i been too close again to the sewer behind Chinook Winds.

It is not a secret i have been in the recent past obsessed with an Tik Tok influencer that goes by the name Alexa Crush. Lately i started to believe she is the Hungarian actress Nikolett Krajcsi, a mother of three but not so sure anymore, mostly because of height of which i'm not sure. But can't rule out either, because of name and face resemblance.

She once had a number of posts on Tik Tok dressed as a green fairy that made me buy some absinthe essence online and translate a poem from Baudelaire for her.

In my imagination there was some sort of dialog between us. She was posting on Tik Tok and i on my blog. Didn't care if some of her posts were a bit off with clothing and stuff. But then i became pissed when she started to post about her being protector of dogs. Cause i started to really hate those, for obvious reasons. So i quit following her and soon she stopped posting on all platforms.

From a post on my main blog i referenced numerous times. There was in building D closest entrance from us a Chinese or Japanese woman who was posing as my friend. One night i drove with my truck to Spirit Mountain and she tried to stop me by literally getting in my way a couple of times. When i came back, a cop stopped me in Newberg because the sticker in my rear plate number was missing.

She was driving a small Dodge SUV. One night some guy whom i seen here before (or his truck) but not sure, i think he was a taller guy first, backed up in her SUV, pushed the SUV in the building and ruined the stairwell. Was that the moment of crash or crush? It is odd the guy did not get arrested or anything. That was reckless.

But lately he became shorter and i thought i recognized him as being the husband of... Nilolett the actress, link above. But never saw him at what apartment he goes.

After the crash, the Chinese woman moved with her SUV and in her place came a woman that many times lately i thought it was Alexa Crush herself. However she was certainly looking like Nikolett. (Found out lately, by chance).

But when i looked to her family pictures, i thought i recognized the little girl (age adjusted) who was acting like possessed by the dog kami and acting accordingly that after i wrote about, she was gone.

At that moment i believed Alexa Crush was the Japanese actress Michi Nishijima and i think she did appear during that trip on Lake Tahoe.

One night, last spring, she was walking her dog and she said hi to me. Though i answered, did not want to talk to her further as i thought she wanted. Not knowing who she really was, did not want to complicate my life here at the complex.

But then i saw a woman one night at Spirit Mountain sitting in a corner and doing whatever while the orchestra man on the podium was playing Ode to the Joy. (The weekend of August 18).

It was that night when i started to have doubts Alexa Crush was not Michi Nishijima. Came home, did some more searches and i found for the first time Nikolett. In the next couple of days i did a match (August 22), i forgot to put one of the links that proves it was her (though the name was there, but not clickable), told myself i would keep it in mind, searching for a confirmation, and then i forgot.

But after that i started to look more careful at her. When she was coming home at night in her car she was playing loud music so i knew when she came. At times i was going outside, but i figured she never looked at me because i did not want to talk to her that night. Most of the time i was looking that way she had the door opened and all kinda decorations inside and outside the apartment.

Some of those were "on theme" with what happened to me daily.

Sunday at Road's End came a woman in a green beetle (the green bug) and did a routine in front of us. She then climbed down at the beach. The walk was similar to the red headed woman's (Nikolett), but the hair was dark brown.

Tonight i was drunk and smoking and she went to the mailboxes, passing on the other side of the alley, looking scared (a long white face). Then she turned her head towards me and i said hi and she did not answer. Then at the mailboxes she turned her head, looked at me and then started to browse the phone.

Being here for one year, she must have seen me here about a thousand times, especially when i was going to the bins to knot the bags. She knew i lived here and she saw me smoking many times before but never looked scared or turned her head towards me.

Then she came back on my side of the alley and did not look scared anymore. I said hi again and i apologized for not talking to her that night six month ago. She asked me how my day was going (like she knew me for a longtime) and walked towards me, looking concerned. Being drunk, i started to talk too much and told her how sick i was in the last 4 months and took antibiotics and stuff. Them she said i should have tried garlic.

I was next to the car and she was in the alley. But because of the slope, i was way above her so i stepped closer to be on a similar height. I also tried to take a closer look though it was pretty dark. But now i was kinda in her way to getting back to her apartment.

She said "i'm used to" and "everybody is taller than me" and "i have to climb on my counters" whatever that means and indeed she looked very short or about how Alexa Crush should be. I told her she was ok which she was. Tiny body shape and everything just like Alexa.

And then she started to kinda smile and relax and her face turned cute and we talked for a while. She said how nice is the weather tonight and i told her i am happy is colder because i don't feel the smell of poops that much and i showed her my frustration towards the people who throw bags open in the bins.

The she said the word raccoon and i remembered that night when i last saw her, a few days ago, me going to the  N bin N with the trash at 9:30 PM (now it seems odd i never saw her taking the trash or checking the mail) and seeing the three little raccoons with their mother, one of them climbing the bin and stuff. I said to her "a family, a mother with three..." and she took over "babies" and i said "they were more like grown ups...".

During the last minute of our conversation i saw a guy approaching from behind, but he turned right and went and stood on the other side of the alley by some TV box, behind cars. I thought he was Asian or Mexican.

Then she said "You know what? i need to go inside to get my dog and take it for a walk" and i was looking at her in disbelief, how abruptly she wanted to leave the conversation, all of a sudden when she saw that guy. Then she went to him, he seemed like a friend, they talked for a second and she went inside. Didn't give me a chance to introduce myself or anything.

Then in a minute or so the woman from upstairs came home in her Element and did not want to face her and did not want to go with whatever her name was to walk her dog either so i went inside.

There are many other things i remember about her but i'm too tired and need to go to sleep. That night when she showed at Indian Head with Toto Cutugno, one day or after he died. Here in the park the day before she posted this. Ok one more thing; could this possibly have to do anything with a post i wrote 4 years ago?

My post is dated June 2020 (select the white space between title and text). Ok her main video i fell in love with is Published on September 20, 2020. Posing like a girl from California. She got teenage stories from the US on Tik Tok.

They totally knew my taste and categories and stuff. So it was a revenge for what i said. So it is not like they don't care about anything.

And one more. Monday about a week ago i went the first time to Quest Diagnostics in Beaverton, inside Safeway on Tealc St.. Drove with Angela, wanted to go do a TDAP test  (Tetanus Diphtheria Pertussis) as a walk in.

The short woman came at 3:10 and put a yellow sticker next to the scanner saying "no walk ins after 3" and i think i was there before. Really frustrating. Then i could do the reservation online, in the same place, on a cancelation but that is another story.

Angela remained inside the store to buy some stuff, i wanted to get in the car and walked the alley when i heard a Sherriff's SUV making a big noise with the siren next on Murray, zigzagging among cars but i had this feeling and looked behind and there was this probably electric SUV making no noise, coming pretty fast for a parking lot, on a collision trajectory with my person.

I stepped aside, he did not slow down, blink or moved his head, holding his head like a robot, he went around the parking lot like he lost direction until i did not look no more. When he passed me first i looked at him and thought i recognized Nikolett's husband with no beard though. In that moment i had the feeling he would have ran me over.

No the result from last Wednesday test did not come back yet. 3 hours to write this post.

Septembrie 18

7:06 De SRI auzim numai în contextul "scandalurilor și intrigilor" de show menite să demonstreze că dacă există lupte intestine, totul e real. La bugetul lor de aproape 5 miliarde (din care 1.6 salarii) sau un miliard de euro, nu sunt în stare să urmărească niște bieți traficanți de droguri care au împânzit România.

Apropo, oare ce fac cu restul banilor în afară de salarii, își cumpără echipamente?

1.6 miliarde, la un salariu mediu de 5000 de lei ar ajunge pentru... Chiar la un salariu mediu de 10000 lei pe lună, tot ar fi destul pentru peste 10000 angajați.

7:28 Collect, disseminate. Like most casinos, Chinook Winds has a number of cameras that is comparable with the number of slots and casinos, typically they have 2 slots per camera. I would say, one camera per 10 machines would be an overkill if for security purposes.

I don't know how many people are needed to look at those monitors but i would think one person per 20 cameras would be a hell of a job to do. 25 people per shift would double the personnel expanses and the need to get more money for the players. I never saw, in about 7 years since i go there a single security incident (except mines of course).

And one time when i dropped a 60 dollars ticket and the same short bald guy came to give it me (and made me fill a lot of paperwork). I once maybe 5 years ago i found an over one hundred dollars credit at a machine at Spirit Mountain and they came right over like they knew and told me that was theft and had to fill out paperwork. Angela once forgot a similar credit inside a machine and could not retrieve it.

However there are cards in the machines and cents forgotten in the machines almost everywhere i go. Last week at Spirit Mountain after i sat i pulled a card from the machine and threw it between machines like i sometimes do.

One Japanese looking woman (acting as such) came at the machine next to me, asked the guy next to me but not me, talked on the shoulder walkie talkie like cops to like pressing a button and bending  head and then ceremoniously pulled a 2 cents ticket out that machine and tore it to pieces while looking at me. All to dissemitenate.

They would say, the presence of the cameras prevent those. Whatever.

Obviously the cameras have a different reason and that is watching in real time the faces of the players, feeding the stream from hundreds or thousands of cameras in the AI which calculates the level of emotions and other parameters for each player and generate each hand in the machine, with the purpose of keeping you there the longest time, mostly by giving you something back when you are about to give up, etc..

Things got out of control because most of the people don't go there and don't care and probably say in their mind that the players deserve their fate. That is, most of the people gave up interest in lawlessness in their own country and they collectively don't care for the vulnerable.

Some would say, it's all for a food cause, it finances the tribes and stuff. I would dedicate some of my time in the next days to see if that is the case and i think this would be a good place to start. BTW i wish i could go to a "commercial casino" in Oregon but they only have "tribal casinos". Like the ones Trump lost. Like in Reno or Vegas. All the big casinos in Oregon are tribal on tribal territories with their own jurisdiction and law enforcement.

BTW every time i go to Indian Head i hear on their radio complaints about how they can't arrest white people, because tribes have jurisdiction only over their own. If that is the case, why they told me yesterday at Chinook Winds that if i don't leave their property, which included the parking lots i would get arrested?

But disseminate? This incredible declaration is a blow in the face though typical for what i personally encounter daily and shows the total disrespect for the people who go in there and total dis-concern for privacy and laws. Disseminate where? Leaked on the internet? Probably. And that is because there are no laws on their "territory", only security who does whatever it pleases whenever it pleases serving the political interest and purposes of their foreign investors.

I shall add here the screenshot just in case they think of changing it.

And the Blue Lake incident. There, i did not have to deal with security, i called Police but they asked me if i was on a private property and then the guy left with his van and i hanged up. But i pumped so much adrenaline within that minute, my kidneys were hurting.

And i didn't even get to talk about the biggest problem. Biggest problems is i see in those every time i go a number of Japanese people, some acting as such and some disguised in Mexicans and other latinos, fewer in Native Americans (mostly at Indian Head), either as players or staff.

8:50 I have been thinking for the last hour or so if to write the following or not because it might bring more confusion to the one i already created in may people's mind with the above. Mostly because they do not hear every day this stuff, especially from the official media.

So here it goes. All the people in the casino, starting from whites (fewer and fewer) and ending with very short Japanese old women disguised in Native Americans and playing.

They all move around like driven by an invisible hand and create the most awkward situations like the one with the ticket at Spirit Mountain, others, mostly involving me passing other people. They make me look on cameras like i' m a villain chasing either their open bags or unprotected necks. Nothing ever happens (except the encounter with their own coordinator, the movie director) but the mere seconds where they see the potential is enough for those possibly watching the stream on a dark web site.

They had all summer long at Indian head these huge fans with ice behind to supplement the IC, I haven't see those in other years before, never. My guess is they are supplementing the AC to spare electric power, and with that and more and more machines down they are diverting more power to the upgraded AI. The part of each that control the actors and extras that make for all the people present there when i go.

At 7 Feathers last time i went they simply shut a whole section of the casino and also started the backup generators, to make up for always increasing AI demands.

The actors and extras receive moving and more rarely talking instructions in ear prompters like they do in reality shows.

This is my perception and to me was confirmed hundreds of times, i have no doubts about it but i can't bring any proof other than my testimony.

9:06 Mole mounds popped back after last rain, and there is a couple right at the corner of the building. I keep plugging them and they pop back up in a few hours. But i always have to bring soil from somewhere else cause somehow it disappears under ground, leaving just the hole. Then some smell comes out of it which may be smoke or concentrated mold or whatever stuff from the mole galleries. I already plugged those 3 or 4 times today and it's useless and will just go back to sleep cause i only slept a few hours last night (2 to 6).

9:40 Iar m-am pierdut în versiuni și am pierdut o însemnare destul de lungă.

Playback este un termen din limba engleză folosit în România iar în dicționar se scrie play-back. În SUA se spune lip sync.

Problema era cu versurile. Nu înțelegeam versurile și din cauză că persoanele care cântau nu erau vorbitori nativi de engleză și mai ales nu știam cum să le dansăm. Dar dacă aș fi știut ce știu azi, probabil nu aș fi dansat pe această piesă de Boney M.

Eu am avut mari surprize când, prin 2012 am început să înțeleg masiv cuvintele din melodii, și asta numai după ce am început să scriu în engleză. Multe din versuri sunt de natură religioasă, filosofică și nu sunt intenționate pentru dans cred.

Melodia Funky Town a fost cântată de altcineva. Funk este un jazz syncopat, repetitiv, direct precursor al disco însă melodia de mai jos este 100% și emblematică pentru era disco. Lipps Inc. este un joc de cuvinte (lyp sync) abuziv, de natură sexuală.  




12:40 L-am văzut miercuri seara și ieri seara (8 ora locală 17 septembrie, 6 dimineața ora României 18 Septembrie) jucând poker la o mașină aproape de unde jucam eu). Mi s-a părut curioasă fața lui în contextul unde eram eu, faza cu japoneza care a rupt tichetul de 2 cenți care era în mașina dintre noi. M-a deranjat suficient de mult ca să fac o poză la mașina aia după.

Nu putea să fie în România la ora la care a fost arestat. Sau poate l-au adus după, într-un avion special poate militar care poate ajunge aici în câteva ore, cu realimentare. Sau poate au alte mijloace de transport gen hyperloop-ului lui Musk. Sau poate arestarea a fost fake ca la toți ceilalți iar el a fost aici cel puțin de miercuri. Teleportarea solomonarilor? Genică?

1:42 Over the years i saw in my vicinity people that were officially in jail in Romania but i don't believe i wrote much about beause of risk of become not credible for the other stuff i write. Elena Udrea is one i can remember, i once saw her at the beach.

I remember one thing, i don't remember if i wrote about, At Chinook Winds they once tore the floor apart in the middle of the casino were table games are now and poured some liquid adhesive that was puting out VOC, while people were in there, not at a very late or early hour, on a rather wide surface (about 1/4 od the whole floor) . Can they do that? Or before the ban, or maybe the same day a couple of women rubbing the machines with something that was emanating a very strong smell. I tried to move out of their way, they kept coming in the same driection. Could it be that stuff drove me nuts?

BTW i read on some forums about bannings and stuff, what i did to that Japanese guy and that was after his karate move was i told him he might pick his glasses from the floor. Though faster than me, he was much thinner and less muscular and about the same age. But i didn't do one single gesture towards him and left. For that most casinos would just have kicked me for the night. But they didn't do nothing until i got in the parking lot where they were few people. But in that day i refused to identified. One month later and several times being there, they told me about the ban again in a corner with very few people. Yesterday they again waited for me to clear the areas with people and cameras.

2:27 Or this guy. Why was this guy there dressed as a security officer, for months if not years? I even talked to him once not knowing who he was, complaining about the smoke on the beach. Ok i got it another genie and he left after i recognized him. Got it. Cosplaying.

Or him. I saw him one day before or after his "accident" and arrest in the parking lot at Home Depot. Yes i was mad that day, he was staring at me and i yelled at him.
4:54 I thought i had at least ten more 500 mg tablets amoxicilin and they were just gone. So i asked my doctor and in the same time i went to Beaverton and back and passed three big towers two times each and now i really do feel it on my whole body but mostly the infected areas. No it wasn't the AC, it started before i turned that one on.

I think it's all personalized. Last night at the Grocery Outlet in Lincoln City. This time i had the meter and Angela went inside and thought i would say there and wait for her but as soon as she left the meter was showing me levels in the 20s so i went inside after her.

When i got home i found the prescription.

On my way back i remembered something, i once out of many times had free lodging on a Sunday night at Chinook and was watching TV and saw a younger guy featuring a credible picture with an oval shaped but fluffy like a cloud thinking fitting the description here and searched for it but could not find it though i found something better.

Angela went to sleep (they upstairs didn't let her sleep last night) and the well trained remote controlled Japanese child actors are making a big commotion in the back. Big one this time. To me is continuation from this morning. 24/7. Relentless.

6:28 What a pig. Oink oink. I hate tainted windows too but... He was a real black Latino by the way. Not the ninja i see around. Earlier this year a cop pulled me in Newberg for a missing sticker. Now i think he could have pulled it himself. Or stolen by my neighbor. He kept telling me that i turned into the far lane which i didn't. He let me go with a warning.

Almost two hours after passing by those towers i feel pain almost like i was pepper sprayed.

9:05 Ok. In the video with the UFO there's an actual weather balloon deflated and falling. They were not weather balloons during the time of the story in the link and it seems the peasants knew or heave heard about it.

Another idea. Could it had been a flying dinosaur, or a giant bird, now extinct (in the area)? Something that could actually catch a human?

10:38 Doar un mic exemplu în care apare cuvântul Ottawa, și ceva cu India, precum și cuvântul cheie sikh, subliminal pentru sick. Apropo mi-am amintit de o fază. Bucovina, București.

Bradycardia

Last Friday @6:00 PM a guy hit me from behind with a 04 Nissan Z car while i was waiting at a yield sign on Boones Ferry Rd and Kerr Pkwy in Lake Oswego. There is no much damage on both cars, it was steel bumper against steel bumper but it shook me pretty well especially because my head rest touches the rear window of my truck's cabin. I had headaches coming and going and intermittent back pain. I know if i didn't have my foot on the brake in that instant i would have been pushed into traffic. But i was lucky because i stopped once, i thought i can squeeze myself in traffic, i went forward, then i changed my mind, used the brakes, but still looked in the mirror because of the hesitation and saw a silver car behind me slowing down and he didn't have time to catch speed in what, a couple of meters? Then i fully stopped and looked again at the left when i felt the hit. It pressed my head against the head rest pretty strong. I had a weird sensation in the jaw. But i could move, stand and talk to the guy. He had a cell phone in his hand, he kept saying it was his fault then another guy showed and brought a pen form his nearby home so we can write down insurance information. Then i called my wife with the camera so i could take pictures but she kinda didn't want to come. Finally she came and here are the pictures. At around 7:30 i went to doctor's Express office in Boones Ferry Rd. For some reason even before the accident i was feeling really tired and now that i think there is no explanation for that. My body was totally relaxed and i think that it the reason i felt it so hard.

Kerr Parkway and Boones Ferry Rd Lake Oswego, OR

Kerr Parkway and Boones Ferry Rd Lake Oswego, OR

Last night i was feeling really weird again. No pain whatsoever. After i ate last time suddenly very sleepy. But instead of falling asleep i went in bed and used the pulse oximeter. When i was relaxing it went down all the way to 44. I think i caught it once with no pulse and got dizzy and jumped from the bed. Then i changed the batteries on the oximeter and started pacing around to raise my pulse. Then i finally realized what's happening. It is my old problem with nose congestion. I was barely breathing because my nose was congested almost completely and i was still trying to breath without realizing. Part of the reason was the filters from the stove. They weren't been cleaned in a while; But for some reason i don't understand i was totally numbed out. I used the decongestant and cleared my nose. Drank some water and this time went in the bedroom when the smell from the stove was not that bad. Fell asleep staring at the oximeter wiht no lower readings that 47. Woke up quite dizzy after about 6-7 hours. I checked again this morning and is into the 50s and i caught it a couple of times 47-48. Don't get me wrong. When i walk around it goes into the 70s and 80s. Then i used the camera to record it but is really hard because i cannot completely relax then focus the camera and film without raising the pulse a bit. I couldn't catch on camera less than 50. My pulse at rest is usually in the 50s since i can remember. Anybody can tell me why?

I remember a few years ago maybe in 2008 i once read 44 on that thing and went to the ER. They put me in a bed, and on a monitor and i used mine in a different finger and it was showing the same. They set an alarm at 50 and every time it was going there it sounded and my pulse would automatically raise. They sent me home and told me to drink some sports drinks. The copy of the EKG i got shows 50 even. I bought some Gatorade and went home. The next day i read in the news that the guy who invented Gatorade died.

This post is not finished. I will try and add things as i remember in the next days.

August 15

12:45 Was compelled to do a search, found more than i could hope for. How many things one can tell from a video on the streets of a city in a foreign country? Many, if not all.

Yesterday evening i was intrigued by a girl walking away from me. Did not see her face except with peripheral vision for a fraction of a second when sun hit directly her face behind a tinted window in a car.

Dressed in black with a black scarf on her head, walking on a newly paved black street, she climbed in a black Mustang and drove away. It was then when she turned her head to check for traffic. Could had ben her but i was looking in a different direction so i did not catch her face in the middle of my retina.

Why is this important? When she was walking she had a certain stiffness in her body. A big turn off. I remember when i moved to the US someone told me that people can say by my walk i was not born here.

And yes indeed, look at the girl with red  hair and the one with green shorts and generally to everybody in this video. They let their weight on each foot much more than they should (by our standards). It is that i saw last night at Indian Head.

Why was she all dressed in black. Maybe because of what i wrote. Nirvana. Black magic. The fresh paving that occurs in any place we go. About that, i am writing a whole post but unfortunately i am too tired tonight.

I would assume the chicanos train a lot in Japan only to walk the way Americans do.

Walking style is cultural. (And yes they changed a lot since the days of Gwen Stefani's Harajuku girls).


9:00 AM Kursk

10:40 Market. Oil is up, which usually brings energy and the whole market up, in about the same percentage, Enphase is up, what else, Super Micro Computers, and of course, heavy weight (by market capital) Tesla.

6:45 Since all the good men became better, the bad deserve anything. (Anything You Can Do (I Can Do Better)).

6:50 Ice age.

9:25 White chested dog, cyanobacteria. It means to me there are still people in the area, other then them since they are going for their mind. Cyanobacteria do not produce cyanide nor is the deadliest but do poses a health risk. But it's easy to avoid since the bloom is visible.

These guys do subtle things to people's mind nobody recognizes as such because they are at a different level.

The Skeletons and the Rule of Law

Woke up this morning thinking. The world is a hierarchy of persons, not an abstract group of anonymous people people governed by laws.

Sometimes though the guys higher on the hierarchy use laws from their position to oppress others. In other words, they choose when and if to enforce laws.

Last night after 7 when driving towards Spirit Mountain, i used car's visor to obstruct view from the opposite lane. There are too many people, maybe 75% driving with modified headlights (low beams up to 5 times more intense than others) and/or "forgetting" to turn high beam off. So with that visor lowered and tilted on a side i don't see the other lane, no big deal. I see only the right lane with one eye only. Much better then being completely blinded or close eyes when those monsters come around. Some, when i flash them, turn on the high beam, "to show me that was the low beam" but there is not much difference. Then when they pass i move my head in a different position so i can see the whole road. However. When i was close to my destination (accidents happen mostly at the beginning and end of trips) in the last big curve towards left, when road narrows to one lane, when i could not see much ahead because of the visor, i had a feeling something was about to happen. So i moved my head to see further, despite the blinding lights from a long row of cars coming from the other way only to see a guy who choose to break from the raw, drive a bit on my lane towards us of course then take a left on a side road. I hit the brakes hard enough for Angela to jump move from her sit (with the belt on of course) to avoid a head on crash.

At around 1:30 when we came back, after loosing another 200 bucks, or when i was about to get better and deflate (simply from extracting myself from the influence of many people performing a ritual) a State Patrol Car merged i think at Sheridan right behind us. Angela was driving cause i was sick when we left (about to faint). In the cabin we had an open bottle of Tequila from which we didn't drink for about 5-6 hours. I was too sick to put it in the trunk when we left and we were in a hurry.

How did i get sick. As i said, 2 days ago i washed again the fridge under and a white residue came in the blue basin i used to rinse my rag. Yesterday the fridge was smelling like a yeast. Just washed the pan again and there was still some white residue left on it. So i figure yesterday i got contaminated with that yeast and was full of gas. When i got at Spirit Mountain around 8 PM i saw a guy again bending to pick something from the floor and i think i saw a piece of his butt, but i'm not sure. He remained like that for half minute or so. Don't know exactly how it's done, i think they choose the moment somehow. Like when i was relaxing after the drive and thinking what do do next. Then i went and played poker at 50 cents a hand for a long time (the return is high, around 99% and if you play by the book you can play an hour with 20 bucks, that is if you don't win a big hand to fulfill the return and then you can play indefinitely). But that poker machine was under an AC vent and because of the cold outside, maybe to save money, the temperature was way under 70. A whole bunch of people started to pass by that machine, going wherever. Could that had contributed to me bloating to the point i could not breath and my heart did not have room to expand and fill with blood (the "make it stop" syndrome).

Many things happened in there. As we, i, were moving from one machine to another, there were people turning to watch the back of those who couldn't see us. Some people where just sitting on chairs, watching others' back. In places, people were coming from around a corner and squeezing between us and a whole bunch of people who couldn't see us when passing by. In other words, protecting each other's back. But everything seem harmonized, like the movement of those people was coordinated by AI, like on a giant chess table. At some point Angela was playing next to a... blind guy, with a white dog. Still trying to figure what a blind guy can do in a casino with slot machines. He was with someone though, maybe she was playing for him.

Finally when we left i saw a guy flashing a black T-shirt with two white skeletons on it. One of the skeleton grabbed and removed the spine of the other and was yelling: I got your back!

Angela does not have much experience anymore in driving at high speed (she drives for years only at work on known routes, she got better later though) and at night. So i set the cruise control for her at a bit under 55 and so we went. All she had to do was turning on and off the high beam, the only problem she was not used to. The two widely separated lights from that Police Dodge behind us (cops' cars are wider than most others, for stability). Waiting for Angela to make the slightest mistake (like maybe touching the lines or speeding).

At some point, like usually in the last few years, a guy came from the opposite direction with high beams on and didn't turn it off. But the cop didn't care, he was at constant speed behind us. At another moment, the cop fell behind, maybe a quart of a mile when Angela forgot (did it but very close) to turn her high beam on. Finally at McMinville where the variant starts or after following us 11 miles he went the other way and my (blood) pressure started to get again back to normal.

Beside thinking, i woke up this morning with a back pain and paralysis like feeling which started to go away after i washed again the pan of the fridge. I put an electric pad on the backrest of the chair, trying to reverse the cold i caught at my spine from that AC vent.

As i was finishing this, somebody started to walk upstairs, flush toilet, etc.. though there is no car in the spot at F6. Figure. I'm writing about skeletons. Double or nothing.

And  yes, 32 is the number of vertebrae in our spine or teeth in our mouth.

September 2nd

12:27 There are 2 big wildfires in Oregon that are visible from satellite. Rum Creek Fire and Cedar Creek Fire. One more in Northern California. Sky is hazy to the west, AQI index is around 70 in Tualatin right now. However around the building AQI is much bigger. My monitor is still charging. Today i didn't want to start the AC because i needed a break from dust. I think i reached my limit. I didn't know where the dust was coming from, i just fixed a few problems. In the evening we went at Spirit Mountain. Again, hazy skies, red moon, but at 70 you don't need much smoke. However when i came back around the apartment AQI feels like above 100, but my monitor is still charging. The "AC system" on the balcony has leaks, some smoke came inside, but i think it's better than heat.

Ok, it charged enough. Don't feel so much smoke outside anymore.

Measurements. Inside, PM2.5 is 9 (38 AQI) and PM10 is 1. Outside, 13 (53 AQI) and 10. I can't believe in Bucharest and generally southern Romania is constantly above 70.

10:30 Nem múltam hiába. Hiba. Mult. Cel puțin un cuvânt nu am greșit ieri. Apárol fiára cu fia, rădăcină latină. Deci cazurile la ei se rezolvă prin declinări care se construiesc cu sufixe, nu? Adjective substantivale.

11:05 Szia! (I'm invincible). Vorba dulce, față organică.

3:30 I thought i heard last night a high frequency squeek at my breaks. Today i layed down in front the car thrying to watch the brake's indicator on right from wheel but i couldn't because there was too much light above and too dark under the car. I tried with the phone's flashlight with no success. At that moment i thought i needed to remove the wheel to see it. A bunch of teens that seem to be all under driving age where swarming around a car in the alley, in my line of sight. Then one of them, who used to be a kid when we moved here, passed between me and the stairs, going on the lawn, stepping inches away from my head. He could have chosen to go closer to the stairs and further from me but he didn't. He and his friends are always doing this. Within the first minutes i go to do something at the car, they will start pouring and squeezing between me and the stairs. I think the're one a roll and on ear micro speakers. So i told him: Watch out, you almost stepped on my head, and then he went away cursing and saying something like "f...g old man". Curly, a bit fat, almost black, looking purely Australian native. Then he came back with a girl, maybe 12 years old, looking Hungarian. I was watching them, but didn't say anything though i was really mad and the reason i'm mad is i've been sprinkled with wall magic dust from the intentionally left unsealed spaces around windows and sliding doors in the last few days and i'm in pain and i drank because of that.

5:40 T Files. Empty folders with a "SECRET" mark on them. What can be more exciting for this weekend?

8:42 Wildfires are black dots on IR satellite. Are there some east of Salem flickering in and out?

10:22 O altă metodă de a fura masiv de la români... Comparator ANRE.

11:23 While i was watching for holes outside next to window, inside 3 holes "grew" on top of my head above couch and one on where Angela sleeps in the bedroom.

November 11

11/11 2022 You know it's true!


I knew her since 84 i guess since Angela started to work at CPL Bacău where she was acting as head of the IT department. They were other celebs there like Frida from ABBA, Boy George, etc.. Went to parties, New Years celebrations with her. In early 90 i quit the job as head of CAD department at IMU and went to work in the IT there and she was my boss for about a year LOL. Nothing scary like the video above without make up, uh uh. Yes some of it happened during Ceaușescu.

Would have been there for a long time if some other opera singer who worked (reading newspapers all day) there (the third one in the office) (trying to help himself or her out) didn't trick me in a plot against her. While she was in vacation i started an app for salaries (probably the first and only real time salary app on a mini in Romania) and implemented it while the other guy claimed her place as head of the IT. The man quit, i quit also and went to work independently and she probably went back to Hungary.

I finished that app, sold it to a state firm, then moved it on PC at another state firm, went to work in Italy, for two months and made an extra 1000 dollars, bought a PC, started to do accounting at home but was too burned out (drinking or maybe smoke from neighbors, dog poop like here) and could not learn object oriented or Windows (PC was a 286 anyways) which i finally did at Quadramed but was to sick (probably from dust falling from the false ceiling in there or ceiling at home) and quit after 8 months. However many of my colleagues there were also actors and other celebrities. Probably never had any real school or job in my whole life.

2:08 Bad smoke is back.

5:45 Sam? Bankman? Fried?

7:08 Where women glow and men plunder.

7:11 I started to believe cancer happens when you lose your ever thinning collagen matrix holding cells together in organs and your organism tries to fix it with immortal cells. It's evolutionary survival cause you could have lived longer in times with no surgeries and antibiotics with a cancer than with a hole in your colon. Not easy if not impossible to treat even with this theory because you can't build back your collagen matrix, only replace it with scars and that is if you find the source of collagen eating bacteria in your house made with collagen glue.

Android and Masseter Muscle

Android phones are totally unreliable. With dozens or hundreds of apps running in the background, most of the times having some you don't even don't know about, most likely of unknown origin, they can do weird things. One of the symptoms sometimes may be fast discharge of the battery. But where do some of that lost power go?

Today i started to re-consider the idea that the problem behind my inflammation of the parotid glands but also... masseter muscle or even prostate, sciatic nerves, may be the phone.

I got a phone from Boost Mobile, for 80 bucks, but i only used it with Boost a couple of months and now i'm using it on wi-fi only (when available). I always assumed wi-fi, which uses the same frequencies as cell phones, cordless and microwave ovens, would use less power, because of limited distance.

After months or maybe years of inflammation in that area (including tip of the ears painful, like after being outside in cold, other symptoms, like loss of balance) it occured to me several times it could be the phone but i forgot every time.

I once had a microwave leak detector identical with the one in the picture below. I took it apart and i saw inside there was only a GHz range diode and a magnetoelectric type of meter. If i kept it inches away in front of the microwave, the needle would move and if very close, the needle would go on red. But the leaks are way bigger if there is nothing to heat up in the microwave, like if you start it empty though that never happens in practice. In this case needle would go over the range even inches away and still move at one meter distance.

I broke that leak detector and threw it away and years after i wanted one and could not find it anymore and i bought instead a diode like the one inside the old one for 2 bucks somewhere, maybe at Fry's and used an old analog meter, which i stripped of electronics and i put the diode and a piece of wire figuring a dipole in series with the meter and it shows similar readings near the microwave (shown in the videos at the end).

When i tried that one close to the phone i saw the needle would move in similar ways with the first one when close to the microwave oven. It makes sense since microwave ovens work at 2.4 GHz, close to cell phone frequency (i think 5G doubles that).

I tried the same with Angela's and it doesn't move the needle though she pays for voice and data and mine works only on wi-fi. I tried it near the wi-fi router and the needle moves as well over there.

A new 700 watts 2.4 Ghz microwave oven may leak 1% of the whole power and that is also the maximum amount the phone can put out when talking to a distant tower. 99% of the time when used in town the phone uses only a fraction of that power, it goes to maximum only occasionally.

Question is if 0.6 watts maximum power is a hardware limitation or some manufacturers put bigger emitters inside the phone just in case, that are only software limited. What if a foreign app gets inside your phone and start turning that emitter at maximum power every time you put the phone to your ears?

Cordless phones use similar or lower frequencies and slightly less power. But who can guarantee the manufacturers, trying to "improve" the quality of the signal, won't use more?

Microwave leaks at ovens happens only close to them where you don't usually stand with your head and will decrease to 0 at one meter distance if you have something to heat in the oven.

Is it acceptable to have about the same level from a phone that stays close to your skin and other organs? Is 1-2% of the full power of a microwave oven for one hour a day too much for your head? I believe anything above 0 is too much already.

Before the Moto e6 i own now and other previous Android phones we had a couple of small blackberry imitation phones with cameras that weren't smart phones. I was also talking a lot on cordless maybe hours a day during those days. I gave up cordless phones in 2015 when i stopped using a landline.

It was around that time when i started to have symptoms like loss of balance, which were most likely caused by increased intracranial pressure due to infections in the area close to where you hold your phone, that were propagating to the meninges and spine. One prolonged course of antibiotics of several months and discovery of diabetes in 2015. I think diabetes occurs when infection from salivary glands inflamed from your phones (cell and cordless) propagates to the pancreas that has some similarities with parotid glands (at least a few similar cell types for production of amylase).

Nowadays, besides the bulges on both sides in the area with masseter muscle and parotid glands, i lost much of the facial hair in that area (sideburns), have pain at the ears, dizziness, weird punctual headaches, after eating or in the morning, etc..

All i have to do now is not put that phone to the ears or near my body when it's on and wait and see.

One more thing. I think i exposed myself to a good dose (since i'm sensitive already) when i filmed this video because if you start the mwave with nothing in it it will leak much more.

I had no idea until one minute ago that they have "regulated" levels of leaks for microwave ovens which proves that my concern is real. Google even mentions the levels considered safe. At first glance they look insignificant. 5 mW per square centimeter. FDA, an American agency, this time gives it per square centimeter. Because per square inch that value would be... about 6.4 times greater, at 32 mW per square inch and wouldn't look so small anymore. This confirms all that i was saying. 10 square inches or about 3x3 would be about the size of a human organ maybe like a fist or heart and that would catch about 320 mW of power if close enough to the door.

But if i multiply that amount, 5 mW with the whole surface surrounding the oven, which is about 1/2 of a square meter or 5000 square centimeters i get... 0.005*5000 = 25 watts! (If modulated, it would reach a tower or cell phone at what distance, more than 100 miles maybe?).

Going back to cell phones, that move my needle in the same way, that amount would be 1 watt per whole head. But there are still too many unknowns. Microwave leaks from that oven that i use as reference to measure the emissions of a phone could be under the recommended limit. But i know for sure that when i bought that monitor many years ago i had an old microwave that was interfering with my satellite dish that was ft away and the levels shown with the monitor where not much greater than the ones i see now.

From what i've seen lately at politics and politicians, i don't expect anymore any kind of protection from the part of environmental agencies from hungry or dishonest or even maybe misintended sellers (or maybe the opposite) and it does not surprise me at all that we are exposed to harmful amounts of microwaves from cell and cordless phones and ultimately from ovens. There was this idea circulating in the media some time ago about getting cancer from cell phone radiation. I dismissed it because i misinterpreted what i was seeing when i bought that detector (monitor, whatever, the first picture), because emissions from cell phones seemed in the same range with leaks from microwave ovens and my monitor was in the green a few inches away from both; however, again, you don't hold an oven next to your head.

It's not cancer that you get right away but a whole list of other serious illnesses of which some me and my acquaintances are experiencing right now (of which i didn't mention thyroid problems) in people coming from generations of healthy ancestors but living in much better conditions (life quality has improved dramatically in the last 50 years or so). The fruit of my ignorance combined with trustfulness, and plain criminal, genocidal, malevolence of some.