McNeeley Real Estate

Name says a lot. For many years i used to believe it has something to do with kneels. Makes you kneel that is. I know one guy there. Mark Hessel. And there was another woman i spoke with in the agency, short, fat, looking Japanese.

 
In January 2010 we've been kicked from Sussex. There was a guy there Kaleb whom i knew only by seeing him and seeing his name on the mailbox.

At Sussex there was an episode that just came to mind. The 2002 Seattle earthquake. There was a handyman scheduled exactly at that time in the apartment. He went outside to pick something from his Volvo, i went to the door to see what he's doing. Then the earthquake started, a series of ample movement, i stood in the door frame when i heard somebody running on the roof. I looked at the handyman while he was staring the roof.

There was a broken pipe in the wall in there that got never fixed. Every time i was opening the water at the bathroom sink, a pipe was moving in the wall. Probably leaking in the wall and making mold.

While i was there at first i was not aware of the mineral insulation problem. After, or when when i realized the attic was full with loose mineral insulation, i taped the lid to the attic so it won't fall down at least through there.

There was this guy with a red Toyota Supra i guess who looked like a South American drug dealer who was showing from time to time, pretending living there. La Tuta i guess.

Christine McVie, Carole King acting like managers. John Winquist, owner of Regent, the management company i think is a now Hungarian top politician.

Across the street, BNC. A church that looks like an UFO.

And Tom Cruise, the mechanic.

That's all about Sussex, here and now.

So we've been looking for a place to move. Actually applied in two different places. One Saturday in February they called us from Sunflower Apts, i believe we were approved there too but for some reason i can't explain right now none of us wanted to answer the phone. Monday (hopefully i will come with the date, it think it was February 2010) i had appointment with Mark from McNeeley, i went at the apartment in Lake Oswego and signed the papers. As we climbed in the truck to go in Lake Oswego they called us again from Sunflower and told us we were approved but i already made my mind. I was moving to Lake Oswego. Rent was about similar but location, one of the best in Portland area. Not knowing it was actually on the top of an extinct volcano.

Don't know what was wrong with me in that day. I didn't feel the terrible stink in there. Maybe because window was open. Maybe i was hypnotized (to us, Mark appeared like he had severe strabismus (not seen in the picture above). All i saw was the view, the pool (which Mark told us wasn't "ours", the apartment was the only one rented in the building, the others were individually owned condos). The place was a dump. I will select some pictures. The pan of the fridge filled with some sort of glue that resulted from combination of asphalt and silica from roof shingles. Hardwood floor was stinking so bad from being contaminated with that stuff and food that i had to cover it with shelf liners.

The rusty, leaking toilet, discoloration of the vynil.

Everything was leaking under the kitchen sink

And the endless hole.

There are many other things to be said about that place before i start getting to the reason for this post. But before, a word about Apt.9 or next door. There were a couple of celebrities that were showing as Anna, the young single neighbor. One of them was Kelly Clarkson.

And the guy at Apt.2 (two levels down) who looked like Jinichi Kawakami posing for a young single guy who was never cleaning and smoking the stinkiest cigarettes (natural tobaco, not treated for burning faster like most brands). There i found out for the first time of the existence of ninja dojos in the US.

The woman who lived at nr.6 (right under) left after one week (came back at times). I forgot where she said she was moving. The apartment was vacated for a long time, more that a year. Then the short old man with the green van moved in. He lived there for about 6 months. On June 6 2011 i took this picture.
And this one on July 2nd the same year.

I think he left in September that year. That was after they poured asphalt on street. Because the day after he dragged me into a short conversation.

What was about him. As you can see from the first picture he was handling some high tech tools. Sometimes at night i head what i though him was chiseling, maybe the walls.

After him i remember Christina Minnis moving in there. Found the name on a site that gives you names of neighbors and googled and found this.

She was wanted in Texas for some minor offenses and she found shelter here. However, she was living in that dump with a guy (i forgot his name now), black, who was working for a British company, somewhere in Downtown Portland.

She found a job here in Portland at David Killer Bread. I remember the day when Dave Dahl, the owner, was arrested. A few days later they started the bathroom fan downstairs and was on until December 2014.

They had a dog probably she dog, probably sick cause it was actually crying every they after they left in the morning.

Story is much longer. To make it short, today i figured the purpose for that fan to be on for so long was to pump in the floor (or their ceiling) and into our apartment the same stuff they pump in here for more than a year now or since i heard upstairs the same chiseling sound, December 2019 and then i heard the dog making the same crying sound as the one down stairs more than 6 years ago. That is litter dust. When those neighbors moved in spring, i saw the woman carrying a small dog in a pouch at her chest, like a baby. Both dogs were probably sick, probably infected with some parasite that eliminates in the feces and ended up in the dust that gets in here, that gives me the same symptoms and probably.

This summer upstairs moved a woman who looked like a Japanese actress. They also had a dog and they had a portable AC in the kitchen area vibrating the walls and floors and allowing litter dust to get into the walls and from there in here. The current neighbor does not have a dog but a cat and uses only one "in wall" heater, in the dining area or about the same area where the AC was and for that reason (the others are off) it runs a lot, that also vibrates, in about the same area.

Last night i covered more holes and cracks in the laundry closet area because after cleaning for many days it started to stink after i used the washer and drier yesterday which shook the walls and more stuff came in. But i believe somebody was in here last night and took out of the sealed bag an old injector (forgotten from Nissan) that today started to stink to mask the hole story.

Both stinking places are responsible for creating and maintaining my diabetes.

The woman at Apt.9 driving a blue Jeep reminds me now of Christa Jacobson. After her in that apartment moved in a guy who resembled Andrei Postelnicu whom i saw last time the day before he went missing in Florida. In the spring of 2014 i believe Bill Cosby moved in there.

The apartment nr.7, next wall, slightly below, had a chimney. I believe this is where the smoke came from. When i moved in here the smoke didn't get out of our clothes until i washed them at least 5 times each. I believe in there at times was a woman from Hungary, Nora Gorbe.

I once called Lake Oswego Police. The guy who came, Sergeant Sparkle, was looking exactly like the President of Hungary, János Áder.

One more thing. The more i look at Jim McNeeley's face the more i think he looks like the old man who moved lately at Sussex in the apartment under. I don't know, it's been more than ten years. I think it was around 2007 when he came. He parked some sort of old RV vehicle and had it parked there for a long time. Then he got an old car. Lately he put a blanket in kitchen's window and i think he was not airing and cleaning a lot and the whole place started to stink.

To be continued (having a break).

September 4th

2:00 AM. I wrote on August 14. I am 99% sure this guy was the one who lived here upstairs for approx. 2 years, since March 21. A practitioner, he had done numerous things and caused me big problems but in the end he left to make room to another one way more aggressive.

I am not sure what nationality he is, he could be French mixed with Japanese, but to me he surely looks like a brainwashed maniac, like all ninja.

When i lived in Lake Oswego they had this ninjutsu dojo right at the end of A street, for anybody to see. Then after i took this picture they moved somewhere else.

There, at 47 Eagle Crest, at apt.2 or two levels below us was living Jinichi Kawakami himself, and Sargent Sparkle of the Lake Oswego Police was János Áder. That, after LO Police chief died, 2 months after i moved there. In the next apartment or nr.9 first was Lindsay Lohan and then Kelly Clarkson etc. etc..

At a certain time i was living there ex President Barack Obama issued an order banning 10 Hungarian officials from entering the US. Recently the Visa Waiver program for Hungary was all suspended. But then President Obama himself came one day to pick me up from Steve's shop as a driver of a yellow cab... Like in the movie (and they completely blocked 217 and it was the only vehicle going towards Tualatin).

It is no secret that most ninjutsu techniques, or skills how they call them, which are nothing like karate or judo and stuff, are highly illegal. It involves mainly spying or violating someone's privacy, influencing, and other things described in their own manual. In fact there is a disclaimer at the beginning saying...

In the US most public dojos don't advertise themselves anymore as ninjutsu. They found a way to introduce the stuff under the name "bujinkan" from which they extracted the dangerous or publicly unteachable stuff.

Then how come someone comes to the US to teach these things and no law enforcement agency, nobody, raise their eyebrows? Or better said, open their eyes?

But is not only teaching. They are actually using their skills against citizens of the US.

Could it be because the capital is called Wa Shinto and there is a statue of the main Shinto goddess Amaterasu in Liberty Island in Upper New York Bay?

2:40 Tonight he came home (like his predecessor he only pretends the goes to work somewhere) at around midnight. Let us fall asleep and then at 1 started the AC (It's 60 degrees right now outside) that makes a horrible noise inside but mostly nothing outside, on frequencies they cannot be recorded by the way it was installed and then started to smoke and of course squeaking the floor. I knocked in the wall a couple of times, he stopped then he started again like almost openly looking for a confrontation but luckily i know who he is.

9:45 O știre bizară și greu de crezut care a apărut în SUA pe 25 august. Pentru că tipul seamănă cu cel din primul video de mai sus. Și pentru că mă plâng continuu de zgomot. Și faza cu injecția cu steroid. Iar ei au ales să reitereze această știre acum. Modul lor de a scurtcircuita informații.

99% din locuințele americane, din care 90% sunt case, sunt făcute din lemn. Cadre de lemn cu panouri de lemn presat de 10 mm sau 12 mm și gips aerat în interior to așa de 10 sau jumătate de inch, doar podeaua de mai groasă, un inch format din două straturi de lemn presat cu clei, care sunt deosebit de zgomotoase.

La case mai merge pentru că familiile stau singuri, deși nu există nici un fel de intimitate (privacy). De aceea copiii când ajung la o anumită vârstă, pleacă. Orice discuție, orice activitate în dormitor se aude de oriunde în "casă". De unde au luat americanii modelul acesta de construcții? Nu din Europa. Se poate vedea în primul video de mai sus, la început.

La apartamente care în marea lor majoritate sunt cu parter și etaj, situația este dezastruoasă. Totul depinde de noroc iar eu nu am avut noroc. Se aude orice bă...ă. Dacă sforăie cineva. Am auzit pe vecina de alături, o babă, sforăind ani de zile.

Toți vecinii mei de deasupra au fost la fel. Un exemplu recent? Vecinul de sus m-a trezit după ce m-a ținut treaz ieri noapte, până la 4, după 4 ore și jumătate de somn, doar târâind un scaun pe podeaua din bucătărie, care la el e din bambus iar la mine din linoleum.

Deși normal se aude ca o Niagară, nu aud niciodată apă trasă la toaletă sau duș, sau pe cei doi vorbind (se presupune că sunt două persoane din moment ce el pleacă dimineața "la job" iar ea rămâne non stop să scârțâie după gândurile mele), nu îi aud niciodată vorbind. Cu o excepție sau două în 2 sau 3 luni de când sunt aici când se auzea așa de clar încât aș fi înțeles tot ce spun, însă ei vorbeau în spaniolă și înțelegeam doar unele cuvinte.

Cu toate astea, azi dimineață când m-am dus la baie, cineva a venit cu pași hotărâți după mine, s-a așezat în același timp cu mine, am auzit zgomot de pipi iar apoi s-a tras apa. Sincronizare. Ritualuri. Kali.

Se aude orice pas, dar nimic altceva.

De ce atâta înverșunare? Acum, poate pentru ce postez, mai înainte poate pentru ce aveam vârât în cap de unii patrioți români, din timpul facultății. Nu știu.

Însă e mult mai mult de atât. Până la urmă, te poți obișnui cu programul vecinului și poți dormi și tu deși poate mai puțin dar sunt convins că ei sunt aici cu același scop ca cei dinainte, că au ceva device-uri cu infraroșu, poate mai bune ca astea, și de multe ori fac zgomot la creșterea temperaturii feței, care trădează emoții.

Am un aparat de măsurat microunde fiindcă nu mai suport nimic din zona aceasta. Nu mai pot folosi nici telefonul. Într-o zi, pe 15 august, a început să bipăie constant iar sursa era clar de deasupra. Și-au instalat probabil un router nou, nu știu, semnalul e mult mai puternic (>10 mW/m2) decât de la un router, sau poate chiar decât un telefon. La acele nivele eu încep să am dureri ușoare după o oră de expunere și nu am avut de ales.

M-am dus la supermarket, am cumpărat câteva suluri de folie de aluminiu de 40 cm lățime, 8 metri lungime și am pus pe o parte din tavan, începând cu dormitorul. Cu pioneze bineînțeles fiindcă "tavanul" e din gips aerat de 10 mm care e foarte moale, cam la nivel de un lemn foarte moale. Dacă ar fi gips masiv nu ai putea să bagi o pioneză.

Semnalul acela a încetat în mare parte dar ceva curios și neașteptat s-a mai întâmplat. Pentru câteva zile au încetat zgomotele. Pașii care mă urmăreau tot timpul prin casă. A ținut vreo săptămână după care au început, din nou, treptat. Am mai adăugat niște fâșii din alea pe tavan, și s-au oprit iar. Ieri noapte iar a apărut semnal în pat în dormitor, am mai pus o fâșie.

S-a dus în bucătărie, a târâit scaunul pe jos, am adormit, dar a venit după o oră, a pornit AC-ul din geam deși afară erau 15 grade C, care jos se aude ca un tractor (dar curios, nu se înregistrează pe laptop fiindcă frecvența e foarte joasă și nici nu se aude de afară), a început să fumeze iar fumul normal vine prin toate crăpăturile și îmbinările unde există doar vopsea, și nu am mai dormit până la 4 și jumătate timp în care am scris aici mai sus.

După care azi aud iar că rușii i-au trezit pe gălățeni din somn.

Ăsta nu e război. Este un veșnic prilej de intimidarea României, a Europei. Ca și pandemia. Cine știe ce se întâmplă acolo pe front. Acum câteva zile am postat (un link la un) un articol BBC care arată că nimic nu s-a schimbat pe front în ultimele luni, Imaginile, video-urile care apar sunt puține și nu confirmă că ar fi un război. Citeam nu știu unde că sunt sute de mii de morți, mai ales de partea Rusiei dar totul depinde de surse.

După care Zelenski l-a demis pe ministrul apărării.

O lege a bunului simț spune că într-un dezastru sau război la un mort apar 2-3 grav răniți cu sechele permanente, deci ar trebui să fie sute de mii de invalizi de ambele părți. Și video-uri. Apar foarte puține video-uri cu războiul propriu zis, cu sute de morți zilnic.

Totul pentru că și conducerea Ucrainei și cea a Rusiei (sau a oricărei țări) este controlată până la cele mai mici gesturi de aceeași entitate, care undeva au un supercomputer sau mai multe care simulează tot ce se întâmplă în lume și au pus-o de un război ca să-i facă pe toți să uite ce se mai postează pe unele bloguri iar situația în care ei controlează totul dar în mod secret să nu se schimbe.

Peste toate astea, mai vin și niște grase din rasa "europeană" de la vest de România și lasă permanent cel puțin un kk de câine pe lângă clădire, probabil pregătit special, sau de câine bolnav, și totul începe să miroase așa, mi se face greață permanentă iar b...e mele miros a kk de câine, nu de om și îmi vine să vomit când trag câte una iar aici, în mașină, miroase ca în grajd.

10:40 Kali, zeița timpului și a sincronizărilor. Pe 23 August în mod simbolic au programat o asfaltare în parcare, iar mirosul de smoală e prezent și acum, urmată de lucrări de înlocuire a țevii de canalizare, care continuă, iar sâmbătă au tăiat tufișuri cu scule de 100 dB la sursă. Orice ușă de mașină trântită în parcare care de obicei se aud câte zece la rând se sincronizează cu ceva. Etc. etc. etc..

11:25 El (adică mașina) e plecată de ore bune, era liniște, mă gândeam să mă culc, l-am înjurat pe Elton John în gând (fiindcă nu reușesc să pun link-ul la momentul când vreau eu) și ca niciodată cineva a tras apa sus apoi s-au auzit pași și apoi scaunul pe podea în bucătărie. Dar nu s-a oprit pe acolo, a început să mișune. Undeva în complex a apărut o vibrație de la o mașină care rezonează cu pereții subțiri.

12:12 Went to take the garbage and also grabbed a used bag from groceries and went looking for poops. A small plane passed at 200 ft making a very loud noise, like during a take off. A  helicopter making a similar noise followed (i don't know what the reason for those is but it happens most times). I found a very well camouflaged one, also watery like from diarrhea, and hard to remove and threw it in the SW bin. On top of the bin cover there was another one in a green bag, from an unsuccessful throw. They always change places and shape and stuff...

1:52 Haven't heard or thought of Soke Anshu in a long time. I stopped completely any inquires regarding her after i figured, in terror, that she also lived upstairs, for a few months. But being pure American, she could have been beneficial. However i just remembered one very important thing she once said in a video. The gate. To commune. I think this is what Alexa is doing in the videos. Communicates. And maybe steals your soul. For these reasons, others, i believe she was trained in ninjutsu.

I long suspected that Soke Anshu uses sex to attract followers, i don't know where. But as a transgender she got limited range of attractiveness. Alexa is a more modern, sexier version of Soke, without the fighting techniques and muscles and stuff. Just pure sex. Keeper of the gate of the lover as some would say.

So it turns the aluminum foil on the ceiling do not block IR devices, but something much deeper. As i long suspected, the ninja master the technique of what we call telepathy by some sort of electric field means. All you have to do is tune in and get in phase with someone and she provides that through the videos. And yes, Steve Harwell is "dead" two days after i posted the link (ends...). He done a great psychedelic video out of his time.

7:12 Kim

More Kim.

9:30 Wanted to air the apartment but was not sure if there is no dog poops outside. Went to check, this time a large plane was making noise and two young women came with a dog. Went back inside, started to air, a hole popped in the ground and i was flooded with a heavy smoke resembling burning cokes or coal smokes. Went quickly and plugged that one.

9:57 However there was one more close to the corner of living and the smoke got to my head before i plugged that one.

June 17

8:55 Noi încercări de sufocare ale subiectelor postate de mine. De data asta e vorba de numele vasului amiral (și singurul) al Bisericii Scientologice, Freewinds care adăpostește elita bisericii, SeaOrg, care apare a avea o legătură cu numele casino-ului Chinook Winds de pe Coasta Pacificului, la 80 de mile vest de Portland.

Ei atacă în zilele care urmează unei postări, în momentul în care în memoria cititorului se consolidează o amintire și se naște o opinie, deviind aceste procese și distrugând o amintire cheie al unui întreg edificiu de teorii încă fragil. Chiar eu, citind articolul din primul link, am început să uit de tot de am scris ieri.

Această asociere între Chinook Winds și Freewinds pare bazată pe faptul că Ron Hubbard, fondatorul bisericii, a fost comandant de navă anti-submarin în cel de-al doilea război mondial și legenda spune că a participat la scufundarea un submarin japonez lângă coasta Oregonului în cel de-al doilea război mondială, fapt neconfirmată de arhivele marinei militare SUA.

De remarcat că denumirea de biserică (și folosirea crucii) este improprie, ele au fost asociate întotdeauna cu creștinismul.

Doctrina bisericii scientologice se bazează pe faptul că sufletul este nemuritor, se încarnează mereu dar cu uitarea vieților precedente și oricine are potențialul de a deveni un dumnezeu și a-și crea propriul univers iar practicile bisericii, în special auditul, pot ajuta membrii să realizeze acest scop, în urma plății către biserică a unor sume importante de bani pentru a trece de la un nivel la altul (III-VIII).

Biserica Scientologică a fost fondată de Ron Hubbard, fost comandant de navă, fost autor de lucrări științifico fantastic, auto-numit The Commodore (care este un titlu în marina militară pe care el nu l-a deținut niciodată), iar elita bisericii a fost și este organizată ca o marină militară, cu grade și sarcini în stil militar. Inițial au fost 3 nave mai mici, care au fost vândute și Hubbard a cumpărat o navă construită în Finlanda în anii 60 și a rebotezat-o Freewinds, și care se află majoritatea timpului în Caraibe.

Chiar în momentul acesta stau și mă gândesc, având în vedere unele episoade petrecute în România, la IMU Bacău unde el a fost prezent după moartea lui în 1986 sau la liceul Tehnoton din Iași (da pe vremea lui Iliescu la Iași), dacă totul nu are o legătură cu al nostru Commodore sau chiar cea de Căpitanul (și Căpitănescu).

Eu am mai ridicat în trecut ipoteza ca Ceaușescu însuși a fost un cântăreț de operă din Ungaria, care mai înainte de a deveni Ceaușescu s-a metamorfozat în cântăreț de muzică pop de origine mexicană în SUA, Ritchie Valens. (la fel ca Țiriac care a fost mai întâi Jim Croce). Cred că dacă ascultați cu atenție puteți recunoaște vocea ezitantă a lui Ceaușescu și unele accente ale lui (în film a fost un actor care nu semăna de loc cu el, oare de ce).

Da știu sunt chestii atât de incredibile încât nici nu poți să te gândești la ele, iar ei mizează exact pe chestia asta. "Nimeni nu ar putea să creadă așa ceva".

Însă după atâția ani de când sunt în situația pe care am încercat să o descriu și după ce am încercat orice ca să ies din ea, mie îmi apare ca singura explicație posibilă.

11:30 I wrote that i was neighbors with Kelly Clarkson. She even made a song about me. That much is true, i never rushed, which means i never did anythingr (rushed), mostly because most of the time she was doubled by somebody else though she made a number of unpredictable appearances, always accompanied by some (different) guy, including her late husband.  
The Chick Chick song by Chinese singer Wang Rong Rollin described exactly that situation. I remembered the day when i first posted that song and the stock market crashed like 5% in that moment.

1:50 Wait a minute. Could this guy have been again... Hubbard? Yeah, right, he would have been @100 years old! After all, the man was the owner of the real estate agency that put me on Mt.Sylvania while the agent, Mark was the husband of Olivia Newton John...

12:40 PM

6:06 Semantics. Versailles vs Clearwater.

Four of my recent subjects in top news. A semantic substitute for Olivia Newton John. Ice cream cart. Zendaya.

Songs I Hate Most

In fact there should be two lists. One of those i hate all the time and one that i don't hate all the time depending on the mood. No, three. One with those i like most. Four. One that i like most sometimes.

Songs that i hate most

1. The Wall - Pink Floyd.

2. In the Air Tonight - Phil Collins

3. Every Breath You Take - Police (Sting)

4. Heart Shaped Box - Nirvana

5. Daylight - David Kushner

6. Liar - Jelly Roll

7. Paint the Town Red - Doja Cat

8. Take It on the Run - REO

9. Billy Jean - Michael Jackson

10/ Like a Prayer - Maronna (describes oral sex)

11 My Life (Billy Joel).

12 We’re Not Gonna Take It - Twisted Sisters

13 Unstoppable - Sia

14 Everybody Wants to Rule the World - Tears for Fears

15 Taste - Sabrina Carpenter

16 Go Easy on Me - Adele

17 Take it on the Run - REO Speed Wagon

18 Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

19 White Wedding -  Billy Idol (describes incest)

20 You Give Love a Bad Name - Jon Bon Jovi

21 The Monster - Eminem ft. Rihanna

22 Live and let die - Paul McCartney

23 Tell me lies - Fleetwood Mac

Songs that i like most. (In the order i remembered them). To see the lyrics press on CC.

1. More Than This, both versions (Roxy Music and especially 10000 Maniacs)

2. Live, Encore - Buckethead

3. You are the Woman - Firefall

4. Drive - Joe Bonamassa

5. Lily was Here - Candy Dulfer

6. Piano Man - Billy Joel

7. Say you Will - Fleetwood Mac

8. Sultans of  Swing, Dire Straits

9. The One i Love - REM

10 I Want to Know What Love Is - Foreigner

11 The Boys of Summer - Don Henley

12 Cu tine-n rai (With you in Heaven) (Crush + Alexandra Ungureanu)

13 Highly Strung - Orianthi ft Steve Vai

15 Operator - Jim Croce

16 Diamonds and Rust - Joan Baez

17 Man of Constant Sorrow - Dan Tyminiski, George Clooney (song by Dick Burnett)

18 Încă o zi (One more day) - Spin

19 Don't Know Why - Norah Jones

20 Funkytown - Cynthia Johnson 

Songs that i like most sometimes

1. Kiss Me - Sixpence

2. Jump - van Halen

3. I'll Play The Blues For You - Joe Bonamassa, Albert King

4. The Bug - Mary Chapin Carpenter (song by Mark Knopfler) (she speaks/sings real English)

5. Write this Down - George Strait

6. I Shot the Sheriff - Eric Clapton (song by Bob Marley)

7. American Girl, Great Wide Open, Refugee - Tom Petty

8. Stop Dragging My Heart Around - Stevie Nicks, Tom Petty

9. Sara - Fleetwood Mac

10 Get Back - Ludacris

11 Best Day of my Life - Dido

12 Hand in My Pocket - Alanis Morissette

13 Rock Star - Nickelback

14 You Really Got Me - Van Halen (song by The Kinks)

15 Fire and Rain - James Taylor

16 Rocky Mountain High - John Denver

17 All Star - Smash Mouth

18 Please Come to Boston - Joan Baez

19 Muzica te cheamă (Music is Calling You) - Carmen Rădulescu

20 That's Not my Name - The Ting Tings

21 Don't Rush - Kelly Clarkson

22 Always with Me, Always with You - Joe Satriani

Angela's favorites

Eye in the Sky - Alan Parsons Project

Breakfast in  America - Roger Hodgson

All songs - Scorpions

Give me one Reason - Tracy Chapman

Always on my Mind - Willie Nelson

- lists will be updated - 

Mazăre, Constantin, Postelnicu

(Atenție pentru cei care traduc cu Google Translate. Am încercat chiar acum și deși majoritatea frazelor sunt traduse foarte bine, unele, în mod inexplicabil, comparativ cu celelalte, sunt complet greșite).

Voi scrie această postare progresiv, deci voi adăuga mereu ce îmi amintesc sau ce materiale mai găsesc. Am mai scris pe acestă temă pe fb sau g+ care s-a închis. Să încep cu o poză care eu cred că este a lui Nicușor Constantin (Constantin din Constanța). 2 Mai 2014. În acea perioadă el se afla într-adevăr în SUA. Poza este făcută din apartament printre jaluzele, tipul avea bărbiță, este greu de spus. În acea perioadă în apartamentul de dedesubt locuiau diverse persoane (sau numai se arătau), îmbrăcați aproximativ la fel, cu aceeași mașină încercând destul de rudimentar să pară aceeași persoană. În mod similar se întâmplă și aici cu apartamentul de deasupra.

Dar a mai fost un tip la 6 ianuarie același an, care a mers la scara vecină

La apartamentul 5 (lângă cel de dedesubt) era un tip care semăna cu "jurnalistul britanic" mort în Florida, Andrei Postelnicu. Andrei Postelnicu era din Constanța și era nepotul "profesorului" nostru de cineclub de la Casa Pionierilor din Câmpulung, Ferdinand Mikitovici. Numai că el la rândul lui semăna mult cu Roman Polanski (până aici e destul de simplu, să vedeți ce mai urmează).

Mai era la Școala Generală Nr.1 dar la altă clasă o învățătoare care semăna cu... Sharon Tate, fosta soție a lui Polanski care a fost declarată ucisă de extremiști de dreapta din SUA.

Nu știu dacă a fost el, dar în fiecare zi, pentru câteva ore bune se auzea pe deasupra un avion care mă înnebunea. Tot un Piper ca cel în care a zburat ultima dată în Florida. O tipă care poza în prietena lui care am identificat-o recent ca Samantha Fish, o cântâreață de blues.

În acel apartament am fost afumat ani de zile. La propriu, la scara vecină erau șemineuri la nivele mai de jos iar coșurile treceau prin pereți. Probabil unul din ele era spart și fumul intra în pereți și ajungea la noi. Pereții (partea de ghips s-au făcut maro). La un moment dat am acoperit niște găuri mari în debaraua de haine din dormitor și baie și a devenit mai suportabil. Când m-am mutat aici în Tualatin și am avut mașină de spălat în apartament (înainte spălam rufele acolo într-un apartament amenajat ca spălătorie, cu fise), am spălat totul de mai multe ori și timp de un an toate hainele încă au mirosit a fum. Fumul avea și o componentă care mă făcea high tot timpul. Dacă asta se poate numi tortură? Dar cred că se poate numi lejer tortură.

Apartamentele erau numerotate pe două scări, din stânga jos începea 1, 2 iar 3 și 4 erau la scara vecină, apoi iar 5, 6 la noi. La 1 nu stătea nimeni, la 2 un ninja, la 3 veneau tot felul de invitați, la 4 nu știu, la 5 o studentă dislexică iar după ea Postelnicu cu Samantha, la 9 la început a fost o tipă care semăna cu Lindsay Lohan iar după cu Kelly Clarkson. Fotografie din 1 August 2013.

Tipa de la 9, 6 iunie 2014

Aceeași? tipă de la 9, în 25 august 2013

Pe 25 Octombrie 2012 (Ziua fostului rege Mihai I) am avut tot așa (cum au fost ultimele încercări, începând din 10 mai anul acesta) un accident. În ziua aceea era mai mult fum ca în ultimii ani cât am stat acolo. Spre seară am mai băut și două pahare de vin (care totuși, datorită diurezei, îmi făcea bine, căci se mai eliminau chestiile din fum, cel mai probabil marijuana, cocaină sau amfetamină). Mi-a venit așa o idee și am pornit într-o plimbare cu camioneta de vreo 20 mile până în estul Portlandului, să văd dacă nu e cineva la biserică (Sfânta Maria, Stark St.). La a doua intersecție am oprit dar cam departe și am pornit din nou să văd mai bine cum vine traficul din stânga. Un tip într-o mașină Nissan Z, care sunt mașini foarte grele și puternice (imită Porsche-ele) cu un șasiu masiv cu bare profil curbate a pornit de pe loc și a intrat din spate în bara mea de protecție. Camioneta la fel, nu ca mașinile, are șasiu masiv din bare profil. M-a mutat un metru înainte deși aveam piciorul pe frână și mi-a cam scuturat gâtul și mandibula. Am avut ceva dureri 2 săptămâni dar nimic altceva. Imediat ca din senin a apărut și un martor care normal îi lua apărarea celuilalt. Mi-au sărit luminile de la număr și atât. Nu am chemat poliția fiindcă eram băut. Am fost la poliție câteva zile după, mi s-a dat un număr de caz și asta a fost. Tipul părea musulman asiatic. Cred că a vrut să mă împingă puțin înainte în intersecție ca să mă ia o mașină care venea cu viteză din stânga.

În același loc, în 14 februarie 2014 era să mai am un accident (bine, faze mai simple sunt practic în fiecare zi și de mai multe ori pe zi, cele mai multe ori opriri neașteptate ale traficului din față în timp ce pe trotuar apar tot felul de distrageri). Un Cadillac negru cu luminile din față modificate (mașini foarte grele, până la 2,3 tone), care abia se vedeau a venit din stânga. Tot așa eram high, de la fumul din pereți și mai aveam și camera mică în mâna dreaptă, nu mai știu de ce (pe atunci o AGFA de 14 MP și 70 de dolari, o cameră foarte interesantă, defuncta marcă germană AGFA, made in China bineînțeles dar foarte bună) și l-am urmărit și l-am prins la un semafor. 

Pe 9 noiembrie 2014 am scris o postare care se numește Tehnoton. Acea postare conține ideea că în liceu am fost înr-o clasă specială, în liceul Tehnoton din Iași, perioadă care s-a suprapus în mare cu prezența lui Iliescu la Iași. Acea postare conține ideea că am fost coleg cu multe persoane, foste staruri dar și staruri în devenire. Acea postare conține și unele greșeli, nu sunt toți identificați corect, precum și unele dubii la alții.

...va continua...
(dar probabil nu aș termina niciodată, au fost sute de faze care s-au întâmplat numai în perioada aceea, februarie 2010, septembrie 2015, din cauza timpului și fazelor zilnice curente pe care tot așa le selectez foarte mult).

July 30

1:26 Ori la Bálványos ori la... De 32 de ani Viktor Orban vine să-i învețe pe români cum să relaxeze tensiunile interetnice dar anul acesta românii s-au enervat pentru că el a început să-i învețe și pe europeni iar românii au devenit geloși și au început să comenteze.

1:55 Wa Shinto

Keep calm, you're George Washington

2:16 Rip City.

George Washington

7:32 I read in the news today of a bill was passed on the House Floor on Friday. However there was nothing scheduled for that day in the House of Representatives, according to their own site. Engrossment?

8:14 Is that a Shiva Lingam standing on a lotus flower in the middle of Buda_pest?

11:48 They blame everything on Jews, their only possible opponents. Actors with Jewish names in promiscuous Jewish roles. Everything that's sex in Hollywood it's them.

11:50 The guy who was trimming the grass's edge on Wednesday was raising clouds of redwood dust mixed with soil to the sky. When he approached this corner where BTW grass is dried anyways (just poured some water on it) because i think the sprinkler has been stepped upon (not by me i always been careful) i yelled at him but too late. Bedroom's window was opened and a cloud of dust was going that way. But he stopped in front of the living. Then he went in the back next to the south garages and i saw clearly, the dust was raising twice the height of the garages. That night i threw a few gallons of water on the patio thinking i'll be fine until Thursday when we leave. We left after getting very irritated because of dust and fogot to double check things and came back the next day. However today couldn't take it no more (could not sleep more than a few hours) because the AC has to run all time so i went outside to hose everything and then here came this guy with a black hound or lab or a cross mumbling... Sir, can i ask you a question and i said no, but he kept mumbling anyways something about his daughter. I saw him previously but i think he was a different actor in the same role, but younger. This one seemed under 30. Blond, skinny and showing lots of frustration, he walked his dog several times around almost until i was finished. I could see the water, especially in front, came down the building whitish or milk like. That kinda dust settled on the car too and was still there after 200 miles and went and washed the car as well. Wanted to back vacuum the filter, but there was no room at the vacuums before the wash (one was broke) and after i forgot.

For one, he is lighter, can barely squeak. Now trying to compensate. Equally annoying but clearly lighter.

12:15 Like the little man upstairs. Overnight, he grew muscles and now that they know i'm irritated, he left his trunk open as an opportunity to come outside, and i wanted to get car's mats inside to wash them too. I know since Lake Oswego, they switch actors sometimes, like they switched Lindsey Lohan with Kelly Clarkson in the apartment next door (same name, occupation, clothes, car).

What else you shouldn't miss in Budapest or... Nagy_kanizsa. Both snakes are placed in front of schools since 81 and 82. There could be more i'm not aware of...

February 3rd

4:18 I wrote a while ago about replacing the water heater. I think there is a sewer line under it. 7 years ago i managed to squeeze some Great Stuff foam in there. However it was the cheap open cell foam and in time got saturated with sewer gas, mainly ammonia. When they removed the tank i scrapped  the pan and  the remaining foam was smelling like it. But it thought the line was closed (heard  the sound of the foam escaping in it back then).

After they put the concrete blocks i washed the whole place with some water with detergent until it came clean. I think some water got into the line and possibly in a s or p trap. But now, weeks after, i think it dried from there and sewer gas started to come in. When you do laundry, the lines get somehow washed, but 2 or 3 days after, or this night, you could not breath in here. I mean, i woke up because of the smell, at 1 AM and ever since i'm thinking what to do. I stock my borescope camera and saw the line under one of the blocks and it looks like it's open.

3:07 I never saw the face of the guy who did it because of the mask. Later in the parking lot he briefly pulled the mask and he looked like... I think  the other guy also with mask might have been... 

Today i saw in the parking lot a guy dressed like him, maybe taller, without mask but a bit of goatee, could not have been only 2 or 3 days, it was at least one week old, saw another version 2 or 3 days ago, shaven.

Same thing happened in Lake Oswego, at Apt.9 next to ours first was Lindsay Lohan who acted as a real estate agent, and then Kelly Clarkson, on the same name, car, etc..

When i got in my place a woman or girl, most likely Japanese made lo look latina pulled in the spot next to me, within one minute so and started to stare at me so i just left to Walmart, then she left too. While i was leaving the complex a Penske van popped in front of me. Today hundreds of people were involved in many scenes, including near accident situations at Walmart. Walmart was full of kids, but also at Lowes heard some crying.

My back pain (kidney, pancreas, gut, don't know) started back after i've been around the water heater taking pictures with the borescope. I put something, a piece of corrugated plastic that fits hard in that space on top of that pipe (i pulled after a while and saw a circle imprinted were the pipe was, put it back on), but the pipe is dented and can't seal. Bought something to put on that corrugated plastic, but will be here only tomorrow.

4:32 Last summer i've been complaining about dust on Avery St., on Nyberg. For months they were excavating the terrain in both sites. On Nyberg they build an apartment complex. On Avery, there are a couple of long industrial like buildings (it goes to the right maybe 300 ft or more), with no windows (except the huge lobby) with no signs, no name, just a Scientology cross, just across the street from where Angela works. Her previous job site also belonging to Eaton was on Teton St., a reminder of Thetans. Anybody know what these nuts are doing here?

4:43 Can't remember, it was a total of maybe 4 weeks of 24 hours week long notices of entrance last summer, for replacing the windows, a job that actually lasted several hours. Now, 6 months after, they gave me another one, for one week, for a touch up and painting job that would last probably half hour.

Last summer i thought i saw the guy who was leading the team was looking like the Emperor of Japan himself. That and the flare up of the sewage gas last night, following my posts yesterday. Emperor of Japan is a descendant of goddess Amaterasu, and the leader on Earth of divine origin. BTW i think it was her i saw  today in the parking lot. Unrecognizable on both sides without makeup.

12:13 I know i'm into the next day but want to right this one here because of the picture with the water heater pan and concrete blocks. After fasting all evening, and midnight i made myself some noodle soup with added bone broth. So i wanted to check my blood pressure. But my lancet broke. And started to ask myself, could there be a way to do it without? So i kept a needle with two fingers, somehow hidden and i pulled it a bit of a time until i finally hitted it with the prepared finger. Not much worse than the lancet. Then guess what. My BS came 230. With the new stick that show 20 less than the old ones.

Kept asking myself why. Maybe because i killed the sewer leakage (99.9% or it anyways). But my face and eyes hurt because... This morning when i went in to take that picture with my borescope camera i just shot the UV and the little closet with a blanket covering the permeable door had a lot of ozone built in there. In fact it says in the lamp's instruction. You have to air the room after using it.

So i don't know. Is it the ozone that got in my lungs and killed the whatever in there, before it can reach the stomach. Or the lack of stuff in the air. Or the copious amounts of coconut oil i took in the last days. Or the fact that i quit drinking alcohol and coffee. But if finally went down a little. Which contradicts my earlier theory that sugar builds up in your body and can't go down even if you fast.

But confirms the one that says your body pulls all the sugar from your gut (most of it coming from breaking down more complex carbs by pancreatic enzymes and it's not 10 or 20 grams, is in the hundreds of grams a day, and your body sacrifices the normal BS level pulling all sugar from the gut to cut the supply for bad bacteria and mold and why not, protozoa discharging from lungs and fermenting there.

October 11

9:05 I am constantly frustrated by the noises upstairs. They are tailored to hit in certain states of mind when they cause maximum rage. They peaked yesterday and trying to top today. Could it be the reason behind all my infections (parotid glands, ears, legs, name it).

9:23 Șoșoaca este o actriță unguroaică pe numele Katinka Cseke. Iohannis este un scriitor ungur pe numele Imre Babics. Viktor Orban este un regizor și actor ungur etc..

9:27 Both Ukrainian war and Israeli war have been designed to turn world's attention about the real problem and that is occupation of the US by Japan and also meant to prove communists and Jews are the real aggressors (an old theme).

9:32 Well dressed, well nourished Nissei posing behind a volley net at Tule camp.

9:33 The more i look the more i start to believe those women at the Barber shop in Tule camp do not look really stressed out, the way i am right now. In fact they look to me like they just got there, for a picture. Just like the guys above as those camps were probably empty.

10:40 Air quality index i 9 which is close to perfect, however outside perceive smoke is like 80 so i just give up my walk.

6:44 I ordered some dust masks on Amazon which i found to be effective against exhaust (up tp 90%). Used one of those, fell asleep. I am not able to do anything as far as searches. I went outside, there is nothing to plug anymore A fine smoke feels the air and i believe this time is the whole area.

Imagine this. A fire burning somewhere where's there's toxic chemicals. Making everybody lethargic though they don't realize it. I've been able to drive in situations like these. You feel maybe tired, a bit weird, maybe like not doing anything. Have a beer, watch TV and go to sleep.

I wasn't joking when i said the Huns must have used unconventional warfare against Romans.

One or two Roman legions against 1000 huns on an open field. Two scouts go and calculate direction of the wind and set on fire a sack of hallucinogenic mushroom or whatever was available and Romans had no idea like they didn't know where the silk was coming from (Serica, a fabulous country where silk grew on threes).

But even if they knew what it was, how would that have helped if they were already in formation for battle. Five minutes later the attack begins and they all get slaughtered and the Huns move towards next position taking great care no one is left alive to tell about (Legions were well numbered).

7:38 Should not expect anything from the government. The government it's THEM.

7:43 Everything is in slow motion. However i managed to grab a link. On fire near Albany more than 24 hours ago. That hay could have had some toxic mold in it who knows. And wind is blowing from South.

10:05 Școala de iarnă. Tema pentru acasă a lui Dinescu și a Cațavencilor săi.

10:45


11:00 Eagles, probably the best American rock band.

In this video, in order of apparition.

Keyboards, Glen Frey, now deceased. Solo project.

At the drums, Don Henley, one of best vocalists ever. Solo projects, magnificent.

Vocals and bass, Timothy B. Schmit, probably of Native American origin.

Solo guitar, Don Felder.

Keyboards, Joe Walsh. Walsh and Felder share one of the most iconic solos ever in cryptic masterpiece Hotel California.

I did it for myself, can never remember who is who except for Henley, i was 35 when i moved to the US in 95. Love will keep us alive.

11:43 Yes i've done a live show with Frey, at Sears Tire Center near Washington Square. I told him i can play the accordion by ear, and he told me he can play the banjo by ear. In the end he offered me his old Mercedes, to make it like in the song which i declined. In Lake Oswego Kelly Clarkson, my neighbor also wanted to sell me an old Mercedes but i also declined and she remained to the end the queen of Hotel California.

12:00 I can't believe Tom Petty is on second and Eagles is not on the first. REM, Aerosmith?

Right at midnight after i wrote this they walked and woke Angela. I know why they did it. Lots of REM fans are in the right extreme area. REM, precursors of Nirvana, the most right extreme band ever. Even Shiny Happy is sarcastic. Now they showed who they are and what they are doing here. I was talking only about music.

Petty, REM and Heads are punk for God's sake, they don't have any solo guitarists. Can you compare this to van Halen, on 3rd LOL.

1:40 The crop. I wish i had a dollar for every subliminal reaction i catch.

March 19

2:53 It is my belief that there is one person that acts as three people that live in the never heated (so far, to my knowledge) apartments upstairs. When at Apt 4 (the one with dog hairs on the drier's vent) she acts as a woman and she's talking on the phone in the balcony for hours. Sometimes with somebody on speaker phone and she let me hear it a few days ago, but in the past, alone because she's talking without breaks to listen the "other person", sometimes for hours, loud enough to be heard from inside our place.

But i'm pretty sure they can bring someone separately (a more real person) if needed or shift the entire paradigm (quiet down everything, etc.) (Wavefunction collapse). Cause nobody in the greater audience knows how they look like or what they really did here.

In a way, a similar situation with the place in Lake Oswego. We were at 10 and at 9 in the beginning for a few months it was Lindsay Lohan, and then came Kelly Clarkson, with same name, cars, clothes etc.. Of course they weren't there all the time, most of the times it was doubles. At times talking or yelling (partying by herself) with a loud bass at night, for hours.

I still remember the day (i will never forget) when we went for a walk at Sauvie Island. When we got home she was "talking on the phone" on the other side of her door and it could be heard from outside and when i got at my door she asked (the other, imaginary person) "Did you have a good hunt?"

Tonight someone was talking on the phone from a van in the parking lot in the spot closest to ours, some 15 ft away with the door open. Maybe filming cause she was kinda pointing the phone towards us. Our spot has a bit of a grade so the front of the car is a few inches higher than the rear and it's really easy to slam doors.

However i was careful not to. I'm pretty sure the stunt was for the "slamming" of our doors at 2 AM to be heard, maybe recorded. In the first place, it was very close. When Angela comes from work and closes the doors i can barely hear it from inside. But Saturday morning like every morning i heard like 100 slams real loud from inside and they weren't close mostly more than 50 to 100 ft away.

3:18 Earlier. We came home on 212 and 205 and as soon as we got on 205 i noticed a bad exhaust smell that was present on 212 as well. So bad it could be felt with the fan stopped and the vents on recirculate.

It was a compact group of cars (the only cars on the freeway at that hour) some 1000 ft away, one of them could have been in front of us on 212, and one of them had the dreaded red horizontal bar behind and the others were acting like they didn't want to pass it.

So i stayed behind in the stink though i was closing in at speed limit + 5 or something within 10 minutes or so. Who is ever doing 55 on a freeway? Not even cops. But i didn't pass and could not satisfy my curiosity and exited earlier at Stafford, took Borland and could finally get some fresh air in the car. When we got home in the parking lot we realized we had a 10 oz (300 ml) empty bottle of brandy and a 700 ml empty bottle of wine which we forgot to put in the trunk which we both drank (of course me more) some 10 hours (at the time this happened on the freeway) earlier.

Right under a surveillance camera at the Indian Head. Was wondering how convenient was that empty spot. Yeah i know a brandy at the bar is about 30 ml, double 60 etc. but costs 10 times more. We are Romanians. When i was young my record was 1000 ml by myself in one night and then in the morning i walked 15 km from Rarău back to Câmpulung. To me 200 ml is used to be just warming up. BTW, got very sick after i ate a burger at Indian Head, but hours later, when i was driving.

What literally saved my life was too charcoal caps forgotten in  the car in a small prescription jar, cause i forgot the whole jar at home. Clostridium bla bla. How do i know? I realized earlier inside and in the car i smelled like sewer.

Got exposed to sewer all night Friday/Saturday gas by forgetting to fill the washer with water after i washed two loads or from emptying the P trap at the bathroom tub or other P trap probably done through a master ninja maneuver in the neighborhood (last time i used the tub was when i took a shower Friday). Or maybe the smoke in the parking lot at Indian Head and last night here that smelled like coal or garbage smoke (had a sulfur component).

Other than that? If i stayed here all day i probably couldn't finish to tell what happened in the casino, like every time i get there. But i'll try the last thing. Just before we left i thought i saw this guy (the one with the goatee) but only from a side. I tried to follow him in the casino to get a better look but he entered an area (in front of the bar) that was immediately closed with a yellow ribbon. Now i remember. The Police was there too but hours earlier.

The same area where a couple of hours earlier we were waiting almost one hour for our burger while they were "out of propane" too cook it. And yeah, why they closed the main entrance after midnight or so and let us out on the other door? (next to revolving door). No, i think that was the main entrance, they were using  the other one only in the last years as main entrance.

Why i am so pissed with him? In December 2002/January 2003 he and the princess herself (now fat) were acting as my psychiatrist and therapist at Woodland Park Hospital (that was closed two years later when staff (beside me in January 2003) called 911 from inside the  hospital for a patient they could not help (the cover after i probably start to talk about) and in 2002/2003 they kept me in there for more than a month for a nasal congestion i didn't know i had and got too distracted to realize, after i had earlier that year (in September 17) two ribs broken during an endoscopy done by doctor Parent.

How do i know they were two? The pain started only days later, the sedation and whatever else he put in that IV. I slept on one side only for about a week. But i heard the horrible noise of bones breaking twice during endoscopy and felt it (not as a big pain), i think i was under light sedation. Which we both agreed i wouldn't get (he started an IV "just in case something happened to me"). Then he created 16 scars on my esophagus pretending he took biopsies and that hurt (the reason i counted them). Story is much longer.

There is no treatment for broken ribs (you simply wait for about one month) and i went to several ERs nobody gave me pain killers. One of the doctors (in Vancouver) compressed my chest making it worse.

Medical malpractice has a statute of limitation, just in case we are talking doctors. If they are not this goes right under torture and kidnapping and those do not have a statute of limitation.

Ok i know what happened. They didn't want us on camera exiting that door. Like maybe i was arrested or something, that could have happened for real (or maybe not real real) if i tried to pass that supposed Police car, much closer to home.

4:25 More slammed door raised the smell of sewage from somewhere. I know the floor is wet under and the upper fiberboard is bulged.

10:33 Good thing with the smoke last night i didn't remember the speed limit on the last 6 miles on 205 was 65 and didn't see the sign that could have been hidden by trees. The two remaining cars (of 4) were going under speed limit but i had to go a bit over to pass them.

10:38 Covers.

The lodge.

Putin's jacket is similar to my new one, also driving at night. I said it several times before, i think of it all the time, at every news i see about it. The war in Ukraine is being used as an allegory. Also the weird coincidence. Putin, Trump to be arrested.

10 milioane? Ăsta e pragul de intrare la fondul unde era CEO James Rudd, consulul României în Portland.

10:52 Goatee.

11:08 Slammed doors. I think the crocodile knocked on door with his protruding teeth.

11:40 Last couple times i went to Spirit Mountain played mostly pocker (maybe 50 bucks in total). Never finished 20 dollars at poker faster. I calculated the return was about 30-40% (was playing on a card) and i had a few big hands too including 5s at a time (playing deuces) and i think a royal flush (with deuces) but at 3 hands that is diluted by 3.

When i said the pocker can giver you close to 100% returns i was referring to Indian Head, because that is the furthest in Oregon. Last night we had a total of 120 dollars free play, one of the reasons we went there in the first free snow free day, a 100 miles drive over Mount Hood (but the weather will change back for the next month). Not many people from Portland go there, i can see it when i get back, the road is mostly empty and they were a total of about 100 cars in the parking lot last night.

But that is not the case anymore. Last night at poker it was like 70% over there too and all the other machines were much lower. I know they not only have settings, they can give you a hand whenever they want with the click of a mouse or something from the control room. That does not fits the definition of gambling by any means.

Spirit Mountain is closest to both Portland and Salem (under 50 miles) and they basically rob you of your money. It's the worse casino I've ever been too in the whole western US when it comes to winnings.

12:10 For what's worth it. Just remembered something from IMU. There was this guy Mitică in the next office who looked like Mick Jagger (at five ten he is not as tall as me, right?). Also a woman who looked like ONJ. And my boss who locked like... And Mitică invited us to a party ("his birthday"). After the first drinks we started dancing and ONJ who was dressed in a red velvet dress kinda wrapped her hands around my neck and i danced with the other woman too who was like visibly pregnant, and looked like Carla Bruni (first time realized today, not sure of eye colour though, can't remember, that woman was totally brunette, Bruni, duh!).

Then my boss asked me to walk him home (he was living nearby, he said he was once stabbed in that area) and i did but could not find my way back to that apartment (i guess first drinks did it) as all the buildings and apartments looked to me the same that night.

Over the years i realized, it would have been a special party that night.

3:33 We can still remember the times when a monthly payment for a loan were not going first towards cash advances. We can thank Mr. Obama for fixing that.

However banks are making all kinda "mistakes" and try to work around against that bill. Angela was somehow stuck with a 55 dollars a month for a "sticking" cash advance because she had different promotions to pay off and the computer was sorting them in a the order of credit request instead of expiration date (from what my poor microwave washed out drunken brain can understand). The two women she talked to at the bank for about an  hour were driving her mad and she started to yell as i haven't heard in a long time. But it was inside not in the balcony thought the man upstairs started to agitate and pace like i did  (one in one thousands time when he maybe had a reason).

No big coincidence, the offending statement came in the mail today, though Angela was expecting it, "knowing what they are doing".

It all reminds me of times when we were spending hours in weekends (somehow all screwed up bills always come in weekends) on the phone to fix those.

I was very nervous also because she was talking on the cell phone (though on speaker phone) and i put the beeper (alarm) next to her but she would not understand. I tried to make her talk from google voice on the laptop from the start but she wouldn't saying that she doesn't like the quality of the sound. I don't believe it's worse than a cell phone though.

4:10 When i got out of the shower i realized how much smoke is here. A component of the smell is garbage. Could be the reason Angela was yelling so loud on the phone? When i went earlier outside to search something in the car, the smoke was much stronger. I stepped on a few mole holes, it got better A car full of Asian chicanos passed and the driver was grining at me and yelling at the others: Cada vez... something.

Also the guy upstairs started to yell again and for the first time i realized he might be yelling both because he's "under the influence" of that smoke and also "he believes" the smoke is coming from us.