3:40 AM Vitamin C deficiency. Oops! That's me. The reason for all the pains and infections.
3:45 I use DIY patches. The reason i do this. Whatever patches are available, they have a very small amount.
However absorption of vitamin C is much slower than let's say... aspirin. Aspirin with my patches goes away in about 12 hours, vitamin C, it takes days, up to a week. How do i know. Aspirin tablets in a patch turn to dust and have no sour taste in about 12 hours.
How i do. I use 2x3 inches. Then i apply some whatever hand lotion or anti-itch lotion i have handy to coat the pad in the middle of the patch. Carefully not to contaminated the adhesive area. I use coarse sandpaper (yes, sandpaper!) to flatten the oval 500 mg tablets on one side and remove the coating, sandpaper on the table, face up, then i rub the tablet a bit against it. A few times will suffice.
Then i apply the tablets parallel to each other with the side that has not been sanded on the lotion (i use the whole little pad for 4 tablets of 500 mg each). The purpose of the lotion is to keep the tablets there until you can apply them, otherwise it is very difficult with more than one tablet, they will fall. 4 tablets will create a contact area about half the size of a regular patch.
Very important. I rub with alcohol an area twice as big on a shoulder to take the skin oils out. No need to do it if you just took a shower. This way, the patch will stay for days.
If i taste the tablets after 4-5 days, the sour taste is about 1/4 the intensity at the beginning. So it looks like i get 3/4 of 500 mg a day or something like that.
But absorption rate varies a lot depending. If you sweat, water will dissolve whatever active ingredient and will go faster in your boy. Or if you take a shower and wet the patch which is semi-permeable, etc..
12:18 The pinkstain. On top of astronomical factors of course (Moon at apogee, full moon) and already low pressure.
1:26 How about... (Again when the conditions are right).
2:32 Gata știu. Cutremurul din România din 4 martie 1977 care a fost un cutremur de adâncime, generat nu de fierberea apei termale la o scădere a presiunii ca la cele de suprafață (Banat (lat), stânga în diagrame, Grecia) ci de o schimbare de fază în magmă la o creștere de presiune (posibil înghețare).
Luna se afla la apogeu (362 mii km) adică cel mai aproape (aproximativ), și era plină, deci pe partea Pământului opusă Soarelui. Pământul era în elongație maximă pe direcția Soare Lună, cu vârful "oului" îndreptat spre Lună, coborând în același timp scoarța în zona din mijloc (pentru păstrarea volumului), adică în zona de apus de Soare și răsărit de Lună, mărind presiunea și declanșând o înghețare într-o bulă magmatică din zona seismică, cu mărire explozivă de volum.
Condițiile sunt exact opusul celor pentru cutremure de suprafață. Presiune relativ ridicată, greutatea precipitațiilor. (Temperatura la limita înghețului favorizează precipitații la presiuni mai ridicate).
11:41 According to this USGS site, tectonic plates that make the crust of the Earth are single gigantic pieces of rock. Up to 200 km in height and the size of continents. According to this theory, they are like ice on a lake. However in other sites the crust is described as rocks, plural.
Volcanos are bubbles of lava that are pushed up by convection currents that burst on the surface.
Stratovolcanos, the most common type. According to this image, the "oceanic plate" coming from left bends and gets under the "continental plate". But how can it bend if it's solid rock?
And how can a stratovolcano like Yellowstone can exist in the middle of a plate?
Yes, if they were solid plates they would not change the pressure in the bubble of magma due to factors like gravity of Moon or Sun or changes in atmospheric pressure.
According to other theories, crust is a semi-solid agglomeration of rocks and some areas of it move against others due to horizontal convection currents. Again, in this image the "slabs" get bent.
The reason the curst cannot be made of such gigantic pieces of solid rock is simple. They are not like ice floating on a lake but more like ice flowing in a river.
12:26 Așa arăta "stația GPL" în 23 iunie când a trecut o mașinuță google pe acolo. Așa cum spunea patronul al cărui ghinion e că avea o față rotundă (și că era puțin tâmpit, nu putea să facă depozit într-o zonă nelocuită), nu e o stație, ci un fel de depozit sau parcare, unde se pare că transferau gaz dintr-o cisternă în alta. Chiar lângă o clădire de locuințe sau birouri ce sunt alea. Aia era firma de deștepți?
A și cisterna cu șuruburi ruginite și unele par vechi cu tot felul de improvizații. Aveau și camere. Poate erau conectate la internet și au rămas imaginile undeva.
1:02 I came back home at @10, he came soon after and now it's one AM he and keeps on making senseless noises upstairs.
1:06 That is my right arm, with a patch with 2x500 mg Amoxicillin, on the right there is a bit of adhesive from a previous patch that stayed there after a shower, above the patch there is the scar that healed months ago.
In the last three days or after they took the blood sample from inside the elbow where the adhesive is, i had all kinda pains starting in that area, moving to the back, right then left shoulder, other arm, but now it's back there under that parch all the way to the hand and only when press against something or let my weight on that hand.
The antibiotic acts also locally inches around the patch through the lymph. I realized that when i first had the wound and was moving the patch around because of inflammation due to adhesive. I expect everything to be over by tomorrow. It all depends on what the real cause is.
1:16 At Indian Head i was staying in line to get fish and chips on my 10 dollars free coupon, and was kinda far from the next person and a guy with a woman got in front of me and he looked like round face Hulk Hogan.
I told him i was in line and he let me back in front of him. Didn't have the chance to take a good look at her but she looked much younger and familiar. I haven't been drinking but was barely awake from the Zyrtec i took the day before and driving one hour through thick smoke.
10:00 Ok i think most of it is gone. However last night i passed again next to that tower and i got things going on in other areas, but that was like before the blood test.
10:03 Toată lumea știe adevărul în afară de miniștri iar poliția trecea pe acolo în fiecare zi.
10:10 Kali. I've been excised by the news, other things, also been stimulated by all kinda noises, been breathing harder because of nose congestion. When noise and excitement stopped i found myself with shortness of breath by exhausting my body limits before that.
11:04 Kali. I ate and i choked (dysphagia). Got out of the breathing thing though.
11:05 The Empire strikes back.
2:28 Before Angela people who did SMT at Eaton were rotating every few days. Because the SMT machine is old with improvised conveyors that sometimes get stuck, there is a lot of walking to be done.
But she had got to do it continuously, alone, for a year and a half, walking on concrete covered with some rubber mats more that 5000 steps a day, she developed plantar fasciitis which means she started to have pain in one heel when she walks. How many steps can you do in a casino, moving from one machine to another.
The lifting limitation appeared after Angela had 3 more surgeries after her heart surgery, two to retrieve the forgotten wires and one to fix the hernia that occurred after the first two.
Ever since she got plantar fasciitis, she did other jobs waiting for her doctor to give her one more limitation "less walking, and more sitting" besides the old one for lifting under 20 pounds and only at chest levels.
Friday, Steve Eaton (coincidence of name with the name of the company) probably intentionally gave her a job that involved lifting over 80 pounds by2 people pounds, which Angela and the other person also with limitations refused, again ruining her weekend one more time and preparing for what came today.
Today the doctor have her the letter, she printed she took it to HR and the HR manager said she need a time limit on it which Angela agreed to ask the doctor again and then told Angela she is going to keep in touch "to do a job evaluation".
Ever since we keep asking ourselves what does that mean. I think it's a form of bureaucratic harassment and threat (bully) because job evaluations by the definition do not refer to people but rather to jobs. We now fear that if they are going to "reevaluate" her job they may find she could be no more fit in there because of her limitations.
There are no job evaluations in there, never been. Everything is done by Steven, the de facto leader and manager of the whole place, informally and that is scheduling (that is which work on which station on a day). HR, supervises (when there have been) listens to him. There was a supervisor, Dee, lesbian, an ex drug addict that was missing half of the time and HR didn't say anything about until i wrote about her, several times, and then they finally fired her. The two Chinese ladies were feeding him, etc..
There is not a single job she did at Eaton. Beside SMT operator (most important job in the team) for one year and a half she did many different "jobs" in there and some of them were easier than others and other people with bigger limitations and older than Angela do those all the time. But there are some easy jobs only for the people older and with more limitations than Angela that she intentionally never got trained to.
Also did not have an opportunity lately to write about Angela's "colon cancer" surgery in 2004 when they removed a part of her colon and also destroyed adjacent organs by wrongly directed radiotherapy leaving her with the impossibility of having a normal life after, contributing to going to casinos and my activities online including blogging cause i have no one to turn to.
4:55 Today they did a big noise with three trimming, that unlike the coat sealing of pavement, was unannounced. The Japanese child actors came to make their show with big yelling at the windows. Though they usually yell in English, today they are breaking a few words in Spanish, with heavy Japanese accent.
6:48 Today, last night i figured something important. The way Kali's (as goddess of time) worshipers act. To them it is ancestral and might come from the timing of the boomerang, which is a slow weapon and needs calculation or intuition to be thrown ahead of target's moving position.
I go to a casino for a free meal, breath some air, lose 50 bucks, they send all kinda screwed ups to come in the same time with me and do little tricks while i'm around. To them it's no crimes, no conspiracies since they act on religious grounds. Some call it "wrong place at the wrong time". Same upstairs or at the stores or everywhere.
The results on cameras for those who fall low enough to start watching this kind of show are disastrous, for all of Kali's enemies.
7:21 Seal coating on August 23 and 24, appointment for drawing blood the next day resulted in yet another infection that may lead to sepsis.
7:20 Today i accidentally ran into her age on a site and then i was finally able to look for her in the list and hopefully get over with. Trying to remember if there was a time for me in the last 20 years or so.
8:03 All these toponyms and my last 28 years of my life tell me that the Japanese, others, may think they have a claim over the western US territories and started working on it a long time ago. Millions of Japanese disguised and/or acting as Mexicans are already here.
9:40 Una e să nu știi alta e să te faci să nu știi. Dacă faci mult timp pe prostul s-ar putea să rămâi așa. Și pompierii treceau pe acolo, fie numai ca persoane private. Eu dacă eram pompier și treceam pe acolo în ultimii 10 ani sau de când au chestia, poate cu mașina și aruncam o privire mi se zbârlea puținul păr pe are îl mai am pe spate.
Dar mai e posibil ca nivelul corupției în România e așa de mare încât nu mai este nimeni în stare să facă o reclamație, toți sunt unii cu alții.
9:20 Was laying in bed for ten minutes when i decided to rise. I went and opened the door and patio sliding door to air the room. He was there "unloading groceries" accross the alley. The short muscular Buddha who shows here about once a month. Most likely a Japanese fighter of sorts.
1:10 Lots of bad news from my walk. I left through the back and first i saw a dog poop (didn't see those in a while, a new wave is starting?). Then i saw the hole in the wall, exposed again after the rains. The problem? The problem is it rains inside the wall which rots and then the whole building smells like mold. Also insulation dust is coming out of it. Was not inspired enough to take a picture above the plank separating the first and second floor, where all the patches i put resisted. This one that is in within reach i repatched twice. No i can't re-patch it because it's wet.
Almost one year has passed since last April when i did those. They did the windows. They did some of the siding around windows but didn't fix those. Where it rains inside the wall.
They knew i saw it and waited with a load of laundry to dry so i got exposed while taking the picture. Which reminded me of the vents next to our apartments. Took some pictures just to show that at Apt.2 where mold smells come during drying something weird is going on, probably drying without the mesh. Strangely enough, the anti-poop announcement (xeroxed from the one they put on all dors after i complained) which i taped with scotch tape resisted. The patch on the hole was made with white Duck tape. Most of the redwood dust seen on the blue walls is made by the Wednesday blowers though.
Good thing i took pictures so i can look relaxed. It could be the forgotten rat trap under that vent catches mold inside too because of the vapor. Now i know why the put the lid of the extinguisher box there. To distract from perceiving the box.
1:35 I take the microwave meter with me everywhere. The alarm is set at 1. So far i discovered on my 3 miles loop "only" two "hot spots" in two different points around the hospital. One is at the end of the west parking lot. One is at east of the east parking lot. First one shows as tower, though unseen. Second is unidentified. At the first one i'm getting readings around five. But at the second which is next to a visibile tower, but not near it, where i didn't get much readings (i pulled the meter on purpose, alarm didn't sound), today i recorded up to 20 which is a lot. As much as from a cell phone at 1-2 ft distance during a call.
Many people don't know. Because at 4G the signal travels in all directions, the power decreases with the square of distance. 1000 mW next to the cell phone, 20 at 1 ft, next to nothing at 15 ft. Don't get me wrong. 20 is 20000 higher than normal "natural" background which is one though my meter cannot show less than that. How many calls do a cell tower simultaneously handles in average? I'd say it depends on the size, and this was a small one.
I don't know but today at 500 ft from it i got 20 mW which is enormous. A reading similar to the one at Safeway parking lot in Lincoln City and the upper level of the new Casino parking (and again not next to the tower near Grocery Outlet). But today the meter didn't identified the signal as cell tower. More like a... microwave oven? Which again, if it leaks like mine, should show almost nothing at 15 ft.
Could it be a defective microwave oven in one of those RVs parked in there?
Today i didn't get more exposed on some areas of the body like from making a 1 minute call, but for me it was enough. All the painful areas were activated and i think i solved the mystery as why lately after passing that point i got several times, within minutes, diarrhea symptoms. Because that signal irritates my bowel. Do people really live in those nearby houses? I bet some of the older ones have "irritable bowel syndrome". At least to say.
9:18 Opportunities bestowed in heaven. Azi ninja nu a venit acasă la timpul obișnuit, s-a autopedepsit fiindcă am descoperit faza cu cutia de sub răsuflătoare (poză mai sus). A așteptat momentul să deschid știrile și a izbit tare ușa la mașină ca să mă facă să am o reacție negativă (practic am tresărit) exact când am deschis știrea asta. Astfel și-a construit intrarea înapoi. ("Vedeți, v-am spus eu că e așa").
S-a dus direct în baie și a început să meșterească ceva.
9:34 I wrote in the other day about different roles he (i think he is actually a woman) fills around here. Resident at Apt. 3, 4 and 5. He also does a woman across the alley. But his main base is the floating van, an old white van with JBQ LPN figuring a homeless van. About a week ago i started taking pictures with numbered spots the van occupies, but he realized and stopped after 3 positions.
First it was next to garbage bin, where there is not a spot, then 11, then 7 and now the van is there for a few days.
It is much easier for the ninja to get out of the van at night pretending peeing and roam around and arrange things like the rat trap than if he was inside one of the apartments or peel the tape of the wall or stick burning stuff in the ground etc.. Moving the van in different positions every day ensures there are no traceable patterns in regular activities like sticking burning stuff in the ground.
9:50 Faptul că România având un președinte bozgor (ca și toți cei dinainte, cu excepția lui Constantinescu ce a fost ninja) care pretinde că e neamț nu ajută. "Werner" mimând ceea ce unii cred că sunt "apucăturile" nemților a preluat probabil de la "Mazăre" "conecțiabraziliană", justifică aceste contraatacuri pe teren, care în realitate blochează (încetinesc) ceea ce fac eu cu blogul, asemănările. Eu îl sfătuiesc pe Werner să facă pasul înapoi acum și să-l ia și pe retardul de Ciucă și toată gașca de retarzi cu el.
I remember the first time when i complained about the van (on the blog) the next day a Police SUV came and a blond or read headed young tall Hungarian actor (which is weird cause all cops in Tualatin are bearded) figuring a Police officer went and talked to the same guy who occupies the van, acting as resident at Apt.3 who probably said the van was his which is true but in a different identity.
12:40 Today (19) it was too hot not to run the AC. I checked earlier and it was ok, no dust smell, but as the weather cooled and compressor was not kicking in all the time and the cold radiator dried and wasn't filtering the air anymore, dust appeared apparently falling from above, went outside on a hunch, it was in front and in the back of the building. Rock dust smelling like volcanic rocks. Upstairs it was quiet until i opened the news in the OK. And now i'm facing searching for PM (Penny More daunt).
11:10 No i couldn't find her last night. Too tired. Vacuuming Monday after going twice at Walmart was more traumatizing and disrupting i thought it would. Firstly, like today, none of the people on the streets or in the store were random or normal people. All actors or extras of the nagas. Synchronizing and getting in the way. When i came back again in entered the freeway in the same point, out of Dartmouth St. Not 72 as i wrote the other day. Ramp is indeed much shorter, the "mergeable" area marked with broken white line is only about 200 ft. Imagine that. Meeting with a 100 ft SAIA behemoth exactly in that area. Having to brake to clear the last of the three trailers to be able to merge. Also i want to say here about another big problem they created with marking the street at Nyberg exit. First two left lanes of the exit go left, but each is corresponding to two lanes on Nyberg and most of the people including the woman that drove behind me and me for years get confused and. Try and follow the curved broken white line here.
While i was vacuuming, at a certain point i saw the vacuum hose was disconnected which means there was not vacuum applied in the brushes area and much unfiltered (through the bag) dust was released in the air. Not sure for how long, i already did half the surface, went back and did it all again. I was sick to the stomach the whole day and next morning (and was out of green beans to fix that). But the smell did not go away until i washed the blue blanket with the polar bear 3 more times yesterday after i washed it once Monday. Apparently it had absorbed the smell that was coming out of the weird bathroom sink, with a "dead end" or useless piece of gutter (at the left of the pipe here). That sewage smell went away from there after i poured in chlorine several times and cleaned with a snake brush for about a week, but it was trapped in that blanket which i washed maybe every 2 or 3 months, Monday evening being last time.
But all these got to me. Yesterday i was drunk when i ate cucumber salad using my defective dentures and those created an infection in the gum that due to whole body inflammation due to inhaling dust while vacuuming spread to my head and got me a pretty bad sinusitis, with a terrible headache this morning which prompted me to take already 3 doses of Augmenting, vitamins and some liquids. Most people ignore the fact that dust is of many types and the worse by far is dust from volcanic rock made mineral insulation present in walls of most houses in the US.
I recently ordered a lens attachment that promises to turn you phone into a 100x microscope which allows you theoretically to see particle down to .2 microns, but i think i will return it and buy a cheap but real 1000x student microscope, to look both at my car's oil and all kinda dust around me and i hope that will end many speculations.
I knew i was going to be much better if i can go for a walk to pump blood in the infected area but it was like 66 degrees and took my Zero Exposure jacket and that made me perspire a lot bla bla.. Again many people breaking ORS 163.732 that is being there with the only purpose of interacting with me including many cars with KGC and KGA LPN but my brain was shutting down trying to save resources to fight illness so i could not positively identify any of them though i'm sure some were from the recent matches.
11:57 I wrote in several occasions about how i believe weather can be manipulated. One method, created by "Nikola Tesla" himself, is by using giant DC lines on the ground that may work in the same way electrostatic filters with no moving parts move the air in a room, but at much greater scale, with the example, Pacific Intertie which stretches for over 1000 miles (Dyson fans have hidden moving parts, sorry). I didn't know until recently that actually there are many high voltage DC lines in the world, including in Europe. There is another even older method which steers the jet-streams by raising or lowering the ionosphere with an antenna (Eiffel Tower) or even clouds. The newer, more sophisticated method, uses microwave phased array antennas to heat the ionosphere and steer the jet-streams and maybe the local winds and this one requires gigantic supercomputers to make the calculations and process the feedback from local sensors, like the Japanese Earth Simulator.
Weather control can be used indeed for improving agriculture and living conditions and counteract locally the effects of global heating, but also, if needed, for psychological pressure. But it wasn't until today that i realized it can serve one more purpose. By manipulating winds, they can raise dust from regions like Sahara and moving it over Europe and that can create... (announced) pandemics and this theory predicts that most southern countries like Italy will be mostly affected.
1:55 Metsubushi. It could be much simpler than that. Taking advantage of weather. When winds are blowing from the direction of a desert, some could simply fly a bunch of helicopters at low altitude or something similar over hot sand areas where there are ascending currents. That wouldn't draw much attention. It will be not visible at the destination. Only the finest submicronic dust will raise and fly 1000 km away. And yes, it could have been done in ancient times. Unsuspected. Undetectable.
3:21 Doubling. While i was concentrated to search and write the last paragraphs he started his dance above. He's got a certain way, probably saying a certain mantra, so i won't react. After i finished i felt very tired and fell asleep. When Angela came i took the opportunity to look above. At the biggest patch, next to the pillar there was a bulge made from inside out in the still soft joint compound hiding a through hole (no it wasn't that soft to "fall"). Lost my temper and forgot to take a picture before i fixed it. Just took a shower. When i came back i realized the couch cover smells like litter dust and threw it in the washer.
6:25 I was editing the paragraph above and he started to yell only when i was thinking and writing, before i hit enter. But what do you expect. Each character i type here or on address bar or fb or everywhere else appears on the screen only after it is being sent to google and google then sends it back (otherwise it couldn't do spellcheck by example which doesn't happen on your computer). So it goes through their AI.
7:03 How many times i tried to say. There are all kinda dusts. Millions types of dusts, or actually how many materials are around on the surface of the Earth times their combinations. Silica or silicon dioxide is one of the most common minerals found on the surface of Earth. Soil, sand, name it. But most of it, after billions of years, is in rounded particles. Big and small. Mineral wool on the other hand is made of molten magma in form of fibers, in a process similar to the making of cotton candy. It is fibers of irregular thickness. Now try to imagine what happens when those tiny fibers break for various reasons, mostly vibration.
The resulting dust is sharp. Inhaling that fine sharp dust in small amounts won't do much to your lungs cause it will be wrapped in mucus. But that mucus with the dust eliminates into your stomach and intestines and causes all kinda illnesses we call modern. I know from my own experiences (from when trying to fix things in the attic in Lake Oswego). After a noticeable exposure it will be days until it clears out, with a diet rich in fiber which entangles with the sharp dust, when it will create discomfort, mostly stomach pain, also bloating, mucus in stool and slowing of intestinal transit which in the end leads to constipation. In time inflammation from your intestine will slowly spread in other areas of your body. One of the scariest symptoms during acute exposure is nose congestion which without other symptoms you may not even notice, giving you a shortness of breath while trying to breathe on your nose.
Very few people or entities have the means or curiosity or interest to analyze dust but that could tell your future. That is the reason why i'm buying a microscope, the cheapest real one i could find on Amazon.
And the question of course. Can you hide this type of sharp artificial dust in a "legitimate" sand storm? (drop a few pounds of it from a plane). One thing is for sure. Current sensors used for monitoring pollution do not take into account the shape or chemical composition but only the size and number of particles.
Americans are also familiar with silica sharp dust from concrete (also mostly silica) breakage during the fall of the... twin towers and its effects. Though i believe nobody knows the real numbers.
11:00 He started to squeak again, after many hours of silence, took the dental probe and this time i realized the patch was missing, like it was taken or sucked with some tool from above, only a thin wet cracked layer still remaining. Now again i squeezed a large amount that should make for more than the 3/8 the thickness of the ceiling itself.
Focal lenght=27, wide angle. Wanted to catch more of the trail.
Focal lenght=27, wide angle. Wanted to catch more of the trail.
Darker in color, clearly shaped on the sky, much lower, surely a hawk.
Focal lenght=27, wide angle. Wanted to catch more of the trail.
Another hawk, most likely
Focal length=30, wide angle. Wanted to catch more trails.
Balloon, i saw it dancing in the wind. It appears below too, in the croped version in the left.
Focal lenght=30, wide angle. Wanted to catch more trails.
In the lower right, a darker patch.
Not hawk, not balloon, not plane. Could be a drone. Hiding in the jet trail.
Focal length=105, 2x zoom. Took pictures of all dissipating trails after discovering what is above with zoom at maximum. Some of them are badly shaken, out of focus. Could have been more.
Blue grey. Looks like a drone to me. Light from above - left as it should. With wings.
Re-edited 08-29-14. (It was really hard after almost three years of blogging because there are too many problems with this post, especially too many ideas packed in it, but did not want to completely rewrite it, so i did my best trying to patch it according to my current level of "publishing experience").
I was thinking. I cannot afford the luxury of a bilingual blog and since i read the Romanian online press, i will always be tempted to write postings in Romanian because some subjects to me sound better that way. I don't know, i didn't see bilingual blogs yet, i don't know what is going to come out, we will see. :)
And while editing this posting, i remembered the unforgotten words from the unforgotten dr John's song, Such A Night: If i don't do it somebody else will.
Within the article a comparison that doesn't say much, "is comparable to the amount coming out of the entire world’s oceans." A subliminal metaphor. Let's put this aside. We don't know the amount. We don't understand from the article other that there are other sources to blame for the hypothetical green house effect, others then cows belching methane. Let's put this aside too.
I found a while ago a strange idea on the web, as an important cause of the fall of the roman empire being lead poisoning from the plumbing. I didn't know the Romans had running water. With lead pipes. Wondering from where, who thought them, where they assimilated the idea from. But this is another subject as well. The important thing here is they had it. According to this
But even us, the Romanians, had it. During Romans, they were Thermae in Romania. In modern times, the "soviet" style buildings that are still the norm and for about half of them, the quality norm.
But the pipes under the kitchen sinks for all of them were made of lead.
I looked in Wikipedia in the article about lead poisoning and saw that they don't know the lower level for lead intoxication in humans. Any level is considered toxic. They just don't know. The big scare with lead. But i've been asking for and nobody in any doctor's office doesn't have a test available. Although there are tests for detecting the presence of lead in old paint. (But i tried and it reacts with any paint, probably they need to sell the new paints.) Let's not forget the dental fillings which in Romanian are called plombe. Made of an amalgam of lead... (Alloy of lead and mercury :mrgreen:).
But let us jump from the ancient history to the recent one. Everybody in Romania knows about that strange, mysterious and esoteric statement, streamed from the wind of freedom and change by The Last One On The List, and the apparition, "with your permission" of the emanated ones from the revolution, the bulk of The List. La crème de la crème, the emanated, word that suggests something unstoppable and unfailable in the same time. The Emanated Ones.
Cause what is an emanation, but something unstoppable. And i kept this word in my memory, like a hidden treasure within my soul, like a key that can unlock the chains that freedom has been kept in.
But later i discovered the word subliminal. And the manipulation of ideas. And the false, the imaginary and the fabricated news. Unverifiable. Sensational and forgettable. That always warn us of something terrible that's about to happen.
Even more tragic. Events being created for the only purpose of generating news.
Things so embarrassing that you would wish to make time stop or to hide somewhere where they cannot reach you.
Cause what is an emanation but something unstoppable. The speech of someone that makes you wish you to close your ears if you could. And you cannot and only strain yourself. A faucet of a Roman bath like the one above that probably was leaking because they didn't have the today's standards and machining capabilities. The emanation from near the column of pipes in a communist style condo in Romania. The car alarms. The formaldehyde from the walls and floors. The smell of the dumpster. The neighbor's yelling and door slamming. DOWNSTAIRS BATHROOM FAN. Anything that is annoying and unstoppable, sounds, smells. Unverifiable and Exagerated news. Do these unstoppable flows are really toxic per se? Maybe. But anybody knows how annoying is a faucet that leaks in the night and cannot be stopped. And the picture above suggests permanent leaks. It's The Emanations.
All these have psycho physiological effects not by their direct toxicity but by the straining of the mind to the point of really affecting the physiology. Most likely by blocking the intestinal transit, especially gases, with all the effects on short and long term like shortening and acceleration of breath, anxiety, hyperventilation. Bile blockage. Raise of histamine. On long term, pancreatitis, fatty liver disease (by blocking of the bile), high blood pressure. All generated by the increase of the abdominal pressure due to unconscious, involuntary, temporary and intermittent transit blockage or holding.
These are the real toxic effects of the annoying emanations. And like any toxins, they can create addictions, especially if they are unconscious. Any toxic action on the human body create endorphins in the brain for protection on the short term. And your body can get used to them and not avoid them anymore.
Could "annoying emanations" be the missing link between the words tension, pressure, stress and depression?
And let's go back to the news. If the mentioned pseudo news from the information channels occur at a calculated pace you don't have time to react, to digest them before a new one comes and take their place. The addiction to news. The thirst for the light from the TV and the computer monitor.
I was thinking. The only difference between me at 50 and the one 30 years ago is the number of addictions and conditionings.
Let us all hold our breaths until the methane emanations of the Ocean Of Siberia stop. Or until the Gemini meteor shower passes. Or until all the 012 combinations of these year's dates will pass.
1:24 It had to be glam rock and precursor of punk. A type of minimalist rock with a lot of authenticity, featuring short "dazzling" rhythm guitar chords and very short solos, violins, mellow vocals and sometimes unexpected extraordinary compositions that created one if not the best song ever. And yes it clashes with all religions as we know them.
9:41 Last night or better said this morning, just after i posted this video at 1:34 i heard a very faint noise at the door like a professional inserted a key in the door and tried to open it a couple of times but could not. The backyard (balcony) door is again unlocked like yesterday though i have been careful about locking it last night. Woke up again with bandage off. My heart problem caused by doxycycline is slowly reversing.
My hand is healing, slowly. While the wound is now closed and have no more chills, there are blisters on top of the new tissue, the areas around it are sore, deep into the muscles (or bones), especially after i took more Amoxicilline. The fingers are sore and stiff at both hands when i close a fist.
Soreness or heat again due to antibiotic are present in the bulged areas next to my ears where the hair is missing due to overuse of cell phones in the last ten years and many areas of the body including palms of my hands with cellular damage that are prone to and infected because they were close to wi-fi and phone.
I once wrote a blog post titled "Method of Diagnosing Infections Using Antibiotics" but can't find it anymore even in my blogger dashboard. The idea is very simple. If you suspect having a chronic infection in some area of the body or your white cell count is in the upper range of "normal" (which depends on the lab), take an antibiotic (best as patch).
If you feel within half hour soreness or heat in an area of the body, it means you have one.
The soreness comes from inflammation caused by dead bacteria in the infected tissue, as effect of the antibiotic. Continue with the antibiotic until the soreness stops and/or white cell count gets back to normal normal.
But if you had cellular damage by various reasons to the point the tissue can't regenerate or is very slow to regenerate your infection will eventually come back, maintaining the cellular damage.
Antibiotics patches are not yet widely available but you can improvise one using capsules. Spread a bit of vaseline (pure white petrolatum) on a square inch on your arm. Sprinkle half capsule (every three hours). Cover with sterile patches and wrap with bandage (i use pieces of women stoking which i wash regularly). Do not use tape on your skin next to antibiotic cause it may cause rashes.
10:02 Landscape day was yesterday, today is garbage day. While the garbage truck makes its thunderous sound, a landscape guy went around and sprinkled the mulch areas next the buildings with something and got at my balcony exactly when i was writing the word door above, staring at me.
Besides "unofficial" use of Amoxicillin i also use prescribed Mupirocin, for the wound only. I had it prescribed Tuesday two weeks ago, refilled on 4, requested on 2nd ran out of it, used Neosporin to which i'm allergic, got the rash again, reset to day 0. Though the doctor said Tuesday at the appointment i need to continue with it, he wrote it on the instruction and in myChart, he didn't give me a refill, it's a small tube, 44 mg, i used it all in 7 days and now i'm having trouble again in refilling the prescription.
BTW the doctor told me Tuesday i did a great job in healing the wound. Then i told him about the sprinkling of Cephalexin leftovers which finally closed the wound in about 2 days (had three capsules, ran out of it, continued with Amoxicillin). But there was left a small dot on the wound that now moves around.
Asked for it on myChart yesterday, no response, trouble identifying self at the dermatology in Bridgeport, as everywhere lately, the receptionist told me it may be too soon for a refill (after 7 days), i insisted, she said she will send the request to the doctor.
12:50 Antibiotics resistance is a myth and a form of controlling of people by bureaucrat doctors. Lobbyists paid by medical associations enact laws for prohibiting people buying those without prescription. Thus, people have to pay for appointments times more than the price of medicine instead of trying as a first cheap form of treatment.
There cannot be antibiotics resistance, judging by the mechanism of which antibiotics work. The bacteria cannot change or adapt to antibiotics because they go after vital processes of bacteria. Bacteria are very simple organisms. Because of that they cannot evolve or change Their evolution process have stopped billions of years ago.
I don't believe they can sacrifice any of their minimalist structure to change function in producing enzymes that break down antibiotics by example. And if they did, they would develop other vulnerabilities that would not make them viable. Otherwise we would all have all been eaten by the mutants after discovering of antibiotics, a long time ago.
1:24 Balcony door last night was locked. I was (miss)judging only by the position of the handle i was used to. However somebody changed the position of the strike plate in the frame and now it locks at a different, more "permissive" or more "opened" position of the handle giving me the illusion it was not locked, for a couple of days now. Which makes me think. Was it possible to open when locked before that?
Judging by the trace left in the paint by the screw, there are at least 4 different possible positions in which the strike plate was moved since installation but in reality there is a two dimension continuous range (wave function). Nothing at the other screw however which is not tightened all the way. The strike plate moves up and down when upper screw is loose.
Yes there was a missing screw at the latch at the kitchen window, for which again the emperor himself went after. The doubling. When they came to fix what they screwed last summer.
2:00 I do appreciate the coming of flash cards but the micro SD card, due to its size and difficulty in handling is the most stupid invention ever.
First time i tried to leave was before last entries. 12:52 i guess. Then, as right now, they produced an ambulance with a siren. Try to feel what i'm feeling . About to leave, an ambulance whining. If not, a low flying plane, an air horn or whatever. Geese at night. Something, after hours of silence. Every time.
Nevermind, i'll try to look in the news for something to write about.
2:10 There is no accounting backed evidence for reaching of the "debt ceiling". They never produce an end of the fiscal year accounting balance or sheet. Correction. What do you know. They do produce that. Good luck with reading and understanding it.
One or two cars have arrived, or about to leave, i heard at least 10 very loud extremely loud doors slammed within 30 seconds.
2:37 First i heard some crystalline voices. It was too late when i went to close that door (it's a nice day). Three unsupervised small children (under 5) just passed by when the door was opened. Yesterday during my walk i also saw a number of them on bikes on the street.
So you think i'm crazy but in the meantime i made friends with the monsters under my bed. Then how about this, from the first visit at dermato, next to the only convenient parking spot available in the lot?
5:20 Just put the screwdriver on both screws of the strike plate of that door. Both screws were loose to the point the plate could have been moved up and down from outside with a tool like a slim jim or with other trick.
5:32 My last job. 76 gas station at Cedar Hills and Walker in Beaverton. On July 28 2006 i had scheduled an oral surgery with dr.Boyd. He did everything wrong and left me with the bone of my mandibula exposed on a surface of about half square inch, right under the front lower teeth. I kept taking antibiotics (back then the doctors were still giving me prescriptions, washing my mouth with body temperature salt water every time i was eating (with a straw) and after about two months the wound finally closed. Could have ended like him. But back then i did not have diabetes.
Back then it was the other president, Băsescu who made a visit the day before to the US so he can later claim my head. And yes, about a month before i started a blog which then i abbondonned in terror.
Today after Angela came, out of her mind, after another bullying session with Steve Eaton (coincidence of names with the company), her de facto supervisor, he usually does it before weekends, so we both feel alright, today he was early, this week she wasn't working in SMT, due to missing parts so she was more exposed to his "supervision".
I had to clean and cook. It was pretty hot inside, have used no jacket, my hand was exposed to cold water and bacteria from doing dishes and now i feel some sort of pain deep inside to the bone and chills all over.
11:00 Does it make any difference if i mention these? Tucker. Tucker. GGG.
BTW Eastern European countries are complaining about cheap food from UKraine, why the UK is not buying from her?
1:43 Pe vremea lui Antonescu, am mers la Stalingrad fără armament corespunzător. Pe vremea lui Ceaușescu, ne-am tras industrie grea, dar nu prea aveam comenzi și mâncare, Dacie din Franța, Mig-uri să ne jucăm cu ele de la sovietici, avion fără motor, tanc fără tun iar acum cumpărăm avioane de la fier vechi. Nu vi se pare prea mult, nu vi se pare că cineva ne sabotează iar acel cineva este chiar statul român care este, întotdeauna a fost, de la primar în sus, controlat de alții și am spus de atâtea ori cine sunt încât m-am plictisit să mai repet.
8:40 Replicile au venit imediat. Turnători și securiști, adevărata cauză a nefuncționalității și autosabotării statului român.
8:41 A 10 billion dollar telescope with artifacts ("star like" patterns in images).
8:51 Poate ne dau o listă cu numele lor? Acesta ar fi într-adevăr un motiv pentru care parchetul militar ar trebui să se sesizeze, fiindcă ei riscă să tragă România (și NATO) în război.
This morning when i went for my walk a Sheriff's SUV was parked on the other side of the alley, engine started and someone inside doing some paperwork? When i came back they tried again the trick at Nyberg and 65, with a red car coming from again north and a sexy woman dressed as medical assistant. She was like 30 seconds ahead of me, crossed (right crosswalk in the image, north to south), should have run a bit behind her to catch green, but i didn't feel comfortable when i saw a red car coming from behind me that was stopped, turning left, crossing on red (there were 6 more seconds after, i ran and i passed in time) after she passed exactly where i should have been if i followed her. Similar situations in the last few days and weeks.
Earlier i felt insulation smell and went to re-patch the hole in the wall on the other side of the building (someone did tear the tape i put, SAGE construction came to inspect about 10 days ago but never started to fix it) but didn't finish because some kids were approaching. A few minutes ago felt again dust and went to check on the AC, added more joint compound in the gaps.
I thought i fixed it earlier when i put a piece of foam under, like in the last years, to align it better and realized it wasn't transmitting vibration to the concrete floor so much, so it wasn't raising so much dust.
I came inside to grab more duct tape for the hole but when i opened the door, and that was predictable, right in front of me there she was, as tall as me, dressed in some sort of long night gown, the veteran's daughter, passing with her dog in the 100 degree heat. So i just closed the door, never made one step outside, but while i was sitting here at the computer i thought i heard him cursing and yelling outside. She did that several times in the last week, that is appearing when i opened the door. She used to look different, but after i identified her, i think she is someone else now, taller. The veteran who used to be a shaven headed opera singer, these days looks like the singer known as Pitbull, they switched from peeing in front of my door to simply threatening using the young woman as a bait and is way more aggressive.
Though temperature outside is 96 degrees (on my sensor), there is again, like in the last few days, a party of teens at the end of the lawn, within line of sight.
10:32 Ok. Cred că toată lumea își dă seama că tipul ăsta bate câmpii. Pentru că am pomenit iar de găuri în pereți zilele astea. Temutul general însă știe, că dacă vor face asta, vor atrage probabil represalii în zone în care nu au mai fost.
Tot căutam un prilej să repet ceva ce probabil nu s-a înțeles de toată lumea. Armatele rusă și ucraineană dau cu bombardeaua (de obicei pe lângă) în zonele unde există un amestec de populație pentru a clarifica lucrurile (operațiunea militară specială). Unii se vor refugia în Ucraina, alții în Rusia iar la sfârșit vor exista zone cu numai ruși și numai ucraineni, după care Ucraina (ce va rămâne din ea) va fi primită în Uniunea Europeană, dar fără prea mulți ruși în teritoriu. Rușii vor rămâne ruși și bau-bau-ul Europei și omenirii în continuare pentru că numai astfel șerpii vor stăpâni în continuare lumea, prin diviziune. Mai e posibilă o variantă. Rușii vor pierde războiul și vor rămâne în teritoriu numai ucraineni.
Și am mai scris despre perpetuarea prostiei. Aceste practici înșelătoare, preluate din stratagemele generalului mitic Sun Tzu, care speculează de obicei ignoranța, atât de practicate la noi, prin simularea prostiei (ei fac pe proștii) în timp conduc nu la scăderea acesteia ci din contră la creșterea ei. Cu exemplele care le știu, România post decembristă, dar și Japonia, unde a fost suficient un "asasinat" pentru ca balanța alegerilor să încline în favoarea partidului mortului. Ei nu numai arată ca niște copii dar și gândesc astfel, după 400 de ani sau câți sunt de stăpânire ninja.
12:25 Bănuiesc că nu au ales aceste nume întâmplător. În statul Washington de pe coasta de vest, capitala Seattle, abreviat WA care stat are o populație de vreo 8 milioane de locuitori, și același nume ca și capitala SUA de pe coasta de est de la 5000 km distanță și 3 fusuri orare, există o localitate Vancouver, care este la granița cu Oregon (fluviul Columbia), și practic face parte din zona urbană Portland (Portland Metro Area).
Vancouver WA SUA este un sfert ca mărime față de Vancouver, BC (British Columbia), Canada, la nord de statul Washington. Când am venit în SUA, după 6 luni în Oregon m-am mutat pentru 6 luni în Vancouver, în speranța unui job care nu s-a împlinit și am găsit în schimb un job tot în Portland și m-am mutat iar. Toate rudele și cunoștințele mele au fost destul de confuzate de aceste nume.
A și chestia cu Salem, capitala Oregonului care nu este mai cunoscutul Salem Massachusetts. A și mai există un Portland tot așa pe coasta de est, în statul Maine. Și Isle of Portland, Regatul Unit care a dat numele cimentului așa cum îl știm noi, Portland cement.
Cred că faza cu Madonna a fost concepută (designed, written) pentru a acoperi ceva din relatările mele despre accidentul din 20/21 August 2021, alte chestii descrise de mine ca de exemplu administrarea cutanată a antibioticelor, posibilitatea ca diabetul să fie tratat cu antibiotice etc..
9:00 The building wasn't hosed since i got the "new" car i guess and that will be two years in October. They were dust buns everywhere but because of the laundry vapor coming from partially washed clothes the dust was also stinking. I knew because the stink intensified when i was touching the hot surface (was alomst 90 again today) with the jet of the hose.
More than that. After the blowing yesterday much fresh dust settled on top of the old one. It became painful. My sleep was fragmented and woke in pain all over my body. I tried the unthinkable and that is two Tylenol tablets (generic, non time release, the simple tablets) and put it on my arm under a bandaid pad. It worked. I slept some more throught the day but i already have it in my digestive system.
While i was slowly hosing the building and patch of grass in front of the car which is too far from any of the sprinklers, people were getting in my way. But many of them were the same person. Actress Frankie Adams who actually is a Japanese ninja. She was dressing up in different ways and was showing at different times but only in the direction i was hosing. Not that it would have toched her. It was two far, just the symbolisim on camera.
However one of the guys who got in front of the hose was him. I'm also sure this video is sublinally directed against me. Saw him before here, bullying and cursing at me when i was working at the car but it was dark and didn't realize who he was.
10:00 Mă gândeam când am văzut prima dată o astfel de știre ieri în contextul bacalaureatului că aceste dispozitive merg pe tehnologia bluetooth iar sufleorul este undeva în apropiere. (Nu cred că se apucă nimeni acum să inventeze ceva nou doar pentru aceste curiozități). Bluetooth însă merge doar la câțiva metri. Dar ce spun nenii aici se încadrează dincolo și de wi-fi care merge până la vreo 50 metri.
GSM sau poate 4G. Nu cred că folosesc alte benzi decât cele nemonitorizate pentru wi-fi și celulare (2,4 GHz). Dar ce baterie poți să pui într-un nasture care să emită GSM timp de jumătate de oră cât durează acel examen. Presupun că nu au voie cu celular în sala de examen. Un celular ar putea acționa ca un releu. Nasturele este prea mic pentru a instala în el și baterie și emițător GSM sau 4G.
9 ani de anchetă pentru a prinde 25 de fraudanți care puteau fi prinși cu un simplu dispozitiv de detectare microunde (la fel ca și la BAC).
Asta de exemplu este wi-fi iar dispozitivul wireless atașat este de mărimea unui celular, nu cred că puteau să intre cu așa ceva la examen.
Orice tehnologie wireless începând de la inclusiv wi-fi emite niveluri dăunătoare de microunde, care sunt necesare pentru funcționare. Abrevierea wi-fi de exemplu are origine dubioasă și cred că e subliminal pentru cuvântul englez wife.
10: 23 Totul are legătură subliminală cred cu mitul lansat câțiva ani înainte de revoluție, că Elena Ceaușescu ar fi fost analfabetă. Actrița americană de origine austriacă Hedi Lamarr, care a jucat-o pe Elena a fost creditată cu inventarea unei tehnologie cruciale în telefonia celulară și wireless.
