Saturday, March 26, 2022
March 26
I only discovered it when i got home. I think the way they moved tonight, the nervousness, they were hell bent to do something to discredit me. If they can't do something else, they will do something like this which is more effective than most things they can do to a person.
Every time i gain points for my reputation everybody around me start to get very nervous and there is a lot of pressure on me.
7:53 Revelation which in Greek means Apocalypse or the last book in the Bible was included in the New Testament in the 4th century and it is not known when it was written.
Within the Church they were people who spoke against its introduction. One of them was St. Dyonisius, a bishop from Alexandria, who became pope, died in 264 and later have been sanctified. He considered the book of Revelation as being a forgery, written in a totally different style and using different expressions and language than the rest of the Bible.
So at least it is sure it was written before him. But if the Book of Revelation had been written at the end of 1st century as most scholars agree, by John the Elder, not John the Apostle, the subsequent copies all the way to Dionysus must have been filtered at least of the grammatical errors if not of the barbaric expressions.
It is said that in 451 Attila proclaimed the Huns were the "Scourge of God". Huns were neighboring the Roman empire for centuries before the invasion. Could the Huns have sent scouts to live in the Roman Empire, Greece, to study and influence? Could a few of them had time to learn Greek and Latin and infiltrate the Church or at least pay some to do it?
After Attila's proclamation in 451 which at least shows he knew of the Christian God, would the Christians have considered the Huns one of the first signs of the upcoming Apocalypse which was supposed to end with the second coming of Christ, and let the invasion happen and let the Huns march all the way to Rome.
If so it would be one of the first known cases of psychological warfare (Yes, Mongols, Noongars, Huns are all the same). But the Revelation did not limit its prophetic influence to that time.
It went on for 16 centuries all the way to our times. It would be consistent with what the Huns do nowadays, with all the known fakeries that go all the way to substitutions of politicians in all countries.
In other words, Apocalypse started back then or after it was prophesied and is still happening, but it may not be what you think.
9:10 I got awakened after about 5 hours of sleep and was quite ok when i started to do the research to write the paragraphs above of which i've been thinking all evening. At once, the man upstairs first started to squeak and then he left, and like in the days before, the place filled with mole smell within minutes and made me literally sick. I went to step on the mounds. Most mounds stay closed after i put a bit of onion but there is one where all the pieces of onion have been "rejected" by the inhabitant smart mole and that mound and the surrounding ones keep coming back together with the repugnant smell.
5:03 The "Spanish" woman, kids are yelling while Angela tries to sleep.
5:14 Kids yelling in the distance, in ways unspeakable. Too far to record though.
Thursday, August 8, 2024
August 8
Next to the foil, inside of the open area, always "playing" at the same machine a woman having one leg on the chair bend under her butt, with a mask with eyes resembling Alexa Crush. Herself, not a meme. Doing the same thing as her meme did at Little Creek. The only thing is the meme got arrested.
I kept staring at her trying to figure what was odd. Bret played one last romantic song at the piano then the show ended.
They were times when they were offering, like all the other "establishments of culture" free lodging during weekdays. Trying to figure out why they don't anymore. Who comes to stay there during the week when the casino is almost empty? Actors and extras from Hungary, ready at any time for a show?
Then i pulled the camera in about the same time security came in and filmed them. I am not so proud the way i was talking (tired, a bit drunk) and don't want to post the video. However, when i looked at today, i realized the one sitting may be the current Empress of Japan, Masako.
My computer refuses to upload that screenshot right now. I tried to send the image to Angela's computer to upload it from there however gmail refused to do it. I tried to upload the image on google drive, the same result.
Ok after a number of tries i finally uploaded the image on google drive and i post it from there.
Today or after about a month i had to remove it because too many seeds gathered in there, somehow got wet and started to stink. BTW it stinks badly like dog s...t, at 96 degrees (36 Celsius). Much silence around here after i posted the above, i guess the AI is rebooting, like after any major revealing.
You have to understand i did not put the video (screenshots) at the time out of respect for a most important country. But they did not understand and kept doing the same thing over and over. I think the ninja have outlived their role in unifying and modernizing Japan.
At this moment, after the last episode and after remembering almost every time i went in there i saw some old Japanese ladies probably from their entourage (or themselves, i was always a bit buzzed especially when arriving, and then i wasn't paying much attention), i can only conclude that Spirit Mountain Casino within Confederated Tribes of the Grand Ronde Oregon is actually under direct patronage of the Japanese Imperial Court. To use for propaganda reason (shows with the Antichrist).
5:40 But here at the apartment. Naruhito himself showed as the supervisor of the construction team (BZ Construction) who installed the new windows after i posted those IR images in April 2022.
6:53 PM Micul gid juridic. Mărturiile vin de la procuror... Și de la martori ce vine? Acuzarea?
10:55 PM Alte probe din același dosar penal făcute publice.

10:05 (8-9) Wait a minute. The standing one? The one i talked to? It makes sense cause she was speaking perfect English. Also acting as dr.Collier at Woodland Park hospital in 2002. Falsely detaining me in the hospital. Torture. It makes sense since Harrison Ford was dr.Erickson, also detaining and torturing me. She is now dead (or retired in Japan) but dr.Harrison is here and fine.

Tuesday, July 30, 2024
July 30
12:45
18 A DAY. I saw a couple of times this LPN here in Oregon and could never figure what it means but today i think i had a revelation. Could it be... 6+6+6 = 18 bags with dog poop a day? The Dominicans (Inquisition) do just this every day, after their prayers? The same number as the holes in a golf course?
1:45 There are a number of Egyptian tools that have inspired modern objects. Of them i could mention the well known tennis racquet. But there are other lesser knwon tools like The Setesh Staff (was sceptre) that might have inspired the microfone on a stick (Freddie above), golf club, hockey cross, telempromter, etc..
2:05 Someone reading a cell phone while frying themselves with microwaves.
2:15 Chrysanthemum Throne of Japan vs 2024 Olympic medals.


2:27 Kabuto, was sceptre, Wow!



Yes i believe the name Seth of the Egyptian god of chaos is at the origin of the name Satan in the Hebrew bible. (Not to be confounded with Seth, the third son of Adam and Eve).
Humans have learned of it (thinking is magic tricks, sorcery, witchcraft) not knowing what really it is and use it against other humans. Is that simple. But how can you get this out of the simple minds that dedicated their lives to cults or fraternities which are based on this kinda seth?
Think of Trump's advertisement. Top dog, he'll get you top dollars.
Some prefer just to use it no mater how moral or immoral is. They have been initiated, spent all their lives gathering degrees, got old, who's gonna stop them playing the same tricks over and over on the whole world. It would mean they should give up everything.
Is that simple.
4:30 Another common trick they use is replacing of the officials in the countries they control (all) with their own people, usually trained actors. Initially a ninja trick, i believe this tradition started with the Tokugawa Ieyasu shogun and all the shoguns that followed in the Tokugawa dynasty, and then the emperor himself, during the so called Meiji restoration but it could be older, since like the Chinese Imperial dynasties.
Can't find right now where i read Tokugawa Ieyasu character was played by 3 different ninja that changed over the years. Ieyasu lived 73 years in a time when average lifespan was 50.
7:25 Just remembered one more thing. At the meeting where we signed the papers and established the name Mega (as opposed to Micro, it was my "funny" idea, in a restaurant in Bacău) he kept telling us he wanted to emigrate to... Venezuela, and i think he said he had a relative there.
8:15 I think i saw her face around here too.
I was looking the other day at my ankles and saw how thin and wrinkled my skin on those is. The part behind i do not step on.
As we get older, we start loosing collagen. The skin becomes thinner. Biggest problem is at the soles of the feet. No matter how good you maintain your floor and carpet, it will remain a place full of bacteria. Unless if you sanitize your carpet as often as you replace your socks. How about the shoes? How clean are your shoes inside?
Can use a piece of towel and some alcohol and rub it and see. Floor, feet, shoes.
Thinning skin on the sole of your feet and poor floor hygiene which may be the norm for most people allow bacteria to constantly get into your bloodstream period.
We all have to die of something aren't we.
11:45 How can i not put a link to a search here. Different results by different authors but overall, it is scary. I will not have any collagen by 80? which means i will fall apart and die???
Why the center of the Earth? That is a good question. I think it might have something to do with time or space travel. Alignment of source and destination, maybe?
Monday, May 15, 2023
May 16
10:36 There is one more hour and a half on the west coast till 16 but the previous post is so bloated it became inoperable so i'll just do a little time travel here. There are a couple of things i don't understand about the debt ceiling. One, there is no way for us the humas to verify the accounting behind it. Second. If the US government is so bankrupt (shush don't tell anybody) it owes 24 trillions, who is willing to lend them the money for "increasing debt ceiling".
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11:07 No it's not AI. He is an actor like all of them, just couldn't figure it out yet. Maybe i never will cause i got so tired of it all.
12:00 Revelation 6:6, a multitude of translations.
10:25 Friends with the monsters. Cea mai mare realizare din ultimele 10 guverne dăruite nouă de Iohannis. Reducerea numărului de ministere cu unul sau două. Nu contează faptul că bugetele acelor ministere au fost acordate prin lege la începutul anului. Legile se fac sau se desfac tot de către ei.
Vor simți românii o diferență cît de minusculă din aceste modificări de imagine? Nu, dar am început să mă prind unde bat ei. O rampă de lansare, un trend, pentru o guvernare mai minimalistă, care în final să ducă și la minimizarea numărului de județe, pentru reducerea cheltuielilor administrative. Se vor reduce numărul de judecătorii, curți de apel, poliție sau ce se mai plătesc din buget? Nu, pentru că ei vor rămâne aceeași la numărul de populație. O schimbare cosmetică ce deschide însă calea unor referendumuri locale neconstituționale în acord cu ciudata lege 341/2013 după cum am scris de atâtea ori.
O repetare mascată a ce a încercat Dragnea și alții prin regionalizare. O pregătire pentru împărțirea țării.
2:10 Like yesterday when i was opening the door, three times. Got in my face when i wanted to leave. Waited to hear the so familiar squeak so i won't run into her. The olympic swimmer. Got back from my walk, still here. Doing the same thing. Walking on my thoughts. Though i thought she picked everything yesterday with the van. Whatever.
During my walk i've been thinking on how to write one of the nicest and lucky posts i ever wrote. But it will be separate from my time stamped entries. Watch out, get ready.
3:05 Working on that. In the meantime the person upstairs is cleaning (took another half day off from work?). I can understand vacuuming, but i thought all the furniture was moved yesterday. Then why i hear noises like from heavy objects moved from place to place? In any case, interfering heavily with what i'm doing. Breathing in the dust, etc..
Sunday, June 28, 2020
The News Today, oh Gay!
"Classically" trained in the fine art of bel canto during their true, previous, real ID lives, capable of doing amazing vocal thrills, their English is something never heard before, an artificial, ever changing exotic branch, that sometimes is so unique it exists in a song only, one out of many versions of our ever changing and unruly lingua franca or our free style English. Or is it ours?
I heard yesterday in the car yet again in another version of this language, in a another unique pronunciation of the oh so ever repeating chorus the humble word ok. However, for the first minute or first dozen of repetitions i was convinced the man was saying. "Oh gay". Then the revelation came.
What if the three words, gay, ok and guy were invented or adapted (to modern usage) and introduced artificially by the media to create what people during the golden age of conspiracy theories where calling subliminal (which is a not so happy word for subconscious) perception. (The existing explanations for origin of the three expression are confusing and there is not agreement among linguists of the origin and time of origin of the three words).
It is not the first time when i hear songs with mispronounced words or lyrics that may have been built by artificial or even human intelligence specifically to have a second meaning hidden, phonetically over the fist one which sometimes is silly. Anyone heard recently that guy who repeats the words hack Obama? These type of songs can oftenly be found in various lists of "misheard lyrics" on various sites. But the phenomenon is way overlooked. These type of subconscious hacks are present in most if not all music.
Then there's the case of the word homosexual itself. The official etymologies say it comes from Greek and Latin, it actually comes from German (could this be yet another embedded from inception of a hidden message).
It can not come from Greek because in Greek it's omo (same), not homo. Like in omnivorous or omnipotent. But i think it was introduced this way to force the confusion with Latin homo=human and English home.
I first heard of the word virtual during physics class in grade school. It means something that can be seen but it does not exist. Then i did not mind the closeness with virtue and virtuous, same in Romanian as in English, words that i met with earlier.
The word went in the internet slang. Something that exists only digitally. Virtual reality. When used skillfully, it can create more confusion. More justification of the current politically correctness for being a sexually minority. And last but not least the confusion of pride with pry, prey and pray.
Wednesday, August 12, 2020
Ruby Wednesday
Ever since i started the claim, they scheduled (AI, endless parade) Kia Souls to drive in front of me besides SUBARUs of which i complained about the name. Sub are you, that is subhuman. And the logo. One big star at the NW (New White Shinto) and 5 little ones scattered in the rest of it.
BTW today i was passing under the light signals on Marti-nazzi St in Tualatin and all of a sudden i had a revelation. (The shape of the poles and horizontal bars with the signs intrigued me from the beggining where i came to US cause though very efficient they require much engineering to stay in place over the years, being a very "unnatural" type of design). But to me the shape with the name Martinazzi on it now figures both a half gate and also a hanging pole.
So i got home and instead writing this blog post which (will, when i'm done) contain very important informations abut my activities and others' regarding my last matches.
So i took an advice today and tried to go to Tryon instead of Refuge. I recon the hills provide more opportunities for exercising, i already had some sun to grow a bit levels of Vitamin D for this summer (your body accumulate that and stores it for months to come). However, got into trouble right after i arrived and Boones Ferry entrance. Forgot to say, when i left, i went in the back, took the picture with the sign, i knew i had my truck in the back, no reason to turn at the door and then i remembered i didn't look for new canine gifts around door, turned around only to see the woman with the red hair, of the same height and physical constitution with the Latina from F3 with the chair yesterday getting in her car to leave. Another avatar of Szabolcs i said to myself and went back to get my truck and go to the park. Forgot many details like LPNs and logos on the freeway, i forgot to take Boones Ferry, that would have given me some delay since all that area in Lake Oswego is under construction (lots of areas under construction around here lately). At the entrance in the refuge i pulled the bottle of water i had with me, wasn't fitting in any pocket and i just drank some and put the rest back in the car. That delay was enough for the guy with curly red hair and bear and a dog (a gray terrier i think) to come by on foot up the street. He looked at me, sort of embarrassed like, a couple of times, while i was plainly staring at him. Cause he was again Szabolcs. He passed my car and stopped at the entrance of the trail showing his back and had a chance to take a good look at his constitution. That is thinking what chances i had if i gotten into a fight with him. Though athletic, back and hands were more like women's with strong torso and legs. And when i looked at the legs, i saw under shorts hairs that were grayish but not red. I thought to myself, if he can fight then his strength must be in his kicks and some unknown ninja tricks. I was thinking later. The man allowed his body to grow like this over the years for the sole purpose of looking like a woman, for easier disguise, his specialty. Cause here in the complex he's already got at least 4 women's avatars. (S..., they came with the blowers and i forgot to water the dust around building).
Ok so i just got back at the wheel, turned around, and drove to where he came from only to see a road closure and a detour sign. I looked at the bridge they were re-building and said to myself. Can't be more than half mile detour (BTW why don't they write how many miles the detour is, it would be very easy to calculate now with google maps and everything). So i followed the signs, drove about 3 miles and got at the intersection of Terwilliger and Boones, coming from west this time of course.
Should have been distracted by something and instead of following Terwilliger where i was driving on i took a right again on Boones and went down the road until i met of course with the other road block. Then i wanted to take a picture of the road block, pulled my phone, took a picture through the dirty windshield (BTW got to wash t his truck sometime) and when i wanted to open the window to take a clearer picture i realized there was this brick red SUV behind me. I thought he was waiting for me to make an U-turn so he can do his, gave up on taking that picture and started to turn only to see him in my peripheral vision that he started to make a left turn on the street perpendicular to Boones and was on collision course. He didn't make more than 3 ft when i saw him and of course i stopped and he stopped in that very instant and we were kinda face to face through windows and window was down like mine and had a change to take a good look at him and i'm 90% sure it was our Joe Biden. Red tanned, looking better than in the pictures (like i heard about Obama) he never lost his nerve, he said hi and smiled, but next to him i saw an old lady that went so frustrated by the fact it didn't work and she looked exactly like Barbra Bush. But couldn't have been cause she's dead, right? How about the actress who did her?
Of course my phone was on the seat next to me, these cameras work quite good in good light when you want to take a picture like for your memories, but are slow to start in situations like these, it didn't even cross my mind in that second. All i got is time and location from the picture with the road block.
So he was just staying there when i turned around and turned right on Terwilliger. I went at the Terwilliger entrance of the park, but most except a few spots next to curb were taken. I saw at least 4-5 cars with many kids getting out, all kinda slow motion with adults giving me strange looks. So i just left and drove back on Terwilliger. On the overpass waiting at the light signal for Barbour (99). I was maybe the 7th car in the row, the guys coming from opposite direction where giving me all kinda theatrical looks, like scared, worried, it turned green but first guy wouldn't move until somebody from behind me honked. It finally did but i'm pretty sure the guy in front of me and i passed on red. But the guy in front of me was again a brick red SUV and slowed unexpectedly while i was staring at the red light but stopped in time not to hit him.
Other that that. Got to pass again through 2 red/speed camera intersections on 99, i was careful to memorize how i did it and got at the refuge.
As i was parking a guy in a black t-shirt and his wife, both looking angry came and got in the SUV in front of me and left. As he climbed at the wheel i had a chance to see the back of this black T-shirt that was covered on his length by a thin white rectangle with something written in the middle, a bible quote starting with God is my Lord, whith huge letters. It reminded me of the bible studies in Ron Boger's house back in 97, of Ron Boger his wife Mary and i started to get mad and... i forgot my phone on the seat of the truck.
Entered the refuge and i saw the bush with blue flowers had the flowers more open then ever ans sun was behind a cloud and bush was bright and everything and wanted to take a picture but realized my phone is in the truck, and went back and picked it (3 minutes walk).
Then on the trail i met with a woman that first i though was Meryl Streep but when she said an aggressive hi and smiled at me i realized she was younger.
I continued walking and after a mile or so i heard a military jet. Haven't heard one of those since i posted a match with a colonel here at the base. Then i've been thinking. They could have messed with my phone while i walked 3 minutes on the trail without it etc..
Friday, January 4, 2013
Goodbye Windows
Then i had sort of a revelation, fueled by and developed in the waiting time. Since most of the employers nowadays let programmers chose whether to use Windows or Linux and some force you to use Linux, i realized. Linux is more productive in an office environment. You get more things done. Is that simple. I couldn't possibly write 277 posts in one year on my blog while pampering Windows and falling in a trance every time seeing the animation at boot time.
Then, i used a partitioning program, cleaned those partitions and installed Fedora as the second boot. Yes, Fedora 17, for the second time. I spoke before of the advantages. By doing so instead of plainly re-installing you can have a clean install and a very smooth transitioning. You can always choose the old one at boot time. You can share data while transitioning. You can pick only what you need from the mess left behind.
But this time for me it was just for experimenting. What i was anxious about is i could not imagine how you can have on a hard drive two / partitions, two /boot, two /home, etc. and not confuse the two OS.
Here's how it's done. At installation, (i used the live CD), the installer sees only the Linux partitions you just formatted on the free chosen space. The others belonging to the older installation are at that moment just some unmounted partitions on a hard drive. It will also find the other Fedora loader on the other boot partition and add it to the grub boot menu, with a slightly different name (and maybe a warning, i can't remember). After booting one of the two, each will see only its own partitions and the other's will be just unmounted devs with the option to mount them and transfer whatever data you need.
Actually, nothing to do but install the second instance of Fedora.
Actually, i never tried and chose the other, older Fedora from the boot menu. I just did now, after i wrote the first paragraphs, to make sure it works. What happens is because of some minor problem, instead of Fedora animated logo at boot time, i get to see the some messages scrolling while the boot happens. Boot time is the same, it's working the same. With file manager i'm seeing the newer partitions, with their corresponding sizes but not named, as unmounted. But i'm not going to try to fix that one, i don't need it anymore.
1/6/13 5:32 PM PDT. Just fixed the "minor" problem. Manually added the newest kernel entry from the older grub.cfg into the newer grub.cfg. Now i can boot them both with no problem. Two identical OSs on a same computer!
1/6/13 11:12 PM PDT. Thought maybe i should write what i think is exciting about this. Although i accidentally discovered the possibility while trying to learn partitioning with an XP installation disk long time ago, when i installed XP twice (LOL) by mistake and got a menu at boot time asking me which one to boot, i never thought of the advantages until a few month ago.
Any OS, including Fedora, although not nearly as much as Windows, degrades irreversibly in time. Although there are numerous softwares out there that claim that can restore your system as it was when you first installed it (bought it for the most people), the problem is too vast and complex to be solved like this.
Every time you install and un-install software, or work with sizable amounts of data, the hard disk gets fragmented, the registry file gets corrupted and remnants of the older softwares haunt your hard drive. When nowadays on an average computer you have hundreds of thousands of of files, it is very hard for any cleaning software to automatically undo the mess.
And then there's the updates. Every time you update a package, the newer files pile up in top of the others, often leaving your computer with several versions of the same packages, of course, the older ones being useless, but hard to remove due to the precision and the know how required to only delete the useless not the usable or the current version.
And then there's the internet temporary files. Every time you open a site, scores of files are being saved on your hard drive and depending on your browser's settings they are being rolled out like in a first in last out basis. If you don't use administrative measures like i am keeping all of them on a separate partition, they will populate every empty space of your hard drive contributing to the fragmentation.
And on a Windows computer with no separate partitions no matter how big the hard drive is, the mess is unimaginable.
And i am not pretending here to finish the list of problems that add to the cluttering of an OS in time.
That's why among administrators the concept of a clean install has been born. What that means? It means you save whatever data you need, wipe clean the hard drive and install it anew, then the programs and then try to restore everything you added up into a workable status by putting the data back little by little. But this is a very time consuming process, and although you will have a faster computer, you will never have it the same way as it was before you cleaned it.
(Actually that's what i believe cloud computing would be so successful, because it keeps your data away from your own messy computer.)
So why all this talk in this post? Because what i've stumbled upon could bring a totally new prospective into maintaining a computer.
Supposedly you or the manufacturer reserved some space for this purpose when first installing the OS. Supposedly you have all your data separated from the programs in a different partition or partitions (not absolutely necessary).
All you have to do is install for the second time your OS into the reserved space with the programs and try and pick the data from the other partition without deleting nothing on as needed basis while still keeping the option of booting the computer with the old system that might be slow but you are so familiar with. The transition will be much smoother and you can delete the old partition(s) when you feel you don't need them anymore or when you think you need that space for anything else including repeating the above cycle.
And above all, no emotions from the possibility of loosing data while totally and truly renewing your computer.
As an example, what i just did, i installed Fedora 17 and the updates and all the programs for the second times on some free space on the hard drive, creating some sort of a mirroring of the old system, then copied the username directory from the old installation /home into the new /home partition, and voila, all the familiar icons popped on the desktop, and i was ready to go in about 2 hours in total, and this while keeping the option of booting the old system. Everything was done mostly automatically by the Fedora installer (except choosing the free space and partition types and sizes, from the live CD, with only a one time manually editing of the grub.cfg file, as mentioned above.
Monday, July 27, 2026
Wind Rose
Could it be just a pretext to stick a symbol in our subconscious? A symbol of love on the door of the hotel room or could it be a local "code".

First [let's look at] the star of Babylonian goddess Ishtar who initially was called Innana which i believe is mentioned in the Revelation as "the scarlet woman". This coincide with her historical description as being a goddess of war, sex and fertility.



It is my personal belief cylinders with engravings could have been rolled on wet clay tablets and easily multiplied and used like some sort of (im)printed ancient publications. As seen on this ancient tablet, the star has only 4 pointed branches, the other 4 are rectangular as seen in some simplified Scientology crosses.


While flying through his pretty messy biography can't help by noting OTO which among others is a German name used by the creator of Otto engine, root for name Ottoman and name of a Mongolian clan which might have created the Ottoman Empire. Also, the linguistic resemblance with later Operating Thetan (OT) in Scientology. OTAN.

Did that answer my question about similarity between Wind Rose and Scientology cross? Need also to mention that current Scientology flagship name is Freewinds and two of the casinos i suspect they belong to them are Chinook Winds and Red Winds.
But there is one more thing i need to add. Crowley founded his own religion, Thelema and one of the themes and brands seen at 7 feathers is Takelma, pretendingly a Native American name. In Southern Oregon or one of the most right extremists areas of the US? Is law in Southern Oregon inspired by Crowley's belief system?
And one more question. With all technological advances now culminating with AI, how tributary to the late 19 early 20th century occultism we still are, now 25 years in the third millennium? Are they actually using AI to promote ancient religions disguised in more modern ones? Or simply we don't have anything else for spirituality?


Tuesday, June 7, 2022
June 7
Last night i've been to Ilani and had in the car a bottle of brandy the kind with metal cap screw that was not perfectly sealed, that is, it had a play, you could have opened it a bit, maybe 1/10 of a turn (allowing theoretically an exchange of gases if opened a bit without braking the seal) though it seemed closed cause none of the brandy was missing and one with a cork. We opened the one with screwing cap (cause it was easier of course), but today i remembered, every time i drank that type of brandy i got way sicker the next day then when i drank from the really sealed ones. And sick i was. This morning, afternoon, i thought i was going into a coma. Better now, after midnight. But after eating two free burgers (on Angela's "rewards"), i went back in the car and drank some more.
This couldn't have happened if the liquor was sold in Oregon, like in all of the other states i know of, in grocery stores instead of specialized stores, where way fewer people get in.
Then i remembered what happened at Ilani. Shortly before we left, Angela sat next to this guy who painted my car. Those are very sought for machines, on Angela's mandatory list, but that one wasn't reading tickets or bills and that was the reason nobody was sitting there so Angela played a little with her acquired points from the card. He didn't seem to have seen us, there was one more person in between, neither us did see him at first, with his son and probably his mother playing next to him. He's got a yellow hair very similar to Boris. Then he started laughing and talking with his mother and that's when i raised my eyes and saw him and told Angela who recognized him and we left. I can tell now that i remember, that i was hyper. Kept yelling at Angela all the way back home. Drank some more while trying to fix a problem with my new hosting space. So my mind was still sharp after all that liquor (a total of 300 ml and several beers). But the next day when i woke up...
They were a couple of Romanian guys involved in fixing cars from auctions that i knew, first one, in Dallas (Oregon) who sold me the Nissan in 1999, and the other one who theoretically owns the shop where i got my car fixed and painted last fall in East Portland. Both of them look like Boris Johnson but in different ways. Perfectly speaking Romanian but with different accents.
There was another guy i knew who looked like him, in a parallel class (A) in HS (i was in B with the whole gang), Witoski of Vitoski or whatever, who later went to a different faculty but still in campus.
Don't know what else to tell more. Don't feel comfortable about giving their names or shop name, though i don't remember the last name of the guy who painted my car and paid him with cash.
Actually i'm quite mad at him because he kept the car with dog food in the air intake (theoretically he could pretend he didn't know though it was stinking like hell) in a puddle of water on top of a clogged sewer for about 3 weeks.
Yes Sorana Cârstea flashed me in some very short shorts a couple of times too.
2:45 My phone became so dysfunctional i had to hard reset it tonight. While staring at the display and waiting foor the next phases couldn't help but have a revelation about the shape of the wifi sign.
Friday, July 17, 2026
July 17
9:35 AM Energy sector paradox hits again. After wide swings of oil prices caused by blocking of traffic in Hormuz straight which was actually driving the market in the opposite direction, today we experience again the weird effect of oil price increase (within the old "normal" daily limits) on energy sector and the whole market. In the same time, the AI enthusiasm is dwindling.
On the other side they say they still did not decipher how actually the human brain works. However the study shown below confirms the fact that intelligence is only a small part of processing of stimuli and most of it is based on past experiences (though i don't believe is feedback loops, i think of it more like modeling pathways based on spatial neurotransmitters gradients, like i said before.

9:37 Ok on my way back from Red Winds Casino (we first went to Little Creek) an idea came to me. To search for data centers around places i go. Cause i see too much coordination like many extras moving by a script inside the stores, casinos, hotels, etc.. Not talking about here. They awaited me in the parking lot with a number of shows i don't want to talk about anymore cause i'm tired of it.
First when i searched i saw Oregon, a state with what 4, 5 million inhabitants is in the top ten in the US for data centers. Working, proposed, whatever. Yes there is water and electricity in Oregon. In Portland area there are over 30 in Hillsboro, the town known for Nike and Intel.

Angela was working for Eaton on Teton St. Then when i wrote about they moved on Avery. But about 3 years ago they plowed a long field just across the street (making much dust i think in 2022) and then they erected another mysterious building with no windows and small parking lot and i kept asking myself what it was (and then after a while, i forgot).
God help us all.
I am really tired. I can't write other things i want to. When i got home the brown guy with moustache was playing ball with his dog next to a poop. First i wanted to to pick it but the dog came to pick the ball right next to it so i delayed it for now but in the meantime they brought another one, fresh next to balcony and i got really nauseated.
BTW picking those is tricky. I have to hold my breath for a few seconds until i knot the bag and walk away and even then i can catch the cloud of smell that travels with me and then i'm in big trouble cause in a few hours i can either get diarrhea (if it was a poop with diarhea) or my f...s smell like dog the next day.
Many other things i just can't write anymore about.
10:30 Papagalii. Eu am scris primul. Apropo, CNA ar trebui să tragă cu ochiul la ce mai scrie Dinescu în Cațavencii. Apropo, în România a avut loc o lovitură de stat, Primul Ministru a fost demis de Parlament și nu pleacă, cu complicitatea Președintelui. Apropo, de ce mai este Valentin Jucan la CNA?
Apropo cred că m-an întâlnit cu omul într-un mod asemănător în care m-am întâlnit cu Vîlceanu în 20 August 2021 înainte de accident, adică neșttind cine era, joi dimineață, cu câteva ore înainte de o fază de accident care putea să se termine foarte nașpa, am avut un noroc chior, vorbeam cu Angela, am întors capul spre ea când am văzut pe japoneza aia venind din banda din dreapta puțin din spate spre mine, și am tras de volan, dar tipa s-a redresat instant când a văzut că nu mă mai poate lovi.
O fază asemănătoare, tot înainte de un sens giratoriu (un simbol solar) am avut și azi tot cu un japonez, o Toyota neagră mai veche de 10 ani și primele două litere din număr, CS.
11:45 I went and stopped the AC and shot the sliding door and looked in the back and my eyes fell like usually on the several meters tall wall beyond the complex. But today after i looked at the pictures linked above, with that building accros the street from Eaton i started asking myself, what if they secretly built a basement with some computer rooms in there?
Picture taken on 7/1/2025. It was winter when they gave us the notice for the construction of the new "park" which they began by removing the trees and then they erected first some pillars than a several meters wall in the lower part to "contain" the ground since the old park was on a slope wall that today actually look from this direction like a building wall. But in the notice they meant the next winter.
I has walls and is like an empty room under, L shaped, the shorter part was like 12 ft wide and tall as you can see and the long part, narrower. I took pictures of it once when was flooded by rain. Again, tomorrow. But i think the basketball half court on top of the wall is covered by concrete as well.


