September 13

12:15 AM Birds of a... hair! 

11:30 Was here alone watching how everybody got poorer by .3% while i was eating my omelet. Yes i know. The Dow is up, the Dow is down, it goes up ad down all the time.

I remember when i was working 24 years ago at Quadramed. During those day, the market would not go up or down more than .3% for a whole day. Nowadays the norm is 0.5-1% or more a day (second answer here) but not every day.

It has been a good week at the end of a hectic month. The market went up this week 3%, after it was down for the month about the same.

Wanted to make sure one more time everyone understand what i'm saying. I am not looking at Dow Jones or all the three main indices but i am looking only at S&P 500 which represents about 80% of the market with a 43 trillion capitalization (on the right), with a total of 54.

3% means in the graph above, in money, 1.6 trillion. 1.6 trillion lost and recovered. 1% of the market represents approximately half trillion.

I am not totally sure of what the latest hole means. But i have an idea. People's perception of reality is shifting a lot as some may finally realize reality and perception are two different independent non causal things. And then they come and fix that.

Perception is a reality in itself, bits and bites (by analogy), thoughts, that happens only in our minds.

Of course it is very frustrating when one realizes he/has been having a false perception of this and that that lead to loosing that much time of their lives or other people's lives but that's how things are.

But the reality of the stock market got way out if people's sight.

Everybody knows. At the market people buy and sell.

These are two different things, buying is at the initiative of a buyer who places a bet and awaits for a match and selling is the same for the seller. Of course there must be a seller and a buyer in each transaction, but is about who has the initiative.

They say it was a sell off in this or that period of the time, which usually lasts a few hours max when sellers are placing bets and no one matches them, so they keep lowering their bets until they find a match. Why they do this? Greed. Traders want to get rid of shares they don't like in that moment and buy others that are on a rising trend.

What this game has to do with the economy or the activity of the corporations or firms being bought and sold? Little if anything.

Assets are the reality of a company. Which means how much money they will get if they would sell its components or infrastructure directly like if there was not a stock market (not the "shares"). There are now firms trading on stock exchange market that are over evaluated, which means the total value of the shares, by hundreds of times, and the magnificent 7 are the best example.

Those 54 trillions (43 in the right of the screenshot) that are said to be total market capitalization may be in reality much less.

Market is nothing but a giant betting board period. Trouble is the retirement funds placed their money there. And they keep betting and chose their horses by passion and other feelings feed by peeking into people's life through distorted and manipulated lens.

And here i come at the idea that made me start this entry. Manipulating perception is one of the most lucrative activity known to mankind. Luring people into putting their money in black holes. The more greed, the bigger the holes. So the really smart ones get together, organize, act as one and start the good work.

They bring in the horses and people start betting like crazy their live savings and in the end, if they loose, they don't know who to blame too. The horses? While the real manipulators are totally out of people's perception.

12:25 But there was something else i should have written first. They had an "annual backflow test" scheduled for the sewer today. Don't remember of any in the past. As i coincidence, i wrote about the sewer a few days ago just before the email.

I was in the kitchen cooking my omelet when a very nosy LIFT ride share van came. It was making about the same noise a sewer cistern would if they pumped something, for about 15 minutes. The water stopped flowing as they said in the email which means the test was being done. Haven't seen anything except the annoying van of which noise could have covered something else.

12:40 I know what happened. The sewer was briefly opened for the test and the terrible vibration from that stupid vehicle brought the bacteria in as i was cooking and then ate. The LIFT was for the woman at 4 which i long suspected is the ninja (kunoichi, nine holes, female ninja) representing the current empress of japan. She now was acting like paralyzed, moving very slowly.

Got indeed very seek after i ate, took an antibiotic orally so it would kill the bacteria in the stomach. If i don't die first.

1:20 I'm almost back to normal from what so many other times i went to the hospital. A major sewer bacterial attack, and now i know it was done deliberately and she was even there claiming it.

I started the UV lam in the room behind me to ease things up. Upstairs, cats are running like crazy, pumping the floor content. I think i should start again the ozone generator in the bathroom and let the ozone flow in there.

From before that. A sad image of the whole fakery was still there on the screen. No, it's already way too crowded.

February 3rd

4:18 I wrote a while ago about replacing the water heater. I think there is a sewer line under it. 7 years ago i managed to squeeze some Great Stuff foam in there. However it was the cheap open cell foam and in time got saturated with sewer gas, mainly ammonia. When they removed the tank i scrapped  the pan and  the remaining foam was smelling like it. But it thought the line was closed (heard  the sound of the foam escaping in it back then).

After they put the concrete blocks i washed the whole place with some water with detergent until it came clean. I think some water got into the line and possibly in a s or p trap. But now, weeks after, i think it dried from there and sewer gas started to come in. When you do laundry, the lines get somehow washed, but 2 or 3 days after, or this night, you could not breath in here. I mean, i woke up because of the smell, at 1 AM and ever since i'm thinking what to do. I stock my borescope camera and saw the line under one of the blocks and it looks like it's open.

3:07 I never saw the face of the guy who did it because of the mask. Later in the parking lot he briefly pulled the mask and he looked like... I think  the other guy also with mask might have been... 

Today i saw in the parking lot a guy dressed like him, maybe taller, without mask but a bit of goatee, could not have been only 2 or 3 days, it was at least one week old, saw another version 2 or 3 days ago, shaven.

Same thing happened in Lake Oswego, at Apt.9 next to ours first was Lindsay Lohan who acted as a real estate agent, and then Kelly Clarkson, on the same name, car, etc..

When i got in my place a woman or girl, most likely Japanese made lo look latina pulled in the spot next to me, within one minute so and started to stare at me so i just left to Walmart, then she left too. While i was leaving the complex a Penske van popped in front of me. Today hundreds of people were involved in many scenes, including near accident situations at Walmart. Walmart was full of kids, but also at Lowes heard some crying.

My back pain (kidney, pancreas, gut, don't know) started back after i've been around the water heater taking pictures with the borescope. I put something, a piece of corrugated plastic that fits hard in that space on top of that pipe (i pulled after a while and saw a circle imprinted were the pipe was, put it back on), but the pipe is dented and can't seal. Bought something to put on that corrugated plastic, but will be here only tomorrow.

4:32 Last summer i've been complaining about dust on Avery St., on Nyberg. For months they were excavating the terrain in both sites. On Nyberg they build an apartment complex. On Avery, there are a couple of long industrial like buildings (it goes to the right maybe 300 ft or more), with no windows (except the huge lobby) with no signs, no name, just a Scientology cross, just across the street from where Angela works. Her previous job site also belonging to Eaton was on Teton St., a reminder of Thetans. Anybody know what these nuts are doing here?

4:43 Can't remember, it was a total of maybe 4 weeks of 24 hours week long notices of entrance last summer, for replacing the windows, a job that actually lasted several hours. Now, 6 months after, they gave me another one, for one week, for a touch up and painting job that would last probably half hour.

Last summer i thought i saw the guy who was leading the team was looking like the Emperor of Japan himself. That and the flare up of the sewage gas last night, following my posts yesterday. Emperor of Japan is a descendant of goddess Amaterasu, and the leader on Earth of divine origin. BTW i think it was her i saw  today in the parking lot. Unrecognizable on both sides without makeup.

12:13 I know i'm into the next day but want to right this one here because of the picture with the water heater pan and concrete blocks. After fasting all evening, and midnight i made myself some noodle soup with added bone broth. So i wanted to check my blood pressure. But my lancet broke. And started to ask myself, could there be a way to do it without? So i kept a needle with two fingers, somehow hidden and i pulled it a bit of a time until i finally hitted it with the prepared finger. Not much worse than the lancet. Then guess what. My BS came 230. With the new stick that show 20 less than the old ones.

Kept asking myself why. Maybe because i killed the sewer leakage (99.9% or it anyways). But my face and eyes hurt because... This morning when i went in to take that picture with my borescope camera i just shot the UV and the little closet with a blanket covering the permeable door had a lot of ozone built in there. In fact it says in the lamp's instruction. You have to air the room after using it.

So i don't know. Is it the ozone that got in my lungs and killed the whatever in there, before it can reach the stomach. Or the lack of stuff in the air. Or the copious amounts of coconut oil i took in the last days. Or the fact that i quit drinking alcohol and coffee. But if finally went down a little. Which contradicts my earlier theory that sugar builds up in your body and can't go down even if you fast.

But confirms the one that says your body pulls all the sugar from your gut (most of it coming from breaking down more complex carbs by pancreatic enzymes and it's not 10 or 20 grams, is in the hundreds of grams a day, and your body sacrifices the normal BS level pulling all sugar from the gut to cut the supply for bad bacteria and mold and why not, protozoa discharging from lungs and fermenting there.

October 18

7:27 They decided it was time for me to wake up. Here's a dedication for them.

I had a neighbor in Bacău who looked exactly like Yoko Ono in this picture though she was supposed to be 25 or 30 or something. But i once said and can't find it right now is the Japanese woman narrator in this documentary about Yoshiwara is also her. Just like "Alexa" who in reality is 46 years old, is married to a musician (who was playing guitar in the live band at 7 feathers) and has 2 children.

8:35 Do you know what ozone smells like? The sparks inside the electric motor of the coffee grinder make ozone.

A while ago i bought an ozone/negative ion generator. But i wasn't careful, the generator is way too big for this apartment, is for industrial settings or maybe casinos, 4500 ft at maximum setting. Even at the lowest, is too much for the apartment. Yesterday i got really pissed off with the smells around here and let it on all day at the lowest but shut it down when around midnight.

When i woke up this morning it was still stinking in here like ozone. I think i ended the smoke smell by pouring Quikrete mixed with soil in the mole? holes next to basement. I started the bathroom fan and walked outside for a second and this time, and after being cleared out of other smells except ozone i realized outside it was smelling like sewage. I knew about that smell but never made the connection.

I know once i had the fan on and saw air flowing from a whole in the wall under sink. Which means there's a leak in the 4 inch flexible pipe at the bathroom fan. Leaks that when the fan is on pressurizes the walls and space between ceiling and floor, some 2 ft high empty space.

Once i stop the bathroom fan there's no more sewage smell outside. Which means the space between ceiling/upstairs floor, the walls, is filled with sewer gas. And when they step like this on the wooden floor, they actually pump it inside here. Instant. On demand.

So what i've done is i moved the ozone generator in the bathroom, set it on max and started the fan and now when i check outside there's less and less sewer smell.

I don't know exactly where the sewer gas is coming from. It could be only from that leak, that is when i start the fan after i use the bathroom. It could be from their toilet seat. I don't know but after almost 40 minutes of running the bathroom fan with the room saturated with ozone, the smell started to cleas outside.

While i was checking and opening the door several times, they did the trick with the morning sleeping kid. They brought a sleeping kid in a gray Toyota or Honda or something, stopped in the middle of the alley and started the lengthy and complicated procedure of unstrapping the kid and taking it in an apartment in building D that took like 5 minutes time in which i opened the door like 3 times.

I will repeat the procedure with the ozone and bathroom fan a couple of times to see if it clears the smell completely, if not it means there's another leak at the toilet seat.

10:10 Just called State Farm, they said the added Angela, the person i spoke with said the person i spoke yesterday is not there yet and he doesn't know why their email with the new card and policy didn't get to me yet.

11:43 Finally got a card in the email with both names on however my name is misspelled and can't go into my accounts cause the site is frozen.

1:09 Now i got two separate cards with only one name on each however it's my name on both, nothing for Angela.

1:33 Right. Farm equipment where all lead ends in food. Low flying small aircraft and helicopters.

2:20 I think i saw "Alexa" briefly in the park @12:30 with a 70 years old woman mask on her face, but i think it was moving too fast and alert to be that old and i think i recognized the shape of her body from behind. I had several encounters with her, first when i was sick with my hand and she had a jacket with a visible inscription saying UNWELL.

2:34 There is an open hole near the living wall, no smoke smell, but felt very sleepy when i went for the walk in the park. I squeezed a bit of Quikrete out of that bag but there's a couple of Comcast trucks. one in our spot one next to it, right near it and i feel shy of doing it in their presence. In the mean time more mole gas is coming here making me sick.

6:55 Ok i fixed the above, now they invaded that space and yelling. Whatever.

It's not that. The biggest problems is not Alexa. The biggest problem to me right now is if behind or before Alexa she was Ayesha Alexis Auciello, the woman from Los Angeles who started this new (sexual) revolution on TikTok and if she is also Seri Iwahori.

Alexa has many American culture samples or shall i say cultural staples included in her performances on all sites and to some degree she masters English. West Coast culture of course. So does Ayesha.

Which means that both must have lived on the wet coast US for at least 10 years though it is hard to say because in both cases it's all so obviously scripted and rehearsed and repeated and CGIed and made to look amateurish and stuff.

Second clue. Ayesha, Geisha. Rumored trans. Did you know first Geisha in Japan were men?

Third clue. Second name. Alexis.

Fourth. Stage name, Erotica.

Fifth. Location. Seri Iwahori and her husband Takuro own a house in Los Angeles.

Sixth. Seri's husband Takuro is a musician. He could be the man behind all the soundtracks of which some are indeed astoundingly good, some better (erotica, right) than today mainstream Dodge ya Cat and stuff. But what if...?

February 1

12:29 On December 15 i activated a new phone, a moto e6 with Hello Mobile (T Mobile, Deutsche Telecom). Exactly one month later i went to the Whole Foods store in Lake Oswego and returned the phone (the return was started earlier and was good through the end of February). He told me he can't give me a receipt and it will be two weeks, and i will get an email which i found on Angela's computer (Amazon account is hers). Didn't hear anything from them since. I moved the SIM card to a new phone, a moto e7 which is better and cheaper.

1:22 Man's best friend is of course a dog. Was wondering how many other allegories or predictions are embedded in the movie. Besides, well, Leia (Yulia), was Luke (the rebe el) Skywalker's flight into the death star predicting the flight to Kremlin of that German pilot? I know where the force is coming from.

9:54 Who can keep with the dozens of reactive (subliminal) "news" thrown on all media channels trying to wipe or supersede information from independent sources. I'm just watching in disbelief because i don't have the kinda time and resources to answer them all. However, sometimes i get more motivated like right now.

I don't know if there was anyone on that plane, cause of course we can't follow it at the end of the video. No word of who was the expert pilot or AI software that did the stunt. However, i can point at the connection with my latest "campaign" against the dominican sect that obviously dominates the Catholic Church as we know it or mostly as we don't.

Figured it yet? No?

 

10:18 Didn't have time and opportunity and motivation to tell what happened yesterday during my walk but now i do. Left right after posting the list of shame or Romanian presidents done by Hungarian (and even Japanese, Horiuchi) actors, first it was a noisy reciprocating (as opposed to more quite turbine) engine helicopter preparing to land at Aurora, sound that as i walked blended into the sound of a huge generator in the back of hospital, in the same area where the incident with those cars occurred a couple days ago. All to create the sound illusion of a helicopter was landing at the heliport in front of nearby ER which of course if it happened i would have turned around. Market went down after my post with the presidents than back up during the helicopter sound. Finally on Borland (and earlier) i noticed the pungent smoke in the air. Didn't' have any mask (COVID masks catch more than 3/4 of smoke particles in the air). Don't know the exact ninja s... they're burning but later, as those particles cleared my lungs and went into the stomach, first had more discomfort in stomach area and today intestinal pain, simulating pancreatitis. Also it is almost a week since, after could not standing the sewage smell inside that now is finally clearing, i finally remembered and thrown some water at the bottom of the washer, because probably the S shape valve was empty because of the speed and siphoning effect during evacuation. And guess what. This morning i heard from bed the sound of a sewage vacuum from the city, suggesting the sewer was partly clogged and putting more sewer gas upstream. Yes the old obsession with gassing of the far right which they are simulating. Was this sewer clearing a reward for my post with Snoop? Like the big smiles the handywoman always gave me after posting something "bad" about blacks or jews, making it look like something else? This is not about white and blacks as they're trying to make my whole effort strand into racism. It is about the whole phenomenon of generalized imposture in politics and entertainment and elites but mostly of how much this world is a simulation. Earlier. The guy started to read on the phone in the balcony. Could not stand it and started the radio. A torrent of muffled profanities came from it, as Doja Cat was singing. Then i turned to... Kink (not King) FM. And guess what i hear. (Next project, Tom... Petty, think i got him already, need to brush a little, next, Bob Marley himself).

My Fair Lady. Here Adele trying to simulate a British accent. It would have tricked me... About 5 years ago or when i started to go deeper into this
Otherwise, and older idea.

11:37/9:37 Svarga Loca. I bet all that billion cigarette butts are thrown only by immigrants. (Please come back in a year or so and tell me if it worked).

12:21 Just opened the door to go outside, the usual warning noise (this time was a long air horn blow on I5) however don't feel like going, wildfire like smell, of a perceived IQ index of about 70. On this comercial air quality page (better then others, official), AQI index is 40, good but 2 times above WHO guidelines.

I know where it's coming from. Last time when i passed the Refuge in Sherwood i saw several garden fires on the hills west of the Refuge. I don't think it's fair for the benefit of a few farmers 2 million people in Portland should breath dirty air.

2:51/12:51 Iulius mall se extinde, așteptând spaniolii, acum Iulian Fota, totul pentru numele prințesei.

3:15/1:15 Chiar mă miram, ce i-a apucat grija, până când am ajuns la cuvântul Timoc. Ce să mai vorbim despre pierderea identității milioanelor de români plecați la muncă, unde au serbat ei ziua lui Eminescu, sau despre sutele de mii de români din Ungaria (o țară formată din minorități, aproape la fel ca fostul imperiu), de care nici măcar nu vorbește cineva vreodată.

8:05 Phone return status on  Amazon, unchanged.

8:22 See what i'm talking about? Was Down Syndrome a type of artificial selection based on appearance and on a religious belief? From what i know, we have dog people, turtle people (with very short legs) and penguin people (those who walk like a penguin), switching weight from one leg to another and sweeping  the air left right left with their bodies.

9:07
Arogant humans.

10:34 Angela forgot the bedroom window open when she left this morning and i didn't know. There was a weird smoke all day in here. I was already sick, but then got sicker (hospital sick) with belly pains and went to bed after i cooked. Luckily i got better after (stopped drinking for a couple days), took a shower, and when i took a t-shirt from the closet in the bedroom (that was opened on my side) i started to stink like some sort of yeast combined with a chemical smell, so i grabbed all the shirts and a couple of jeans, everything i could fit in one load in the washer and put it on a cycle. Then i remembered, it was the same smell they were all stinking like when i came from Lake Oswego and washed everything like up to 5 times just to get rid of that smoke smell.

Though i threw that shirt in the washer and put a hoodie on (that was not in the bedroom), now my skin where the t-shirt was on emanate the same smell. Every time i smell one of the things exposed, i get like high. Angela finally agreed to take the comforter cover and put it in the washer, but the smoke went through it the and the comforter itself got contaminated. On Kink FM they just played The Gasoline, by the Weekend.

11:48/9:48 Scaramouche, răspuns. Every time i plant a seed,...

November 8

8:40

8:55 Cuvântul zilei de zi luat din postarea mea de ieri. Negocieri negociatori.

Când o minciună durează 16 ani tot ce poți să mai faci e să te ții de ea cu o încăpățânare feroce, caracteristică. România este în Scengen din 2007 și încă mai așteatpă verificarea condițiilor de către Consiliu.

Orice țară care a aderat la EU după 2000 a aderat automat și la Schengen. Mai era nevoie doar de aprobarea verificării condițiilor menționată în Tratatul de Aderare din 2005, Articolul 4, care se face, în mod ciudat, nu de Comisie, ci de Consiliu.

Programarea ordinii de zi a ședințelor de Consiliu se face de către un organ al UE numit Coreper, care este influențat de alt organ numit Antici. România are reprezentante în amândouă aceste organe.

Consiliul însă a fost programat să voteze prima dată după 15 ani, în decembrie anul trecut, când a dat un vot ne-legislativ, negativ din cauza veto-ului Austriei.

Muncă ieftină, trafic de persoane în EU, blat cu politicienii români.

9:00 I wish i could eat your cancer when you turn black...

10:45 Purple bread...

10:50 The French Arab ninja upstairs acting as a Latino makes heavy noise until 9 AM with heavy steps as "himself" until 9 when he leaves with his car and then than somehow returns probably through a tunnel they probably built in parallel with the sewer this summer or uses the new sewer line itself as a tunnel and acts as his partner who is "lighter" and never leaves the apartment, for weeks. Is he a French citizen?

BTW, i ran into something very interesting the other day. Most ninja i seen so far call themselves "the last ninja of Japan" however they are more than one. And now they all smile, like Buddha.

But make no mistake. These guys are just a "touristic" front for the ninja. The real ninja are those who are called "socially withdrawn", the Hikikomori, who are in the millions.

11:10 BTW i've been searching for days and finally found by chance again the name of a guy, Yuji Yamada, who i think was the previous occupant upstairs, third in upper link, a doctor in ninjutsu studies at the Mie University in Japan. Contrary to popular beliefs created by the movies promoting ninjutsu, ninja main activities that include influencing through faking perception of reality are of the intellectual type.

11:30 I thought it was a Chromebook issue but for a few days now Chrome crashes in W11 also when i try to take a link to share a video starting at a certain time. I though crashes are reported automatically and fixed in new releases.

Also in W11 when editing in Chrome and selecting a word through double click it adds a space which is very annoying.

2:33 La fel cum politicienii maschează jaful programat și distrugerea României prin corupție, orgolii și prostie.

I saw those again today. After a google search i figured what they are. Yeah i know the first image i took was darker cause i took it from closer and camera was and camera was on automatic and the bright area larger.

And Dodgya Cat went berserk.

3:10 Candy shop. I had one snicker candy on the table in front of the couch and grabbed it and the blinds where open and when i looked i saw an old woman also emulating Alexa, with a dog. Now all the women i see are doing it (emulating her or doing memes). Which reminded me. 

Right in this intersection, at the highest elevation some 2 miles in my walk from around the corner on the left popped an older German looking guy with a medium size dog and he was carrying a bag with about 2 pounds of dog poop in it. He looked straight at me and i was compelled to say hi and comment, "that was a good crop" but i only said hi and from his accent i realized he was European.

8:02 Grimmy, Grammy.

11:18 See what i'm talking about?

October 17

9:09 For a moment that actually lasted all morning i thought, after the Alexa episode ended, they are going to leave me alone. However that is simply not the case. Like a long time coincidence, all the time i was in the kitchen and out of direct sight through the big windows, the market went up. Though i have the microwave meter next to me when i use the laptop today i woke up again with pains in the same area where i kept it last night.

I am trying to use the PC but the lag is so great as i type it is almost inoperable. Windows. I plan to buy a cheap PC with no wi-fi and chrome on it but they are more expensive than Windows. And upstairs i hear noises like during a sumo wrestling match.

Reading the all fake news. People are living in a deep psychosis for such a long time and i am terrified cause i don't know who or what is going to drag them up of this. They believe in news and the world leaders are real.

9:32 Next to impossible, even the cheapest have built in wi-fi. Wondering if Amazon have some sort of customer service were you can ask them question like this.
Artificial intelligence? Neither Google or Amazon can answer a simple question like were can i buy a mini PC under 150 with no wi-fi on it. Wi-fi is now ubiquitous, we are trapped.

3:46 On August 31 i posted some pictures with sewer work. They started to replace the big line behind the complex starting with between these two buildings, across the alley, all the way to the street. It never crossed my mind as why.
In reality the line passes behind those buildings next to the wetland, google maps will only show the aproximate distance.

Yesterday there was some kinda mini flash flooding and there was a small river of water flowing through the alley. I filmed it but still didn't figure it out. I didn't catch it when it was the biggest, i misplaced my camera somewhere in the room, but it was twice as big. In the end, the water turned into mud and you can see the residue left for today in the next picture. But earlier before the flood i heard the city's cistern seweres working in the alley

What happens is all the sewer lines around the complex were clogged. Every year or several times a year they came with the cisterns and pumped the sewage from across the complex like they did yesterday. The river, the picture above show that some are still clogged. Could be the reason for my belly pains over the years, my constant nausea, the infection at my hand etc..

4:57 On October 5th i wrote. The day after tomorrow is 19 and Angela doesn't have insurance.

What happens is State Farm attract you with a low premium for a quote made online. Then the next day the agent contacts you with an email saying you have to review the quote. But when i tried at the main State Farm site the site said the quote is locked and i needed to call my local agent and then i got an email from him.

In my case it was Cedric Berry and he gave me a number and an email address. However when i called that number a woman answered and her name was Rachel Foster (rachel.foster.egb8@statefarm.com) who is another agent. She even had Romanian as language of choice. However we spoke English and she said the quote was locked.

Then she said she needed 2 more minutes of my life in which i gave her the information she asked, she made a new quote with a slightly higher price and sent me the policies and the card without Angela on it.

Yesterday i sent them an email (cedric.berry.elz3@statefarm.com) asking him to add Angela on the card and there was no reply. Again, today.

Then i called the same number i spoke with Rachel at. A woman who was not Rachel (forgot her name, i'm too mad) answered and started to ask about Angela's licence number and everything like she wanted to build a new policy. In the end i asked her if she does so that and she said she was going to send Angela's card right now and the new policy tomorrow and then i said something about this blog entry and she never sent me the card.

To this day i can see on MyAccount i made the payment but there are no "products" that is policies for me to see or modify.

5:36 Last insurance i had was with Progressive where i made the quote online and payed and din't have to interact with any agent. However they raised the premium from 600 to 900. I also made a quote with Geiko in the same time i made with SF and an agent emailed me.

6:45 Within the last hour or so a person came upstairs and makes heavy noises like dragging furniture across the room. This morning i opened the doors to air "intensively" and saw a guy with mainly the same look but thinner than the muscular one i saw the first time.

7:41 Done a number of quotes online until i got tired of it including one with Progressive. Best offer was 138 with collision and comprehensive for Hyundai, 96 without, Progressive which i had until now refused to give me a quote saying the theft rate for Hyundai got so high they can't insure them anymore.

Lately i was filling the holes next to building with soil from other mounds, the soil kept disappearing and ran out of mounds and i had this sack with Quikrete from a past attempt and used that one instead and plugged all holes with it and guess what. Today there is no smoke however we are both depressed and i actually started to think of my financial situation like i haven't done in years.

8:21 Nevermind smoke is back. Though in smaller amounts. Just enough. Harajuku

The kind i like to meet...

8:42 Naturally giddy...

10:15 (Won't u) Tell me if i'm coming on too strong...

October 21

12:30 I don't hear much toilet flushing from upstairs (i always wondered). But it started in the last few days (as i remember). Tonight i heard a regular flush and then a smaller one, maybe like throwing something in the toilet, but not flushing after. Much sewer smell came after so what i did i flushed with a tub with several gallons of water without pressing the handle so the level of  the water in the toilet is very low (when i flush it usually fills about 1/3 while the reservoir is filling) and the amount of water is small. Then i put some chlorine bleach in it, hoping the chlorine vapor coming out of the S valve will sanitize the pipe inside if they did throw sewer and did not flush or flushed a little. Also hoping if there's a leak i'm gonna feel the smell of chlorine coming from the basement.

An ambulance howling, wondering why (there are no cars at this hour on the streets).

1:11 This is what i get for translating poems about translations. (Yes i know there are a couple of bushes cut sculpted by the ninja to resemble a giant human butt in the picture in the next poem, and one an owl or a smiling disgruntled troll).

1:14 Uh huh. Better call the prosecutor!

Could be the Brits don't know yet in what kinda trouble they are since they get to see this show with a good piece chunk hunk of deja vu embedded, others in line to follow? Anyways Lizzy has done her job, to prove that it can be worse.

1:45 Traficanții de persoane sunt români (în cazul acesta, cărăuș de migranți totuși și un caz izolat, dacă e real), trafic de persoane e când iei actele cuiva care oricum nu știe pe ce lume se află și-l pui să facă ceva, dar bordelurile sunt pe teritoriile țărilor respective. Eu cred că e vorba de sute de mii de sclave românce pe teritoriul UE și ăsta e motivul pentru care au pus procuror general o "româncă", pentru acoperire.

Că de ce l-au extrădat azi, pare evident dar totuși am să spun.

6:30 E așa de happy fiindcă titlul îi asigură alibi-ul. A fost aici, cu noi, securist, deci a existat în România înainte de apariția lui de niciunde.

6:35 Aceeași chestie, au furat un mizilic de 13 milioane, nu au deturnat miliarde, sunt doar niște hoți și nu sunt trimișii lui Buda pe pământ și în România. (Milion, cubulețul mic și miliard, cubulețul mare)

6:48 Nu sunt ei cei care comandă orice în Europa. Finlandezii, frații lor nordici, nu ne-au ținut afară pe față atâția ani.

6:50 Cele mai multe prostituate din Europa de Vest vin din Europa de Est.

6:51 La ce mai e bun Palatul Victoria. Să-și pună lumini albastre ca de aragaz pentru a distrage atenția.

11:38 O nouă zi, o nouă făcătură și totul devine puțin prea dezolant pentru mine mai ales pentru senzația că devin plictisitor, dar nu pot să mă opresc pentru că totul seamănă cu mașina aceea de la păcănele unde trebuie să apeși cât mai repede pe un buton, pentru a ridica un nivel pentru o șansă mică de câștig, dar dacă îl lași, nivelul scade înapoi, la zero.

După ce am acuzat UE de ipocrizie și o uriașă corupție în justiție, unde se tolerează traficul uman, unde există uriașe evaziuni fiscale, de multe miliarde, din ce au zărit unii jurnaliști, dar cine știe câtă este în realitate, trebuiau să vină cu o contră, și anume ceva despre corupția românilor și ce iapă de bătut șaua era mai vizibilă decât Simona Halep, steaua noastră subliminală cu picioare puternice și bicepși variabili, care ne ocupă atâta timp pentru nimic sau invers, pentru adâncirea noastră în amețeala confortabilă necesară (melodia este totuși despre un membru al formației căruia i s-a făcut rău înainte de concert, probabil deshidratare, după simptome, care nu mai auzea și povestește doctorului care-i face o injecție, urmând niște generalizări filosofice în a doua parte, totul presărat cu solo-urile fantastice de chitară ale lui Gilmour).

Căci pentru a crea și menține ignoranța, nu este suficientă lipsa informațiilor, este necesară o inundare permanentă cu informații false, marginale și creatoare de suspans din nimic împreună cu o stare emoțională de satisfacere și de excitare în același timp. Iată că în România va fi un weakand plin de discuții despre Simona, în loc să fie despre Codruța.

Știam de mult timp că toate meciurile de tenis, dar și din alte sporturi sunt aranjate. Pariorii fug de tenisul feminin pentru că e absolut imprevizibil. Un balet cu rachetă, unde se etalează corpuri atletice, inegalabile în modeling, în plin efort, uneori cu gemete și poziții aproape de porno care să aprindă sau să stingă imaginația oricărui bărbat sau puștan, vorba lui Alexandra Ungureanu.

În tenis e foarte ușor să aranjezi un meci fiindcă nu sunt implicate decât câteva persoane. Normal că trebuie să știi să joci tenis și să fii în formă ca să joci un meci aranjat și să nu se prindă nimeni (și să fii puțin actor), dar nu asta e problema. Cu un antrenor pe bune, într-un an, oricine cu un anumit nivel de energie poate ajunge la acel nivel.

Fără aranjamente, turneele ar căpăta cu totul alt curs, favoritele sexy nu ar mai câștiga, lumea s-ar plictisi iar ei nu ar mai avea substrat pentru jocurile lor psihologice antice.

Aceste scandaluri de dopaj care apar din când în când la momentele oportune mai au și alt rol. Să demonstreze că totul e real. Dacă nu ar exista competiție reală, totul ar fi aranjament, atunci de ce s-ar mai dopa?

Vin ei acum (chiar azi, cum spuneam) cu un rezultat de test târziu (unii, retroactiv, chiar spun că știau de primul) care pune în dubiu integritatea unei campioane, fala unei națiuni. Sunt cantități foarte mici, din care cauză drama devine foarte mare. Simona Halep, pe numele ei de naștere Zsófia Szabó, o modelă de lenjerie intimă, prezentatoare de televiziune și cântăreață ratată neastâmpărată (cu multă energie) din Ungaria, reciclată în jucătoare de tenis în România, va lupta până la capăt și dorește să fiți alături de ea, mental, acest weekend și până se termină scandalul.

În afară de momentul ales și surpriză, sunt însă și alte elemente care demonstrează făcătoria. Numele medicamentului, Roxadustat (pentru anemie, deci crește rata de oxigenare). Am postat recent un video al lui Police, Roxanne. Ce bine se potrivește cu situația descrisă ieri.

E vorba de combatere subliminală. Lumea deși uită în mod conștient, normal, are treburi de făcut, în subconștient se dă o luptă continuă între amintiri sau procese mentale din care unele se elimină treptat (normal pentru a face loc altora).

Am postat recent despre greșeala de tipar care a condus la mitul că spanacul are mult fier, deci e bun pentru anemie.

Am scris aproape mereu despre dust, praf în engleză, care este una din armele principale ale ninja. Îți dau ăia un praf invizibil pentru câteva secunde, măcinat într-un mojar de un călugăr Shaolin (zic așa, nu cred că mai vine de acolo, acum au tehnologie pentru asta) și în câteva zile te îmbolnăvești, înnebunești sau chiar o merlești, în funcție de tip sau cantitate, fără putință de diagnostic sau detectare pentru că sunt cantități minuscule dintr-un material prezent oriunde, iar firele respective care pot fi văzute doar la microscopul electronic sunt atât de rare (răspândite în țesuturi) încât nu ai ști unde să te uiți și chiar dacă le vezi, nu poți ști sursa.

Iar microscoapele electronice, tehnologia de preparare a eșantioanelor sunt, la fel ca laboratoarele de teste pentru doping sau cele de teste ADN, în care eu nu cred, rare și controlate normal tot de ei, șantajând sinecuriștii care-și petrec la dolce vita pe acolo.

Praful mineral, în general de siliciu, sfărâmat într-un anume fel, în bucăți sub un micron, foarte ascuțite îți devastează celulele. Cantități extraordinar de mici pot trece de la o celulă la alta într-un mod similar cu azbestul, și prin mai multe, până când sunt distruse de celulele macrofage. Un singur fir de praf ascuțit poate distruge astfel multe celule. Mai ales dacă ai lipsă de colagen și celulele devin mai apropiate unele de altele în țesuturi.

Durere, inflamație, care se poate transmite adânc, (articulații, etc.) Probleme de respirație. Eu cred că valurile de pandemie au fost create de valuri de praf electrizat de siliciu ridicat din Sahara care plutește în câmpul electric terestru, ridicat poate cu vehicule sau elicoptere (unul e suficient) zburând la altitudine foarte joasă câteva minute într-o zi când bătea vântul spre Europa. E vorba de cantități de micrograme pe metru cub la destinație. Casele americane au însă incorporată intenționat izolație minerală (vată bazaltică) în principal din siliciu, "murdărit" cu ale elemente, care provine din lavă vulcanică, fibrele sunt de mărime neregulată, unele sunt foarte subțiri iar când se rup produc un tip de praf ascuțit asemănător. (Da, unul din brand-urile principale se numește Roxul, dar mama lui este Rock wool). Plăci de fibră lemnoasă aglomerată cu clei animal care conține colagen la umezeală pot genera bacterii specializate în consumul de colagen. Populația este tot timpul într-o stare excitată, arțăgoasă, speranța de viață și timpul de lămurire scad, pentru a furniza mereu recruți tineri și neștiutori, gata pentru a completa cei 2 milioane de militare americani care sunt răspândiți peste tot în lume (după unele site-uri independente), pentru a face treaba împăratului Japoniei și a lui Buda.

Apropo cred că m-am prins la o fază. Poate cancerul apărea atunci când nivelul de colagen este scăzut iar organismul încearcă să-l înlocuiască cu celule imortale? Am mai spus, cel mai bun colagen este cel din fiertura de oase de vită. (concentrat, praf, etc..).

Dar cred că am inventat un tip de terapie pentru multe boli. Nu știu dacă ați văzut pe la știri, uneori răniții din accidente care sunt luați cu ambulanța sunt înveliți în niște foițe ce par de aur. Par de aur fiindcă sunt chiar din aur (uneori argint sau aluminiu), într-un strat foarte subțire, depus pe un plastic foarte rezistent ce se numește mylar (metallized polyethylene terephthalate (MPET)). Se numes shock blankets pentru că sunt folosite pentru persoane în stare de șoc în timpul transportului. Ele reflectă înapoi 97 la sută din căldură pentru a da celulelor răgaz, care în loc să ardă nutrienți și oxigen pentru a se încălzi, se pot concentra pe reparare sau pentru a le prelungi viața în cazul hipoxiei.

Însă am găsit un material mult mai bun, un izolator pentru aparatură casnică (ex. mașina de spălat vase), care reflectă mult mai mult, care este suficient de flexibil și din care mi-am făcut un sac de dormit folosind niște bandă adeziv (un proiect de 5 minute). Este un suport din spumă de polistiren între două foițe metalice. Garantat să reducă mult sau elimine orice dureri. De câte ori am dureri "cronice" acutizate, ca de articulații, mușchi dar și de colon sau peritoneu mă bag acolo și dorm o noapte sau câteva ore. Am încercat și cu pături din alea de mylar, dar nu sunt nici pe departe atât de bune. Nu, încălzirea cu o pătură electrică nu e la fel de bună, pentru că se depășește în unele locuri temperatura în care toate enzimele funcționează optim iar în altele rămâne mai scăzută.

1:05 Lots or rain on radar, don't see much through the window, don't see where the predicted 0.7 inch is going to come from.

3:09 Ok it rains now. I can hear flowing through the gutters. And from sky... Creating good negative ions while hitting the ground, killing the dust... It stopped now. That was it?

3:44 O bună parte din "știri" își trag inspirația din ce postez.

February 25

1:33 Sub R U? To the left... Kaged be.

I personally wouldn't eat anymore from a subway station. Because of sewer gas and bacteria present more or less in any subway gallery anywhere in the world, due to connections (drainages) to the sewer system. Of course, this is not in a subway, just thinking of the symbolism.

8:00 Ce a fost mai întâi?

8:13 Big wheel keep on turning

And the others...

10:00 Nine cuts. Garda de fier.

4:48 Uroboros.

February 3

12:47 Late this evening i went to look at something under the car. As usually, i took pictures with the phone, in places i don't have direct sight. I left the door a bit open and then after spending a few minutes outside, i noticed the smell of a dog poop. I looked for, haven't seen any. I thought the smell might come from inside and got used to it. As i was laying in front of the car, taking pictures with the flash, they dispatched some kidos, some planes, the usual.

A few minutes ago i noticed the smell inside is getting stronger. And then suddenly i realized what happened. When the temperature reached 80 inside i stopped all washing and drying. Got some pillows in the washer, that were spun and ready to dry. But i also forgot to pour some water in the drier, just in case all water from the s valve was gone due to siphoning. Or was stolen. Whatever. Then they shook the building for one hour to bring in both dust and sewer gas from a sewer where they throw in dog poo. I filled the valve and now attempting to air in here, in several stages, as i search for one more guy, but it's been a lot of smell. A towel soaked in water with a drop of chlorine on top of heater.

8:44 This morning, again a number of coordinated actions, including seeding burning pellets loaded with biological material into the ground by an unknown person, and bringing a big engine during quiet hours under some pretext to vibrate everything at 6:30. I think someone let a car on an No parking on Tuesday spot, 21 Century Towing, the same that almost ran me over when i was taking the garbage having with my truck on tow and would not release my truck under promise of payment, they were not equipped with taking cards, nobody uses cash no more). In a few words this morning in an act of retaliation they (dominicans) acted deliberately infecting someone with a live biological agent (T Gondii) by performing a religious ritual in public.

2:10 The ultimate craft, an invitation to another world. Since no physical phenomena exists without an observer, so the whole Universe which may be the creation of our minds agreeing upon (nothing new).

Thus the number of parallel universes is infinite or at least equal to the number of observers, but what if a number of observers agree to converge to a separate Universe, that could coexist (paralel) with ours, that both us and they might call Unum (The Dreaming)?

2:52 Food production requires one quarter of the whole energy the world uses or produces. However. I think letting rot or throwing away food should be made a crime. Or at least establish quotas. Limit.

3:04 Electric sweepers are in great demand, instead of price going down, like for any mass produced items, it goes up. (By example my Bissell vacuum cleaner with bags cost 40 dollars at Walmart). When i bought my sweeper, a few years ago online it was 22 bucks. They are very useful little things, in between vacuuming. With a tiny motor and three small rechargeable batteries, it is amazing the speed that brush rotates at and how fast you can sweep a limited area, be it in the kitchen after cooking or under desk after eating. However. In a year of use it gets so dirty it becomes unusable, though still in trend, still necessary. 

Especially hair getting in the little bearings, dirt covering transparent, unreachable areas. Built well enough to last indefinitely, after that point where it slows down and/or stops rotating being clogged with dirt or hair there is no option for the average user but to throw it away. This morning i took the thing apart (about ten screws, one connector, handle, wheels, etc..) and cleaned all the parts, basically rebuilding it, in a couple hours. Was it worth it? That depends on how much an hour my own maintenance cost. It works like new, even the batteries are holding.

Here's an example of designing things that are not easy to maintain and prone to be thrown away after being underused. A waste of materials, energy, while increasing the pollution burden. I've once been told. It's not the engineers, it's the accountants who decide. Why put more effort into designing more maintainable items when the pressure is to sell more?

10:29 I've been very busy within the last few days searching. One thing was leading to another etc.. Wasn't paying attention around except at times, when i was going to stop the smoke. But right now the smoke is so bad inside it is intolerable and i just don't know what to do anymore. I went outside briefly to take something from the car. A guy with a car parked next to mine on red curb with flashing lights came promptly from a building. The smoke outside was so thick i just could not stay in the car and search for those things so i just came inside. Now my clothes smell like smoke. Earlier. After a week of silence, with car parked outside, i heard the guy upstairs. Made a few noises earlier and a couple of squeaks. Interestingly, the noises made me forget what i wanted to do next. Feel like i don't want to do anything no more anyways. Disgusted with everything. Maybe one more thing worth mentioning. Not only Americans are flooded with hidden symbolism aka subliminals. From top to bottom. From the eye of the pyramid. By, then.

11:00 It's the same though on a different scale than what's happening around this building. Anybody believes me now? Just remembered something.  Another burning hell in Centralia,... TranPennsylvania, less than a mile away from... Ashland. St.Ignatius? Now i remember something. My first job at Sheridan was on MLK, close to... Ash and Burnside Bridge and Street. In the fall/winter of 95/96 i was crossing that bridge every day twice with my 83 wooden Fairmont Ford with 306 VCZ? (With Z figuring an overturned N) LPN. Some Romanian Christian "friends" were telling the year of birth of Christ was miscalculated and 1996 is actually 2000, year of the Apocalypse. How many Apocalypses have been since? I can't remember, they've been a lot, but i think it's only one and it started at least 100 years before year 2000, with industrial revolutions and the world led by religious fanatics who literally want to set the world on fire (climate crisis), and we are now in the year 2022 closer than ever from their goal. (We just passed 2/02/2022, beware now the date 2/22/2022).

Question. Who's gonna clean after, if ever? My guess. After all the gold from this planet will be pumped up on  in Orion constellation with particle accelerators, this planet will burn pretty much like Venus so nobody will remain to remember anything or God forbid. Grow taking advantage of all the resources here and go after or challenge them.

Many would say. Concentration of carbon in the air on Earth increased i don't know, 0.4% in 150 years of industrialization and there is a long time since will reach 99% like on Venus. Wrong. That concentration is merely the final effect, not the cause. All it takes is melting completely the ice caps, which are planet's "air conditioning". After those are gone, it is possible the temperature would go high enough for all the vegetation to dry up and then of course burn and that would be your runaway effect, and that will probably consume much of the oxygen in the atmosphere, without possibility of regenerating, capisci?

BTW anybody asked themselves why the world's biggest particle accelerator is in Switzerland where world's most numerous gold bunkers are. Instead of directing two beams with vaporized gold ions into each other at near the speed of light, you can redirect the beams to a direction in space.

6:20 Just took Angela to work, i needed the car to work on it a little today. As i pulled in the spot, a teenager from Apt.4 popped in front of the car, coming from where? at 6 AM. The smoke was rather vague, and the soft spots and mounds were moved away from building. No, nobody is bothering me when i go to step on those, doing the rain dance, when there is smoke there is nobody in the buildings, they probably got tunnels to move people in and out. But when i stepped back towards the door, i saw a black cat with a bell running away scared from under deck and i can only guess what it was doing there. Kinda absent minded, not necessarily hight. Ok, a bit high.

March 19

2:53 It is my belief that there is one person that acts as three people that live in the never heated (so far, to my knowledge) apartments upstairs. When at Apt 4 (the one with dog hairs on the drier's vent) she acts as a woman and she's talking on the phone in the balcony for hours. Sometimes with somebody on speaker phone and she let me hear it a few days ago, but in the past, alone because she's talking without breaks to listen the "other person", sometimes for hours, loud enough to be heard from inside our place.

But i'm pretty sure they can bring someone separately (a more real person) if needed or shift the entire paradigm (quiet down everything, etc.) (Wavefunction collapse). Cause nobody in the greater audience knows how they look like or what they really did here.

In a way, a similar situation with the place in Lake Oswego. We were at 10 and at 9 in the beginning for a few months it was Lindsay Lohan, and then came Kelly Clarkson, with same name, cars, clothes etc.. Of course they weren't there all the time, most of the times it was doubles. At times talking or yelling (partying by herself) with a loud bass at night, for hours.

I still remember the day (i will never forget) when we went for a walk at Sauvie Island. When we got home she was "talking on the phone" on the other side of her door and it could be heard from outside and when i got at my door she asked (the other, imaginary person) "Did you have a good hunt?"

Tonight someone was talking on the phone from a van in the parking lot in the spot closest to ours, some 15 ft away with the door open. Maybe filming cause she was kinda pointing the phone towards us. Our spot has a bit of a grade so the front of the car is a few inches higher than the rear and it's really easy to slam doors.

However i was careful not to. I'm pretty sure the stunt was for the "slamming" of our doors at 2 AM to be heard, maybe recorded. In the first place, it was very close. When Angela comes from work and closes the doors i can barely hear it from inside. But Saturday morning like every morning i heard like 100 slams real loud from inside and they weren't close mostly more than 50 to 100 ft away.

3:18 Earlier. We came home on 212 and 205 and as soon as we got on 205 i noticed a bad exhaust smell that was present on 212 as well. So bad it could be felt with the fan stopped and the vents on recirculate.

It was a compact group of cars (the only cars on the freeway at that hour) some 1000 ft away, one of them could have been in front of us on 212, and one of them had the dreaded red horizontal bar behind and the others were acting like they didn't want to pass it.

So i stayed behind in the stink though i was closing in at speed limit + 5 or something within 10 minutes or so. Who is ever doing 55 on a freeway? Not even cops. But i didn't pass and could not satisfy my curiosity and exited earlier at Stafford, took Borland and could finally get some fresh air in the car. When we got home in the parking lot we realized we had a 10 oz (300 ml) empty bottle of brandy and a 700 ml empty bottle of wine which we forgot to put in the trunk which we both drank (of course me more) some 10 hours (at the time this happened on the freeway) earlier.

Right under a surveillance camera at the Indian Head. Was wondering how convenient was that empty spot. Yeah i know a brandy at the bar is about 30 ml, double 60 etc. but costs 10 times more. We are Romanians. When i was young my record was 1000 ml by myself in one night and then in the morning i walked 15 km from Rarău back to Câmpulung. To me 200 ml is used to be just warming up. BTW, got very sick after i ate a burger at Indian Head, but hours later, when i was driving.

What literally saved my life was too charcoal caps forgotten in  the car in a small prescription jar, cause i forgot the whole jar at home. Clostridium bla bla. How do i know? I realized earlier inside and in the car i smelled like sewer.

Got exposed to sewer all night Friday/Saturday gas by forgetting to fill the washer with water after i washed two loads or from emptying the P trap at the bathroom tub or other P trap probably done through a master ninja maneuver in the neighborhood (last time i used the tub was when i took a shower Friday). Or maybe the smoke in the parking lot at Indian Head and last night here that smelled like coal or garbage smoke (had a sulfur component).

Other than that? If i stayed here all day i probably couldn't finish to tell what happened in the casino, like every time i get there. But i'll try the last thing. Just before we left i thought i saw this guy (the one with the goatee) but only from a side. I tried to follow him in the casino to get a better look but he entered an area (in front of the bar) that was immediately closed with a yellow ribbon. Now i remember. The Police was there too but hours earlier.

The same area where a couple of hours earlier we were waiting almost one hour for our burger while they were "out of propane" too cook it. And yeah, why they closed the main entrance after midnight or so and let us out on the other door? (next to revolving door). No, i think that was the main entrance, they were using  the other one only in the last years as main entrance.

Why i am so pissed with him? In December 2002/January 2003 he and the princess herself (now fat) were acting as my psychiatrist and therapist at Woodland Park Hospital (that was closed two years later when staff (beside me in January 2003) called 911 from inside the  hospital for a patient they could not help (the cover after i probably start to talk about) and in 2002/2003 they kept me in there for more than a month for a nasal congestion i didn't know i had and got too distracted to realize, after i had earlier that year (in September 17) two ribs broken during an endoscopy done by doctor Parent.

How do i know they were two? The pain started only days later, the sedation and whatever else he put in that IV. I slept on one side only for about a week. But i heard the horrible noise of bones breaking twice during endoscopy and felt it (not as a big pain), i think i was under light sedation. Which we both agreed i wouldn't get (he started an IV "just in case something happened to me"). Then he created 16 scars on my esophagus pretending he took biopsies and that hurt (the reason i counted them). Story is much longer.

There is no treatment for broken ribs (you simply wait for about one month) and i went to several ERs nobody gave me pain killers. One of the doctors (in Vancouver) compressed my chest making it worse.

Medical malpractice has a statute of limitation, just in case we are talking doctors. If they are not this goes right under torture and kidnapping and those do not have a statute of limitation.

Ok i know what happened. They didn't want us on camera exiting that door. Like maybe i was arrested or something, that could have happened for real (or maybe not real real) if i tried to pass that supposed Police car, much closer to home.

4:25 More slammed door raised the smell of sewage from somewhere. I know the floor is wet under and the upper fiberboard is bulged.

10:33 Good thing with the smoke last night i didn't remember the speed limit on the last 6 miles on 205 was 65 and didn't see the sign that could have been hidden by trees. The two remaining cars (of 4) were going under speed limit but i had to go a bit over to pass them.

10:38 Covers.

The lodge.

Putin's jacket is similar to my new one, also driving at night. I said it several times before, i think of it all the time, at every news i see about it. The war in Ukraine is being used as an allegory. Also the weird coincidence. Putin, Trump to be arrested.

10 milioane? Ăsta e pragul de intrare la fondul unde era CEO James Rudd, consulul României în Portland.

10:52 Goatee.

11:08 Slammed doors. I think the crocodile knocked on door with his protruding teeth.

11:40 Last couple times i went to Spirit Mountain played mostly pocker (maybe 50 bucks in total). Never finished 20 dollars at poker faster. I calculated the return was about 30-40% (was playing on a card) and i had a few big hands too including 5s at a time (playing deuces) and i think a royal flush (with deuces) but at 3 hands that is diluted by 3.

When i said the pocker can giver you close to 100% returns i was referring to Indian Head, because that is the furthest in Oregon. Last night we had a total of 120 dollars free play, one of the reasons we went there in the first free snow free day, a 100 miles drive over Mount Hood (but the weather will change back for the next month). Not many people from Portland go there, i can see it when i get back, the road is mostly empty and they were a total of about 100 cars in the parking lot last night.

But that is not the case anymore. Last night at poker it was like 70% over there too and all the other machines were much lower. I know they not only have settings, they can give you a hand whenever they want with the click of a mouse or something from the control room. That does not fits the definition of gambling by any means.

Spirit Mountain is closest to both Portland and Salem (under 50 miles) and they basically rob you of your money. It's the worse casino I've ever been too in the whole western US when it comes to winnings.

12:10 For what's worth it. Just remembered something from IMU. There was this guy Mitică in the next office who looked like Mick Jagger (at five ten he is not as tall as me, right?). Also a woman who looked like ONJ. And my boss who locked like... And Mitică invited us to a party ("his birthday"). After the first drinks we started dancing and ONJ who was dressed in a red velvet dress kinda wrapped her hands around my neck and i danced with the other woman too who was like visibly pregnant, and looked like Carla Bruni (first time realized today, not sure of eye colour though, can't remember, that woman was totally brunette, Bruni, duh!).

Then my boss asked me to walk him home (he was living nearby, he said he was once stabbed in that area) and i did but could not find my way back to that apartment (i guess first drinks did it) as all the buildings and apartments looked to me the same that night.

Over the years i realized, it would have been a special party that night.

3:33 We can still remember the times when a monthly payment for a loan were not going first towards cash advances. We can thank Mr. Obama for fixing that.

However banks are making all kinda "mistakes" and try to work around against that bill. Angela was somehow stuck with a 55 dollars a month for a "sticking" cash advance because she had different promotions to pay off and the computer was sorting them in a the order of credit request instead of expiration date (from what my poor microwave washed out drunken brain can understand). The two women she talked to at the bank for about an  hour were driving her mad and she started to yell as i haven't heard in a long time. But it was inside not in the balcony thought the man upstairs started to agitate and pace like i did  (one in one thousands time when he maybe had a reason).

No big coincidence, the offending statement came in the mail today, though Angela was expecting it, "knowing what they are doing".

It all reminds me of times when we were spending hours in weekends (somehow all screwed up bills always come in weekends) on the phone to fix those.

I was very nervous also because she was talking on the cell phone (though on speaker phone) and i put the beeper (alarm) next to her but she would not understand. I tried to make her talk from google voice on the laptop from the start but she wouldn't saying that she doesn't like the quality of the sound. I don't believe it's worse than a cell phone though.

4:10 When i got out of the shower i realized how much smoke is here. A component of the smell is garbage. Could be the reason Angela was yelling so loud on the phone? When i went earlier outside to search something in the car, the smoke was much stronger. I stepped on a few mole holes, it got better A car full of Asian chicanos passed and the driver was grining at me and yelling at the others: Cada vez... something.

Also the guy upstairs started to yell again and for the first time i realized he might be yelling both because he's "under the influence" of that smoke and also "he believes" the smoke is coming from us.