10:00 AM Today Freud is largely dismissed in western psychiatry.
He was was replaced with what i call "bottle psychiatrists" which comes from the little orange (in the US) bottles with prescription pills which is a glorious recognition of failure of any philosophy or generally science in the way too complex field of "psychiatry" still seen today as a collection of socially disconnecting disorders while it probably should be a mixture of advanced neurology and IT.
However, Freud had his major contribution to the field. Much of his work which derives from a vast clinical experience centered on empathy of which observations resulted in revealing the role of associations in memorizing (processes) and his major, forever contribution is the term "transference" which goes beyond the therapist-parent transference observed and documented by him today mostly downplayed probably because of its great strategic value in today's media wars.
10:30 Modern psychiatry started maybe with the introduction, before Freud, of the term schizophrenia, an attempt to conceptualize in one term a broad spectrum of symptoms which today it seems an obvious attempt to reconcile the continuing shift from a normal operating mind to a psychotic one a and back in the same patient.
Psychosis being an altered state of mind operating when protections within the brain try to disconnect it from immediate, extremely traumatic to the patient reality.
The problems begin when the patient can't recognized the psychotic trips, trying to "rationalize them" or integrate them into their lives and decision making processes, which may lead to need of isolation or institutionalization.
While the term itself is a very unhappy marriage of two Greek words which basically mean "split mind", that sounds bad in most languages, the diagnosis becoming a social stigma, the term itself is part of a naive early attempt to categorize mental diseases, though if not for lack of better ideas or advancements is still largely used and recognized today in mainstream in clinical diagnosis and treatment.
As with any vague concept used this time for diagnosing patients, it leaves wide open gates to abuse while modern "medications", discovered as stated above, by chance, do the job of psychosis in schizophrenia and that is partly disconnecting the patient from reality and/or sensorial input, though in a more "controlled" way.
However there may not be other way out for many patients, since their permanent psychological trauma arise from social and financial problems.
However it is way better now than in the past, when such patients were often mistreated and mutilated like performing lobotomies, while electric shock "therapy" (under anesthesia) is still being performed as "treatment".
3:05 AM Hungary's grossest product is not the money though, it's the planetary scale BS.
12:22 PM As i said so many times before. A lie (or "honest" error whatever) has to last only enough to cause enough damage (though sometimes it gets a life (reality) of its own). To this day students are taught in schools that based on Michelson Morley experiment (1887) endorsed by Einstein in 1905 AEther does not exist though Einstein himself changed his mind in 1920.
11:00 It was all given to me. In school, HS, never questioned it. Couldn't even if i wanted cause my mind was flowing on the waistline and hair of the chemistry teacher in HS or legs of chemistry teacher in school (yes it was during the mini period). Would have raised lots of eyebrows of my colleagues also. Cause things were complicated enough the way the were.
Everybody says, education, education but then education is 90% lecturing, never encouraging to doubt, never trying to convince and God forbid, never interactive. They just didn't care what was left of what they threw at us (from books, never fully understanding themselves or being too burned out by repeating those things senselessly for so many years). Except maybe for very few teachers, like the electronics teacher in HS. Enough to save some of the days at school.
Protons have one positive charge and electrons a minus one. Protons are held together in nuclei by the strong force, "strongest force in Universe", exposing their combined positive electrostatic charges to the world. Electrons are kept orbiting or better said, clouding around the nucleus by the electrostatic forces between the minuses of electrons and pluses of the photons.
But then you try to combine them into molecules. Let's take for example one molecule with two types of atoms close in size that is also very stable. Al2O3. The humble aluminum oxide, also known as corundum, also known as ruby. A very tough material, ruby.
Same number of protons and electrons before and after the reaction of aluminum and oxygen.
Then let me ask you one question. What holds together the 3x8 protons of oxygen and the 2x13 protons of aluminum after the oxidation reaction (that also releases much energy?) that are naturally repelling each other (by 3 groups of 8 and 2 of 13) being bound by the strong force only inside the 5 nuclei?
Electrons they say. Orbiting electrons which again repel each other while in orbit. How come attraction between protons and electrons is holding protons together which repel each other with the same force are attracting electrons which also repel each other also possessing some kinetic energy (energy levels, remember)?
Ok since the electrons are not pushed aside the nucleus by a centripetal force (used to in the past) then how come they don't fall into the nucleus, being attracted by the protons?
They say quantum physics is not intuitive but this is not even logical.
Now imagine the space is filled with a superfluid known in the past as AEther, currently as dark matter, made not of Helium atoms like in the video above but of much smaller neutrinos which do not interact with anything except their intrinsic gravity and have a small but non zero mass.
The vortices created in AEther as superfluid could be much smaller and rotate much faster, entering the area of relativity, when the mass increases exponentially with speed and we know in a ideal superfluid the vortices once started they rotate indefinitely.
From what we are seeing in sub lambda (superfluid) Helium, the whirls can travel, interact with each other, combine or destroy each other, attach to each other etc., just like particles but obeying the laws of fluid mechanics (applied to superfluids). By example two whirls rotating in the same direction repel each other etc.
Matter energy equivalence would be more obvious than within the known, given, non-intuitive abstract formula.
Also we can sea the reason for quantization. Stable whirls can form only in certain sizes (and speeds).
It is true. For more complicated atoms, it will look like an unmanageable and also possibly impossible to describe tangle. And there is a link with struggling string theory. The rotation of the string like whirls could count for the extra dimensions found necessary by its proponents.
The following image could represent what we currently know as electrons. Though Steven Rado was born and lived in Hungary, the name suggests Serbian or even Romanian origin, like for Nikola Tesla quoted in the title.
Historically the AEther had different conceptualizations. But there is still one type of AEther that at least partly coincides with my theory. The magnetic flux is the literal flow of AEther (but with no vortices).
Within my theory, vortices are the particles and the only field is the AEther pressure gradient corresponding to electric field in mainstream science.
Magnetic field is nothing but the frictionless flow of AEther. Electric field is the gradient generated by the low pressure near the flow of AEther (Bernoulli). When surrounding an electron it creates a pole of low (static) pressure.
Within my theory light would be a succession of unstable pairs of whirls passing energy from one pair to another (current to next) according to this model in an incredible fast succession. But they will not move at the speed of light, they will only jump from one place to the next at the speed of light.
One of the consequences of particles being made of whirls is if you try to accelerate them there will be an opposition because they are of course rotating (at very high speed), opposition we may call inertia.
But you will never be able to accelerate them at the speed of light of course because they are rotating and parts of them will have to move faster than light. Unless they align with the rotation axe parallel to the direction of motion but you can't do that with solid, macro objects.
Only a small fraction of Helium superfluid turns to whirls in a bowl or rotating sub lambda Helium. On a BIG scale like the Universe, only a small fraction of AEther had turned to vortices.
Some noticed there is very little antimatter in the Universe and i assume because the Universe is turning slowly of course in one direction only. We can also find it in unstable form in every photon. Dark energy of course is the rotating energy of the whole carousel.
Talking about matter anti-matter (symmetry). From the electron donut model proposed above we cannot see any possibility of a symmetrical counterpart because it is completely balanced.
So we need to add an extra movement (we are now in the world of dynamic particles where everything is made of motion) like the one seen in the static image (before clicking) in the first video. In there the spiral around the theroid is not actually part of it.
But a few days ago, just after i found Steven Rado's book linked twice above, i ran into something very interesting. A post doctoral researcher in a Greek University made some animations about 4 years ago, after much reasoning using terms of current accepted theories combined with his own intuition and pseudo science.
All i know it is just a different attempt to theorize dynamic particles and it fits what i have in mind right now. Here it is. He calls it electron geometric magnetic flux dynamic model. In the meantime his email address at the university is gone and he is not answering emails on the other address at gmail.
The whirls show intuitively a... shall i call it a spiral in a circumferential reference frame. It can be left and right.
But i was thinking. If the magnetic field (flux whatever) is a flow of AEther this means it creates(wraps) a... should i call it, electric current on the circumference of torus, (if we only could speak of electric currents inside an electron) which in turn creates the NS axial magnetic field so in fact we can see now why the magnetic field and electric currents are inseparable. Also defines the spin up and down of an electron.
So in the end this asymmetry does not lead to an anti-electron but just to the spin up spin down electrons. But it could help us to make the next step. That is understanding what is electric charge.
Maybe i should try and finish Rado's book. But from what i've seen so far, he thinks all particles are sinks. Which means we need an extra dimension where the AEther goes (and comes back in positively charged particles).
By looking at the (mind bending) animation below i have the following intuition. Whatever electric current that creates the axial magnetic field inside the torus might radiate in the outside world creating an electric field or maybe a very slow moving widely spread electric current in the opposite direction from the one that creates the magnetic field.
But if we go back to fluid mechanics, we may think the electron is actually vacuuming AEther from surroundings an expels it through the axis and the pressure gradient created is the electric field.
When they attract each other, they also align like beads on a string on the high speed flow of AEther possibly relativistic in the center forming clusters, like seen in the first static image above or the second video.
4:22 PM What else Trump has done (today). Could this be a coincidence? Smaller engine vehicles that use less fuel are usually cheaper.
A big factor in fuel economy is the shape of the road and speed limit. When i go in the State of Washington on I5 which has a speed limit of 70 mph with an actual speed of 80 and very rough surface (some portions of it are 65 years old) approximately 10% less fuel economy than on a recently paved portion and the economy increases 10% more if my actual speeds drops to 70 or less. (use your dashboard mpg indicator).
40 mpg is achievable right now on freeways with a cheap car like Hyundai Elantra that features a 2.0 liter 150 HP Atkinson cycle engine on a good road and a speed under 65. 20 years ago nobody thought this would have been possible on a big Sedan. But this could not have been done without the CAFElaws enacted in 75.
Thing is he drops the orders with no warning or room for debate other that eventual courts blocks.
This "rolling back" from 50 to 35 mpg also means paying 30% more at the pump for next 5 or 10 years.
7:00 Just ran into most bizarre story prompted by a news (probably related to what i posted about pissed looking Austrians) that could illustrate the actual state of mind of the great NWestern State of Washington.
It appears to me they cherry picked and idiot and charged him with all unsolved murders of prostitutes along Hwy 99N to cover Police inefficiency or most probably unwillingness to solve them, creating a Jack the Ripper style of psychosis that was supposed to keep away "independent" prostitutes attracted from the whole country into then booming economic area of the state.
Do you really believe that a guy with an IQ of 80 would have gotten away with killing so many women in a so long period of time without being caught, no matter how stupid would have been the cops? The doors song.10 Most of the victimswerestrangled.
10:10 How many criminals you think Trump pardoned? 10? 20? 100?
11:20 Au reușit până acum să controleze foarte bine tot ce am scris eu prin astfel de știri. Una contra pentru povestea mea de la bar. E simplu, fiindcă eu sunt unul singur și ei pot pune toate tunurile pe mine. Am pus o hartă, au pus o hartă, etc. Nu mai pun link la hartă fiindcă au ceva malware pe site.
8:36 BothAlphabets are almost 5% up today on "good sentiment on AI" again dragging the bubble up. I do not share the feeling as it gave me numerous contradictory results or even circular references, today, after launch of Gemini, of which some disappeared right away like if somebody like a human made manual corrections in almost real time. I can beat that with minor variations in the question which brings me the first, uncorrected answer.
The point i was trying to make was the German helmet resembled the Avar one, and then google told me the German helmet was inspired by the Russian one but then it changed its mind after i criticized it and thought i forgot the reason which i did but then i remembered. So yeah, maybe it works, but not in the same way for all.
11:00 AM The shutdown vacation ended which means the not so beautiful ugly bill that raises US debt limit for the second time (the reason for the shutdown, remember) this year must have passed. Anybody by chance knows from news, without googles searches what the amount was? Thinking... Breaking it in two, they made it easier to swallow...
All i remember from news this week was Marjorie Green scandal. BTW Anybody can tell me why was she acting as a bartender at Chinook Winds (where i was tempted, long story) last night, many other nights before that... ().
BTW i think this woman was following me throughout the Casino for at least one hour last night. Tired, was sitting next to Angela, watching the screen and beyond the screen her face would pop up in my line of sight (old trick). A little intrigued, a little burned-out. Was it just because i discovered this song in my database last night in the parking lot and BTW after 2000 the top 100 hundreds list contains mostly soul music i am not familiar with.
And Angela works in a noisy environment and does not hear well at the end of the week so i had to yell at her and was also mad for (a) different may reasons and all the people around us were quick
with turning heads and then the episode with that weirdo at the door last night.
11:20 How about Ludacris, Splash Waterfalls. And yes, Gwen Stefani ruled those years.
And yeah she was a Harajuku Girl since... No Doubt about it.
3:18 I was curious about the etymology of dystopian applied mostly to movies, (with a more less known variant, dystopic).
3:21 Earlier i was thinking. I'm not gonna write anymore about every little thing that's happening to me though are symptomatic But now i have no other choice.
This morning i did the poops. After, i started to do some leaves. While carrying the leaves i ran into people. They produce people in my way any way i move. At the dumpster with the leaves. Then i found 2 more poops while carrying the leaves.
It was kinda awkward as the woman at 4 was like dominating the whole yard, yelling on the phone, throwing tantrums, 9+jumping, cursing. The mystery woman showed as well. Can't remember everything because so many things happened since. But generally, from my point of view is like i am on a stage with a script written on the fly. I move this, they do that.
Then i got in to get some breakfast but was engrossed by the last poops i found. Helped Angela with cooking. Went to bottle drop, Fred Myer ad the liquor store. And the Amazon locker. Got something like a stick with two slots for and SD and microSD card.
Very similar to an old USB stick but it's got USBC connector at one end and you can stick it into the phone and the SD cards are removable. Very cool cause i can transfer easily the pictures from phone to PC.
Yeah this one's even better but i didn't know about. Mine is good but you need the cards. And for the camera, doesn't have an USB port so i can read the pictures from the card. You can do it with share or you can do it with goggle files app.
I saw them entering Fred Meyer in the same time with me. It was like seeing extras in a movie acting by ear prompter instructions. All seem not familiar (awkward) with the clothes they were wearing.
There was another place with 6 or 8 self check stands different from the grocery ones. I stepped in that space, that was not closed as enclosure and saw all the stands were closed and then i heard on the speaker some announcement with the word Security at the end.
Saw a car, Chevrolet Guzman and thought. Could not have been inspired by... Chevrolet logo is some sort of cross, right?
3:50 BTW i remembered something from Chinook Winds yesterday. Got into the elevator to go to the sky bridge (yeah, also when i curse the Japanese in my mind they pump a modified exhaust), They were a couple there, she was counting hundreds (for the camera), they pressed on the S button which is between C (casino) and B (bridge), i don't know what S is, never saw anybody stopping there.
I did not want to complicate the situation which i actually did by not pressing any button. The elevator stopped, they got out, i pressed on B but the LED would not come on. I kept pressing, the elevator went to the casino floor (C), two guys got in and we all went together to the bridge and then the parking lot.
I got back from Fred Meyer, locker, bottledrop and liquor store. Bottle drop is a place where you can take sacks of soda an beer cans for recycling, after applying a label without needing to count them. The only thing is you have to rinse them otherwise they will stink in the sack until you take there. No big deal.
Soon after i started to do leaves again (yes they were ignoring our leaves). Yesterday the build an allegory instead of removing leaves from the ground. Me and Angela were coming from what, Walmart, they were blowing on our alley and i tried to go around and at some point got blocked by piles or leaves, started to back up and i saw 4 of them blowers, with those motors in their back, where advancing, in line, like chasing us, looking like the teenage turtles ninja combined with ghost busters, 4 symbolizing a cross, actually. Should have seen them, but i did not have the phone ready.
Would have done it for a longtime though it was drizzling and got all wet at 56 degrees (13 Celsius).
However last time when i went to take the sack with leaves, a guy passed by and dropped his phone on the asphalt and then he bent to pick it. I looked for mine and saw i don't have it and wanted to go inside to see where it's at. But then i saw a maintenance cart next to building and did not feel like continuing.
Got inside, threw all my clothes and then i looked and saw the guy with the phone coming my way, smiling, using the corridor i made at the right of the yard, as i did it for that purpose. The guys upstairs then left. The reasons i had to write all these. That guy with the phone did not come here. Nobody ever comes here, they all just pass.
Changed clothes, ate what Angela made, but lost momentum with the leaves, after i soaked two rows of clothes, one in the morning, one after noon.
2:15 Trump working on a miracle, trying again to piss the Russians, because the refinery in Romania (which has 5000 employees) following most recent sanctions needs to be taken over by Romanian State.
So here we are, after retiring half of the Americans soldiers in Romania now Trump has given Romania the task to enforce his sanctions.
BTW. It would not be the first time in history when a country deals with both belligerents.
2:30 PM In the meantime Trump has changed his mind about retiring troops from Romania. Nevermind that, the title of the news in the video is misleading. But watch the reaction on Orban's face and generally his body language, like dominating the whole meeting.
To put it plainly. Hungary has a major interest in Romania and hopes that Russia will do the job for them. Trianon Treaty has split multi-national (Austro) - Hungary in its Hungarian majority and non Hungarian majority territories and now they want them back with the price of wars.
Some of them territories are in Ukraine etc., the reason for the war in Ukraine and previously in Yugoslavia, the reason Orban supports Putin though Hungary is a member of NATO and Trump, an undead Hungarian piano player with at least two identities in US works on both sides.
3:05 Could it be most of the 40 trillion American sovereign debt fake? In the next few hours/days i'll try to compare all the debt ceiling increase vs deficit. Actually, it is not that difficult, all i have to do is add the deficits since Reagan when there was no major debt and today and compare to 40 trillions. How many years is that?
Ok i hope these numbers taken from here are real, it looks like there is a (big) difference between deficit and debt increase per each year and per total. Looking to figure that one out. Ok so the interest is included in the second column.
Deficit to GDP ratio (last column) is the traditional but not a good way to express deficit (to the public) because GDP is enormous (though is surpassed by debt), it makes it look small, it should be expressed as deficit to budget ratio as it seems natural because it's a budget deficit (difference between budget spending and revenue).
I was looking for the numbers in 2024 and 2025 not present in the source to finish the sheet above but i ran into some very interesting things. Great Recession of 2009. Refinancing of 2025.
So we're looking to a historical double debt increase this year, or 6 times higher than that of 2009, the reason the 5 trillion increase in July did not suffice. So we will have something like 10 in that column for 2025 or one quart of the total US debt. Would that make an unheard of approximate 25-30% fiscal (real) deficit (fiscal deficit to GDP ratio).
But this one we can't blame on Trump. It's "maturing" of short term high interest debts contracted during pandemic. In other words, pandemic profiteering.
However should not be that high. Keep searching.
Did government shutdown helped any? Maybe, with raising public awareness.
1:10 AM I smellJapanese. Tomorrow, now i have a movie to watch.
10:16 Kalimbaum. I've been fighting for a long time with "the news the day after", usually allegories with much emotional impact that are trying to cancel in people's memory what i post. Here is one classic example, after my post with Kalimba de Luna and Mick Jagger apparently worshiping goddess Kali.
This could not have been done without her participation (lack of security, lack of her reaction). It all prove the existence of a world wide coordination and... conspiracy.
Also this news appeared around the time i posted the above referred entry yesterday (10 hours ago) when i was complaining to Angela about my mind wondering after i have been exposed to some sort of yeast coming from a mat left in the rain near the dumpster combined with dog poop and smoke from the ground mole and/or rat holes near the building while i was very tired and excited after seeing tens of thousands of pictures for more than 10 hours while searching for the recent matches while the guy upstairs won't stop creaking and stumping, for hours.
It is consuming much of my mental energy for so many hours, with brain being probably depleted of some neurotransmitters or overly excited by dog poop parasites, hormones or pheromones transmitted through aerosols. People have no sympathy (or knowledge) for how much effort i'm putting in my posts for so many hours a day even though it excites me which is some sort of reward i guess.
It was one of those impossible to escape day dreams about time traveling in the past trying to share current knowledge while i was trying to relax my mind, of which i commented aloud (i call it the Connecticut Yankee syndrome). Does that mean everything i'm talking is listened to, and then responded in the news through allegories?
BTW woke up with a taste of s...t in my mouth and i'm belching like it.
BTW four F15 fighters already passed above in the last two minutes with afterburners in full creating sinister whistles and yes i forgot what i had in mind and wanted to write next. Two more in the distance. Now creak, creak, creak, vroom (dragging a chair).
11:00 I was looking for some guidance, but the goddess is angry today (throwing a tantrum)... Because of comparing her to a panther (an oversimplification i guess)... ...Cheating?
10:58 The two Alphabets are up over 5%, Tesla almost four. Strangely how, just in time to fix the market after yesterday's 1% fall...
Yeah but the dividends per share and owners are still negligible because of the huge over-evaluation...
Just for increased resale value i guess...
11:20 It's just the script, for need of distraction and diversification (diverting).
12:00 PM
12:40 Flebotomy, at a time blood was just another humor. You could save one from an imminent heart attack or stroke by letting (not too much) blood, decreasing blood volume and pressure and give it time to recover, if the underlying conditions are removed (by chance).
7:25 From Reagan to the Bushes, from Clinton to Trump II, America is on its way with a Muslim mayor of New York. Was thinking maybe it's a consequence of the recent war in Gaza, but then i remembered it's a dejavu.
