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Wednesday, December 3, 2025

December 3

1:00 AM Austria and Hungary, Putin's only friends in Europe. Not the only friends though, he's got one more wonderful, magic friend over the ocean.

9:37 Fake indeed

4:22 PM What else Trump has done (today). Could this be a coincidence? Smaller engine vehicles that use less fuel are usually cheaper.

A big factor in fuel economy is the shape of the road and speed limit. When i go in the State of Washington on I5 which has a speed limit of 70 mph with an actual speed of 80 and very rough surface (some portions of it are 65 years old) approximately 10% less fuel economy than on a recently paved portion and the economy increases 10% more if my actual speeds drops to 70 or less. (use your dashboard mpg indicator).

40 mpg is achievable right now on freeways with a cheap car like Hyundai Elantra that features a 2.0 liter 150 HP Atkinson cycle engine on a good road and a speed under 65. 20 years ago nobody thought this would have been possible on a big Sedan. But this could not have been done without the CAFE laws enacted in 75.

Thing is he drops the orders with no warning or room for debate other that eventual courts blocks.

This "rolling back" from 50 to 35 mpg also means paying 30% more at the pump for next 5 or 10 years.

7:00 Just ran into most bizarre story prompted by a news (probably related to what i posted about pissed looking Austrians) that could illustrate the actual state of mind of the great NWestern State of Washington.

It appears to me they cherry picked and idiot and charged him with all unsolved murders of prostitutes along Hwy 99N to cover Police inefficiency or most probably unwillingness to solve them, creating a Jack the Ripper style of psychosis that was supposed to keep away "independent" prostitutes attracted from the whole country into then booming economic area of the state.

Do you really believe that a guy with an IQ of 80 would have gotten away with killing so many women in a so long period of time without being caught, no matter how stupid would have been the cops? The doors song.10 Most of the victims were strangled.

10:10 How many criminals you think Trump pardoned? 10? 20? 100?

11:20 Au reușit până acum să controleze foarte bine tot ce am scris eu prin astfel de știri. Una contra pentru povestea mea de la bar. E simplu, fiindcă eu sunt unul singur și ei pot pune toate tunurile pe mine. Am pus o hartă, au pus o hartă, etc. Nu mai pun link la hartă fiindcă au ceva malware pe site.

Sunday, November 23, 2025

November 24

12:00 AM Also sprach SuperTrump.

12:10 AM Beauty is 10% genetics and 90% health, self confidence and happiness that over the years sculpts a face and a body.

8:15 Xi Jinping

8:36 Both Alphabets are almost 5% up today on "good sentiment on AI" again dragging the bubble up. I do not share the feeling as it gave me numerous contradictory results or even circular references, today, after launch of Gemini, of which some disappeared right away like if somebody like a human made manual corrections in almost real time. I can beat that with minor variations in the question which brings me the first, uncorrected answer.

The point i was trying to make was the German helmet resembled the Avar one, and then google told me the German helmet was inspired by the Russian one but then it changed its mind after i criticized it and thought i forgot the reason which i did but then i remembered. So yeah, maybe it works, but not in the same way for all.

10:00


2:37 PM British and French Imperial helmet. Samurai helmet.

Way before tik-tok there was in the whole world this trend of empires and the provocation of helmets.

You had to wear them to intimidate the enemy and the challenge was to keep your brain inside your head.
 
9:40 PM Eliminarea impozitelor pentru multinaționale, creșterea taxelor pentru români. Dejavu.

Sunday, November 16, 2025

November 16

11:00 AM The shutdown vacation ended which means the not so beautiful ugly bill that raises US debt limit for the second time (the reason for the shutdown, remember) this year must have passed. Anybody by chance knows from news, without googles searches what the amount was? Thinking... Breaking it in two, they made it easier to swallow...

All i remember from news this week was Marjorie Green scandal. BTW Anybody can tell me why was she acting as a bartender at Chinook Winds (where i was tempted, long story) last night, many other nights before that... ().

BTW i think this woman was following me throughout the Casino for at least one hour last night. Tired, was sitting next to Angela, watching the screen and beyond the screen her face would pop up in my line of sight (old trick). A little intrigued, a little burned-out. Was it just because i discovered this song in my database last night in the parking lot and BTW after 2000 the top 100 hundreds list contains mostly soul music i am not familiar with.


And Angela works in a noisy environment and does not hear well at the end of the week so i had to yell at her and was also mad for (a) different may reasons and all the people around us were quick
with turning heads and then the episode with that weirdo at the door last night.

11:20 How about Ludacris, Splash Waterfalls. And yes, Gwen Stefani ruled those years.

And yeah she was a Harajuku Girl since... No Doubt about it.


Turn me upside down dont wanna waste it...


3:18 I was curious about the etymology of dystopian applied mostly to movies, (with a more less known variant, dystopic).

3:21 Earlier i was thinking. I'm not gonna write anymore about every little thing that's happening to me though are symptomatic But now i have no other choice.

This morning i did the poops. After, i started to do some leaves. While carrying the leaves i ran into people. They produce people in my way any way i move. At the dumpster with the leaves. Then i found 2 more poops while carrying the leaves.

It was kinda awkward as the woman at 4 was like dominating the whole yard, yelling on the phone, throwing tantrums, 9+jumping, cursing. The mystery woman showed as well. Can't remember everything because so many things happened since. But generally, from my point of view is like i am on a stage with a script written on the fly. I move this, they do that.

Then i got in to get some breakfast but was engrossed by the last poops i found. Helped Angela with cooking. Went to bottle drop, Fred Myer ad the liquor store. And the Amazon locker. Got something like a stick with two slots for and SD and microSD card.

Very similar to an old USB stick but it's got USBC connector at one end and you can stick it into the phone and the SD cards are removable. Very cool cause i can transfer easily the pictures from phone to PC.

Yeah this one's even better but i didn't know about. Mine is good but you need the cards. And for the camera, doesn't have an USB port so i can read the pictures from the card. You can do it with share or you can do it with goggle files app.

I saw them entering Fred Meyer in the same time with me. It was like seeing extras in a movie acting by ear prompter instructions. All seem not familiar (awkward) with the clothes they were wearing.

There was another place with 6 or 8 self check stands different from the grocery ones. I stepped in that space, that was not closed  as enclosure and saw all the stands were closed and then i heard on the speaker some announcement with the word Security at the end.

Saw a car, Chevrolet Guzman and thought. Could  not have been inspired by...  Chevrolet logo is some sort of cross, right?

3:50 BTW i remembered something from Chinook Winds yesterday. Got into the elevator to go to the sky bridge (yeah, also when i curse the Japanese in my mind they pump a modified exhaust), They were a couple there, she was counting hundreds (for the camera), they pressed on the S button which is between C (casino) and B (bridge), i don't know what S is, never saw anybody stopping there.

I did not want to complicate the situation which i actually did by not pressing any button. The elevator stopped, they got out, i pressed on B but the LED would not come on. I kept pressing, the elevator went to the casino floor (C), two guys got in and we all went together to the bridge and then the parking lot.

I got back from Fred Meyer, locker, bottledrop and liquor store. Bottle drop is a place where you can take sacks of soda an beer cans for recycling, after applying a label without needing to count them. The only thing is you have to rinse them otherwise they will stink in the sack until you take there. No big deal.

Soon after i started to do leaves again (yes they were ignoring our leaves). Yesterday the build an allegory instead of removing leaves from the ground. Me and Angela were coming from what, Walmart, they were blowing on our alley and i tried to go around and at some point got blocked by piles or leaves, started to back up and i saw 4 of them blowers, with those motors in their back, where advancing, in line, like chasing us, looking like the teenage turtles ninja combined with ghost busters, 4 symbolizing a cross, actually. Should have seen them, but i did not have the phone ready.

Would have done it for a longtime though it was drizzling and got all wet at 56 degrees (13 Celsius).

However last time when i went to take the sack with leaves, a guy passed by and dropped his phone on the asphalt and then he bent to pick it. I looked for mine and saw i don't have it and wanted to go inside to see where it's at. But then i saw a maintenance cart next to building and did not feel like continuing.

Got inside, threw all my clothes and then i looked and saw the guy with the phone coming my way, smiling, using the corridor i made at the right of the yard, as i did it for that purpose. The guys upstairs then left. The reasons i had to write all these. That guy with the phone did not come here. Nobody ever comes here, they all just pass.

Changed clothes, ate what Angela made, but lost momentum with the leaves, after i soaked two rows of clothes, one in the morning, one after noon.

More things happened but i'm gonna stop here.

Tuesday, November 11, 2025

November 11

2:15 Trump working on a miracle, trying again to piss the Russians, because the refinery in Romania (which has 5000 employees) following most recent sanctions needs to be taken over by Romanian State.

So here we are, after retiring half of the Americans soldiers in Romania now Trump has given Romania the task to enforce his sanctions.

BTW. It would not be the first time in history when a country deals with both belligerents.

2:30 PM In the meantime Trump has changed his mind about retiring troops from Romania. Nevermind that, the title of the news in the video is misleading. But watch the reaction on Orban's face and generally his body language, like dominating the whole meeting.

To put it plainly. Hungary has a major interest in Romania and hopes that Russia will do the job for them. Trianon Treaty has split multi-national (Austro) - Hungary in its Hungarian majority and non Hungarian majority territories and now they want them back with the price of wars.

Some of them territories are in Ukraine etc., the reason for the war in Ukraine and previously in Yugoslavia, the reason Orban supports Putin though Hungary is a member of NATO and Trump, an undead Hungarian piano player with at least two identities in US works on both sides.


3:05 Could it be most of the 40 trillion American sovereign debt fake? In the next few hours/days i'll try to compare all the debt ceiling increase vs deficit. Actually, it is not that difficult, all i have to do is add the deficits since Reagan when there was no major debt and today and compare to 40 trillions. How many years is that?

Ok i hope these numbers taken from here are real, it looks like there is a (big) difference between deficit and debt increase per each year and per total. Looking to figure that one out. Ok so the interest is included in the second column.

Deficit to GDP ratio (last column) is the traditional but not a good way to express deficit (to the public) because GDP is enormous (though is surpassed by debt), it makes it look small, it should be expressed as deficit to budget ratio as it seems natural because it's a budget deficit (difference between budget spending and revenue).

I was looking for the numbers in 2024 and 2025 not present in the source to finish the sheet above but i ran into some very interesting things. Great Recession of 2009Refinancing of 2025.

So we're looking to a historical double debt increase this year, or 6 times higher than that of 2009, the reason the 5 trillion increase in July did not suffice. So we will have something like 10 in that column for 2025 or one quart of the total US debt. Would that make an unheard of approximate 25-30% fiscal (real) deficit (fiscal deficit to GDP ratio).

But this one we can't blame on Trump. It's "maturing" of short term high interest debts contracted during pandemic. In other words, pandemic profiteering.

However should not be that high. Keep searching.

Did government shutdown helped any? Maybe, with raising public awareness.

Wednesday, November 5, 2025

November 5

1:10 AM I smell Japanese. Tomorrow, now i have a movie to watch.

10:16 Kalimbaum. I've been fighting for a long time with "the news the day after", usually allegories with much emotional impact that are trying to cancel in people's memory what i post. Here is one classic example, after my post with Kalimba de Luna and Mick Jagger apparently worshiping goddess Kali.

This could not have been done without her participation (lack of security, lack of her reaction). It all prove the existence of a world wide coordination and... conspiracy.

Also this news appeared around the time i posted the above referred entry yesterday (10 hours ago) when i was complaining to Angela about my mind wondering after i have been exposed to some sort of yeast coming from a mat left in the rain near the dumpster combined with dog poop and smoke from the ground mole and/or rat holes near the building while i was very tired and excited after seeing tens of thousands of pictures for more than 10 hours while searching for the recent matches while the guy upstairs won't stop creaking and stumping, for hours.

It is consuming much of my mental energy for so many hours, with brain being probably depleted of some neurotransmitters or overly excited by dog poop parasites, hormones or pheromones transmitted through aerosols. People have no sympathy (or knowledge) for how much effort i'm putting in my posts for so many hours a day  even though it excites me which is some sort of reward i guess.

It was one of those impossible to escape day dreams about time traveling in the past trying to share current knowledge while i was trying to relax my mind, of which i commented aloud (i call it the Connecticut Yankee syndrome). Does that mean everything i'm talking is listened to, and then responded in the news through allegories?

BTW woke up with a taste of s...t in my mouth and i'm belching like it.

BTW four F15 fighters already passed above in the last two minutes with afterburners in full creating sinister whistles and yes i forgot what i had in mind and wanted to write next. Two more in the distance. Now creak, creak, creak, vroom (dragging a chair).


11:00 I was looking for some guidance, but the goddess is angry today (throwing a tantrum)... Because of comparing her to a panther (an oversimplification i guess)... ...Cheating? 
10:58 The two Alphabets are up over 5%, Tesla  almost four. Strangely how, just in time to fix the market after yesterday's 1% fall...

Yeah but the dividends per share and owners are still negligible because of the huge over-evaluation...

Just for increased resale value i guess...

11:20 It's just the script, for need of distraction and diversification (diverting).

12:00 PM


12:40 Flebotomy, at a time blood was just another humor. You could save one from an imminent heart attack or stroke by letting (not too much) blood, decreasing blood volume and pressure and give it time to recover, if the underlying conditions are removed (by chance).

7:25 From Reagan to the Bushes, from Clinton to Trump II, America is on its way with a Muslim mayor of New York. Was thinking maybe it's a consequence of the recent war in Gaza, but then i remembered it's a dejavu

Sunday, November 2, 2025

November 2nd

12:05 AM What Empire. Tripundra. Alicia Keys.

Check the Big Pimpin lyrics to figure his state of mind.

This is bad news. Shaivism is thousands of years older than Buddhism.

9:47 Marylin Monoroe, Robert F Kennedy autopsy doctor. Coroner to the stars. If this picture was dated right (or not done after the war using parts from that factory) she would have been 13 or 14. Still in the realm of possible.

9:50 PM How do you worship Shiva. A bath, a Shiva Linga, sandalwood, bilva leaves, milk and honey and say "Om Namah Shivaya" 108 times.

Shiva is the Hindu Trinity's god of destruction, but his wife, Parvati, in the form of Kali started to destroy everything and could not be stopped until Shiva layed down and Kali stepped on him.

10:45 Novody knows except maybe for painter Jacques-Louis David where the "Roman" who later became Hitler's salute comes from. But do you see a trinity there...  

One early "low" version was used by Hitler before he came to power and after.

Since there is no explantions for both version, i propose it may come from Shiva, the lord of destruction. 

No i don't believe Germans were woshiping Shiva through Hitler beacause they had no idea though he could have been an incarnation. It was rather unconscious submission.

Tuesday, October 14, 2025

Christ vs Buddha

"Until you reach God, you'll be eaten by all the saints" (Romanian saying).

Buddha was a great teacher. St.Dominic introduced the rosary to Catholics. But usually you should pray to only one God. 

While i was working on this at 7 feathers hotel, a fire was started close to the hotel. Same thing happened at Three Rivers as i write this. Smoke. Burning man festival.

PM The big difference between the physical appearance of Jesus and St. Dominic is of course the hair. St. Dominic was neatly shaved on his face and head like Buddha and we could not imagine Jesus without the beard. Could this have anything to go with the modern days... you know who. KamiarizukiKukur.

Iron Cross origin, the Avars. The Steppe North of Black see was the place where Asians mixed with Iranians and became our Arian who then became Holy Roman Empire.

More links between Inquisition and KKK. 

Tonight (2:30 AM, 10-15) the principle of aparigraha kept coming to mind. Why am i punished for, mainly, by the Inquisition? Mostly my greed, they say, but there is not much philosophy in their thinking. I believe greed when accompanied by restraint by the law, social rules, it can be a great motivator.

Anyways, one of the commandments came to mind. "Thou shalt not covet" and then i thought. What if...

It was, like most anything, a google search away. Then i remembered i once said Abraham is almost an anagram of Brahma... In fact, you take the first A from Abraham, what do you get. 

He was not a Dominican, but simply a Rottweiller of God. Note the lotus petal shaped... whatever is called that on his head. Are those on his shoulder iron crosses

Saturday, August 30, 2025

Transference in Psychological Warfare

Subliminal in the mind of general audience was always something closely related to conspiracy theories, since it is often mentioned by those who allege manipulation in media, something most people deny since they keep consuming it. Here it is mentioned by scientists at the end of this philosophical definition of emotions, if we can agree psychology is already a science more than an observation of (a very complex side of human) nature (i do not agree with the definition itself).

On the other hand we have the purely physiological definition of emotions, as a make up of a number of neurotransmitters. We also know that emotions create memories. On a tridimensional model, we can create or retrieve a memory (or the beginning of it) at the intersection of specific concentrations of these three neurotransmitters. The more intense the emotions, the higher the concentration at intersection, the longer lasting and ease of retrieval of that memory.

The link between the two definitions is simple. The unconscious (mind) evaluation of a situation needs to be fast since an individual's fate may depend on the reaction time (No time for reasoning). Depending on the stimuli, the neurotransmitters are released in specific proportions.

Feeling or the sense of urgency is what remains on a short term from an emotion undealt with right away for various reasons.

Memory is what remains after the dimming of those feeling. Feelings can be recreated by accessing that memory that helps bringing up all the details. Both feelings and emotions are an evolutionary necessity.

An individual can remember when at ease what happened at a certain moment and deal with it if still possible or share the experience with the group.

Conscious evaluation of those feelings, sometimes by just sharing them and sometimes with the help of a therapist that is trained to help retrieving them helps putting them to rest or quenching them with .

We can see both emotions and feelings are part of the unconscious mind.

Freud was an Austrian Jewish therapist, founder of modern psychology though its branch psychoanalysis. During the late decades he was largely marginalized due to advent of chemical psychiatry.

Freud shared with us his undeniable highly successful therapy experiences though which he discovered one of the most important aspects of psychology, something named by him transference.

On short, by generalizing his definition, feelings undealt with can transfer from towards the initial object, situation or person to another, if somehow enough unconscious stimuli that lead initially to those feelings thus triggering the same combination of neurotransmitters can be recreated.

That may be evolutionary also because people while socializing may voluntarily share or helped to remember situations, how they dealt with, helping the members of the group to deal with similar situations if repetition is suspected possible.

However human socialization rules have changed very fast during the last millennia especially in differentiated societies (like with classes). People have learned to keep their experiences and thoughts to themselves more than in the past, this bringing to them a survival advantage. That evolutionary function of human behavior, sharing of memories, started to be suppressed, individuals accumulating undealt with emotional experiences.

Children of the civilized families let's say in Freud's Vienna often did not have an opportunity to share their intimate thoughts with their parents maybe because such sharings where considered inappropriate and sometimes they carried for a long time their negative experiences exactly with those who they normally were supposed to share, never having an opportunity to quench their feelings.

Why transference has such importance, not only in psychology but mostly in psychological warfare.

Emotions, feelings and even memories are uncontrollable.

By intentionally creating a combination of stimuli similar to those created by the sharing of an experience by an individual to the group the old fashion, ancestral way; using some elements of the experience, and adding some new information of their own, an interested entity may be able to create similar emotions and cancel or suppress the memory of those shared thoughts, substituting (transferring) in the mind of a person or even a large audience (in a subliminal or hidden, unrecognizable fashion) the shared situation with something else, related semantically, and with this suppressing or twisting any memory that can bring ideas that may be a disadvantage to them.

Transference also occurs frequently with showing in media of persons in power (TV presenters, politicians) postures, substituting for fathers and mothers, or intimate postures, substituting for lovers, postures that may also carry direct or hidden (subliminal), undeniable (by perception) messages.

Sunday, July 6, 2025

July 6

1:25 Alexandru Nazare a fost demis!

4:13 It is too tempting not to (after i was reminded yesterday with the inflatable sinking Titanic in Lincoln City) so i will write it down, after i googled and saw no conspiracy theorists ever wrote about it. (Would have been so much easier to just refer to it wouldn't it). But there is no one crazy enough or desperate enough to at least formulate this hypothesis. Of course after i saw the erected sinking Titanic at Lincoln City.

Out of curiosity, i googled and looked at second class cabins on Titanic and all of a sudden my theory seems valid. (Not the first time it crossed my mind in all these years).

Titanic happened 47 years after the end of Civil War. Titanic was scheduled to cross the ocean in 7 days. See where i'm getting at?

Don't know if the world would have been better or worse. The Brits sent their convicts in colonies, like in Australia, Canada, what now is US. But they had no idea the US would be taken over by the Imperial House of Japan. 

Would the world had been better, worse? There is no way to know but i think humans deserve to know the truth. Too many lies accumulated in time lead to general confusion.

I believe at this time both Canada and Australia have a better living standard than US.

And of course, the troubling question. How many people really died when Titanic sank?

BTW Have you seen this?

11:46 I was listening in the car to ABBA from my jukebox (selected by Angela) and i remembered their first ever hit was Waterloo, with which they won and Eurovision contest and was intrigued yet again by the phrase "I feel like i win when i loose" which may have several meaning, besides bashing the French.

Don't know exactly what the h...l was in Napoleon's mind and the French that followed him but he managed to piss the whole of Europe and Russia and they allied against him in what in is known in history as the Napoleonic wars, forming the alliance of 7.

One thing that i understood was after he came out of exile after the first abdication, his only choice was to attack the Brits first before those armies could join.

However, he did not succeed as the Duke of Wellington found a very good position, behind a ridge, with his army unseen and protected by the heavy artillery while the French army of hungry loyalists slept and then rushed through mud and tried to get them before the Prussian army could arrive, which, unfortunately for Napoleon, happened and ended the battle with the run of the French army in the second deadliest battle of the whole series of wars.

Days have passed and today i remembered and tried to read as much as i could about the battle. I ended seeing a video with troops movements of the three armies involved. 

But before that, i believe i found on google maps the actual ridge behind which the Duke placed his army, i think along this freeway (motorway, whatever). The ridge was an actual smooth slope with 15 meters difference between the top (what is now Butte of Lyon) and the bottom, today's freeway. (Is that a CD on Napoleon's head and that guitar was made like a sun)?    
I think the most decisive moment of the battle and one of the most dramatic moments of history was when the French attacked three times with a small group right in the middle of the British army and were of course pushed back every time but smart enough not to follow. They were waiting for the Prussians.