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Thursday, July 30, 2026

Who Invented the Wheel

No seriously. Proto Indo European? Then why does it sound like Mohawk?

I once theorized and tried to prove strong ancient archeological and ethnological connections between the two worlds of the sides of Atlantic, with strongest argument being the names of the people, like Irish-Iroquois, or German-Cherokee etc..

But today looking for the etymology of word wheel in  English, what did i found.

Never mind that, this is not what i wanted to write though is connected. I'll be short.

In Vedic Sanskrit we have a concept called Rta. It preceded Buddha's concept of Dharmachakra by millennia. Don't know if they are equivalent but i know there is a corresponding Latin word for Rta which is rota but also virtus. Probably because Latin language appeared stemming from Sanskrit before Buddha.

In Romanian of which i tried to prove has strong Sanskrit connections, there is an old word vârtos, meaning physically strong (objects) which is closer to the Sanskrit meaning of vRtha than the official Latin word meaning with its dubious etymology and also the English word right.

I think you know where i'm getting at. Dharmachakra has invariably 8 spokes. So the star of Ishtar which during some periods was represented in a circle (world also coming from Latin and related to chakra). Buddhism is about enlightenment and the star of Ishtar represent both the morning and evening star (planet Venus).

There was in India something called Greek Buddhism which can prove history is not at all local as we are all used to.

And least but not last, in Scientology which seems to be stemming at least in part from Buddhism, we have the cross that comes from the star of Ishtar.

Wednesday, July 22, 2026

Choosing my Confession

Tom Cruise said he got healed of dyslexia (though it can be just a trick to cover his accent). Others say other things. I believe some of the claims are true, especially those related to substance abuse. Otherwise they wouldn't keep getting new members. Scientology auditing is comparable to a a psychoanalysis session (questions and answers vs free association) though it does not require a licensed psychiatrist and the patient (called preclear or PC in Scientology) holds two metal cylinders in his hands that are hooked to an ohmmeter, that basically shows how tight they hold them.

Of course when the questions trigger traumatic memories, the preclear unconsciously clinches his hands against those and the resistance read by the ohmmeter decreases so the auditor has a direct measure of the level of stress triggered by certain memories.

Both are very expensive and to Scientologists is a mandatory religious duty that needs to be done on permanent basis so a sizeable part of their income goes there..

And i got where i wanted to. Periodically confessing means you will sooner or later give away things related to your profession or finances or other personal things which may include confessing crimes that may be used one day against you. There are high profile Scientologists that quit and said that.

But these are all things known (at least to some) for a long time. What i am trying to bring to attention here, though is still a speculation, is really scary.

First, they must have not stopped with the e-meter, that was invented more than 75 years ago and if they keep up with technology, including real time face analysis they could have gotten very far.

I also have reasons to believe they are involved with partial or total ownership of the so called tribal casinos which are on reservations and also need not comply with state and federal laws.

Some of them have over one thousand cameras installed on ceilings or about one camera per one or two slot machines and i think ten percent of those cameras would have been enough for security purposes.

In about 10 years since i go to those i have not witnessed one single security incident Also could not possible have enough people to watch all the feed, and i thought artificial intelligence may be involved if only for security.

Basically they have everybody's face at any time on at least one camera.

From now on we can only imagine. What if. What if they can actually trace what's in people's mind according to their facial expressions, using the slot machine for calibration purposes (knowing if they loose or win, serving wining or loosing hands, in a certain sequence to calibrate the reaction) and then extend the reading.

Everybody playing at those slots at certain times start thinking of their own problems before and after going in there.

So yes, i am afraid they are actually do the psychological evaluation of everybody who goes in there. As for ID, in the state of Washington you are IDd whey you enter one of those but they could use databases like that of DMV acquired with the help of one of their Church members.

So yes, we heard of many conspiracy theories about mind reading and stuff, and yet people go in there willingly to have their evaluation done and who knows, maybe interventions like during and auditing session, with rewards and punishments (winning or loosing hands).

I also wanted to write about the Snow White incident. I started to believe it was a deliberate act of reverse psychology, "they got caught, punished so people can forget about any future possible infiltration". They are probably everywhere by know. Or an entity one layer above them. What's up with his accent, he is not dyslexic is him?

Sunday, July 19, 2026

July 19

4:45 The Boys of Summer Papagalii lovesc iar în percepția noastră. Diana BuzoianuFrații TațiPomohaci (sau cum ajung stenogramele DIICOT în presă azi, on demand, s-a întâmplat și pe când aveam guvern), Anti-Pomohaci.

In the meantime. the prophecies from SSS, Sermon of the Seven Suns, SattaSuriya Sutta, are unfolding.

In Japan the Emperor is considered a Sun God, descendent of the Sun God Amaterasu. There are currently three emperors in Japan. Ashihito, who abdicated in favor of his son, Naruhito, and the first in line, Fumihito.

I personally have an intuition that an unidentified Buddhist sect is misinterpreting and actually implementing the visions of Buddha from the sermon, identifying the suns with Japanese emperors, though Buddha mentioned this will happened in vast periods of time, like hundreds of thousands of  years, actively conspiring and working to heat up the planet, and i have an example in mind

Bitcoin, or the illusion of richness, has been created by a Japanese (or a team behind a Japanese name) and brought a frenzy that increased energy usage on the planet by 0.5% for no real purpose. The round, shiny bitcoin is a solar symbol.

Not to mention the astounding numbers of Japanese cars sold in the world today.

Also. Increasing of planet's population to over 7 billion people, by eradicating some diseases and eliminating hunger through technology. Pacifying the world through 2 terrible world conflicts last century, etc..

Their most important tool is illusion, because illusion is a main source of suffering. In Western philosophy, driven by logic, this is a paradox. Misperception is not illusion, is error in judgement.

The final purpose of making the planet uninhabitable is to stop the cycle of rebirth, which is the source of suffering or create an universal nirvana.

6:06 Ron L Hubbard, the founder of Scientology's name can be almost an anagram of the syntagm Buddha Reborn.



6:55 Uniunea Europeană a fost astfel gândită, cu un Parlament decorativ și un Consiliu care deține toată puterea și în care o țară mică ca Ungaria cu o populație de 10 milioane din 452 milioane populația UE 10/452 = 2.2% pare să controleze orice decizie prin dreptul de veto.

Cât despre Peter Magyar (sper să ni mi se strice tastatura când scriu numele ăsta), anumite lucruri nu se schimbă niciodată, el dovedind acum că este un fidel continuator (elevul) lui Orban, în ciuda măsurilor cosmetice inutile care țin de lor inversă, ca de exemplu modificarea Constituției astfel ca Orban să nu mai poată candida sau demisia simbolică a președintelui simbolic.

Dacă Ucraina și Moldova s-ar grăbi în UE și mai ales NATO, războiul ar mai avea puține șanse.

Războiul din Ucraina de acum nu este altceva decât o continuă distragere de la probleme reale ale statelor falite și mai ales a imposturii la nivel statal din toate țările.

7:11 Faliții lor, faliții noștri. Contabilul Dracula Bin Face.

8:40 The parakeets. SSS.

10:55 PM I will try to make this short cause i am very tired. We just came from Chinook Winds, did not really want to go in there, it's a long story. Angela won 500 bucks, a small jackpot and i told her, something is going to happen on the road and again on our way back we met with a herd of elk. Papa elk, mama elk and how many, maybe 10 smaller, just crossed the street. Because i was tired and pissed, i drove under speed limit and missed the encounter.

Kept thinking about old story since before year 2000. Ron Boger and his wife, Mary (Leslie Nielsen and yes Priscilla Presley). BTW, i fixed the post about Dave Diggins, my mechanic i met at BNC Church (Beaverton Nazarene Church), across Hall Blvd from where i lived in Beaverton, at Sussex Village.

Who else i met there. Meatloaf, the singer, as pastor Dennis Swift. David Petraeus as Shawn Parker (with three black little girls). Yes, the general.

That post is very old and did not have the skills and experience. I don't know if i made it clear how i figured who Dave was. I once saw on a site done by an artist the faces of a number of actors, like how would they look if they weren't reach, fatter, etc. and i saw Tom Cruise and then it hit me. He was Dave Diggins, the mechanic from BNC! In this picture, he also looks a lot like an ex room mate and colleague at faculty in Iași, Mișu Găină (yes Mike Chicken, as i said before).

Not that i knew who Tom Cruise was those days, or 2 years after i came to the States.

Today i googled again about Scientologist celebrities and i read about Priscilla joining the church. Then a story about Elvis himself going to a center and then walking out. I think it was a declaration. A guy at his level would never go to a recruiting center. It was more like to prove he is not a member.

His wife, Priscilla came out in 78 or after his death.

What reasons would they had to keep it quiet? His name, which etymology is based on the word priest or preost in old English. He was singing gospel in studio sessions for all of his life. His image was of an old style Christian and they preferred to keep it that way.

I am positive he was one of them and when he became drug dependent they staged his death, cleaned him up and moved him to the next level or reincarnation.

But Priscilla. She partnered with her old partner from Naked Gun Leslie Nielson as Mary and Ron Boger and was holding bible studies at their place in Beaverton. They came to our place a number of times. I once went and replaced the alternator at my 89 Ford Escort GT in their garage in 97 (in spring 98 when we had a roll over single car accident and totaled it).

I remember i was under the car, it was really easy, 3 bolts easy to get, however, i became very sleepy and nearly fell asleep there. Ron was not home, only Mary.

Was it in year 2000 when they came on Christmas day with a Red Toyota with LPN 666 and we went together to Best Teriyaki in Beaverton.

Then in 2002 Ron introduced me to dr. Erickson (Harrison Ford) who was then my doctor at Woodland Park Hospital, after having 2 broken ribs during an endoscopy done by dr.Parent. The ribs painfully healed but i went in a psychosis. And yes, Carrie Fisher was a therapist there.

What am i trying to say. If David (Tom Cruise) and Mary (Priscilla Presley) were scientologists, who else was from the whole pack i met at BNC? Probably all of them.

Saturday, July 18, 2026

July 18

6:30 AM The bad news. Papagalismul nu se limitează la România.

11:45 I'm really glad it's over and i don't have to see these POV cartoons anymore. Is that a shadow between his legs?  
They always make me think of

1:15 La câteva minute după ce am postat au venit ei cu ceva.

4:23 As for the link between the Scientology cross on the building across Eaton that later changed in favor of acronym DSV, a logistics company, there may be a link. (Apparently, someone, something or myself getting distracted i missed a link in the post last night trying to prove there is a data center belonging to Scientology across the street from where Angela works. Probably from where they run the whole show there and here, at 3 miles away).

There was a forgotten sci-fi show called Seaquest DSV. (SeaOrg is the innermost group of most advanced Scientologists). Several actors who were Scientology members or with ties with Scientology were staring in the show. Based on the fact they change the sign of the building from Scientology cross to DSV we may conclude that DSV logistics firm belongs to them. And what else.

The Scientology cross featured in Seaquest DSV confederation flag featured in the show is proof that the show was linked to Scientology.

6:00 Even the logos use the same type of fonts.

6:06 Judging by the reaction of the man upstairs when i was posting the above. He started to make big noises, came with a friend and two guitars and started practicing like for a band. That solved the mystery of the base, but he wanted me to see and hear that for the first time. Also one of them spoke clearly on the stairs, for about one minute, to let me hear an educated voice.

But that didn't last long, was only a demonstration, for reason shown before (environmental).

Then i remembered what Mircea Dinescu urges me for years now, using a very colorful language and innuendos in dedicated poems in his publication with s...t name (in Italian when pronounced in Romanian), and that is to mingle with my female neighbors. Given the new logo of the management i wrote about and their way of permanently knowing my state of mind and interfering through use of technology or maybe some "telepathic like" powers or tricks, there is little doubt right now they are actually Scientologists.

But the question is about Dinescu now. Dinescu's name reminds of Dianetics, the theological foundation of Scientology having as name the Sanskrit word dhyAna, which stands for meditation. I have previously shown that many elements from Hinduism are found in  Scientology.

Poet and journalist Mircea Dinescu played a pivotal role in the Romanian Revolution of December 89 and then paving the road for today Romania's bankruptcy. Given what happened to me in HS, having Travolta as class mate (first two years) and roommate (one trimester in last year) the question right now is if Scientology was involved in Romania's Revolution, the fall of Soviet Union and so on.

7:20

Monday, June 1, 2026

Engrams in Neurology and Scientology (Don't worry, be happy)

Do you all know why our brains are so wrinkled and stuff? No, the official explanation does not hold (and that tells us a lot about the state of today's neurology, psychiatry, etc.). "To increase the surface of the gray matter". It is so naive. Gray matter is neurons and neurons work in 3D networks. Why would they need to have an increased surface?

I believe the explanation is to have or keep different concentrations or gradients of neurotransmitters within those curls, and that would also make the specialization of areas of the brain which anatomically are not different from each other. They just hold different (dynamic, gradient or wave like) concentrations of neurotransmitters.

I believe the so called neural networks reside within the lobes which then are interconnected through the white matter with each other. However, the lightening fast processes following the paths of engrams that make the cycles of information through those networks do not leave the boundary of one region (curl of white matter) where they enter as stimuli and leave as a result or shall i say... resolve?

I once tried to make a link between the IT concept of binary processing and transmitting of information (binary being here number 0 or 1, signal or no signal, etc.) and the so called brain's neural networks.

But the analogy ends here, there are no CPUs counting low level instructions at high speed, most of the processes in the brain being fast outputs following inputs (of each both can be internal from another area of the brain or external directly from sensorial stimulation) all done on unique pathways yes according to our past experiences (written gates) we may call engrams.

And yes, the writing of the engrams (gates) is an extremely slow process we call early education, school, life experience, etc.

I do now believe the (overlapping) networks described in that post are actually engrams and there is a unique written network for each engram which holds a written output for every combination of inputs) mediated by the switches and gates at the synapses and the physical links between neurons are mostly blank gates and not "written", pretty much like a flash memory (except for those so called hard wired through birth (ROM) like those described as "somatic mind" by Hubbard.

In fact, i believe the "signal" that can be sensorial input, which is usually pain travels through the switches of a "local" neural network within a brain region (curl) through the path of least resistance, or the closest switches open by the by the instantaneous combination of neurotransmitters present in that instance and region, pretty much in the shape of a lightening bolt (though it may be branched).

If the experience is confirmed by the conscious, other neurotransmitters "consolidate" the pathway that finally becomes an engram which would still need "refreshing" from time to time by the conscious to be kept permanently in ways similar to what flash memory in computers needs.

However the output is also mediated by the combination of neurotransmitters in one curl at the time of the triggering of the engram by a stimuli or a conscious decision so basically we cannot talk about engrams except in a well established or stable neurotransmitter combination, which may include mood.

Though the signal that passes through switches is digital, the direction or the gates which it passes through depends of the neurotransmitters gradients which is anologous and not predictable with a high degree of precision.

Given the fact the engrams are unique for an individual, mainly due to the fact the combination of neurotransmitters which soak a region (curl) varies being analogous (as opposed to digital) thus unpredictable and there is a unique intersection of gradients for each synapse, within each gyrus, you cannot possibly eliminate an engram by recreating the combination of neurotransmitters at every synapse part of the engram.

However i believe you can create parallel engrams that would somehow shortcut the original ones, making them... less painful, in case of traumatic ones by roughly re-creating that combination of neurotransmitters (moods, memories). Or by re-writing an enough number of gates part of a traumatic engram, you can actually destroy it or diminish its output to the point it cannot trigger the opposite of reward anymore (re-triggering a motivational cycle).

I also believe the "physiological" need for engrams which came through evolution for the reason of storing information about events in our past which will increase our experiences and chances for survival in the future in the case we physically survive those events, and the purpose for the "traumatic engrams" which are not ending in a reward, is to store "motivational pain" that can be re-triggered by similar circumstances, or consciously through training in order to eliminate the cause for trauma after analyzing those engrams out of the constraints of real time and extinguish them in a "natural way" and not simply getting rid of them at the level of the "reactive mind" which i believe auditing does.

And yes i believe they can be a burden if stored indefinitely and not dealing with them at the earliest time possible especially for people not trained or not having time to deal with their own mind.

Though it may seem easier to deal with traumatic memories this way as opposed to classic therapy which also depends heavily on the skills of the therapists, it requires lots of weekly time (audit) which in my understanding is costly and it also requires giving up some of yourself if you identify self with your past experiences. Not talking about the fact you give all your secrets to the church.

There are also ethic concerns, since individuals may have triggered that traumatic events themselves and they know they can have their traumatic memories erased or at list dimed, and will keep doing things they did in the past (not learning from the erased experiences).

As for neurotransmitters' modifying drugs, one can understand how barbaric this method is only by reading the above.

There are also ways to disconnect those (traumatic memories) from both the so called reactive mind (subconscious by Freud) and conscious mind and that without the costly auditing sessions. And one way is completely eliminating emotions from one's mind.

June 1st

12:05 AM Știu de ce au băgat acum chestia asta. Ce văd pentru prima dată și nu înțeleg e de ce poartă Becali o cruce brodată pe fes la fel ca un mitropolit.

1:27Many people don't understand. They think artificial intelligence is just for generating shorts on youtube. If people using free tools can generate people that walk, talk, chase bears with brooms and bathe them, then imagine what the pros can do. Or who knows. Not people anymore, just the gods within the machine.

It is/was my perception and that is since i can remember, 31 years ago that all the talking on TV was done with AI and i figured the reason they, unlike in Europe when we had 625 lines on TV when me and Angela left, here they had only 200 lines resolution on TV. Because higher resolution requires higher processing power and that changed when, 2000? I mean, it debuted in 1998 but few or none were broadcasting.

People talking perfectly, making no mistake, having no accents, bullying attitude, name it.

That and the stock market and everything else is being coordinated by AI for decades. Traffic everywhere i go.

I remember i was in Romania before 89 when Japan announced the 5th generation of something. Computers that were suppose to think like humans, only way faster. Then, silence. Nobody said anything anymore like the whole thing froze in time.

No it did not freeze, simply there was nobody anymore to tell us what is happening and this goes to this day. That's why we see a badly wrinkled old man barely climbing the stairs to AFOne and a perfect, joyous, triumphant Trump on the TV screen.

If everything is owned by everybody through cross ownership, stock market is an illusion and a perfect bubble that can float indefinitely until the cylons get angry with us imperfects and sinners.

Yeah i know they came with that ask a question window after i started to use screenshots massively (because of ever changes in google answers) to limit what people can see in that screenshot and to also confuse, some thinking they can actually ask a question and then curse me.

Times passes fast. Last time i looked it was thousands of transaction a second. (buying/selling of stock at the trade market).

I believe the stock market as we know it was designed with brokers on the floor in mind. There is no legislation passed to regulate the high frequency (through automation) trading. 

10:10

12:05 Pe un pretext aproape imposibil de verificat (puteau să fie niște pirotehnice pe blocul acela) Guvernul Interimar (demis) continuă seria încălcărilor Constituției, angajând discuții externe. Mai mult decât atât, Oana Țoiu trebuia să aștepte rezoluția CSAT. Se pare că ne grăbește undeva.

Stau și mă întreb totuși dacă NATO nu are posibilități tehnice (specialiști) să vină să verifice dacă a fost o dronă (nu s-a publicat până acum traseul).

Sau poate Guvernul Interimar ajutat de Nicușor Dan care întârzie numirea altui prim ministru (sau vine cu propuneri neacceptabile) a construit acest incident cu drona într-o încercare disperată de a rămâne la putere.

Drona a zburat mai mulți km peste Galați și nu am auzit de nici o relatare că ar fi fost auzită de cineva. Din singura poză prezentă vedem un motor cu răcire cu aer și probabil fără amortizor de zgomot.

Friday, May 22, 2026

May 22

6:50 Before AI, internet, television or radio, and that is just a bit over 100 years ago most people did not have access to high quality entertainement. Even the rich could not see and hear the greatest stars except a few times in their entire life.

But is it high quality anymore? I personally am appalled by the latest music hits all done with AI. But make no mistake. The artists, as they still are, are all trained musicians, and they never been amateurs as we were told.

7:25 Am o postare mai veche care poate nu are concizia și precizia celor mai recente. Link-urile nu mai funcționează în totalitate așa că voi încerca să scriu aici pe scurt ce știu despre Doicești.

Firma americană avea sediul social în Tigard (zona urbană Portland), un birou închiriat într-o clădire de birouri, nu departe de unde locuiesc eu și pe unde am trecut de multe ori, fiindcă este lângă un magazin de bricolaj (Home Depot) unde mergeam înainte de Amazon. Acum se pare că s-a mutat în Corvallis, un orășel studențesc la sud de Portland. (Da. Corvallis sună vag ungurește.).

Deși există un număr de investitori americani, investitori cheie sunt Doosan și Samsung din Corea precum și Bank of Japan.

Tipul acesta de reactoare este o tehnologie care nu a fost niciodată testată în practică cu un design de reactoare mult simplificat și minimalist care îl face vulnerabil în caz de conflict militar.

Partenerii români sunt un consorțiu între un SRL și Nuclearelectrica.

9:00 La această dată firma se află sub investigația SEC și a unui număr de firme de avocatură.
12:20 PM I once tried to track ownership of a certain local firm and got caught in a maze of cross-ownership of different owners and realized it was impossible. Cause in the end you can track down all corporations to a number of so called "institutional  holders". However, these institutional holders own each other to a certain degree.

So i said to myself, it would be interesting if i could fill a spreadsheet let's say 100x100 with data showing this but back then (could be 5 years ago) both the site chose for data source and my computer were really slow so i gave up (yes it would have meant i had to fill 10k cells with data).

For some reason that now i can explain today i had this idea once again but this time i said to myself i will be smart and asked google AI to do it. AI refused to do it 100x100, however did a 10x10 one though it showed only 7x7 but is still interesting. 

BTW i tried to get rid of chrome side search panel which is probably the cause for narrowing the results using google's own instructions however i could not. Never mind, that changed as of right now, i found new instructions, will try again.

Needless to say, cross ownership is not legal  however they probably found ways to stay aside of the law.

But that was a while ago. Today it's legal though it does not make sense. If i own you and  you own me then where is the love capital?

Let me show you an example from the table below. BackRock owns 8.25 % of Vanguard and Vanguard owns 7.9% of BlacRock. Capisci?

Nevermind there's got to be a mistake here, if BlackRock would own 7.9% of Vanguard, it would be worth much more than 72 billion. 1% of 12 trillion would be 120 billion. Right? Data keeps changing with each search, AI is doing new approximations probably considering new things.
11:20 10000 de forțe de ordine.

11:22 Ne-a servit Dinescu subliminale?... (sau a fost poate o simplă implicare civică). Articolul din Cațavencii e datat iunie 2014, iar Iohannis a venit în Decembrie...