March 27

 6:50 PM going through the list of Hungarian faces again, looking for someone in the list of Hungarian writers.

I don't think many appreciate my work. One of the hardest part is to look at Hungarian faces. Too many times i am distraught by the unsightly looks. Don't know how they can look like that, but i think much is due to inbreeding within a closed society barricaded in the middle of Europe (yes like a cancer) (the opposite of what Soros is talking about).

So i will come with a new type of entry, called The Hard to Look at Hungarian (Magyar on their own language) of the Day. I will try and add one or more every day or maybe every time i am going through those lists, of which the writers list is particularly rich (in weird faces). (The 50s are a very good crop, keep clicking on the second column to see more). Ok here's one more for today.


7:10 The stream of yells and laughter is dimming outside but now i'm too pissed to go at the car. Besides, it's too dark to look at without a flashlight.

7:45 Fell asleep briefly at the computer, the door block was not on from opening the door several times to try to go at the car.

8:42 Went at the car. The drop of liquid on that joint dried but the hose seems still wet. An overwhelming smell of s...t from all directions. I went to check the bins. Today it was Thursday, but they did not pick the garbage, the dumpsters are full. In the dumpsters next to mailboxes there was an open bag, next to a box with Tidy Cats that looked sealed, though i saw spilled dust under.

In the west dumpster there are upholstery furniture items that has been rained upon. Found one in the grass in the lawn on the other side of the building. An airliner flew under 5000 ft when i picked that one. The SW dumpsters is gone many items including a green open bag in its place. Another airliner passed under 5000 ft. Came back, now there is a nauseated perfumed insufficiently washed laundry.

9:42 About half hour ago i decided to go for a test drive to see if it's still leaking. I noticed the car had more power than ever, at 52 degrees outside, that means since i had it. Shifting nicely in all gears, least hesitation, though i think it can do even better (when compared to other cars i had, this one had always a hesitation, learned to live with it).

A mile before Elligsen exit (first from here) a Silver State Police Dodge came from behind on the right lane at high speed. It was flashing, my central mirror was off, but can't remember if it had the siren on. It was too fast anyways.

Wanted to switch lanes on the left, to make more room for the law enforcement however on my left a huge yellow van, almost as wide as the lane itself, came out of nowhere (from behind or the left maybe) and i changed my mind as quickly as i decided to go. Regular Tween Peaks Oregon LPN 138 PXS or PXS 138.

Came back home, the leak was back on, the smell was on, moved the clamp one more time towards the end like about 5 mm from the end, like at the other end. Yesterday when i checked before i touched it was 10 mm from the end.

What happens is all coolant pipes that go into a hose have some sort of enlargement at the end and the clamps must stay clear of that, towards the middle of the pipe (end of the hose). If the clamp stays on that ring, it means trouble. Yeah i know. Kurz Kool Klamp.

11:15 Baddly written. I don't like it even myself today. Hard to read, it contains some real information though. First comment written by myself of course, something i forgot too soon. It was the basis of what happened to me after.

Garbage not picked today? But it was just a slight change of paradigm themes. When i moved to Lake Oswego, way before i wrote that post, the dumpster had one foot of garbage mud at the bottom, i removed it myself. (BTW i just realized that Windows (as the name of the OS) has a slight masonic connotation).

In the meantime, i figured the etymology of the word tsar, an important one. The Romanoffs where the true Romans. Not the Holly Roman Empire, basis for late Germany and Austria. Not the Kazar Jews, Uh-huh.

It looks like one would say today, old Caesar had lots of followers. No way i could re-write that post into a better one. The theme is soo vast, it would need a whole book called maybe Virtual Caesar's Followers, a (Hi)Story of Human Vanity and Amnesia.

Songs I Hate Most

In fact there should be two lists. One of those i hate all the time and one that i don't hate all the time depending on the mood. No, three. One with those i like most. Four. One that i like most sometimes.

Songs that i hate most

1. The Wall - Pink Floyd.

2. In the Air Tonight - Phil Collins

3. Every Breath You Take - Police (Sting)

4. Heart Shaped Box - Nirvana

5. Daylight - David Kushner

6. Liar - Jelly Roll

7. Paint the Town Red - Doja Cat

8. Take It on the Run - REO

9. Billy Jean - Michael Jackson

10/ Like a Prayer - Maronna (describes oral sex)

11 My Life (Billy Joel).

12 We’re Not Gonna Take It - Twisted Sisters

Songs that i like most. (In the order i remembered them). To see the lyrics press on CC.

1. More Than This, both versions (Roxy Music and especially 10000 Maniacs)

2. Live, Encore - Buckethead

3. You are the Woman - Firefall

4. Drive - Joe Bonamassa

5. Lily was Here - Candy Dulfer

6. Piano Man - Billy Joel

7. Say you Will - Fleetwood Mac

8. Sultans of  Swing, Dire Straits

9. The One i Love - REM

10 I Want to Know What Love Is - Foreigner

11 The Boys of Summer - Don Henley

12 Cu tine-n rai (With you in Heaven) (Crush + Alexandra Ungureanu)

13 Highly Strung - Orianthi ft Steve Vai

15 Operator - Jim Croce

16 Diamonds and Rust - Joan Baez

17 Man of Constant Sorrow - Dan Tyminiski, George Clooney (song by Dick Burnett)

18 Încă o zi (One more day) - Spin

19 Don't Know Why - Norah Jones

Songs that i like most sometimes

1. Kiss Me - Sixpence

2. Jump - van Halen

3. I'll Play The Blues For You - Joe Bonamassa, Albert King

4. The Bug - Mary Chapin Carpenter (song by Mark Knopfler) (she speaks/sings real English)

5. Write this Down - George Strait

6. I Shot the Sheriff - Eric Clapton (song by Bob Marley)

7. American Girl, Great Wide Open, Refugee - Tom Petty

8. Stop Dragging My Heart Around - Stevie Nicks, Tom Petty

9. Sara - Fleetwood Mac

10 Get Back - Ludacris

11 Best Day of my Life - Dido

12 Hand in My Pocket - Alanis Morissette

13 Rock Star - Nickelback

14 You Really Got Me - Van Halen (song by The Kinks)

15 Fire and Rain - James Taylor

16 Rocky Mountain High - John Denver

17 All Star - Smash Mouth

18 Please Come to Boston - Joan Baez

19 Muzica te cheamă (Music is Calling You) - Carmen Rădulescu

20 That's Not my Name - The Ting Tings

Angela's favorites

Eye in the Sky - Alan Parsons Project

Breakfast in  America - Roger Hodgson

All songs - Scorpions

Give me one Reason - Tracy Chapman

Always on my Mind - Willie Nelson

- lists will be updated - 

February 17

12:05 PM How is that for yet another weird coincidence? BTW it was supposed to rain, but no, and they came with a tree grinding machine, in the area smoke was coming from yesterday making a terrible sound. I wanted to go for a walk anyways, haven't been in a very long time.

12:20 Never mind got an email from the office a few days ago saying they are going to work through the summer at the Las Casitas (used to be Stoneridge) park. They started today with cutting of the trees. Here's a view from my windows.

11:40 Over turned.

February 5th

12:35 AM Today JP Morgan bank that was founded by Tesla's financier has a swastica (or a whirl) as a logo. So is the city of Portland. Providence, largest non profit health organization in the NW used to have a catholic cross as logo. Not anymore.

1:20 AM Four wings.

1:45 What?

1:50 Shakti, the divine energy.

11:45 A photon is an electron and a positron.

This morning i had several questions on my mind.

1 Can energy be extracted from matter in BEC?

2 What was Tesla doing in that room on top of New Yorker? Was he travelling in different time and or space like i think they were doing with the pyramids?

But then i ran into something (when she was dancing on top of me). Meter to the power of minus one. Reciprocal space. Simply cannot grasp the concept. So now i got one more thing on my mind. Besides polariton, polaron, exciton, phonon, plasmon, name it.

4:10 PM It's happening for such a long time i'm used to. Whether i'm right or not, should they be allowed to perform this kind of subconscious level manipulation? Look at the crosshair. This is obviously about my whirls theory, recent post about Providence logo, who knows what else. To me, it's just annoying, it's your mind they're messing with.

By watching the whole video, you realize in the end they didn't  have to circle together with that boat just to put it in the news.

Another proof is synchronization (with my posts) and repetition. It's happening every time they want to erase from people's conscience something important.

I know from experience. About the whirls, they will do it for a longtime because it's the most important thing i posted.

4:15 Time travel (with reversing entropy) happens all the time. You knowingly do something that affects your future and you meet there with your past actions. Let me give you an example. You organize your room and will benefit about in the future.

4:25 Want to know how many and what executive orders Donald Trump signed so far? Click on the link in the right side of my blog.

4:40 The weirdest thing has happened in the market today. People are starting to move the money out of those trillion dollars black holes somewhere else. But will it last or will they create a new magic trick?

4:44 No matter how fast the hardware or new the version, Windows will be Windows. Every time i do a screenshot i have to wait for about a minute until it shows in the screenshots folder.

BTW. No matter what Bill Gates says, this is a tiny fraction of what he has robbed and still robs from American people which measures in trillions (and in the end Windows uses Chromium, a free software to power its browser).

If what he says about his charities is true, there would be no more homeless or students with debt in the US.

Though i believe some subconsciously choose to live that way. Just to stay out of the unhealthy homes made of sulfur and Pele's hair approved by banks .

5:15 BTW i saw yesterday on TV Portland mayor with a swastika in his office.

7:30

8:00 Was N.Tesla sending messages from near future using those pigeons? Time travelling Tesla, coming in and out of the hotel using this tunnel? 


9:40 Enough to power a time machine. I guess. Was his skinny appearance late in life due to repeated exposure to time travel?

If all these are true it means this is also true. She just hit something upstairs when i cursed THEM in my mind.

9:55 She just hit the floor when i was reading the news.

January 14

12:30 AM In 1907 Nikola Tesla wrote this: "The primary substance [AEther], thrown into infinitesimal whirls of prodigious velocity, becomes gross matter".

Electrons were first discovered in 1897 or ten years earlier and were thought to be particles thus matter but the charge to mass ratio than mass was first calculated in 1909.

According to AEther whirls theory, electrons are autonomous independent whirls (though they can merge in greater whirls) like lobes around centers. 

Protons were discovered ten years later, in 1917.

Tesla always claimed he was in contact with aliens. That, i believe.

I think this is the only way he could have known, years before the discovery of protons or Bohr's model or lobe model or string theory or AEther whirls theory.

Or maybe, since he mentions things like Ākāśa or Prana, he had access to more complete Sanskrit texts other than hRdaya sUtra.

Most likely coming from a previous human civilization that existed and was wiped by the last ice age (with the surviving part, Egypt). More scientific then technological, which used pyramids as stargates and sources of power. Maybe that was their own doom and could have been the reason they suppressed Tesla's ideas. Our planet goes through ice age cycles.

Tesla wanted to harness the unlimited energy of the AEther using oscillating circuits. But i think he might have confused the source of energy with Earth's electric field gradient. Tapping into that on planetary scale would have meant depletion of ionosphere.

8:10 After all that happened during the weekend, this morning i had this question on my mind. How many cars were sold by the Japanese in the US throughout history. Started with some searches but soon became frustrated because you can't find the numbers ready.

Toyota in the 50s was making 300 cars in one year. Then suddenly the started to overpass the cars sold in the US. To give you a general idea, in 2023 half of the cars sold in the US were imported from Japan. If we were to add to this the Japanese cars produced in the 24 US factories, those who come from Korea and Mexico, where do we get at?

The good news, is the trend is going big times downwards. Don't know if it's growing consumer conscience, enhanced durability of the cars or lowering of the US credit rating. COVID, name it.

In 2023, they were only around 3 million cars sold in the US of which half were imported directly from Japan, and from the other half, some made under Japanese brands in Mexico and then the Korean ones.

But those numbers, if added to Tesla, GM and other US manufacturers don't add up in the chart below.Some say those 24 Japanese factories in the US brought jobs. That maybe true but if you look closely in the group pictures with employees will see Asians or hikikomori barely disguised into Mexicans.

How many do you think they gross to throughout history? I would estimate, way beyond 100 millions in all these 60 years that have completely reshaped America. Trouble is they started to make the law in the US.

Everywhere i go all i see is their hikikomori trained in ninjutus and for whites beautiful and AI fed supersmart Hungarian actors and actresses. In Oregon trying to emulated an inexistant German and Mexican population.

So yeah, instead of looking into securing Greenland, Americans should look at the racoons in their own backyard.

Before it's too late as one beautiful Eagles song says.

January 5th

6:00 AM (Sunday morning) I awoke at 5, hungry. Was thinking at a news article i read yesterday. Which was not quite news. Why the Japanese stay slim and the rest of us look and eat like the hungry ghosts and in my mind i new the answer. Because their corporations control what we eat. Then i went to kitchen area to eat something.

And then upstairs Princess Mako started to do her thing at 5 AM. For one hour now. I think she's having a guest, by the number of times the toilet was flushed. She raised/released enough dust and possible sewage smell from a toilet leak inside the wall to make me sick and turn the food in my stomach into fermenting waste.

She retired through attic back in her apartment at 4 or possibly even left the building, after i wrote the above paragraph.

That article misses the essentials. Both the houses built of sulfur with Pele's hair inside walls and driving for hours a day in traffic having stress induce more hunger. And yes, Caca Coala induces hunger because of phosphoric, citric and carbonic acid. Breathing sewage smell raises acid in the stomach and induces hunger.

Question. Are they building and maintaining hell on Earth for the rest of us as a milder and controlled place to reincarnate and keep away their sinners? But why so many one might ask? Maybe they reincarnate from other planets here in this purgatory? So we burn here karma for all?

6:25 They must, throughout history, have lost/missed something. Pandas look like the prototype of hungry ghosts to me.

6:26 Pikas, the inspiration for pikachu (pick at you)?

7:20 Anybody thinks John the Revelator traveled in time? I've been thinking many times. The little scroll does look like a can of soda to me. Or like a bottle of "classic" (hour glass or sexy woman) cola.

10:25 The jerboa mouse, prototype for Muad'dib. BTW i found the movie disappointing. Less epic battles with huge battle ships and sci-fi settings full of amazing gadgets (most important to me) it looked like a bed time fairy tale that ended bad with Paul turning into some sort of Inaros from Expanse.

2:45 And Arakis stands for Iraq while spice for oil? What, do you think they are wasting your prime sweet watching time without mixing in some hidden propaganda?

3:58 J Lo today's look seem to compete with...

5:05 Ok i get it. They create purgatory like conditions on Earth so we all beings can have a chance at higher level (Nirvana).

January 3rd

10:40 AM I believe the key to a better health is the study of normal physiology or the parameters of a healthy body. Catching the moment when a person's physiological parameters are starting to go off and figuring the cause.

Our body is designed to take some blows or overcome temporary pushing of the physiology out of limits and then safely revert to normal but when these situations become more permanent, this could push it in the realm of irreversible chronic conditions.

Imagine if i could know when exactly my diabetes or my heart disease started and what was the reason.

But there might be conditioning factors that are under our control and we prefer to stay under those influences per reasons of... feeling well.

I will not talk about alcohol, tobacco and other drugs as this subject is completely exhausted and everybody agrees those will sooner or letter get to you.

There are other more subtle vices we agree to practice that do not involve nothing except our own body and mind.

Everybody of course remembers short scenes from martial arts movies where the "masters" emphasize the importance of breath. Not talking about the sarcasm of the scene breath in breath out in the Karate Kid movie where the masters seem to teach the kid to breath in dust.

Trouble is our bodies have two major different ways of functioning, depending on the way we breath, both called metabolism. Which comes of course from Ancient Greek. One, the more common involves burning fat and glucose in our cells using oxygen.

It's of course a slow burn, does not usually destroy the cells in the process, except of course if it's so intense the heat does not have time to be evacuated from tissues, causing the so called muscular breakdown.

There are two types of metabolisms, and we are talking here mostly about muscles but the other major energy user of our body, the brain, also have the two types of metabolism. Aerobic and anaerobic.

Ok so let's end the confusion and name a number of exercises that promote both types of metabolisms. Basically all the exercises that are slow and constant are aerobic and those who are short and intense are anaerobic, but they can also coexist.

Have yo ever seen a lion chasing and antelope and then giving up? The reason is the lion can do short bursts of high intensity effort that can last a bit over one minute but then it crashes. It has to stop following. So with other predators.

In other words, aerobic type of metabolism is more sustainable and anaerobic is something extra we need on short time basis when necessary.

And now let's get down to the reason i am writing all these. Anybody remembers David Carradine? I was still in Romania when i saw the series and was impressed as with many other new things that came in our TV after the "revolution" of 1989.

Today i googled more about him and i saw he actually started to study those during the third series of the movie, mostly per reasons to do some of the stunts as it was probably too complicated and inefficient to use doubles.

There is even a video of  him and Chuck Norris fighting in a movie, where Carradine of course gets humiliated. But that proves Chuck who was a real karate fighter some time in his early life thought he was a "worthy (movie scene) opponent".

Then the news about his death shocked me (i was a bit of a fan). Autoerotic suffocation they said. A risky practice of self strangulating to enhance sexual arousal and final pleasure.

Yeah i saw that during some videos on certain sites. Women change dramatically breath rate when approaching climax, with some holding, some accelerating, or combinations (sequences) and changes in metabolism made obvious by blushes.

So i would assume some during sex in anticipation change from one type of metabolism to other or combinations etc. mostly meant for enhancing pleasure in experienced practitioners.

So i tried to of course due some searches about.

Why is this important? Cause i believe some people, as they get older and have less sex, they start to mimic pleasure causing habits during non sexual activities and that of course is subconsciously changing breath rhythms in order to get... satisfaction.

(Have you ever wrote a paragraph in less than a minute typing 60 wpm in one breath and then took a moment to relax and enjoy the result?)

I was talking the other day about the cycle of motivation/satisfaction as being the carrying vehicle of our thoughts processes. Both can be purely mental like getting mad seeing a stupid manipulative news and getting a feeling of accomplishment after "nailing" or "debunking" it in a few short paragraphs.

Everybody heard about the expression "holding one's breath" while expecting some result either by our actions or other's. I believe is a method of kicking your extra anaerobic reserve for the moment the result is being releases, which can be either ways, to better deal with it.

Truth is we can, using the control over this semi-conscient part of physiology that is breathing, alter our own physiology, consciously or not, with some control over releasing some of the neurotransmitters that come with both types of metabolism.

However this is just the beginning of what i'm about to write. The intro part.

It is well known the cascading effect of yawning. Again semi-conscious synchronizing of human activities. I believe it was acquired during evolution when cave men/women needed to synch some of the activities, like sleeping.

But breathing or simultaneously entering aerobic anaerobic states of a group of people? What cold that help with? I don't know, maybe when synching efforts do cooperate on something. Chasing an animal doing hunt? Pushing a rock uphill by a group of people?

And being a synched social behavior, it must be based on triggers. Some conscious, some not. Vibrational communications based, maybe. And if it's based on signals, it can be hacked.

How many times it happened to me like when holding breath to faster write a paragraph the human upstairs made of noise to either interrupt that thought or to get me out of it, before reaching the satisfaction linked to finishing that paragraph that was actually based on a host of mental processes, all interrupted, generating a feeling of total dissatisfaction with first consequences, the impulse to drop everything and getting mad and remaining in anaerobic for minutes or hours after.

But this case is very singular or can be understood by a tiny minority only. Those who do what i do.

There are other things being directed to masses and that is modern music. Have you seen how much they repeat some of the newest released junk on the airways? Yeah i know they would say i should shut the damn radio and not listen to.

But what to do when you have to drive like one more hundred miles at night and feel like falling asleep and turn on the radio? Until not long ago i used to enjoy it but now that i start to see more and more into it i came to hate it but i can't without it either because i'm addicted or too lonely especially in these long morning winters when i'm stuck along in the apartment.

And talking about apartment. How many times am i supposed to hear this song over and over? After i deciphered some of the symbolism in it, i discovered in the last few days there's so much more to it. APT which seems to be the abbreviated name of a popular Korean drinking game, suggests ATP as most people heard about this chemical crucial in cellular metabolism both aerobic and anaerobic.

The woman sin_ger at times seems to announce. I'm on my way! Is this song among others an invitation to enter anaerobic for your own pleasure? Make it an addiction?

Then this morning i heard another one, right next to this. (BTW, we have here in Portland this radio station like no other that pumps continuously the hottest hits on Billboard hip hop chart like no other i saw in other states).

Equally annoying one ore two notes most of time time, it seems to... "So hot it hurts!"

12:53 PM This morning i did my insulin on my inner thigh as it seemed i have more fat in there. They were big thundering noises coming from the garbage truck moving the bins and was not very careful when i chose the place and a drop of blood came after i pulled the tiny needle. Then i realized i did it next to a big dilated varicose vein and started to panic. I even googled. What happens when you do an insulin shot into a vein?

I started to heat up really fast (my feet were kinda cold before). About 15 minutes later i took again my blood sugar and saw it was dropping fast (not like i'm used to when doing insulin with a pen). So it dropped from 340 before the injection to 260 in about half hour and i was feeling kinda light headed.

I said to myself if it drops at the same rate, within an hour i would probably go under 200 and more. So i grabbed my clothes, dressed up just in case and took it one more time. It turns that the panic and moving around made my blood sugar to raise again to 290 and the light headedness disappeared.

So i would assume i entered anaerobic because of panic and my cells stopped using glucose so much.

During my searches today i saw there are devices that can actually tell what kinda metabolism you're in. I think it is very important to me to buy one those and watch the link with blood sugar level.

1:04 PM Market, first winning day of the year. Based on  Tesla, Nvidia, oil (energy).

BTW yesterday i went to buy cigarettes and tried again Albertson's on Boone Ferry. No Nat's there. No you can't get cigarettes on Amazon. The giant doesn't want to save climate change fuel burning trips for smokers.

When i came back i found myself driving behind a Tesla Cybertruck (why they call it cyber). I knew some sort of trouble was going to follow but was too lazy to do something (like breaking up). Or maybe i was in some sort of trance it happens when i meet weird people doing (non)random things in stores.

It was going ahead of me and when i stopped at the lights on the ramp there was a woman driving a van or something who "missed" her green lights holding the wheel nervously on the top, bent over, in order to make me appear like i'm following the damn thing as a cop car was stopped on the freeway flashing red and blue lights and probably filming.

1:45 Lately every time i went to smoke a cigarette (usually in the back) some vehicle comes to pick or leave a kid at the daycare in an apartment across the alley, within my line of site. Right now there was no exception but i came bac in to write it down as it's still there.

2:10 Nu am încontro, trebuie să scriu despre "știrile" de azi care sunt împănate cu ceea ce scriu. Majoritatea sunt invenții media.

Tortul bugetar.

Trebuie să fim recunoscători, nu să căutăm noduri în papura bugetară sau pe site-ul Ministerului Finanțelor. Un deficit de 9% este un record, chiar pentru România, chiar raportat la PIB. ANAF să colecteze mai bine.

TVA este ușor de colectat. După cum arată tortul, impozitul pe profit și pe salarii este infim în comparație cu TVA sau contribuția pentru pensie. Dar impozitul pe salariu ar trebuie să fie doar de două ori și jumătate mai mic decât contribuția CAS (conform fluturașilor). Asta arată că firmele nu virează impozitul pe salariu sau profit iar ANAF se face că nu vede.

Să fim recunoscători și nu ne uităm la miliardele cheltuite aiurea prin ministere. Cam jumătate din buget dispare din contabilitatea ministerelor. O scurtă privire la bugetul Ministerului Educației, care plătește 33 miliarde salarii, fiind cel mai mare angajator din România, arată o sumă egală sau mai mare care nu se știe la ce a folosită. Și nu iese nici un politician la rampă să ne spună.

December 19

3:15 AM Pe 22 noiembrie sau cu 2 zile înainte de turul 1 Ciolacu s-a deplasat la Budapesta semnând un document ce l-a prezentat drept un succes diplomatic dar care l-a costat alegerile. Acum românii plătesc consecințele.

Aș vrea să semnalez însă faptul că acest document nu are nici o valoare juridică. Conform Constituției, numai Președintele României poate semna tratate internaționale care trebuie mai apoi ratificate de Parlament iar mai la urmă iar promulgată legea ratificării de către președinte printr-un decret.

3:30 Când ai cumpărat ceva nou și nu funcționează, oricât ai încerca, citește instrucțiunile sau manualul de utilizare.

Democrația (demos + kratos) este ceea ce au cumpărat românii tot așa într-un decembrie, dar într-o formă originală, la reducere (minimalistă), iar manualul de utilizare, care este Constituția, a apărut mai târziu și lumea nu a mai apucat să o citească deși au votat-o de două ori (remember?) fiindcă se obișnuise deja după ureche (merge și-așa).

Democrația e un cuvânt frumos, iar bunăstarea vestului este cel mai bun argument. Dar democrația nu se poate fără politică iar politica (politikós) nu se poate fără politicieni. Nu știu, poate a fost o vreme în România când politicienii și jurnaliștii erau animați de idealuri și patriotism și nu de dorința de a le face pe plac celor care nu știu.

Bine era vremea când exista o clasă înstărită loială și educată și politicienii nu prea aveau ce face.

Astăzi avem o generație nouă de kratos, mult mai virulentă, mai rapace și mai grăbită să ne termine, și ei fac ce fac fără ca lumea (demosul) să aibă habar.

5:05 Grevă generală în politikos. Bolo grosul și-arțăgosul. Ăștia după ce nu ne-au dat președinte, acum vor să nu ne mai dea nici guvern. Există totuși unii care vor să se sacrifice pentru România. Dar îi vor lăsa colegii de Parlament?

Cei mai noi de pe scenă vor și ei bugetul nou, dar fără dare de seamă pe cel vechi ca în Moldova. Am mai văzut. În fiecare an. Da un po'...

11:20 Starea națiunii. Cele mai populare subiecte pe google news arată la ce se gândesc românii mai mult în acest moment. Da bine și ei au calculat momentul și au întins momeala cu fantezia cu "cumpăratul" "de către un român" a unui club italian, suprema bărbăție.

1:22 PM For quite some time i believed different people have memories of advanced science that survived after an ancient global conflict (most likely the one described in the Sanskrit epic poem Mahabharata that BTW needs a thorough review and proper translation) in the form of mnemonics, religions, things like that and here is one more proof i just figured though i should have long time ago if i wasn't such an idiot.

The hardest part though is to take into consideration the unthinkable.

4:25 With elementary strings in mind today i caught a fresh glimpse at Devanagari script which most modern Indian languages are written with. 1200 years old, based on older Brahmi script, could it be yet another memory of lost old knowledge?

4:50 Let's take for example the letter ज (ja).

This letter alone could stand in Sanskrit for light though there are a few other words that start with a similar letter, ज्वा (jva), with similar meanings like ज्वाला jvAlA which stands for flame or ज्वालक jvAlaka for light, words which i kinda like because in Bucovina we had an old regionalism șvală (pronounced the same as jvAla, don't know if anybody still uses it) which gave birth to mainstream Romanian pală, which means flame (one single manifestation of a flame) or elementary flame.

10:05 I've been thinking. The only way my model of photon would work would be to have some electric asymmetry because of polarization. For that to happen, we need to have an alternance virtual electron-positron for each step. But that would bring an imbalance in the mass so we would also need to have an alternance positive-negative mass.

10:10 Now Angela is eating and me some more and the cats are running.

December 18

4:10 AM Beautiful Moment

6:00 JB

6:45 Here is a picture of a simulation i should add to my post about everything. As i said many times, electrons on the same levels of energy (clouds) interact with each other and their trajectories are very complicated. But when sometimes due to collision they temporarily reach relativistic speeds, they generate reactions or disturbances in the original void we may call virtual particles with matching relativistic mass, speed and trajectory and opposite charges

If those are due to fall to a lower energy level they trigger chain reactions we call photons. If they are from the electrons moving at the same energy level we may call them strings.


12:05 Did this ever cross anybody's minds, that people with insider knowledge or only prediction power by previous experiences make good money knowing in advance about these rate cuts? Yes you can make money when the market or a stock goes down by an operation called "shorting".

Everybody assumes this semi-private entity called Feral Reserve is benevolent. Some say it creates dividends, some say they are not for profit.

Everybody knows, who's not in it for profit then is for something else and i believe some are making money knowing in advance their decisions.

Look at the inflation rates and the astronomic values of the stocks right now, with companies like Microsoft that are evaluated hundreds of times and are bought only for resale purposes though they have no intrinsic value or they bring dividends.

However Nvidia and Tesla are mother and father of all speculators on Wall Street with Nvidia having a daily average range of 5%.

1:11 Wow i looked at the market and stocks briefly stopped slumping, i did some other stuff, they started to fall back.

1:30 PM Tratatul NATO prin felul în care a fost redactat, adică foarte vag, are un singur articol cu valoare juridică (binding) și anume faimosul Articol 5 care practic spune că dacă o țară este atacată, toate țările NATO vor răspunde (conform propriei doctrine militare). Chiar așa, la reședința personală?

1:50 Culmea demisiei. Să-ți dai demisia după ce abia ai dat o lovitură de stat (pentru a salva Statul)!

9:30 Poate n-a vrut Zelenski.

9:52 Dacă Iohannis își dă demisia, următorul președinte va fi Președintele Senatului, adică Ciucă sau viitorul Președinte al Senatului.

10:00 Serios? M-am uitat acum pe factură. Eu plătesc 20 de cenți pe kilowatt. Un litru de benzină e 1 dolar.

10:15 I said earlier i would come with more details about my adventures at WinCo today. At the check stand, i think it was her. Got there because a new one opened on the right, one person left there and another came immediately after  her and there was only one person in line at  her stand.

Half of the stands or near the middle of the store where closed which was unusual. I ran on the right because i saw this fat tall man with white goatee dressed in a pink vaporous women's dress with naked hairy legs on the left.

Not the first time is see her in there. She usually does (when i go there) the early morning shift or before 7 AM. When she talks she does short, yelled phrases.

Like today she commanded me to put the bag with potatoes in the cart before it reached her. She reminds me of the soup nazi. I think the man standing behind me was the man himself. A shadow of what he used to be, but probably could still pack one punch.

Right before me an old man and an old woman were negotiating something with her. I think they were trying to get some cashback beforehand which they did. Then they moved at the end of the belt and she started to check for them and for a while it was all looking on cameras like it was all my stuff which was a lot. Then they came and paid.

Fortunately for me, i was too pissed with other things in mind to care about he acting provocative. One of them was i went 1.65 dollars over my checking balance (At WinCo you can only pay with debit). That meant i had to go to the bank to deposit 1 dollars and 65 cents.

When i put in the pin, the keyboard moved (like it always does at WinCo) and i saw i typed three digits only. Could not see the back button and i canceled the whole transaction. I felt this strong cinnamon perfume smell and when i turned and looked he was right behind me.

That was the time stamp on my receipt.



10:30 Another one. When the pharmacist associated with dr.Michael Jaczko prescribed my insulin he did a demo on how to use the pen on a small pad on my belly and he said belly or thigh but he did not show me how to pinch the fat.

He said in that pen it was water but was smelling like insulin (now that i use it i know) and some went on my clothes. Then he changed his mind, prescribed the one with syringes which i refused at the pharmacy to make it look like it was my choice.

I did not google for that until yesterday when it was for totally different reasons. Tonight was the first time i pinched the fat on my thigh and i did not feel that rush anymore. Though i feel shortness of breath one hour after my last dose probably as a result of increasing metabolism after insulin with increasing need for air (oxygen) and for some reason which could be hiatal hernia, chronic nose congestion, i do not breath enough.

When i first tried to start (and did not), about 10 days ago, i checked my blood sugar first and was 170 (which did not happen in years, my A1C is 12) so i wrote to him and he changed the first dose from 20 to 13 units which today i did like 7 units, twice, and i'm around 200.

The pen, like everything else in the fridge smells like smoke, from that day when i put a carton of eggs in the fridge after i put it on a hot burner on the stove and caught fire under. However i wipe the pen's rubber pad with alcohol before i rub my skin (and let them dry) and every time and i attach every time a new, sealed, needle. No i don't keep the pen i use in the fridge, but it was in the fridge for about a week before i started.

I think i can squeeze in here one more thing. The brand of the pen (covered by my insurance) is Lantus Sol-oh-Star which reminds of Lotus and the Sun Emperor and it has indeed lotus motives on it.

Today i put air in my tires, went to WinCo in my old truck, got some exposure to cold and all more exposed areas now hurt enough to wake me up several hours after i crashed in the afternoon.


11:20 All cars that pop on the streets wherever i go have either symbolic brands, LPNs, or logos, all chosen and dispatched by AI according to the theme of the day. All of them have the left mirror turned so i can't see their faces.

Today i tried and caught a few of them with my phone's camera. They were many others (i mean, all of them), including a long platform with a huge fiber optics coil right next to the cabin (right after the one in the first picture. Sometimes the are semis.

I remember when i talked on the phone with my ex HS class headmistress on the phone in 2004 and she told me that i am the only real person among hundreds of thousands of actors in the area. The "demented" she called them but refused to say more.

Here are some pictures taken today, to give you an idea of how epic this is.

When i uploaded them last one came first. A variation or several of the acronym KGB is always present on any of my trips. KAJ and KZB.

The passing SUV that was dispatched by AI when i was talking pictures almost cover the number in the distance. Very present these days, could mean PD or PG or both, an allusion a to Alexa. PAR 4 whatever that is. SB in the left.

Slamer? Electric, with ladders.

I usually don't do this (anymore) but today i got pissed really bad given the importance of what i post about light and the superhuman effort i made with desmos this weekend.

Mathews Aurora Funeral Services. When i saw it first, it was in front of me than an SUV got promptly in between when i pulled the phone, then i changed lanes, i passed that one, he veered to the right and i took the picture from the middle lane.

Right after a very long, empty platform with a huge fiber optics coil near the cabin, figuring the letter J.

December 17

1:20 AM În Iași era o ierarhie de facultăți în cele două campusuri. În Copou erau facultățile mai intelectuale. Științe economice (ISE), Fizică, Matematică, Geografie Filologie, Electronică, Automatizări și Calculatoare. Mai încolo spre nord-est cred era Agronomia. Medicină era pe undeva prin centru.

Eu am stat în Tudor. Ca și în Copou, era o ierarhie. La TCM intrau cei mai buni. Urmau Mașini Unelte, Utilaje Tehnologice, Mașini Termice și Mașini Agricole. Apoi Construcții, Hidrotehnică, Chimie, Textile.

Dar în Copou? Cine voia să facă Matematică și Fizică, unde șansele cele mai multe era să ajungi profesor la țară?

Poate de aceea nu trebuie să ne mirăm când deschidem pagina de Wikipedia la Efectul Fotoelectric și citim definiția veche de 100 de ani.

Chestia nașpa era că la Politehnică, ce însuma Electronica și Automatizările din Copou cu celelalte din Iași se studia în anul I și II o grămadă de matematică, ce putea fi comparată cu materia de la facultățile de Fizică și Matematică. De fapt era grosul materiei în anii I și II. O grămadă de materie foarte grea.

Și nimeni nu se aștepta la asta. Cei care mergeau la Fizică sau Matematică aveau cât de cât o înclinație pentru asta. Dar eu care am studiat în liceu fizica cu William Shatner și filosofia cu Adrian Pintea și actoria cu toți ceilalți? Cu alte cuvinte, la sfârșitul liceului eram la un minim.

M-am uitat recent. În SUA viitorii inginerii nu studiază fizică cuantică și probabil nici matematici speciale.

Niciodată nu am înțeles pentru ce erau toate astea necesare în România. Realizările au fost minime deși fabricile și uzinele erau pline de ingineri. La IMU erau 600 de ingineri și subingineri numai la proiectare. Care nu mai încăpeau unii de alții, cu birourile unul lângă altul și abia aveai pe unde să te miști. Odată ajuns acolo uitai și materiile de specialitate, darămite fizica și matematica din anii I și II.

Materia nu emite nici un electron. Nici fotonii. În cadrul efectului fotoelectric care experimental este electrizarea unei foițe de metal expusă la lumină sau raze X un electron din orbită care primește energia unui foton este scos de pe suprafața metalului care apoi rămâne electrizat pozitiv. Dar electronul era acolo, nu a fost emis de materie. A fost scos "din materie". Deși e și el materie (adică nu e undă sau ceva).

Mă rog. Cui îi pasă. Astea sunt chestii cu care un student la Fizică sau poate încă la Politehnică se întâlnește odată în viață. Ca o tipă pe care o întâlnești odată după o discotecă care apoi fuge când te vede ziua cum ești îmbrăcat.

Cu asemenea definiții însă nu poți să-i face unui student cu ochiul sau chiar să-l ții 2 ani într-un an sperând să înțeleagă ce e greșit începând chiar de la bază și ajungând cândva în America va descoperi adevărata natură a luminii sau materiei.

(Totul a fost o acțiune (misiune pentru mileniul III) menită să-i satisfacă pe naționaliștii atrași de Ceaușescu care știau toate astea de la Coandă, care era prieten cu Tesla (la fel cum sunt și acum atrași de unii sau alții sau ceilalți), dar totul a fost făcut la mișto ca în final să poată da vina pe mine, fiindcă am fost prea prost pentru misiune. Nu cred că trebuia să mă prind vreodată).

Efectul fotoelectric stă la baza întregii mecanici cuantice. Din teoria mecanicii cuantice s-a inspirat japonezul care a inventat memoria flash din card-urile SD care își păstrează stările în lipsa unei surse de curent.

Care este o capcană de electroni care rămân acolo și după încetarea alimentării (cu curent) și care odată introdusă într-un device poate fi accesată ca o memorie RAM și care înlocuiește memoriile ROM, PROM dar mai ales vechile discuri hard ale PC-urilor.

Da știu este total descurajant pentru oricine, chiar un fost student la Electronică sau Automatizări să citească toate astea. Sunt sigur că și ei gândesc, la fel ca și mine, cândva. Suntem prea în urmă, ei sunt prea avansați ca să mai aibă rost.

Efectul invers celui fotoelectric este emiterea unui foton la căderea unui electron pe un nivel de energie inferior. (Apăsați săgeata de lângă slider ca să vedeți cum funcționează).

2:12 Când încep să scriu nici eu nu știu unde voi ajunge. Am scris fraza cu Shatner mai sus în urmă cu mai puțin de o oră înainte de a citi știrile (după nu știu, jumătate de zi). Ăștia au domle ceva de time travel, ceva ce folosesc destul de rar, doar în ultim resort. Am bănuit asta de mult și m-a inspirat în căutările mele despre piramide, lumină, etc.. Adică ei pot cel puțin afla informații din viitor.

În orice caz, devine din ce în ce mai frustrant când deschid știrile și văd că orice e strâns legat de ce postez.

9:25 There is an inconsistency between my 3D dynamic representation of the photon with desmos and the enunciation. I stated there that when the first virtual particle starts being the initiating falling electrons starts slowing down because of ceding of energy and so forth.

So i tried to adjust the representation but i ran into another problem. The whole cycle ends within half period or Pi or 180 degrees. Until i deal with the new problem, here it is.

I have the other blog for making complaints however the noises i hear are so linked to what i'm doing and i think i got a better explanation for that one right now (had it for some time in my mind).

They are doing something like let themselves guided by the Universe and all they are doing are reactions to what i'm doing. Very similar with how the photon propagates. In fact, i read somewhere that the ninja let themselves guided by the Sun.

Or it could be something like maybe all of our consciences are guided by the entangled photons that come from the Sun or maybe that is actually conscience. All our minds linked by those photons, of lower frequencies than light itself so they can bee handled by specialized circuits in our brains. So any effort of doing something new triggers reactions in others.

The so called ShinShin Shingan that could be the same thing as the third eye or the eye of consciousness of Buddha and Hindu.

And they of course don't like what i'm doing cause they think Sun is the biggest kami there is and we should not oppose it or even try to free from the entanglement.

9:45 Now that i got that of my chest i think i could fix that problem by simply dividing the ticker or the motor of the animation by two. (And who says it should be governed by a sine function since those trajectories are not straight line anyways, it is all for an intuitive representation only).

BTW desmos though is such a good an needed tool (for any student) has an unfamiliar way of saving projects and dealing with versions, believe me, i've been working with many environments in my life and i know what i'm talking about and because of that i lost versions and wasted time.

11:00 Lăsați vrăjeala cu tiktok. El nu poate fi legat de acela, au avut grijă. Și în fond nu e decât propagandă, la fel ca a altora pe site-urile oficiale sau la televiziuni.

Dar Georgescu s-a făcut deja penal prin gura lui, amenințând CCR, indiferent dacă ăia au greșit.

Au greșit nu prin decizie, ce au decis e absolut treaba lor,  pentru asta sunt plătiți, să mai și greșească, în mod legal și constituțional (ERARE HUMANUM EST), pentru asta există apeluri.

Prin faptul că au dat a doua decizie pe același subiect de judecată (NON BIS IN IDEM), la vreo 10 zile după ce inițial au validat alegerile imediat după.

Însă Iohannis îl va lăsa, îl cunoaștem, se vor lua de nimicuri, de tiktokuri și nu de chestiile esențiale deja șubrede pentru Georgescu, să ne dea o lecție. Adică dacă nu ne place de el și de ai lui pro "europeni".

Știam eu că noi nu avem niciodată noroc. După ce tocmai s-a rezolvat cu Schengen-ul, acum iată, poate ne dau ĂȘTIA iar de partea cealaltă a liniei roșii, în grija Rusiei adică. Iar Rusia are prima dată grijă de ea, după cum am mai văzut. Pentru că știm părerea lui Georgescu despre Schengen.

Apropo, și rușii și ucrainenii sunt spălați pe creier. Dacă te uiți de aproape la ei vezi că și ei sunt într-un fel de transă, fiindcă li se prezintă numai o anumită parte a realității cu repetarea la nesfârșit a aceleiași mantre adresate zeiței Kali.

1:20 PM Nu se știe dacă era ales în turul 2 cu Lasconi.

8:17 I believe this one is closer to reality. If i'm not mistaken the sign. Can't just think too deep, i am numb in my body and brain since the last run upstairs this morning.

I have chosen the first reaction's direction as similar to that of a magnetic field created by the real, not conventional flow of the current on z axis (in this case, one electron only).

Also the disturbances are more symmetric to the propagation axis and perpendicular to one another "in the middle". I added some "curvature" and axial advance, since the first virtual particle is being expelled by the positive net charge of the last level after the fall of an electron.

Vectors might not be the best way to describe a curved trajectory. I should look to see if desmos allow 3D curves and move everything in that direction.

By the end of last week i could not even hope i will do so far. But now i'm not in a hurry anymore, i'll take my time.