May 6

3:23 Yeah i know. The Freemasons. They are mighty righteous. Especially when they are looked at. After i pointed to all geographic entities called Washington.

What harm could have been in randomly sharing my Safeway club card with perfect strangers in a Safeway store? Except if i had gotten in an accident on my way home and never had the chance to explain.

After loosing at Red Winds, we felt like we needed a drink. Angela's got all these theories made of wrong perceptions. If five out of ten times they gave her some money back after she lost everything and pulled one last hundred from a credit card, that didn't happen last night. Should have waited midnight, when they close the day.

But i guess everybody is getting tired of being rational and responsible for a whole week in a super hostile environment.

In the days when they made their quota, they give back, right after midnight, for about 15 minutes through winning hands, at selected machines and players. I mean, everyone should notice if  you win 10 like ten hands in a row on a tiny bet and make half of your losses back in ten minutes. So those players who lost too much are not too traumatized and give up playing.

No question each hand is controlled by AI and they are following faces for emotions through the over 1000 cameras present at each casino (one camera per 2 machines on average). So you keep playing and other reasons like the above. 

She had 20 more in free play at Ilani. As we came back, i planned to go to the Safeway at Woodland which is five miles before that and buy some liquor. At the bars in the casinos prices are 10 times more.

And there she was, getting in my way as i was looking for the locker with liquor. I asked her, pretended she did not understand, then i yelled "liquor" and she condescendingly showed me the way. Not courteous enough to call someone to open, had to press the button and wait.

For a few seconds i was tempted by a flask of Courvoisier, which was smaller and twice the price of Christian Brothers. I said it was not worth it, the difference in quality and the fact i was getting drunk and didn't feel it anyways. Got the cheapest. And then i went at the check stands.

A whole team of pantomime actors (wondering who they were) prevented me from going to the self checkers by putting some down checkers down and acting crazy.

So i went to the regular checker where she was waiting. While still checking the people ahead of me (i remember a bearded, dark skinned guy among others) she asked me with much authority in voice if i was going to use a club card. I said i don't have the card, but the phone number, and she asked for it. So i gave it to her and she typed it in.

When i tapped my card to pay, the terminal asked me again for the phone number. When i asked her for an explanation, she said she used the number to save those people 6 dollars. When i looked at her, she added. "You did a good thing" (Probably meaning charity). And i said. "It doesn't count cause i didn't know". "You get gas points" (probably threatening, i don't think you get gas points with a Safeway club card, never heard of). 

Was there any law broken? Probably some minor ones. How she did get hired there to check for 2 or 3 customers in that night only. Asking for my phone number when that was supposed to be done by the machine. Making me saying my phone number aloud and possibly recorded by a phone nearby.

A few years ago, at the exact same store there was another high rank politician, this time an actress from Japan doing something similar, in a similar situation.

But there is one major law she, all of them (the pantomime actors) broke. It shouldn't have alarmed me if i was not doing what i am doing. Blogging on very sensible themes, and similarities. Yeah i know i am not doing it for others, but just trying to restore my reputation.

If i didn't went through what i did since last July when the singer known as Dua Lipa acting as an assistant manager brought in the apartment above the entertainer known as Miyuki Nishijima of Japan to torment me. The threatening email she sent me the day before Eastern Easter.

I didn't know who she was but i knew from the many experiences i had so far she was somebody else and she was doing something weird and that was reason enough for me to get alarmed. More when i got home and saw who she was.

For reason of things similar i lived in constant fear, for  years. Now it's not such a big of a deal anymore, i got used to, especially when i think of my ruined health it doesn't matter anymore.

As for what "Dua Lipa", others did to me, Angela, that easily qualifies as torture by any law in any country and regime.

And yes, the lawmen and women are literally coming after me.

BTW Instagram is pissing me off, lately, badly. Every time i try to look at an image online, my browser tries to log in, and then i get this. A few days after i made the account, about a year ago, they told me i broke the rules and they disabled it. However, i never (had a chance to) post anything on it. They asked me to upload a video with basically my mugshot and holding a number in my hands, as they would do while booking someone in jail which i refused.

9:40 Shiva (linga) long time effect on Americans. I believe there is an active competition in Washington as who is more extremist, while saying the same about his archenemy.

Partly due to lack of any possibility for participating in elections due to antiquated system, with long, long, campaigns (basically half of physically available time), of any candidate not backed by the two party system.

BTW, one of the two is the current president, who uses part of his paid time in office for campaigning (obviously).

8:55 Stormy Daniels, the lawwoman. Oh mama,...!

9:20 Did i say their dresses were falling when they were doing gymnastic figures?

9:26 Doar ca să pună numele Geamănu și Gheorghe împreună?

November 2nd

12:10 Anybody knows what pizzicato is? It is a way of playing violin like a guitar, by picking chords with a nail, without using the bow. It is used a lot in Chinese and Japanese traditional music and one singer comes to mind... Rimi Natsukawa (not that i know so many), known to us all as Mariah Carey.

Synth pop era started triumphantly in Europe with Modern Talking and ended in the US with Madonna.

In the beginning, as the name clearly states, they were making heavy use of synthesizers and sequencers and stuff that just came on the scene from the labs and specialized companies. Monophonic, polyphonic, midi etc..

Though they were perfected over the years, a few types of sounds stayed to the end. They faded in the 90s and lately they were surpassed by the AI and only retro bands still use them. AI was much more insidious to the point we listen today to music made entirely by AI including voices and we don't even notice it.

Though heavily influenced by the same current in Japan, some of them included Japanese tunes that at times sound like the (what is the name of the three strings instrument she plays in the video above).

Very obvious in many of Madonna's song but i have the feeling that Dieter Bohlen synths imitated a lot the pizzicato sound and far East melodies especially the instrument in the video above though less obvious for the untrained ear (check again the intro here). And after him, the whole cohort.

But that doesn't mean we don't have pure rock music, spiced maybe with a Moog from the beginning of the synth era (yes she lives in a bubble and steals people ('s hearts)).


6:00 Another one... Cum lași site-urile alea, te duci să ștergi toate video-urile sau doar nu mai încarci? Și totuși cred că am văzut-o (ieri) undeva...

6:45 During the 2000s more evolved synths were used in a whole new genre called electronica, based entirely on those with the subgenre house that originated in... Romania (Why Vika Jigulina in this live show looks like Morticia from Adams family).

6:55 Which reminds me. Now i know, the glass balls represent the sun. My woman from Tokyo? BTW, wanted to say this for several days now and keep forgetting. Is the Mercedes logo a solar symbol and Benz stands for Benzaiten? CDs?


1:10 Newsworthy (There's someone in my head and it's not me). A team of 3 female journalists from Business Insider chose to let the whole world know that NYC mayor killed gassed rats on a whole street in New York. But one newyorker begs to differ in a comment titled "It is not new" (second best in the list) in the original article from "Gothamist" (can't share the comment or link in text).

In one of the pictures is shown an obvious German looking guy pumping whatever in the ground next to a BMW parked on the street.

There are contradictions in the article. The real b...h behind it seem to be though...

The reason i resent is it comes after my complaints of gasoline smell, some coming from obvious puddles on the ground, burnt vegetable oil smell after me doing fries yesterday, that i can still feel it as i write now. The symbolism. The main picture in the article shows a rat and a woman that looks like taken from a tiktok twerking post.

1:45 But i bet nobody from Business Insider is going to explain people the "flat high" of the stock market today (official explanation, no FED hiking rates expected) and always under the rising Sun which is bad news for inflation, flat high that comes with a 2.55% hike rate in oil prices.

3:43 Though i was violently sick yesterday, after eating and drinking crazy things for about a month, finally all these got to my guts with a bile and intestinal blockage and ER level pain, but i don't think i'm gonna die right away.

I did not go to ER as pain seemed intermittent. (I think) i cured myself with omeprazole, glasses of water with backing soda, meditating, eating small amounts of bland food and sleeping in my pod (a sleeping bad made of industrial type 99% reflecting insulation). And of course washing my stinking comforter of which i completely forgot lately.

Also today after i figured i was chocking because of the mold smell, went outside and picked about 100 lbs of rotting leaves "forgotten" by the landscapers yesterday that were covering the wet soil after rain and smelling like outdoor mold.

3:51 Ideal for patching holes in the floor of heaven. Color is close to your ceiling paint (indistinguishable). Mix small amounts with water to the consistency of putty (you know how) and push immediately with a suitable size Philips screwdriver in each hole, several times, then wipe the excess. Can use a slightly bigger screwdriver if you can't find the right size. Should take about 5 to 10 minutes for a hole.

When using slightly bigger screwdrivers and that is most of the time, do not push the screwriver all the way through, cause it is so much easier to fill having a narrowing at the other end.

Do not use ready made mud or any store mix cause it shrinks upon curing leaving the hole visible and having to repeat the procedure.

To find holes, use a dental probe in suspected areas. Sometimes older holes are covered over the years by layers of paint that cracked and are not obvious.

The resulting patch using the material linked above is harder and made of the same material as the drywall itself and also fuses with it so it can be used for bigger holes up to a few inches diameter with a piece of cardboard on the other side kept in place with strings or wires.

There are numerous, clumsier and less effective ways to do it.

Another big source of dust in your apartment is your breakers box, which is as big as all plugs combined. To seal the space around it you need either plaster or clear removable silicone which does not work well on drywall.

Also check the space around door frames, AC vents, in wall  heaters. In wall heaters actually have holes in the box that allow "air" from inside wall to be sucked and pushed into the room. They also burn household and wall dust, like bar space heaters. Bar space heaters create an air flow that also sucks and burn dust from inside the wall through the floor to wall space.

It is controversial if to seal the space between walls and floor. Dust is usually heavier than air and does not climb except for the invisible, statically charged dust which may result from prolonged vibrations which flies in your rooms like crazy for hours (if you don't have an ionizer). (Any dust that passes through a fan like of the fridge becomes electrically charged). If air does not penetrate the space in the wall, it becomes even stinkier usually with sulfur dioxide. Use your rich imagination if or what to put in there.

(We'll talk after you're done with your home work).

10:02 Today's smoke comes from yet another fire that's right in wind's direction that apparently started after last rain? Or maybe the wind shifted, can't remember how it was yesterday. Found a site where you can find historical data for precipitations in different Oregon areas, it rained half inch in the area with the fire yesterday. More rain to come tomorrow.

The smoke doesn't help me. From lungs it eliminates in esophagus and then in the stomach (our own body filtration system, all dust and smoke particles we breath end up in your guts for elimination).

12:00 First i thought i heard someone climbing the stairs, after "he came home", but the sound continued beyond stairs length until i went and opened the door... I did not meet with anyone here tonight or anywhere else, ever, since i came in this country in 1995. I also figured another reason for the big work at the sewer...

If someone who can red this is ever invited here, they must know i will never invite anybody and should not come. And this is not a fake disclaimer.

October 27

10:17 Skim this. It has been refreshing through motivation, thank you, but when stressed out the society fell back on easy to handle stereotypes as their culture has been built of those. As for me, i don't know anything anymore except i will never try to seduce you fit in. Don't assume i'm even trying just because i've learned to some extent English or i exhibit some human reactions.

As for coffee, i use (decaf) coffee in the morning together with a charcoal cap so i cleanse my guts from bacteria and protozoa that fell from ceiling and came from constantly calculated dog piles outside so i feel less nauseated and can eat something. In fact i just smelled one right now so my daily cycle can begin like in Ground Dog Day.

And BTW i don't believe stereotypes are true generalizations uh huh but a way of manipulating the whole society by making believing so.

BTW do you think concept is a type of generalization? (My head is spinning just trying to read a little about those because of the endless mess of always failing western philosophy and of course of the psychology that derives from it).

BTW i couple of days ago i fell again victim of yet another attempt to fit in. That is trying not to think of every detail of what i'm doing but rather trying to do everything in a hurry based on experiences and learning by mistakes.

Years ago when i was under the heavy influence of smokes from around the building i did an oil change and spilled some oil on a couple of connectors on top of the transmission.

These newer automatic transmissions are head spinners because the control of shifting gears is done by a computer that is hooked to it by some fragile connectors instead of having everything inside like during old times where all the governing was inside. So a simple failure of those connectors would mean your car will severely malfunction.

So i was troubleshooting a rare intermittent malfunction and first thing that came to mind was i should try to clean those inside and out with some WD40 contact solvent i bought a while ago for this purpose which is tricky because you can contaminate them more by bringing dirt from outside the connectors inside.

So i gathered courage and momentum all day two days ago and when time came it started to rain. So i postponed it until rain stopped and went outside and did it with a flashlight in the dark trying not to blind the pilots of the low flying planes that started pouring (they always do that when i go with a flashlight at night outside).

It took me one hour only to unstuck one of those, then one more to clean them while exposed to smoke in smoke and also been breathing lots of that solvent and then when about to finish i got drunk out of frustration. So the next day and even today i was numbed and dumbed by the three influencers combined, much more than usual.

So i spent all day yesterday like oh so many times before trying to remember exactly what i've done at the car and that influenced my whole "moode of thinking" on top of everything (i was quite mad). And BTW i feel smoke coming from outside again 12:15.

So i came to the conclusion i didn't break anything but the problem went away after i added a bit of fluid cause i believe it was under the lower limit which is almost impossible to figure at a transmission without a dipstick.

BTW a few days ago i was driving through Beaver-ton (the city where i lived before, at Sus Sex Village Apts.) and entered the dealership to buy 2 more quarts to attempt the third partial drain and fill, you cannot drain the whole fluid and you do 2 or 3 partial drains (in my case of three quarts every time) to change up to 75% percent, as opposed to going to the dealer and paying 500 dollars and have changed about the same percentage or less (when they flush it by pumping some will still mix with the old one) and then wonder if they didn't break anything else.

So i went in at the same dealer where i bought 2+5=7 quarts a year ago, talked to the parts guy and he was not satisfied with year make and model and went outside and wrote the VIN from the car and then he gave me the two quarts but when i got home i saw it was a different type than the quart i had left from those 7 i bought a year ago (and used 6 for two partial drains).

And had to wait like 15-30 minutes until they brought the fluid "from the other shop cause they were out of it".

So before i did anything i checked and found on a site and the type of fluid which BTW was 32 dollars a quart was not compatible with the other i already poured in. Notice, bottom of the first page here.

12:44 I believe in cognitive therapy which i think is the logical replacement of more "esoteric" Freudian psychoanalysis. Simply remembering and reinterpreting traumatic events in the light of newer acquired friendlier (now stereotyping) experiences (i think it can only work for the lucky ones though).

2:00 Again deleted a whole entry by mistake. These two invoices do not show the last qualifiers (letters) of the type of fluid. Last one has an odd account number, 9999. Though the different part numbers are there. BTW i love Americans because of the freedom you can see in their eyes kind and candid nature even when they are "legitimately" or openly trying to conspire against me, however putting that recognizable fearful "evil" or mad look on their faces.

11:00 When we started to yell at each other i knew there was too much smoke in here. Found three sets of holes releasing unprecedented amounts of smoke, one was just around the corner under their AC, one under a bush and one next to our patio. Smoke subsided suddenly when i covered those. Angela does not believe me when i say smoke is coming from the ground. Now it's coming back but not so much anymore.

11:01. Tonight there was another drawing at Spirit Mountain. I was surprised and in a way, mad by the fact that the car was running much better. Smoother shifting at the transmission, more response to the pedal. But i think it has potential for more. Slightly better mileage going there (430 but when i came back the temperature was 20 degrees less, pressure at the tires 4 psi less and the mileage was like 42 but i had to stop a few times and it dropped to 40.

In my way there i was thinking to add some more fluid but when coming back i decided to do more research.

The method of measuring recommended in the service manual says. With the check plug open, engine on, a steady flow of fluid must come out and if you measure it should be no more than 900 cc every too minutes.

I believe it's ridiculous, if you remove 900 cc just to measure you will be one quart short, right? What if it only drips? That does not count for a steady flow, right? So i figure it you let it flow until you have just a drip and then add like 200 ml or something, right? Which i did but now i'm not sure if i should add some more.

I think it is obvious for everyone, they built it in such a way you cannot do it by yourself, you must go to the dealer and they themselves don't know what to do except hooking a machine to it and let it do the job. So nobody knows how to measure fluid level in a dipstickless transmission period. I mean, you can go to the dealer and pay 180 for a diagnostic and they will tell you to change fluid which can go up to 500 more.

This can't be right. I've done so and then after i added 200 ml the car runs much better. I think this guy has overfilled but since no bubbles are coming out... So maybe i should go under the car one more time to check.

In our way there. At the Safeway at Tualatin Sherwood and 99 (yes i think there is a Starbucks there) there was a vehicle (car or van) upside down on the other side of 99. Kept asking myself how could it have ended like that in an area with 35 speed limit but then Angela told me it probably fell off of a towing truck that was parked further down the road.

One annoyingly noisy motorcycle with a guy with very thin ankles (though around 5' 10") in front of us in the slow moving traffic, for minutes, and then he was gone and i was staring at the "accident" when traffic in front of me stopped suddenly and almost got into the next vehicle and they were like at least 8 Police and Sheriff's cars on the road on an "accident" with no driver involved.

I think they were there to witness to my arrest if i hit that black SUV or van in front of me.

11: 24 No hit, seriously!

September 28

June 15

9:23 Just looked on Google Maps. The newer West Wing of Peppermill Hotel in Reno is next to a busy street. Though residential, a lot of the utility vehicles pass through. Even a small car like ours can be heard from inside while passing, if you get a room with windows at that street. The noise was louder than at Comfort Inn Motel in Yreka which was next to high 5 (we booked first at Baymont by Windham, which was... under construction work, with debris on the hallways and even on the door knobs).

But it all differs. If they choose to send those at 6 AM like they did yesterday then there's no way you can sleep anymore. How the others did. I believe there was no one in the whole building that night except for us and the guy next door who did not come there to sleep.

Who are they. In this case, the mob that control all of Reno (I'll talk about later, here's an example). Why. Because of my bad review last time when i slept in the tower and all AC vents and pipes were clogged with dust and nazi gas room symbols on the walls. The reason i chose the newer West Wing.

But there's one more thing. They gave us a room that connected with another through an inner door. Actually there's two doors with a dead bolt on each side. That is if you lock yours there is no way someone could get inside. But i believe the guy in the other room had it opened on his side and at 5 AM he started coughing. I'll talk about later.

Also they gave us a notice saying they will start the next day at 9 a "seasonal window cleaning" and there will be some "minimal noise" between 5 and 9. So i realized i might not be able to get anymore sleep during the day or the following nights and days (we booked for 3 nights), especially with the smell in the air that continued in the morning and was keeping me not necessarily high but alert.

So i just checked out thinking (after two suspiciously bad nights) i could get closer to home with those 4 hours of sleep and took the Susanville route which is one hundred miles shorter with much less traffic. However i was able to drive all the way home which is also weird, probably again connected with the smell in the air in the whole city.

Yes i regret the more southern sun and the beauty of the outer architecture of the city and the noisy and flashy games and also the 1200 miles i drove for that nothing. But i'm also happy because right now i'm not on a hospital bed with hands and legs on pulleys. After all that happened on the road. About that, later.

Yeah i know. All hotel industry today is leading the losses on Wall Street. I guess they knew what i was about to write today.

BTW there is something up today and that is T-mobile. (smells like fried teen spirit). The corporation that together with the others kill people with their cell towers and subsidized give away phones. But people don't believe me, they believe in Dracula and Jekyl and Hyde and all the s... they they were Fed for a hundred years in media and before that who knows how which is good cause it keeps the market and the inflation high for them.

11:00 Finally figured. The reason the Peppermill hotel which is about 52 years old (built 71) is Italian themed, with Tuscany tower and Florence suites. There are also numerous statues and other decorations, the whole thing is pleasant to see and nice for a vacation however i could not understand this statue.

11:45 What law? What Police? Local Police belongs to the mayor. FBI?

1:07 Susanville, a small town east of Sierra Nevada Mountains, some 86 miles north of Reno. Some would say there is no life east of the Sierras and then Cascade Mountains at the North, but there is some, with cities like Reno, Susanville, Bend, Madras, Warm Springs which i all crossed yesterday. Susanville is a deep valley and if you want to go further North you have to climb some 1200 ft until you reach the high desert (Northern California, Southern Oregon) with elevations between 4000 and 7000 ft. I know cause i turned to the gps page that showed the altitude.

Close to the end of the steep climb north of Wilsonville on 139. Close to where the picture was taken from. Too bad that was a day with smoke and the camera on the google car is way up high and can't show exactly what happened. I was alone on the road and was following the rail and from the low height of the car i wasn't seeing the curve was continuing to the left.

Especially because from the right was coming a truck or SUV that distracted me. Or maybe it saved our lives. In the last tenth of a second i saw the continuous yellow line going left otherwise i would have jumped in the deep chasm ahead. I think they should put some of those arrows signaling a left curve there.

5:52 Last night before 10 i had 20 more miles to go and was really low on fuel. I was telling the attendant at the 76 gas station in Boring, i've done 450 miles (Susanville) with 11.3 gallons. Then i had this vision at the car's window with planet Venus and i told him that it looks really weird because it's currently on the third or waning phase. When you look at it you can't really see the shape and it feels like your eyes are blurred.

Then the other attendant came, a woman with a blazer with a 76 (planets) sign on the back and she pulled a phone and showed me an app that uses phone's positioning sensor and when the phone is pointed at a certain area of the sky it shows the stars and planets and stuff, named, etc.. She was red headed, tall and thin.

She came and showed me the phone with the app in my face and told me there should also be Mars in the vicinity of it and that was visible on the app, but not in the sky. I think she was right, i just could not see it cause i was tired and it wasn't dark enough (about one hour after sunset and city light pollution). In this video it is not shown the phase of Venus, only of the Moon which was not up at that hour, and also Mars which is one sixth the diameter of Venus which is similar in size with Earth.

I did not realize until later who she was. Last time i saw her was again at a gas station in Florence, Oregon.

April 19

1:02 To all those who organize in order to track, intercept and bully me on the streets, parking lots and stores: here's the news. No it's not ok even if the governor approves.

1:15 There's so much more where this came from.

1:35 BTW just bought a soda pop from Walmart that had the seal broken. I noticed Sunday at Chinook after i had a soda from the soda machine i felt weird.

5:20 Very painful subject. I have to admit in college i got knocked out by theory of relativity, quantum mechanics and everything that comes from those. I ended trying to memorize everything i could not understand and that was a huge effort and in the end i barely passed. But now i have now the opportunity to set things right as i am able to search for things in English, the lingua franca of the day even for scientific purposes.

First thing i noticed there is a lot of controversies and sometimes plain confusion on forums about numerous implications that branch out of the theory of relativity and people have trouble understanding and make anything useful out of it.

But they were critics even in the beginning right after publishing, at the time replacing the ether theory (ether or quintessence or the fifth element, as a hypothetical medium for propagation of light, similar to air for sound). Funny is in the end theory of relativity created dark matter, a matter that fills the Universe as ether would. One of the first and most important objections was the lack of intuition. And indeed, you cannot imagine light coming from two different sources that are moving at different speeds coming to you at the same finite speed.

Another major consequence (or postulate, can't remember) hard to digest of the theory is mass increases with speed (not talking about momentum and kinetic energy from classic, newtonian), but mass itself, as weighed on a scale (if it was possible to use a scale for things moving that fast), and for speeds nearing the speed of light mass increases to near infinity, following the well known formula. I think this was squeezed into the theory to prop the idea that photons who are the only particles that move "naturally" at that speed do not have a rest mass (can a photon rest?).

But then we look at the front formula of the theory, Energy equals mass by c square (c, the speed of light to the power of 2). Does that mean that if an object is accelerated to near the speed of light and its mass increases to near infinity it will be loaded with a near infinite energy (again besides its kinetic energy at that speed)? Start right now to search or even ask a question on a forum about it.

6:06 This is wrong. The kinetic energy K.E. = 1/2 m v2 increases due to speed.

The increase of energy of the object due to increase of mass follows relativity formula of mass m = γm0, where γ = 1/ √(1 − v2/c2).

If the kinetic energy due to speed was to be transformed into mass, the object would stop moving.

6:45 We had a free lodging night for this month at Chinook Winds. Some trouble parking, best spots were taken, got one on a side in front of other building, near the office, not worst though (that did not stop them messing with my alternator connector). We checked in, ate something, Angela went in the casino and i went to Safeway on top of the hill to buy something.

I knew they were big emission levels on the street from that tower in the range of 10-20 mW, however i ignored what i knew and walked over there, not wanting to move the car. The next day on the beach i noticed a pain in the right hip articulation that forced me to a stop, several times. In one of the places i was hurting before i quit using the cell phone and wi-fi.

After eating bone broth on different occasions the pains went away pretty much (still notice some discomfort at knee level when i climb the trees, was holding the laptop on my lap of course).

Total exposure was way more than 5 mW and 6 minutes described below. I knew and said it several times, it could be cumulușative for a lifetime and once you reach a limit you pretty much must stay away from it. The page with the limits i found on a government site is unfortunately pdf. Needless to say. The level of radiation near a phone during a conversation or wi-fi from a laptop or from a microwave oven is close to 1000...

The maximum level...

10:30 At 13:13 i started a voice recorder app trying to record that stupid commercial that goes on the radio for so many months now... A real estate agent trying to sell to a woman a house with upstairs view of the Willamette river but no stairs to climb on... "I... see... no stairs!" she says. "Try climb on this rock climbing wall he replies...".

Can't remember if it was right before or after somebody came upstairs to fix the heat. But his heat was off for most of the winter. Now that it's on, have to set mine way lower...

iSAGE Construction. The Emperor Hikikomori

All of a sudden, after weeks of "inactivity" the man upstairs decided to do laundry, just ahead of me. Shaking the building a bit. In the same time a heavy vehicle with modified exhaust, like there are at least ten around our building was started on demand, shaking the walls "as needed".

Yesterday i discovered the clock on the wall next to window in the kitchen area was hanging on a screw that became loose. It was right before they came to "fix" the windows they replaced last summer that i replaced the battery for that clock and the screw was ok.

What happens is at vibration, dust from walls gets pumped into the breathing space here, now by that screw. Even right now when the upstairs washer is in a spin cycle it is possible that by that screw dust gets pumped in here by from inside the pulsating walls.

But i suspect there's more. The shape of the apartment is very similar to the one in Lake Oswego. That is for reusing the same supercomputer model for directing sharp dust, other things in different corners of the floor plan, as needed, when needed. Different frequencies make different walls vibrate and direct the dust. This way only one person may be affected inside the same space.

So i was thinking to use my air quality monitor i bought a few years ago online. As advertised, it is made by recycling a couple of sensors taken out of a SHARP air purifier. Actually a couple of laser diodes alright that illuminates dust that sparkles and can be counted, but it can be only accessed through a phone app. That i decided not to use anymore.

Was thinking. What a waste of resources. It is a piece of electronics that is competing with more expensive items. Proving we don't need those more expensive items. It does the same things, counts particles with two laser diodes.

But the only way you can use it is through an app that connects with bluetooth. Got bluetooth on laptop but don't have the app and i quit using the phone.

Not that i'm convinced those are useful anymore. I mean, it does count particles when there's smoke outside. Numbers that are comparable with those from any of the networks that monitor air quality. Obviously not the same, the values cannot be the same from one station to another, from one address to another. Comparable.

So when i was using it outside i was getting some readings, comparable with the networks. So what. Was that of any use to me at all? Are those at any use to anybody? I mean, i take the reading, then what?

Who knows. People owning the devices in large numbers could possibly discourage polluters? But we have a few networks of sensors both private and governmental that can be accessed online and get the same readings.

Yes i bought it because i knew about the indoor pollution with insulation dust, mold, other particles. I tried to get readings to see if i can prove anything but guess what. Insulation dust falling from walls due to its nature does not fly or stay suspended in the air. It is pretty heavy compared to other dusts of the same size.

You have to be right under the hole to breath it. Or the hole needs to be in the direction of an air flow, like from under door or a crack by a window. Vibration needs to be sustained. When the vibration stops, you won't get a reading. And that as i said it is being controlled.

As i said the sensors count flashes of dust within the path of a laser. It is all it does. Counts. Can't tell the difference between a flash from a piece of dead skin, ash from burning stuff like cigarettes or sharp silica. For that you would need much more sophisticated devices but i doubt they exist, work or can be calibrated and used meaningfully in our indoor environment.

In other words, we are back to the story with one crazy throwing a rock in a pond. Only trouble is they are not fools. This is a design element only fools can believe it escaped the construction engineers. Using brittle, irregular volcanic mineral insulation inside empty walls that vibrate like tents every time a heavy vehicle passes by. And BTW, all it takes is one hole of the size of a needle.

It is the same old technique of splitting perception. The majority of people does not design these buildings, they only use them. And the engineers (and architects) are long gone, if they existed, as being the same ghosts from Japan or Hungary. All the buildings have been designed long time ago, and the banks can only offer you variants. There are little or no discussions about it period.

Most people would think. There are too many those who use them, could not possibly be dangerous. How can a little dust falling from a crack or forgotten hole in a wall can harm me? How my neighbor having fun with his 5.7 liter hemi playing a bit the trumpet (ok, tuba) could harm me?

Didn't really want to write about all these. I'm just too tired of it. But i promised myself after thinking yesterday for hours. Got to let people know what's happening.

Don't know exactly how SAGE construction have been chosen by the management or the owner of the complex. I know it came after a post about the succession of ice ages i once wrote about. Ice Age. Sage. First they came and did a little siding work and lots of noise for several months. Then the next year, re-do some of it, painting, etc.. Then windows. Now they came after 6 months to re-do some of their own work on windows, on this building and the one across.

Last summer i noticed one of the guys of one of the SAGE subcontractor (BZ Construction i guess) that BTW all look like Japanese disguised in Mexicans, was looking like the Emperor of Japan himself. Kinda making faces and fussing around, like a moody sun god would do.

So was earlier this month, this time J&S or J&L. Again right after me writing something about the emperor they didn't like, got a one week 24 hours notice of entry, but they came on the first day. Installed a noisy generator and a compressor at my door that stay for the whole week. One of them noticed there was a missing screw (from the latch of the window) they installed last summer. Missing from factory. How come they didn't see it back then.

Then the guy who looked like the emperor went and brought the screw, obviously taken from a different window somewhere. He came and showed it to me ceremoniously, "here is you screw". I did not watch them all the time. To them all it could have take was a few seconds to enlarge the hole for the clock screw, ft away. Think of the symbolism.

Clock, time, sun, screw.

Two more weeks of vibration that brought me to my knees. Coughing, at times phlegm, abdominal pain, nausea, dark urine. I did not check because i was positive i did not miss one single tiny hole in here. Until last night.

About a week after i fixed the newly created cracks at the sliding doors they just fixed. Then i examined carefully everything they've done. But i never thought they would touch something else, like the screw from the clock. But it was too tempting, due to symbolism.

In the same time, somehow the water got stolen from the p trap valve in the wall from the washer. Three days of exposure to sewer gas. Just did laundry, the water got siphoned, place filled with sewer smell.

I'm writing all theses with great effort and pain, hoping people would start to understand what is really happening in Portland, Oregon, and generally Western United States. Similar situations everywhere i been, like Washington, Nevada, etc.. Every single public person, every single news are fake and people have long gone and replaced with hikikomori from Japan and for occasions, actors from Hungary.

September 11

10:54 Just re-edited this post for clarity and consistency mainly of language. My English and writing experience have improved a lot since, best would have been to re-write it but then it wouldn't be written at that date anymore so i just made some adjustments. September 11 2001 was the day when my American dream ended.

11:00 Last night in McMinville, close to the end of the variant coming from west, around 4 AM in a no passing zone. Traffic was slowing down, there was a Sherrif's car (white) in front of me which pulled on the shoulder, without flashing lights. Passed it and looked in the mirror to see what was doing, it had one headlight out of adjustment, when the van/suv in front of me suddenly stopped, however i saw it in time and stopped myself. Then it slowly passed a second Sherrif's car that was again stopped on the shoulder, without flashing lights and incoming blinding traffic. LPN number of the vehicle in front of me was DYLAN or close. I tried to do a reverse LPN search on a site and it came up with a different vehicle. 

Both Sheriff's cars stayed behind and disappeared from sight within 30 seconds.

Went outside to check if the traps laid by Eradicon are stinking already. The one close to our building was not anchored to the building, with a screw laying on the ground. I tried to shake it to see if there's anything inside, i guess there wasn't.

12:15 The story of  the bike of the "guy upstairs" is long and i have avoided it because it was paralleling (mirroring, doubling, superseding) many other things i was writing about. It started i guess the next day or days after i wrote a long post in Romanian about cars, mainly because of some erroneous and incomplete article i read on a Romanian site. I put in that post as much as i could from my own experience with cars, gained in 27 years since i owned the first one, in 1995 or when i came to the US. A "wooden" 1983 Ford Fairmont that i bought on the street.

So he bought this 1997 Suzuki Savage and started working on it almost every day, sometimes for hours in a heat over 90 degrees. The week they started to work on our building (starting August 22, the second notice) he went for a vacation, the whole week. The guys from BZ construction moved his bike around almost every day.

On August 26, after spending one night at the motel near Chinook Winds Casino, where i had a nightmare about people entering the room, found the deadbolt open at the door in the morning and the market crashed, i drove to Coos Bay to visit there a couple of casinos. Next morning i read in the news about a fire at Rum Creek, 58 miles away from Coos Bay but an 158 miles drive that started on August 17. When i got back home i realized the gas cap with lock i bought on Amazon was leaking possibly leaving a trail of gas smell behind so i put back the original.

On August 29 at 2 AM i heard a noise upstairs, after a break of about a week (when i had enough noisy from construction). In the morning i was intrigued by the sight of his motorcycle, in a different position than the night before with what appeared to be a puddle of gas mixed with oil that was already dried so i took a picture of it.

In that evening, around 8 PM someone knocked on my door. I went and looked through the window and saw the man upstairs. He started questioning me as why the bike was moved around and why there is a puddle of oil under.

I told him, that was not oil but gas (i didn't know at the time it was mixed with oil). In the next few days i talked with "the man" a few times, trying to troubleshoot his bike and then trying to convince him to fix his bike so it won't leak anymore. He instead filled the bike with gas again.

On the carbureted motorcycles, there is a shut off valve you are supposed to close when you stop the engine. Otherwise, gas keeps pouring in the engine, passes the rings that are not covering the whole 360 degrees of the piston, and gets into the oil pan. On a bike like the one above there is no PCV valve. The blow-by gasses that pass the rings during normal operation are being evacuated like in older cars, in the air through a breather under the engine. At his bike with a broken shut off valve gasoline floating on top of oil evaporating in the engine and the vapors escape through the breather. When he moved the bike the night before i took he picture in a different position, a certain amount of gas flowed on the asphalt.

As a result my car now also smells like gasoline. What is intriguing is it started to happen right after i put back the original cap and i stopped the leak there.

After buying a new TV i was curious to see how everything look in 4k. It turns the brodacast itself has to be in 4K or UHD and the first thing that came to mind was Expanse, which i binged watch a while ago. But then i started to watch it again as i realized i jumped much of it when when i suddenly realized that the martian arts woman in the movie (Bobbie) looks like the athletic Spanish one at Apt.4. Being suspicious now of all actors, i searched and i found a close match with the Japanese Olympic swimmer Satomi Suzuki. But when i looked closer at the pictures, i realized she was actually also looking like the guy upstairs and then i made this connection. 97 Suzuki Savage, 91 Satomi Suzuki. So the man upstairs is actually a woman. It makes sense because the woman are much less influenced by the protozoa present in sick dogs poo litter as she has to handle (pour it in my head). Previous occupants of the apartment were also mostly women except for the old man who was playing porn so loud you could hear it from the alley.

4:13 Chatting with Hello Mobile

7:52 After spending most day at the computer, felt the need to go for a walk. But when i opened the door they were having a party on the other side of the alley and he/she was working at the car, and glanced at me from the moment i stepped. So i just took the patio door, uninstalling the AC in the process. Went for my walk, AQI was near 100, overcast (yes, dark Oregon autumn showed itself for the first time but at 80 degrees). With hot, smoky stagnating air so i didn't make it very far. When i came back i met with the strange man with Arab like beard, green neon shirt with a belt over, showing a funny, prominent butt in his black yoga pants, talking in the phone, i think it was in Spanish. Cooked something, he/she came upstairs from somewhere (it's dark outside) and started the routine.

8:06 Yes, of course, Bush.

August 29

8:50 Ok they managed to squeeze the words destruction in of documents in a highly emotional news.

8:56 Down the drain. After 11 years the re-invention of toilet has resurfaced.

9:33 I looked at the way they closed the wall after re-installing windows. They put the planks above and below window that used to be in (horizontal) tile configuration that didn't make much sense from rain standpoint, rain getting under those, in scale configuration (yes, like in snake scale), which keeps rain from going under, but let the dust coming out the wall. That piece of bent flashing doesn't help either. But what do you expect? Untrained, illegal, illiterate workers can make "mistakes". However they are not real. They are Japanese simulating Mexicans or other Latinos (yes, Weeknd was among them) and the expedition is lead by the Emperor of Japan himself so no law enforcement (controlled by Xenu here in Tualatin) would dare. Though he is not real in Japan, just another ninja.

Punishment expedition. Last night by example a bunch of teens at the other building were partying again. Poor illegal illiterate sexy teens of all genders, some simulated, some prostitutes that are easy pray to Romanian insatiable vampires.

However the punishment is Scientologic. Lava dust contains thousands of trapped thetans (souls in Scientology) since 75 million years ago when Xenu brought them on Earth immersed in antifreeze on DC8 planes and burred them in lava around volcanoes. Those disembodied thetans when they escape from lava inside the walls they cling to closest humans, tormenting them. (in reality lava dust is stingy and painful on skin and irritates the digestive system). Per Levitt design.

But what they are really doing is trying to stop me or at least slow me down from posting. When things got hairy again they skipped two buildings (one was already half done, one on notice to occupants), came to ours, cracked open the walls (two weeks of intense noise), didn't seal them right so volcanic dust will fall and now they are back at building E, across the alley, making 10 times the necessary noise, again, per lack of training, in reality releasing vast amounts of dust form our walls. (The final of the video, does it represent the marching of Romanians towards Europe or Russians towards Ukraine?).

As for thetans, if the omnipotent eternal thetans existed before Universe as Hubbard says, and i think the hypothesis has merit, as they could be leftover bubbles of Hawking stationary radiation, and they gathered out of boredom and decided to create it as their playground, even if they forgot their true nature, as Scientology preaches, i don't believe they could have been physically buried in lava, in a black hole or anything created by them. My opinion.

9:58 You think this is crazy? None of the media shootings were real. Or the Ja_nuary riot. What i wrote above is both real and crazy.

10:28 Încă un exemplu de logică elastică în cadrul evenimentului nunții Sam-firei (în România totul e de efect, cauza contează mai puțin). Melodia "autobiografică" a înspăimântătorului (uber bully) Kovacs În umbra marelui urs este în mod evident (marele urss, duh!) anti-sovietică și anti-rusească, în timp ce Simion, AUR este perceput în România ca pro-rus.

Cât despre o mie de ani de pribegie, să fie aluzie la maghiarii nepalezi budiști care au înființat statul Maghiar (cu numele inițial Ungaria, pentru a cuprinde încă 500 de ani de ereditate) în anul 1000.

That on top of the round Earth (obviously knwon to them at that time) is not a cross but the Chinese radical 32 for Earth.

12:04 Ok so they apparently entered the siesta, they won't possibly come in to finish the sliding doors in the next couple of hours, was getting ready to leave for a walk when i saw the screen at the sliding door was again moved enough for someone to get in, though the latch at the door itself was closed. From outside and from the blade of the ioniq filter i smelled not lava dust but contaminated litter dust. As i found my key and cap and finished writing here, an ambulance siren went off anticipating my sortie.

3:30 Nevermind that. On my way out i saw a guy in the parking lot reading a ticket next to my truck. I knew i got one on my truck too since i didn't move it since last Thursday afternoon (after the picking of the garbage). Heading that way i saw what i thought it was the guy who did my windows from the inside working at the next building at the sliding doors and i asked him when is he going to do it at ours and he said in 20 minutes. So i went and picked the ticket and waited for one hour and a half and exactly like last time i fell asleep at the computer, which is hard to believe with all that dust when he knocked this time at the sliding doors. So he did it, the whole story some other time. They officially finished everything on the inside. Now i'm free to go for my walks every time i want, first time in more than two weeks. Also don't have to stay here to listen at the noises, but they almost finished those anyways.

4:24 Încă o dovadă că ungurii (maghiarii, whatever) sunt asiatici. Gene recesive care se manifestă după multe generații.

10:17 Artemis rocket which is mainly a gigantic flying fuel tank (actually a couple of them) with the shape of a rocket (with two solid fuel, uncontrollable boosters), carries at takeoff a total of 537,000 gallons, 317,000 pounds or 143,788 kg of liquid hydrogen. That would be enough to power a second generation Toyota Mirai that runs on hydrogen and has a tank capacity of 5,65 kg with a range of 1360 km for 34,610,916 (34 million km), or more than 110 times distance to Moon. I'd say very inefficient and wasteful. Also, as NASA themselves say, a huge risk for everybody, including the astronauts. I personally wouldn't climb on top of that for all the money in the world. How about landing on Moon, taking off back to Earth?

10:38 I knew they will come because i vacuumed yesterday. As they worked at the sliding door for that hour the wall was open and the man walking on the carpet brought in here enough invisible stingy dust to make my eyes hurt (once i got sober). One of the tricks i knew is cooking beef in the oven and i had some in the fridge. Beef fat grease vapor flying in the air clings to that electrified nano dust (by the shaking of the boots outside on the concrete and boots friction with the freshly cleaned carpet) and brings it down on the carpet until the next vacuuming.

11:50 Another idea came to me. Why do Arabs eat so much sheep. Maybe because they live in the desert where much dust must be flying around? Cooking the sheep meat itself may bring beneficial vapors in the house. My epic stomach pains diminished a lot after that Arab guy moved downstairs in Beaverton, and he was cooking sheep every Saturday or so, boiling it for hours. I hated it but years after i realized it actually did good to me and to the building as those grease vapors entered the walls and stabilized the insulation.

August 25

4:00 Here they come, flooding with tons of fabricated news. This time, a Chinese woman in front of a bus that was added by Photoshop.

4:12 That's what i thought. Not like a jubilation or anything, more like a Shiva debt clearance. Jubela, Jubelo, and Jubelum.

7:27 I just called Angela because i'm feeling really sick (drank too much last night on pain from dust).

There is another guy that can do SMT (who actually trained Angela) but he didn't come to work today. (like Angela's ex supervisor, he's coming when he wants, half of the day missing, he's got other jobs).

There is an engineer that can do it too. Parts came in for a prototype and Angela had a hotel reservation tonight and approved day off for tomorrow but they're trying to force her to come tomorrow. The brain (team lead) is a guy named Steven Eaton (coincidence with the name of the company).

11:00 De când se muncesc ăștia domle să distribuie niște amărâte de carduri. Cât sunt, 700 de lei, o singură dată la un milion de persoane, adică 700 milioane? În bugetul Ministerului Muncii apar undeva 41 miliarde cu titlu "Asistență Socială" care nu am înțeles niciodată unde se duc. (Pensiile au buget separat, Asigurările Sociale, de 100 miliarde, care atenție, este gestionat tot de Ministerul Muncii). Citeam ieri, în Italia peste un milion de oameni sub pragul de sărăcie beneficiază de un fel de pensie de venit minim care este de 780 euro pe lună.

1:49 Now i know why the guy upstairs took a vacation while they were working at the building but can't say yet. Same reason market went up today. Clue. Not because he didn't want to be here but i bet he'll be back as soon as they're done. BTW, they've been inside, almost finished, but he said they didn't have materials to seal the sliding door on the inside, a one hour job, all that's left. All i can say is i was very tired, almost falling asleep standing while he was doing those windows. I asked him when they're going to be done, he said they don't know yet, don't have the materials, like they didn't in the day they installed the windows. Notice expires today, but she said in an email i will be notified again if they come in another day. However i won't be here tomorrow.

August 19

11:53 Motive șerpești, lingamuri. Practic, lucrarea apare ca un templu al lui Shiva, iertătorul de datorii LOL. Dar Buda acela îmbrăcat pe banii dvs. care apare printre muncitori cine-i, a ok Artilla.

1:45 Fascinating. Extreme mechanics resurfacing parts, modifying, rebuilding a transmission with a few tools with methods that at first seem chaotic and a speed that defies imagination. No, it's not on fast forward, this is how some people work. Is it going to work after? Most likely, cause they would go out of business if not. Thinking of scratching of head, bolts and nuts and parts i would misplace if i tried. Most likely, skills gained after doing it daily for a lifetime. My favorite part. Minute 13, turning without cooling, red hot temperatures, that cutting tip must be Swedish. But was thinking. Is the movement of the hands of a woman cleaning and preparing meals for a family for a lifetime less precise or important? Don't think so.


4:17 Some fog lifted of my brain. Where did i know this guy where did i know this guy. The supervisor of the team working at my windows, and BTW the firm is not SAGE anymore but BZ Construction looks like Emperor Naruhito himself. BTW just got another entry notice extending the presence of construction workers through Thursday next week.

4:15 120, 160, 200.

5:05 Amadani

5:10 Up until today i thought Russians were the most isolated people on Earth, but i changed my mind, it's the Japanese. Of course their emperor is working, he's not real, he's a ninja, since before Edo period.

7:30 Generalized pain made me go outside and hose the AC. However that was not the problem. The problem was in the back they unnecessarily gutted the siding to the point they exposed the insulation under. They put some tape over that twisted. Was thinking. Even if they put a piece of siding to match the whole, it will never be sealed. Let's say i can seal it at my level with silicon, but what about the level above? How about the other apartments?

It was a trap. they put that flashing over insulation and a few hanging pieces of bituminated paper which had no chance to hold and they left a huge amount of dust on the wall, that came from cutting the siding.

Tonight i went and hosed the AC, balcony floor, screen, and saw the dust and directed the hose towards it. On the upper side flashing have been stretched when it was applied (that became apparent only after i taped it to the edge with duck tape, lower image) which made it twist, not being taped to anything (or loose insulation). Again, flashing cut too short or too much of the siding have been cut. I looked carefully and i'm not sure if the insulation is mineral or not. Most likely not. The dust and pain came from somewhere else. Ironically, they left this time the flashing falling from above too long.

On the right side there is a 5 mm edge that allowed taping the self adhesive flashing. On the left side i put some duck tape over it to get to the edge of the siding so i can seal the hole with insulation exposed, until Monday when they can decide what to do. I would have been a genius if i took a picture before hosing, but 4 days of hammering thin wood got to my head.

9:22 Few people ever took the time to think, thinking it does not concern them, or it's fantasy or a "tradition" and it doesn't signify anything to them. About being a god, like the emperor of Japan.

First thing. A god is not human and can be benevolent or malevolent. Being a descendant of Amaterasu, who hid in a cave and took the daylight with her, gods can be moody or even egotistical.

A person's will, including his/her servants, will pale when compared to a God's will. In fact, nobody can have a will except him/her.

Whoever serves a god on this Earth can't be friends with other humans. Or they can but at a lesser degree. Definitely not friends with those who don't serve their god. But some do their best.

9:35 I knew about the significance of self scarring for aboriginal Australians (and yes, the famous American "blinds" design might also have something to do with). Yesterday i discovered something that may prove the Australian descendance of Hungarians. Ornaments on military closing resembling that type of body self mutilation. However today i've been forced to think and discovered something else that may also be related to body scarring of those people.

Art(ila)

August 16

 9:26 SAGE came and said they will work today only on the outside. Temperature today will be under 90, but tomorrow and Thursday will reach 100. They said they do not work under 95, so i'm wondering.

I am on google voice now. Which means i have a phone on the wi-fi only.

Can't help but notice the market pattern that happened during most days in the last month or so. It starts climbing when the guy upstairs leaves (Mondays Tuesdays and Wednesdays), and stops when i wake up.

10:00 For some reason i was craving mashed potatoes. To eat before to avoid pick of the noise but it looks like it's too late. They just pulled the siding from under kitchen window.

So i peeled the potatoes, started the burner and put the potatoes on top but i saw an intense light coming from under the pot. So i looked and i saw this very hot point on the burner, like the burner was damaged and heating much more in one point and probably about to melt and/or explode? So i replaced it with another one that hasn't been used in a long time and that one was full of grease and put up a stench before that grease burned.

10:58 As i was cooking and eating breakfast, i caught most of the noise they made by removing the siding under kitchen window. My luck. I went and took a picture but was too nervous and missed the upstairs. They stripped the siding all the way to upstairs. Went and moved the plant in the empty area on top of the rail in the right. Now as i was preparing to leave they came at the bedroom window. I took the picture just to be able to look if there was any mold.

4:12 Angela's garden is a 2x4 meters bed. It's on her way from work where she stops to relax. She gathers pounds of tomatoes and cucumbers every day for a month now. Already got a few of the biggest jars (for pickles) of the tastiest pickled cucumbers in the fridge. I guess she missed that one the other day and it overgrew LOL.

9:45 Războiul nevăzut al mediei principale (mainstream) cu creierașele dvs.. Am spus de lupii dacici, și am postat 3 videouri cu urlături ca de lup sau câini turbați, iată au venit și ei cu o poveste care nu trebuie spusă seara copiilor.

10:22 More Art work inspired by the same ancient Australian rock art.

11:57 Je suis Ludovic!

Sincer de faza asta nu am știut LOL