February 11

8:35 AM

One in five. 6.3% vs 20%.

4:18 PM But she also got a Polish passport. 

4:32 PM Epstein files.

6:43 Short (of) notice.

July 9

5:55 AM Nihil Sine Deo. Pentru că am scris despre Felcsut. (M-am băgat unde nu îmi fierbe oala - ba îmi fierbe, pentru că acolo se nasc știrile noastre cele de toate zilele).

Acum mă crede cineva că am văzut de atâtea ori picturi cu nori mai ales când mergeam din Portland în direcția ocean. Trebuia să fi adunat pozele, să fac o colecție, însă de obicei când conduceam nu prea aveam chef să mă opresc.

Nihil Sine Deo poate fi și un joc de cuvinte pentru vorbitorii de română.

Însă numele Sinaia, la fel ca Sinai este victima unei coincidențe nefericite. În engleză, limba cea mai vorbită de pe glob (lingua franca) sin vine din latină, la fel ca ultima parte a devizei (ambițioase a) Hohenzollernilor și înseamnă păcat, sine Deo, adică fără Dumnezeu iar în română poate fi și o aluzie vagă la termenul sine care tot așa, vine din latinul sibi, etc..

(aici a venit de afară niște fum de ninja și nu mă pot opri din strănutat 6:05).

Ariana Grande nu e însă nici o latină, este o actriță adultă japoneză. (Adică se vede în video).

În general pentru răspunsuri din acestea rapide se mulțumesc la efecte psihologice care din lipsa unei filozofii și/sau etici ne apar ca mârlănii descurajante de prost gust care din păcate domnește în lume zilele astea .

Modificarea climei locale pe termen lung nu este fezabilă cu nici o tehnologie.

Însă noi, noi ANM? Nici măcar nu putem prezice ce pot face ăștia pentru a da o avertizare. O avertizare pe câteva ore se poate da doar privind hărțile meteo de pe net. Puteau să pună un tinerel acolo să se uite la hărți să dea niște telefoane, să alerteze lumea. Sau normal, nici ăștia nu-s de-ai noștri. Tot ce mișcă-n țara asta, ROM-ul, RAM-ul... 

6:22 La fel ca și faza cu limitarea deplasărilor. Sunt, și de zile bune încoace Ilie Bolojan asta face, declarații care nu se pot verifica. La fel cum nu se poate verifica nici calculul deficitului bugetar de ani buni încoace. Dar putem să ne uităm la creșterea galopantă a averii unui Lőrinc Mészáros.

5:08 PM The weirdest part is they made the roof of the train station Sinaia look like that weird building in Felcsut i posted about.

5:15 PM At this very moment they started a huge vibrator at the construction site. Which BTW is going to shake the dust from the open wall...

S...t and dust. This is how they conquered first Australia. Then they tormented India for thousands of years. Then they raided Europe until the formation of Hungarian state. Took full control of Japan Nyunga, Ninja, Hungary. After that, they infiltrated in the Catholic Church. Dominicani.

I was questioning myself earlier if you can blind a whole army or group or whatever using fine ground sand, glass dust, (brought by wind from Sahara) and drive them crazy using dog s...t...

Attila... Genghis Khan... The way they do it to me nowadays and did it for 30 years. They would not even notice to document it for others... But with me they did it too many times and i finally figured,

While i was taking the picture below there was a muscular guy behind me speaking yelling in Spanish on the phone and he kept saying the word dinero, he must have said that 100 times.

Again google AI changes the first answer.

10:20 Today i saw for the first time a feature of the new park. A High Watch Tower or two. Again not visible from my windows. First one with temporary roof that reminds of a pagoda.

June 23

10:45 PM Ok mă mut pe 23 înainte de miezul nopții fiindcă postarea de ieri s-a îngroșat prea mult. Ce voiam să spun. Rolul președintelui în România, (momentul lui de glorie eroică) e ca a somonului de Pacific care înoată (pentru ultima oară) împotriva curentului până ajunge în pârâiașul subțire de munte, același unde s-a născut, își depune icrele (numește guvernul) după care fiind epuizat de efort (nu se mai hrănește odată intrat în apă dulce) devine hrană pentru puiet (da e și puțin canibalism aici) și fertilizează pădurile cu mineralele lui aduse din ocean.

Apropo dintre peștii canibali care se consumă putem aminti codul, din care am consumat probabil ieri și era să mă ia Dracula.

1:05 AM Habar nu am avut că există și un asemenea indicator "economic". Tone de emisii de bioxid de carbon pe cap de locuitor. Faceți click pe săgețile de sub 2000 de 2 ori pentru a sorta în ordine inversă.

8:02 Answers to google searches, place names on google maps have changed in my post since yesterday, making some of the phrases meaningless. What i wanted to add. I was not expecting to write about the false claims about the (insanely expensive) stealth planes (never believed other than the official phrases, the idea just came to me) so it all looks improvised so i will try to write that again, in a separate post also using screenshots for google answers so they won't change.

Among other things i have to remember is they say they "burry the engines within fuselage by design" (in the case of B2 but not F35 or the billions dollars a piece F22) but who can tell me that looking at the plane from behind you won't see the hole of the exhaust nozzle with hot exhaust inside?

Also. The political class around the world has lost completely its respect for the majority that lack the technical or economical knowledge for this and that. They come and say the facility has been obliterated and the facility is standing, they blew an empty underground storage facility saying there was uranium in it. If there was, a small but significant for the environment amount would have been blown through the entrances during the explosion inside.

You can't obliterate uranium, like anything, it does not disappear if you detonate a charge inside a storage facility. It would be a mess, but it will still be there (with some, as i said, exiting through tunnels). The place will also be contaminated forever, with more leaks to the environment through open entrances.

Do you remember, they were times when they were talking about the challenges of storing spent nuclear fuel (like turned into glass, deep inside decommissioned mines, thousands of feet underground) but they don't talk about that anymore. Where does it go, the tons of spent fuel from power plants? Spent does not mean disappeared, the uranium has been turned (inside the reactor) into something else, way more polluting.

I noticed this for a longtime, they lie to a majority of  people who don't know and then they collect the reactions and they call it democracy. I call it riding the perception of misinformed majority. But even people who think they know things are deceived, like i was regarding to the stealth planes. Little by little, news articles confirmed by other news articles written by misinformed journalists, over decades, i was enchanted too by the myths.

No Americans should not be worried. There is no credible opposition to the might of their military force. It was designed to be that way. But why not give up the myths and false ideas?

9:25 Like right now i am staring through the window at a car with LPN KJB. Years ago when i bought the first Elantra, i was in panic mode, was waking early in the morning to take Angela to work and then bring her back with the truck that i think the truck also broke during those days and went to DMV in Lake Oswego (Mountain Park) and they gave me an out of sequence LPN saying JKB and ever since they flock around me wherever i go with similar numbers.

I cannot point right now but i am positive the whole DMV team in that day were Hungarian actors.

2:12 PM Da într-adevăr totul a fost așa de pe repede înainte încât am pierdut faza cea mai importantă, adică votarea Guvernului Bolojan de către Parlament. La ședința plenului reunit (Cameră și Senat) au participat 310 parlamentari din 588 (un nou semn al noului respect al politicienilor față de electorat), votul trebuia să fie votat de o majoritate și a fost, 301, cu 9 împotrivă. Deși AUR cu 91 de parlamentari au spus că "nu girează", bănuiesc că au lipsit pur și simplu.

Mi-am exprimat dorința care nu e doar a mea, ca la preluarea ministerelor de noii miniștri să existe un minim de transparență, și anume sumele cheltuite și cele rămase din bugete, precum și proiectele în curs de desfășurare. Mult teatru emoțional în media, dar nu am văzut nici o cifră.

3:32 When it happened? Google says this news is since 5 hours ago. I do not see any timestamp on the video or the article. There is a 00:36 somewhere but don't know what it is. Iran time? Qatar time? What is that in US time? Is that too much to ask? How is that important? To see the reaction of the market to that. Cause if the market went up 1% on this, it doesn't make much sense.

Are them traders happy because Iran attacked US? Or maybe because the rockets were intercepted? It all looks like a big Trump victory, designed from the start with the help of the Ayatollah.

Did you ask yourself why the Iranian Army is called Revolutionary Guards? The current system with Ayatolahs came to power after a coup in  1979 and never left. Prior to that Iran was one of the most progressive countries in the Middle East belonging more to the European than Western Asian types of civilizations.

6:48 Did notice how the flag of Canada reminds of a lotus flower?

9:16 What else was great in 96? Spice Girls of course. Back then i could only understand about 96% of the words. That did not change much when i listened again now (exploring the 90s from the stick). Still thought she said "got to get rid of my friends".

So i went to a forum to see what happens. Guess what. The native English speakers don't know either but they all agree it's all about (group) sex. I had a much more romantic view of them. Honestely. As for FCC?

Not understanding was good cause back then i would have been tempted if i knew... Cause they were plenty opportunities but did not recognize or ignored them... Was too worried about my future in the US with jobs and work "accident" and stuff.

BTW. Summer of 69, the only good song of Bryan Adams, one class above all the others that make me wanna cry (he's got this built in sadness in his voice that does not show on rock songs).

12:00 AM I don't believe deconstructing these guys is even feasible... Cause if they get pissed they start to start wars and s...t like they already did and we're back to square one only worse. But i also believe it is not my call. Here we go again. Opening the news.

May 2nd

6:00 AM I've been thinking. What we call Neanderthals (because of the name Neander, from the place "they first found their remains" (they are among us everywhere) may be a more evolved, less numerous species which might have not survived as group the Ice Age.

Since they can interbreed with humans, the only way they could have survive as distinct group was through social and cultural isolation.

One distinct social humanoid population (which includes all forms of humans) group is/was in Australia, where they have been isolated for up to 50000 years or so they say. Could they have survived last Ice Age? And here i am getting again into a controversy, cause according to me, ice ages should alternate North-South, so when there is an Ice Age in the north of this planet, the south remains relatively warmer.

Some say that during last north Ice Age, the whole population of humans on this planet was reduced drastically to hundreds or thousands, with much inbreeding and losing of genetic heritage and shortening of the lifespan, as some legends say (people used to live up to 1000 years before the flood, which would thawing of the ice).

Is this verifying my hypothesis? It all depends on how accurate are measurements of brain volume (cause shape is much more obvious). Did that mutation gave birth to The Pama-Nyungan language family that suddenly spread across the continent around 4000 BC.

It is more likely that a mutation that would change brain volume in humans could occur in a population living in a more stable climate that must have been the south in the last 100000 years (got to verify this).

But the elongated skull could be one thing, bringing let's say exotic functionalities to the human brains and what they found in Neander could be a mix with Europeans, and the hybrid could have had both elongated shape and bigger volume.

A larger brain volume and different shape (elongated) could translate into different ways of processing and memorizing information, different meaning of intelligence, and those brains could have functions we cannot imagine right now, one of them could be yes, some sort of short range telepathy while another would be short term predictions of the changes in surrounding reality, including social reality.

Individuals possessing such brains would have an extraordinary advantage over the normal population,  however, difficult to preserve, due to further mix with the majority.

I know in Egypt they were trying to keep those "in family" so to speak so they were intermarrying with close relatives, and that also lead to their decline.

And i heard stories of a so called interconnection between individuals from the aboriginal population, about long distance telepathy.

I say that because i witness for so many years phenomena like people moving upstairs when i get emotional (mostly when i get mad) and i don't believe they use some IR devices to detect my temperature or anything cause it would mean they should use a display and walk on top of me or something like that.

10:25 After about one hour of searches i found this and this. This. In Romania, we call the Hungarians "Unguri", singular "Ungur". BTW i once found that Romans noted that Hungarians had elongated skull but there is interference with a cultural practice of skull elongation. It is thought. So we cannot tell for sure.

But i can testify myself, i had a classmate in grade skull with Hungarian name who had a naturally elongated skull. I even remembered when the teacher in first grade skull asked him if he had any condition associated with that.

For the first time ever since she moved upstairs and soon it will be one year i hear a base from a radio or TV  upstairs.

But it works in such ways, like the squeaks and stomps, it prevents me from thinking and it even makes me forget things. Like above. I had an idea, wanted to write it down and then i heard a note on the base speaker and then i forgot. Ok i remembered and filled the dots.

Could it be they were not talking for such a long time part of the listening. As of right now, i "cannot hear my thoughts" anymore.

Could it be, through what i have been posting, i summoned here people who are initiated in these practices, coming maybe from Australia? (A loud series of steps here).

Yeah as i said it many times, Attila is the name of the most recognizable landscape in Australia. As for the serpents,... Notice here. Pama-Nyungans, nagas, magyars, mongols, etc. (big loud steps here).

11:09 Just saw them leaving. Both in their early 40s.  The man with curly a bit gray hair looks mongoloid mix with European. Something in this direction but younger. Definitely not celebrities, none of them. The base is still on so i assume it's not from them.

As for the market. I mentioned the word alien, didn't i...

There is no explanation anywhere as why the market went down when he announced the tariffs and why it went back up after. I think he (they) just interfered in the causal chain, "stealing the thunder", so people could blame it on tarifs.

I don't mind the market at all, what bothers me is corporations like Apple, Microsoft, who have market capitals comparable to the whole US budget. Like Apple alone is 3/5 of US spending budget (the receipts). Or Apple and Microsoft have market caps (publicly owned stocks) that together are bigger than US Budget. They do some things but, by any means, cannot possibly value that much.

P/E means Price/Earnings. How about M/B? When did i say that?

1:35 PM Mi se pare ciudat că o zi înaintea alegerilor google prezintă pagina de știri cu fotbalul în preferințele românilor. Poate fi o manipulare? Da bineînțeles, imediat după ce am luat screenshot-ul a apărut o știre veche ce a înlocuit pe cea cu fotbalul, care de obicei e prezentată de google în top.

1:42 Nu știu exact ce reprezintă butoiul din poza asta, poate avea o legătură cu clipul acela al trupei sistem pe care l-am postat acum vreo câteva zile, cu dezastrul Colectiv, cu episodul Caracal, dar sunt sigur că Ponta nu ar apărea așa (costum + cravată roșie de campanie) la o întâlnire de taină din comuna Tunari, iarăși un nume ales care să acopere scandalul cu țepele din fundalul scenei spectacolului dezbaterilor. Stealing your thunder.

Prin faptul că promovează aceste poze, Lasconi și-a luat la revedere de la cursa prezidențială, propulsându-l pe Ponta sus sus la parapete. Dar și Antonescu susține (confirmă) aceste poze.

Asistăm la o dare în stambă uluitoare, care aduce și aceste alegeri repetate în zona telenovelelor, cu schimbări de situații dramatice, până în ultimul moment. Crearea de noi precedente care să terfelească și mai mult în ochii publicului idea de alegeri civilizate, legalitate. Cu participarea tuturor, de la organe de ordine care au ignorat această scenă, cu posibile încălcări ale normelor de ardere în curtea cuiva.

Dacă vecinii au văzut "tineri care făceau poze" și au raportat asta proprietarei, trebuiau să vadă și arderea de documente în butoi, de ce nu au chemat poliția, pompierii). "Camera de supraveghere a fost acoperită". Era conectată la o firmă de supraveghere sau era doar pe înregistrare. Eu dacă eram proprietar și îmi spuneau vecinii așa ceva mergeam imediat acolo sau chemam poliția, deci și proprietara e implicată. Poza e de fapt o compunere cu multe elemente, mai amintește și de...

Paparazzi care a luat poza se face părtaș la arderea ilegală de documente, trebuia să cheme poliția... Și apropo, ce fel de paparazzi cu pozele acelea cu pureci, eu am făcut mai sus o poză mult mai bună cu telefonul meu de 50 de dolari de la Walmart.

Sondaje? O frază de dânșii inventată. Unde a fost Georgescu în sondaje înainte de primele alegeri? Stau și mă întreb dacă vom mai avea vreodată un președinte, bun, rău, actor, orice, doar ca să se termine show-ul.

11:25 In the presidential election day in Romania, US revoked admission of Romania in the Visa Waiver program (which means travelling to the US with no visa), the only country out of 41 not to be admitted. This gives a strategic advantage to the so called sovereigntist (read pro-Russian) candidates, Victor Ponta and George Sim(ion).

January 8

12:35 AM More of a nurse...

1:15 AM Sin atrociously...

6:50 All the current theories in physics start with observations of rather complex phenomena, trying to explain those with models we may call from top to bottom.

There are two different apparent currents in today's physics, like particles which gave us the standard model, with three called fundamentals, quarks, leptons and bosons with some confirmations through experiments and the strings theories which is tempting but still in the realm of hypothesis.

The other way would be to start with only one hypothesis trying to explain all observations, or from bottom up.

What i'm proposing is explaining them all with only one hypothesis. All matter is made of one single type of particle, called virtual particle or disturbance, that exists only dynamically.

The single particle, for the sake of familiarity we should call electric though it's basically nothing.

The disturbance always creates a reaction of space time continuum which can be confirmed by the so called electromagnetic induction experiment. It is at 90 degrees in space and it begins when the disturbance transfer its energy to it, diminishing.

We could attach a mental experiment to it. Imagine the magnetic field created by of the movement of one single electron (though in the end it proves that the electron is not punctiform). The deceleration 

of one single punctiform charged particle would create a movement of another single charged particle with an opposite sign and at 90 degrees direction.

But when the disturbance is not being accelerated, the reaction is closing upon self. Which is moving on a closed trajectory. Which in  our perception would be the equivalent with two particles, one charged positively and one negatively at different times.

The most simple case is that of a circular closed trajectory and this would be an electron. But depending on the speed and initial condition of creation, like being closed to other particles or coming of a cloud with n bodies, its trajectory could be more complicated, giving us all the known particles.

We can call these strings however only their trajectories resembles strings. If the trajectories are closed and stable no matter how complicated we have closed strings or particles and if they are open we have open strings though open strings can exist only temporarily or for the period of time the virtual particle moves on that trajectory, always creating and transferring its energy to another one like in the case of light.

So yeah, we may call a virtual positron the reaction in time of a virtual electron. So the energy released through annihilation of matter and antimatter is the initial energy of the disturbance that can never be "healed".

We shall conclude that there are two time frames in which matter and antimatter exist with two different charges and that generates gravity.

I believe we shall have any type of closed strings we can imagine by using this model starting with the most basic, a closed circle or an electron.

8:00 However at times i believe the whole space time continuum behaves like a fluid and one disturbance or a moving bubble of greater pressure is being attracted by its own trail like in Bernoulli's law... Than while moving together, they create a tiny depression in the Æther attracting everything in that is moving or all similar disturbances in that plane in the Universe.

Their mistake back then was Æther though a fluid, without mass cannot be an elastic medium for light.

A swirl in the dark Æther.

Copyright Notice. I shall call the above enunciations starting with 6:50 The Dynamic Swirls Theory or Æther Swirls Theory.
3:40 I din't know!

December 23

6:05 AM Patru actori.

6:19 नविद्य

2:00 PM Eu am criticat CCR de multe ori ca fiind una din cele mai corupte instituții din România, pentru numeroasele decizii de neconstituționalitate pe care le-a dat în favoarea infractorilor. Adică au adus sute de modificări legilor ca să scape pe unii și pe alții. Cât de multe, se poate vedea pe site-ul lor.

Din aceste statistici ale Curții  Constituționale. A modificat sau neavizat sau trimis înapoi Parlament 269 de legi înainte de promulgare (a priori), atunci când a fost sesizată și 584 după, la solicitările instanțelor ca urmare a cererii avocaților infractorilor. Odată o lege modificată, toți inculpații beneficiază de acea modificare, după, dar mulți și retroactiv.

După cum vedeți, numărul deciziilor posteriori este dublu față de cel a priori, ceea ce nu s-ar întâmpla dacă CCR ar citi și aviza toate legile înainte de promulgare, chiar dacă nu a fost sesizată, fiindcă o lege, procesul legislativ sunt de notorietate publică.

Nu știu de Georgescu și nu mi se pare ok după ce am citit zilele astea. Dar CCR i-a făcut o mare nedreptate lui Lasconi și tuturor celor care au mers la vot și României în general anulând complet alegerile, ceea ce nu era de competența CCR. Conform articolului 82 din Constituție CCR are doar atribuția de a valida alegerile.

Puteau să rezolve panica creată de apariția neverosimilă (ceea ce mie îmi ridică semne de întrebare asupra numărătorii voturilor, și aici CCR avea competență să intervină) a lui Georgescu ca și câștigător în turul II la fel ca în cazul lui Șoșoaca și în turul II intra următorul pe lista cu procentaje să candideze cu Lasconi.

Astfel ne-am ales cu cel de-al 11-lea guvern Iohannis și al II-lea Ciolacu, practic menținându-se continuitatea politicii previzibil catastrofală de timp de 34 de ani în România.

Acest act de nedreptate va plana ca un precedent și ca un ton de mare nelegalitate deasupra României.

3:07 My theory "of everything" is not complete because i left outside the open strings.

According to the idea of generating strings by electric charges moving at relativistic speeds, i would assume an open string would be generated by the motion of a charged particle within an electric field like that of an electron between the electrodes in a vacuum tube.

Einstein theory do apply however the trajectory will not be bent due to the maintaining the particle within the electric field thus creating... antigravity? (Maybe opening unsatisfied vortexes?)

At none relativistic speed a moving charged virtual particle would be an electric field line.


3:25 Also doing some searches was intrigued by this shape that looks like a lotus petal or cross section of some corridors within world pyramids however i am not prepared mentally to deal with it right now (i have brought into my main memory everything related strings).

The same for this one.

4:50 What?

4:51 Apropo. Citisem undeva zilele astea despre semne ale insuficienței cardiace. Un semn mai științific ar fi urcarea la altitudine. La 2000 de metri de exemplu, aerul este rarefiat cam la 80% față de nivelul mării. Dacă urcând spre Brașov de exemplu începeți să vă simțiți inconfortabil, întoarceți-vă înapoi și mergeți la medic.

Este nevoie de o circulație mai mare, deci inima să pompeze mai mult pentru a scoate oxigen din plămânii ne-obișnuiți cu aerul rarefiat (capacitate pulmonară mică de șes). Un organism sănătos poate să compenseze imediat prin accelerarea bătăilor inimii (mărirea pulsului) dar în caz de insuficiență cardiacă apare decompensarea cu simptome specifice lipsei de oxigen.

6:40 I think Buddhists interpreted the great text at macro level.

11:30 I am trying to make some sense of of this equation taking into account this enunciation. I don't want to go to forums. Lately (talking about some years now) they give some useful answers only after i find it on my own, but they mix in there all sort of sarcasm and keep comming with solutions even after i said i found it myself. Anyways, it's a free world (in the Western Hemisphere).

So yes, where is the electron's own magnetism fitting in the formula for magnetic field above since i only see the current (linear component of electron's motion in a conductor) in the equation and some constants.

11:34 Hodgson. Everyone on this planet knows the lyrics of this song. "Everyone's a millionaire" and that is about Texas of course. To prove it you can do a search on that phrase and will see google comes up with his song.

You went in there i don't know, at the beginning of the century, in about the same time people like Tesla and Einstein were trying to build a future for us all, bought a piece of land, drilled a few holes and "voila", you were suddenly rich. And that is of course due to Otto.

So yes, when they heard what Tesla said about giving free energy to anyone it would look normal to me if they sabotaged him. Do you remember JR Ewing? People like him had no morality, all they cared about was themselves.

And i know some of the tools they use involve hiring voodoo witches and things like that. Bending the other way around. Things you might not even notice. Until he got mad and could not finish this work.

Einstein was smarter, he stopped before they got to him but who knows exactly. (now wondering what is the pulsation on my neck and how it got there).

In a way is like playing slot machines. You have to know when to stop.

Then Schrodinger and Heisenberg put a seal to it all. But when it becomes an insult to everyone? When trying to understand things like i wrote at 11:30 above.

12:02 AM (24) I think i might have an idea where those bubbles in the insulin reservoir come from.

Every time i use the pen i feel a smell similar to formaldehyde. Then i feel it coming out of my lungs. I believe they use it as a preservative, since you have 28 day to use the pen after you take it out of the fridge. And that preservative is responsible for the bubbles as well.

Nevermind that. It's phenol and m-cresol.

Could it be the one in vials which are like 5 doses each could contain less preservatives?

May 6

3:23 Yeah i know. The Freemasons. They are mighty righteous. Especially when they are looked at. After i pointed to all geographic entities called Washington.

What harm could have been in randomly sharing my Safeway club card with perfect strangers in a Safeway store? Except if i had gotten in an accident on my way home and never had the chance to explain.

After loosing at Red Winds, we felt like we needed a drink. Angela's got all these theories made of wrong perceptions. If five out of ten times they gave her some money back after she lost everything and pulled one last hundred from a credit card, that didn't happen last night. Should have waited midnight, when they close the day.

But i guess everybody is getting tired of being rational and responsible for a whole week in a super hostile environment.

In the days when they made their quota, they give back, right after midnight, for about 15 minutes through winning hands, at selected machines and players. I mean, everyone should notice if  you win 10 like ten hands in a row on a tiny bet and make half of your losses back in ten minutes. So those players who lost too much are not too traumatized and give up playing.

No question each hand is controlled by AI and they are following faces for emotions through the over 1000 cameras present at each casino (one camera per 2 machines on average). So you keep playing and other reasons like the above. 

She had 20 more in free play at Ilani. As we came back, i planned to go to the Safeway at Woodland which is five miles before that and buy some liquor. At the bars in the casinos prices are 10 times more.

And there she was, getting in my way as i was looking for the locker with liquor. I asked her, pretended she did not understand, then i yelled "liquor" and she condescendingly showed me the way. Not courteous enough to call someone to open, had to press the button and wait.

For a few seconds i was tempted by a flask of Courvoisier, which was smaller and twice the price of Christian Brothers. I said it was not worth it, the difference in quality and the fact i was getting drunk and didn't feel it anyways. Got the cheapest. And then i went at the check stands.

A whole team of pantomime actors (wondering who they were) prevented me from going to the self checkers by putting some down checkers down and acting crazy.

So i went to the regular checker where she was waiting. While still checking the people ahead of me (i remember a bearded, dark skinned guy among others) she asked me with much authority in voice if i was going to use a club card. I said i don't have the card, but the phone number, and she asked for it. So i gave it to her and she typed it in.

When i tapped my card to pay, the terminal asked me again for the phone number. When i asked her for an explanation, she said she used the number to save those people 6 dollars. When i looked at her, she added. "You did a good thing" (Probably meaning charity). And i said. "It doesn't count cause i didn't know". "You get gas points" (probably threatening, i don't think you get gas points with a Safeway club card, never heard of). 

Was there any law broken? Probably some minor ones. How she did get hired there to check for 2 or 3 customers in that night only. Asking for my phone number when that was supposed to be done by the machine. Making me saying my phone number aloud and possibly recorded by a phone nearby.

A few years ago, at the exact same store there was another high rank politician, this time an actress from Japan doing something similar, in a similar situation.

But there is one major law she, all of them (the pantomime actors) broke. It shouldn't have alarmed me if i was not doing what i am doing. Blogging on very sensible themes, and similarities. Yeah i know i am not doing it for others, but just trying to restore my reputation.

If i didn't went through what i did since last July when the singer known as Dua Lipa acting as an assistant manager brought in the apartment above the entertainer known as Miyuki Nishijima of Japan to torment me. The threatening email she sent me the day before Eastern Easter.

I didn't know who she was but i knew from the many experiences i had so far she was somebody else and she was doing something weird and that was reason enough for me to get alarmed. More when i got home and saw who she was.

For reason of things similar i lived in constant fear, for  years. Now it's not such a big of a deal anymore, i got used to, especially when i think of my ruined health it doesn't matter anymore.

As for what "Dua Lipa", others did to me, Angela, that easily qualifies as torture by any law in any country and regime.

And yes, the lawmen and women are literally coming after me.

BTW Instagram is pissing me off, lately, badly. Every time i try to look at an image online, my browser tries to log in, and then i get this. A few days after i made the account, about a year ago, they told me i broke the rules and they disabled it. However, i never (had a chance to) post anything on it. They asked me to upload a video with basically my mugshot and holding a number in my hands, as they would do while booking someone in jail which i refused.

9:40 Shiva (linga) long time effect on Americans. I believe there is an active competition in Washington as who is more extremist, while saying the same about his archenemy.

Partly due to lack of any possibility for participating in elections due to antiquated system, with long, long, campaigns (basically half of physically available time), of any candidate not backed by the two party system.

BTW, one of the two is the current president, who uses part of his paid time in office for campaigning (obviously).

8:55 Stormy Daniels, the lawwoman. Oh mama,...!

9:20 Did i say their dresses were falling when they were doing gymnastic figures?

9:26 Doar ca să pună numele Geamănu și Gheorghe împreună?

November 2nd

12:10 Anybody knows what pizzicato is? It is a way of playing violin like a guitar, by picking chords with a nail, without using the bow. It is used a lot in Chinese and Japanese traditional music and one singer comes to mind... Rimi Natsukawa (not that i know so many), known to us all as Mariah Carey.

Synth pop era started triumphantly in Europe with Modern Talking and ended in the US with Madonna.

In the beginning, as the name clearly states, they were making heavy use of synthesizers and sequencers and stuff that just came on the scene from the labs and specialized companies. Monophonic, polyphonic, midi etc..

Though they were perfected over the years, a few types of sounds stayed to the end. They faded in the 90s and lately they were surpassed by the AI and only retro bands still use them. AI was much more insidious to the point we listen today to music made entirely by AI including voices and we don't even notice it.

Though heavily influenced by the same current in Japan, some of them included Japanese tunes that at times sound like the (what is the name of the three strings instrument she plays in the video above).

Very obvious in many of Madonna's song but i have the feeling that Dieter Bohlen synths imitated a lot the pizzicato sound and far East melodies especially the instrument in the video above though less obvious for the untrained ear (check again the intro here). And after him, the whole cohort.

But that doesn't mean we don't have pure rock music, spiced maybe with a Moog from the beginning of the synth era (yes she lives in a bubble and steals people ('s hearts)).


6:00 Another one... Cum lași site-urile alea, te duci să ștergi toate video-urile sau doar nu mai încarci? Și totuși cred că am văzut-o (ieri) undeva...

6:45 During the 2000s more evolved synths were used in a whole new genre called electronica, based entirely on those with the subgenre house that originated in... Romania (Why Vika Jigulina in this live show looks like Morticia from Adams family).

6:55 Which reminds me. Now i know, the glass balls represent the sun. My woman from Tokyo? BTW, wanted to say this for several days now and keep forgetting. Is the Mercedes logo a solar symbol and Benz stands for Benzaiten? CDs?


1:10 Newsworthy (There's someone in my head and it's not me). A team of 3 female journalists from Business Insider chose to let the whole world know that NYC mayor killed gassed rats on a whole street in New York. But one newyorker begs to differ in a comment titled "It is not new" (second best in the list) in the original article from "Gothamist" (can't share the comment or link in text).

In one of the pictures is shown an obvious German looking guy pumping whatever in the ground next to a BMW parked on the street.

There are contradictions in the article. The real b...h behind it seem to be though...

The reason i resent is it comes after my complaints of gasoline smell, some coming from obvious puddles on the ground, burnt vegetable oil smell after me doing fries yesterday, that i can still feel it as i write now. The symbolism. The main picture in the article shows a rat and a woman that looks like taken from a tiktok twerking post.

1:45 But i bet nobody from Business Insider is going to explain people the "flat high" of the stock market today (official explanation, no FED hiking rates expected) and always under the rising Sun which is bad news for inflation, flat high that comes with a 2.55% hike rate in oil prices.

3:43 Though i was violently sick yesterday, after eating and drinking crazy things for about a month, finally all these got to my guts with a bile and intestinal blockage and ER level pain, but i don't think i'm gonna die right away.

I did not go to ER as pain seemed intermittent. (I think) i cured myself with omeprazole, glasses of water with backing soda, meditating, eating small amounts of bland food and sleeping in my pod (a sleeping bad made of industrial type 99% reflecting insulation). And of course washing my stinking comforter of which i completely forgot lately.

Also today after i figured i was chocking because of the mold smell, went outside and picked about 100 lbs of rotting leaves "forgotten" by the landscapers yesterday that were covering the wet soil after rain and smelling like outdoor mold.

3:51 Ideal for patching holes in the floor of heaven. Color is close to your ceiling paint (indistinguishable). Mix small amounts with water to the consistency of putty (you know how) and push immediately with a suitable size Philips screwdriver in each hole, several times, then wipe the excess. Can use a slightly bigger screwdriver if you can't find the right size. Should take about 5 to 10 minutes for a hole.

When using slightly bigger screwdrivers and that is most of the time, do not push the screwriver all the way through, cause it is so much easier to fill having a narrowing at the other end.

Do not use ready made mud or any store mix cause it shrinks upon curing leaving the hole visible and having to repeat the procedure.

To find holes, use a dental probe in suspected areas. Sometimes older holes are covered over the years by layers of paint that cracked and are not obvious.

The resulting patch using the material linked above is harder and made of the same material as the drywall itself and also fuses with it so it can be used for bigger holes up to a few inches diameter with a piece of cardboard on the other side kept in place with strings or wires.

There are numerous, clumsier and less effective ways to do it.

Another big source of dust in your apartment is your breakers box, which is as big as all plugs combined. To seal the space around it you need either plaster or clear removable silicone which does not work well on drywall.

Also check the space around door frames, AC vents, in wall  heaters. In wall heaters actually have holes in the box that allow "air" from inside wall to be sucked and pushed into the room. They also burn household and wall dust, like bar space heaters. Bar space heaters create an air flow that also sucks and burn dust from inside the wall through the floor to wall space.

It is controversial if to seal the space between walls and floor. Dust is usually heavier than air and does not climb except for the invisible, statically charged dust which may result from prolonged vibrations which flies in your rooms like crazy for hours (if you don't have an ionizer). (Any dust that passes through a fan like of the fridge becomes electrically charged). If air does not penetrate the space in the wall, it becomes even stinkier usually with sulfur dioxide. Use your rich imagination if or what to put in there.

(We'll talk after you're done with your home work).

10:02 Today's smoke comes from yet another fire that's right in wind's direction that apparently started after last rain? Or maybe the wind shifted, can't remember how it was yesterday. Found a site where you can find historical data for precipitations in different Oregon areas, it rained half inch in the area with the fire yesterday. More rain to come tomorrow.

The smoke doesn't help me. From lungs it eliminates in esophagus and then in the stomach (our own body filtration system, all dust and smoke particles we breath end up in your guts for elimination).

12:00 First i thought i heard someone climbing the stairs, after "he came home", but the sound continued beyond stairs length until i went and opened the door... I did not meet with anyone here tonight or anywhere else, ever, since i came in this country in 1995. I also figured another reason for the big work at the sewer...

If someone who can red this is ever invited here, they must know i will never invite anybody and should not come. And this is not a fake disclaimer.

October 27

10:17 Skim this. It has been refreshing through motivation, thank you, but when stressed out the society fell back on easy to handle stereotypes as their culture has been built of those. As for me, i don't know anything anymore except i will never try to seduce you fit in. Don't assume i'm even trying just because i've learned to some extent English or i exhibit some human reactions.

As for coffee, i use (decaf) coffee in the morning together with a charcoal cap so i cleanse my guts from bacteria and protozoa that fell from ceiling and came from constantly calculated dog piles outside so i feel less nauseated and can eat something. In fact i just smelled one right now so my daily cycle can begin like in Ground Dog Day.

And BTW i don't believe stereotypes are true generalizations uh huh but a way of manipulating the whole society by making believing so.

BTW do you think concept is a type of generalization? (My head is spinning just trying to read a little about those because of the endless mess of always failing western philosophy and of course of the psychology that derives from it).

BTW i couple of days ago i fell again victim of yet another attempt to fit in. That is trying not to think of every detail of what i'm doing but rather trying to do everything in a hurry based on experiences and learning by mistakes.

Years ago when i was under the heavy influence of smokes from around the building i did an oil change and spilled some oil on a couple of connectors on top of the transmission.

These newer automatic transmissions are head spinners because the control of shifting gears is done by a computer that is hooked to it by some fragile connectors instead of having everything inside like during old times where all the governing was inside. So a simple failure of those connectors would mean your car will severely malfunction.

So i was troubleshooting a rare intermittent malfunction and first thing that came to mind was i should try to clean those inside and out with some WD40 contact solvent i bought a while ago for this purpose which is tricky because you can contaminate them more by bringing dirt from outside the connectors inside.

So i gathered courage and momentum all day two days ago and when time came it started to rain. So i postponed it until rain stopped and went outside and did it with a flashlight in the dark trying not to blind the pilots of the low flying planes that started pouring (they always do that when i go with a flashlight at night outside).

It took me one hour only to unstuck one of those, then one more to clean them while exposed to smoke in smoke and also been breathing lots of that solvent and then when about to finish i got drunk out of frustration. So the next day and even today i was numbed and dumbed by the three influencers combined, much more than usual.

So i spent all day yesterday like oh so many times before trying to remember exactly what i've done at the car and that influenced my whole "moode of thinking" on top of everything (i was quite mad). And BTW i feel smoke coming from outside again 12:15.

So i came to the conclusion i didn't break anything but the problem went away after i added a bit of fluid cause i believe it was under the lower limit which is almost impossible to figure at a transmission without a dipstick.

BTW a few days ago i was driving through Beaver-ton (the city where i lived before, at Sus Sex Village Apts.) and entered the dealership to buy 2 more quarts to attempt the third partial drain and fill, you cannot drain the whole fluid and you do 2 or 3 partial drains (in my case of three quarts every time) to change up to 75% percent, as opposed to going to the dealer and paying 500 dollars and have changed about the same percentage or less (when they flush it by pumping some will still mix with the old one) and then wonder if they didn't break anything else.

So i went in at the same dealer where i bought 2+5=7 quarts a year ago, talked to the parts guy and he was not satisfied with year make and model and went outside and wrote the VIN from the car and then he gave me the two quarts but when i got home i saw it was a different type than the quart i had left from those 7 i bought a year ago (and used 6 for two partial drains).

And had to wait like 15-30 minutes until they brought the fluid "from the other shop cause they were out of it".

So before i did anything i checked and found on a site and the type of fluid which BTW was 32 dollars a quart was not compatible with the other i already poured in. Notice, bottom of the first page here.

12:44 I believe in cognitive therapy which i think is the logical replacement of more "esoteric" Freudian psychoanalysis. Simply remembering and reinterpreting traumatic events in the light of newer acquired friendlier (now stereotyping) experiences (i think it can only work for the lucky ones though).

2:00 Again deleted a whole entry by mistake. These two invoices do not show the last qualifiers (letters) of the type of fluid. Last one has an odd account number, 9999. Though the different part numbers are there. BTW i love Americans because of the freedom you can see in their eyes kind and candid nature even when they are "legitimately" or openly trying to conspire against me, however putting that recognizable fearful "evil" or mad look on their faces.

11:00 When we started to yell at each other i knew there was too much smoke in here. Found three sets of holes releasing unprecedented amounts of smoke, one was just around the corner under their AC, one under a bush and one next to our patio. Smoke subsided suddenly when i covered those. Angela does not believe me when i say smoke is coming from the ground. Now it's coming back but not so much anymore.

11:01. Tonight there was another drawing at Spirit Mountain. I was surprised and in a way, mad by the fact that the car was running much better. Smoother shifting at the transmission, more response to the pedal. But i think it has potential for more. Slightly better mileage going there (430 but when i came back the temperature was 20 degrees less, pressure at the tires 4 psi less and the mileage was like 42 but i had to stop a few times and it dropped to 40.

In my way there i was thinking to add some more fluid but when coming back i decided to do more research.

The method of measuring recommended in the service manual says. With the check plug open, engine on, a steady flow of fluid must come out and if you measure it should be no more than 900 cc every too minutes.

I believe it's ridiculous, if you remove 900 cc just to measure you will be one quart short, right? What if it only drips? That does not count for a steady flow, right? So i figure it you let it flow until you have just a drip and then add like 200 ml or something, right? Which i did but now i'm not sure if i should add some more.

I think it is obvious for everyone, they built it in such a way you cannot do it by yourself, you must go to the dealer and they themselves don't know what to do except hooking a machine to it and let it do the job. So nobody knows how to measure fluid level in a dipstickless transmission period. I mean, you can go to the dealer and pay 180 for a diagnostic and they will tell you to change fluid which can go up to 500 more.

This can't be right. I've done so and then after i added 200 ml the car runs much better. I think this guy has overfilled but since no bubbles are coming out... So maybe i should go under the car one more time to check.

In our way there. At the Safeway at Tualatin Sherwood and 99 (yes i think there is a Starbucks there) there was a vehicle (car or van) upside down on the other side of 99. Kept asking myself how could it have ended like that in an area with 35 speed limit but then Angela told me it probably fell off of a towing truck that was parked further down the road.

One annoyingly noisy motorcycle with a guy with very thin ankles (though around 5' 10") in front of us in the slow moving traffic, for minutes, and then he was gone and i was staring at the "accident" when traffic in front of me stopped suddenly and almost got into the next vehicle and they were like at least 8 Police and Sheriff's cars on the road on an "accident" with no driver involved.

I think they were there to witness to my arrest if i hit that black SUV or van in front of me.

11: 24 No hit, seriously!