April 5

9:09 AM Yeah. I don't know how to put this but please let me try. I realized most people don't know what is a "burn" in space travel terms and this seems unacceptable to me so i make it a high priority right now to explain it.

Doing some searches was trying to figure the time of the burn of the initial launch. Actually, there are several. During the initial lift off we have two solid fuel boosters that burn i don't know, a minute of two.

Those deserve a few considerations as well. Solid rocket boosters are nothing but metal cylinders filled with (slower burning) explosive attached to the tanks with liquid fuel. Lit at one end, they will burn towards the other until they are spent. One must understand there is no control over those after lighting them up. All we have to do is hold our breath and wait until they are done and jettisoned.

It is very important that they finish both in the same time. Otherwise, the ship will take a turn in one direction or the other. Or simply expel them with explosive charges seconds before they are done.

During all this time the main liquid fuel engine(s) at the bottom of the ship move(s) around two axis many times a second (thrust vectoring), doing corrections, trying to keep up with irregularities and turbulences coming from solid fuel boosters.

The solid fuel boosters are a cheap way to bring more lift to the launch, lowering the size of tanks for liquid fuel which is most of the mass of the ship at launch anyway. I don't know what the ratio is but i i think is in the order of 1-5% of mass of fuel needed for useful payload lifted in orbit (which again most mass is fuel for subsequent burns) when the ship becomes briefly a satellite.

So yes, we have solid fuel booster burn, continued main engine(s) burn, and then silence. Once the ship is in the desired Earth orbit the fuel is mostly spent, there are no more burns except for corrections and compensating for very thin but existing atmosphere that slows down (and thus lowers orbit for any satellite, reducing its life time.

I could not find that as all the keywords used lead me only to the emotional news about the firs trip to the Moon in 50 years that flood searches no matter how much i try but i would think is in the order of minutes.

The main idea was that during the whole flight to the Moon and back that takes what, days, the only powered phases of the flight are in the order of minutes and those powered phases are called burns.

Here is a diagram showing Artemis main component including the 2 solid fuel boosters and the 4 liquid fuel engines at the bottom. All engines are designed and work for minutes during the whole mission (also because the burn fuel at a very high rate). 

In the case of Artemis II most of the power phases of flight occurred within the first minutes and first day of flight, rest of it been done by inertia alone, conserving the initial kinetic energy acquired from chemical energy of fuel during burns.

The equations needed to describe the flight path are extremely complicated, and the precision of the burns and feedback such as position and speed, before, during and after those burns have to be extreme so it can ensure the precise and safe return to Earth using inertia and gravity of Moon and Earth in a very smart way.

The final burn or the so called "lunar injection" is particularly critical (but not more critical than lift off, using solid fuel rockets, other burns), cause that burn uses the last of the fuel and there is no possibility of return except through gravity of Moon during flyby and there is a narrow window of angle, position and speed in which that can be done.

Besides equations, an input is being necessary as current position and speed. There are a number of ways to calculate those, starting from comparing observed stars positions to charts, inertial data (accumulation of accelerations/decelerations/direction changes since last calibration or reset), (ground based) radar, lasers and other EM means. Lately they begin to think about extending the GPS coverage to at least areas near Earth.

Any measurements done on Earth cannot be used in real time for that input to calculate the engine's parameters since there is a lag in EM transmission of tenths of a second due to speed of light and distances.

I know from videos i have seen that rocket engines are being steered during lift off, because i saw their movements, probably using inertial feedback, to keep pushing the rocket upward and especially to avoid tipping it over, especially during very first phase where no aerodynamic forces are there to help stabilize direction of the vehicle.

There are also no aerodynamic forces at work in space like after leaving the atmosphere or during the final burn and i assume the engine is being steered using inertial input as well, but don't know if they use other data to refine the direction during the 6 minute final burn.

March 24

9:55 AM Normal că se reconfigurează, după postarea mea

7:55 PM I wrote before i might have known her. But i did not marry her once, twice, three times. Only danced with her once though she made a suggestion.

Could this mime be the famous Romanian rebel black belt judge who has been also kicked twice out of magistrature, the guy who pretends living at E4, provoking, based on his karate knowledge, passing by my window and leaving open dog bags in the dumpster from wind's direction that smell much worse than if he left it on the ground?

He did it today again, don't know why, hoping i will post (again) this that could be mistaken (he's got only one picture online, distorted, there are some years difference) over the most famous ones, make me go outside which i did and re-infect my wound which i did, etc..

10:37 Da mi se pare normal, fiindcă au votat Legea Bugetului, cu deficitul programat în ea. Suma împărțită la 2 trilioane și ceva (PIB) dă exact 6.2%. De ce are Ministerul Muncii 91 miliarde când îi trebuie numai vreo 40? etc. Știe cineva deficitul real la sfârștiul anului? Nu, pentru că nu au o contabilitate a execuției bugetare.

11:58 J D Vance (rare, uniquely shaped ears, age difference, name). What part of it's all of them you guys don't understand? (i don't have the physical time to do them all, i just scratched the surface but in 95% of cases if i searched for one, i found him/her). Yeah i know it's scary, that's why they do and maintain all these wars, screw oil price etc.. so the people take their minds off them.

February 7

3:25 PM Ordered this morning an A1C monitor on Amazon. Got it at my door in a few hours. However it is not easy to use without seeing someone. Instructions too fine printed. Even after i saw the video i spent one more set of pouches.

But eventually figured it out and the last reading i got was 7.8. I am far from 10 point something in my chart at Legacy. And  yes, i believe they use the same type of monitor, by the shape and size of blood collector.

The reason i bought this in a hurry was i read online that if you have A1C over 8 you cannot have surgery because your wound won't heal. So if my leg got gangrene, they could not amputate it that is. Or they could try and i would die in horrible pains or something like that. Could have went to Walmart, they do this test on site for 27 bucks if i'm noy mistaken but for that i would expose myself again to cold which i'm trying to avoid.

I suffered a heavy set back a couple of days ago. I drank one bier but that was only the beginning. Smoke coming from outside made me irresponsible. I wet vacuumed the couch and a carpet in my bare feet, with only some plastic bags over and open window. Within 24 hours both feet started to turn blue, like they some times were in the past and my wound started to hurt.

However after 24 hours laying in a thermal pouch, i slowly started to get better like right now i am almost where i was before this whole episode.

Same kind of smoke was present here all day.

December 12

6:30 AM Trump's gold card. Osama could have bought one. And one for all of his buddies.

According to PG&E, the workers isolated the damaged line and stopped the flow of gas by 9:25 a.m., "but gas had been released at multiple locations", and at 9:35 a.m., the explosion happened. And yes, the candid construction company. Will they get a fine for missing a main?

The thing did not explode for two hours (when they could evacuate everyone) and it did ten minutes after they closed the gas? In the video (sec 22) i saw the house exploding, did the gas got there through an open window?

Will the construction company get a fine for (not) missing a main?

June 23

10:45 PM Ok mă mut pe 23 înainte de miezul nopții fiindcă postarea de ieri s-a îngroșat prea mult. Ce voiam să spun. Rolul președintelui în România, (momentul lui de glorie eroică) e ca a somonului de Pacific care înoată (pentru ultima oară) împotriva curentului până ajunge în pârâiașul subțire de munte, același unde s-a născut, își depune icrele (numește guvernul) după care fiind epuizat de efort (nu se mai hrănește odată intrat în apă dulce) devine hrană pentru puiet (da e și puțin canibalism aici) și fertilizează pădurile cu mineralele lui aduse din ocean.

Apropo dintre peștii canibali care se consumă putem aminti codul, din care am consumat probabil ieri și era să mă ia Dracula.

1:05 AM Habar nu am avut că există și un asemenea indicator "economic". Tone de emisii de bioxid de carbon pe cap de locuitor. Faceți click pe săgețile de sub 2000 de 2 ori pentru a sorta în ordine inversă.

8:02 Answers to google searches, place names on google maps have changed in my post since yesterday, making some of the phrases meaningless. What i wanted to add. I was not expecting to write about the false claims about the (insanely expensive) stealth planes (never believed other than the official phrases, the idea just came to me) so it all looks improvised so i will try to write that again, in a separate post also using screenshots for google answers so they won't change.

Among other things i have to remember is they say they "burry the engines within fuselage by design" (in the case of B2 but not F35 or the billions dollars a piece F22) but who can tell me that looking at the plane from behind you won't see the hole of the exhaust nozzle with hot exhaust inside?

Also. The political class around the world has lost completely its respect for the majority that lack the technical or economical knowledge for this and that. They come and say the facility has been obliterated and the facility is standing, they blew an empty underground storage facility saying there was uranium in it. If there was, a small but significant for the environment amount would have been blown through the entrances during the explosion inside.

You can't obliterate uranium, like anything, it does not disappear if you detonate a charge inside a storage facility. It would be a mess, but it will still be there (with some, as i said, exiting through tunnels). The place will also be contaminated forever, with more leaks to the environment through open entrances.

Do you remember, they were times when they were talking about the challenges of storing spent nuclear fuel (like turned into glass, deep inside decommissioned mines, thousands of feet underground) but they don't talk about that anymore. Where does it go, the tons of spent fuel from power plants? Spent does not mean disappeared, the uranium has been turned (inside the reactor) into something else, way more polluting.

I noticed this for a longtime, they lie to a majority of  people who don't know and then they collect the reactions and they call it democracy. I call it riding the perception of misinformed majority. But even people who think they know things are deceived, like i was regarding to the stealth planes. Little by little, news articles confirmed by other news articles written by misinformed journalists, over decades, i was enchanted too by the myths.

No Americans should not be worried. There is no credible opposition to the might of their military force. It was designed to be that way. But why not give up the myths and false ideas?

9:25 Like right now i am staring through the window at a car with LPN KJB. Years ago when i bought the first Elantra, i was in panic mode, was waking early in the morning to take Angela to work and then bring her back with the truck that i think the truck also broke during those days and went to DMV in Lake Oswego (Mountain Park) and they gave me an out of sequence LPN saying JKB and ever since they flock around me wherever i go with similar numbers.

I cannot point right now but i am positive the whole DMV team in that day were Hungarian actors.

2:12 PM Da într-adevăr totul a fost așa de pe repede înainte încât am pierdut faza cea mai importantă, adică votarea Guvernului Bolojan de către Parlament. La ședința plenului reunit (Cameră și Senat) au participat 310 parlamentari din 588 (un nou semn al noului respect al politicienilor față de electorat), votul trebuia să fie votat de o majoritate și a fost, 301, cu 9 împotrivă. Deși AUR cu 91 de parlamentari au spus că "nu girează", bănuiesc că au lipsit pur și simplu.

Mi-am exprimat dorința care nu e doar a mea, ca la preluarea ministerelor de noii miniștri să existe un minim de transparență, și anume sumele cheltuite și cele rămase din bugete, precum și proiectele în curs de desfășurare. Mult teatru emoțional în media, dar nu am văzut nici o cifră.

3:32 When it happened? Google says this news is since 5 hours ago. I do not see any timestamp on the video or the article. There is a 00:36 somewhere but don't know what it is. Iran time? Qatar time? What is that in US time? Is that too much to ask? How is that important? To see the reaction of the market to that. Cause if the market went up 1% on this, it doesn't make much sense.

Are them traders happy because Iran attacked US? Or maybe because the rockets were intercepted? It all looks like a big Trump victory, designed from the start with the help of the Ayatollah.

Did you ask yourself why the Iranian Army is called Revolutionary Guards? The current system with Ayatolahs came to power after a coup in  1979 and never left. Prior to that Iran was one of the most progressive countries in the Middle East belonging more to the European than Western Asian types of civilizations.

6:48 Did notice how the flag of Canada reminds of a lotus flower?

9:16 What else was great in 96? Spice Girls of course. Back then i could only understand about 96% of the words. That did not change much when i listened again now (exploring the 90s from the stick). Still thought she said "got to get rid of my friends".

So i went to a forum to see what happens. Guess what. The native English speakers don't know either but they all agree it's all about (group) sex. I had a much more romantic view of them. Honestely. As for FCC?

Not understanding was good cause back then i would have been tempted if i knew... Cause they were plenty opportunities but did not recognize or ignored them... Was too worried about my future in the US with jobs and work "accident" and stuff.

BTW. Summer of 69, the only good song of Bryan Adams, one class above all the others that make me wanna cry (he's got this built in sadness in his voice that does not show on rock songs).

12:00 AM I don't believe deconstructing these guys is even feasible... Cause if they get pissed they start to start wars and s...t like they already did and we're back to square one only worse. But i also believe it is not my call. Here we go again. Opening the news.

June 10

7:00 AM The world of illusion. A bit of semantic confusion between Austria and (ancient) Australia i wrote about last night. For that, a fake or illusory on demand event fabricated by "Austrian" authorities (like we so so many recently in the US), with the attacker dead, so nothing can be proved.

Austria's name itself in English is totally wrong, it pretends it comes from Osterreich, which means country of the east in German while in English Austral means from south.

4:35 PM Nu aș vrea să vă sâcâi prea mult dar în timp ce făceam mâncare mă gândeam. Cred că problema cea mai mare a României nu e deficitul. Adică e deficitul, dar cum l-au calculat? Ca să calculezi deficitul la jumătatea anului trebuie să ai cheltuielile bugetare centralizate de la fiecare minister în parte iar suma totală o împarți la PIB. (PIB-ul de la jumătatea anului bineînțeles).

Deci cine a calculat deficitul știe aceste cheltuieli și PIB-ul în timp real. Putem să le vedem și noi sau mergem pe încredere? Sau măcar deîmpărțitul și împărțitorul sau avem de-a face cu o singură ecuație cu două necunoscute pe care nici un matematician nu a rezolvat-o încă (Iohannis avea a scuză, el era profesor de fizică).

Mda aceeași chestie. Am încercat o rețetă nouă de spanac, adus din grădină. Faptul că îl fac eu de la a la z, văd toate ingredientele, cum le prepar, mă face când mănânc să mă gândesc la cum l-am făcut, uneori stresant, când faci o rețetă pentru prima dată, și simt gustul separat al ingredientelor și nu am o experiență culinară satisfăcătoare (nu îmi place).

Singurul lucru care îl fac eu (în afară de cafea) și îmi place neconditiționat este omleta cu brocoli, cred că am pus undeva rețeta. Și salata beouf dar nu am mai făcut demult.

10:55 Still theoretical. Hope we'll se it working some day, soon enough. News first seen here (coincidence).

11:40 I started the other day to write a bit of the OS history. The real one, containing information only. The motivation behind it was the extreme frustration generated by one yet Windows major screw up.

Let me explain. I told the story of the music stick i have in my car right now. I found on a site and downloaded a whole collection of over 6000 songs (files) containing first 100 Billboard hits of every years starting with 60s. Had to download every year manually in the form of a zip file and then unzip it on my flash drive.

After, i copied the over 6000 mp3 files on a stick and that i moved in the car. But the files with the music remained on the computer as well and after listening in the car, i started to want to play them on this computer, hooked to the speakers via Bluetooth (while i do my stuff of course) instead of listening to radio synched to my activities.

But not long after i started playing some music using of course the built in Windows Media Player, i noticed jitters and  hiccups in the songs. Especially when i was starting the browser to navigate in sites.

It so happens i know what this means. Though my system has 8 cores that run up to i forgot, 4 GHz each, it is not fast enough to play a song and open sites in the same time!

I won't skip many other technical details and go to the problem. Programs, applications or processes how they are called nowadays have execution priorities. That is some are executed before others. I would think WMP runs every second or so sending music to a buffer, while the browser does much more work, and it sometimes interferes with the player.

So thoughtless so rude so unprofessional of their part. They set the priority for the player the same as that for the browser or other programs and they clash, which means though i have a formidable hardware, i cannot listen to music and run a browser in the same time.

I know there are several workarounds to address this problem but they all mean changing priority for the WMP process and one way is through the task manager. You start the task manager pressing simultaneously CTRL/ALT/DEL and then click on the Details vertical tab and go to WMP process, right click and then change the priority to f...g realtime.

However. It only last one session of WMP. If you close the window and start it again, it does it again.

One way to make this setting persistent is modifying the command line in the shortcut. Cause of course the shortcut should contain the command line to start the task, right? Like at Linux, right?

However. After with some pain i copied on the desktop a working shortcut for WMP, what do i see under Target tab? A couple of lines, none being the command line though i found online instructions on how to modify the command line on a shortcut. After loosing more than one hour today all the frustration i still cannot make it work cause i will not go and change priority every time i want to play music, right?

How many times similar things  happened to me since that unfortunate day in 1996 when i bought my first Windows computer to this day? Countless. Which made me to sometimes in 2012 to switch to Fedora, a version of Linux. Yeah with Fedora i wasted much more time than i would have by simply continuing to run Windows, but it was so much faster and neater and less fussy and without a million useless options in any situation and i could also understand how an OS should work and felt not that much bullied by Windows as being the only option.

But then i bough a laptop with Chrome OS that was again Linux and now i bought this super micro PC with Windows on it that seemed to finally run mostly because of the hardware but every once in a while like today i remember the Windows pain.

May 8

12:10 AM I found a while ago a few possible etymologies for KKK like Kurz Klug Klaar or Klar (which could mean in German getting rid of smart ones real quick) but tonight i ran into the official one (how come after all the searches could not find it back then) and is much more interesting. It comes from the Greek word for circle.  And we all know in Japanese wa (which could be part of Wa Shinto - Harmony in Shinto), stands for circle and harmony.

Then after a few more searches, what do i find. How many times i was stopped in traffic only to see  the guy/gal in the car in front of me extending his left hand through the window and doing this gesture, with rubbing of the two opposite fingers? 

And a few more

Which is a known klan gesture. Could it be it's him too and he is just simulating a competitor in the elections to come on May 18?

But what if...

Or how about...


Ok, i get it. We're all so screwed.

They are called mudras and they come from India. Here's the mudra for inner peace, which could of course mean... harmony or warmony. ok (circle and three equal rays).

9:07 Pe zgardelor sclavilor americani este și înscrisul masonic dar și crucea KKK. Dar eu încep să cred că masonii sunt un club filantropic comparat cu KKK. Părerea mea.

9:22 Alte poze cu Tamás Kimmel (George Simion). Singura chestie e că în viața lui de actor zâmbește mereu, nătărăul.

Cu asta o să mai fac o asemănare fiindcă nu zâmbește așa tare. Să găsesc una potrivită cu Simion. Are destule în postura asta cu capul în sus. De fapt am observat asta. Ei toți se pozează în ambele țări cam în aceleași posturi. Sunt gesturi reflex. Da normal Kimmel (Simi) e nume de evreu.

De fapt și fața o arată. Normal că e mai tânăr, poza e dinainte de a se muta în România (sau în studiourile din Ungaria dedicate României). După, în Ungaria vizibilă a mai apărut numai cu bărbiță (neras) de o săptămână două.

Da și normal că arată ca un șmecher cu ochii strânși (și el merge la coafor, cum altfel creasta aia?) mai ales când declamă, actoricește. Îl vede cineva pe tătucul de 38 de ani (în realitate 40)  care vă ține (cu telefonul) în brațe președinte?

Ei toți sunt șmecheri. Au lumea în buzunar. Singura chestie e că lumea nu ar vrea, dacă ar ști.

Da știu că e greu (aproape imposibil) de crezut. Ar însemna ca toată teoria mea să se confirme ceea ce e și mai greu de crezut. Asta e. Am fost de sute de ani sub mâna Ungariei. La început ca un scut spre est. Acum au pus mâna împreună cu japonezii pe toate statele (și Rusia) așa că nu mai e nevoie. Ne desființează.

Însă dacă nu, o vor lua pe cocoașă. Sunt destui cei care nu apreciază ocupația ocultă în lumea asta, și care acum le ciugulesc din palmă fiindcă nu știu.


5:00 O compunere frumoasă, un proiect de țară actor de forță din seria "A venit tata acasă" cu folosirea creativă a luminii și unghiului (din jos care pune privitorul într-o stare de submisie) și păstrarea regulii treimilor. Pentru a crea pata umbra providențială de sub nasul lui Hitler (care simulează lumină de sus) Kimmel deschide larg gura (gaura aia neagră din mijlocul pozei).

O formă de iluzionism alba neagra care se termină de obicei cu furtul minții (dacă privești).


5:55 Talking about trinity. I did not know Hitler knew how to do the Shiva's dance.

8:30 BTW excelent dancer. Modesty and devotion, excelent looks, physical shape and postures.

Comparable to European classic ballet + mudras (hand gestures) and face expressivity. God knows what messages brings this dance over millenia. Excelent.

To enjoy best please watch on a PC on full screen mode or on youtube app on a smart TV.


1:30 AM (again) Just remembered something that may be connected with the above, i don't know i am not a historian of religions.

April 26

8:15 Giuffre. Jeffrey. Pope Francis.

10:00 AlexaCrush

10:20 I forgot what i wanted to say. Basically after an hour or so of stomping it looks like they might be leaving but not sure. Yes they are. Yeah i heard the truck's door slam. One door only. Could not read the news or post or anything. Iddling the huge diesel engine for more than a few minutes now.

10:30 No matter how much i wanted i could never take a picture of a revert bow in black clothes. Last night i was sitting in the car at Spirit Mountain. I first wanted a drink but security came and the young woman started to stare at me.

I think i counted like 5 different times they came including once parking righ next to me. Probably ready to call the "cops" (tribal police) on me.

So i was just sitting here watching the scenes unfolding. Big trailers with animal boxes on top parked on 3 spots. Boats. Cars comming around, almost touching me. And then the Aryan woman with the white BMW. Old, quite attractive with a theatrical vengeful look when facing me. My camera was set on -.7 on exp comp so the image came dark (it was late almost evening anyways). She came and started bending, dressing, whatever, for like 10 minutes and i had a chance to take a picture (and Security popped again right after).

Last night at 2:30 it hit me. With a bit of nose congestion, 2 liters of diet soda (with caffeine) in last 12  hours and stomach gas. Had really bad, continuous palpitations. Was overventilating trying to compensate a moment of heart failure. Then i fell asleep and in an hour or so Angela awoke me to shut the door (block it with a piece of wood that is). Then i slept 4 more hours and now i'm ok, heart and diaphragm wise. Who the h...l gave the contraceptive medical device such a name though?


But until then. At this big bro guy got in front of me and at every stop water would come out of it. Because being that tall, i could not see the stop lights at the red light camera at TS hwy and 99. After i passed the intersection with an excruciating 10 mph (Friday at 5 PM) i saw a flash coming from the left but must likely from a windshield or car window reflecting the Sun.  However it got me thinking for the next half hour or so. Yeah i know the camera focused on the edge of my dashboard.

On Dundee variant. There was this trailer head with a guy in shorts and no shirt and a lever in his hand, blocking the lane in a non passing area. Yeah i know there was enough room for him to completely pull off the lane and he was most likely a professional driver. One of the reasons i pulled myself to take the picture. But the main reason was to prove the cascade of events.

After. Got stuck for miles behind a concrete pouring vehicle, dirty, possibly releasing irritant concrete dust.

Incident after incident, one every mile, can't recall them all right now and don't have the time. 

Which reminds me... I think they are building some sort of temple with concrete columns right behind the complex, next to where i live.

12:25 PM Yeah i know yesterday i wanted so badly to post about this tomorrow that is today. Then they picked the idea (from my moving tongue probably) and posted it themselves.

That day when i had a verbal exchange with a Japanese guy inside Chinook Winds i was followed in the parking lot by two security guards and one of them told me that if i called the Police i would be arrested and then that i was "basically on a foreign territory" and i think he was talking about the treaties the tribes of western Oregon made with the United States not so long ago. And i asked, what, is that Japan?

This is a contradiction because though some reservations have their own tribal Police, there is no other police in Lincoln City than local City Police. That is because the local "reservation" is not much bigger than the casino and the parking lot and the golf course.

They could not call the Police cause they had no reason to. However, he was trying to bully me. Later i figured the man was Mălaimare jr, "the Romanian guy with an Oscar". That gave him enough moral authority and immunity to do what he did.

The idea they picked from me is very simple. They have too many cameras inside the casinos for the stated (security) purpose. I once read that Spirit Mountain had over 1000 cameras mostly on he ceiling for approx 1500 slot machines (maximum 3000 occupants), but now that information is gone. (In fact AI adapts so quickly these days that a google answer would change from minute to minute). But then i found out today they have cameras built in the slot machines themselves. Why?

What gets me really mad and frustrated is the slots in casinos i went to (and i went to all of them in the State of Oregon) and also to many others in the State of Washington, California and Nevada in the last 9 years , do not fit in the definition of gambling,

Yeah i know some mathematicians even say it is not possible to generate random numbers using software algorithms on computer processors (yeah, how, but there are special chips that can be installed next to the main processor that can) but i think those pseudo-random numbers generated by the known software algorithms are pretty close (or good enough).

No. The problem is they are not random at all. They watch you, now from inside the slot machine, they evaluate the expression on your face and calculate every hand and they give you bad hands when you're in a good mood and ready to loose and a hand very close to winning or a winning one when they determine you are about to stop playing.

Trouble is the general public of which most don't go to casinos think "let the wicked who go to casinos die by their own hand". But i came to realize that general public inside the US don't care if laws are (widely, grossly, systematically) broken, even by authorities, except if concerns selves and not even then if it's in their advantage.

Does this fit the definition of asocial behavior?

4:20 Their main tool in controlling the world and the reason they have been so successful is figuring out and satisfying fools' deepest secret desires and those (they think) are always in the sexual area.


7:15 But in the insanely poor Russia there was a desire deeper than sexual. Killing of the rich (mostly land owners) by the serfs. Or in overworked Germany. Gassing of the Jews. Or in the overbored late US. Live torturing of the Jews, dictators, vampires and aliens.

7:45 Yeah i started the recorder and she stopped instantly.

Is what they testify in the video above, the base of later entertainment in Tesla era (actually i think she said it in the video, Yoshiwara, (has a wa) established 1617, at the very beginning of Edo (Tokyo, Tokugawa period), was for Japan what it is Hollywood for the US today.

8:05 Went and jacked the car, have to put the clamp from underneath. Thinking incredibly how tired makes me driving with a coolant leak.

And within one minute they started to pour. The Spanish looking woman with a baby in her arms from building D. Behind her her husband (every time a diffferent actor) staring at me. 5 persons withing one minute, the were ready for action.

9:30 While i was under the car. I put the clamp around the pipe and tightened it by hand and went searching for tools, trying to figure out a way to tighten it in that narrow space. A dog kept barking all the time, driving me nuts. It still does. Two poops, one in the dumpster, one on the red dust were smelling nauseating me.

Then she came. The mystery woman shone her bright lights exactly on my car while i went for the poops. I lowered the jack and took all my tools and went inside, pissed off. But most importantly i forgot the big plyers with a big rubber band around the handles that were still keeping the spring clamp open from above while i tried to push the hose from under, then realign the clamp to make room for the new one.

About half hour later i remembered and went and took those pliers off. Would have stayed there all night. But when the car is cold, there is no pressure inside the coolant pipes and the coolant is cold and there was no noticeable smell, especially with the poops and everything.

When i went for the poops i saw moving around, searching for an address, a Domino Pizza car and made a connection. I always believed their pizza (like all American pizze) is round like a Sun and Domino comes from Dominicans. When i went to Italy, in Rome i saw pizza mostly square (al taglio).

Wait a minute. Half of Domino pizza logo can be a reversed Japanese flag. Amazing, they were no squeaks and stomps upstairs while that dog was barking. As i said in the past, they never mix nuisances. Got to take a one or two charcoal caps. This time i got the real one, could not return the bad bottle to Amazzo (15 bucks).

10:15 She was (one of) the doubles of Kelly Clarkson at apt.9 in Lake Oswego (we were at 10) and he was the messy young guy at Apt 2 (two floors below ours). "He was smoking" American Spirit inside and was never cleaning and many times knocking (once every 20 seconds) on walls. One time i saw a "occasional girlfriend" picking 10 big black sacs with garbage from his apartment.

He calls himself the last true ninja master of Japan though in the history books it says ninja disappeared 20 years before of the final battle of Sekigahara before Japan unification and Edo peace period. In the video he says ninja flag is the same as Japanese flag but it's all on black. At that time in Lake Oswego at the end of A street on the shore of the river there was a ninjutsu dojo.

Ninja existed long before (900 years, documented only) what we know today as Japan (Nippon in their language). I suspect it was the ninja that unified and took control of Japan through the Tokugawa fake dynasty of shoguns.


Wow! Ah wa!

April 6

2:50 AM Here's the deal. The only metal that is truly resistant to corrosion (but not to erosion) is gold. All the others, including silver, aluminum, chromium and titan are actually very reactive. In fact, so reactive, that when exposed to oxygen in the air they cover themselves almost instantly with a layer of oxide, which in turn prevents further oxidation.

I wrote on several occasions. In the case of aluminum, though the oxide layer is very strong, it peels off easily because the aluminum base is soft. Same goes with silver. The proof. Take an object made of silver and rub it against a piece of paper.

Surgical steel and generally stainless steel is an alloy of iron (in the form of steel) and chromium with sometimes nickel added for more mechanical resistance.

Chromium contributes to covering of stainless steel with an oxide layer. Since the base is pretty resistant, it does not peel easily.

However in areas with much mechanical stress like let's say in mills, some of the oxide will peel off which is bad. Currently, most flour is milled with stainless steel mills.

Chromium or aluminum oxide are very hard materials. Aluminum oxide is also known as ruby which is used as bearings inside (old mechanical) watches, that can last indefinitely. Very small pieces like nanometer size pieces will penetrate your cells, no doubt about.

They are notoriously chemically resistant (the reason chrome is used in food industry) and once in your body will travel from cell to cell, being very hard to be neutralized by your macrophage cells.

Where i'm getting at. I would not put on myself anything made of metal except for pure gold, which is also very soft and is not suitable for piercing and stuff. Any of the metals of a gold alloy will in time leach into your body. Rings made of gold generally thin out in time.

But as of right now i would not put anything onto my body, including watches with metal bracelets or rings.

"Some", "overall". This is a contradiction.

3:54 I now remember i got passed in some area by a pickup with a door/window in its bed that could have been exposed to mineral insulation (Pele's hair). As a result, i became very irritated by the time i got to the end of my trip. As of right now, bloody mucus was coming out of one of my nostrils.

I think the idea of a inner group that they can do the law by themselves and especially by their opinion, even under the form of pranks and allegories full of symbols is very dangerous to society. That propagates from the occult to the surface, and give a general trend or a signature on a culture.

Not talking about tattoos. Tattoos are full of heavy metals that get inherited from an old cell to a new one.

9:15 Another thing i could  think on is spontaneous lactation. It happens to women that are not breastfeeding. Very similar to a prostate leaks in men again during sexual arousing.

What does this mean. Milk and prostate leaks are both bacteria friendly. I mean, there is little defense against it and are very nutritious. Bacteria and possibly other stuff from environment, like mechanically sharp and chemically resistant nano-dust can enter into your body through these "open channels".

Massaging the breast during spontaneous lactation can only make things worse.

Once entered, your body cannot eliminate them easily from such places, like they can from a healthy digestive system.

And when they meet in there with tissues that are not in their best shape again due to previously unhealed unnoticed infections, poor nutrition and especially lack of collagen needed to maintain a healthy extracellular matrix, poor blood circulation due to lack of exercise, unhealthy environment and all kinda other abuses and self-abuses, voila.

Prostate cancer and breast cancer, whatever those are, are known to be the most frequent in men in women and i believe they are due to prolonged, latent, localized bacterial infections that destroy the extracellular matrix with cells starting to grow outside of it.

10:18 BTW What we call plastics are not what most people think they are. That is pure polymers like PVC (Poly Vinyl Chloride) (credit cards, old vinyl disks), PET (Polyethylene Terephthalate), the stuff soda bottles are made of etc, polycarbonates (old CDs, glasses) etc.. Uh huh.

Though they are the basis for plastics, plastics are made with polymers and fillers. Some of the fillers are again harmless, like talc (magnesium silicate) and calcium carbonate but some are not, like glass.

More than that, recycled plastics contain impurities other than fillers.

January 1st

11:00 Trying to guess when it happened. Not long ago i wrote a suggestion to google to add a way of sorting news by time stamp.

Why i needed this? Because i wanted to know if it happened after i posted those two pictures i took inside Little Creek Casino with an old style small town street. There are no surveillance videos and of course the shooter is dead.

Yeah i know. This would imply all the cops in the area and all the media... Nothing new to me.

Yeah it  makes sense. First you ram into a crowd, then get off the truck, start shooting and get killed by cops and then you plant those, drive away and detonate them.

1:05 PM Yeah i spoke with a guy that looked like him dressed as a security guard but in his 30s on that "street" in Little Creek casino just before i took those pictures, and later i almost sat near this guy but i recognized him and walked away.

I told (the security guy) about the similarities of that street with a place called Brothers in Oregon. But first i asked him if that room with vertical bars at the window is a jail and he said he wish it was.

TJ Swan died on November 25 or about a month ago and about one month after i posted this.

For those who don't understand what i'm trying to prove. They are building subconscious semantic links creating a shocking event during emotional times trying to destroy everything i'm posting.

I don't believe is very difficult to tell all those cops in the area to shut the hell up while they are building a movie like scene.

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