Thursday, January 1, 2015

The Soul

by Ana Blandiana

The soul is something in us
That can not exist on the outside.
How many times it happened to me
To discover
Naked souls in the grass, agonizing.
Had take them with care in my palm
But never
Could find anybody in time
To receive them in self,
Was feeling the cup of my palm, empty
And a mist, untouched by leaves, passing
Doubtful through my body.
The soul is hiding in us
From God?

Assumptions About Masons

I wrote in the previous http://georgesblogforfriends.blogspot.com/2015/01/rock-paper.html briefly about masons. An analogy between a masonic ritual, a song and a building style. The presumptive association was done through the assumption that what i know about them is true. But is also possible, as i suspect in the case of Mr.Jinichi Kawakami, that what is projected in videos on the internet might be especially designed for that purpose and it is not part of their rituals, if they had any. I think the safest analogy is with the wave function collapse in quantum mechanics and probably from here comes their strength. In QM, a wave function is in superposition state until observation, when it is reduced to a measurable state. In other words, while unseen, they can do anything (to us).

They also claim their craft lineage comes from Ancient Egypt which might be true. We know about a vague link with pyramids, as it is stated on the one dollar bill. The all seeing eye on the one dollar bill appears physically separated from the body of the pyramid, although virtually overlapping the same (virtual) geometric space. As it was there only through proxy or virtually. Separated by a huge distance but virtually present though some instantaneous, extraordinary large bandwidth connection.

They are recruiting, as they say, good people (to make them better). Proven successful people that will not raise eyebrows after becoming (much) more successful. Some of them are successful writers and philosophers. However, since they raise in their hierarchy through rituals that appear quite simple and do not require intense intellectual effort, we might assume that a superior intellect is not a condition.

Although the rituals appear designed to change profoundly people's mind. About life and death, social relationships and especially the sense of belonging (to a brotherhood). In other minds, reeducation. That usually requires reevaluation of one's life through a different prospective.

Now we all know this is not possible at an adult age. What is possible is literally stunning certain areas of the brains and favoring others. Through rituals that have fear (of death) a major component and rebirth again and again as a declared finality. "Rebirth on a superior, spiritual state". In other words, temporary rewiring of the brain, artificially made permanent. "There is no coming back", or like the other song says, "they can check out any time they want but they can never leave".

Initiations from one level to another which may gradually more and more intense are probably made to renew the stun that covers certain area of the memory and slow down or stop certain mental processes, linked to the previous life in the profane world. Or all the wrong junk from all the wrong places. That is, emotions.

It is safest to assume they get assignments, according to their area of expertise. They will spend the rest of their lives doing the same thing as before, only amplified by the power of the brotherhood. This way they loose their freedom to change their minds sometimes in life about what they did before. Or ever retiring except for major incapacity.

There are two things that trouble me most about "them". First, their knowledge and highly symbolic and never fully understood even by themselves rituals with the purpose of rewiring of the brain, and the way of accomplishing their worldly assignments may come from here http://georgesblogforfriends.blogspot.com/2014/11/interstellar-communications-through.html

Secondly, they perform some of their art in public. Recently i had a close encounter of the unknown kind with a gentleman performing some act that might come from their (through analogy, it was not the first time, the first time with the step with feet at 90 degrees while crossing the street at a stop light at a busy intersection, this older gentlemen in the recent case was performing in public a step and a motion of the walking stick). As i was walking behind him for quite a while on a one way alley, i was forced to contemplate his act to the end. In the parking lot, there was another gentleman obviously associated with the first one that was assisting him with similar approaches and make his exit easy.

There was no physical contact, only stunning and changing of the state of mind and generally mind.

Changing one person's mind may lead to changing one person's life and if unwanted, raising the feeling of intrusion that generally qualifies as brainwashing. I think legal authorities (in the case they are not formed by themselves) might need to look into this as a restriction to one's freedom (of thought) that point to freedom of expression that some are taking too far.

Many of the comments and auto declarations i've seen so far point to the fact they are contributing to general progress.

I will not start a whole new discussion about this, but i am convinced of the opposite. Major leaps in human development have been done only through individuals, of which i can only think right now of Watt and Tesla. But the list is long. That's why standard measurement units in physics are given the names of these highly dedicated (to self and human development) individuals.

But one thing is sure. In modern times and just before them they were involved in all popular egalitarian movements that overthrew leaders and created social chaos although followed by apparent large scale social justice. I say apparent thinking also of the numerical results in human loss in the past century due to such social upheavals and overturns.



Rock Paper

I once bought (actually, got it for free) a piece of drywall at Home Depot. I wanted to make an experiment, and that was to see how fast the water was going through it. I put it horizontally and poured water and after an hour i saw it didn't even penetrated the outer paper.  And with this occasion i looked closer to it.

Drywall, that is the material for the panels they build houses with is a sandwich made of two sheets of cardboard with calcium sulfate, aka gypsum in between. Building houses in this style is called building with light building materials. It's an architectural vision meant to build fast and cheap.

Calcium sulfate contains about 19% sulfur and 23% calcium.

Measure
Units
Museum specimen2
Synthetic gypsum
Natural gypsum
Cast gypsum
Drywall gypsum
Ideal analysis3
Calcium
%
22.6
23.0 (0.0)4
19.1 (2.2)
22.4 (0.0)
21.9 (0.2)
23.3
Magnesium
%
0.01
0.03 (0.01)
1.35 (0.30)
0.05 (0.00)
0.22 (0.01)
Sulfur
%
18.6
18.7 (0.1)
15.1 (1.2)
19.3 (0.2)
18.1 (0.3)
18.6
Boron
ppm
< 13.1
26.7 (8.7)
9.4 (0.9)
0.4 (0.4)
7.3 (4.5)
Iron
ppm
< 1
264 (129)
1045 (148)
44 (7)
547 (92)
Manganese
ppm
0.1
5.5 (2.3)
14.6 (2.9)
9.1 (0.0)
9.4 (1.6)
Phosphorus
ppm
3.8
16.7 (9.4)
30.6 (7.6)
7.5 (0.3)
51.6 (3.5)
http://www.spectrumanalytic.com/support/library/rf/Gypsum.htm

But when i looked at it closer i saw they pushed the "light building material" concept even further. It's not all gypsum, it's porous. Somehow, they created tiny bubbles inside the gypsum. Pretty much like for its cousin, the cellular concrete. Differences are concrete is made of silica and much stronger mechanically, less chemically reactive and water sensitive. (Normal concrete if not disturbed or cut is very stable). One way of creating the bubles is with a foaming agent that probably must be evaporated in the end (proof that the material is porous, with some open cells, is that the foaming agent has been removed).

I once picked from one of the walls in the bathroom a  broken piece that had turned brown. I smelled it and it smelled heavily like smoke. It was penetrated in all its volume by smoke. Now i saw why. Because it's porous. Gasses can pass through, especially when vibrated. (Don't ask me how smoke got in there. Probably, a broken chimney at the next entrance. Actually right now i was awakened by the smell of smoke and sulfur. Yesterday at a certain time there where two big (tall) vehicles with building materials and names on them at both entrances seen from the window. In the distance near another building there was a van with, among other, the word move on it).

"Later air entrainment technology made boards lighter and less brittle, then joint treatment materials and systems also evolved". Don't know why in this Wikipedia page right now the word entrainment is used instead of entrapment. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Drywall#History

But the trick is those bubbles can be filled in time with sulfur dioxide which can turn into sulfuric acid through combining with water in our lungs. Sulfuric acid is one of the ingredients of vitriol, the material that can dissolve gold (the other name for sulfuric acid is Oil of vitriol).

The proof sulfur dioxide is in there:

http://www.google.com/patents/US3808321

(There are also rumors that aluminum from backing powder under the form of the the residual aluminum hydrate, aluminum being the same material the top of the obelisk in Washington DC, "they put it there because at the time of the erection of that obelisk it was very rare and the most expensive material on Earth", is the main cause of Alzheimer).

I once read on a site about the masonic initiation ritual for the first degree. At a certain moment, the apprentice sits alone, enclosed in a room where among others things there is a glass recipient with pieces of sulfur in it. On one the walls is written the word V.I.T.R.I.O.L..

Years ago they were rumors about a secret society probably associated with masonry (they all are) called Skull and Bones. I read the name comes from the contemplation of those, that reminds them constantly how perishable we all are in this world. The main constituent of bones is calcium. (The guy downstairs just made a noise).

On another occasion i read about a masonic ritual called "burning between columns" and it was described like writing on a piece of paper the name of the undesirable person and burning that piece of paper between the columns, that is probably the brethren of the lodge present at that moment.

So what do we got here? Sulfuric acid - Oil of vitriol, calcium, aluminum, paper with the name Sheetrock written on with huge letters. A fan inside the floor vibrating everything that probably symbolizes the eternal flame (of you know who). And a guy downstairs that moves and makes noises when i get mad and curse in my mind.

(Add to all this the flying at any vibration mineral insulation in the walls and attic known as rock-wool. May come from basaltic lava. May contain silica. And tar, the ingredient the roof shingles are made off, together with sand (mainly silica). Tar is the same ingredient they say it's boiling in the tar bowls in Hell, according to some cultures. According to others, a lake of fiery sulfur. When turned to dust, due to, you guessed, vibration, it also flies around and into your lungs and digestive system.)

Any of the toxins enumerated above in limited amounts, like any toxins, in the beginning, may give you a high and/or addiction.

Why anybody so far didn't think of it this way? Because it's too insane.

And all these things remind me of a song that is on the tops right now.



"Boys only want love if it's torture
Don't say I didn't say I didn't warn you"

"Cause we're young and we're reckless
We'll take this way too far and leave you breathless
Or with a nasty scar
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
But I got a blank space baby
And I'll write your name"

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Fedora 21 Before And After Installation

I know this looks scary for the novice. But is not difficult. It took me a lot of time (wouldn't dare to say how much) to figure all these. I also wrote this here because i need to save me some head scratching during the next installation.

This customization is described here is down to command level for Fedora 21 XFCE live installation (a few commands are good only for AMD64). That is you can paste and execute the commands provided here in a terminal, but for that you need first to paste this whole post in a text file in a partition unaffected by installation (unformatted). Or print it. XFCE because i don't need an animated desktop and all the inconveniences (processor load) that come with it.

This whole new custom Fedora 21 installation as described here should not take more than 3 hours. That time is the only expense for a free and extremely performant and secure OS complete with free multimedia, internet and office software.

If i did it, everybody could.

Without customization and manual partitioning, it should take less than an hour and that is for the complete IT ignorant.

Here it starts. Download and burn on a DVD as an ISO file the live version of the XFCE from this page (any burner on a Windows or Linux computer should have that option). The size is a bit less then 1 GB.

http://spins.fedoraproject.org/xfce/

Boot from live installation disk created as described above.  (You may first probably have to enter the BIOS by pressing repeatedly the delete key during normal boot-up and choose the DVD reader as the first booting device. Then, insert the DVD with the live image in the DVD player and restart the computer). If you don't want any of the customization described below, choose the default or common sense answers at each step, which BTW are similar to a Windows installation, and stop here.

But Fedora live DVD is much more than an installation kit. Once you boot from that DVD as described above, you get a functioning operating system with which you can even get online and browse the web. To start the installation process, you have to double click the Install icon on the desktop.

Any of the steps described below are optional and independent of each other.

Fedora (F) 21 installer has been modified since F20. There is an option to keep the old partitioning. There is an option for LVM. (There are other more options as partitioning.)

Don't know about LVM. I chose standard partitioning to keep the old partitioning from F20 which is similar to this in the link below.
 https://docs.fedoraproject.org/en-US/Fedora/17/html/Installation_Guide/s2-diskpartrecommend-x86.html

So in the first screen there is a partitioning option (i always forget after i am done with, can't save that screen). Left lower icon. I write here for those familiar with manual partitioning. After choosing that icon, i choose standard partitioning at top and select the manual partitioning button. Then i hit the Done button, that for some strange reason in this installer for F21 is at the upper left corner. Then i get to see the old Fedora installation with all its partitions that is hidden behind a drop menu. To grab a partition in the new installation all i have to do is click on it and rewrite the mounting point (/, /home, /tmp, etc.) and choose to format it or not.

These are the most critical moments. On an installation i always choose to keep the old /home and /var partitions unformatted. That is i don't make the mistake to check the format box near each. If i do so i would wipe out all my recent data and many settings, including desktop, browser, the last file i've been editing and all the others.

By keeping /home partition unformatted and creating when asked an non-privileged user name identical to the one in the old installation, there is very little work to be done for settings and after a clean install of a new version (or the same version), by keeping the /home and /var partitions unformatted, the desktop and the browser will look similar, bookmarks included, so the rest of your computer.

The non-privileged user is needed for doing everything on the computer except maintenance, for security reasons - if a non-privileged account is hacked, there is less they can do without the root password, pretty much like in Windows.

However, all commands (mostly with yum) described here are given in privileged a root terminal, that is a terminal after the command su has been issued and the root password introduced. (You can open a terminal in any directory found with the File Manager by right clicking and choosing Open terminal here). For the privileged (root) File Manager session, after issuing the su command in that terminal and introducing the root password, can type the command #thunar (that invokes the file manager, named like this in XFCE) and get into a privileged session with File Manager, that in turn can open (by clicking) privileged files for editing.

First thing that i do is i get rid of the annoying log-in for the non-privileged user at every boot (and the need to enter a 16 characters password each time, that number being my choice) by going in etc/lightdm/ and modifying and uncommenting two lines towards the end of the file lightdm.conf. By getting rid of the log-in and not needing to enter the password each time at boot time you don't compromise security except if somebody you don't trust has physical access to your computer.

autologin-user=george
autologin-user-timeout=0

After this, a graphical local install from a /var location (by double clicking on the rpm package in the the File Manager) of the yum plugin remove-with-leaves (among others, yes that's why i kept /var unformatted). If you don't have it saved for this purpose from the previous install, you may briefly go online by activating the network from the icon in the taskbar then install it by privileged terminal command

#yum install yum-plugin-remove-with-leaves

(yum is the name of the installation and removing program of choice in Fedora 21. The other one is rpm but more difficult to work with. yum-plugin-remove-with-leaves is a plugin that insures the removal of any useless (and potentially unsafe) packages that are linked only to the main packages removed so the cleanup is more complete).

Then i do this:

#yum remove claws-mail pidgin libpurple spice-vdagent sendmail pragha remmina tigervnc-server-minimal transmission liferea midori samba* openssh* --remove-leaves

By doing these two last steps i get rid of about 100 packages that i don't use, of which many are trying to connect to the internet on their own will. That is about 10% of the whole OS. Some of the packages on the list above are present only in Fedora 20 but the command will still work for the rest.

Then i copy the files iptables and ip6tables in etc/sysonfig from a location in /home which i kept from the F20 installation for this purpose. Later i will disable firewalld and install and enable iptables.

Then there is still a weird setting i will never understand. In etc/yum.conf there is a line keepcache=0. I modify it to 1 so all the rpm packages i ever download and install remain on my hard drive. However, lately this proved less and less useful. It was so while i was still installing it many times and tried to do the updates locally. It is possible by forcing yum to update locally.

#yum install iptables-services

#systemctl stop firewalld

#systemctl disable firewalld

#systemctl enable iptables

#systemctl start iptables

#yum update

Reboot to make sure everything works. Check iptables with

#iptables -S

About hosts file i wrote here http://georgesblogforfriends.blogspot.com/2013/04/hosts-file.html

About moving Chrome cache in RAM i wrote here https://www.facebook.com/george.ion.7505/posts/206431952892995

This is one setting that probably affects only my computer but i still write it

Go Chrome/Settings/Avanced and remove the check on Use hardware acceleration when available.

I create the files and paste in each

/etc/yum.repos.d/google-chrome.repo

[google-chrome]
name=google-chrome
baseurl=http://dl.google.com/linux/chrome/rpm/stable/x86_64
enabled=1
gpgcheck=1

/etc/yum.repos.d/google-earth.repo

[google-earth]
name=google-earth
baseurl=http://dl.google.com/linux/earth/rpm/stable/x86_64
enabled=1
gpgcheck=1

then

#yum install google-chrome-stable --nogpgcheck

#yum install google-earth-stable --nogpgcheck

For the more advanced user, here is the installation of the video drivers from Nvidia. This is critical as if you are not successful, your system will most like become useless and will need to be reinstalled and rely on the 30% slower, reverse engineered generic nouveau driver.

First, and the most important, you have to know exactly which of the drivers from nvidia you need, according to your video card. 340.xx, 304.xx, 173.14.xx, 96.43.xx or 71.86.xx This page will help you. http://www.nvidia.com/object/IO_32667.html

To find out what video card you have you do

#lspci -v | less

Then you go to this page

http://rpmfusion.org/Configuration

And install the free and non-free repos necessary to download the drivers, under the title

Graphical Setup via Firefox web browser

Then, after

#yum list *nvidia*

you will choose which driver you need, depending on the kernel version and video card found in the Nvidia web page above.

to find out which kernel version you have you do

#yum kernel list

Then installation of the driver. I think for my system the command was

#yum install kmod-nvidia-304xx-3.17.4-301.fc21.x86_64.x86_64

Then i install the optional programs like

#yum install gthumb (basic pictures management and adjusting).

#yum install audacity (audio recorder)

#yum install vlc (a complete media player)

#yum install stellarium (planetarium software)

#yum install libreoffice (Office equivalent for Linux

#yum install lmms (trackers, sequencers and synthesizers)

Last few times i had a problem with google earth. A conflict with a file, had to rebuild the rpm first by installing rpmrebuild

#yum install rpmrebuild

then

# rpmrebuild -ep /home/geek/Downloads/google-earth-stable_current_x86_64.rpm

Scroll down and remove line: %dir %attr(0755, root, root) "/usr/bin"

Save / exit the editor, with the command <ESC>:wq

After a while you will be asekd if to contine, should answer yes.

see rpmrebuild exiting saying something like: result: /root/rpmbuild/RPMS/x86_64/google-earth-stable-7.1.2.2041-0.x86_64.rpm

Then go cd  /root/rpmbuild/RPMS/x86_64/ and run #yum localinstall google-earth-stable-7.1.2.2041-0.x86_64.rpm
etc.

Here is a version of the text file iptables that is needed in /etc/sysconfig for the iptables to work

# Generated by iptables-save v1.4.21 on Sat Dec 27 23:21:37 2014
*filter
:INPUT DROP
:FORWARD DROP
:OUTPUT DROP
-A INPUT -p icmp -j ACCEPT
-A INPUT -i lo -j ACCEPT
-A INPUT -p udp -m udp --sport 53 -j ACCEPT
-A INPUT -p tcp -m tcp --sport 80 --dport 30000:65535 -j ACCEPT
-A INPUT -p tcp -m tcp --sport 443 --dport 30000:65535 -j ACCEPT
-A INPUT -p tcp -m tcp --sport 1935 --dport 30000:65535 -j ACCEPT
-A INPUT -j LOG --log-prefix "[-P BLOCK] "
-A FORWARD -j REJECT --reject-with icmp-host-prohibited
-A FORWARD -j LOG --log-prefix "[-P BLOCK] "
-A OUTPUT -p icmp -j ACCEPT
-A OUTPUT -o lo -j ACCEPT
-A OUTPUT -p udp -m udp --sport 20000:65535 --dport 53 -j ACCEPT
-A OUTPUT -p tcp -m tcp --sport 30000:65535 --dport 80 -j ACCEPT
-A OUTPUT -p tcp -m tcp --sport 30000:65535 --dport 443 -j ACCEPT
-A OUTPUT -p tcp -m tcp --sport 30000:65535 --dport 1935 -j ACCEPT
-A OUTPUT -j LOG --log-prefix "[-P BLOCK] "
COMMIT
# Completed on Sat Dec 27 23:21:37 2014

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Amnezia de dimineață

Ieri noapte, în jur de ora 12 și după îmi era foarte rău. În mintea mea, un singur gând. Spital. Simptome: durere în partea inferioară a cutiei toracice, palpitații. Probabil, hernie hiatală (când stomacul trece prin diafragmă și apasă organele din cutia toracică, inclusiv inima). Sau vreo condiție fiziologică ne-întâlnită în practica curentă, greu de descris. Chiar înainte de a mă culca, am avut ceva activitate fizică. Simptome care seamăn foarte mult însă cu cele de la un atac de inimă pe care le văd mereu descrise peste tot.

Ierti am spălat caloriferele. Am scris pe fb despre procedură. https://www.facebook.com/george.ion.7505/posts/316931218509734:0

Acu vreo 3 zile stăteam noapte târziu pe la 2 în pat și nu puteam să adorm. A trecut o mașină pe alee și a intrat în parcare. Avea toba modificată. Au vibrat pereții, a pornit termostatul care e mecanic și sensibil și la vibrații, probabil era pe cale să pornească. Ceva extra praf de la vibrații a căzut pe calorifer, care a pornit și s-a umplut camera de fum, care a ținut vreo oră. Am oprit caloriferul ca să pot dormi.

Au trecut 2 luni de când le-am spălat ultima oară. Din cauza temperaturii mari la care lucrează, de fiecare dată când termostatul le pornește, de obicei declanșat de vibrații când e pe aproape, se umplu camerele de fum. Pentru că în timp se acumulează pe aripioarele acele din aluminiu praf care arde lent și scoate din ce în ce mai mult fum. Probabil și ceva monoxid de carbon, din moment ce ieri mă durea capul când porneau.

Deci durere în partea inferioară a pieptului, între omoplați, palpitații, greutate în respirații, senzația că mi se oprește inima.

Mi s-a întâmplat de atâtea ori. Acu zece ani n-aș fi ezitat să mă duc la spital. Dar după ce am fost de atâtea ori și am văzut că tot ce fac e să mă țină câteva ore în camera de urgențe până îmi revin și apoi mă lasă să plec, îmi este greu să mă hotărăsc să mă duc. Încă nu am folosit asigurarea anul acesta și co-plata e de vreo mie de dolari. Mai sunt câteva zile și se termină anul. Mă gândeam la orele suplimentare pe care le face nevastă-mea și am preferat, ca de atâtea ori anul acesta, să stau acasă.

La fiecare respirație îmi venea să strig: Ajutor!

Mi-am luat tensiunea. 15/9 sau așa ceva. Puls normal. M-am mai liniștit.

Am stat vreo jumătate de oră într-un scaun până ce probabil stomacul s-a mai lăsat în jos, s-a diminuat cantitatea de gaze din intestine și am simțit că pot să respir.

 M-am așezat în pat și eram aproape să adorm când mi-am amintit că nu am băgat covorul la loc sub un calorifer. Era ridicat lângă și era ceva risc de foc. Deci m-am dus, am ridicat caloriferul, am băgat covorul, am trezit-o pe Angela, m-a înjurat, după care au început aceleași simptome. Mai rău. Eram și foarte obosit. Stăteam pe marginea patului când am simțit o vibrație temporară în cameră, de la o mașină. O perioadă scurtă de timp când turația motorului a rezonat cu pereții, când am simțit cum îmi vibrează tot corpul, coloana și o durere ascuțită în piept și mi s-au agravat toate simptomele. Și m-am gândit că e posibil ca în timp ce fac un efort sau mă concentrez la ceva sau scriu să apară asemenea vibrații și să mă facă să mă simt rău. În ultimele zile de multe ori m-am ridicat brusc de la calc simținând că leșin și am ieșit afară fiindcă înauntru era plin de fum.

Am fost sub foarte mare tensiune zilele acestea. În legătură cu schimbările din România, aniversarea revoluției și ce am descoperit referitor la asemănări cu actori de personaje din viața publică din România și alte țări.

Ca de obicei după faza cu probleme la culcare, care mi se întâmplă o dată la o săptămână poate, în medie.

M-am trezit dimineața, după 6 ore de somn (în ultimele zile am dormit 8 dar cu fum), cu un fel de amnezie mult mai accentuată decât normală. Căci dimineața îmi trebuie ore ca să-mi amintesc unde sunt, ce fac, de s-a întâmplat în ultimele zile, ce am scris. De obicei, se risipește în timp ce citesc știrile, ce îmi ia cel puțin o oră. Dar azi am uitat de câte ori mi-am promis să nu mai sun dimineața în România.

Toate conversațiile pe care le am la această oră relaxată sunt în defavoarea mea. Pe lângă faptul că atunci când se termină îmi vine să arunc telefonul. Toți cu care vorbesc par a adopta un fel de tactică. Schimbarea subiectului în momentele când spun ceva important sau o concluzie. Întreruperi dese. Aluzii, amenințări, divagații, subiecte paralele. Ei vorbesc din ce în ce mai prescurtat, mai agramat și mai nepoliticos până când încep să vorbesc și eu la fel. Totdeauna au altceva de făcut în momentul acela și imediat după. Să spun în grabă ce am de spus. Zgomote de fond. Tuse, mașini, alte persoane. Minimalizarea a ce spun, deși sunt niște subiecte care zic eu ar trebui să trezească atenția oricui.

Cu alte cuvinte scot de la mine suficient material care dacă ar fi editat sau chiar așa cum e fiindcă e editat live de întreruperi, să poată însemna orice sau măcar să-i schimbe înțelesul, așa cum am văzut de atâtea ori în show-uri la TV. În mintea mea, după asemenea conversații, totdeauna aceeași concluzie. Este posibil că vorbesc cu roboți (boți) sofisticați. Un celular cu număr de România poate fi oriunde în lume. După care mă gândesc să pun un afiș mare pe perete "Bă tâmpitule nu mai vorbi la telefon de dimineață!".

Astăzi Aurel m-a făcut să-i promit că voi șterge ceva de pe blog. Ceva vechi, fără importanță în comparație cu ce am scris recent. Mi-a smuls fraza. "Bine, voi șterge."

Am scris această postare ca să spun că nu voi șterge nimic, pentru că fraza poate fi folosită pentru a face ascunse prin ceva metode IT postări din blog. Mă gândesc la ultima.

Dar dacă tot am scris, aș vrea să pun în evidență faptul că este foarte posibil ca să se intervină asupra mea cu metode ne-ortodoxe și probabil în afara eticii și legii pentru a mi se crea tot felul de stări fiziologice, pe lângă totala izolare socială în care trăiesc, care pot fi foarte aproape de clasificările citite zilele aceste în presă. În principal prin sunete, vibrații. Mă gândesc la numărul neobișnuit de mare de mașini care circulă pe această stradă neprincipală din Lake Oswego. Unele din ele s-ar putea să fie chiar din acelea care se conduc singure. Am văzut șofer care nu ținea mâna pe volan. La fel și fumul din numărul mare de coșuri la înălțime mai joasă decât clădirea aceasta. Odată declanșat un calorifer care scoate o cantitate neînsemnată de fum, mult mai mult vine de afară (știu pentru că am încercat să deschid geamul când apare fum de la calorifer), pe sub ușă sau chiar de la vecini prin pereți. În 2012 și 2013 un număr mare de persoane s-au mutat în zonă. Am văzut asta după numerele de la mașini din alte state îndepărtate, care uneori erau până la un sfert din numărul total de mașini pe stradă. Bine, nu mai vorbesc de vecini și infinitele șicanări prin zgomote, parcări aiurea, interferențe la urcat, coborât, etc.

Aceasta poate să-mi influențeze mult comportamentul și conversațiile în timp real, nu însă și starea de spirit când mă aflu în fața monitorului și scriu ceva. Pentru că scrisul nu e în timp real iar cine a scris mult la tastatură știe că e mai ușor să scrii decât să vorbești, probabil este folosită o mai mică parte a creierului și în același timp poți să citești imediat ce ai scrii și să corectezi eventuale greșeli.