Kalika
Monday, May 30, 2022
Sunday, May 29, 2022
May 29
Kali and Maya
I was thinking. Could be a coincidence the fact that there was a Maya civilization in Mesoamerica and the main Hindu goddess Kali, is also called Maya (the maiden aspect of Kali).
There are strong connections in the depictions and roles of Maya of India and Tlaltecuhtli, a major Aztec goddess. Both mothers of creation, represented with fangs (in southern India), tongue hanging, blood drinking, the little skulls, the hook like weapon that could be a boomerang in origin, central figure in Aztec calendar, etc.. Don't know nothing about the Aztec language so can't tell if Tlal or cuhlti could derive from Kali or Kylie. Not the first to be thinking of this, but i got more elements than this guy and especially the Maya link he doesn't mention.
Don't know if the syntagm "history is written by winners" is true, but certainly these days history starts to be written by strongly motivated engineers and hobbyists and amateurs while the academics get all the grants and grant each others' titles.
History cannot be seen isolated, or by countries or regions. Some things can only be explained and theories enriched by following the strong past global connections, like first thing that come to mind, the Silk Road and the huge trade between Romans and the Chinese with caravans that numbered tens of thousands of beasts of burden, etc..
What a sad "civilization" we are, we need theories to figure what we've done in the past and also theories (often called conspiracy ones) to figure what we're doing right now.
I was thinking. Could be a coincidence the fact that there was a Maya civilization in Mesoamerica and the main Hindu goddess Kali, is also called Maya (the maiden aspect of Kali).
There are strong connections in the depictions and roles of Maya of India and Tlaltecuhtli, a major Aztec goddess. Both mothers of creation, represented with fangs (in southern India), tongue hanging, blood drinking, the little skulls, the hook like weapon that could be a boomerang in origin, central figure in Aztec calendar, etc.. Don't know nothing about the Aztec language so can't tell if Tlal or cuhlti could derive from Kali or Kylie. Not the first to be thinking of this, but i got more elements than this guy and especially the Maya link he doesn't mention.
Don't know if the syntagm "history is written by winners" is true, but certainly these days history starts to be written by strongly motivated engineers and hobbyists and amateurs while the academics get all the grants and grant each others' titles.
History cannot be seen isolated, or by countries or regions. Some things can only be explained and theories enriched by following the strong past global connections, like first thing that come to mind, the Silk Road and the huge trade between Romans and the Chinese with caravans that numbered tens of thousands of beasts of burden, etc..
What a sad "civilization" we are, we need theories to figure what we've done in the past and also theories (often called conspiracy ones) to figure what we're doing right now.
Friday, May 27, 2022
May 27
2:00 Upstairs. Squeaks every 15 minutes. Is like someone stands for 15 minutes, not moving, then making a few steps, after midnight.
11:37 I tried to go for a walk at the summer side of the Refuge for the first time this year. When i got out i saw the man at the apartment Nr.3 i guess that is top left who looks much like the guys upstairs (there are several playing the same role, with differences in sizes). At the Refuge, smoke "from the nearby farms". I could not complete a loop. I tried to go in the park but the parking lot is occupied with school busses. Also. As soon as i got at the Refuge my mind was freed and this idea came to me. Why Hungary would go into a state of emergency? Not that they care so much in that hierarchical type of society. The war they say. Yeah, why would need a state of emergency during pandemic if the pandemic wasn't real? Why would they need a state of emergency during the war if the war wasn't real (for the most part) and not controlled by them?
Also was thinking. If the Romans where as stupid and naive as we are, no wonder they were overcome by the Huns in the V century and ever since.
1:39 How interestingly they maneuver those dogs. I came from the walk, stopped by the mailbox and i saw a gypsy like teenager with a dog going around the building. It made the rendez-vous with me at the door, where i waited for her to pass, left the dumbbells on the stairs to go in the back to check the signs. For a few seconds it appeared as i waited for her to climb the stairs and go inside.
The results of leaving my shoes outside. There was a crack by one of the numerous seams. The "mam made material failed". But the crack got bigger and now looks like a female... Imagine that. Everywhere i go if someone looks they might think it's an invitation? A hidden sign?
There are four indentations, at an angle, like a keyboard slash on the hood of my car like someone hit it with a baseball bat, one of them can be felt with the finger. Barely visible, can't catch them in a picture. I have a few candidates that i think could have done it. There is a short guy with Buddha head who dresses in orange and i think he's got an orange car with HRV number. Every time i see that number, i think Harkov (Kharkov in Romanian). He is a very nervous person and every time i meet eyes with him he gives me repeated, short, nervous glances. I think i know when they did it. When it snowed, i saw those slashes in the frozen snow, never followed to see if t hey actually bent the hood.
One day i saw a woman cop (BTW, blond, young and very beautiful) with no Police car in sight talking to him, others.
4:14 There is some sort of isle in the direction of the median on TS Hhwy, that crosses the crosswalk line. How many times i nearly hit it, coming from North, with last time stopping one meter short of climbgin it over?
Thursday, May 26, 2022
May 26
10:18 Annoy the (galactic) dictator. There are few things that one can imagine they haven't done to me. Tuned into my brain via IA. Last one. I did laundry, was airing and cooling the place (i reinstalled the closed circuit dryer but it gets very hot since the heat is not evcacuated). The "man" upstairs went to his car and brought dust on the stairs that went inside through the open window. I ran in the bedroom and closed door, but still got enough in my nose and throat. Almost pain and infection free, today they made one million noises while i searched for 12 hours for Charlie. Someone left a cabinet with lots of mold on it next to the bin outside. My laptop bit me with microwaves. OK let's say they annoy me for 30 years, but why so many? Why everybody and all the time?
How many times i tried to schedule to write this and they canceled my thoughts with noises? Here it comes. (Ma business, ma business, there's no business like war business). (There is no faster cutting through the red tape and more quick action than in the US when it comes to defending freedom of any kind).
I saw in a news US had delivered up to 7000 rockets (or their entire stockpile or one year production) to the UKrain at a cost of 170000 each (Raytheon, Lockheed Martin, US Government). I asked google and google said Ukrainians have destroyed 1000 tanks and 2500 other armored vehicles. But they didn't use only Javelins. They have artillery, planes, drones, other types of rockets. Let's say half of these armored vehicles have been destroyed by Javelins. What is the kill rate of a 170000 intelligent miss isle?
12:00 Got to mark this down before anything else (tried before but kinda timid). After i write down a heavy one (that BTW would make a government fall in any real country), everything, even the guy upstairs (finally figured, the man's a boxer which explains the miniature boxing gloves tied to his rear mirror, the yells when watching matches and the relentless walk), go suddenly quiet. Guesses. 1st guess. Massive mainstream perception now focuses on me, they don't want' to show what they show to the more permanent narrow one. 2nd. They reboot the whole damn AI including the new parameters. 3rd guess. They wait for more massive feedback and then they reboot the whole damn AI including the new parameters and feedback, while focus slowly shifts off me etc..
How many times i tried to schedule to write this and they canceled my thoughts with noises? Here it comes. (Ma business, ma business, there's no business like war business). (There is no faster cutting through the red tape and more quick action than in the US when it comes to defending freedom of any kind).
I saw in a news US had delivered up to 7000 rockets (or their entire stockpile or one year production) to the UKrain at a cost of 170000 each (Raytheon, Lockheed Martin, US Government). I asked google and google said Ukrainians have destroyed 1000 tanks and 2500 other armored vehicles. But they didn't use only Javelins. They have artillery, planes, drones, other types of rockets. Let's say half of these armored vehicles have been destroyed by Javelins. What is the kill rate of a 170000 intelligent miss isle?
12:00 Got to mark this down before anything else (tried before but kinda timid). After i write down a heavy one (that BTW would make a government fall in any real country), everything, even the guy upstairs (finally figured, the man's a boxer which explains the miniature boxing gloves tied to his rear mirror, the yells when watching matches and the relentless walk), go suddenly quiet. Guesses. 1st guess. Massive mainstream perception now focuses on me, they don't want' to show what they show to the more permanent narrow one. 2nd. They reboot the whole damn AI including the new parameters. 3rd guess. They wait for more massive feedback and then they reboot the whole damn AI including the new parameters and feedback, while focus slowly shifts off me etc..
Wednesday, May 25, 2022
May 25
7:42/9:42 Eram așa într-un moood de relaxare în dimineața asta, după o zi întreagă (16 ore) de căutări (ieri). Nici pașii pe tavan nu mă afectează azi prea mult. Fiindcă m-am plâns mereu e timpul să vin și cu niște vești bune (pentru mine). Am rezolvat-o cu infecția (era să spun bucală, chiar, iar am găsit ceva să comentez) orală, cauzată de o placă dentară defectuoasă pe un fond de nesimțire totală din partea mea (am o scuză, am fost extrem de ocupat cu asemănările). Odată identificată problema, au mai trecut câteva zile de groază fiindcă durerea se extinsese la maxilar, până la ochi, dar a trecut. Augmentin, 250 mg la 3 ore (timpul de înjumătățire a disponibilității bio este de 1 oră jumătate, deci la 3 ore ai cam un sfert din doza inițială, dacă mergi pe 6 sau 8 ore cu 500 mg, cât ai?), deci un tratament mai smart cu o concentrație mai constantă, și mi-a trecut. Chiar acum am luat niște ciocolată și am doar o umbră din frisoanele și transpirația pe care le aveam. Nu știu exact unde a fost leziunea, dar a fost până la os și dincolo, ia acum se "granulează" adică gingie crește înapoi din os. Cealaltă problemă. Aproximativ în jurul datei când au făcut inspecția la apartament au apărut două deschideri în pereți, una în sufragerie lângă canapea, una în dormitor. În același timp, podeaua foarte rece. Ce se întâmplă. Panourile din interior ale pereților sunt făcute din ghips aerat sau spumat (sulfat de calciu) de 10 mm grosime placate cu carton cam de un mm grosime. În interiorul bulelor de aer din spuma de ghips apare bioxid de sulf până la saturație, la fel ca și între panourile pereților. Acest bioxid de sulf impregnează cartonul, iar praful de hârtie emanat la vibrații zboară în interior, este inhalat, după care eliminat din plămâni prin flegmă în sistemul digestiv unde apare un fenomen de "slow release" mai ales în zona colonului inferior, aceasta creând leziuni. După ce pe 22 am îndrăznit să postez video-ul acela cu Stevie Nicks, au programat ieri o toaletare de copaci (da erau niște copaci în video) aici la apartament. Numai cine nu a văzut o mașină de aceea de măcinat copaci sau crengi (copacii sau crengile nu se transportă ci se macină pe loc pentru a "încăpea mai bine în camionul acela") nu știe. Vibrație și zgomot de peste 100 dB la sursă, la câțiva metri de clădirile "light buildings" adică din materiale ușoare. Camerele normal s-au umplut de acel praf de hârtie cu sulf, iar azi am avut un nou "flare up" la colon, deși de câteva zile am început să iau ulei mineral (alimentar sau "food grade") care nu se asimilează ci doar protejează tot tractul digestiv până se elimină. Deci ieri stăteam așa pe canapea și priveam în gol când am văzut șurubul acela desfăcut de la o ramă care ținea o aerotermă îngropată în perete. Apropo, nu folosesc aceste aeroterme, ele sunt instalate astfel încât comunică puțin și cu interiorul peretelui iar praful este absorbit și răspândit în locuință. Am verificat acele șuruburi de multe ori de-a lungul timpului, este imposibil să nu fi fost desfăcut de cineva.
Nu am vrut să postez toate acestea fiindcă mă deprimă. Aveam în minte un video pe care tocmai l-am urmărit. Dar când am deschis laptopul ele mi-au re-venit în minte.
Am ascultat de mai multe ori la Europa FM și știu din România ce muzică dulceagă și ușoară se dă pe acolo. Iată ceea ce se numește un hit de rock american clasic în vârstă de 41 de ani, de o calitate și profesionalism "discret" ca să spun așa. Da, am cunoscut-o pe Stevie Nicks personal, în mai multe ocazii (fiindcă s-a arătat sub cel puțin două-trei identități) iar multe din melodiile ei au fost inspirate din aceste întâlniri. Oare până unde poate merge cineva în a extrage fără consimțământ orice rămășiță din viața privată a cuiva? (Da, puteți folosi acest video ca "portal" pentru a urmări și alte video-uri ale acestei zâne autentice, inclusiv din piesele cu Fleetwood Mach.
Cine ar crede că totuși de la rock-ul american până la euro disco poate fi un drum atât de scurt (cu păstrarea rochiei zburătoare)?
Și înapoi la balada rock. Got to get used to. No matter what i do or wher i go, they come and pop all kinda people in front of me. When i go to the store i am not expecting to see them but they come to flash me. Among others, i saw 3 white haired gosts at the checkstand, after half hour of harrassment in the store by everyone there, me beeing dead tired. If that is her, without makeup at 79 she is unrecongizable. One of the others could have been Leslie from the video above, but didn't get to see his face.
Am ascultat de mai multe ori la Europa FM și știu din România ce muzică dulceagă și ușoară se dă pe acolo. Iată ceea ce se numește un hit de rock american clasic în vârstă de 41 de ani, de o calitate și profesionalism "discret" ca să spun așa. Da, am cunoscut-o pe Stevie Nicks personal, în mai multe ocazii (fiindcă s-a arătat sub cel puțin două-trei identități) iar multe din melodiile ei au fost inspirate din aceste întâlniri. Oare până unde poate merge cineva în a extrage fără consimțământ orice rămășiță din viața privată a cuiva? (Da, puteți folosi acest video ca "portal" pentru a urmări și alte video-uri ale acestei zâne autentice, inclusiv din piesele cu Fleetwood Mach.
Cine ar crede că totuși de la rock-ul american până la euro disco poate fi un drum atât de scurt (cu păstrarea rochiei zburătoare)?
Și înapoi la balada rock. Got to get used to. No matter what i do or wher i go, they come and pop all kinda people in front of me. When i go to the store i am not expecting to see them but they come to flash me. Among others, i saw 3 white haired gosts at the checkstand, after half hour of harrassment in the store by everyone there, me beeing dead tired. If that is her, without makeup at 79 she is unrecongizable. One of the others could have been Leslie from the video above, but didn't get to see his face.