April 23

1:05 At 3:30 we went to Providence Sherwood urgent care. Lab was closed at 3 so they sent us to ER. We went to Providence St.Vincent and i got diagnosed with non infected brown recluse spider bite. Further biopsy needed to confirm the diagnosis. It will be two more months of misery before it clears out. Blood pressure was high at admission, then it went to 150/90 when we were alone in the room, then it went back high when i was standing just before leaving. Anxiety. All my blood work came ok except for liver enzymes that were a little elevated but better then the results in 2015. And blood sugar of course.

Can't describe the anxiety i went through until i found out the verdict. Too tired to sleep or talk.

7:34 Looks like it's gonna be less than two months. It wouldn't have looked that bad but yesterday morning when i woke up iti was itching like crazy and within the first couple of minutes when i was semi-conscious, i scratched myself until bleeding.

Amoxicillin is not the most efficient for skin infection, i was having chills and panicked and went to urgent care. The skin infection antibiotic they gave me worked, there's no more traces of puss in the wound in the middle, the Zyrtec i took last night helped with itching.

I was supposed to take the second dose after 6 hours but Walmart Pharmacy on Dartmouth is closed until 10.

9:32 I love the fries done in the oven with my new cutter. Just mix with oil and pour them on a cookie sheet one inch high in a scrambled pattern (so the hot air from oven can get to all of them). With coleslaw they are unbeatable. Too bad the potatoes Angela bought two days ago from Fred Meyer were half bad, had to dig through with my peeler. BTW the reason i panicked yesterday and went to urgent care was i grated a big piece of cold cabbage from the fridge that drew all the heat from my right hand allowing bacteria on the skin lesion to flare up and give me some chills.

10:43 Got a new pair of glasses from the jar, the last from the 4 i bought at dollar tree. Cause i lost all 3 of them i was using. Don't know where they go. I constantly buy them and they disappear. There are two thunderous exhausts outside. They started when i got mad after i found a poop right in front of the car, when my fries and breakfast was done, to pretend i'm not mad because of poops by i'm mad because of that. Now i'm mad on both but who can tell? It's the same AI that guides people in stores or where i go, to make it look like i'm chasing them.

An example. At the pharmacy there was this young blonde Hungarian lady that jumped out of the blood pressure machine and started to play hide and seek around a bench. All the others start walking in front of me pretending i'm chasing them. Short muscle packed Asian crossing between me and a kid, etc..

10:54 I was waiting at Walmart for my prescription to take the medicine that was 4 hours overdued, on a metal bench and again drew the heat out of me and i started having the chills and was thinking. The person upstairs tries to edit my thoughts and what i'm writing like yelling No, no, no! when i'm thinking if to write or not the next phrase. The exhaust is still on, for more than 15 minutes now, preventing me from remembering other things. Ok i just did. Yesterday at the ER i waited for 4 hours before they got me in. I went to ask for a bandage (the one i had from home was left at urgent care) and when they saw my hand they decided to get me in the first room available. Half of my arm was deep red.

There in the waiting room the same pattern. Trained mime actors were getting in my way, in between me and other people. They were at leas 6 Russians spread around on all area, having conversations and talking on the phone in Russian. A myriad of other scenes while i kept asking myself if the're gonna put me through surgery or admit me or something, because the PA at Sherwood Providence told me that i could die from it.

When i got back this morning there was a lease renewal offer on the door for the next year with a 100 dollars rent increase. Still way lower than any prices in the area. I took the pill at the store but was too late, now i'm having the chills, probably developed resistance by now. Back to where i was yesterday before i went there. Angela says now she asked for one more pill at the ER (who's gonna go to the Pharmacy at 6 AM after leaving ER after midnight) and all pharmacies are close at that time anyways. but they wouldn't give it to us.

11:11 Went outside to check and he just left. It was this extra long camouflage pickup that did the same thing 2 weeks ago, more than half hour idling sounding like an old tractor from Romania. I really don't understand why they let them on the streets with those things.

8:53 Just got back home from Indian Head. We again had 120 in free play and 25 in food. On our way back i started to have pains in the body starting around that arm, like in wrist and elbow and i figured maybe the new antibiotic i got is good only for skin and i have something deeper, though last night they said my white blood count was fine so i started taking Amoxi as well. Soon after i took it i started to feel heat in my hole body.

There was a couple of things on my mind all the way here. One, the procedure. Since i couldn't make it at the urgent care, the lab closed at 3 on Saturday though the clinic was open till 6, i had to go to the ER where they have a different procedure for collecting samples. They insert a plastic tube in one of your veins and leave it there for an eventual IV and remove only when you leave. But after taking the samples the 6 inches clear tube is full of blood so they pump some "saline", like 25 cc or more back in your vein to flush the tube so it won't get clogged.

Last night right after they did it i feel heat in my whole body so i took one more half Amoxi and heat continued for half hour. I even asked "the doctor" and she said "that's a good question".

The other. The other. The person upstairs just squeaked and i forgot like i forgot a number of things that happen yesterday and wanted to write down.

I think one member of the Japanese Imperial Family was attending us in the ER last night when i pressed the nurse button to have my temperature checked again. A bit of trouble cause the temperature at admission was in Celsius, 36.5 and in there was in Fahrenheit, 98.6. In both cases i've been speaking and cooling my mouth just before they did, i know at home if i keep my mouth close, don't eat or drink for 5 minutes before, the temperature is about 1 degree higher.

9:09 Crown Prince of Japan Fumihito (first in line to the title of Emperor) was guarding the people in the area where i was playing poker.

 
9:57 Arm is much better now but i feel heat in my whole body and chills. Arms, face, areas that were exposed to lower temperature while i was driving. It's the inflammation due to dead bacteria and cells in affected tissues after i took the Amoxi.

They like to pass going uphill, just to show muscle. A 5.7 liter Toyota Tundra with a 381 hp (290 kW) engine going uphill, moving massive amounts of air (tall, no aerodynamic shape whatsoever) uses as much energy as 900 houses (the thermal efficiency of an internal combustion engine is 30%, 290 multiplied by 3), so it uses as much as energy as a 1 MW wind turbine generates to power 900 households (all numbers rounded for readability). After i was passed uphill by some of those when climbing on Mt.Hood, i was talking with Angela about those moving the air. Even my humble Hyundai uses about 1/4 of or as much as 220 households during that time.

When i left i had to again wipe with alcohol and tighten the alternator connector. Made a spark by touching the + cable to the ground while i was attempting to clean everything. I found no dirt on the little lid closing the connecting bolt of the alternator, but the screw and contact area underneath was dirty with black gunk after i cleaned a couple of weeks ago.

But here comes the interesting part. When we got back there was so much wind in desert area i almost got pushed out of the narrow road several times. At one point a semi came from the opposite way and moved so much air it pushed me a couple of meters to the right where the ridge with no rail was.

11:01 Around this place. Weird windy spring in the desert. Was very tired and distracted when i left so i can't remember exactly the place. (About half hour later i briefly fell asleep at the wheel). BTW i have some soda left in a 2 liter pop, it tastes differently from the soda in casinos.         

11:40 Just took another Cephalexin that has a weird smell and nauseates me. I started to heat up, i cursed in mind and an exhaust started, but by the time i finished this phrase it went off. Not before my blood pressure went off scale. Children are crying outside.

April 21

1:25 Could not sleep because of smell of cigarettes. I dressed and went to search for butts. I found a few at the other end of the building where you could hear a baby crying at Apt.1 or 3. But when i went to throw those what did i see. A bunch of garbage sacks some huge between the bin and the mystery van. Rained upon and broken. A van with homeless people that sits on a non parking space near the garbage bin where i saw a few times a guy who looks like him. 

Today (yesterday, it's after 1 AM) was garbage day and the bin was emptied. The sacks were leaning against the bin. And a couple of boxes with donated food that have been rained upon. A girl in the alley with Kim Kardashian style body though shorter (Asian) came next to the bin and was picked by a car.

In my way back i found the culprit. A pack of cigarettes, don't know if it still have some in it, crushed by cars, in the middle of the alley. I think i tore my new jacket when i squeezed between the van and the bin or the yellow pole in between.

Got a skin infection on my arm that is almost one month old (since the day of the inspection). A lesion in the middle about 15 mm diameter from scratching with missing epiderma, and fungus all around it. Today i put some liquid skin on it and started oral antibiotics. Just changed my dressings and put some hydrocortisone before i went outside, but by coming near that garbage, my wound is itching again like crazy and the arm is red that side. Also stress always triggers the itch.

11:45 Following my accusations of non-randomness, settings and hands shown or given to enticing to play more hands at casinos, a number of news today about cheating. Their old method of covering a scandal with another. NFL, Chess.

12:24 Four ways.

4:23 Big relief from itching with Amoxicillin. Which means it's not fungal? It turned red at the bottom (was white), granulates, then turns orange and releases a liquid and goes back to the same height in a cycle. Liquid skin fell when i wiped with alcohol and it damaged the rims anyways which became from skin color to pink. Skin around it became from skin color to red.

Still smelled like cigarettes, went outside, found none but other items including a wet chair and a dog poop. They've been revving all day their big engines.

Talking about revving. At times during my walks i get to see a big pickup with black canopy with this logo on, going in the residential area between 65 and Borland, can't remember if it makes a big sound (like the one i hear right now from outside) but for some reason it seams nazi and offending. The same with Leavitt logo on big vans.

5:08 It looks like somebody put a few Big Macs on the stairs and children came here. Now they're at my door. Speaking Spanish with Japanese accent. Wanted to take a picture of the one Big Mac remaining, they got into the picture. An adult was  yelling. They're big, at least 10 years old. A dog is barking.

5:13 Now the're on the stairs right in front of the window.

5:19 Now they left with the stuff remaining on the stairs.

5:20 Now i can hear them again. Maybe i should call the office. But the stairs are common space, the'll say.

5:23 Now the're eating.

5:35 Now the're gone and left the phone and empty boxes here.

6:05 Just looked and the phone is gone.

7:05 There is this choking smell in the air. I went to check outside and what do i see. Angela went and told them to take it away. They didn't. Now Angela went to throw it in the garbage. The perfect trap. No matter what we did we would look bad. I think one of them lives in the one level apartment in the next building.

7:53 Every time i feel this smoke later i have a terrible urge to drink. But i was so scared with the wound i didn't buy anything anymore. Today i saw it responded to antibiotics, but it's too late for liquor store.

I figured one of the reasons i got this. My new jacket has very narrow sleeves inside, because they're filled with some insulation and some synthetic linen. My hands barely fit inside. So my right hand started to itch, i scratched, and voila. Then i used every antifungal, antibiotic and anti-itch cream in the store but it continued to spread.

7:58 Now one of the kids probably tho whom it belonged those boxes ringed at the door.

This is the doubling. It's all happening because i wrote i found (big boxes) with food behind the garbage bin last night that have been rained upon together with 10 sacks of trash leaning near the empty bin.

8:06 More ringing at the door. We're leaving to the stores.

April 20

12:00 Regionalizarea, pohta ce-o pohtesc ei, de atâta timp. Primul pas. Crearea în 2007 a Ministerului Dezvoltării Regionale prin schimbare de denumire, cu primul său ministru, Marko Bela. Urmat de Elena Udrea, și mai târziu de însuși Dragnea, cel mai mare advocat al regionalizării.

Un subiect de care mă săturasem atunci, l-am crezut îngropat, iar acum apare iar ca un coșmar recurent... Singura noutate, au schimbat denumirea regiunilor în județe, fiindcă regiunile nu apar în Constituție. Bine, dar după ce le-au denumit odată regiuni, cine mai poate crede acum că nu sunt de fapt regiunile lui Dragnea? Chiar sunt curios cum se vor numi. Județul NW?

Al doilea pas a fost crearea legii 341/2013. Puteți citi aici toată tărășenia.

Pe scurt. Au sucit și au învârtit atât de mult această lege devenită neconstituțională a Referendumului încât acum se poate organiza un referendum local care ideal pentru ei ar fi la nivel de regiune, care poate trece cu... 12.5% din voturi.

8:42 Rotația subiectelor. De la regionalizare la buget. Greu de crezut. Mie nu-mi intră nici acum, nu-mi intra nici ieri seară (la mine e dimineață acum) site-ul Camerei Deputaților, să arăt de la câte comisii a primit Legea Bugetului aviz favorabil. E adevărat, tot documentul cuprinde vreo 5000 de pagini (din care marea majoritate sunt gargară iar restul minciună), mă întreb dacă nici unul din cei 466 de parlamentari care l-au votat nu a văzut și i-a picat greu acest 14% creștere venituri fiscale.

5:45 SpaceX launch analysis.

Some of the 33 engines won't start. 7 seconds of burning tons of fuel to get lighter and raising dust before it finally lifted with fewer engines. Lift off, drift to the left due to missing engines, corrected.

Wobbling effect due to strata of air between camera and object, filmed from a very long distance, like from miles away with a very powerful zoom thus concealing engine(s) missfires. Unburnt fuel leaking from malfunctioning engines.

Confirmation of non functioning engines.

Leaking fuel ignites. All engines are shut down then restarted.

More engines go out causing it to spin out of control. Final explosion of the second stage is weak, showing it was probably not loaded with much fuel. Just another episode of white noise in a very needed moment.

It doesn't look to me it's going to fly very soon into orbit, not talking about Moon. Forget about Mars.

7:42 Apropo de Legea Referendumului, Bugetului, Plafoanelor etc.. Nu cerceta aceste legi. 49 miliarde la Transporturi, 94 la Dezvoltare, alte ministere sume care vor dispărea pe tăcute la sfârșitul anului, la fel ca și anul trecut și în alți ani și acum ei (se fac că) caută 20 miliarde? Sumele la toate ministerele și alți ordonatori de credite se găsesc în dreapta sus la blog, însă nu sunt pe prima pagină la acele pdf, de obicei pe a doua. A ok, am încercat acum, site-ul Camerei Deputaților tot nu merge (pentru mine).

Mi-am amintit acum, Legea Bugetului de Stat, cu sumele pe ordonatorii de credite se mai găsește și pe site-ul Ministerului de Finanțe, deși merge și ăla destul de greu.

Iată link-uri direct pe pagină la câteva ministere importante cu sume mari. Cea mai mare gaură e la Dezvoltare, unde chiar nu știe nimeni unde și câți bani se duc, din cele 94 de miliarde anul acesta, 61 anul trecut etc..

Agricultură

Transporturi (49 miliarde)

Investiții

Dezvoltare (94 miliarde)

Dezvoltare 2022

April 19

1:02 To all those who organize in order to track, intercept and bully me on the streets, parking lots and stores: here's the news. No it's not ok even if the governor approves.

1:15 There's so much more where this came from.

1:35 BTW just bought a soda pop from Walmart that had the seal broken. I noticed Sunday at Chinook after i had a soda from the soda machine i felt weird.

5:20 Very painful subject. I have to admit in college i got knocked out by theory of relativity, quantum mechanics and everything that comes from those. I ended trying to memorize everything i could not understand and that was a huge effort and in the end i barely passed. But now i have now the opportunity to set things right as i am able to search for things in English, the lingua franca of the day even for scientific purposes.

First thing i noticed there is a lot of controversies and sometimes plain confusion on forums about numerous implications that branch out of the theory of relativity and people have trouble understanding and make anything useful out of it.

But they were critics even in the beginning right after publishing, at the time replacing the ether theory (ether or quintessence or the fifth element, as a hypothetical medium for propagation of light, similar to air for sound). Funny is in the end theory of relativity created dark matter, a matter that fills the Universe as ether would. One of the first and most important objections was the lack of intuition. And indeed, you cannot imagine light coming from two different sources that are moving at different speeds coming to you at the same finite speed.

Another major consequence (or postulate, can't remember) hard to digest of the theory is mass increases with speed (not talking about momentum and kinetic energy from classic, newtonian), but mass itself, as weighed on a scale (if it was possible to use a scale for things moving that fast), and for speeds nearing the speed of light mass increases to near infinity, following the well known formula. I think this was squeezed into the theory to prop the idea that photons who are the only particles that move "naturally" at that speed do not have a rest mass (can a photon rest?).

But then we look at the front formula of the theory, Energy equals mass by c square (c, the speed of light to the power of 2). Does that mean that if an object is accelerated to near the speed of light and its mass increases to near infinity it will be loaded with a near infinite energy (again besides its kinetic energy at that speed)? Start right now to search or even ask a question on a forum about it.

6:06 This is wrong. The kinetic energy K.E. = 1/2 m v2 increases due to speed.

The increase of energy of the object due to increase of mass follows relativity formula of mass m = γm0, where γ = 1/ √(1 − v2/c2).

If the kinetic energy due to speed was to be transformed into mass, the object would stop moving.

6:45 We had a free lodging night for this month at Chinook Winds. Some trouble parking, best spots were taken, got one on a side in front of other building, near the office, not worst though (that did not stop them messing with my alternator connector). We checked in, ate something, Angela went in the casino and i went to Safeway on top of the hill to buy something.

I knew they were big emission levels on the street from that tower in the range of 10-20 mW, however i ignored what i knew and walked over there, not wanting to move the car. The next day on the beach i noticed a pain in the right hip articulation that forced me to a stop, several times. In one of the places i was hurting before i quit using the cell phone and wi-fi.

After eating bone broth on different occasions the pains went away pretty much (still notice some discomfort at knee level when i climb the trees, was holding the laptop on my lap of course).

Total exposure was way more than 5 mW and 6 minutes described below. I knew and said it several times, it could be cumulușative for a lifetime and once you reach a limit you pretty much must stay away from it. The page with the limits i found on a government site is unfortunately pdf. Needless to say. The level of radiation near a phone during a conversation or wi-fi from a laptop or from a microwave oven is close to 1000...

The maximum level...

10:30 At 13:13 i started a voice recorder app trying to record that stupid commercial that goes on the radio for so many months now... A real estate agent trying to sell to a woman a house with upstairs view of the Willamette river but no stairs to climb on... "I... see... no stairs!" she says. "Try climb on this rock climbing wall he replies...".

Can't remember if it was right before or after somebody came upstairs to fix the heat. But his heat was off for most of the winter. Now that it's on, have to set mine way lower...

April 18

12:58 Oregon tribal and commercial casinos.

1:00 Are there non-tribal casinos in Washington State?

1:17 Pyramids on Indian territory? They recently cut the trees so the can be seen better. Together with the solar symbols. There is a panel in the parking lot of the museum. Was too tired to enter, sorry. In the panel they were some Indian faces, since 100 years ago. To my opinion, they were all Japanese.

Same thing at Chinook Winds. To those who don't know, Billy Chinook was a famous chief. I doubt he would be very happy if he found out his named was used like this, and in a totally different tribe.

I realy doubt the casinos are operated indeed by the tribes. I only saw once an Indian walking at Ilani and he probably did it for me to see how one looks like. So much for the jobs created by the casinos within the communities. Not even at Thunder Valley, the biggest one, in California. As for the profits that go to individual tribe members, go and see the shopping center called American Market near Spirit Mountain. Who doesn't have pyramids outside but on the logo.

I was at Blue Lake casino in California when a drunk Mexican threatened to kill me. I was with the Police on the phone while he stood behind my car, with one hand not visible. And they didn't hurry to come.

He tried a couple of more times, last time here in the parking lot, dressed like a woman, acting like the wife of "the veteran".

"The veteran" was actually several people. Enough to shave their head and show in the parking lot from the first entrance of building D, on the left across the valley. Far enough for me not to realize who they were, especially after i was treated with smokes. I have identified the first, a Hungarian opera singer,  then the singer known as Pitbull, the wife of one of them, and the last one, Sunday, was channel 12 traffic reporter Tony Martinez.

BTW yesterday Angela had a free room at Chinook Winds hotel. The first time there the room wasn't stinking, only us. From the same source, the contaminated pan of the water heater, that seem to smell worse after pouring in it two cans of oven cleaner. Among others, inside i saw the singer Szia. And a baby in a baby basket on the floor next to the door guarded by two security guards. Many guys in red shirt guarding everyone as i was passing by. Why i keep going in there? I could breathe for 24 hours stink free. In here, tonight, several heavy vehicles with modified exhaust shook the apartment for hours, made the smell come out of that closet with the water heater. After i poured almost one liter of vinegar in it.

2:00 Hit and run. On August 20 2021 i was hit from behind by a truck with metal bars on front (no damage to the truck, after taking those out) while my car was totaled. The policeman who came at the scene started to ask questions like suspecting me i was faking in it and never started a hit and run investigation. It was on I5 at a few miles from the interstate bridge and they were cameras on poles.

But of all unaccounted crimes committed against us there is a prevalent one. Stalking. It happens on the streets or all the places we go. License plate numbers, celebrities present in most unlikely places and times. It looks to me like they feel entitled to. First you cannot be entitled to commit a crime. If it happens hundreds of times a day, they how many have happened in a year or ten?

Endangering. One example. Every time i pass a narrow bridge at night or a curve to the left, scores of cars with modified headlights come and blind me. To me it became a rule and i know what to wait for. At least one hundred times at one trip only.

1:22 Pyramid in Vegas.

1:40 Ron Rychlak, the casino lawyer who officially co-wrote the second book with Pacepa, who nobody ever seen after his defection and that is before 89.

1:41 It's been 5 years since i go to the casinos. Let me tell you one thing. There's nothing about gambling. The machines are connected in network and there is a control room. If it was real gambling would have been way too boring and uncontrollable. There is at least one camera per machine and they are not about security. In casinos with 2500 machines and 1000 cameras there should be maybe 100 people or ten per camera or something to supervise those. They have some software that does it.

But what else the software does. It analyzes gestures and emotions and gives a feedback to the machine. Even on my 90 dollars Kodak camera there is a smile detector software.

One thing they do is they show you big hands scrolling in front of your eyes when you are bored and tired and can't react creating the need to play more until you see again one of those and eventually stop the reels but the reels can't be stopped in real time, like when you see a big hand. When you decide you should move to a different machine and start looking around, they give you a big hand (no it won't work if you do it again, on purpose, that's why they call it AI). There are numerous other strategies to increase irrational player's desire to continue play and lose money. They have settings and hours when many machines suddenly become loose.

Again all these do not fit the definition of gambling. But how do you prove the slots are not random. How do you define random.

I remember when i first wrote about this. At Chinook, a security guard once came to me and gave me a ticket they said i dropped on the floor and i asked him how they did it and they said they saw me on one of those cameras. I guess it was for convincing me and others who read what i wrote that the cameras are for that purpose. But nobody saw what happened with my ticket last week at Indian Head, even after i asked them.

And then of course remains the question of how did i drop it at such an opportune moment. I can't answer to that but i believe is some sort of mind training or programming, with gestures of other people.

In the early days at Chinook i found money in a machine as someone forgot to pull the ticket but i realized that after a few hands and i thought i won but didn't realize (wasn't sure). However they came within minutes and almost charged me with theft.

There are tests for randomness but again, they might have a setting "back to random" so the test should be done without letting them know. And how do you do that if you suspect a general conspiracy?

People don't seem to understand. Their symbols are all around to choke us. From tiny insignificant things to big ones. That we don't pay attention with our conscious minds. They've been at work for hundreds of years and this is the result of their work. Symbols and allegories. They program our minds and our future.

7:00 It is said that mass defect is due to energy released both during fission and fusion reactions, according to the famous E equals m c square formula. However there should be also differences in mass due to movement of electrons at different relativist speeds before and after reaction.

11:18 Ce multe geci la fel, ca a mea cea nouă, bine are aproape o lună acum.