September 11

12:40 They brought in that Sunday a white horse at the beach but the horse was kinda upset probably because of the sound of the ocean and din't wanna a walk. In the end they rode him a bit but kinda against his will.

12:41 Smile back at you, Pikachu. Never believed dogs can have facial expressions. However foxes... (Yeah i watched funny animals videos all day trying to forget my ongoing confusions).


12:45 They started a midnight walk upstairs. Or smoking, whatever. In response to some emotions of mine while remembering stuff while very relaxed. Getting mad that is.

9:21 The science didn't get quite there yet. I think i know the reason. There is this influential sect within the catholic church called "Dominican" and it could be all suppressed by them. They since the beginning, that is the end of the 13th century did weird things and inquisition is one of them. The name is a wordplay, and it could mean "dogs of god" in Latin. They might do some dog magic, as inherited from the Egyptian and than Roman gods.

Think what a weapon this would be. You casually come at your enemy's door with your dog and leave a poop and in that day he instead of going about his business goes crazy instead. Unsuspecting. Unrecognizable.

I know for sure that something in dog poop strongly influence me. Don't know if "regular" poops, healthy or sick dogs, or fed with special food, male, female, females in heat, pheromones, parasites bla bla, but when those are present around the building their smell, that i don't even perceive as smell at the beginning, really drives me wild. That's why every time i realize that i go around and pick and throw them in garbage. But it's usually too late to save the day and i end up exposing me even more to those by picking them.

It started after we got a small condo in Bacău and there was this boy who was "walking" his she dog around the building, several times a day, for years. Don't know if he was picking or not but most likely not cause i never saw him with bags and i don't even think they had bag like these in the late 80s in Romania. There must have been at any time dozens around that building.

Indoor litter boxes are a good source of contamination both with pathogens and invisible dust.

Some people may be more affected than others but there could also be other factors that may contribute.

It is my understanding those affect men more than women but there could be a similar trick that affects women as well like the old CRT computer monitors i was spending my whole days near. For about a year or so i also had a cat... Also smoke from my neighbor downstairs always made me feel good (No they were no drugs of any kind during those years in Romania)...

9:55 Ugh... And more ugh...

They were plenty of dogs and cats around the house (now heavily modified, made to look dark) i lived during my first years until 14 and did all my vacations until 22 în Câmpulung, a town with Switzerland like mountains and views. The name of the street has also been changed from Novermber 7 (day of boshevic revolution) though Transylvania is not that close.

10:30 I think they started to smoke upstairs about a week ago. Cigarette smoke is now coming after i hear some softer squeaks than before. She who stays home is lighter i guess. A reason to wake up at night. The smoke this morning caused me heart palpitations by causing nasal congestion and me unconsciously trying too hard to breath on my nose.

10:52 I lost my glasses... Will try to write this paragraph without those... Another thing that has happened to me lately that makes me very irritated. I almost got into fights with people in casinos and stores... Last time and WinCo they brought at the check-stands this woman who looks like ex Van Damme's wife... Anyways.

I know where it's coming from. For a month now they moved the van with the Insulation logo on it so i know. Could it be a warning? A threat?

After they installed the AC in the bedroom window upstairs, after i asked here how could they withstand the temperatures of 90s or even 100s upstairs with the sun hitting the roof they installed a window AC upstairs they use mostly at night.

One of the worst things you could do in a building that has the walls but especially the attic full of loose mineral insulation. The vibration from the AC breaks some of that and the very irritant and possibly carcinogen dust flies around the building. I wrote many times in the past here and on fb about that and i think it also modifies behavior by making you more impulsive and ready to fight.

Mineral dust so small it doesn't get caught by a PM2.5 sensor but so sharp it can penetrate human cells.

And yes your body may react to it by putting more protective oils on your skin in which case showers can only make the irritation worse...

I looked at the weather forecast, there will be one more week of heat (90s in September?) followed by average temperatures and it looks like it's going to be on for at least one more month...

11:37 Negative ion generators may help as they charge the invisible dust negatively and make it fall to the floor but not sure exactly which one works and there is no way to tell.

And the pain. The diffuse whole body pain from the mineral dust makes you wanna use all kinda stuff that kills pain from alcohol to weed to prescription.

And i don't believe there is escape from it in the US. Unless you build yourself a house free of mineral insulation.

2:08 Terrifying how every time i touch the laptop the first time there is a march and some heavy stomps upstirs. Just came from Wallmart and WinCo and put some of the stuff away and rushed to the computer to write a very important thing.

Every time i see a sign i can't recognize my mind rushes to the nearest symbol i know. Because of my college background and all the formulas with Greek letters they fed up with in there when i see by example a capital A without the horizontal bar my mind goes to the Greek lambda and i read it as L. That could create lots of confusion in the (poor) minds of those who are constantly trying to read or guess my thoughts.

This is the case with KIA which is is written with a stylized A that actually figures a lambda. More than that nowadays the combination I + lambda also reads like a Russian I. No L in Russian is...

In plain English could be suggesting KIYV. KYIV Soul.

It happened when i drove back from WinCo. I tried to pass that SOB on the right just to see his Asian face but i could not. His LPN started with PKC and i think that was a KIA Soul.

Then i remembered i was under the red line with the gas, and since i was at the nearest lane after the unsuccessful attempt to pass i pulled at the (expensive) Shell on the right and when i saw that ugly Asian attendant i asked to do it myself (As i said it will be years until Oregonian will give up gas attendants even if the law is now in force. Then i realized it was 9-11.

It happened Saturday night at Lucky Eagle. I was parked facing two identical grey KIA Soul. Two guys got out of one of them and started looking for differences and that created the pretext for one of the guys to come with his butt at my window and the other one to bend over to see something under the other one and that created lots of problems to me that night.

For weeks now the theme is Alexa and everywhere i go i see girls trying to emulate her appearance. There was one at the entrance of Walmart and i was with the cart full of groceries (forgot the bags in the truck) and she entered the store when i left that was looking almost like her.

When i finally got here found a spot next to the one level apartment where the 19 years old child looking Japanese actor supposedly lives, on a Thursday and one guy looking like the Arab ninja i talked about later (not him, i saw him in the casino Saturday night playing for hours at the same machine) was walking with a dog back and forth, like patrolling. Trying to prevent me from "feeding the cats?".

Also totally forgot abut the gray, drove both ways on the freeway near it.

5:18 I am so sick and tired of writing everything down here. I go driving around and repeat in my mind the phrases i have to write next.

However i have to write this on so hopefully it won't repeat. Cause it's not the first time with the same person there.

Things are like this. I have to buy water from Fred Meyer cause i can't find it anywhere else. Crystal Geyser cause it doesn't taste like plastic or mud. Canned chilis and hot dogs at WinCo because only there i can find my favorites. And sour bread and diary and most other stuff. Produce now got better at Walmart across the street (yes, Dartmouth). Today i lost my list at Walmart, forgot to get stuff at WinCo and still forgot some even after i went today twice in both stores.

There was only one bottle of water on the lowest shelf at Fred Meyer (Kroger) (and one at Walmart, coincidence), and that one was pushed deep inside the shelf (probably the reason it was still there). I would have had to crawl in four to get it. So i gave up. I bought some grapes on sale at 99 cents but they were on "electronic coupon".

I was also very distracted when i got to the self check stands because all the stuff that's happening to me these days and i put the damn grapes directly on the final scale. Usually the machine would have yelled at me but i can't remember hearing anything,

Would have figured after i found my card which i was searching for when she came, within seconds. Half my height, with her slanted eyes shining with hate. She took the grapes from the (final) scale and put it on the upper one i was supposed to put them before i searched for the card, without a word, while triumphing without giving me a chance to explain. They finally caught me though i was very careful these days knowing they tried before.

So i swallowed my pride and continued with entering Angela's phone number so i would get the price reduction but somehow, also because now i was mad, i ended paying the full price, which was more than double and this is the big problem with the local Kroger here. When you put in "the alternate ID" to benefit from the "digital coupons" you won't see the price reduction on the screen until you hit the pay now button.

Somehow today (again too many things on my mind) i did the card before that and didn't have a chance to re-enter the phone number if i put it wrong and the card got charged with the full price.

So i asked her again and she said, categorically, like the soup Nazi, no, you haven't used the digital coupon, showing it to me in the receipt.

Knowing they had this huge head-start with my first mistake, i just gave up but i let her keep the grapes. She probably needed the money to pay for her English classes.

One other hundred of similar scenes, more simple or more complex i can't even remember. I live on a stage, exactly like in Truman show, though unlike him, i'm not happy. And i can't drink anymore either because of the platelets.

50 de ani de când Dacia se produce în România. Dar departamentul de prese grele când a apărut prima dată? Înainte de 77?

Statistic vorbind. Când cauți ceva într-un noian de chestii (postări) întotdeauna sunt șanse mai mari să găsești altceva nu? Pentru că tu cauți o singură chestie, altceva sunt toate celelalte. Un post pe care l-am căutat de am înnebunit altă dată care demonstrează că e nevoie de 32 de secunde pentru ca unda seismică să se deplaseze din Vrancea în București.

Și mai sunt niște secunde bune până când se ajunge la intensitatea maximă și câteva până când începe să cadă câte ceva. Bine dacă ești la etajul 10 într-un bloc înalt nu prea contează dar dacă ești într-o clădire veche cu bulină ai putea să fugi.

7:37 Da bine în 1940 nu era nici o presă grea sau alte utilaje grele în România, poate doar tancuri de zeci de tone ce puteau fi mișcate simultan pe niște valuri de pământ pe un deal la frecvența de rezonanță a zonei seismice.

România a intrat în pactul tripartit (Axa) la 23 noiembrie 1940 la două săptămâni după cutremurul din 1940, la 2 luni după abdicarea forțată a lui Carol al II-lea și venirea la putere a legionarilor care acum au început să mă scârțâie tare pe tavan. Nu am spus practic nimic, e vorba doar de cronologia evenimentelor.

Cum se transmite o vibrație doar la masa care are o anumită frecvență dar nu și la celelalte. Se numește rezonanță. Fiecare zonă seismică de pe planetă are o anumită frecvență de rezonanță. Orice pe lumea asta este până la o anumită limită, elastic, inclusiv stratul de sub zona seismică respectivă. Motivul pentru care piramidele au fost construite exact în centrul geografic al suprafețelor uscate de pe pământ, pentru a ajunge oriunde.

Bineînțeles energia transmisă nu este cea totală a cutremurului, este mult mai mică, suficientă doar pentru a-l declanșa. Energia cutremurului este de altă natură (înghețare/dezghețare a magmei dintr-o bulă de magmă ajunsă aproape de suprafață cu schimbare bruscă a volumului).


Piramidele aveau mai multe funcții. Una din ele era producerea cutremurelor la distanță cu ajutorul marii galerii din piramida mare. Pe această galerie erau lăsate să alunece, poate pe un strat de apă,  blocuri mari de granit la diferite intervale de timp (perioada frecvenței de rezonanță) pentru diferite zone seismice care se loveau mai apoi una de alta. Cine a descoperit primul secretele piramidelor, care pe atunci erau pe jumătate îngropate în nisip?

E posibil însă să fi fost folosite și pentru comunicații (pe alte frecvențe).

11:15 Kaly Yuga? OK i was curious about one thing and spent one hour and pasted one Wikipedia table into a spreasheet and drew a diagram and guess what i found out. The volcanic eruptions are getting more numerous. Could it be the dust drove people first exited so they came up with the industrial revolutions and then they got really mad and starting fighting each other or maybe it's just the lack of accurately recorded data?

11:27 There was no sun today, right now temp is 65 F (18 C), no need for AC, the two nearby are stopped but there is one on at the other end of the building and that is enough to create the cloud of dust. Also smells like dog poop, i saw one earlier but was wetted by the sprinklers, don't know if i can pick it up.

12:17 Nu știu, diferență mare de vârstă, vedeți și dvs. că eu m-am cam plictisit.

September 10

3:00 For a variation, went to Lucky Eagle in Washington, some 108 miles from here. Horse manure smell on I5 in several places. I think it was smelling from a truck ahead. More horse manure smell after i took exit 88 towards Aberdeen. I was extremely tired, tried to sleep in the car but there was too much noise. People from my last similarities were present there. Witchcraft. Much witchcraft tonight with bending and tongue protruding and symbolism. 

Got sick after i slept in the car and it got cold. It was like someone blocked the blood circulation in my belly area. Pain . Left in worries but after i drove one and a half hours or so got better. Peristaltic movements of my bowels restarted.

Three cars resembling police cars showed when i got closer to Portland, slowing me down. But by then i was almost ok.

I remember seeing young people there that did indeed seemed of Irish descent, maybe Wiccans or of other pagan religions.

I remembered a conversation i had with someone on the phone 8 years ago. This world is run by witchcraft no doubt about. All kinda religions except Christianity.

3:14 Catching souls. On the road i had this idea to search and see what can possibly determine the yuga cycle or if there is some cyclic natural phenomenon that match that period and this is what i found.

Some parts of our galaxy or those closer than our Sun to the supermassive black hole at the center may rotate with that period. Could it have something to do with Hawking radiation emitted unevenly, with a periodicity corresponding to rotation speeds of the arms in the vicinity of the black hole at the center of galaxy.

The souls of zillions of people in the different arms of the galaxy getting close to the event horizon while rotating escaping through Hawking radiation emitted back in the galaxy and reincarnate in babies. Good or bad, depending on the time of the emission or which arm of the galaxy is being swallowed.

12:00 I believe much of their (witch)craft is centered around controlling one's intestinal transit. Done mainly through bad smells, changing microbial flora to a stinking one, tainted foods, but also through suggesting stories, noises, gestures and ritual dances. I think it some cases can be beneficial, but in most, malignant.

Bending over or pulling tongues is some of them. Got them all last night at Lucky Eagle.

12:15 I wrote before about what i call a residual expression on a person's face. There are people and sometimes whole populations that through selection somehow got to keep some permanent expression on their face, even when they are not trying to feature one. Some of them have what i call "respectable" faces. Usually large chins, rest being well balanced. Some can easily with a smile suggest an orgasm. Combinations.

Some Asian faces suggest... straining, causing maybe permanent constipation in their viewers and feared because of it. BTW i think the revealing of 4 months Elvis constipation was a fake made to get sick some of his suggestionable admirers also because i know Elvis wasn't real.

Generally all are grouped under the term "charisma" and are highly addictive. Anything they say and do is credible, even if there is nothing in their doing to confirm that. Nothing.

There are of course people who possess the opposite of charisma or anti-charisma. Their mere sight triggers instant hate with the example of Putin's small chinned big nose crying face. There are cultures and populations (Russians) who prefer feared leaders because they feel safer like this.

Some can switch from one form to another with a (large) a smile. 

1:24 Monkey face.

1:21 I would think a digital driver's license is useless if the cop wouldn't have an internet link to verify it (because it can be easily faked i guess). Unless if they can stick the whole DMV database in a phone which is doable with today's phones but risky in case only one phone is lost. In all cases, the driver's license is useless anyways.

All you'd need is a card with a bar code you can print at home or simply the number. Or maybe not even that, they could take a picture of your face with a phone and pull your record. Or go by the LPN or scan car's VIN. Then we will get freed from the terror of forgetting the wallet and/or phone at home (I regularly do not use a phone though i carry one that is turned off) (what if you're out of battery LOL. Ask the cop to wait until you charge it a bit?)

3:10 Do you think he's gonna crash?

3:20 About when i posted the link above i finished eating a burrito with a hot dog and the (Japanese) child actors came and rang at the door.

7:10 PM I slept ever since and when i woke up the child actors were staring at me through the blinds that were not completely closed. Somebody was smoking, this time cigarettes (a new one) all day near our bedroom, smoke got inside.

8:40 Katli.

9:20 DeNiall Fergusson. This article is truly mad. If China suddenly stopped exporting goods to the US the US would collapse within a year by not having time to find other sources.

September 9

1:15 Got home half hour ago. I saw the guy from apartment 4 descending the stairs with his dog. On purpose for me to see, who knows how many times he did it before that. And the dog could not wait and peed one meter away from the wall at the closet with the washer and drier.

I noticed when i last washed (two days ago) that when the closet gets heated by the drier dog smell comes from those walls. So i just put  a small open bottle with vinegar next to the wall so the vinegar smell enters the (empty, filled with insulation) wall through the wall/floor gap before the smell does from the outside through cracks. But i think the wall already smells like dog pee.

BTW i lost count of how many people tried to get us into accidents tonight. Most obvious, one guy tried to hit from behind, i accelerated, he was 1 meter behind, moved in the other lane, he followed a bit but the speed got too big and he got back into his.

1:30 I am used to seeing a do not enter sign on the right or on both sides of the lane but never seen it only on the left. I went to the gas station in Rhododendron Oregon and all lanes were occupied except one and i turned around and saw a do not enter sign on the pumps themselves and i thought it was for the lane on my left. However while i was pumping the attendant came and asked me if i saw the sign. I told him i could not figure the sign was for both lanes.

I can't believe they keep three pumps out of 12 for cars with gas caps on the right. Nobody has gas caps on the right, do they. What do you know. I think this is the station but the sign has been replaced recently with a regular red one. Never seen a do not enter sign inside a gas station. Never. I think it is all symbolism, waiting for me to get in the trap. The cones. That guy's butt. Look at how this image have been caught by google.

BTW when i came back i entered a long construction (asphalting) area with meanders and cones and stuff and when i almost cleared the last cones there was an orphaned cone in the middle of the lane and tried to avoid it but a car came at high speed probably passing, from behind me and could not get in front of it and hit the cone with the mirror.

2:02 It smells like dog pee in here and i'm afraid to go to sleep thinking they will wake me up right away or too soon in the morning.

2:20 Ok i took that bottle out of there.

7:37 Slept almost 5 hours. Got awakened by a noise maybe someone climbing the stairs. I saw the news in Romania, oh boy. I think she has been the one tormenting me from upstairs for the last month or so. Maybe him too.

Question is who is upstairs right now. I heard someone using the toilet last night before i fell asleep. Then i heard the signal. I think i said it before. All the people who had been upstairs over the years were generally quiet until someone knocked on their walls from the apartment next to theirs, and then and only then they were starting their job. Last night i heard several knocks on the wall however nothing moved upstairs.

7:52 Can't wait to finish my last match. Until then, a preview... Found him by chance before i left yesterday yes while searching for Mr. Tiktok. Probably the reason why so many attempts on the roads...

He does not have a bigger head. That on top of his head is his hair.

9:47 When was i, what i was doing when the Morocco eq hit yesterday. I was finishing (re-adjusting crop scale) the similarity with Mr.Tiktok.

BTW when it was obvious i done it or 5 minutes before i finished this the terrible terrible unstoppable squeaks upstairs stopped and somebody climbed down the stairs.

9:53 It's all part of the big 911 push. I hate all anniversaries, everything around me gets much busier and more dramatic than usual.

10:06 Now he came back and i can't find his age. George Rest Ivan. Bingo.

11:27 De câte ori în căutările mele dau de sculptorul asta mă întreb...

11:52 A double?

Pick at you...

1:10 I was 13 at the end of the 7th grade, about to turn 14 in a couple of weeks and i remember my mother gave me a fishing permit at the end of the year party with many parents in the class...

The physics teacher and class master of the finishing class organized some sort of party in the dark hallway of the old school... And because they didn't have too many boys (and girls, in the end we were all about ten persons) she called me and another boy but for some reason i remember being there along with a bunch of girls. We ate cake, drank some juice and danced...

I think she was the only teacher i had that had an idea of what she was teaching...

One of them was dressed in a blue dress and she i think was of gypsy origin and we danced and she pulled me real close and i was ashamed but she kept pulling me... Nothing happened then or after, but later that summer she passed our house and kinda didn't wanna talk to me... Maybe because after that i danced with another girl in the same way?

And then there was this medical assistant who lived in the next house and she was boiling syringes in alcohol for hours with the open window next to where we were playing in the summer...

3:12 I think the "Spanish" woman at Apt.4 upstairs is key or conductor or master ninja of the building. Right in the middle of it she can give signals or listen to any of the other apartments. At time she does the hard job of talking for hours on the phone in the balcony without listening, sometims after midnight (yeah in Spanish whatever).

I saw several times official cars of the county like from Social Services with Asian women in some sort of black uniform coming to visit her. When the emperror did the windows, after i thought the ordeal was over, she asked her kitchen window to be redone and made all last for one more week, etc..

For a number of years i think she was drying unwashed dog laundry blankets whatever in the drier, they were/are dog's hairs on the grid of the vent.

I once remember they were a couple living upstairs and there was so much dog hair in the vent's grid (the other one) it got clogged and the whole building heated up from the clogged drier, was smelling like burning electrical wires when i called PGE, however i figured it before they came and unclogged it and call them off.

The apartments upstairs communicate among them through the attic etc.. But i wish i knew who puts the burning pellets cartridges whatever in the moles' holes that got me high for years.

September 8

6:00 Anyone ever played the footsie?

6:10 8 Călimani peaks.

6:20 De încrețire sau vulcanici?

6:25 Hara (ravishing) Gita.

6:44 Inteligența aia artificială e cam proastă sau e pentru entertainment (de prostit lumea care a înnebunit de propria ei autosugestie).

De ce a crezut IA că Elvis va slăbi sau îi va crește înapoi păr pe cap? În primul rând figura aia de plastilină din dreapta are ochii mult mai apropiați. Pentru cei într-adevăr curioși, Elfis nu mult după moarte a arătat așa, iar până recent așa.

Mai simplu. L-au reciclat și pentru că se îngrășase prea mult la față și își pierduse părul și nu mai intra în propriul lui stereotip.

8:00 Este vorba de o greșeală de traducere aici sau Ucraina spune acum că România îi ajută pe ruși? Există o bază militară americană la 75 mile sau în raza de acțiune a unui radar terestru de unde a fost incidentul.

10:14 Tick Talking about US military...

2:33 Kenichi Ito

September 7

2:00 I found by chance this map that i printed on 4 A4 or letter size papers which i glued together. Ever since a number of things are floating in and out my conscious mind. The toponyms Sadova, name of a place near Câmpulung.

Suffix dova or dava may be used in the same way as many other Romanian toponyms that for sure come from the time of Dacians, in Sanskrit meaning either ava (away in English, same root) or dava (forest).

But Sad? there are several possible Sanskrit etymologies. Saint, in English, coming probably from the same Sanskrit root, sane, saint in French, sanctum in Latin, etc.. The other is well.

Toponym Sadagura. Now this is more straight forth, gura could be guru. There are other places where the word gura (meaning mouth) is used in toponyms in Romanian, like Gurahomora, which are given after names of rivers or creeks, like mouth of Homora, but being used like that is unusual. Could it be... Sadhu guru?

And of course the Huzulen (german name for the group), mentioned on the map, of whom is said to have had magical powers, like teleportation, luck bringing, things like that. A huzulen boy who would be bought as slave laborer to one's house would bring great wealth...

Last but not least. Bucovina seal at the time seem to be the head of a local species of bison (zimbru), black, horned, with a hanging red tongue that reminds me of Kali...

The names Sandu and Sanda which is officially said to come from Alexandru is not uncommon in Bucovina eiter.

11:00 Știți bancul ăla cu sfârșitul lumii? (nu contează de la cine l-am auzit). Dacă România e cu 100 de ani în urma Americii, înseamnă că sfârșitul lumii va veni la noi cu 100 de ani mai târziu, nu?

11:20 The monster "came home" at 11:18 and awoke Angela with very loud steps on the floor. Now for the first time he started the TV really loud.

12:12 He woke me up 3 or 4 times since.

6:00 Anyone ever played the footsie?