November 10

6:17 Și replica la ce am scris despre aurul dacilor. Și apropo, corectez a doua oară în fraza cu link-ul spre Tratatul de Aderare din 2005, formulării în loc de forumulării.

Ok i figured why there's an annoying fan running at night in his bedroom in November. So it can't be listen to ambiently, the fact nobody is there at night. Also note the fact "they" never talk and there are never two persons in the same time walking upstairs.

6:30 Un coșmar. Am spus de mai multe ori că partidul AUR, George Simion au fost create pentru a interfera semantic cu postările mele despre aur, similarities/asemănări. Acum, în contextul a ce am spus două zile despre o formă ciudată de polarizare a luminii.

6:35 Delir. Anul acesta se plătesc pensii de 110 miliarde în total. When you turn black...

6:40 A sărit și Isărescu, cel care spune că rezervele de aur ale României nu trebuie să depășească 100 de tone...

7:15 Ghinion. După cum spuneam, o țară cu 10 milioane de locuitori (Ungaria) sau Austria cu 9 are același drept de veto în Consiliul UE ca una cu 83 (Germania). Și România are, dar nu l-a folosit niciodată. De fapt cred nici Germania, care a devenit un colos economic și un pitic politic.

Am văzut recent retragerea Nissan din Franța. Poate s-au prins și francezii că mulți din funcționarii Nissan care se foiau pe acolo erau de fapt ninja. O situație asemănătoare este și în Austria, unde un sfert de locuitori sunt străini, care pot fi și asiatici.

7:42 Perfect storm. Among other things that prepared me for the crossing of the hospital alley event yesterday were the city leaves pickers. It took them several hours yesterday morning before i left and after to pick leaves from the tiny park with a gigantic vacuum on wheels that vibrated most of the dust from the building.

Just went outside to dust the door frame and mat  which i haven't done in two weeks and there was not much left. BTW keep hearing car doors being slammed, must heave heard 20 in one minute.

Much of that dust came inside and got to breath some (forgot the ion generator off the night before) while i was still sleeping at 8 AM and that got me sick and it continues to this moment. Got some very bad microbes in my gut and i was late with the charcoal and now i am dizzy and nauseated, breathing and vision problems.

11:08 I slept (8:37 to 11) but i remember someone climbing the stairs... Then leaving within half hour.

The market just got another purrrfect oil day.

1:10 Are you sure that is a... pussy (riot)? (the only time you are allowed to use the word pussy on (social) media is if you talk about pussy riot, right?). And i bet easterners don't know what that word means. BTW i figured a new etymology for it cause puss sounds too weird. 


Yeah my browser crashed again last night when i tried to put the above timed link and i was too tired to do a workaround but today it didn't so i start asking myself if this is not some sort of dynamic timed censorship.


Have a nice weekend yall.

5:35 "get ready, 'cause this s...'s about to get heavy" (Eminem).

As we're about to eat the kids are back in the back, after an absence of almost one week I guess they didn't want them to see people agonizing. So the ninja do have some moral ethics though not as much as the samurai. Cause daimyo would hire ninja to do the things samurai wouldn't, as per Bushido, remember. Samurai were more into killing, and ninja more into stealing (information) and influencing (lying).

But why am i not agonizing no more. Finally after at least since last vacuum, or about 2 months ago, today i did so. Got my electrostatic bags from Amazon, i already re-arranged some of the stuff and i did it today. But something wasn't right. So i started to sweep with the electric sweeper the kitchen area (it does a very good job and lately i was tempting to just use i and not mop) and what did i found. Right next to Angela's desk a line about one feet long one inch wide of organic fertilizer.

Made of ordinary chicken droppings but also some from some exotic birds from an island (forgot the name) complete with shrimp shells and other goodies (if i remember right).

In spring i bought a bag for 10 bucks at Fred Meyer, i think it was on sale, didn't use it all at the garden and i put the rest in a jar with sealable lid for the plants here. And today i found that jar next to entrance door where i left it ever since. My fault. But the lid was still sealed.

Then i remembered about one week ago Angela found something under her office chair with wheels that to her looked first like mold, then ground coffee and to me, that i remember now, the same stuff from the jar. I swept that one right away without bothering to figure what it was (i was in a hurry to go somewhere, probable). The whole idea was that when she moved with the chair the stuff was ground finer and finer and gain flight capabilities.

I was getting sicker and sicker and today i started to cough as my lungs started to get affected and i think i was about to die, if it wasn't for large amounts of charcoal caps probably again saving my life my life.

No i did not give a key to no one. No one was supposed to enter here period.

Yeah i think it got something to do with the gasoline smell that was covering it.

I have only one question. For how long this was happening, best answer would be, since last time i swept which i can't remember but could be more than a month, but Angela did it last time maybe 2 weeks ago but only the trails (narrow passages between boxes and empty water bottles and stuff.

And yeah i started to believe the videos youtube google, whatever, pushes to me are all made up by people with something in their minds, i don't know what.

7:15 I once was talking to a guy who fixed something in the apartment and he said he lived in Germany and over there everything is taught in schools. As opposed to the US and Japan where everything is taught in companies.

But how and at who's expense?

People working in big corporations like Angela are supposed to train the newcomers. That is while doing their regular job. And the trainee is supposed to do the job he/she is paid since the first day at work. Easier jobs first. And the trainer is responsible for the quality of the work of the trainee period.

All at no extra pay. And BTW due to inflation and everything a new temp trainee now has just a few dollars less than her who worked there for 9 years.

And you know what? Most of them quit after training because they find the job there is kinda difficult.

Angela just finished training for weeks a deaf mute and she done a great deal of effort because while doing this and working her normal job in the same time she had to write down everything cause the deaf mute of course could not hear the instructions and now she's got another one after one in between who acts kinda burned out and screwed something and put it in the stack without giving Angela a chance o verify.

Now, at the meeting, Steve (Eaton, coincidence of name with the company), the always acting supervisor, the man who schedules himself overtime at the easiest jobs, because last supervisor (out of many since Steve and Angela is there) quit in April, brought the issue in a meeting with pictures and everything. Without telling Angela first.

Angela took a day off Monday because of her birthday but she is already emotionally screwed up for the weekend and her birthday while i was already screwed up emotionally. And yes, he always does this before weekends, holidays and vacations.

For a while i tried to keep up with her mishaps. Some of them are written on fb, and i centralized in this spreadsheet but i quit doing this in 2020 and now i have to try and gather in that file everything i wrote in the blog ever since. But i can do a search since the name Steve Eaton, the big man who knows everything there but never accepted a supervisor job because then he could not schedule to himself overtime appears in any of my entries on the subject.

Biggest problem by far is not Steve though but the sisters. Two Vietnamese sisters that are friends with Steve (for reason of food, small gifts) were bullying Angela who was so happy to get rid of them while working in SMT). But since she cannot work there anymore because of the enormous amount of walking required and her legs problems, now she is facing them again and one of them retired at 70 but is coming back from retirement in December.

I can do a query on the name but then you have to sort and search the results, again Eaton with CTRL/F.

9:22 Malta is the least populous country in the EU with a little over 500 thousands citizens. However it has the same veto power in the Council Germany has, with 83 million. The Council configurations that vote on specific problems unanimously are made by unelected ministers from each country.

9:54 Speranța de viață.

November 9

8:50 Guvernul nu a aprobat legea pensiilor, Guvernul nu aprobă legi, el aprobă proiecte de legi. Parlamentul aprobă legi. Legea pensiilor mai are un drum lung de parcurs, multe discuții de discutat în media.

Da bineînțeles sunt tot ei, dar vom avea parte de multe discuții, drame și dramolete, reacții, intervenții și răsturnări de situație până la aprobarea acestei legi care de fapt este indexarea cu inflația și ar trebui făcută automat în fiecare an.

Nu vor crește taxele fiindcă odată cu creșterea salariilor a crescut și fondul de pensii deoarece contribuția pentru pensie, CAS sau Contribuția pentru Asigurări Sociale (pensii) este 25% din salariu (iar CASS, Contribuția pentru Asigurări Sociale de Sănătate, 10% iar acestea nu se pot mări, fiind printre cele mai mari din lume, dacă mai adăugăm la ele impozitul pe venit, ajungem la aproximativ 50% din salariul brut.

10:30 Există o lege anuală a plafoanelor care stabilește sumele maxime care pot fi alocate în legile bugetelor care sunt două, una pentru bugetul de stat și una pentru cel al asigurărilor sociale. Se poate vedea că nu se respectă proporția de 2,5 între cele două sume (Buget Asigurări Sociale și Buget Asigurări Sănătate) ceea ce poate însemna mai multe lucruri din care unul poate fi sumele nu sunt cele reale și se strâng de fapt mai mulți bani la CAS.

Putem vedea din Anexa la Legea Bugetului Asigurărilor Sociale că acest buget a fost subvenționat în 2023 de la Bugetul de Stat în proporție de aproximativ 10% sau aproximativ 10 miliarde de lei anual. Mai putem vedea o creștere anuală a veniturilor provenind din contribuțiile CAS care a fost aprox. tot 10% de la 2022 la 2023 și încă nu știm cât va fi în 2024 dar va fi proporțională cu creșterea salariilor în acest an.

Dacă Guvernul vrea să mărească unele pensii cu până la 40%, să spunem cu 30% în medie pe tot anul va trebui să găsească aceste 30 miliarde însă nu depinde de el ci de Parlament care votează legile bugetelor pe anul următor, deși dacă Parlamentul votează proiectul aprobat azi, va trebui să țină cont de acea lege la întocmirea legii plafoanelor și a bugetului. Însă cel puțin 10 miliarde vor veni tot din contribuția CAS a salariilor mărite care a fost cu 10% mai mare în fiecare an. Au crescut și pensiile cu aceeași măsură?

Ce mi se pare interesant și realizez acum pentru prima dată.

Conform legii plafoanelor, România are un buget anual al Fondului naţional unic de asigurări sociale de sănătate de până la 54 miliarde care provine din contribuția CASS de 10% de pe fluturașul dvs. și în același timp Ministerul Sănătății mai are și el un buget de 29 miliarde de care provine din Bugetul de Stat (care se finanțează din TVA, impozit pe profit, pe venit etc..) care acoperă salariile medicilor (2,6 miliarde) și în general toate costurile legate de sănătate.

Să înțeleg că acest Fond național unic de asigurări sociale de până la 54 miliarde este folosit numai pentru concedii medicale, adică în România se plătesc concedii medicale cât jumătate din total pensii?

1:05 Is that going to put out (some of the) the annoying fires in Northern California and Southern Oregon?

1:35


2:25 Supertramp

3:15 Bogdan Aurescu a fost sacrificat și pentru scandalul Schengen însă nu a avut vreo vină specială. Toți politicienii români după 2007 în frunte cu cel cu 2 termene și 2 referendumuri de demitere au pus batista pe țambalul aderării fără recunoașterea României la apartenența acquis-ului Schengen.

Însă pe mine nu mă duce capul cum un politician deși longeviv și mai tăcut din România, profesor la o universitate puțin cunoscută în lume și care nu a fost niciodată avocat, procuror sau judecător a ajuns să ocupe o asemene funcție, și asta imediat după comentariile mele asupra formulării greșite din Tratatul de Aderare a României la UE.

A doua maneveră de urgență după descoperirea și postarea mea, prima fiind faza cu mărirea pensiilor.

Deși denumirea și poziția de pe lângă ONU arată că această curte este respectabilă, sunt numeroase probleme și contestări. Eu personal mă îndoiesc de realitatea existenței une jurisdicții așa numită internațională sau deasupra statelor, mai ales când vedem că în cazuri mai serioase ele nu apelează la această curte ci preferă să-și facă singure dreptate.

Apropo de ICJ. Dacă cei care spun că sunt evreii biblici sau chiar al 13 trib, Ashke_nazi cred că au dreptul de a se așeza în locurile biblice pe care le-au luat tot de la palestinieni la ieșirea din Egypt, atunci și România ar trebui să ceară de la italieni aurul pe care l-au luat romanii din Dacia, și nu a fost numai 200 de tone, tezaurul inițial, ci 200 de tone pe an timp de 165 de ani (totdeauna uit numărul) plus dobânda pe 2000 de ani.

Și la fel ca atunci, mai profită azi și de munca ieftină, fără asigurări și pensie, din cauza Schengen, a mai mult de 500000 de români, cât a fost numărul de prizonieri daci luați de Traian. Italia are a treia cea mai mare rezervă de aur din lume, după SUA și Germania.

Și apropo, nu numai Italia a profitat de acest aur. Întreaga Europă de vest unde se întindea Imperiul Roman, Franța, Germania, Austria etc.. a profitat și datorează nivelul lor de dezvoltare acelui aur.

6:52 Like this morning when my legs were really heavy and i was dizzy and had trouble typing and palpitations thinking it was just a hangover, now it happened again.

For a few days now mole mounds grew back next to the building and a weird smell came out of them.

I plugged three earlier, got some relief, fell asleep but when i woke up i felt the smell of smoke again. This time it was from under the shrub next to the closest garages and i plugged those too but i think the smoke coming out of those was from fumigating with cartridges. Though i saw recently the exterminators around here i think someone took the problem in their own hands and stuck one of those cartridges in there.

But after i plugged that one, the smoke started to come from a different one, probably one of the other ends of the burrows network that is really huge, next to next building. I saw rats coming out of that and entering the basement of that building, but exterminators have been putting bait boxes around here for at least six months now.

This morning, soon after i finished typing and ate something i left for my walk with my heavy legs and right at the first hospital alley, the one that leads to oncology, here comes from my left, after a KJR vehicle passed, this gigantic white Chevy (i think) truck.

He stopped and let me pass but there was this rolling 2 cm diameter stick from a branch hidden by the curb which i stepped on it and i nearly stumbled and fell, and i think "he wouldn't have seen me laying in front of his truck" from were he was sitting, that was 6 ft above ground.

After i passed and he left i saw at the wheel from a side a MAGA hat on top of white hair and though i did not see his face the general impression was he was Trump.

So the hypothetical prosecutors can add one more indictment to his name, that is attempted murder and then he we will be indeed comparable with Al Capone (check the security tapes for the parking lot at Legacy Meridian hospital in Tualatin, Oregon).

7:43 So it was her sniffing me yesterday? I thought when i saw the grimace she put on when she passed me that it was because i did not take a shower for three days but indeed i was smelling like brandy when she passed me on the street. Actually i think her grimace that BTW was so damn sexy on her pretty face was a bit early (was not close enough) and that was for a camera on a drone cause i think it was not for me. Her bodyguard was on the other side of the street.

Add to that stalking, invasion of privacy. Was she an accomplice to her father to premeditated attempted murder? And a whole bunch of other people from their entourage i guess. Are they trying to wash their sins by killing me? I never lied on this blog but i know it takes a whole lot to settle after reading it.

Please don't. Don't forget and don't settle.

The criminals are trying hard for some time now and there is no law in the Wild Wild West to stop them.

7:57 The smell outside turned to vaping for cover of course.

11:10 One of the most tasty and easy to eat vegetables that was a favorite among many people was demoted a while ago to nothing.

The humble lettuce. Mostly water they say. Some doctors now are even recommending drinking a glass of water instead (LOL i remember a joke from Romania).

So i said to myself, this is impossible and started some searches. Some sites say it has no fiber at all. How is that possible, what holds it together? Some re-started to state that it has some nutritional value having like some fiber, vitamins and some go as far as saying it's packed with nutrients.

I would say, trust you gut feelings. Eat by cravings, your body knows what it needs.

November 8

8:40

8:55 Cuvântul zilei de zi luat din postarea mea de ieri. Negocieri negociatori.

Când o minciună durează 16 ani tot ce poți să mai faci e să te ții de ea cu o încăpățânare feroce, caracteristică. România este în Scengen din 2007 și încă mai așteatpă verificarea condițiilor de către Consiliu.

Orice țară care a aderat la EU după 2000 a aderat automat și la Schengen. Mai era nevoie doar de aprobarea verificării condițiilor menționată în Tratatul de Aderare din 2005, Articolul 4, care se face, în mod ciudat, nu de Comisie, ci de Consiliu.

Programarea ordinii de zi a ședințelor de Consiliu se face de către un organ al UE numit Coreper, care este influențat de alt organ numit Antici. România are reprezentante în amândouă aceste organe.

Consiliul însă a fost programat să voteze prima dată după 15 ani, în decembrie anul trecut, când a dat un vot ne-legislativ, negativ din cauza veto-ului Austriei.

Muncă ieftină, trafic de persoane în EU, blat cu politicienii români.

9:00 I wish i could eat your cancer when you turn black...

10:45 Purple bread...

10:50 The French Arab ninja upstairs acting as a Latino makes heavy noise until 9 AM with heavy steps as "himself" until 9 when he leaves with his car and then than somehow returns probably through a tunnel they probably built in parallel with the sewer this summer or uses the new sewer line itself as a tunnel and acts as his partner who is "lighter" and never leaves the apartment, for weeks. Is he a French citizen?

BTW, i ran into something very interesting the other day. Most ninja i seen so far call themselves "the last ninja of Japan" however they are more than one. And now they all smile, like Buddha.

But make no mistake. These guys are just a "touristic" front for the ninja. The real ninja are those who are called "socially withdrawn", the Hikikomori, who are in the millions.

11:10 BTW i've been searching for days and finally found by chance again the name of a guy, Yuji Yamada, who i think was the previous occupant upstairs, third in upper link, a doctor in ninjutsu studies at the Mie University in Japan. Contrary to popular beliefs created by the movies promoting ninjutsu, ninja main activities that include influencing through faking perception of reality are of the intellectual type.

11:30 I thought it was a Chromebook issue but for a few days now Chrome crashes in W11 also when i try to take a link to share a video starting at a certain time. I though crashes are reported automatically and fixed in new releases.

Also in W11 when editing in Chrome and selecting a word through double click it adds a space which is very annoying.

2:33 La fel cum politicienii maschează jaful programat și distrugerea României prin corupție, orgolii și prostie.

I saw those again today. After a google search i figured what they are. Yeah i know the first image i took was darker cause i took it from closer and camera was and camera was on automatic and the bright area larger.

And Dodgya Cat went berserk.

3:10 Candy shop. I had one snicker candy on the table in front of the couch and grabbed it and the blinds where open and when i looked i saw an old woman also emulating Alexa, with a dog. Now all the women i see are doing it (emulating her or doing memes). Which reminded me. 

Right in this intersection, at the highest elevation some 2 miles in my walk from around the corner on the left popped an older German looking guy with a medium size dog and he was carrying a bag with about 2 pounds of dog poop in it. He looked straight at me and i was compelled to say hi and comment, "that was a good crop" but i only said hi and from his accent i realized he was European.

8:02 Grimmy, Grammy.

11:18 See what i'm talking about?

November 7th

7:00 I woke up about one hour ago with big pains in the areas close to where i kept the laptop last night. That is because there is no smoke in the air like in any other day. I have this digital microwave meter that i think they figured a way to beat it.

Because the digital meter works probably with samples taken at time intervals, they probably figured a way to put out microwaves from laptop's wi-fi in the intervals between sampling.

And this W11 computer has so much lag while typing it drives me nuts. And it's got wi-fi too like any device nowadays though it works on ethernet right now like the laptop but at least it is some one meter away. [fixed by deleting the google account in chrome and then re-adding it and syncing]

8:34 "Candidatura la spațiul Schengen", "aderarea României la Schengen" au devenit termeni incorecți cel puțin după 1 ianuarie 2007. Nu poți să aderi la un tratat care nu mai există separat din 1999 când Tratatul Schengen a fost inclus în Tratatul de Aderare la UE din care România face parte de la 1 ianuarie 2007.

În Tratatul de Aderare la UE din 2005, așa cum a fost semnat de negociatorii români este scris că România (și Bulgaria) intră imediat în Schengen, adică dispozițiile acquis-ului (deschiderea frontierelor) sunt obligatorii dar se aplică doar după aprobarea verificării de către Consiliu. Consiliul face verificarea și tot el o aprobă.

În SUA se spune că există o limbă (jargon) al avocaților și juriștilor pe care o înțeleg numai ei, numită legaleză. Însă un tratat care a fost supus referendumurilor în toate țările UE trebuia să respecte o logică pe înțelesul tuturor.

"Dispoziţiile acquis-ului Schengen care au fost integrate în cadrul Uniunii Europene şi actele care se întemeiază pe acestea sau care sunt conexe acestuia şi care nu sunt prevăzute la alineatul (1), deşi sunt obligatorii pentru Bulgaria şi România de la data aderării, se aplică pe teritoriul fiecăruia dintre aceste state membre numai în temeiul unei decizii adoptate de Consiliu în acest sens, după verificarea...".

Cred că această frază va rămâne în istoria tratatelor ca cea mai ciudată și contradictorie de sine.

Au fost obligatorii timp de 16 ani și Consiliul a a votat prima dată pe această problemă în decembrie trecut, luând o decizie negativă și ne-legislativă.

Acel articol 4 din Tratatul de Aderare a fost re-înnoit la Lisabona, la mai puțin de un an de la aderare, care tratat nu a adus multe noutăți în legislatura UE. România prin veto-ul său putea să blocheze acel tratat și să negocieze în intervalul dintre 1 ianuarie 2007 când a intrat în forță tratatul de aderare din 2005 și decembrie 2007 când a fost semnat Tratatul de la Lisabona sau chiar până când a fost ratificat de Parlamentul României.

Consiliul Uniunii Europene are mai multe configurații din care cel mai important e Consiliul plin sau al șefilor de state care poate hotărî în orice domeniu, și apoi cele ale miniștrilor, pe specialități.

Din acestea, două sunt mai importante. JHA (Justice and Home Affaris), JAI (Justiție și Afaceri Interne) pe românește, al miniștrilor de interne și GAC (General Affairs), al miniștrilor europeni din fiecare țară.

Este însă Coreper II (the Committee of Permanent Representatives) cel care pregătește agenda întâlnirilor JHA (JAI) adică ordinea de zi, iar la rândul lui acesta este influențat de alte instituții ca Antici. Iar agenda nu se cunoaște mai devreme de o săptămână înainte de întâlnire.

Este greșit a spune că țara care deține președinția simbolică prin rotație adică Spania are ceva de a face cu agenda (ordinea de zi) a întâlnirilor JAI.

România a avut și ea 6 luni președenția UE pe vrema premierului Dăncilă, remember, și nu a putut făcut nimic pe tema asta.

Reprezentanții permamenți ai României. Coreper II, Iulia Matei. Antici (și acceptați), Florina Sava. Ați auzit de ele?

10:15 May the space opera continue...

3:00 Do i have to explain this one too? About a week ago i went with Angela at WinCo and bought a bunch of stuff and in the end when we were about to live i saw the key machine and made an extra key and ended making two by mistake.

The reason is i waste too much time, sometimes up to 10 minutes or more to find my keys and one day i actually went for my walk without locking the door (now i cleaned a bit the place). I had an extra Elantra key since i lost it last time and they made two keys at the key shop, had another for the truck and now i have two and a half sets.

Socializing. GRIMMY, SAVORY (cultural) where two special LPN i saw today besides the two with different LPN types with KEY. Everybody in the cars on Borland St. gave me sad looks and some actually turned their  head away from me...

Does that mean... Yes she last posted yesterday a weird Barista Babe video but now that post is gone and last one is since 3 days ago. And a weird entry on X since yesterday that is still there.

3:33 The weird optical phenomenon i was talking about the other day. Something i haven't seen before. In fact i haven't seen before lots of things. Light coming at a certain angle from sky or reflecting from windows on the asphalt appear white from one angle and purple from another one. I know it has to do with polarized light but never knew the human eye or camera can catch that.

4:30 Dilemmas. I know i am not supposed to eat with blinds open. Nobody came but in the end after i ate the cheesecake and came at the laptop i saw the thin guy or girl with a big black curly dog and a small one and that was enough to make me sick. I saw him picking but now where the smell comes from? Maybe he didn't pick it all, maybe from somewhere else.

7:52 Nevermind. She was busy getting busy on manyvids.

11:23 The young one, is she cute Lady Gaga Germanotta?


11:40 Hamass. O cascadă mortală. Right or wrong, they have to keep up with my keywords.

11:53 Now she eyes me... BTW i made delicious brisket...

November 6th

7:00 But maybe it was only me who i was surrounded by a bunch of people that had "missions" in screwing me up. Influencing, mostly making me saying things, making a fool out of me as i grew up in a bubble created by those.

That's why i'm saying, maybe my life was completely different then otters'.

I wanted to say a few words about how my previous life was. The one before "del mezzo di camin" when i crossed the ocean.

Everything was calm and predictable. For decades all people had jobs and a cheap quality place to live in. However in the end, sadly, nothing much to do.

The industrialization that took place after WWII was reaching the end of its life cycle in the bubble created by the iron curtain. Everything in the world has evolved but we were stagnating. Many of the numerous production factories were creating gigantic backlogs of stocked products.

Everything was dictated by the party but the party and the party members were just a bunch of ambitious idiots and their only care was to get dwellings, food and everything better than others. They had no knowledge on how the world has evolved and didn't need or wanted to know. They thought everything would stay the same forever.

Nowhere to sell our outdated products and nobody from the outside world didn't want to buy nothing from us except for food. So we went in a food crisis.

Most of us has beaten that by getting food from their relatives left in villages. They didn't have much land, which was all caught in the cooperatives and state farms that were selling for very cheap prices, and it was all going to export to make currency to pay the debt created by the last wave of imports of machinery in the 70s. Just a little around the houses that they couldn't take away. With that they were able to raise a few animals.

But above all there was the boredom. Nothing was on TV except old movies and HIM, a couple of hours a day. They stopped bringing in new movies after Star Wars. The domestic movies where plainly stupid. And then the video players started to be smuggled in but the smugglers were bringing only the stupid stuff like sex comedies.

So we the men of communist Romania were spending lots of times in bars and restaurants. Restaurants didn't have any food but beer and liquor. But me again i had a special entourage.

They were so many engineers at the production factories that they didn't have anything to do. Me out of curiosity have managed to bring in from Bucharest some computers that weren't far from the ones in the west. However nobody knew what to do with them and how to use them. So i voluntarily out of curiosity and boredom dived for 8 hours a day into the universe of computer languages and operating systems and stuff and i even succeeded in making some useful programs (apps).

By doing so i managed to scare a lot of people who were thinking they will lose their privileges of abusing their position of getting more money to the workers by falsifying documents and getting bribes for it and to me that was kinda fun LOL.

As i said we (me) was spending most afternoons and evenings in the so called restaurants, drinking barrels of beer and talking non sense. Not knowing what the world has become, or what we have become we were imagining things and talking hypothetically, mixing casual with important and facts with fiction.

But it seems the world i came in is not much better. There is freedom and access to knowledge but most people don't really know what to do with it and there is no time for it and they are living with the constant fear of losing jobs and not having money for mortgages and cars. Most of them that is. And the housing is terrible.

So this is who i am. When talking with me you will never know when i speak hypothetically and when i can really grasp some of the surrounding reality or just guessing but i became good at it because that is all i've done all my life. I am a broken person coming from a broken world surrounded again by people with missions trying to make a fool out of me. Everything i put here are just reactions to it and first hand "insider" testimonies. The obvious contradictions and things did not match my dreams.

8:02 Reply to @. Not everything in this world is related to (sex and) money. For that i was waiting for 12 hours? Is she part of the same making fool entourage?

BTW i used again some of the decongestant i bought at WinCo but they beat that by pumping in here cigarette smoke. Though i miraculously slept 6  hours, waking with no palpitations, they managed to create some right now after i watched a video and cigarette smoke was pumped in here with vibrations from an exhaust.

BTW i was thinking these days. The Pacepa myth. Theoretically "Pacepa" "defected" in the 70s coming here with all the big secrets of Soviet Union and communist block and wrote a book. But he is nowhere to be seen or heard. The second book was co-authored with a casino lawyer which made me believe he wrote the first one also.

Nobody in Romania (except for English teachers who were also outdated and teaching basics from a version of English from England (maybe) as we were only taught stupid outdated things in schools) was speaking English, especially the idiots from the party. How about writing. Impossible. You have to be immersed in a culture for a long time to be able to write like that.

The Soviet Union was not beaten by Pacepa. The Soviet Union was scheduled to be put down as non-functional. Probably as functional as North Korea. When you are looking at ridiculous images with minimalist command posts of Kim in the fields you should imagine all those big screens and rockets shown at parades are coming from a well established economy with a matching infrastructure.

Why they opened up China for world trade and millionaires party members? Because they didn't want it to have the fate of Soviet Union.

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12:00 There's been what i thought cigarette smoke from upstairs in here all morning, however smoke slowed my reactions to almost none and i was eating my noodles soup in that moment and it still stinks in here and never finished cleaning the apartment. But definitely not 5'3" and not seen before as i thought. Black hair? Looks a bit like Ayesha which sends me back guessing.

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6:52 Ok. Let's try this one more time.

10:50 Oana Lasconi este o față...

11:12 Another groundhog day has passed.'

11:22 Ok so the holes at the roots of the little trees next to the closest garages are actually rat burrows, not moles...? Never seen the first door open... Can't remember now... Smoke from number 4 and gas smell cover some other stuff, right?

1:00 Cu câteva minute înainte de a posta eu video-ul de mai sus. Oare de unde au știut? Homo sapiens de seară.