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Monday, April 26, 2021

Corroboree Corroborate This

I've been intrigued by this word the first time i've encountered it search results regarding Australian indigenous people. Especially by a painting that i can't find anymore. Here's another one, equally interesting.I am familiar with the word from my extensive readings (at some time, one book a day) from the "Aventura" collection during the spring of 1980. Used mostly regarding "detective" work (nowadays i believe during communism detectives existed only in these writings) in adventure books for youth which probably imitated similar writings in the west. "this witness' declarations does not corroborate with the other" etc..

Last night i searched a bit on Romanian and French etymologies of the same word and both indicate Latin origin. And in Latin, according again to Google Translate, also with an important online French etymological dictionary, it means support, confirmation, which confirmed my first guess when i read those books and didn't have any dictionaries on hand. ("Empr. au lat. class. corroborare « donner force à, confirmer »").

Google's first quote from a linguistics site gives a very, how should i say, nonconventional? definition for the current word and etymology.

"The Latinate morphology may have had some influence on the English form of this word, but the word corroboree is borrowed (with small phonological changes) from an Aborigine word – a word from a group who lived near Port Jackson, NSW, and whose language does not exist anymore."

Why is this extremely important to me. Because it confirms for the first time the hypothesis of injection of non-European populations early in southern Europe, which could be the seed for this mysterious force, the Romans, who raised out of nothing or out of the well settled Indo European population in that time and place to one of the most aggressive and historically important empires in the history of our civilization. Whose demise in turn might have been brought by a population equally aggressive, from the same origin. The Huns of Attila. Again, another wave meeting the older self? Different "nations" of Australia, from the same genetically isolated population for more than 70 thousand years, one from North and one from South, fighting over the rich resources (gold, land, climate) of Europe?

In Ancient Australia (largely ignored by eurocentric historians) corroborees could have meant among other things, forging alliances.

And then my mind flew all day today towards more possible confirmation of this hypothesis.

One thing i remembered, is the name of emperor Caligula. Could been formed by two roots, one Cali, same as today's Kylie, and Gula, which is a frequent modern Hungarian name for people and places. Which is also the name of a Mesopotamian god, of healing i believe.
Corroborees where also a mean of connecting to the "dreaming", the central concept of the Australian indigenous culture and civilization.

Never mind, i found the original painting i was looking for. Done by a modern painter of Australian origin, it suggests some sort of deeper level of communications between the members of a group, through the dreaming of course.

Very intriguing are also the names of indigenous Australians.
Identifying a migration and other cultural and genetic marks of the Australian indigenous by tracing the skull deformation practice around the world.

Don't know how Google pulled this map out of this article, but i'm glad it did. It shows though carbon dating earliest known human skull deformation occurred in Australia. It also shows a migration may have occurred, at the end of the last Ice Age. It confirms my theory that tries to show that ice age are actually north-south alternating, with a complete cycle every approx. 26000 years. Don't know about the genetically isolated for 72k theory, but what i think it happened is a number of several nations spent last northern ice age in Australia easier then those in the other continents and kept more elements of the previous "flourishing age", an age similar to ours right now. That gave them some advantages over the others when the climate started to heat up in Eurasia.
Just remembered something. A picture i took in a museum in Oregon City. I wish i knew the dating of those artefacts.
Huns who nearly conquered Rome in 451 were known to practice this. However, to this day they are people among Hungarians who have a naturally deformed skull.
Can't finish this until i mention the Pama-Nyungan paradox. Around 5000 years ago, the current family of languages used by Australians, much younger than the population itself, spread across Australia, before its original speaking population disappeared. Where? The last migration out of Australia and into Europe of a group that was originally from Eurasia and spent the last "winter" in there, and then emigrated in waves back in the rest of the world? (Naga Sadhu of India could be just another example).
Talking about orange
Wait a minute. Forgot about Pangu and Pannonia. Presence of god Pan in Pelo_ponnesus, Greece.

Everybody knows. Penguins never lived in northern hemisphere.
And the penguin on Attila's shield

Friday, December 24, 2021

Decembrie 24

12:05/10:05 Poate ar trebui să citesc din nou povestea omului dedublat sau cel puțin sumarul. Dostoevsky mai are o chestie, profeția din Demonii, însă eu aș merge mai departe și generaliza, nu e vorba doar de comunismul care a urmat, ci de ceea ce se întâmplă și acum, adică noua ordine corporatistă.

Omul dedublat, s-ar putea să conțină cheia sau cel puțin informații utile despre ceea ce se întâmplă acum. Citeam știrile, nu văd altceva decât dublări ale unor evenimente prin știri selectate sau inventate. Ceva ce la un moment dat am numit ingannare (un cuvânt latin), ceva cu care pur și simplu nu pot să țin pasul. Hai să dau un exemplu, intervenția lui Gorbaciov după ce am postat asemănarea dintre George Michael și Ioan Luchian Mihalea, alte chestii. Știm cu toții, Gorbaciov are pe frunte harta Italiei care se oprește la Roma, iar eu mai știu că de-a lungul vieții același actor (cântăreț de operă) l-a mai jucat pe Elvis Presley, precum și pe liderul revoluției din 1958 din Ungaria, Attila Jánoki.

Probabil că se poate construi o teorie matematică care să explice folosirea dublării. Este foarte simplu deși se aplică într-un sistem extrem de complex, societatea umană multinațională. Dacă se introduce în circuitul informațional social un eveniment asemănător cu primul, se crează suficientă confuzie pentru ca nimeni să nu poată trage nici o concluzie constructivă din primul (se introduce dubiul asupra primului eveniment, de obicei nu există nici un indiciu - track back - către primul, pentru persoanele care nu suspectează nimic). Însă mai e și chestia cu substituția, care este de fapt opusul dedublării. Persoanele substituite nu au nici un fel de răspundere pentru ceea ce crează, fiindcă de fapt nu există. Exemplul lui lui Cîțu. În tupeul său infinit, sau mai bine zis inexistent, fiindcă el face ce face la comanda unui dirijor, sau al unui ansamblu de dirijori aflat în starea de dreaming, sau comuniune hai să zicem spirituală, a venit și a postat niște poze cu el însuși, în ipostaze detectabil diferite. Sau mă rog, cineva i le-a postat.

Asta nu face decât să-mi amintească faza cu bugetul, această scrisoare a lui Poe ascunsă în văzul tuturor. Pe pagina lui de fb se găsește un grafic cu execuția  bugetară la 6 luni. 80% clamează el, în Monitorul oficial am găsit 70. Mă rog. Hai să mergem la Ministerul Transporturilor. (Nu știu exact când, cel puțin cu 5 ani în urmă, au venit și au inventat chestia cu "credite de angajament", adică bugetul e și el în formă dublă, adică bugetul propriu zis lângă care mai apare o sumă, credite de angajament, care bănuiesc că e o formă de transfer al unor sume de la un an la altul, imposibil de verificat). Deci în versiunea cu credite de angajament, bugetul Ministerului Transporturilor pe anul care a trecut a fost de 32 miliarde. "Executat" 70 sau 80 la sută, dacă acest procent să menține până la sfârșitul anului (probabil vom vedea sumele în Monitorul Oficial la începutul anului) tot avem o sumă enormă, pe care nu ne-a explicat-o nici un om politic.

De ce demonii lui Dostoievski ne aplică aceste teorii și de ce ei sunt altfel decât noi? Pur și simplu pentru că au trăit în Australia, pe singurul continent izolat, separat de restul lumii, timp de zeci de mii de ani, și astfel și-au format toate aceste idei pe care noi, restul, majoritatea, nu le vom înțelege niciodată. Poate că nici nu sunt idei conștiente, dar ceea ce ei numesc "the dreaming".

1:41 After my last trip at the Spirit Mountain, got a clunk at the suspension on the left front. Could have happened earlier cause it can only be heard when i do the right turn at the entrance of the complex, which is more elevated. Tried the upper strut connection, lug nuts. Got to jack the car, remove the wheel to see. First, stepped on a few mounds, killed the smoke. Every time i tried to do it so far, they come with bags, gifts, all the good people of the complex on Christmas eve, only me working on car. The guy upstairs yells profanities for real every time i get depressed or mad (in my mind), almost caused me another dysphagia.

2:10 I turned the wheel, without jacking, again in heavy rain, tried sway bar to strut linkage, turned the other way and found one caliper slider bolt (14 mm hex head) loose about one quart of a turn (yes the one i worked on last time, but i always torque them twice, yes by hand). Laundry perfume flooding the space around car, hiding something else. Got nauseated. Every time i go outside there is one person ready and passes by.

4:34 All four bolts on both calipers were loose. Went for an Amazon return, UPS store was closed, searching for a fresh Christmas tree in two places, both closed, some stuff at NAPA, got there at 3:00, the guy just closed door in front of me. Went through several red light cameras. When i got back i stopped on red at Tualatin Sherwood and 99, and can't remember if i left on green or it was just the green left arrow (first light out of three in front of me, done that before). Saw a flash or two right after i left, but they were kinda faint. One guy going through intersection the other way, kinda fast. Got one car in front of me, could have been both green arrows were on when he came from left, one guy at my right. Had my mask on but under the nose. Got a trip permit, which is visible from behind. Now i start having fun searching for situations like this. First thing i found. Where is this world going to? (Not that i'm drunk but i love this song, (still) following on youtube). "Stevie Nicks" is a genius. And despite everything they say, the guitar sounds extraordinary.

11:25 I can't believe i've done it again. I was very nervous because of the car and all the ninja in the world that ruined (again) my Christmas eve. Made a big mess in the kitchen. However, i've done some of the best "cozonacs" in my entire life. Isn't this a pity, the older you get, the better your cozonacs?
Another favorite of mine. For some "reason", associated with this time of the year...

Thursday, October 27, 2022

October 27

2:00 Did i just quote The Terminator? (There is only one memorable thing he can be quoted for. I'll be back. Ok maybe two, Hasta la vista, baby!).

Ok i was sitting here on the couch minding my own business, headache, nausea and dog p♾ smell that was growing by the hour. At a certain point, i said no way, there's got to be a fresh one outside (and it was, in the same place i found one some 22 hours ago, when i also took a glimpse of Orion, which at 4 AM was creeping threatening right between buildings, through a brief brake in the clouds). At that very moment i heard the quite loud beeping sound of a commercial vehicle backing in the parking lot. Does it make any sense to you? 2 AM? Then it stopped, and when i thought again, i should go, it started beeping again. Then it stopped and started beeping again when i opened the door. Then i went to pick the poo and when i wanted to go to throw it, the van stood in my way to the dumpster with the guy out and back in. And since i was quite mad, didn't want to confront or give an "ugly look" to the guy so i went to the other dumpster. And that's my first story of the day.

Ok i wanted to post something else related to the infinity sign as Ouroboros, did a search and coincidentally found something i lost and now found after a long time.

Trouble is, i can't remember what i was searching it for. What are we but our memories. If those don't function... I remember a bit now as i partially wake up... It was about The Dreaming.

8:45 Ilie Șerbănescu. Am scris ieri că cei din dreapta în blogul meu de asemănări arată ca și cum nu le-ar place ce trebuie să facă. Șerbănescu însă în pozele din România arată ca un om nebun. Profesor? Economist? A fost membru în Parlamentul Ungariei! De ce nu îl arestează nimeni pe visător?

A ok m-am prins. El trebuie că e șeful lor, de la început. Al delegaților din câmpul de mătrăgună. (Cu sula-n coaste).

10:35 Una din metodele lor folosite aproape zilnic pentru subminarea încrederii populației în justiție, morală, este folosirea unor metode strâmbe pentru a face dreptate (cu un corespondent în media, morală îndoielnică pentru a face morală).

Dintre acestea, menționăm încercarea Guvernului Ciucă de a combate o decizie CCR și a reveni la vechea formă a articolului 155 din Codul Penal, însă printr-o ordonanță neconstituțională (puteau ca alternativă să înainteze un proiect de lege în regim de urgență, care ar fi fost aprobat de mult), care este încă în proces legislativ în Parlament (chiar, trebuie să verific, în caz de OUG există un termen de promulgare a legii de aprobare), deci dând apă la moară pentru respingere la ICCJ. Respingând această ordonanță neconstituțională, pe care totuși o vede intrată în vigoare, ICCJ comite actul de care toată lumea vorbește, adică acordarea unei amnistii prin modificarea retroactivă a termenelor de prescriere.

Prescrierea este  perioada de timp de la comiterea infracțiunii care se calculează în funcție de pedeapsă, când păgubașul (care la fapte penale nu poate fi decât statul, persoanele nu pot fi decât parte civilă) poate să ceară ceva în justiție. În cazurile penale, prescrierea (trecerea timpului respectiv, dacă nu s-a depus plângere) înlătură răspunderea penală, iar conform acestei versiuni a Codului Penal, nu poate fi mai mare de 15 ani. Deci dacă în această perioadă de timp de la comiterea infracțiunii nu s-a făcut nimic, inculpatul este absolvit de vină și nimeni nu-l mai poate urmări vreodată.

Întreruperea termenului de prescriere este necesară pentru continuarea anchetelor. Dacă timpul de prescriere ar curge neîntrerupt de la data infracțiunii/crimei, și s-ar atinge acel moment în timpul anchetei, ancheta ar putea fi întreruptă iar cazul clasat.

În vechiul Cod Penal, timpul de prescriere începea din nou la valoarea inițială, nu după data comiterii infracțiunii ci după data începerii anchetei care era abuziv. În țări ca SUA există o limită, de 120 de zile timp în care se desfășoară ancheta (investigation), chiar dacă timpul de prescriere este depășit, la noi era încă o dată perioada de prescriere iar ei au lăsat-o așa, pentru o perioadă, adunând dosare pe capete grele, știind că va veni acest moment dar normalizarea situației nu ar trebui făcută retroactiv, pentru că ar încălca alte principii din drept, și ar zădărnici justiția însăși.

Este într-un fel similar cu schimbarea definiției abuzului în serviciu din codul penal, care aplicată retroactiv a dus la amnistierea celor mai mari infractori instrumentați pe acel articol.

Și probabil mai au și alte trucuri în sertare, pentru viitor.

12:02 I tried to go for a walk. With about 1.3 inches of rain over past weekend, many fires are still burning. Wind is blowing from south or from direction of fires. Index shown on IQAir site is 50, perceived is 50-100 so i turned around.

12:30
2:50 Togakure ryu, school of the hidden door which means mainly they don't have to be here with me, they can do it from a distance. Everybody please forgive me for what i'm about to say, though i said it before. Just went to the bathroom, they started to hammer next door or wall. Like yesterday, like the day before. Sometimes they just flush the toilet, in that very instant, triggering a fear based reflex.

It even happened at the hotel in Lincoln City last weekend, several times. Once with a noisy motorcycle. I sit here at the computer for hours and nothing happens. Only if i go there. It started in 2007. One day i went to the restroom and the man who was living downstairs yelled: Silence, cause i want to poop!

Ever since, starting suddenly the next day, i had big trouble going to the bathroom. Problems would have faded away if they didn't continue. For days, months, years, some times more often, some times not so, just enough to maintain it. But it's not just about going out. Intestinal, bile blockage, probably main cause of my diabetes.

For the past week i acquired a colon infection just by going into a bathroom with an urinal that was smelling very strong like a urinary infection, which i got first, just from droplets, than it passed to the colon. It was very stubborn to go away with strongest antibiotics but i got out of it. Almost.

Right now they continue with the hammering. Probably maintenance (since i used the word maintain). Dust concentration growing in the air. But it doesn't matter. What matters is when they started it. Constant noise for the past several months, with hammering outside, but like they have a feedback on my brain waves or vitals, and releasing of dust that also irritates my colon. Cars with loud exhausts, but only when i start eating, etc..

Contrary to popular beliefs, due to movies. Ninjutsu nowadays is not about sword fighting, jumping on walls and throwing smoke bombs (though they use smoke but on small or larger scale, like recent fires in Oregon).

Ninjutsu is more like a game of chess when pawns and bishops and knights are acting casual and move around, occupying positions in space, sometimes talking, making noises and dust, coordinated by one or more smart persons.

Just by looking into their main manual, they have a disclaimer, saying something like "don't do these at  home", "theses are military technics, bla bla" which would make it illegal in the US. Because of that they developed a school of ninjutsu using the word Budo, or Bujinkan, to make it sound like Bushido, the samurai code of honor, however, samurai in Japan are long gone, eliminated by the ninja and there is nothing honorable in ninjutsu (they are thieves and mind twisters) and also it is a base for recruiting to more advanced levels, and a cover for instructors from Japan to officially be here. Cause on top of the millions of ninja disguised as Mexicans present here, they sometimes need locals that can't be replaced with anything into their ranks.

5:40 Desperate with the collagen eating bacteria i get from the fiberboard under the sink, which is wood fiber glued with animal glue made of collagen, after i dried it and disinfected with UV i spray painted that board with some leftovers from aerosol cans. Both windows were open, ninja kids chose the moment to pass under the window and yell whatever.

6:56 There's one thing i can't understand though. How come Twitter, which is nothing but a glorified software, is worth 44 billions.

8:15 Just before i hit enter to post the entry above, he upstairs came. When i finished maybe half hour later he left. Part of the reason he's doing this is if anything happens to me they can claim somebody else done it. Part of it is of course we're together.

9:28 Au început. Sile Petroi. Lucian Diniță.

9:52 Smile, tomorow will be better.

Sunday, June 25, 2023

June 25

12:38 Fear factor. I thought i fixed tne noise (vibration) coming from under car. Being totaled twice, when they did the body work they didn't put the panels back right with new clips or whatever, they make a big noise at highways speed. I bought clips more than year ago but they don't work so yesterday i tried something i saw on a forum. Zipties. There are places where the're easy to install, other places where i had to drill holes. However there are places where i can't put nothinug i know yet.

So i went outside to look under car and see where panels vibrate and saw again something i saw before but ignored. Maybe because at the apartment above there's a huge German shepard overlooking the area with the two parking spots for me and for the above and grass between building, where children were playing yesterday while i was trying to fix those, other things, for hours.

1:20 It's amazing how every time i go to pick (and bend) to pick something from the trunk they came with a car or even walking to catch me like that. Or every time i open the hood a woman passes (probably the perception of an wide open stinking mouth). It's like they know. Or put my brain patterns inside an AI supercomputer and can predict every move, minutes in advance.

11:35 Shivaism with 70% of followers in India, Buddhism that fell out of grace, Australian dreaming, they all came and found a home in the middle of Europe in medieval and today's Hungary. But they never stood put. Attila, Hungarian (magars) raids in Europe at the turn of the millennium, secretly taking over of catholic church, creation of states and controlling those to this day.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

The Future Of History

Accurate history has been an important missing piece of the puzzle of many young people's mind. I've been dreaming for years of being able to see interactive maps of the history. There is a timid start on different sites, but i think more should be done. It is a very fun and satisfying way of learning history. Learning doesn't have to be a major pain in anybody's life.


http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/e/ea/Roman_Republic_Empire_map.gif

For a better view including pause options:


For an interactive map of the history of Europe click below. Click the years to get the map of a period, hover above the plus sign for details.

http://www.worldology.com/Europe/europe_history_lg.htm

Tuesday, August 17, 2021

August 18

12:00 Am avut blocat contul de fb pentru 24 ore, fără motiv clar. De aceea am decis să renunț la fb.

Primele postări după ce mi-au deblocat contul și cred ultimele sunt adresele blogurilor mele. Oricum mă săturasem să postez pe fb tot ce postam pe bloguri. Cam în același timp, adică după, a apărut și știreaasta. (La un moment dat am văzut ceva, m-am repezit la fb și era să postez din nou dar mi-am amintit la timp).

Un singur lucru nu înțeleg. Are fb o listă cu talibanii și știe sigur că un cont oarecare este taliban?

12:00 Da bine dacă au omorât-o, cine a spus povestea mai departe? Talibanii?
6:55 Mda e puțin ciudat să postez aici față de fb, dar mă voi obișnui. Media de azi.

Subiecte la bacalaureat fotografiate nu cu telefonul. O știre de o gravitate mare. Tot viitorul României depinde de a ști noi toți ce s-a întâmplat dar fără făptaș bineînțeles. De altfel, se poate afla destul de ușor unde pe baza obiectelor de pe pereți, iar banca pe baza unghiurilor. S-a dorit scandal, dacă era vorba de ceva interes, a da subiectele la alții adică, nu se posta acolo. Deci fraudă iese din scenariu.

În realitate, douar aluzii. Am spus ieri că fotografiile făcute cu telefonul pe postările mele de blog se pot mări făcând clic. Pentru că celelalte poze, luate de pe site-uri, au link-ul cu postarea originală iar dacă faci clic te trimit acolo. Am mai spus în trecut, nu știu cum e un iPhone, dar mă uimește și pe mine calitatea pozelor făcute cu Moto e6 din cauza căruia am renunțat definitiv la alt tip de cameră. Întrebări. Cum putea candidatul să justifice faptul că a ridicat foile ca să le fotografieze (oare de ce, putea s-o facă pe bancă, nu). De asemenea, postarea este dublă, aluzie la asemănările mele. Dar cu altceva pe fiecare pagină. Se vede un vârf de cap, sunt alte elemente pe care în momentul acesta nu le înțeleg. Cine a făcut pozele, e ultimul lucru pe care îl doresc domniile lor. Domniile lor au vrut o știre emoțională cu aceste elemente și au creat-o. Cred că am găsit un nume fenomenului. Coincidențe "on demand". Pentru curățenia constantă a creierului dvs.. Bacalaureatul, o sursă constantă de "distrageri", pe acest subiect foarte urmărit se modulează tot felul de viruși mentali.
Aceeași chestie cu gemenii din Ploiești. Am vrut să spun dar pur și simplu nu am știut cum. Mă blochează... aș vrea să spun cinismul, dar e mult mai departe de cinism. Cred că nu s-a întâmplat nimic, e doar chestia cu asemănările mele. Chestia e că noi, inclusive eu, avem o componentă emoțională în gândire, la ei totul e la rece.  De aceea mă gândesc mereu. O variație a speciei homo (sapiens).

Mă plângeam ieri de praf. Am strănutat când a pornit frigiderul. Au venit acum două zile pompierii cred și au deschis hidrantele "să vadă dacă merg". În realitate, au împrăștiat praful de lemn roșu pe asfalt. Praful, pus la mișto (se pun chips-uri, dar mult mai mari și din alt lemn, fără praf) este foarte iritant, câteodată mă gândesc de ce nu se plâng și alții. Nu se plâng și alții pentru că ei sunt aici doar o dată pe săptămână sau pe lună, pentru filmări. Ieri când am fost și am măturat au venit tot timpul și se băgatu în praful meu pe care îl scoteam cu mătura și un lighean. Așa că nu am avut de ales și m-am dus și măturat și zona aceea, timp de două ore. Mai era și pietriș pus în ianuarie după o ninsoare, după ce zăpada s-a topit și nu mai era nevoie. Acesta a fost măcinat de roți (chiar mă gândeam ieri la trasul pe roată), în mare parte a dispărut la intrare, dar pe măsură ce înaintezi în complex, unde circula mai multe mașini, este din ce în ce mai mult. Le-am luat pe amândouă în proporție de 95%. Bineînțeles că am înghițit mult mai mult praf decât îmi dădeau ei când treceau cu mașinile pe acolo iar acum mă simt foarte rău.
8:20 Imediat după decembrie 89, de-a lungul timpului, s-a vorbit în România despre manipulare. Uneori se arată spre o fază sau alta, dar nu prea a explicat nimeni cum se face. Iată cazurile de mai sus, în detaliu. Poate v-ați așteptat la altceva. E foarte simplu, în general se merge pe principiul alchimi "fire with fire". Iar dacă cineva se întreabă, unde sunt chestiile reale, de substanță din știri, răspunsul este. În România nu se mai întâmplă nimic de mult. Bac-ul, simulările mai salvează situația de vreo câteva ori pe an. Bianca Drăgușanu își mai pune câte un implant. Iohannis mai numește un guvern, un ministru. O nouă temă pentru acasă pentru mine. În timpul ăsta, cârtițele își fac treaba în Apuseni. 9:03 Fire with fire. Angela's got a flat. How many this year or in three years? I think the're implying that i did something when i swept close to those cars.

At a certain moment when i swept in front of the building where the yelling kids are, they opened the door and waved a phone at me, like saying, gotcha. They were some of those rolling fruits on the ground, when i touched one it might have rolled under a car.

The man upstairs did all the "normal" noises like when he goes to work, that to him are ten times louder that a normal person would do but then he went quiet, he didn't go. I got some trouble breathing after inhaling all the dust yesterday. I think somebody got in here in that time and they also might have thrown some extra dust under the fridge.

9:03 Talked to Angela on the phone, she's got a flat. How many this year or in three years since we got that car? Yesterday when i was sweeping in front of the building with the kids that yell all the time like somebody's eating them alive a girl around 12 opened the door and waved a a phone at me, like saying "Gotcha!". Kept asking myself what she meant until i forgot. I remember on the ground they were some rolling fruit and some could have gotten under a car. The row of cars on the left, 3 or 4 up beyond the gree SUV. Yesterday i was also mad at Angela, yelling at each other because of irritation from the same dust.

The man upstairs did today all his usual morning noises (that to him are ten times louder than a normal person) including a shower like going to work but he didn't and went quiet instead.

On July 19 they stole a wheel of my truck. In January, the catalytic convertor. It cost me 500 bucks to install one and then it went bad after a couple of hundred miles. I had one or two more flats with the Hyundai this year. Before we left for the last road trip somebody messed with the master cylinder of my truck (line open) then somehow locking the bleeders on the calipers.

10:09 Just remembered something. Last night i was a bit drunk, and thirsty and i drank several large cups of water with a bit of grapefruit juice before i went to bed. At 2, i was dreaming something when i got this esophageal reflux episode, basically mostly water from my stomach went up the esophagus and into the airways. It happened to me many times in the past, i now avoid eating or drinking before going to bed, but i forgot. But this time was worse then ever, i still had a large amount ot water in the stomach, diaphragm muscle that separates lungs and heart from intestines and stomach was raised because of intestinal and stomach irritation because of the dust and i could simply not breath for a number of seconds, some of the water usually goes away if i stay put, however it did not this time and started to breath and it was very noisy and very painful. I coughed half hour after while waiting for the stomach to empty and even in the morning my throat was hurting.

11:30 I got one more hour of sleep. Angela called and she said there is no visible flat, just the alert on the dashboard. This is consistent with a nail. The guy upstairs left after i fell asleep, now i see the door in the back is open because of the AC but has no tape. The screen is glued with silicon but it can be bend and a small person can get in here and open the main door.

 11:55 Am zis ceva de cârtițe pe sub Apuseni? AUR a venit cu o sperietoare să corecteze memoria dvs.. Nimic nu afectează bugetul ca aceștia, cu jumătate din cei 375 miliarde lei lipsă.
4:45 Went outside, somebody threw some rocks in the area where i swept yesterday. I saw them before the landscape guys came and went to pick them where they parked on top of those. I think i found the problem with car not charging battery constantly, later.

Went to figure Hyundai's flat. Low pressure on right rear, the same as twice before. I took a rag and a tub of water and could not find the leak. I saw earlier a black Buick small SUV maneuvering fast and parking just around the corner of the garages. While i was wetting that tire a black guy (unusual here) looking like a rapper came i think out of that Buick to walk around.

7:37 Ready to order two new tires online. Same Michelin. 2 years ago i bought two to replace the fronts which had an unfixable flat. I believe the rears are original, 100k, for 130 a piece. Tires needed change alright, the ninja gave me a helping hand. How many times it happened the same. Things that were due to brake, the broke  but in coincidental moments.

Because. Last night after i cleaned the battery's connectors i went for a combined trip freeway/city of about 15-20 miles and did 39.6 mpg.

It was last night when i figured what was wrong with the car from the beginning. But too late and too lazy to go and take it apart again and take a picture. It looks like they didn't want to see me this weekend doing 40 mpg or more in my crazy trips to casinos

I believe when i took that AutoCad course back in 97 i knew, but now i don't know how it's called. I don't even know how to say it in Romanian, but that bolt below had a square head that slides into a place and a round shoulder. The way it sits there in that composite distribution box makes the connector bump into the composite. The box sliding rail and the shoulder of the bolt look at the same height, however the connector that goes on top is a bit bent from fabrication and touches the composite edges first. No matter how much you torque the nut on top and you can't torque too much because the whole distribution box hangs on battery terminal, the connector will hit those edges before the bolt's shoulder.
Yeah i know. The guy i talked to at Les  Schwab could have been my last match. Been there in a hurry, with 25 minutes left to check the tire, after i immersed it in the tub. There was no much leak, only a suspicion. A bubble in a hole. I think they got me into some sort of trance because i didn't look at the guy. I think they tricked me, the tire was just deflated. Now i got to order new tires, right in this critical moment.

How they do it. You are worried about something, think at the options, they come with all sort of AI driven environmental noises, until they get you "dreaming". A state of mind were you just follow commands. In the meantime they brought in kids. Japanese, a boy (previous occupant of the "yelling" building and a girl, current).

The blowers. They did their usual Wednesday job. Only twice, at least here. Not much dust to raise, because i swept both areas close to hydrants. After 6 or after office got closed they raised there a gigantic cloud of dust, probably from a nearby hydrant. That could have been here.

However i still got it. Because yesterday i got exposed to dust, i didn't pay attention when most likely the guy from upstairs released some more from the balcony. Making me sick all day.

Somebody planted them or they just fell from a trailer. In the parking lot  they were rocks about one inch that look sharp but in reality they break into an orange dust. So they kinda compensated (in term of looks) what i've done  yesterday. I picked about half of them that did not disintegrate.

9:53 Wanted to go outside to check something, a little fuse that i forgot to put in the last time and i got no error on the dashboard. The fuse was there, however, the Japanese guy who got there a few seconds before me and parked on  the red curb. There was, there is not one single time that i go outside maybe except when totally unpredictable and one of the wouldn't get there first, just to pretend i'm chasing them.

Saturday, December 31, 2022

December 31

4:20 One of the first pictures done with my new Kodak camera. f/3 0.038 4.9 mm ISO 400 WB Sunny. What do you know, it's a real (pocket) camera!

12:06 Here is the project i've been dreaming at for months and is the result of more than two years of thinking. It started when i bought the plug in USB adapter with digital voltmeter for the car. It was then when i started to understand how things work electrically.

The initial reason i bought it was to be able to play music in the parking lot without having to search for a jump start (later i bought a jump starter the size of a book for 40 dollars which is very good and only after that i realized the battery was too old and bought a new battery just before that accident in August 2021).

Then i saw. It's not a 12 volts system as many people say. It's a 14.5 volts system. This is what the digital voltmeter shows all the time while the engine is running, at both cars i used it on. 12.5 is the voltage before starting the car. Similar to this one but now i regret mine it doesn't have two decimals. BTW it shows 14.8 in the pictures which on a car means battery doesn't get charged. It has to be 14.5 or less.

Most people think batteries are only good for starting  the engine. But they also act in a way similar to a capacitor for filtering the pulsating DC that's coming out of the alternator diodes which again is 14.5 and not 12.5 as most people would think and for that is required very good contacts. If  you don't have a smooth voltage, all your electric systems and most importantly fuel pomp will not work properly.

Second, i noticed that when i freshly tighten the battery's connector the voltage goes down like 0.1, which means better contact and charging the battery. I also noticed, less vibration at the engine, improved driveability by several points on a scale of 1 to 10 but most importantly, improved mileage by at least 10%. But the contacts wouldn't stay long that way. The connectors are spring like devices and the terminal is soft lead, and after a while that usually was one trip the lead would give in and the contact force would settle to a value that is not sufficient.

And me could not settle for less mpg since i knew it can get better by one simple thing. For two years i tried different methods of securing those contacts, including drilling horizontal, vertical holes and threading in the lead terminas, with the same results.

Right now it drives so nice i regret a lot i didn't do it earlier. But couldn't have, it required lots of thinking to get at this point. Soldered bolts on top of connector and on car's chassis to double the car's original connectors.

It's copper connectors enlarged to 10 mm holes (3/8 whatever) sandwiched between two serrated nuts tightened against each other on the 3/8 bolts with two wrenches (for avoiding apply rotating momentum on the soldered bolts). In the right it's a similar bolt soldered on car's chassis.

Battery is a (not so) cheap 100 dollars Walmart one because i didn't know how the soldering of the bolts on top of terminal will end. They have cheaper ones (59) but not in the store i go to.

It involved filing the outer hex surface of the bolt until removing the stamped 3D marks, filing some more using flux on the file or sandpaper to keep the oxygen out of the metal surface, using clean flux on a paper towel to remove the flux with filings, heating the bolt set on a side on a red hot stove's coil and applying solder, filing some more while hot by holding the bolt using long nose pliers on sand paper covered with flux sitting on a flat surface, wiping against a paper towel again soaked with flux again sitting on a flat surface, repeating until the entire hex surface of the bolt is covered with shiny solder, adding some more solder to make a small round melted drop, heating some more and applying.

Prepping the target area in the same way, with flux on a piece of coarse sandpaper, cleaning the filings with flux on a piece of paper towel, applying the heated bolt with long nose pliers and cooling immediately with water from a glass.

In the second picture you can see shiny slightly irregular protruding solder at the joint, under the bolt's hex end that is darkened by the heating with flux.

15-30 minutes project for a bolt if you have the tools and everything ready. But it's worth it. You can save 10% of gas money. Drive better, have better acceleration, save engine's life by eliminating vibration.

Materials. Connectors. A 3/8 drill bit to enlarge those. 3 bolts 3/8 by 1/16 one inch long from Lowes or Home Depot. 6 serrated nuts. Electronics solder. Flux. One medium size file and a few pieces of coarse (80) sandpaper. A few paper towels. A plastic glass for water.

The idea came to me after i saw the marine type batteries (for starting boats engines) that have both bolts and terminals. But i couldn't use one of those because they have the terminals the other way (plus on the right). But now that i searched for those to put a link i think i found one that could have worked.

Already thinking on how to improve it. One version would be soldering copper bands or wires directly to terminals and chassis (with no bolts) with a big soldering iron that i can heat on the stove again with keeping in place the original system just in case. Have to do it fast and cool the terminals within one second of starting soldering. On the plus i will need a short copper band with a hole at one end and solder it directly on the terminal.
And here is a crop of the original picture yes done with my new camera.

2:26 One of the reasons they won't give us a yearly report on budget spending is because the fiscal year like the water year starts on October 1st. My bad (that doesn't mean they couldn't, even itemize a bit).

I once wrote a post containing comparisons of charts for spending budget for several years. 5 years later, the spendings budget grew by more than 20%, deficit (borrowing, red) now is 1.37 trillion or 21% of the same budget.

There are two things i don't understand. Where it fits the recent "anti shot down" 1.7 bill (trill whatever).

Is it on top of the budget, part of, increase of deficit for next fiscal year, whatever. Same with the infrastructure bill of which i don't see nothing going on yet. Still digging but i doubt i will find it.
Got it. Temporary continuing resolutions, omnibus spending bill. As for the infrastructure bill, i don't know yet.

3:00 Figured that one also. 1.2 T for 8 years, melting somewhere in the annual budgets or in parallel, it doesn't matter, seems insignificant over the 7 T yearly budgets in both cases.

An average of roughly 3 billion per year per state. California is spending that amount a each year for high speed rail projects. Yeah i believe Oregon could build a much needed freeway to the beaches.

4:31 It looks like they never thought of that. There are other priorities.

5:08 There was a large amount of microwave radiation on the top level at the new parking at Chinook, between 10 to 20, and i moved the car in  the other parking lot. Didn't look until i felt it though i heard the meter that beeps above 1 because i didn't believe it was much bigger than that. Much more than near the tower at Grocery Outlet.

The meter fully charged works for about 24 hours, i tried to measure something in the other room and i saw it shut down with 11% battery left (sometimes it shots at 20, i don't know why). The USB plug was half way pulled from the charger and not working, though yesterday it charged  the meter completely. In the same time i started to feel something in the known places like i was recently exposed (within the last hour). And that did not come from our apartment.

6:06 Cute weregirls for the New Year celebrations on the streets of Romania. 

7:23 The pain was quite intense, lasted for about 2 hours and now it's going away. Minutes earlier i said i wanted to go check at the car to see of the last nuts i added didn't get loose, like the first ones, they weren't however they waited for me outside with a scene, all they have to do is figure what i'm going to do next and wait for me in that point in space and time with something.

8:10 Iar văd o gură strâmbă și un nas pe partea de roșu a drapelului în mijloc, alta jos pe galben roșu, care pare să înghită soarbă stelele, un Z întors pe galben, etc.. Nu vă mai jucați cu drapelul României!

În Tratatul de la Amsterdam, 1997, implementat în 1999, toate țările care erau membre UE au devenit automat și membre Schengen iar lista a fost inclusă într-un protocol parte din Tratat. În 2007 sau după aderarea României la UE în Protocolul de mai sus al Tratatului, care a devenit Protocolul 19 al Tratatului UE a fost adăugat în listă și numele României și a celorlalte două țări, Bulgaria și Croația.

9:20 Maria Bateria, o altfel de știre de anul nou. În legătură cu ce postez de mai multe zile despre bateria de mașină.

11:45 15 minute până la anul nou în Oregon. Am căutat sursa imaginii de mai sus și am văzut că este o imagine de stoc (site-uri unde fotografii își pun imagini la vânzare, nu știu de ce pentru că un drapel de țară este proprietatea statului respectiv). Toate imaginile cu steaguri care sunt în mod evident fotografii și nu photoshop sunt ok, cu excepția a încă două. În asta în care soarele bate din spate dintre nori dar steagul apare iluminat din partea opusă sau dinspre cameră, apare pe roșu jos ceva ca o tipă foarte tânără ce execută un dans sexy. Pe cealaltă, unde steagul este încrețit la partea albastră, pe galben apare o imagine greu de descris în cuvinte. Un șarpe care intră într-o peșteră?

2:26 There's hope for me in 2023. It's been maybe 20 years since i stopped hearing high frequencies with the right ear. How do i know. I check both ears by gently rubbing the same two dry fingers from right hand next to each of them. Yes i checked with frustration from time to time for all these years thinking on how my body betrayed me who i like listening to music so much. After a month of not using the cell phone today i started hearing those again. Not totally equal yet. It happened overnight cause a couple of days ago i still didn't hear them. Also pain in the fingers that i got so used to started to fade away. Balance problems are much smaller, almost gone.

Will my pancreas and colon heal as well?

Lucky to have right now an old cable modem with two Ethernet ports (and wi-fi) but i need one more port (i guess i could silence the wi-fi from its page, but not sure). Found a cable modem with no wi-fi on Amazon but it only has one Ethernet port (for a wi-fi router of course). Because people stopped using Ethernet long time ago.

So i guess i'll have to use one of these for the three devices i am moving on Ethernet and completely get rid of wi-fi with 60 dollars plus the cables and two adapters (another 50, the new TV has a port). Also stopped using the microwave except for absolutely necessary situations (5 meters distance for several minutes like a frozen dinner is still not enough, i can heat a burrito or a hot dog in a pan with a bit of water i guess). Maybe looking for a microwave with no stupid glass door (completely metal).

2:50 It never rains in Southern California.

Friday, March 5, 2021

666 LJQ

At noon (3 EST) i left the apartment. Went through the back and saw the bulges under the bedroom's window. That explains the market going up until i left. They did it so many times before. But haven't seen it under that window in a year or so so i didn't check. It' hard to realize either when you wake up in smoke. With smoke showing on AQI website 3 miles from here. That's where the high was coming, especially on vibrations. Tricks, tricks, tricks. People like it though cause it's their retirement money caught in the market. My advice? Pull them out. Invest in gold.
Woke at 8:30 (11:30 EST)
Took a picture when i left too, however it didn't catch much, i went and took another one right now. What is not seen. The whole soil line meeting basement under window (between the two metal guards) was a "ridge" that is like a ditch. I pressed my foot all along. When i came back i met with the same Asian guy whom i think used to be part of Tualatin Police i met when i went outside the first time, contributing to making me nervous and not check under that window.

So i left on the upper alley, and when i got at the mailboxes, i saw this guy in a low modified suspension silver car making much noise with his trunk speakers. I turned my head and looked behind only to see this pickup coming real fast which i saw earlier in the alley, when i noticed the LPN. 666 LJQ. I saw the driver too, a tall dry guy with moustache, moving fast. Would he had ran me over? I don't know, could have. But i was too absent to get a "real feel" of the whole sequence. It took me some time until i decided to pull the phone and take a picture, almost lost him. But no readable LPN.
Right now trying to air however more smoke is coming from other places outside.

So i went again on my 2.9 miles route. They were these guys at the corner between 65th and Borland. One of them was blowing a blower again tuned on A1, though he wasn't blowing nothing on the wet sidewalk. On Borland, much annoying traffic with guys seem like dreaming at the wheel. All kinda symbolism, i didn't catch it, wasn't sober enough. Felt tired (6 hours of sleep, smoke). Hard to walk.

The interesting part comes when i got back. In the first point marked on the map i first heard a turboprop plane. Nothing unusual (ok, a bit unusual since they always show at that point, annoying me).

But  then i thought i heard, covered by the first sound, the sound of a fighter jet. Then another. Sirens went off. Apocalyptic sounds. I went on the right sidewalk just before the kindergarten. Though kids were not present today, only 3 cars in the lot. Where the last point shown is, where a chain closes that RV camping area, i saw a Tualatin Police SUV coming towards me, signaling left. I could have passed but stopped cause i was curious to see what it was doing and to see the cop's face. However, he extended his hand  under the tinted windshield, where i could see it and made that gesture Bruce Lee was making in movies. Come to me! So i passed, he went on the blocked alley, did a 360 degrees turn (3x6) and went forwards on kindergarten's alley, on the other side of the road. However he did not went there and i got to see him, as i continued my walk on Nyberg, from 7-11 crosswalk. He went around that building that is a transformer or something and then inside. Muscular, Latino, bearded. Could had been a homeless in there?

As i said before. They don't do much. They just sync events. So it only appears they do a lot. (Boomerangs and throw stick always hit from a distance, on a meeting point, our human nature can't figure where the hit is coming from). But in the case of an of inquiry, nothing can be traced to them.

Many other things happened on my trip, it's an ongoing script filled to the max, it's just too much for me to remember and write it, with the smoke and everything.

Ok a last one. In one of the recycle bin somebody put an empty beer case with the word STONE on it. Vertically, keeping the lid on, so it would be visible. In the mail, an Ilani add and an envelope with a sounding jar of vitamins or supplements ordered by Angela online.
Went outside and crushed a few more bulges. They switched from chemical to bio, with the laundry.

Thursday, March 16, 2023

March 16

9:27 With their kuji-kiri and shin shin shin gan they can give you dreams and nightmares. It happened so many times to me. Especially when they are trying to influence me to do something or to meet someone in that day. I wrote 2 days ago that we live in a nightmare, today i was dreaming i was about to get drowned, woke up and smelled the mold and realized the fact that my nose was congested and i was  barely breathing.

The good part is, i remembered it. It is my belief that the use of cell phones zapped many of my neurons and synapses and could not remember dreams (or nightmares) anymore (a sign of brain and neuron degradation).

BTW yesterday in the park i felt like could not do the last mile. Crashed with diabetic hunger. I have to eat before my walks and yesterday i didn't. So i started the phone, put it in the grass and let it boot up.

Closer to my feet than the rest of the body. It started and it was 3:35 and Angela was on  her way and tried to call her. I tried a couple of times, bending and reaching the phone in the grass with one hand, but the phone kept asking me to add money on my account (a 5 dollars a month account with Hell Mobile). Then i took it in both hands and shut it down. Because of a site where i tried to buy something, i  had to cancel the credit card that was feeding that account and somehow i overlooked the warning email?

Just checked the email. The last email i got from them was on february 10 saying that my account will be automatically charged in 2 days. After i paid yesterday they are also sending me a new SIM card which means a new number. Great. Anyways i don't use it.

Anyways it's been more than a month i haven't started that phone and when i did i saw the account was canceled. However something weird happened. All of a sudden i started to feel energized and could continue my walk. Got home, ate, watever and fell asleep and slept till 9 when i woke up with a terrible pain in my calves, insteps, hands and other sensitive areas that lasted all night. Areas that were closest to the phone.

I had these pains constantly before i quit using the phone, but i was used to them. Now that they're gone and came back i felt them. Trouble is i think the healing process is very very slow. I hear the (microwave) radiation destroys mostly small blood vessels to the point your body can't find any to re-route circulation. Probably the reason my feet are getting so cold after i sit at the computer i can't warm them up with an electric pad not even in an hour. My feet were exposed a lot when i was using the PC that was sitting on the floor with wi-fi antennas at my feet. Talking about 6 or 7 years.

This morning i put some rubber gloves, mixed some chlorine gel with water and treated all walls using the smartest thing i ever saw. The Libman mop. I know what's happening but keep forgetting. About a week ago i told myself i should do it every week, maybe Wednesday after the big blowers are gone, in areas were i saw visible mold in the past but today i realized i should do it maybe every time when there's maybe under 35 degrees (2 Celsius) outside.

The walls get wet with invisible condensation and there's nutrients from dust and ever new strains come from the mole holes and if the walls were recently cleaned, there's an invisible mold that grows on them and chokes you (it takes weeks or months for mold to build up and become visible).