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Tuesday, July 25, 2023

July 25

7:14 Over the years i ran into those faces so many times when i was doing searching in the lists, it contributed to my opinion that Hungarians are actually the last wave of immigration into Eurasia directly from Australia, and that after i saw faces of aboriginal Australians on different sites. Could they be the same wave with the Finno-ugric group of Eurasian people. I don't know but i'm sure they come from the same place.

The most iconic landscape in Australia is named in their own language Mt. Attila. Here is a selected number of faces from between 1970 - 1975 or 416 people from my list of actors downloaded from imdb (a few are not actors). I excluded many as having more than 50% European traits (according to my trained eyes), due to mixing with Europeans. There is a penguin on Attila's painted shield etc..

The name Hungarians comes from an ethnic group in western Australia that still exists named Noongars.

I did not add names to the faces or scaled the images to this selected list due to lack of time and also not being relevant to the purpose. However if you want to verify authenticity you can hover over an image and see the name before the end of the name of the uploaded file.

They have been isolated from the rest of the world for at least 50 000 years and their different culture, appearance and especially way of thinking is unrecognizable by the official eurocentric world dominating culture. That's why they move and do their (advanced) business stealthy among us.

7:35 Angela has a problem with her right ankle for a few weeks now. We believe it is due to a missing vein that was collected for her bypass in 2016 in combination with newly bought from Amazon steel toe shoes and working without rotation at the same station for one year and a half. (Before her there were three people operating SMT machine through rotation), where she does an average of 6000 steps a day.

Now she can barely walk and Steve Eaton (coincidence of name with the name of the company) asked her to train a new guy, which doubles the job and she also needs to walk even more.

9:55 It's 5 minutes to ten and they started an avalanche of never ending exaggerated squeaks and heavy stomps upstairs. I was trying to explain to Angela, it's all staged. They never talked to each other or on the phone since they moved, they only squeak but she won't understand.

12:45 While i was doing (re)searches for my theory of everything i ran again into an old unanswered question. Origin of Earth's magnetic field. 2 years ago i posted a pretty simple and valid theory about it but nobody wants to take it into account or they are all ignoring it. To whom should i talk to?

Friday, July 14, 2023

July 14

9:40 Here comes the Sun...

9:46 Dacă nu s-a schimbat, teoria relativității se predă în România în anul II la orice facultate tehnică. Este momentul când studentul înghite gălușca și devine complice cu sistemul.

Mulți se gândesc că e ceva transcendental și/sau magic la fel ca matematica din spatele ei, însă oricine cu ceva matematică poate numai de liceu în ghiozdan poate s-o... am vrut să spun înțeleagă, dar nu e ceva de înțeles, trebuie acceptată.

În România se predă la toată lumea ca un fel de vaccin cred, ca cei care învață matematică în facultăți să nu devină curioși mai târziu în viață când nu le atârnă cariera de acceptarea ei și să descopere adevărul.

Poate de asta Biden a ales acum momentulușureze 804 000 persoane din US de împrumuturi din perioada studenției, aproximativ 50 000 dolari de căciulă.

1:24 I spoke too much about energy and stuff and my laptop's 65 W charger i bought 2 months ago broke too and forced me out for a couple of hours. I went to the computer, wanted to listen to a song, started the bluetooth, the music was kinda loud, but not really, maybe barely audible (bass) from outside, the Japanese child actors came into place.

4:16 It took me almost an hour to get at the laptop to write what just happened. Because when Angela comes from work, especially Fridays, i have to stay in the kitchen and cook for her. She would not accept anything else, like food from the fridge or anything.

There is this guy at work whose name is Steve Eaton, as the company, Eaton, who acts as her supervisor and he is a professor of modern history at a university in Hungary and i think he is also a psychologist and knows how to manipulate her for a whole week so when she comes home she is somebody else and usually it lasts through the whole weekend.

Earlier today i deep fried fish and chips and i turned the AC around and set it as a fan so it blows air over the oil smell however i forgot to set it back to AC and i just turned it around and forgot to start the compressor (set it on cool) and i also did laundry and outside is 95 degrees and it was getting hotter and hotter in here and when Angela came i was telling her the story and then i suddenly realized and went outside to set it.

But people in here monitor every of my moves and thoughts. Probably by the time i opened the door this unidentified bearded guy already started to come down the hill towards the yard and passed me while i was bent onto the AC trying to read without glasses the settings on the dial.

More than this, in a few seconds he turned around to pass one more time and this time there was one more guy with him, the one who looks like Nile Rodgers from Daft Punk, i talked about before, he is floating around day and night, i think now he's got another white van, and they were both staring at my butt in disgust as they passed. Don't get me wrong, i was fully dressed.

Should they have passed at any other time of the day except for those seconds, they would have seen nothing. Nobody was here all day except the Japanese child actors and one more person with her dog. And the Japanese women with two little girls with the black car in the other spot when i first set the AC but they came from the alley.

Now i saw and heard a couple came upstairs to do the checklist for the apartment and she looks like a heavy person. First it was one guy only, with a goatee with a leasing assistant and they climbed while i stepped in the kitchen (out of sight from the big leaving windows) and went back down when i went at the laptop so i gave up and went and finished Angela's meal. But that was my mistake, for not writing in time the paragraphs with the AC.

In half more hour the assistant came with a big woman to do the checklist. It will be one more hell of a ride after all the others i caught here in 7 years that started with Mihai Pacepa, Dick Cheney, Rodney Dangerfield, Mihai Fifor, Chris Jacobson, Frankie Adams and now this yet unidentified Japanese looking heavy woman butt i believe it wouldn't have happened if not for what i described above with bending to set the AC while being "casually" or even "sought for" watched. Action and reaction. (Faked, tricked up) karma coming back at me.

And BTW one more thing. The Japanese believe it is bad luck to go to war without being sexually satisfied. So they had these comfort women, usually Chinese but also Korean for that and i believe them. I think it has something to do with integrating in a plane of resonance with a woman. Cause EM vibrations exist on all variety of wavelengths and some could be used by humans, other beings for communications while our conscience (soul whatever may be of cuantic nature).

So they would do anything possible to prevent their enemies or in this case, their targets to have real sex. For that, they first tried to mutilate me during a visit in the ER and then succeeded with Angela with wrongly directed radiation during "cancer" therapy in 2004.

5;30 I tried to look for some proof for what i said as i belief is one of the most important consequence of what i discovered, or the planes of resonance. Not because of the future but of the past. I heard on numerous occasions and i know about directly from my experiences, people may experience communications on long or short distances, other by semantic means, noises, radio waves, light etc., or direct brain to brain communications.

For short distances it may be very well vibration, or seismic which may he either acoustic of by means of gravity waves.

But let's first analyze what google brings.

When we talk about great yogis of the past we cannot suspect them of faking. Stories thousands of years old are less likely to be faked. More than this, words. Citta or inner mind. It is present in the hRdaya sUtra in a slight different meaning aimed at (my translation). It is present in interviews done by real doctors (surgeons) to real yogis. Sorry for the unhappy coincidence with the English word cheat.

Didn't i say in my last post about the single void disturbance, that dimensions may not exist, while we perceive them as such are actually action, reaction and time of reaction of the first or single manifestation of void? But what the yogi is saying is beyond manifestations or planes of resonance. He is talking about the void itself. And he is talking about all these things from the past all yogis did agree and agree to this day and this can't be a trick.

I am interested mostly because i know Buddha after giving up his princely status went o India to study with yogis and must have known, if there was some, and ninja must comes with all Buddhist knowledge.

Would have been a dead end like many others if i didn't find out about Ramarujan, another self thought Indian genius mathematician. On the same list with Bose, from whose name the word bosons came from. Not that i believe they exist anymore. Not as matter. It is said he described black holes. Don't know how at that time but i believe they can be easily created.

It was a time, maybe even during the short lifetime of Ramarujan when one single person could cover the whole science of math. But because of him and others, who created and publicized hundreds and thousands of theorems, creating numerous branches, at the present math can be studied only as a small fraction in a lifetime.

For that reason many may give up studying math after school, thinking like me, it is too much anyways for one person if he/she didn't have anything else to do. However it turns that the math behind most fundamental things in Universe is not that complicated.

For that reason, we have this giant particle accelerator near Geneva, called the most complex machine ever built and only a few on this planet know or understand what is for.

Thursday, May 11, 2023

May 11

1:24 It had to be glam rock and precursor of punk. A type of minimalist rock with a lot of authenticity, featuring short "dazzling" rhythm guitar chords and very short solos, violins, mellow vocals and sometimes unexpected extraordinary compositions that created one if not the best song ever. And yes it clashes with all religions as we know them.

9:41 Last night or better said this morning, just after i posted this video at 1:34 i heard a very faint noise at the door like a professional inserted a key in the door and tried to open it a couple of times but could not. The backyard (balcony) door is again unlocked like yesterday though i have been careful about locking it last night. Woke up again with bandage off. My heart problem caused by doxycycline is slowly reversing.

My hand is healing, slowly. While the wound is now closed and have no more chills, there are blisters on top of the new tissue, the areas around it are sore, deep into the muscles (or bones), especially after i took more Amoxicilline. The fingers are sore and stiff at both hands when i close a fist.

Soreness or heat again due to antibiotic are present in the bulged areas next to my ears where the hair is missing due to overuse of cell phones in the last ten years and many areas of the body including palms of my hands with cellular damage that are prone to and infected because they were close to wi-fi and phone.

I once wrote a blog post titled "Method of Diagnosing Infections Using Antibiotics" but can't find it anymore even in my blogger dashboard. The idea is very simple. If you suspect having a chronic infection in some area of the body or your white cell count is in the upper range of "normal" (which depends on the lab), take an antibiotic (best as patch).

If you feel within half hour soreness or heat in an area of the body, it means you have one.

The soreness comes from inflammation caused by dead bacteria in the infected tissue, as effect of the antibiotic. Continue with the antibiotic until the soreness stops and/or white cell count gets back to normal normal.

But if you had cellular damage by various reasons to the point the tissue can't regenerate or is very slow to regenerate your infection will eventually come back, maintaining the cellular damage.

Antibiotics patches are not yet widely available but you can improvise one using capsules. Spread a bit of vaseline (pure white petrolatum) on a square inch on your arm. Sprinkle half capsule (every three hours). Cover with sterile patches and wrap with bandage (i use pieces of women stoking which i wash regularly). Do not use tape on your skin next to antibiotic cause it may cause rashes.

10:02 Landscape day was yesterday, today is garbage day. While the garbage truck makes its thunderous sound, a landscape guy went around and sprinkled the mulch areas next the buildings with something and got at my balcony exactly when i was writing the word door above, staring at me.

11:40 Friar Tucker?

12:52 Antibiotics red tape in the US.

Besides "unofficial" use of Amoxicillin i also use prescribed Mupirocin, for the wound only. I had it prescribed Tuesday two weeks ago, refilled on 4, requested on 2nd  ran out of it, used Neosporin to which i'm allergic, got the rash again, reset to day 0. Though the doctor said Tuesday at the appointment i need to continue with it, he wrote it on the instruction and in myChart, he didn't give me a refill, it's a small tube, 44 mg, i used it all in 7 days and now i'm having trouble again in refilling the prescription.

BTW the doctor told me Tuesday i did a great job in healing the wound. Then i told him about the sprinkling of Cephalexin leftovers which finally closed the wound in about 2 days (had three capsules, ran out of it, continued with Amoxicillin). But there was left a small dot on the wound that now moves around.

Asked for it on myChart yesterday, no response, trouble identifying self at the dermatology in Bridgeport, as everywhere lately, the receptionist told me it may be too soon for a refill (after 7 days), i insisted, she said she will send the request to the doctor.

12:50 Antibiotics resistance is a myth and a form of controlling of people by bureaucrat doctors. Lobbyists paid by medical associations enact laws for prohibiting people buying those without prescription. Thus, people have to pay for appointments times more than the price of medicine instead of trying as a first cheap form of treatment.

There cannot be antibiotics resistance, judging by the mechanism of which antibiotics work. The bacteria cannot change or adapt to antibiotics because they go after vital processes of bacteria. Bacteria are very simple organisms. Because of that they cannot evolve or change Their evolution process have stopped billions of years ago.

I don't believe they can sacrifice any of their minimalist structure to change function in producing enzymes that break down antibiotics by example. And if they did, they would develop other vulnerabilities that would not make them viable. Otherwise we would all have all been eaten by the mutants after discovering of antibiotics, a long time ago.

1:24 Balcony door last night was locked. I was (miss)judging only by the position of the handle i was used to. However somebody changed the position of the strike plate in the frame and now it locks at a different, more "permissive" or more "opened" position of the handle giving me the illusion it was not locked, for a couple of days now.  Which makes me think. Was it possible to open when locked before that?

Judging by the trace left in the paint by the screw, there are at least 4 different possible positions in which the strike plate was moved since installation but in reality there is a two dimension continuous range (wave function). Nothing at the other screw however which is not tightened all the way. The strike plate moves up and down when upper screw is loose.

Yes there was a missing screw at the latch at the kitchen window, for which again the emperor himself went after. The doubling. When they came to fix what they screwed last summer.

2:00 I do appreciate the coming of flash cards but the micro SD card, due to its size and difficulty in handling is the most stupid invention ever.

First time i tried to leave was before last entries. 12:52 i guess. Then, as right now, they produced an ambulance with a siren. Try to feel what i'm feeling . About to leave, an ambulance whining. If not, a low flying plane, an air horn or whatever. Geese at night. Something, after hours of silence. Every time.

Nevermind, i'll try to look in the news for something to write about.

2:10 There is no accounting backed evidence for reaching of the "debt ceiling". They never produce an end of the fiscal year accounting balance or sheet. Correction. What do you know. They do produce that. Good luck with reading and understanding it.

One or two cars have arrived, or about to leave, i heard at least 10 very loud extremely loud doors slammed within 30 seconds.

2:37 First i heard some crystalline voices. It was too late when i went to close that door (it's a nice day). Three unsupervised small children (under 5) just passed by when the door was opened. Yesterday during my walk i also saw a number of them on bikes on the street.

So you think i'm crazy but in the meantime i made friends with the monsters under my bed. Then how about this, from the first visit at dermato, next to the only convenient parking spot available in the lot?

5:20 Just put the screwdriver on both screws of the strike plate of that door. Both screws were loose to the point the plate could have been moved up and down from outside with a tool like a slim jim or with other trick.

5:32 My last job. 76 gas station at Cedar Hills and Walker in Beaverton. On July 28 2006 i had scheduled an oral surgery with dr.Boyd. He did everything wrong and left me with the bone of my mandibula exposed on a surface of about half square inch, right under the front lower teeth. I kept taking antibiotics (back then the doctors were still giving me prescriptions, washing my mouth with body temperature salt water every time i was eating (with a straw) and after about two months the wound finally closed. Could have ended like him. But back then i did not have diabetes.

Back then it was the other president, Băsescu who made a visit the day before to the US so he can later claim my head. And yes, about a month before i started a blog which then i abbondonned in terror.

Today after Angela came, out of her mind, after another bullying session with Steve Eaton (coincidence of names with the company), her de facto supervisor, he usually does it before weekends, so we both feel alright, today he was early, this week she wasn't working in SMT, due to missing parts so she was more exposed to his "supervision".

I had to clean and cook. It was pretty hot inside, have used no jacket, my hand was exposed to cold water and bacteria from doing dishes and now i feel some sort of pain deep inside to the bone and chills all over.

11:00 Does it make any difference if i mention these? Tucker. Tucker. GGG

BTW Eastern European countries are complaining about cheap food from UKraine, why the UK is not buying from her?

Sunday, February 5, 2023

February 5th

3:00 He woke me up several times, last time at 1 AM and now i can't sleep anymore. I read some news, can't do nothing else, i'm too sick. In the mean time i ran into some "news" about this maniac. Apparently after a while he changes everything he says. Could it be he is all made up (never existed, like his mother and all the others), a walking, squeaking talking on demand real time AI generated collection of semantic noise directed against me and what i posted for years?

BTW I've been thinking about the two buildings across from Eaton on Tualatin Sherwood. Haven't seen much parking space, could they be supercomputer warehouses?

In the mean time i gave up administering antibiotics sublingually. At the last one i moved my tongue, enough of it got in my stomach which started to hurt badly. But i already had a plan B. Patches. They do nowadays have patches with antibiotics. So what i did, i poured the stuff from a capsule in the middle of a big band aid pad spreading it like one square inch and stuck it to my arm. 8 hours later i pulled it and tasted it (now that i know how to check it) and the antibiotic was mostly gone. Which means it has been absorbed. Now i ran out of band aids, lost my duck tape and i simply used scotch tape at the last one.

Also i'm also almost cleared, i get better by the hour. Last places that still hurt are those i thing were damaged in years by microwaves from phone (right ear, eye, sinus, right hip, etc..). Patches to really work. Amoxicillin has a in vivo half life of about one and a half hour. Which means in that interval, the amount in your body gets halved. Still administering interval is 8 hours. Now imagine that. Instead of taking it orally, with a patch you have a much more constant concentration in your blood.

I also took half Zyrtec which to me is the best sleep aid. Trouble is it doesn't work right away, i have to take it hours before i go to sleep. 

Though i think i fixed the sewage leak, the closet still stinks. Not sewage but dirty laundry. So i put back the uv light in there, which i took out in the day i took the pictures and got sick. Wondering how many of the older houses have that under their water heater. What was their plan. They poured something underneath the water heater to make it stink at which i asked to be replaced. Then they opened the sewer line. The idea was to make us sick so we'll go to see a doctor.

2:45 Am citit știrile. Dezolant. Tot ce văd sunt ei, scris de ei, mult zgomot pe chestii derizorii, izolate, multe minciuni. Situația e nașpa nașpa nașpa, nu am alte cuvinte.


Friday, February 3, 2023

February 3rd

4:18 I wrote a while ago about replacing the water heater. I think there is a sewer line under it. 7 years ago i managed to squeeze some Great Stuff foam in there. However it was the cheap open cell foam and in time got saturated with sewer gas, mainly ammonia. When they removed the tank i scrapped  the pan and  the remaining foam was smelling like it. But it thought the line was closed (heard  the sound of the foam escaping in it back then).

After they put the concrete blocks i washed the whole place with some water with detergent until it came clean. I think some water got into the line and possibly in a s or p trap. But now, weeks after, i think it dried from there and sewer gas started to come in. When you do laundry, the lines get somehow washed, but 2 or 3 days after, or this night, you could not breath in here. I mean, i woke up because of the smell, at 1 AM and ever since i'm thinking what to do. I stock my borescope camera and saw the line under one of the blocks and it looks like it's open.

3:07 I never saw the face of the guy who did it because of the mask. Later in the parking lot he briefly pulled the mask and he looked like... I think  the other guy also with mask might have been... 

Today i saw in the parking lot a guy dressed like him, maybe taller, without mask but a bit of goatee, could not have been only 2 or 3 days, it was at least one week old, saw another version 2 or 3 days ago, shaven.

Same thing happened in Lake Oswego, at Apt.9 next to ours first was Lindsay Lohan who acted as a real estate agent, and then Kelly Clarkson, on the same name, car, etc..

When i got in my place a woman or girl, most likely Japanese made lo look latina pulled in the spot next to me, within one minute so and started to stare at me so i just left to Walmart, then she left too. While i was leaving the complex a Penske van popped in front of me. Today hundreds of people were involved in many scenes, including near accident situations at Walmart. Walmart was full of kids, but also at Lowes heard some crying.

My back pain (kidney, pancreas, gut, don't know) started back after i've been around the water heater taking pictures with the borescope. I put something, a piece of corrugated plastic that fits hard in that space on top of that pipe (i pulled after a while and saw a circle imprinted were the pipe was, put it back on), but the pipe is dented and can't seal. Bought something to put on that corrugated plastic, but will be here only tomorrow.

4:32 Last summer i've been complaining about dust on Avery St., on Nyberg. For months they were excavating the terrain in both sites. On Nyberg they build an apartment complex. On Avery, there are a couple of long industrial like buildings (it goes to the right maybe 300 ft or more), with no windows (except the huge lobby) with no signs, no name, just a Scientology cross, just across the street from where Angela works. Her previous job site also belonging to Eaton was on Teton St., a reminder of Thetans. Anybody know what these nuts are doing here?

4:43 Can't remember, it was a total of maybe 4 weeks of 24 hours week long notices of entrance last summer, for replacing the windows, a job that actually lasted several hours. Now, 6 months after, they gave me another one, for one week, for a touch up and painting job that would last probably half hour.

Last summer i thought i saw the guy who was leading the team was looking like the Emperor of Japan himself. That and the flare up of the sewage gas last night, following my posts yesterday. Emperor of Japan is a descendant of goddess Amaterasu, and the leader on Earth of divine origin. BTW i think it was her i saw  today in the parking lot. Unrecognizable on both sides without makeup.

12:13 I know i'm into the next day but want to right this one here because of the picture with the water heater pan and concrete blocks. After fasting all evening, and midnight i made myself some noodle soup with added bone broth. So i wanted to check my blood pressure. But my lancet broke. And started to ask myself, could there be a way to do it without? So i kept a needle with two fingers, somehow hidden and i pulled it a bit of a time until i finally hitted it with the prepared finger. Not much worse than the lancet. Then guess what. My BS came 230. With the new stick that show 20 less than the old ones.

Kept asking myself why. Maybe because i killed the sewer leakage (99.9% or it anyways). But my face and eyes hurt because... This morning when i went in to take that picture with my borescope camera i just shot the UV and the little closet with a blanket covering the permeable door had a lot of ozone built in there. In fact it says in the lamp's instruction. You have to air the room after using it.

So i don't know. Is it the ozone that got in my lungs and killed the whatever in there, before it can reach the stomach. Or the lack of stuff in the air. Or the copious amounts of coconut oil i took in the last days. Or the fact that i quit drinking alcohol and coffee. But if finally went down a little. Which contradicts my earlier theory that sugar builds up in your body and can't go down even if you fast.

But confirms the one that says your body pulls all the sugar from your gut (most of it coming from breaking down more complex carbs by pancreatic enzymes and it's not 10 or 20 grams, is in the hundreds of grams a day, and your body sacrifices the normal BS level pulling all sugar from the gut to cut the supply for bad bacteria and mold and why not, protozoa discharging from lungs and fermenting there.

Monday, October 10, 2022

October 10

12:40 Tipul/tipa de sus s-a mai plimbat puțin pe tavan și a lăsat ceva praf electrizat de scârțâituri să coboare, ca pedeapsă pentru ce am scris câteva minute mai înainte.

8:28 All that driving got me exhausted, yesterday i crashed and could not drive no more, Angela drove back from Lincoln City where there was almost no smoke. I saw the AQI prediction for today in Tualatin, was showing 20. Now it's 145 as "Cedar Creek fire escaped containment" and AQI index near fire is 585, with a maximum of 655? never seen that before. What she released last night from upstairs was used litter dust. At 5 i was stinking and was nauseated, took some charcoal, now i'm again.9:14 Angela at work. They were some boards with ICs with pads under instead of legs, that if they get shorted cannot be fixed manually because of impossibility of getting of a soldering iron under those ICs. Those boards came with defects from vendor with extra solder on those pads and are prone to shortening, after more soldering paste is added in SMT. A number of boards were basically scrapped, she raised the problem in an email, they answered saying that she might not be required to work in SMT again, which already happened as for today. Ironically, there's extra solder only on the pads that cannot be seen, being under the IC. It is my belief it was all arranged (how come they slipped from QC both on vendor and when received at Eaton) for them to make a point. Here is the section of the board with extra solder
And the ICs that go on top, with pads under instead of legs. I now remember that 25 years ago when i worked at Credence we had a machine with hot air that was able to unsolder one of these. They don't have it at Eaton. But what is the point of unsoldering them right after soldering just because the board was defective? To heat them up one more time, risking thermal damage? Sucking the extra solder from underneath with solder wick, again risking thermal damage and not being sure?

I bet most shortcuts logged by Angela while working there have similar causes, and the engineers there never realized it.

11:41 After being seeded with whatever parasites from the litter dust she sprinkled from upstairs early this morning, when i just ate i got sick (dizzy) and nauseated and somewhat high. Like almost always in the last years. It was so scary when i didn't know what was happening. It's still now because i have trouble walking. How many times got at the ER and in the hospital because of it? Took a charcoal, waiting to work its way out.

Yes i know before here i was living upstairs but in Lake Oswego they were holes in the walls corresponding to Apt.7 where they got huge dogs and at Sussex Village they had dryers under our windows where they were sometimes drying dog's laundry.

12:00 They came earlier again, like last year, to check the hydrant by opening it. Which means they "accidentally" spread the (redwood) mulch on the asphalt which means i have to go sweep it out if i don't want it to be spread by car's wheels and when it dries tomorrow to fly around. Or i can let it until Wednesday when they will blow it up in the sky anyways. Maybe i will since i don't air anyways because of smoke. Opening of hydrant could be related to wildfires and smoke i wrote about. This is what they did last year. Yeah i know it can also be a superseding of the information about the extra soldering above.

Every once in a while me or Angela meet with the scores of kids that get out of the school bus at the entrance of the complex. From what i know, all kids around here go to school as they are good immigrants' kids (all Japanese trying to look Latinos). However, when i went to check for the result of hydrant being overflown on the mulch, there was a white van marked Tualatin Schools District that parked right on top of the red mulch river. Virtually flowing from my place to theirs.

12:27 I read a news on Angela's computer and as i couldn't find it (easy) on mine, i sent an email with a link from there to here,  however, i first sent it at a wrong address, because of a synced noise (slammed door maybe) outside which created a sizeable, shameful gaffe.

I personally believe there is no pain when a person dies, but there almost always is, sometimes more or sometimes less, when your body reacts to the (irreversible) damage required for a person to die. It may take years, sometimes hours or minutes.

And this leads to the following question. Why people insist on bringing more people in the world (children) when they know everybody who ever lived on this Earth (except for maybe Jesus) ended like this. And on this i have to agree with Buddhists, who say non-existence (Nirvana) is better than existence, as what it is not cannot feel pain. Maybe the real reason true Buddhists become monks.

There are at least a couple of answers. Some simply don't think about and act on instinct (pleasure of making or having hids) alone. Some want the newcomers (suckers) to keep things going so they can live more at older age.

10:6 Îndemnul subliminal al acestei c...e MCV-iste "nu am pierdut controlul mașinii" (dar de ce era în afara carosabilului) m-a făcut, în combinație cu semnul de stop pentru care proprietarul acelei mașini ar fi trebuit arestat (folosire ilegală de semne rutiere), alte cauze printre care oboseala extremă, pe mine să pierd controlul (destinației, nu mașinii), Între timp, au inventat și în România o situație asemănătoare, tot pentru spălare de creier. Apropo, SUV-ul acela arată la fel ca cel filmat de mine în ziua când eram beat. M-am apropiat din aceeași direcție ca și motociclistul ca să vorbesc cu... c...a aia de Ioana Țiriac (nu am știut cine era).

1:30 A trebuit, pentru ca (unii) români să creadă zile, luni după, poate până azi, că poate au intervenit rușii. Sau poate faza nici nu s-a întâmplat, a fost doar o raportare falsă.

1:36 I tried to air the room and in a minute or two they started a couple of cars to vibrate the dust on the building so i had to shut back the window.

1:41 Apropo, azi dimineață iar a apărut c...a de Jaqueline Cristian (poate are pauză la turnee) executând niște piruete sexy la geamul meu. Păcat că nu eram atunci beat, chiar o invitam înăuntru. Acum 2 minute însă a apărut, tot cu un câine, și prietenul lu' tipa aia din Ungaria care o face pe Jaqueline Cristian.

3:15


3:24 After i've shown here that the Parliament of EU is useless, because the Council votes after, more coincidences on the word. Which prompts me to go a bit further (though i didn't really wanted to stir more the storm in the glass of water). Is the Congress of US useful if the President can veto by not signing (except for the situations when Congress overrides a veto, with 2/3 of the members (or) when there's a strong bipartisan agreement which happens quite rarely).

4:47 Click on! (me).

9:39 What role can have media on... (a google question).

It is clear to me this days that media doesn't really work for us and there are too many people who act based on conclusions drawn after exposure to it. (I can't believe how wasted was the whole band during  this concert).
When i was a little kid i witnessed this experiment. One person put a wooden (wooden is easier to hold in your sleep but i would assume the person should have used one before so its subconscious can recognize it as such) spoon filled with water in the hand of a person who was sleeping in such a way the water would stay. Then the sleeping person started to talk in her sleep and answer any question. Just a little something that made me think what is human mind and how easy is to hack it and manipulate it.

Recently i had several dreams that were reminding me of people i haven't seen lately and inviting me to reminisce, maybe contact them. But sadly i cut contact with most people i knew after i discovered some had different identity and nationality. What remains is the feeling that those dreams might have been induced by some similar trick.

11:13 Bolsonaro eat indian. See you later!

Saturday, September 24, 2022

September 24

4:00 Cu Vi(te)ză americană...

3:41 Yesterday i discovered a leak under the kitchen sink that was partly my fault and fixed it easily (a plug on the unused dishwasher connector). What is weird is the coincidence that it happened during the days when i can't open windows which i do regularly because of dust because of construction and also dead rats. This morning i was really sick because of the smell of whatever dirty water that fell under sink for at least for a week and i put a jar with chlorine under, closed  the doors cabinet's doors, one in the nearby closet that also became contaminated. However, the smell of dirty dishes inside was stronger than the smell of chlorine which i can't feel. When Angela came she found on the door a paper from the office saying i have a package (the first SIM card which i don't need anymore) that i knew about from an email but neglected to pick (Second day after it was delivered "on the porch" though on the tracking page they also said they don't  have the apartment number, Angela went at the office and it wasn't there so i had to negotiate for several days with T-mobile to get a new one, and the email from office came days after i got  the new one). I wanted to go to pick it today but there was too much dust outside, though they don't work today. Maybe the wind has shifted from where the dust is. I had no problems with the dust this morning, only with dirty dishes smell, now that i wanted to sleep a bit more i can't because of pain from dust.

7:50 As usual when and after eating (at the computer), the woman upstairs walked and released dog litter dust. In fact she restricted her activities to only those moments and a few others.

7:56 Since we came in the US we had several staged confrontations with people "from Vietnam", "Mexico" and similar countries (i believe they were/are all Japanese like the woman upstairs) and in the end we were being punished. Sometimes fired, but generally endless harassment for others to see, we didn't even recognize it as such, blaming on being new and inherent moving difficulties, etc.. Since we were perceived as Russians, and Russians aided the North during the war of Americans with North Vietnam.

The theme continued pretty much to these days. Angela is now doing SMT at Eaton for half year and was doing good so they enacted a little scheme. A board that was out of parameters had problems with some circuits that needed to be redone by hand. Also exact in the same time i bought the silver compound i put at the battery that is advertised for repairing circuit boards. She redone those by hand (with soldering iron and under microscope of course), however a few of  them that had the parts wrongfully planted by the machine at an angle (again, board was too thin) did not have a certain estetical value expected by Steve Eaton (team lead, the facto supervisor, coincidence of name with the company). So now he started to train Hao to work to test boards after SMT. Trouble is, she had 3 grade classes in Vietnam (rumors among colleagues, her previous role, like all people of her age who came directly from Vietnam), can't read or write English, barely speaks a few words and is computer illiterate. For that, Angela when she came from work yesterday was mad out of her mind.

Thursday, August 25, 2022

August 25

4:00 Here they come, flooding with tons of fabricated news. This time, a Chinese woman in front of a bus that was added by Photoshop.

4:12 That's what i thought. Not like a jubilation or anything, more like a Shiva debt clearance. Jubela, Jubelo, and Jubelum.

7:27 I just called Angela because i'm feeling really sick (drank too much last night on pain from dust).

There is another guy that can do SMT (who actually trained Angela) but he didn't come to work today. (like Angela's ex supervisor, he's coming when he wants, half of the day missing, he's got other jobs).

There is an engineer that can do it too. Parts came in for a prototype and Angela had a hotel reservation tonight and approved day off for tomorrow but they're trying to force her to come tomorrow. The brain (team lead) is a guy named Steven Eaton (coincidence with the name of the company).

11:00 De când se muncesc ăștia domle să distribuie niște amărâte de carduri. Cât sunt, 700 de lei, o singură dată la un milion de persoane, adică 700 milioane? În bugetul Ministerului Muncii apar undeva 41 miliarde cu titlu "Asistență Socială" care nu am înțeles niciodată unde se duc. (Pensiile au buget separat, Asigurările Sociale, de 100 miliarde, care atenție, este gestionat tot de Ministerul Muncii). Citeam ieri, în Italia peste un milion de oameni sub pragul de sărăcie beneficiază de un fel de pensie de venit minim care este de 780 euro pe lună.

1:49 Now i know why the guy upstairs took a vacation while they were working at the building but can't say yet. Same reason market went up today. Clue. Not because he didn't want to be here but i bet he'll be back as soon as they're done. BTW, they've been inside, almost finished, but he said they didn't have materials to seal the sliding door on the inside, a one hour job, all that's left. All i can say is i was very tired, almost falling asleep standing while he was doing those windows. I asked him when they're going to be done, he said they don't know yet, don't have the materials, like they didn't in the day they installed the windows. Notice expires today, but she said in an email i will be notified again if they come in another day. However i won't be here tomorrow.

Thursday, July 7, 2022

July 7

8:52 Că mama v-aduce vouă: Frunze-n buze, Lapte-n țâțe, Drob de sare: În spinare, Mălăieș: În călcăieș, Smoc de flori: Pe subsuori. O ciucalată și un șobolan rozaliu.

12:40 They were a couple of garbage items on the ground, and the garbage truck was late (usually comes around 10 on Thursdays, blame it on holiday). I went to pick those when he was approaching the bin. Also the driver seems in training, it took him several moves to get there. I was looking at him and he stopped and thought he saw me and went to throw those bottles. However he restarted with a sharp right (instead of going straight to the bin as expected) and had to get out of the way. Left my mail on the stairs and went to picture the signs. When i came back, one guy again next to the floating van which i thought was gone. No need to say. In the park, people from my lists.

1:20 One of them snakes favorite method is ridiculing someone. That is they put you in such dilemmas and situations that you appear to others like making a fool of yourself. Another one have some of them publicly sympathizing with you while preparing you for the first. Then the effect is doubled.
Yesterday i accidentally removed the ground (wire) from the cooking tray with the laptop that went crazy on me and today my left foot were it was hurts, though the laptop is surrounded by it.

3:53 Because of the holiday landscape maintenance moved to Thursday. Before mowing there was trimming. The clearly Japanese looking (no disguise) trimming guy was doing fine until he got in front of the big window in the living. There, he stuck the trimmer all the way to the ground and raised a cloud of dust that went above the balcony upstairs. Got to go and hose down everything but the guy upstairs is home and can't hose his balcony. I was planning on starting the AC today as temperature inside is above 80.

4:00 Angela is exhausted. She told me yesterday she did 3 different boards. Today the lead, Steve Eaton (coincidence of name with the company) decided to slow her down a bit so he had her doing a board that had a missing part and Angela lost 4 hours because she first load the machine, realize there's a missing part, remove all the 100+ types of parts (because one of missing) and load new ones.

4:11 Yesterday when i was under car removing the filter to look for debris i saw the handywoman (tech) passing by with a large smile. There is no doubt she is a man (height, body shape) and she coordinates everything around here, since the day we moved, but i'm  not 100% sure if she is this guy.

8:42 I finally figured how to cut the first filter (with the tools that i have, a small saw, a screwdriver that broke and some pliers). There is nothing in it whatsover (there is a reflection from an oil bubble and the flash) and/or maybe a piece of filing from cutting the filter.

There are lots of speculations on forums on what the differential pressure for the bypass valve to open is. To end this, i used a scale (that wasn't working, but tonight it did after i put a battery that was hanging on the desk for a longtime) and a screwdriver. The valve opens at about 0.8 kgf and has a surface of less than 1 square cm. It is safe to assume it opens at 1 kgf/sqcm which translated in psi is about 15. Again from forums i found the differential for the filter media at operating temperature, which is about 1-2 psi. So it would take 15 times the viscosity, assuming the media differential increases linearly with it to open it which is very possible when oil is cold, but don't know if at 70 degrees F. But even if it opens, only a percentage of the oil will pass through it.
9:20 I knew it was going to be trouble if i went outside to wash the dust on the screen (instread of hosing at this hour) to be able to start the AC (since they trimmed the lawn and stuck the trimmer in the ground raising a cloud of dust earlier today). Children and teens everywere, like in a carnival, looking Japanese, probably "attracted by the ice cream van" earlier. Two kids passed by and one of them dropped intentionally (i saw him) an unopened bag of some food between the cars. It was for this reason, too many people passing by that i blocked (glued with silicon, removable) the screen at the backdoor, and never use it, but i have to go around if i want to wash it.

9:27 Just opened the door and they are outside the door now.

9:58 Bullied by kids at your own place. Some of them where leaning on the rear of the car when i started to yell at them. Some looking Asian, some (the older one who spoke English, Hungarian). One of them was handling a long stick like in movies with martial arts. I told them to go at their apartments. All unsupervised minors out in the alley at 9:30 PM. Was thinking about calling security or the cops but for security i don't know the number and i was pretty sure they will leave until the cops came. They moved a few ft away and started to say something aboug 6ft.

Then i went and took the car and left and drove around for about 15 minutes. First they went up the lawn and then they moved next to garbage bin, hostensibly sitting on another car, watching me and yelling and laughing. Parked and armed car's alarm which i usually don't because of so many false alarms in the past (but those were due to an old battery). Never seen something like that here, or maybe since the beggining when they were playing and yelling in the lawn for hours, but those were different kids. Actually they are all always different.

As we're eating, i hear them again in the lawn in the back.

10:24 Read the news. Shinzo Abe. The only way to figure when exactly something happened:
How is that important to me. 4:58 in France is 5:58 in Romania which is 7:58 (PM) here. Around that time the gang of kids hit the rail at my door while i was cutting that filter and was dressed summarily because of the heat (85 inside) and had my hands were full of oil. This wouldn't have happened if they didn't raise the dust today and i could hose the screens and start the AC. But i'm pretty sure i was not visible from outside, they were objects in the way and only the small desk lamp on and there was still enough light outside. 

Just did something and remembered something else. Today in the park i passed through the cloud of smell of a big dog pooping and got to breath it and now i'm contaminated again with it.

11:02 Recolta de contre. Lapte-n țâțe. Trebuie că e adevărat, dacă e scris în Adevărul. Shell. Copilașii care au venit la ușă.

Ok got it. They came to make a point. They have been promoting for years this image with kids coming at my door. The verses from the first entry today are from the Goat with Three Kids, a very popular short story for children in Romania and were intended as a political satire with links to my blog with impostors.

It is told usually in kindergarten but now i see voices against it. Truth is it is unappropriate for children, because of violence and sexual allusions. It is in a way similar to Red Riding Hood or Three Little Pigs. The author, otherwise celebrated in Romania and taught in schools, has also written porn stories. Most likely another subversive Hungarian posing as Romanian. He is said to be born in... Humulești.

11:09 Sunteți siguri că asta e Simona Halep? Ce mult a îmbătrânit...

Wednesday, June 8, 2022

June 9

11:15 Iar îmi risc contul de blogger postând link-ul acesta. Înțeleg că pe tipul ăsta îl cheamă aproape la fel cum era poreclit fostul președinte de o lună al României, de pe vremurile fabuloase când Băsescu cel suspendat nu trăia într-o vilă de protocol, nici într-un apartament modest de jumătate de milion ci într-un garaj, înțeleg că a fost șef de filială AUR, ce nu înțeleg este cum și-a putut face cont de fb, pe care postează tot felul de chestii religioase.

6:02 Da miroase nașpa aici în apartament. Hainele miros predominant a combinație mucegai/kk. Mereu altceva. Azi și în ultimele zile miroase a canal de WC. Într-o zi, acum vreo săptămână ceva i s-a cășunat tipului de deasupra. A început să izbească cu un ciocan peretele dintre baie și bucătărie chiar deasupra podelei și de atunci miroase tot așa. Nu știu exact ce este, anul trecut a avut o scurgere de la scaunului lui de WC, scurgerea a fost reparată dar nimeni nu a curățat zona. Un timp am tot pus niște recipiente cu clor care corespundeau în zona respectivă, după care am uitat sau renunțat. Sunt mai multe posibilități. Chestia s-a transformat în praf și când a izbit s-a desprins și a început să circule prin podeaua goală pe dinăuntru, înaltă aproape jumătate de metru. Sau a creat o scurgere nouă, numai de gaz de canal. Sau mirosul venea pe la mașina de spălat rufe, când s-a golit complet și am uitat să pună niște apă care să umple supapa aia în formă de S. Ieri am spălat și uscat rufe toată ziua, s-a făcut foarte cald de la mașina de uscat rufe, am avut geamul deschis și am dormit așa din greșeală. M-am trezit mult mai odihnit decât de obicei, dar cu un gust nașpa în gură, iar în zona bucătăriei tot așa miroase a canal. Am pus niște apă în mașina de spălat (ieri am uitat când am spălat ultima dată) și pare că e mai bine.

Eu sunt sigur că diabetul are legătură cu locuințele acestea. Miroase pereții de ghips a bioxid de sulf, instalațiile sanitare sunt vechi de 40 de ani. Când mă plimb prin complex simt mirosul de kk și sulf cum emană din clădirile de lemn cu instalații vechi, mai ales acum, cu încălzirea (în sfârșit) a vremii foarte întârziate. Prin colțurile mai reci se formează mucegai. Și fiindcă nu era destul, au pus rumeguș de lemn roșu cu un mare conținut de tanin. Dacă aruncă cineva o bucățică de ambalaj contaminată cu alimente, totul începe să miroase, fiindcă taninul fiind antimicrobian selectează tulpini de mucegai și bacterii foarte nașpa etc.. În ultimele zile am luat acasă de două ori chicken teriyacki iar cineva a aruncat un grătar folosit pe rumegușul de lemn de sequoia. Totdeauna aruncă chestii legate de ce mănânc sau beau ultima dată. Un fel de vrăji zic eu. Se face o floră intestinală foarte proastă, cu eliberarea de toxine. Organismul încearcă să scoată tot zahărul din intestin pentru a nu mai alimenta acea floră și îl depozitează în țesuturi, prin creșterea concentrației în sânge. De aceea încerc să mai ies dar ultima dată a fost fum pe stradă, atât de mult încât a trebuit să-mi spăl toate hainele și tot ce am atins în casă când am venit. Cred că m-au pedepsit fiindcă puțeam. Da puțeam dar nu e vina mea, de data asta s-a deranjat ceva la WC-ul de deasupra, etc.. Pe cine deranja, nu erau alți pietoni pe stradă. Acum mă tem să mai ies.

Mă gândesc dacă nu era așa și în România. "Coloanele" de țevi din baie. Dar pe atunci fumam, și asta acoperea multe mirosuri.

8:03 Iată în sfârșit un mic răspuns despre unde se duc banii bugetului Ministerului Dezvoltării. Un buget "variabil" (cu "credite de angajament") care pentru 2022 este între 8 și 57 miliarde

8:28 Alta acum. După ce am recitit ultimele postări (m-am trezit după 4 ore de somn în condițiile de mai sus și aștept să mi se facă iar somn, ascultând televizorului și scârțâiala de sus, am găsit cea de-a treia modificare sau revenire la o versiune anterioară, timp de 24 de ore în blog. Cineva îmi are parola, intră și schimbă chestii. Cred că trebuie să o schimb dar nu știu cât de multe chestii vor fi afectate, pentru că parola asta o am la mai multe chestii.

3:05 Realimentarea în ciudă. Un delir. Când au completat formularul pentru planul de zbor (care nu a fost aprobat) bănuiesc că au dat ID-ul avionului. Numele celor doi, țara. Pașaport, viză, ștampilă dacă nu erau din UE. Poate când le-au făcut plinul i-a zărit cineva? Au plătit cu VISA? Le-au dat chitanță? Poate își amintește cineva din aeroport, controlorii de zbor care au aprobat și dirijat aterizarea ce număr avea avionul pe coadă? Piloții români și americani de F16 de asemenea au văzut avionul și numărul de pe el.

3:07 Umbra lui Umberto planează ca o orca peste câmpurile de aur ale Ucrainei și ecourile lui apar la orice scriu. Ce tip de semiotică neagră este aceasta, când la orice postez se caută, inventează sau chiar crează un eveniment alegoric pentru a distrage atenția de la orice informație utilă și reală? Astfel, știrile își pierd rolul informativ și devin un mijloc, cel mai eficient, de dezinformare.

Nu știu nu mă pricep la teoria informațiilor, comunicării decât din practică, dar s-ar părea că emotivul nu distinge între util și nesemnificativ, cauză și efect, atâta timp cât sunt prezentate în același spațiu virtual.

5:15 I was in a state of high anxiety, with difficulties breathing, overventilating because the man upstairs had walked on my brain waves all the time when i read the news, did searches and posted the entries above, that is most time (i go in and out of sleep these days), when Angela came and she had trouble at work.

Apparently someone messed overnight with one of her SMT machines and she had trouble so start it in the day when she had one of the most difficult boards so far. As a beginner, she made some mistakes (two parts on the board, out of over 600 of over 100 different types you feed the machine with, were upside down), mostly because of stress given by the above events and a modification of one of the machines, and had to do some manual rework with her trainer on a few boards (out of 95 or the whole work orders which were mostly ok, huge boards, hard to handle during rework, using for the first time at Eaton her resume stated SMT soldering skills from GE), but it will take weeks until the boards will be tested. Not a big deal, says Angela, it happened many times before to more experienced people (the woman who did that job before, for years, again left recently, like many others) but there is no repair tech as he is retiring again complaining of too much load. Though she re-soldered them all, last board was touched up again by her trainer after a tiny part was out of place).

After that she went to her (rented) "garden bed" and brought some fresh lettuce, radishes and three strawberries. When i tasted the mashed potatoes and when i grabbed my first mouthful of salad, and only in that very instant, when i closed my mouth, like many times before, kids started to yell desperately in the parking lot. Like a monster would Eat them, alive.

Now i remember, last night i went for a short walk and found on a parking spot (first next to red curb) a screwdriver and a pen next to it. And what Steve Eaton, Angela's lead (coincidence of name with the name of the company who again, came at 4, he does the scheduling, he always comes earlier, "mostly for overtime") said when she stared at SMT. "Some day you will screw up".

There are a couple of guys who provide extra noise, in case i complain about the guy upstairs. One in the next building, who speaks on the phone without pause for answers, nonsenses (cannot understand what he' saying, mostly words but with no sense in phrases) with window open, very loud, for hours, in English, and one (actually a woman) in our building who does the same thing, in Spanish. They rarely converge with guy upstairs, modified exhausts, kids, other guy on the phone.

Now that Angela went to bed, like yesterday and most days the man upstairs started the TV, loud.

8:37 After watching soccer matches for hours and yelling with the narrator, the man upstairs stopped and the woman in the balcony restarted. She also switched to a conversation, now there are pauses and another voice can be heard on the speakerphone but much fainter. As i said, they take turns.

Monday, May 23, 2022

May 23

12:30/2:30 Four instances where tanks were outperformed by tactics or other factors. German invasion of France in 1940, Kurks battle, a battle in the Israeli - Egypt war in 1973 and the current Russian - Ukrainian war. People always wondered if tanks are/were still good in modern warfare. The answer is not simple. Clumsy, expensive and fearsome in appearance, with the advent of intelligent anti-tank missiles, they just might have become obsolete.

6:05/4:05 Deși o cunosc de atâta timp, nu mă pot obișnui și mă enerveze de fiecare dată. Am încărcat ieri o poză cu canapeaua pe lângă care am put niște bucăți de spumă izolontă, la fel am pus și dedesubt, fiindcă podeaua e foarte rece fiindcă se udă lemnul dedesbut la subsol, unde izolația a căzut din cauza aburului de la țevi de evacuare de la mașini de uscat rufe ce au scurgeri la subsol. Pe canapea era laptopul cu care lucrez eu la bloguri și l-am lăsat, azi apare știrea asta care probabil e inventată la fel ca 90% din știrile lor.

5:04 Javelin vs Malyutka

10:17 About a week ago after Angela felt confident about training being almost done, she applied for the job (the day when i wrote about word/weirdpad dualism on Widows). Since we are so isolated we never had to deal with voice mail (since we had a landline i guess, and that was... 7 years ago). I kinda knew about status and notifications areas on the phone but never paid attention to those more than battery and signal strength. We both didn't know until today there was an (tiny) icon showing a new voicemail. Until we got these Moto e7 Power we also had pre-installed visual voicemail apps. Also the pre-installed phone app does not notify you of a new voicemail or write the number of voicemail next to icon. There is nothing except the tiny icon in the notification area.

In that evening when she finished the application, a confirmation email arrived and someone called from New York, by the caller ID, would have been around 10 PM at originating location, (the phone didn't ring due to intermittent poor signal from Hello Mobile, if that call was in the morning at work she would had have good signal) and left a message saying she wanted to set Angela for an interview this (past) week, with no calling back instructions (except for the caller ID) and she will send a text with instructions, which never came. Today, Monday, less than a week since, Angela found the voicemail message by chance, but in the same time she got an email from her supervisor saying somebody else have been considered for that position.

On the Eaton site, the position is shown available.


05/24 10:18 Angela's got an email address at work where she gets all kinda emails addressed to everybody that mostly never concern her or her directly. Never got an email addressed to her only at that address. However now she found an email from the same person who called her at 7 PM from New York (and the phone didn't ring).

Friday, April 15, 2022

April 15

5:14 We both woke up at 3:30. And there's a reason to it. Two open holes/mounds both next to the place where the wall was hot the other day. I almost chocked on my own tonsils while yawning which btw are finally getting smaller. Could it be i didn't use the petrolatum adhesive for a few days. So i took one more augmenting (thought i would give it up last night after one week but i'm not completely cleared). The fan in the window is running with the window opened one inch. First i flattened one mound and came inside. I noticed a vehicle, most likely the red SUV belonging to the two guys who probably run that. Then as the smoke was still on i went and flattened the other mound that was around the corner, almost under that window. I don't believe smoke would get in here if it didn't come from near the ground, and through laminar flow (Coanda effect) would go under the siding creating pressure there and entering the walls. (talking about fractions of psi but it still has an effect). After i flattened the second mound (the soil in both areas is mixed with quikrete, and it's stickier and harder than normal soil, but moles or whatever from underground brought in fresh soil), the smoke was gone and then i started to remember who i am, where i am and what i was doing last night. Angela went to work, i try to gather myself to write down here hoping someone would understand what's going on.

BTW yesterday after i wrote about the AHA song played on radio i think i saw the AHA girl (who now is in her 60s) in an SUV smiling provocative at me. LPN 098 HER. It was one or two hours after the sinking of Moskva, which was finished being retrofitted in that year.

The AHA girl has an one line resume where it shows she works at Eaton, the same company where Angela works. BTW Angela left today before 5, she is doing overtime training for a new position, for two weeks now.

I suspect the AHA girl is one of my grad school colleagues, on of the 7 in my class called Mariana, 2 years younger than me and for the grade like most others. I think some things happened to her while we were were in the last years (grads), she looked sick (or very tired) for a while, it doesn't have anything to do with me except i was in trance every time i saw her. Back then they were exams for going to best HSs in the country and she wanted to go to Bucharest, then she went to Cluj and i deliberately went to Iași instead to end that imaginary relationship. I met with her by chance several times, once or twice in the whole HS, then once or twice at the beginning of college and that was it. But in the end she also became a singer in Hungary. The fact there was in Câmpulung a milk processing factory built by the Swiss, (where her mother worked btw) and me living across the factory which also had a small airfield in the back, where also a furniture factory has been built, were all not by my choices. I was as poor as she was or poorer. Though in 72 i was selected to go in that camp in Germany.

One year before that we both went to some sort if cine competition in Sibiu (for being members of the children cineclub, where instructor was most likely Polanski), where she asked for a cigarette from my mother and when we once danced. She was probably 9 or 10 years old at the time, but posing for 11 or 12.

It could be all these years i am being punished for something that allegedly happened to her which probably was real and traumatizing, for the purpose of dramatism, but it did not have anything to do with me. I would never have harmed her in any way.

6:14 Black Hole Sun...

6:37 They were three mole mound in front of living sliding windows inactive for days. Suddenly the place filled again with some sort of smoke (different from before but still noxious). The smell was not coming from the corner but from somewhere else so i just stepped on those holes (planning on adding water with borax later) and the smoke disappeared. It means somebody passed earlier and put something in those. Or do they have tiny underground robots that go and to that. No the smoke is not gone completely which means all the other holes in the backyard are now smoking...

11:07 After that the apartment filled with dust, i put some wet towels on top of filter, behind the fridge and fell asleep. Woke up with nausea, probably from fresh dog poops, can barely concentrate to write a few lines and add a few links before i take off. Weather was supposed to warm up today, instead temperature is the same as yesterday at this hour. Neverending winter that is.

11:31/9:31 România putea să facă asta și de pe teritoriul ei oriunde lângă Marea Neagră. În plus, tot rușii spun că nava s-a scufundat ca urmare a unui incendiu la bord, urmată de explozia muniției. Nava avea apărare antiaeriană și antirachetă. Eu merg pe ipoteza sabotajului. Nava a fost contruită și îmbunătățită timp de 8 ani în Ucraina.

Fridge started, i started to sneeze. Moved the fridge and found a hole in the thin 3/8 (10 mm) aerated gypsum wall near fridge's fan and filled it. Over the years, i found and fixed many holes like this. As i was fixing them, new ones popped. This one was a tiny hole was within a hole i covered before, i refuse to believe i did such a sloppy job that was ok for a long time and now it popped back. Now the fridge started back up, so far i don't feel like sneezing.

2:04 In the last few days, weeks, i saw a small dog coming around my windows by itself. Today i saw the dog together with a long leash then the dog disappeared in the direction of my door. My first impulse was to open the door to see who was at the other end of the leash, but i hesitated, and then the dog came back in the scene, together with a girl, maybe 15, looking Japanese or Filipino, unusually good looking, dressed in pajamas pants, sitting for a while on a cable box and browsing casually through her phone.

Earlier i realized i fell asleep with the door unblocked (got a wooden blocked), maybe unlocked.

8:32 A weird persistent smell outside and it's not coming from the ground. Closest. Welding or burning a propane torch.

One thing these news can do. Confuse the hell out of me.

Energy, climate change. Just removed the two mate glass bulb covers in the kitchen area that i had on for inspection. They cut about 50% of the light. I know now i got very low consumption LEDs but still.

10:28 Some distraction on the road, a white BMW with a panel under that was intermittently touching the ground, exiting late, almost colliding with another car, i almost touched the left line while watching, when a wide ambulance was passing me. Great cooperation and synchronization, doubling what i said in an email that was not supposed to bee seen except by one person or his colleagues. Later i saw a blond young woman in a red car driving staring absent in front of the car, like she was extremely bored in a self driving car.

The choking smell earlier got me into shortness of breath and then partial heart failure, with coughing and very cold hands.

10:42 There was/is a crack at WinCo Foods facade for more than ten years, i felt the dust coming out of the wall when getting in and out the store, but never raised my head to actually see it.
There was not one single time not to have problems at the bottle drop center at Fred Meyer (Kroeger). Never knew the center closes at 8 PM. Why, since it's all automatic. A Police SUV was surrounding the place.
A little something i saw at Fred Meyer parking lot.
At the checkstands at WinCo i was surrouned by "Mexican" kids from two families while paying and bagging. Other many weird scenes in the store, including the "Code service one". It's a deja vu. Always after some "compromising" scene(s) there, i nearly get into an accident on my way back.