May 10

1:15 Interesantă faza că Modern Talking și Sandra au lansat principalele albume în 1985. Amândouă formații prezintă stilul Synth pop, o muzică adictivă, antrenantă, un sub gen al "dancing 80s" characteristic Germaniei anilor 80 și nu numai. A fost însă abuzul acestor noi instrumente folosite intensiv și de Michael Crețu, Enigma, atât de evident în ultima parte a video-ul Sandrei Maria Magdalena, care a dus la marginalizarea stilului. Ceva foarte similar cu ce se întâmplă acum cu abuzul de IA la realizarea majorității hit-urilor.

1:30 La polul opus avem muzicieni virtuoși ca Joe Bonamassa, care se bazează exclusiv pe instrumente clasice ale genului, cum ar fi chitara electrică, care încearcă și reușește să revitalizeze vechiul blues (cui îi place). Dar cel puțin, puteți fi siguri că e real, versurile în general sunt generice și nu conțin prea multe mesaje ascunse.

Din păcate la radio-urile din România domină stilul Eurodance, cu repetiții ale unor acorduri dulcege în general pe sintetizatoare și versuri stupide care nu înseamnă mai nimic.

1:22 Four.

7:06 Internal business. This morning i found the balcony door unlocked. The bandage fell from my almost healed wound which got re-infected. I had this weird dream about kissing an old woman.

It cost me about 35 dollars to replace the keys. At WinCo this old woman in her 70s looking like an ex model, "not my type", parked her white Tesla behind us. Waited at the entrance to see her better, she never got out of her car. Instead a different woman with a mask came from that direction.

Inside WinCo. I went mostly to make the last key at the automated machine, right behind me at two check stands they were two families with about 10 children. Inside WinCo everybody was getting in our way, going straight to where we wanted. What a frenzy, on a day like this! A tiny Asian woman half my height with pink t-shirt looking like a kid was packing very fast, ft. behind me.

When i drove back i got behind this Cadillac with OR whale license plate like mine, saying MOMELF. In Romanian "momele" means bait(s). On the alley only kids and teenagers, all the way to our apartment. In front of the dumpster there was standing this tall strong latina with a baby at her chest, looking very sad and worried like she was about to give up her baby. I let both door (main and balcony) opened to air (the air here is pretty "closed", a Romanian expression, mainly because of all kinda smokes including cigarette coming from outside). Right away a tall teen guy passed under the door (not a walking space).

7:47 They probably have all my life, everything i ever said and done, and lately thought, in a database. So they know for sure if i know or don't know this or that person by name. So they bring them in public places were i go to prove something (not exactly sure what).

BTW years ago, i think i was still in Lake Oswego, i thought i saw this guy working at WinCo. Today they brought him there again.

Seeing this man in the store, always smiling, detached, brought in my mind a subject rather difficult but not impossible to write about (could never start though).

Scientology uses as main tool this psychoanalysis like paid sessions (they call auditing) where the subject holds two electrodes in their hands and a meter measures the electric resistance of the body. In reality the electrical resistance of the body never changes, it is the subject that squeezes the electrodes in their palms, more or less, changing the contact resistance, pretty much the same, though less spectacular, for the purpose.

One of the material contributions (duty) of the members to the church is to perform audit on their peers, after some training. Audit is done mainly by questioning of subjects of their daily life. If the person shows an emotion on a certain subject (like the needle of the meter moving), the auditor, following the instructions of his training, starts to go deeper with questions in that direction, until the subjects show no more emotions (or has been "cleared").

Nothing new about this of which i wrote several times before. The new idea is the connection with the old Hindu principle of aparigraha or renouncing emotional attachment to material objects, ideas or events.

I don't think it's a good idea, to clear someone of his emotional memories. Though sometimes painful, they can serve as lessons (for persons who don't have family members or friends to teach them things) and later possible motivations in solving of not well understood past events, so many in my case.

8:56 Shin shin shin gan.