Alexa Crush and the Three Little Racoons.

Ok i don't know if i'm going to finish this tonight. Last nigh i was tired and dehydrated by drinking and then i crashed and waked up in the middle of the night and got really pissed when i remembered what happened. My face feels like it's swelling though it's not. Hands too. Didn't take antibiotics in three days but got some liver problems now. I think after i been too close again to the sewer behind Chinook Winds.

It is not a secret i have been in the recent past obsessed with an Tik Tok influencer that goes by the name Alexa Crush. Lately i started to believe she is the Hungarian actress Nikolett Krajcsi, a mother of three but not so sure anymore, mostly because of height of which i'm not sure. But can't rule out either, because of name and face resemblance.

She once had a number of posts on Tik Tok dressed as a green fairy that made me buy some absinthe essence online and translate a poem from Baudelaire for her.

In my imagination there was some sort of dialog between us. She was posting on Tik Tok and i on my blog. Didn't care if some of her posts were a bit off with clothing and stuff. But then i became pissed when she started to post about her being protector of dogs. Cause i started to really hate those, for obvious reasons. So i quit following her and soon she stopped posting on all platforms.

From a post on my main blog i referenced numerous times. There was in building D closest entrance from us a Chinese or Japanese woman who was posing as my friend. One night i drove with my truck to Spirit Mountain and she tried to stop me by literally getting in my way a couple of times. When i came back, a cop stopped me in Newberg because the sticker in my rear plate number was missing.

She was driving a small Dodge SUV. One night some guy whom i seen here before (or his truck) but not sure, i think he was a taller guy first, backed up in her SUV, pushed the SUV in the building and ruined the stairwell. Was that the moment of crash or crush? It is odd the guy did not get arrested or anything. That was reckless.

But lately he became shorter and i thought i recognized him as being the husband of... Nilolett the actress, link above. But never saw him at what apartment he goes.

After the crash, the Chinese woman moved with her SUV and in her place came a woman that many times lately i thought it was Alexa Crush herself. However she was certainly looking like Nikolett. (Found out lately, by chance).

But when i looked to her family pictures, i thought i recognized the little girl (age adjusted) who was acting like possessed by the dog kami and acting accordingly that after i wrote about, she was gone.

At that moment i believed Alexa Crush was the Japanese actress Michi Nishijima and i think she did appear during that trip on Lake Tahoe.

One night, last spring, she was walking her dog and she said hi to me. Though i answered, did not want to talk to her further as i thought she wanted. Not knowing who she really was, did not want to complicate my life here at the complex.

But then i saw a woman one night at Spirit Mountain sitting in a corner and doing whatever while the orchestra man on the podium was playing Ode to the Joy. (The weekend of August 18).

It was that night when i started to have doubts Alexa Crush was not Michi Nishijima. Came home, did some more searches and i found for the first time Nikolett. In the next couple of days i did a match (August 22), i forgot to put one of the links that proves it was her (though the name was there, but not clickable), told myself i would keep it in mind, searching for a confirmation, and then i forgot.

But after that i started to look more careful at her. When she was coming home at night in her car she was playing loud music so i knew when she came. At times i was going outside, but i figured she never looked at me because i did not want to talk to her that night. Most of the time i was looking that way she had the door opened and all kinda decorations inside and outside the apartment.

Some of those were "on theme" with what happened to me daily.

Sunday at Road's End came a woman in a green beetle (the green bug) and did a routine in front of us. She then climbed down at the beach. The walk was similar to the red headed woman's (Nikolett), but the hair was dark brown.

Tonight i was drunk and smoking and she went to the mailboxes, passing on the other side of the alley, looking scared (a long white face). Then she turned her head towards me and i said hi and she did not answer. Then at the mailboxes she turned her head, looked at me and then started to browse the phone.

Being here for one year, she must have seen me here about a thousand times, especially when i was going to the bins to knot the bags. She knew i lived here and she saw me smoking many times before but never looked scared or turned her head towards me.

Then she came back on my side of the alley and did not look scared anymore. I said hi again and i apologized for not talking to her that night six month ago. She asked me how my day was going (like she knew me for a longtime) and walked towards me, looking concerned. Being drunk, i started to talk too much and told her how sick i was in the last 4 months and took antibiotics and stuff. Them she said i should have tried garlic.

I was next to the car and she was in the alley. But because of the slope, i was way above her so i stepped closer to be on a similar height. I also tried to take a closer look though it was pretty dark. But now i was kinda in her way to getting back to her apartment.

She said "i'm used to" and "everybody is taller than me" and "i have to climb on my counters" whatever that means and indeed she looked very short or about how Alexa Crush should be. I told her she was ok which she was. Tiny body shape and everything just like Alexa.

And then she started to kinda smile and relax and her face turned cute and we talked for a while. She said how nice is the weather tonight and i told her i am happy is colder because i don't feel the smell of poops that much and i showed her my frustration towards the people who throw bags open in the bins.

The she said the word raccoon and i remembered that night when i last saw her, a few days ago, me going to the  N bin N with the trash at 9:30 PM (now it seems odd i never saw her taking the trash or checking the mail) and seeing the three little raccoons with their mother, one of them climbing the bin and stuff. I said to her "a family, a mother with three..." and she took over "babies" and i said "they were more like grown ups...".

During the last minute of our conversation i saw a guy approaching from behind, but he turned right and went and stood on the other side of the alley by some TV box, behind cars. I thought he was Asian or Mexican.

Then she said "You know what? i need to go inside to get my dog and take it for a walk" and i was looking at her in disbelief, how abruptly she wanted to leave the conversation, all of a sudden when she saw that guy. Then she went to him, he seemed like a friend, they talked for a second and she went inside. Didn't give me a chance to introduce myself or anything.

Then in a minute or so the woman from upstairs came home in her Element and did not want to face her and did not want to go with whatever her name was to walk her dog either so i went inside.

There are many other things i remember about her but i'm too tired and need to go to sleep. That night when she showed at Indian Head with Toto Cutugno, one day or after he died. Here in the park the day before she posted this. Ok one more thing; could this possibly have to do anything with a post i wrote 4 years ago?

My post is dated June 2020 (select the white space between title and text). Ok her main video i fell in love with is Published on September 20, 2020. Posing like a girl from California. She got teenage stories from the US on Tik Tok.

They totally knew my taste and categories and stuff. So it was a revenge for what i said. So it is not like they don't care about anything.

And one more. Monday about a week ago i went the first time to Quest Diagnostics in Beaverton, inside Safeway on Tealc St.. Drove with Angela, wanted to go do a TDAP test  (Tetanus Diphtheria Pertussis) as a walk in.

The short woman came at 3:10 and put a yellow sticker next to the scanner saying "no walk ins after 3" and i think i was there before. Really frustrating. Then i could do the reservation online, in the same place, on a cancelation but that is another story.

Angela remained inside the store to buy some stuff, i wanted to get in the car and walked the alley when i heard a Sherriff's SUV making a big noise with the siren next on Murray, zigzagging among cars but i had this feeling and looked behind and there was this probably electric SUV making no noise, coming pretty fast for a parking lot, on a collision trajectory with my person.

I stepped aside, he did not slow down, blink or moved his head, holding his head like a robot, he went around the parking lot like he lost direction until i did not look no more. When he passed me first i looked at him and thought i recognized Nikolett's husband with no beard though. In that moment i had the feeling he would have ran me over.

No the result from last Wednesday test did not come back yet. 3 hours to write this post.

January 19

4:50 PM Over the last ten years i have identified a number of ninja from Japan living in my proximity. From Jinichi Kawakmi at Apt 2, 47 Eagle Crest dr. Lake Oswego, Oregon to Yuji Yamada, a ninja and professor at MIE University in Iga prefecture, Japan, at Apt.6 (above. 2021-2023) who used to be the stronghold of medieval ninja.

Recently i identified two more, one living again upstairs (sub-renter) and one at Apt.4, both members of Ashura group ment to attract new members in the dark craft. Could it had been all part of a promotion to recruit new ninja in Japan, trying to show them how easy is to work in the US and manipulate people there and pay everybody a lesson. In which the Emperor itself who is a ninja participated.

To me it has been about 13 years of torture and confusion and exposure to all kinda substances as smoke and mold, ruining my health. And probably the guys upstairs are now moving and are getting away. But what can i say. Fake cops are acting on cameras like the one at Walmart yesterday.

It has been almost 10 years since i wrote this page. I didn't know how to put my suspicions in writing and i used this formula. A fantastic novella that in the end proved a nightmare came true.

But then i remembered the August 20-21 experience where the cop was Solovyov himself. Iohannis showing at a casino right before i almost got into another one. So i'm thinking all that's happening to me, among other things, is promoted in Russia as an example "of how corrupt the west has become".

One more event i should not overlook. A few weeks ago a guy with a big truck backed up and pushed the small Dodge SUV into the building. That SUV belonged to a Japanese woman that was posing as a Chinese, supposedly the mole in the area. In fact i am positive it is nothing but them in the area.

November 27

1:15 Just came from outside. Stupid Windows changed the time i took the picture (that came out blurry, not posting quality i'm used to) to last accessed time so i don't know when i went, maybe 11:30. To pick the rotting leaves.

After the wind shifted from that direction, when we got back tonight the smell in here was unbearable even with ozone generator at a higher setting for hours. After two days ago i picked the ones in the back, i thought i was happily done but today i had to tackle the ones in front. First i grabbed the ones around the hydrant where it stinks like used oil from the leaky Chrysler. I now believe it was meant to cover all the other smells including rotting leaves.

Then i tried next to it and the more i went towards the end of the building the more i picked. They were dried at the surface but wet and stinky under. Stinkier than in the back i thing because wind is blowing more from that direction. I lost count of how many laundry baskets but again i think more than twenty. So i went and picked and picked for almost two hours.

BTW the laundry basket is way stinkier now than after i picked those in the back. Though i washed it. It smells like a swamp.

When i thought i was finally done i glimpsed some more under the laundry vents. So i went there with the basket and when i grabbed a pile with my right hand to push them into the basket (they were 2 ft tall there) what did i touch. The rat bait box. Right under the vent.

And it was warm to the touch. Somebody's been drying laundry all the time i was outside but i went first in other areas and did not inhaled much except at the end.

Being heated by the vapor every time they were doing laundry and most likely releasing bait vapor that i was breathing. And it's been like that for at least six months. God knows if they were refreshing the bait or not but i saw the guys with the green pickup (forgot the name) several different times, last time recently maybe a month ago.

No it's been more than 6 months ago. It's been more than one year ago cause i remember when they first installed them i picked like 6 rats from the back rotting in the hot summer Sun. Nevermind it was in  September. Not long after i complained about seeing rats entering under the other building.

Wondering. But i think i now i know what possessed me i did not recognize the problem with the vents washing those boxes. I was under the influence of smoke coming from mole holes.

The were literally gassing us here since September 2022. Mostly me cause i stay here all the time. Maybe the reasons my hands are nowadays shaky and have palpitations.

The reason the woman at 4 was staying in the balcony talking on the phone for hours, probably while and after drying laundry.

2:09 Wandering. If an inhaled toxin that went into your bloodstream passes through intestinal wall into the intestine. Cause if so, taking activated charcoal could be helpful, by removing the toxin at intestines' level thus attracting more from the blood stream through osmosis/reverse osmosis whatever. BTW could this work for kidney failure? It all depends if activated charcoal can absorb urea or uric acid and of course if those pass the intestinal wall inside the intestine. Yes it can!

2:35 I think it works a little. Feeling better after half hour i took 2400 mg (two 1200 mg capsules) of those. Was  thinking the give Angela some but she fell back asleep until i grabbed one and some water. BTW when i opened bedrooms' window was smelling badly like mold from before and even after i picked the leaves cause the ground is wet and full of it.

Air in the living is much cleaner because of the ozone and the activated carbon filter so i let the door open and can hear her snoring lightly. Don't know what to do, she is supposed to wake up at 4:30 to go to work. What if i wake her and then she cannot fall back asleep? But i was outside and exposed a lot to the "laundry" vapor and inside there is the carbon filter i just replaced the elements and bedroom is less exposed to that stuff being on the other side of the building.

Yeah i'm much better 45 minutes after i took those. I gave her one then she fell back asleep. But i figured something else. The capsules i bought on  Amazon are not created equal. I mean some of them have twice the amount inside than others. Which indicates cheating.

Never saw capsules of something half full except for all charcoal i ever bought. Walmart charcoal capsules are half full but they are 300 something mg. Grocery Outlet capsules are 600 (if i did not switch them in my mind) but have the same degree of fulness (when gently squeezed with two fingers). Of these, only a few are full, most are more than half empty. And the charcoal does not seem so black.

BTW i bought from Amazon spark plugs for Elantra. OEM bla bla. 66 bucks for 4 seemed a good deal. They are packed in the same type of cardboard all Hyundai parts are and have the Hyunda/Kia logos in the ceramic part and cardboard box. However they have so many irregularities in shape and color i'm thinking or returning them.

3:25 Ok the pink discoloration seem to come from the laser welding of iridium tips. Cause it does look like laser welding. However the hook electrode is not aligned with the center one. And i'm afraid to bend it cause i may break the welding. But isn't that iridium layer shorting it? Could there be some are selling parts scrapped by Hyundai?

3:33 Yeah very interesting. They are not squeaking upstairs when/after she dries laundry.

4:57 Ok i woke up this morning after about 5 hours of sleep, really groggy. Though i haven't been drinking much last night and none last two days. They have not come back upstairs until 2 PM. I would think this is what it took for the stuff to clear the walls. But when they came they came with a vengeance.

I say they but i think there's really only one person. Haven't hear so much squeaking or stomping in a long time. While i was trying to figure the exact location of the incident Saturday night. Here's what i did.

I figured the event must have taken place @11:13 since the clock showed 11:11 but the clock was 2-3 minutes slow. I separated data from the gpx file downloaded from the GPS between 11:09 and 11:16 and loaded it into a spreadsheet. Since i was driving North South and had latitudes for every second, i plotted a chart with differences between two adjacent latitudes which gave me the speed in degrees of latitude per second.

There are several spikes in the graph but i think the first is the one. It looks like i slowed down a bit, (never under 70 as i remember), probably because of denser fog or a hill. I know i was on cruise control most of the time, close to 75. Then something made me accelerate, and shutting the cruise control before i slowed down. Then i saw it in the mirror, started to accelerate, at one time i hesitated when Angela started to yell at me not seeing what i was seeing in the mirror, then accelerated again until break out.

And then the other business with the tan car in my blind spot matching speed that exited at first exit after changing mind, twice.

It all happened between Grand Mound and Centralia at 11:09 + 180 seconds that is 11:12 or 36 minutes into the trip. First some event made me shut the cruise control and also accelerate. I think the loss of speed prior to that was due to a sudden increase in elevation without cruse control.

I think the moment was chosen because of a downslope that helped the big vehicle with only one headlight accelerate. The graph shows a period of 7 minutes.

Upstairs. After they squeezed everything they could from the space between mirror and ceiling, they left.

6:15 Last night at Spirit Mountain. I was at one of the entrances (the one closest to the highway) drinking a can of soda i brought from the car and started to talk to a short blond guy dressed funny (something i haven't done in long time). While i was talking to him the woman from Apt.4, though with blue eyes came from inside and stood next to him like they were together, and was staring at me, looking worried and she didn't say a word and they left one minute later.

7:25 About an our ago maybe later i heard a noise like a trailer hitting a bump. I was not worried cause they do it all the time here. But about half hour ago i started to here a noise like a towing truck was picking a car and after i wrote the entry above i said i better look and see. And what did i see. A guy with a truck backed up "not seeing" a smaller Dodge SUV was already parked in that spot.

It pushed the SUV into a pillar of the stairwell of the building and dislodged the stairs. Now the persons at the second floor there are being rescued by firefighters. Could this have anything to do with people gathering two days ago in the evening and watching in that direction. Maybe there was a fight within a couple. The woman with the Dodge is an Asian and i think the guy with the truck looks Latino.

7:40 Just opened the door again and saw a fat woman very excited hugging a firefighter.

8:00 Firefighters left, a towing truck came, two Police SUVs are on the scene, the truck that pushed the Dodge SUV is gone, the Dodge SUV itself is still riding the curb but slid one spot to the left (in the first picture) while was trying to get over the curve by its own power. People that supposedly came out of that building i haven't seen before, like the woman who was hugging the firefighter.

Inside the smell is almost unbearable. After i removed the leaves, the really bad stuff that was under is now stinking even after one (short, late November) sunny day with UV and stuff. I can barely breath after i had the ozone on for the whole day. Upstairs is like a continuous never ending waltz.

10:15 Ok. The soot coming from those Diesel engines calmed the stench from the ground that was under the rotting wet leaves for a month or more.

10:36 Realitatea paralelă. Apropo Dumitru Dragomir și el a încercat la rândul lui să dea cu SUV-ul peste mine (eram în truck parcă) la intersecția de la 7-11 din colț. Prin octombrie 2019, poate.

10:50 Just figured. The Nestle decaf instant coffee i bought last time at WinCo may contain an unusual amount of roasted grain like barley maybe.


11:08 Jurnalism pe cale de apariție. În sfârșit o deplasare a președintelui anunțată în media înainte de a se întâmpla.

Voiam și eu ca tot omul să citesc ceva funny înainte de a mă culca și peste ce dau în Cațavencii. (Da mi-am amintit fiindcă fraza cu jurnalismul le aparține). Cerneala simpatică. Gazul de sub casa scării. Așa-mi trebuie dacă le fur idei (meseria nu se învață, se fură, așa îmi spunea taică-meu întotdeauna).

Apropo conduceam, sâmbătă seara pe I5 spre nord și când am trecut podul acela înalt peste Columbia cu 4 benzi pe sens ce văd în punctul cel mai înalt. Un dulăpior îngust dar înalt care avusese sticlă (sau cristal) de jur împrejur care sticlă acum era spartă și împrăștiată pe porțiunea îngustă de lângă banda din stânga.

Dar de ce în picioare? Ca să se vadă mai bine? Kristallnacht? După multe faze nereușite, erau să ne căsăpească la venire, faza de mai sus.

November 12

3:50 She was in the car, a curly man with long hair in the van, they both looked scared to death, i don't know if they were driving the vehicles.

First time i saw the van 40 miles south of Salem, about 5 PM was staring at it and the traffic slowed suddenly but i had time to hit the brakes. Second time, about 10 miles later, got to see them both, i think she had the makeup on, been crying, the traffic in front of me stopped like before, one second after i took the picture.

All it takes is people to be naive enough to believe some people think some other people are capable of doing it and THEY will act in their name.

In my way back. Just before Sunnyside exit (some 45 miles before Tualatin) i was driving on the right lane and saw a dead dear broken in two separate pieces on the shoulder. A mile closer another one was walking on the right white line and i had time to veer left but not too much because it did not change course.

4:40 Just before that. I got gas at a Jacksonville Shell station in Salem. When i left i went south paralel with the freeway for about 2 miles. I saw a helicopter pointing a light down, like maybe getting readty to land before i re-entered.

At first i believed she did the video but then i was thinking a lot while driving. It would have been like begging for it.

1:50 I went to take the garbage. At the body shop they are doing something unholy (fixing another dodge).


Eminem: It's just me i'm just obscene (thinking with my d...)

Yeah i know, i moved to the PC because i thought the laptop is still biting me. That is putting out microwave to wifi even while it's on ethernet. That PC is even slower than this (Lenovo Idea 3 all in one) and does not have any CGI capability. For that you would need a much bigger computer.

I think i know what this song is about.

I bought this computer at Fry's @ 2016 for 400 bucks. But what do i know.

October 18

7:27 They decided it was time for me to wake up. Here's a dedication for them.

I had a neighbor in Bacău who looked exactly like Yoko Ono in this picture though she was supposed to be 25 or 30 or something. But i once said and can't find it right now is the Japanese woman narrator in this documentary about Yoshiwara is also her. Just like "Alexa" who in reality is 46 years old, is married to a musician (who was playing guitar in the live band at 7 feathers) and has 2 children.

8:35 Do you know what ozone smells like? The sparks inside the electric motor of the coffee grinder make ozone.

A while ago i bought an ozone/negative ion generator. But i wasn't careful, the generator is way too big for this apartment, is for industrial settings or maybe casinos, 4500 ft at maximum setting. Even at the lowest, is too much for the apartment. Yesterday i got really pissed off with the smells around here and let it on all day at the lowest but shut it down when around midnight.

When i woke up this morning it was still stinking in here like ozone. I think i ended the smoke smell by pouring Quikrete mixed with soil in the mole? holes next to basement. I started the bathroom fan and walked outside for a second and this time, and after being cleared out of other smells except ozone i realized outside it was smelling like sewage. I knew about that smell but never made the connection.

I know once i had the fan on and saw air flowing from a whole in the wall under sink. Which means there's a leak in the 4 inch flexible pipe at the bathroom fan. Leaks that when the fan is on pressurizes the walls and space between ceiling and floor, some 2 ft high empty space.

Once i stop the bathroom fan there's no more sewage smell outside. Which means the space between ceiling/upstairs floor, the walls, is filled with sewer gas. And when they step like this on the wooden floor, they actually pump it inside here. Instant. On demand.

So what i've done is i moved the ozone generator in the bathroom, set it on max and started the fan and now when i check outside there's less and less sewer smell.

I don't know exactly where the sewer gas is coming from. It could be only from that leak, that is when i start the fan after i use the bathroom. It could be from their toilet seat. I don't know but after almost 40 minutes of running the bathroom fan with the room saturated with ozone, the smell started to cleas outside.

While i was checking and opening the door several times, they did the trick with the morning sleeping kid. They brought a sleeping kid in a gray Toyota or Honda or something, stopped in the middle of the alley and started the lengthy and complicated procedure of unstrapping the kid and taking it in an apartment in building D that took like 5 minutes time in which i opened the door like 3 times.

I will repeat the procedure with the ozone and bathroom fan a couple of times to see if it clears the smell completely, if not it means there's another leak at the toilet seat.

10:10 Just called State Farm, they said the added Angela, the person i spoke with said the person i spoke yesterday is not there yet and he doesn't know why their email with the new card and policy didn't get to me yet.

11:43 Finally got a card in the email with both names on however my name is misspelled and can't go into my accounts cause the site is frozen.

1:09 Now i got two separate cards with only one name on each however it's my name on both, nothing for Angela.

1:33 Right. Farm equipment where all lead ends in food. Low flying small aircraft and helicopters.

2:20 I think i saw "Alexa" briefly in the park @12:30 with a 70 years old woman mask on her face, but i think it was moving too fast and alert to be that old and i think i recognized the shape of her body from behind. I had several encounters with her, first when i was sick with my hand and she had a jacket with a visible inscription saying UNWELL.

2:34 There is an open hole near the living wall, no smoke smell, but felt very sleepy when i went for the walk in the park. I squeezed a bit of Quikrete out of that bag but there's a couple of Comcast trucks. one in our spot one next to it, right near it and i feel shy of doing it in their presence. In the mean time more mole gas is coming here making me sick.

6:55 Ok i fixed the above, now they invaded that space and yelling. Whatever.

It's not that. The biggest problems is not Alexa. The biggest problem to me right now is if behind or before Alexa she was Ayesha Alexis Auciello, the woman from Los Angeles who started this new (sexual) revolution on TikTok and if she is also Seri Iwahori.

Alexa has many American culture samples or shall i say cultural staples included in her performances on all sites and to some degree she masters English. West Coast culture of course. So does Ayesha.

Which means that both must have lived on the wet coast US for at least 10 years though it is hard to say because in both cases it's all so obviously scripted and rehearsed and repeated and CGIed and made to look amateurish and stuff.

Second clue. Ayesha, Geisha. Rumored trans. Did you know first Geisha in Japan were men?

Third clue. Second name. Alexis.

Fourth. Stage name, Erotica.

Fifth. Location. Seri Iwahori and her husband Takuro own a house in Los Angeles.

Sixth. Seri's husband Takuro is a musician. He could be the man behind all the soundtracks of which some are indeed astoundingly good, some better (erotica, right) than today mainstream Dodge ya Cat and stuff. But what if...?

August 3rd

5:24 Aceeași aroganță sfidătoare cu care ne-au obișnuit de decenii. Au găsit o față necunoscută până acum, cea mai aproape de figura lui Nicu dintr-o poză (care nu seamănă cu toate celelalte) pentru a o supraimprima peste cea postată de mine. Prilejul. Discuția zilei.

Și scandalul cu pensiile speciale și cu taxele. În mod tradițional, hoții de stânga măresc taxele și impozitele iar aceștia abia ajunși la putere și-au început rolul.

Apropo nu vrea nimeni să se uite la buget. Am pus link-ul de atâta timp pe blog. Nimic. (Singura chestie e că dacă alegeți un minister din link, suma va apărea doar pe pagina a 2-a, prima sau a doua cifră dintr-un tabel, au știut ei cum să prezinte ca să facă pe omul obișnuit, necontabil, să renunțe să cerceteze).

Ministerul Dezvoltării (ce o fi aia, nu am văzut nici o dezvoltare până acum) are un buget astronomic pe anul ăsta de până la 94 miliarde de lei. 19 miliarde de euro. Ministerul Transporturilor. Până la 59 de miliarde sau 12 miliarde de euro. Să ne arate ce fac cu banii înainte de a ne cere alții. Sau mai bine nu. Vedem noi cu ochiul liber.

Agricultură, 28. Ăsta e cu subvențiile la fermieri (ca să avem mâncare ieftină LOL), dar chiar așa? 5 miliarde de euro? Alimentele nu vin gratuit din aceste subvenții, deși la suma repectivă așa ar trebui, le mai și plătim!

5:46 Am pus ieri două link-uri cu medicamente experimentale pentru cancer, cu rate de succes 100% dar va mai trece un secol sau un mileniu probabil până când FDA le va aproba. Posibile efecte secundare. Și ce. Chimioterapia cu medicamente aprobate de 50 de ani are efectele secundare cele mai devastatoare din toate medicamentele.

Și au venit ei cu o contră. Până mai ieri de Ozempic nu am auzit decât de bine. Acum, dintr-o dată, s-a scrântit. Și apropo. Dacă vomiți atât de mult, le mai iei? Și cum dreq poți să-ți pierzi dinții dacă vomiți?

5:54 Reacție la Crystal Geizer.

6:46 AM PDT După ce am citit știrile și m-am enervat și m-am zbârlit puțin aici m-am dus să-mi încălzesc pizza de ieri seară și mă tot gândeam la ce am citit și am ajuns la concluzia că și faza asta probabil complet regizată pare o contra la ce am postat acum două zile, tot din frustrare.

Concluzie. Ăștia cu media lor super profesionistă vă îmbârligă mințile de nu mai știți ce e cu voi. Iar politicienii crează show-urile pe care media le exploatează în timp ce grosul banilor dvs. din taxe se scurg undeva, poate chiar pe apa sâmbetei.

La fel cum faraonii, rasa supărată, whatever în Egipt i-au dus cu preșul pe ăia să construiască niște munți în deșert, așa ne duc și pe noi acum ne iau mințile de pe o zi pe alta, de la un an la altul, cu te miri ce, ca să mai încălzim puțin planeta.

7:04 Sau cum banii de la buget pentru programul rabla se scurg de fapt la alianța Renault Nissan Metsubushi, alții.

9:22 Still have the old pan under the water heater that is contaminated (or got re-contaminated, i have reasons to believe they have been in here when i was not home) that stinks. So this morning after i ate i got nauseated and i lost the bottle with charcoal caps so i decided to go to Walmart to get some. At the first intersection a blond gypsy lady coming from the opposite direction almost ran into me, had to pull right to avoid.

At Walmart they had none on the shelf though the site said they had two. So i moved forward to Grocery Outlet in Tigard some 5 miles away. A nice day to drive on Hwy 99. Only trouble was i had to pass twice through two red light cameras. And on the streets they come in hordes and they lay all kinda traps and distractions for me and all traffic is loaded with symbolism and directed by AI so they can easily trap me in all kinda situations.

Going downhill in another intersection with no camera doing 45 i saw yellow and thought i can't stop safely but red came too fast and i think i saw red before or right when i entered the intersection.

When i was coming back there was this younger guy with a long blond pony tail under is German war helmet on his Harley who first distracted me with his noise from behind when a Japanese driver in a van got a bit into my lane and then he squeezed between me and that van and had to slow down to let him pass.

Right at the last camera he took his German war helmet off, shook his long hair, i looked for a second and now i can't remember how i passed through that light though i saw after cars before and after me. That was the elaborate retaliation for the red light with no camera.

Don't know how many accidents and lives they saved with those but i know they are illegal. In fact it was when i wrote that post that i realized many things could be illegal around here. I mean, what can be more illegal than having as the chief of State Police an actor from Hungary?

9:48 I added a bit of garlic in the pizza last night now they flooded this whole part of the complex with garlic.

2:00 Sleepy and nauseated, i gathered all my will and went for a walk. Not before i realized something. The pan under the water heater was stinking again, though it wasn't yesterday and i think i know the reason. Last night i felt for hours the very pungent alchol like deodorant of drying laundry. But it was probably not washed enough.

Maybe the washer is like mine was, with a slippery clutch. Then outside i found a black one, stepped upon. Was thinking to pick it up but then i remembered about the UPS van on the road. And i forgot to turn on the ozone on the ozone generator which i just did.

Literally stumbling for the first 2 miles. Then i got a bit better. At the park, a woman, tall, with yellow T-shirt and an attitude got in front of me. Could not or din't want to stop to let her go a bit further. About 100 ft behind her when i passed the alley next to the park's lot that is comming from Stone's Throw. A Police like car, Dodge, white, unmarked, with yellow LPNs and a couple of big antennas was coming from the alley, waiting for me to pass.

Then it took a right and passed me on the street. I had a chance to look at the passenger when they passed, the car was very low for a Police car and there was this good looking Asian woman on the passenger side. Didn't see a number or anything on it.

Further, at the red light at the intersection with 65. There was this red Mazda with a Japanese driver coming from Nyberg ready to make a left turn. The weird part about that intersection is light turns green for that left turn coming from Nyberg before the count down for the cross walk stops. Like 25 seconds before. But i learned my lessons from the past, looked at him (dejavu) and he didn't start until i was like 6 ft away from my sidewalk.

As i crossed the bridge near the complex the big "sexy" woman slowed down (she was moving always in the same direction where i was going) as two Japanese gypsies, one holding a pizza, passed me.

2:15 This article from the Oregonian is contradicting self. Read this and this paragraph.

2:34 More garlic smell coming from somewhere that made me hungry. As i was thinking to warm up some pizza, the Japanese child actors came to camp in the yard.

2:43 Adevărat conflict de interes! Își votează păstrarea propriilor pensii.

5:47 In the opinion. Discretionary.

6:14 Doing some research on why cigarettes taste changed so dramatically since the 80s and so far i found some very interesting facts.

Kent believe this! Kent together with Marlboro and coffee which was not imported anymore were indeed used as payments especially to doctors (bribes, cause they were already payed, but poorly, by state, health care being officially free) but can't remember seeing it being sold in stores, except a few for tourists, in hard currency, rest was all smuggled.

But lately Marlboro started to be manufactured under license in Poland and lots of Polish tourists were bringing it and it was not so much different from the original one.

Westerners who read this will never understand how important this was.

I think if Ceaușescu allowed buying of a license for Kent or Marlboro or an equivalent and/or allowed the import of coffee, blue jeans, video players, he would have never been so much hated by Romanians. And he also exported all meat, cheese, butter, we had big processing factories and farms, but could not find anything in stores. Bread, vegetable oil and sugar were rationalized, all per reason of paying off external debts.

Many people were getting around with relatives who worked on state farms and had around their houses a few animals. In late 80s food also became means of payment and bribery.

The only things widely available was liquor and beer and poor quality wine. Cause the good one, you guessed it. All for export.

Local cigarettes were terrible also because they used very old recipes and poor packaging and now i see, low quality, cheap tobacco.

10:15 As time goes into the night i can confirm. There was an event yesterday, washing dog clothes or clothes contaminated with dog smell in a machine that is defective or broken like mine was. The smell from the dryer's vents under the windows blowing towards ground got into the walls. Walls were heated by the high temperature of the day, some of the smell got inside.

Nausea never stopped for me though i had an ozone generator that is turned to the maximum. Today i can't even feel the smell of ozone that yesterday was overwhelming. As i wrote this paragraph like all the others today the robot upstairs got very agitated. No normal person could have survived the smell upstairs.

11:35 Ceaușescu și nimeni nu putea să facă ce a făcut fără să câștige încrederea mereu naivilor naționaliști români din care mulți l-au ascultat inclusiv în perioada plății "datoriilor externe".

Noi am făcut foame și am fost umiliți 7 ani pentru "10 miliarde de dolari", fază din care nu ne-am mai revenit niciodată, 8 milioane lucrează acum în străinătate, anul acesta numai misteriosul minister al dezvoltării a avut la dispoziție 19 miliarde de euro, iar România a plătit prin Ministerul Finanțelor dobânzi de 5 și s-a împrumutat încă 5.

Și de ce Ecaterina când în limba română avem și Cătălina. Nu ar fi fost convingător.

Acum unii români care se cred naționaliști speră uitându-se la AUR și la George Simion. Treaba lor. Un lucru nu vor putea face. Nu vor putea spune că nu li s-a spus.

July 1st

9:05 Last night i was driving from Lincoln City and while trying to beat the boredom (when not struggling to keep on the road while being blinded by the numerous vehicles with off specs headlights) i thought of the question the cop Boston Draper asked during the night of 20/21 2021. "What happened at the moment of impact?"

My answer was "i sped up an he slowed down".  That was what i saw and it is explained by the transfer of momentum by the equation m1v1=m2v2. Actually, should be m1deltav1 equals m2deltav2 whatever where delta is the difference of speed before and after impact.

Was that a rhetoric question during a staged, allegoric incident, or maybe an opportunistic rhetoric question after the main purpose of the staged accident was not achieved, suggesting exactly the problem i talked about yesterday. When hitting a reflecting surface a photon turns back at the same speed of light, though in the opposite direction and the speed component of the momentum changes sign. It appears though there is a changes sign the above equation is satisfied.

Ok now i woke up after 4 hours with the same questions in mind and i asked google a few things just to clarify.

What i found out. According to  Saleh Theory Photons do not travel straight but on a 3D helical trajectory. The straight line in the middle of that helix is the direction of light. Though they have no electric charge, apparently they ride on the electric/magnetic field or the other component of their dual nature, fields that constantly (re)create each other as the EM wave progresses. (BTW can there be an EM wave without a photon or more riding it). Attached to that motion there is the frequency of both field and photon or the wave length or pitch of the helix or color of the photon in case of visible light.

If the projection of the speed of the photon to the line in the center of the helix stays the same (the speed of light), on an intrinsic coordinate system or tangent to its helical trajectory the speed of the photon should be greater than the speed of light.

It appears the momentum transfer during a reflection event applies to that helical speed only since the speed of light or its projection on a straight line in the middle of the helix cannot be changed and there is a shift in frequency together with a reduction of photon's momentum and energy in the intrinsic coordinate system due to the transfer.

Now i got puzzled again but on a different level an need to take a break.

1:40 For those who ask themselves what i have done all morning under the car, is i removed the failing clips for the panels and installed zip ties instead because the panels were vibrating like crazy making a sinister sound. For some i had to drill extra holes ("return" holes) so i can close the zip tie loop. I had some before since last few days, when i ran out of big ones, put small ones instead, today i replaced those, i have in total maybe ten of them.

Yesterday when i drove to Lincoln City after first variant at Nyberg and almost an accident. A big red Dodge SUV with a woman at the wheel pushing, i made me stayed a few seconds longer at the intersection for the second variant, from forward was coming speeding a small car, i miscalculated the distance and almost got hit by it while making the left turn.

After that i found myself behind a cistern, unmarked and had to drive behind it, speeding, no chance to pass until Sheridan when it pulled right. The i stopped at Grand Ronde and saw it pass, like 15 minutes behind me,

1:50 I went to take this picture and the guy that had his car next to ours last night and this morning came and started the car then he waited for his wife in the middle of the alley who came from building D, again looking Japanese pretending Latina. So i waited a couple of minutes for them to go and went and took several pictures when i saw a white unmarked Police car (most likely Washington County where i'm residing (not to be confused with Washington State, another name coincidence i forgot to write about)) passed by

It was dark under car and had to use the flash and almost flashed the camera in his face when he passed. First pictures did not come right so i had to go and take some more.

Yesterday morning. I knew there was going to be some retaliation after i hosed the building Thursday night and they got in my jet's direction, on purpose. Yesterday morning after i went to WinCo to buy aspirin (yest it works as patch) because of pain from dust, i left for a walk and they were these guys ready to apply herbicide on the mulch areas. Three of them with manual pumps in their backs figuring ninja turtles. I saw them in the past, but only one at a time, around the building.

The wind was blowing towards me from their direction and they were just starting so they were at the edge of the parking lot, at a distance from each other, next to the children's playground and caught all three of them one after another, spraying. At the last one i felt something getting in my eyes, maybe drops that dried out and aerosolized, i looked at them, they weren't wearing any protection like google or gloves. they were cars around, so i said to myself, most likely is not toxic.

However when i fell asleep in the evening and woke up my eyes were hurting and dripping a bit but did not realized what it was and then i went to Lincoln City with the same jeans a T-shirt bla bla. When i came back my eyes were hurting and had enough time to think while driving and remembered the three sprayers of Friday morning.

Things like these, like with the cistern, the sprayers, etc. always happen before holidays like 4th of July. Today as i was under the car i saw a classic car putting much exhaust, others, there was this irritating smell coming from a laundry exhaust, etc.. Wondering what lies ahead, getting ready to go near Olympia, WA.

June 8

1:05 This woman is not Romanian, she is Japanese.

11:13 About the guy at Apt.1 i wrote before. He looks like a dead Japanese opera singer. He tormented me for years by idling a Dodge pickup with a V8 engine and broken exhaust, with no purpose, for up to half hour a day. One day i confronted him and since that didn't work (he said he doesn't have the money to fix the truck) i went to the office and he stopped doing that.

Then i saw him having some guys loading/unloading sacks of rice in his van. I saw him with his van on the hospital alley and thought he was reselling the rice to the hospital but later i saw in his van huge barrels labeled "disinfectant". I think i went and complained at the office about that one too. But yesterday when i went to pick the last leaves that were thrown off the east garages (relative to the building) i saw a trail of tiny pellets of fertilizer going to his apartment.

I the last few days i bought and used at "Angela's garden" and for the plants in the balcony 2 pounds of organic fertilizer made mainly of bird droppings and talked aloud about it.

2:10 A cup of suction for your head.

9:10 Impresia generală și a mea până acum când am deschis această pagină din Wikipedia a fost că guvernul Ciucă este majoritar PNL. PNL deține ministerele cheie în acest moment, ca cel de externe, dar PSD sunt majoritari ca număr în acest guvern. Deci pică argumentul că guvernul nu respectă proporția rezultată din alegeri.

Mai cred că sunt pe blat cu liderii sindicali care au ales momentul grevelor atunci când trebuiau să se rotească guvernele (adică PNL să cedeze aceste ministere importante către PSD?). Astfel mai au un motiv să nu se rotească, ca să-și poată termina treaba.

Mai cred că acest fals Klaus Iohannis, un scriitor ungur pe nume Imre Babics, împreună cu ministrul său de externe, un scriitor ungur pe nume Zorán Ardamica vor să ne ducă în prăpastie, alegând să fie tot mai agresiv cu rușii. Iohannis și-a bătut joc de România ca nimeni altul, numind până acum nu mai puțin de 11 prim miniștri în 14 guverne, începând cu Gabriel Oprea, din 22 iunie 2015.

Cum au ajuns aceștia să conducă țara? Cum au fost și toți ceilalți, dinainte de Ceaușescu, până în 89 și apoi toți primi miniștrii și toate guvernele. România este în secret o colonie ungurească care s-a numit până recent Ungrovlahia. Ungurii s-au retras însă oficial din Ardeal pentru că aveau nevoile de toate forțele pentru o misiune mult mai importantă. Să controleze împreună cu japonezii toată lumea.

De data asta ei vor să ne aducă într-un conflict cu Rusia, ca să dezmembreze țara fără nici un efort din partea lor.

Pentru toate astea au format, în principal la universitatea Loránd Eötvös o armată de peste 10 000 de actori care sunt în viață acum, plasați în conducerea tuturor țărilor.

Bineînțeles că un ministru de externe PSD după "rotație" ar fi tot unul de-al lor însă nu ar putea face în numele PSD ce fac ei acum în numele PNL, ar bate la ochi.

11:05 Woke up really sick, hands are cold and have chest discomfort. I believe the woman at 4 did it again. Dried a dog blanket in the drier without washing it when i was gone, Sunday or Monday. Though her apartment is upstairs, the drier's vent is at basement level. The wall next to kitchen smells now both from outside and inside like a dog toilet, especially when the fridge starts. Waves of smoke are also coming from outside.

What happens is the parasite (T Gondii) or something else in dog pee and poo is increasing dopamine, adrenaline and other hormones. Your body works in high gear and heart pumps harder on low oxygen with the nose congested. You don't feel a thing or even incredibly high (like drunk) and sexually aroused until it brings you to heart failure. Nothing magic.

3:00 Very suspicious the Canadian fires, now at the beginning of June. So far affecting only NE states. What will it be in September then? Reason? Taking your mind off some other things, weird associations.

5:30 Angela went to bed, they came in the back and started yelling.

Got my wi-fi dongle i ordered to move the wi-fi away from laptop, at the end of a longer USB cable (to use in a hotel room with no wired (ethernet) connection). However could not make it work even if plug it directly. It starts, according to the meter. But is not visible in settings, even after i restart the laptop. Drawback of Chromebook, it doesn't have drivers for all stuff sold on the market. Also the settings are kinda minimalist.

In the process i briefly turned the internal wi-fi on and exposed myself to a minute or two worth of radiation now from two sources, the dongle and the internal. The reason i turned wi-fi off and use the laptop on ethernet since the beggining of this year.

Pain followed promptly in the nearby areas (from knees to belly) which shows i'm not healed from previous massive doses from keeping the laptop on my lap for 10 hours a day and probably never will. It looks like i became radio sensitive that is i cannot take no more doses of microwave radiation. I read online that radiation dosage is cumulative, that is the effects of new exposure add on top to the old one and in and there maybe a limit in a lifetime.

Also i was thinking. In the past i could go to brick and mortar stores like Fry's in Wilvonville that is now closed and talk to the sells-people about what i need before i buy something. This is a one of a kind never been done project and i feel like i need to talk to someone about. I googled but can't find any pre-sell advisers at Amazon.

May 22

9:00 We slept Sunday night at Chinook Winds. Angela had a day off today. Though she won a little in the evening, she lost it all and more today. Another ok room, everything was clean except us who were stinking really bad. When i stuck my head in the bag with fresh shirts and stuff the were sinking. Mold mix with dog s... When we got home, the smell of mold outside is covering it but you can guess it. More outside then inside. Out of frustration, kept repeating in my mind over and over what i'm about to write.

THEY of course anticipated. When we got here she started her Dodge with big noise and left. The small silver grey Dodge SUV at the closest entrance of building D.

I wanted to write in that day but for some reason i didn't. When i left for my walk she again started her Dodge, made a noise and i forgot to look at the sign. Remembered later and came back. As i left again she came in a state owned newer Chevy i guess, dressed and made to look like a case worker or something. Then she climbed at Apt.4, next upstairs. Where again she poses as a person with special needs who talks for hours on the phone in the balcony. Though i saw her several times before it is the first time today i figured what's going on.

At first she was just talking on the phone, with nobody at the other end. No pauses to listen. After i complained, now she talks with someone on the speaker phone and the other person is so loud i can hear it from everywhere in the yard. Spanish with yellow hair and very muscular, like an olympic swimmer. From what i know, very good Spanish. Like the guy upstairs (who left). Very good Spanish, very good English. BTW did i write that the wheels he bought for his car and threw from the balcony the day he left were the same as at my old Elantra?

Ok at Apt.4 she poses as a person with mental health problems, at building D as herself, then as a state social worker, and at 3 again as guy with a midget as partner. BTW i looked on TV at the hotel and saw a show with Montel Williams who looked just like him, the guy with the walker yesterday. Got to check that.

There is a Spanish looking very thin guy who comes to her (the person at 3) from time to time maybe every other week or so and walks the dog. But what happens with the dog in the meantime?

So today i started to ask myself. Does she dries the dog's blanket or something without washing it? It may very well be that way, by the smell.

But that in itself wouldn't be such a big problem if under the vent there wasn't the hole for the water heater emergency valve, that opens in case of overheating. The steam from the drier goes down, touches the ground and part of it goes in the wall through that hole. It's that simple.

Then they throw garbage items on what's left of the redwood mulch that in turn start to stink like mold around the building outside that partly cover the dog smell. Cigarette butts. But last week it was so bad that when i went outside at the car i started to have stomach pain and diarrhea right away. The worst ever was in that day when he left from upstairs and the days after, probably because she didn't have to be exposed. Right now i got the balcony door open and the smell that is coming out of the front wall goes around the building and comes inside.

The big advantage of using celebrities in situations like this is the Police won't arrest Montel Williams or Frankie Adams for being here. Unless if they can charge them with something. Though they have been cases for charging celebrities for speeding and drunk driving, i think everybody agrees they can get away with many other things.

And BTW does anybody know why the market went down 1.4% after being up most day? I guess it was the exact moment i saw and recognized Orianthi walking twice in front of my car in the parking lot at Chinook, after sitting there and drinking and eating for hours. Just because i said i liked her the other day. The way she plays the guitar and she is not looking totally unpleasant.

May 21

2:15 Fuego

7:55 Marcel Ciolacu Independența

9:40 Fătălăul


A... and them...
10:05 At the car there is at least one quart of a quart of oil on top of what i put. It passes the upper limit (on a leveled parking place), blows through PCV and through the catch can giving the same symptoms as before. Tried to do more investigation and thinking of pulling it out but is next to impossible because so many people are putting up a show outside.

Same yesterday at Indian Head. They gave us 95 dollars in free play and 15 dollars in food but that not justifies the long drive there over the mountains. At two of the poker machines there was a weird message popping on the display ... No comms... And then the machines restarted by themselve. A couple of times...

Very few whites, and "mexicans" and a lot of Japanese dressed and with the haircuts and extra make up made to look like native americans... The only weird thing was they were too short... At the players club they were playing with the microphone, creating lots of static noise before and after announcements... Romanian singer Paul Surugiu acting as a security guard...

4:17 I went to check if i didn't forget anything at the car which i did, because of all distractions and noises. Earlier i went at the street parking lot (too many people moving around here), pulled one quart or oil, put back half clean, it was now at the lower limit, cannot find here a level place to measure it. I spilled a bit of oil, pulled the spark plug coils and forgot to tighten the bolts. There is an empty jug of oil of the exact brand as i used, only 5W30 next to the garbage bin for a few days now. I think it survived Thursday.

Which i did, then then when i closed the hood, i realized for the first time the left headlight was moving. I was thinking. Maybe that is the reason they are blinding me at night. So i went and grabbed the sockets and tightened those bolts a bit and i looked at the other one and saw there was a plastic composite flange that was glued with adhesive before i had the car and the adhesive broke. Both headlights have been replaced, one at the first accident when the car was totaled and one at the second, it was the one i bought and took it to the shop.

In both cases there was no structural damage of the car, just too many panels damaged from denting the car from front to rear, by driving to close to something, on both sides. Both headlights.

So i went inside, cleaned both surfaces from the old adhesive, poured a finger tip amount of Steel Reinforced JB Weld in a water bottle lid, grabbed a napkin with a bit of alcohol, some guy 100 ft away started to cough like they always do, wiped everything and in the moment i started to mix the adhesive here came this blue gray car that stopped next to mine.

I told him that was not a parking spot, the Japanese driver went and took some sort of walking cart from the car and from the right rear seat came my old friend, the owner of the van with many merchandises (rice, barrels of disinfectant, now sacks of empty cans) who was tormenting me for years with his broken exhaust 5 liter Dodge and almost pushed me out of the way. As i wasn't moving because i had to put the adhesive on, and did not understand what he was trying to do, having my mind on what i was doing, he went with the cart over the curb, and slowly moved forward in the grass area.

Then he stopped ft away from me, and i asked him why and he said he needed to rest. Then he told me that is the only way he can get inside, because of the two rungs at the entrance next to his spot. How about the stairs. A few other guys waited and took him on the stairs. He apparently has an amputated leg but my guess is he is just bending it. In that moment i heard a whistling sound and saw an F15 gliding from west to east, about 1000 ft above, at low speed.

4:27 One of the cash machines at the casinos gave me a Maya Angelou silver quarter. I was curious and looked at it and saw a clear symbol of the rising Sun, as seen on Japanese flags or ancient paintings. I further googled away her name and what  i found was...

April 9

2:00 Culinare. Cea mai simplă rețetă de cozonac (da, în SUA Paștele - Easter) sunt azi, teoretic majoritatea sunt neoprotestanți (pocăiți), protestanți și catolici). Timp de lucru, 15 minute (având totul pregătit). Am folosit cantitățile de la pizza pentru că le știu bine, cu aluat din 4 ingrediente, multiplicate de 1,5 ori ca să pot frământa într-un bol de sticlă pe care îl am plus adaosurile specifice de cozonac. De ce să mergi în piață și să cumperi un cozonac și să nu știi ce cumperi.

1000 ml (mililitri, volum, nu grame, greutate) făină proaspătă de calitate (4 căni de 240 ml cu vârf).
O lingură cu vârf și jumătate de drojdie uscată de calitate (30 de grame), proaspătă sau ținută în frigider într-un borcan etanș (nu ambalajul original, după ce acesta a fost desfăcut) (merge până la un an sau mai mult).
Jumătate de linguriță rasă de sare (2-3 grame).
Lapte praf sau lapte.
Apă plată (fără clor care e rău pentru drojdie) cât să iasă un aluat moale.

2-3 ouă.
Unt cât jumătate de ou.
2 linguri de zahăr (o lingură cu vârf are 20 grame).
Arome (vanilie, coaja de la o portocală, etc.).

Un pumn de stafide și/sau rahat tăiat mărunt, etc..

Cantități modeste ca pentru obezi sau diabetici.

Se amestecă în bol întâi drojdia uscată cu făina, cu lingură, de jos în sus. Urmează sarea. Laptele praf.

Se topește untul în alt bol mai mic în cuptorul cu microunde. Atenție când se pun în cuptorul cu microunde cantități mici, microundele scăpate pot avea o intensitate de 10 ori mai mare (sau până la 10 wați) decât când se pun cantități mai mari. Măsurat de mine. Deci păstrați distanța.

Untul nu trebuie să fie fierbinte iar ouăle e bine să fie scoase din frigider câteva ore înainte. E o chestie simplă de planning în bucătărie. La fel ca și cumpărarea ingredientelor. Mai e timp.

Se bat puțin ouăle, untul și zahărul, pentru omogenizare. Vanilie.

Se amestecă totul cu lingura. Se adaugă apă până la obținerea consistenței știute (un aluat foarte moale). Se pune o folie deasupra. Temperatura trebuie să fie măcar 75 grade (22 C), sau dacă nu, dați drumul la cuptor. Iarna nu contează, sistemul de încălzire va merge mai puțin. Se pune o folie deasupra și se lasă să crească până își dublează volumul (cam o oră, dacă drojdia și făina au fost bune, se pot testa pe mici cantități cu o zi înainte sau dacă faceți pizza mereu, știți). Asta a fost partea cea mai grea și plictisitoare, dar nu trebuia să depășească 10 minute.

După ce aluatul a crescut, se presară făină pe o tavă de nylon din acelea pe care tăiați ceapa, se răstoarnă aluatul foarte moale din bol și se frământă și se adaugă făină mereu pentru a nu se lipi de degete până se obține o cocă moale. Frământatul trebuie să dureze cel puțin 5 minute. Deci timp total teoretic, (dacă nu vă întrerupe ceva, excluzând așteptările pentru creștere, coacere) este 15 minute. Se pune într-o tavă înaltă unsă cu ceva (cel mai bine ulei de cocos pentru că se arde greu) și se lasă să crească încă o oră (sau volumul se mărește de 2.5 ori).

Se varsă peste cocă un amestec egal de zahăr cu apă (sau un ou  bătut), pentru a nu se arde. Se pune în cuptor la temperatură medie (400 F, 200 C) pentru zece minute după care se reduce la 375 F sau 190 C pentru încă 15 minute.

Am citit zilele trecute o chestie bizară pe un site românesc. Cum să decongelezi carnea în zece minute folosind două oale bla bla. Erau felii ca pentru friptură. Nu vă pierdeți timpul și faceți ca mine. 10 minute timp de lucru total pentru o friptură delicioasă.

Într-un mic bol amestecați o lingură de paprica dulce, curry dacă aveți, piper măcinat proaspăt, sare și alte mirodenii ca de exemplu cimbru, foi de dafin, etc., după gust. Singurul ingredient obligatoriu este sarea.

Nu vă pierdeți timpul cu decongelarea ci faceți totul ca și cum ar fi carne decongelată (vită, porc, găină, la fel). Spălați deci feliile de carne congelată cu apă normal, rece, de mai multe ori (aici vă vor îngheța degetele) și apoi opțional cu oțet de mere și scurgeți bine (atenție oțetul obișnuit le va da un gust ciudat pe când oțetul de mere este delicat). Presărați mirodeniile pe ambele părți și peste, picurați ulei de măsline (sau de care aveți) întinzând totul bine cu un deget.

Puneți bucățile de carne congelată tratate astfel într-o tavă preferabil de sticlă și o folie de aluminiu bine etanșată (mulată peste margini) deasupra și totul în cuptor la aceeași temperatură de 200 C ca mai sus. Vă mai uitați peste o oră, o oră și jumătate (în funcție de tipul de carne, mărimea bucăților și numărul lor) prin pereții de sticlă ai tăvii, când trebuie să fie gata. Încercați cu o furculiță. Puteți la urmă să presărați deasupra rosmarin, sau alte ciudățenii. Lăsate în aceeași tavă în frigider ține câteva zile.

Cu alte cuvinte, gătiți carnea congelată ca și cum ar fi decongelată.

Apropo, puneți pe fundul cuptorului o bucată de folie de aluminiu pe care o aruncați după, în caz că ce faceți acolo curge pe jos. 

A și băutura ideală. 50 ml de suc de grapefruit la o cană de 400 ml de apă. Bei o cană, ți se face imediat sete pentru următoarea etc.. Odată desigilată, o sticlă de suc de grapefruit ține în frigider și o lună.

10:39 We had 120 dollars in free play and 15 dollars in food at Indian Head. It would have been a nice drive in the mountains if it didn't rain. Not much problems on the road like smoke, but there was a black Dodge charger that was made to look very similar to a Police car that passed me while i could have been speeding a little going downhill after an intersection.

Over there i realized i didn't get the antibiotics ointment and had some chills because of an infected ringworm on the right hand so i went to the market. In there a Japanese woman trying to look like a Native American was putting up a show. Then Angela asked me to convert  her free play into money by playing poker. There are advantages. She doesn't need to button the machine every time she plays. There is a chance i could win a big hand etc..

That is the only casino i can do that because they have a return play at poker of nearly 100% or maybe more, if you play with no mistakes on an Easter day. Like i read on sites when i decided to learn the set of rules you need to know to win. But it's a bit demanding and i can't play all night because it's not as fun as the others. BTW from my 20 dollars freeplay i made 55 playing at different other machines. It was Easter.

But when i finished and got 96 dollars on the ticket (Angela gave me a 5 dollars starter and 91 dollars left on card) i got up and can't remember if i pulled the ticket from the machine. Then i searched for Angela and couldn't find her and went to the restroom. In there only one person, a ninja. My new jacket has very slippery pockets, i already lost a camera that fell from it.

Thing is. I could not find the ticket (in that pocket there was only a 1 cent ticket from Chinook Winds).

My Moto e7 takes 5 seconds of pushing the power button pushing to start up. While searching frantically for the ticket i might have touched it but i doubt it was for that long. Thing is it started while in my hand and while worrying about the ticket and forgot to turn it off. More than that i put it in the pocket while it was booting up (and searching for towers) when it puts the max power of 3 watts.

Then i went in the car, remembered and turned it off, after about 5 minutes. It wasn't triggering the microwave meter that was in the car which means it wasn't emitting, after dealing with the local tower and forgot about.

Then i took a nap in the car and Angela came much earlier than usual and we left for home. On the road over Mt Hood the most unlikely sight. 4 old VW vans from the 50s or 60s smoking badly of course while climbing and one nasty driver pushing me from behind. I could pass 2 of them, and then had to drive more miles behind the other 2.

It is their way of dealing with information put out in public, in order to maybe try to cancel or make it forgotten.

When i got home someone parked an SUV in my spot with California LPN. I went inside because i had to go to restroom and then i wanted to go and take a picture but the man came. Japanese, with dark complexion, i asked him if they have street names and house numbers in Japan. In other words, i was mad because of the 3 hours struggle that to me is driving, asked him to pull the car, he was hesitating.

He said he just moved, lives at Apt.55 and this is his spot. However he pulled and i saw what i knew and forgot. My car was parked on 55. Then i looked around more careful and realized the numbers of the spots are in sequence and do not correspond with the numbers of the apartments. It was only a coincidence my apartment, F5, is next to spot 55.

However i don't believe there is an apartment 55 cause all apartment numbers start with letters. More information superseeding? As for him he might be one of those Spanish actors or singers done by Japanese actors. Or could be him cause i had a song of his stuck for some reason all day in my head. Maybe i picked it from the casino muzak. Now i need to search but i have bigger priorities. Later.

This morning i took a Zyrtec cause at 4 AM could not sleep. However it hit me 12 hours later, as it usually happens. So i slept all evening. When i woke up my ringworm was itching and my right side of the body was hurting, in known spots that after years, stopped when i stopped using the phone and some weird smoke was coming from outside. Colon, hip articulation, pancreas, name it. From only one exposure of less than a minute however at maximum intensity.

March 8

12:50 Cigarette filters at the door was a trick. I tried to go to sleep thinking they can't do nothing to me but i woke with apnea. Went outside and found 4 holes next to the building, more in the middle of the lawn. First used borax, borax finished then i used something else. One guy with an old red car (i think a Pontiac) went somewhere and came back while another guy was passing next to me. Now trying to air by opening the front door.

1:00 Obsessed with numerology? Try Benford's law. Leading numbers in data sets are not distributed uniformly, the numbers starting with 1 appear 30% of the time, while those starting with 9, 5% instead of appearing normally all 100/9 times or 11.11%.

Two examples. In digital photography, the numbers representing pixels obey the law, but only before compression. So do the numbers in accounting books. In fact, they use this law to verify the correctitude of accounting, without needing to know anything else. Spooky!

2:00 Two hours after i plugged those holes and the smell almost cleared out. But as it weakened, it turned out it was a very pungent type of mold that came from the ground. Ashmole. European mole. I think now i now what happened. Virulent mold strains from those mole holes seeded the walls that were not treated with chlorine in the last week or so.

Being very cold outside and panel walls not so well sealed, in some areas they get moist and then they catch mold, sometimes invisible, sometimes with virulent strains from the ground and i have to do this (use a mop soaked in chlorine) on the walls during winter at least once a week.

2:05 Shock waves can travel as fast as 10300 m/s or 30 times the speed of sound. At that speed they indeed move about 10 mm per microsecond or 30 mm in 3 microseconds. But you will need more than speed to compress a solid inside a sphere made of TNT. You will need an outer shell or a spherical shell or case of comparable resistance with the core to build up the required pressure as there is inertia, elastic and compression forces opposing to it and it all depends on the amount of TNT needed or the size of the outer sphere to create that type of pressure.

10:47 Ne aduce Iohannis ceva bun din Japonia?

Ceaușescu obținuse, spun unii cu ajutorul unui episcop român din America, Trifu (da, există parohii și episcopii românești în SUA) cu legături legionare (era să scriu regionale) clauza națiunii celei mai favorizate (Most Favoured Nation, MFN), care cronologic s-a întâmplat după vizita în SUA a lui Ceaușescu.

Ce înseamnă asta. După autorii acestui articol, accesul la tehnologii avansate. După google...

În orice caz. Din ce știu eu. Noi exportam mașini unelte și aveam chiar și service (IMU Bacău vreau să spun). UN fost șef al service, un tip Cărămidaru, care semăna mult cu Țopescu a fost șeful meu la IMU, cel care m-a ajutat să clădesc grupa de Proiectare Asistată de Calculator.

Ce tehnologie avansată importam din SUA. A existat la București un joint venture, parcă ROM Control Data, o firmă ce făcea în SUA minicalculatoare, discuri, imprimante etc. fiind la vremea aceea un competitor al IBM. Făceau și la București discuri și imprimante. Discuri de 40 MB de mărimea unei mașini de spălat. Asta a fost toată tehnologia avansată din ce știu eu.

Însă calculatoarele lor au fost clonate în România la Fabrica de Calculatoare Felix, probabil cu știrea și participarea lor, că altfel ar fi întrerupt ROM Control Data. Probabil fiindcă s-au împotrivit unii în SUA și s-a ales această soluție. Nu am făcut-o numai noi ci și sovieticii. Calculatorul care guverna celebra ciocănitoare, probabil alte tipuri de armament, era de acest tip.

Vechile calculatoare FELIX care erau licență franceză care la rândul ei era licență IBM trebuiau înlocuite și s-a găsit această soluție, clonarea unor calculatoare CDC care erau în vogă pe vremea aia în SUA, însă nu mai mari și mai puternice decât IBM 360, vechiul model al FELIX. Însă aveau alt soft (sistem de operare, de fișiere), ce era destul de asemănător cu cel de pe PC-uri înainte de Windows, deci mult mai ușor de operat.

Cu toate acestea, nu s-a găsit nimeni în România să proiecteze și să realizeze programe ci în schimb le-au transferat pe cele de pe FELIX care probabil au fost realizate de francezi în vremea când au vândut licența FELIX. O aplicație de salarii putea să ruleze și 24 de ore pe aceste calculatoare moderne (eu am dezvoltat prima aplicație de salarii în timp real cred după ce am plecat de la IMU).

S-a dust vremea când aveam embargo pentru tehnologii avansate, chiar și armament. Au trecut chiar 30 de ani de atunci. Am intrat în NATO în 2004.

O țară NATO nu are  nici o restricție la tipul de armament importat din alte țări NATO. Cât despre bani, în urma analizei bugetului eu am depistată că zeci de miliarde, poate sute de euro dispar direct din conturile Ministerului de Finanțe, fără nici o explicație. Nu există o dare de seamă a execuției bugetare la sfârșit de an.

Românii care au fost mult traumatizați psihologic de Ceaușescu au rămas cu ideea că cineva ne face o mare favoare dacă ne vinde de exemplu armament. Fie și de la fier vechi din Portugalia, fiindcă acolo s-a dus, nu-i așa episcopul Trifu să moară după ce, spun unii, l-a turnat Securitatea la americani că a fost legionar...

Conducătorii vremelnici fac vizite spectaculoase în țări fabuloase, încercând să inducă ideea că fac ceva pentru țară. Cu toate acestea, economia de piață este înaintea lor. Japonezii sunt deja prezenți în România prin Nissan, care este partener Renault, multe componente de la Dacia fiind de Nissan...

Cât despre eventuale firme majore Japoneze în România... Mitsubishi de exemplu are ceva în Austria...

A venit Daimler în SUA și a preluat Chrysler și chiar au scos niște modele... PT Cruiser... Dodge Charger, cu care s-au dotat multe poliții din SUA... Au plecat însă și au vândut Chrysler în pierdere unei firme din New York care mai apoi a dat faliment, totul din motiv de... cultură de muncă.

Dacă tot am scris de IMU, căruia i se poate adăuga un Z în față și obține ZIMU, am să scriu din nou povestea numărului de la camionetă. Cândva, prin 2005 cred a început să nu-mi mai placă numărul care l-am avut de fapt de la dealer. Russ Chevrolet care a fost închis de GM. Paranoia respectivă + 40 de dolari pe care i-am plătit mi-au adus însă mult mai multe probleme.

Am fost la cel mai apropiat DMV (Division for Motor Vehicles) care se ocupă cu înmatriculări și examene de conducere etc.. Primul din teanc avea trei de 6 în el. Fiindcă nu a vrut să-mi dea altul, m-am dus la alt DMV și am cerut unul Crater Lake (în Oregon sunt mai multe teme pentru numere). Fiindcă fusesem recent acolo cred. Nu știu de ce și mi l-au dat pe ăsta, tot primul din teanc, care avea 3 de 7 în el. Ok mi-am zis și l-am luat și l-am instalat.
Ani de zile după, mai mult de 15, am descoperit asta. Hubbard este autorul SF care a creat Biserica Scientologică ce susține că Xenu, dictatorul galactic, a adunat miliarde de tetani pe care i-a scos datornici la taxe de pe 76 de planete și i-a adus pe Pământ (Teegeeack) care ar fi a 77 planetă, o colonie penală,  conservați în antigel și i-a îngropat la poalele vulcanilor pe care i-a detonat cauzând erupții. Tetanii (sufletele) fiind nemuritori și indestructibili au mai scăpat din lavă care în SUA se folosește ca vată minerală pentru izolarea caselor și umblă să găsească corpuri să re reîncarnbeze și se agață de cei care au deja un tetan și-i chinuie etc..

A 4-a și a 5-a din postarea cu bulevardul Hollywood din Los Angeles, acela cu stele pe trotuar este cu un centru de primire al bisericii.

Și încă o poveste cu număr de mașină. Înainte de asta la care am pus un cuvânt latin ERGO gen LOREM IPSUM, la cea dinainte tot așa am fost la un DMV unde erau numai actori unguri, normal, și mi-au dat un număr cu JKB la care dacă inversezi primele două litere iese KJB. Aproape KGB. Ca rezultat, și acum, după un an și de la pierderea mașinii respective oriunde merg întotdeauna apare câte o mașină, două, zece, cu un număr asemănător.

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