Passing a red light and speed camera is a very complex task. I consider myself an above average driver, i only had two accidents of my fault in 31 years and in both cases i hit poles in parking lots and now have big difficulties passing one of those. I mean, red light is one, speed is another but both, it gets hairy.
You have to look for traffic, speed, direction and pedestrians in the same time. But what if the intersection is in a slope and your speed may increase after 100 yards after you get your foot from all pedals to concentrate at lights, traffic and direction?
I long maintained that in Oregon automated tickets are not legal. Mine in the past came in mail from out of state with the signature printed which means one single officer issued all the tickets at all the intersection within that jurisdiction. A stop has not been made and no officer was present. But that officer did not even see the tickets because they were printed in other state (Nevada).
Tonight i had this idea and put the visor on to see if it helps with blinding lights from the opposite. Or was on since the last parking lot i left the car unattended.
I did not encounter any light for about 80 miles. In the meantime it got dark and i the visor was good with the blinding lights from the opposite.
Trouble is i could not see traffic lights except from a distance which was maybe 100 yards from intersections. But i think in intersections with two lights, i could see at least one. I will try and verify tomorrow or even tonight.
I even commented in the car, i told Angela i think it works, all i have to see is the car in front of me.
When i got at the traffic camera in Sherwood, i saw it was green from a distance. There is one little problem there, they made a bridge that appears in the visual field behind the cameras and that bridge has ever changing colors, interfering with signals given by the light to the drivers.
Then i saw a flash. Angela confirmed the light was green, which i saw myself seconds before intersection. I had a little above 50 when i entered the intersection, Angela yelled and hit the brakes, had exactly 45 or speed limit when i crossed the second crosswalk. At least one more car came after me and did not trigger any.
I don't know what triggered that flash, i took a quick look around and saw no one moving. But could have been a guy speeding in the opposite (but it would have been two flashes or even a guy who crossed a line and wasn't moving). Or it malfunctioned. Ori it was remote controlled from Nevada or by a hacker over the internet trying to prove i could not see the lights. Or by George or Well from behind the grave on this end of October.
Would not be the first time when something or someone intentionally triggered a flash just to take a picture of me. One time it was in front o City Hall in Beaverton, in the day of the release of Gangnam Style when i had my hands full of sticky foam crossed on the wheel and was driving to my then Korean mechanic at Lucky Autobody in Beaverton.
Thing is they got now a picture with the visor on my upper side of the face and they cold try and prove i was driving without possibility of seeing traffic lights. Even if only for illicit viewers over the web.
Yes i am overconfident and changed my driving patterns due to the fact that i know that all other vehicles surrounding me everywhere i go are for show and all i have to take care of is to look in the mirror and accelerate when they get closer (and i did that tonight for most part of the drive) and not to hit the guy in front of me when they stopped suddenly which tonight, for a long time was one with a dealership LPN "DAY 1".
I am currently arguing with Angela and i was saying that overall this was the worst "driving while been bullied" drive of my entire life and she says no, because she does not see what i see in the rear mirror. But for that there are now laws or law enforcement to enforce them or ever read what i write here for years.
And BTW tomorrow i will physically disconnect the satellite or whatever Sirius link this car has and i did not subscribe to with its own GPS and voice command and stuff (with a possibility of being hacked). I was for for a long time people can here somewhere what i talk in the car.
And BTW, the yellow truck with the inscription SEATTLE EMPIRE on driver side is in the other spot with one wheel in ours and there is so much smoke you cannot breathe outside.
Yesterday i spent last half of day in the room and it was one of the worst days of my life and later i discovered the cause. On the north side of the hotel was a cocking smoke similar to the one outside right now and probably was making its way in the hotel from under entrance door.
I went and drove a little at the first intersection to see if i could see the lights. It all depends on the position of the visor, but i don't think it was low enough to have missed it. Though i remember a car going in the opposite that was stopped. But could have been on yellow.
I remember the previous light in Newberg was red though i had green arrow for right turn and i looked by the visor. But it was so bright in the night.
This bridge at night shines in ever changing rainbow colors, confusing drivers about the color of the traffic lights, like the rainbowserpent. I will try and take a video one of these nights. Nevermind.
Sherwood, Serpent. BTW can you see how strong they shine the lights from cars coming from opposite? This is what i experience at night all the time, but imagine on a narrow, two lanes hwy in complete dark.
Wait a minute could this be a trick from the part of city of Sherwood so people at night get confused or can not see the color of traffic lights? to make more money tolling a State highway?
9:55 A rather large amount of leaves have fallen over the weekend and it rained and now it all smells like mold. Got to be a starter somewhere, usually a water of cup with water, leaking on the redwood wet mulch. And even if i find it, it will not be over until morning.
10:17 A number of 7/8 inch cylinders from juice or juice concentrate, one beer can, perforated, not open, a chocolate wrapper, a large plastic bag, a wet round pokemon (because i just wrote about) the size of a pillow with some white stuff plucked from it on the ground, a jacket and some small shoes in a plastic bag, all wet, a 30 pound box with peanuts in the rain by the dumpster, etc..
One Mexican guy with a white car with LP QRW (like from Orwell i just wrote about, in all LPN i see the O or D nowadays is replace with Q) came threatening towards me while maneuvering to park rear first while i was throwing those in the garbage and just put out my own headlight, etc..
7:25 AM Today is the anniversary of 31 years since the beginning of my first job in the US at Sheridan Fruit Co. in downtown Portland, across the street from where the Satanic church of LaVey, Portland branch was.
Also 24 years since my gastroscopy done by dr.Parent, when he took 16 biopsies from my esophagus, which created scars that later in 2004, Romania were falsely identified as post esophageal varicose veins.
7:30 Somebody has finally published a picture showing the crash site from that news chopper in LA.
There is extensive fire damage, fire that could be seen in the news. The helicopter is completely charred, maybe without possibility of retrieving and.or identifying of the bodies. Fire has spread to nearby cars and containers, suggesting an explosion with spreading fuel in mid air. That is not consistent with the video from the helicopter, which shows no flash until the moment of hitting ground.
There are strong similarities with 911 event, but victimizing the Latinos.
The helicopter had a capacity of 140 gallons for up to 3-4 hours of flight. Google AI says it was in the air for about 2 hours when that happened, burning about 44 gallons an hour which leaves in the tank about about 60 gallons of fuel, if it was filled.
It is amazing how the fire charred the container next to the helicopter. Those containers are made of steel and have some degree of fire resistance.
From the last seconds of the video recorded, the pilot did not perform the Autorotation maneuver.
2:02 AM I heard a commercial on TV while moving my PC from bedroom back to living and did a search just to see if heard it right, cause i could not believe my ears and memory. So they found a way to put together the word Xfinity (X infinity or X finity) and force field.
9:45 They were two Angelas in my stories and lots of references about Germany. The meaning of this visit? No meaning, just the occult trying to dilute some of the shock of some readers. By the way, my memoirs could never be printed op paper, yes, because of the numerous links.
And as i was expecting, a myriad of articles in Romanian press and not only, with subtle or sometimes direct references to things in my post. Lechatch, Leipzig. Too many to mention, basically all of then in one way or another.
Vast majority of the things i wrote so far in this first chapter covering first 14 years of my life were already written in my blog started in 2012 however they were bits and pieces, written in different styles and formats as i was advancing in English and writing skills, and most people could never see them as parts of a whole or see the connections.
Beware of their power to erase things from reality with their sophisticated media apparatus.
10:40 Harleys in the US were the transportation of choice of millions of veterans who returned from WWII. With them they terrorized the white collar wad dodging Cadillac driving middle upper class at home. Also because they could not afford a car (not right away anyways).
To this day it remained the same symbol, with more veterans added to the movement. I bet in the beginning the bikes were noisy because of tecnologic and prices limitation, but they stayed that way and it became a tradition.
But nowadays? I see on Harleys young unidentified guys that sometimes prove to be... Japanese when they remove their helmets. More of the veterans became quiteley integrated. Those generations are more and more gone and you cannot know who is doing it and for what purpose anymore.
Because of what i wrote here last night, the stories with the motorcycle (yes they never punish unprovoked), this morning, minutes after i awoke, one started with the pulsating sound way about 100 dB in the pressing silence that started at the complex after what i wrote last about Sciento. Within minutes i started to have a congested noise, because of dust and rage and then palpitations and chest discomfort. He repeated it 2 more times.
11:00 It started. Kinda early though but the rain is welcome because of raging fires. This is the weather in Oregon. When it rains, it pours but actually is more like a drizzle and rarely a proper rain. Small amounts of water spanned over months of fall, winter and spring where the Sun rarely shines.
I remember a pastor Swift's joke during a sermon before year 2000 at the Church (of the Nazarene, yes the church of the city). "In Oregon it rains from above but a lot of times sideways and i could swear sometimes it feels like it rains from underground".
After cooking ourselves in the last couple of months in scorching temperature sometimes over 100 degrees with a poor man's AC in the balcony door blowing cold air which was bad for my wound, now we get to see the dark for the months to come. It might help with dust outside, but inside the dust never leaves because it's coming from walls.
As i said yesterday morning when i went to the dumpster there was a woman most likely at Apt.4 crying and yelling, and at some point she yelled: "But i don't wanna live!". But i am so convinced i am immersed into a huge allegory i did not react.
Besides, i saw her one minute later climbing down the stairs at the other entrance where Apt.3 and 4 are upstairs, crying, and she was a short, chubby, Latina looking woman with no shoes and a tattoo on her shoulder and she went and entered building next to E.
Earlier i saw what i thought it was an Alexa meme with two dogs bending, picking a poop, i did not see her face very well, she was only showing one side, carefully. Then i closed the hood of the car and went back inside, and then she passed really close to the door, talking on the phone, i thought with a slight accent. We left soon after.
But when i saw the news late last night i also thought it was her and when i looked i saw at AlexaCrush tiktok account something like a warning posted Sunday morning at 8 local time (should not miss those anymore).
How weird was that, on the road, they poured asphalt south of Tacoma and exit 88, (i complained a o lot about that road), and there was a traffic jam that lasted more than half hour (on a Sunday) holding us on top of that fresh asphalt which i know is not good for wounds.
4:15 Angela said she slept very little last night because of the guys upstairs. I know at least him awakes when Angela leaves and that is he sleeps a little more than her. I was talking to Angela about how we should go to the office and complained, and they started even more upstairs, dragging furniture this time.
They also poured fresh asphalt around the sign where Home Depot delivered two items for me about a week ago. Double down.
3:40 Undeclared, unrecognized but steady work at the apartment upstairs.
In the last years i was always intrigued with synchronous events in my life. Lately i am literally chocked by the number of allegories that are unfolding around me since the moment i open the door.
I knew Hindu goddess Kali is a goddess that is explicitly said to be of time. At some point i was convinced the Latin word calendarium (and a bunch of others) come from Kali. But Inanna/Ishtar is also linked to time through the octostar and later pentagram, but so far could not find any connection between the two.
4:16 I was thinking about this a lot and in the past i even wrote a post about. Somewhere i said i should write about how Ishtar became such a great goddess, cause i don't believe calculating new years' days, which again, was a great deal during those years was enough for her to last millennia and rule over the occult and thus to the whole planet to this day.
Let's think about the pair production (of positron and electron). According to current theory, energy of the photons creates two particles with mass. According to my theory that says photons are unstable pairs of whirls in EAther, photon splits into an electron and a positron, two stable whirls. But what if the electron and positron resulted from that split (pair production) are literally or physically entangled?
In the real world made of matter, the positron won't survive much but other entanglements do survive indefinitely unless they hit specific obstacles. My hypothesis is in case of entanglement the particles are literally linked together through a very narrow "funnel". If the AEther was indeed made of very fine particles, the "funnel" should get thinner and thinner and then break with the distance between entangled particles, but i wonder how would they know this.
Besides particles are not isolated but in continuous interaction with other particles. Even with current theories entangled particles should be created together thus in the same point in space. How could you move one entangled particle away from its pair meters or galaxies away without applying momentum or fields or something, without interacting with it which would break the entanglement.
The idea is since according to both theories there should be entangled particles all around us and we are literally swimming in this tangle like a spider web, maybe breaking some, maybe attaching to some of those strings. Parts of our bodies with maybe specialized organs, like deep inside the brain could attach to those "funnels" creating weird connections?
I am looking, in my mind again at the clay tablet or bass relief or something (terracotta) representing Inanna/Ishtar and i see the two owls and other symmetrical things like maybe ankhs in her hands which makes pairs but i am not sure as of right now what they represent in Sumer mythology.
Yeah ok it may point to the better sight of owls which may be linked to the observing of phases of Venus as it passes from one side of the Sun to another. Ok just realized something, the lions seem to have a common rear body. As for the wings, well, we all know. She came from the sky.
The idea also based on my observations (the way the guys upstairs torture me by reacting to my thoughts) is they may be (rituallically) master some sort of telepathy and demonstrations of it to new recruits is what it really keeps this otherwise forgotten religion still strong and still going on.
There are some similarities between Hindu goddess Kali and Ishtar.
Hairdo - diademe, hair - wings, stepping on Shiva - lion, some tools and weapons may be similar (in different representations).
7:27 Saw this image on a Romanian site and i thought it might want to subliminally represent a black triangle on the sky and my mind flew to a mason's apron i once saw. Never heard of the word unidentfied (aerial) object used to describe a drone. One thing is sure. The more i write about meaningful things, the more drones wonder in Romania. Or so they say (the authorities).
Then i searched for the eye of god on a masonic apron and what did i find. It makes sense. Shiva is the god of destruction as opposed to building (freemasons) and Kali, his wife, stepped on him. Not unique to Salamanca.
Did some more searches and i ran invariably into the same phrase i know well. Freemasonry is not a religion.
Here are the two snake brothers Fuxi and Nuwa, post flood creationist gods from Chinese mythology carrying a square and a compass (with which they rebuilt the world). Nuwa also seems to be at the origin of the world Noah in the Bible.
10:00 Though the casino was full, the line at the food court got suddenly short and i asked Angela to order fish and chips for me (because she has more points on the card). There was no more line behind me but it took like half and hour. They finally gave it to me and went in the car to eat it. I opened the tray to see if there was tartar sauce and there was. I could not seal back the tray no matter how much i tried.
Went in the car, grabbed the tray from the big brown bag and put it on my lap only to realize the little trays with tartar sauce that were not sealed properly overturned and all tartar sauce fell on the tray and outside the tray and into my lap. I was full of tartar sauce on my pants that is. Was it then when i think i saw this guy again in the lot climbing in an SUV close to my car?
Got problems with the car, i added again a bit of trans fluid, measured temperature, it is not too much or overheating, it runs fine, no more jerking or hesitating, however the mileage at the car went down like 10% and cannot find the cause.
I know i wrote recently about the mishap with the rear brakes (and they have the tendency to double down everything) and went to check, raised the car on jack left and right, the left rear wheel is turning fine but i thought i felt a resistance at the right. However is too dark and they releases smoke in the parking lot (that smells like coal smoke) and came back inside. Tomorrow, but during day time is too hot outside (up to 90 today).
Got to check brakes all around anyways, they have over 100k (mostly outside city), yesterday i felt (all of a sudden) they do not hold that well anymore, i was in this stop and go traffic near Centralia for more than half hour, also very tired, behind a black Mercedes that was really hard to spot. they have over 100k (mostly outside city).
Could have some air in the front, i did purge the system not long ago. I remember i checked the plates and saw i have enough brakes left for this year.
Latest trick. They stopped the sprinklers about a month ago, the grass got almost dried, i was happy to see they started them ago, however, when the dry grass gets wet it stinks like mold. But i don't thin i heard them tonight. Have to go and check.
10:00 AM Today Freud is largely dismissed in western psychiatry.
He was was replaced with what i call "bottle psychiatrists" which comes from the little orange (in the US) bottles with prescription pills which is a glorious recognition of failure of any philosophy or generally science in the way too complex field of "psychiatry" still seen today as a collection of socially disconnecting disorders while it probably should be a mixture of advanced neurology and IT.
However, Freud had his major contribution to the field. Much of his work which derives from a vast clinical experience centered on empathy of which observations resulted in revealing the role of associations in memorizing (processes) and his major, forever contribution is the term "transference" which goes beyond the therapist-parent transference observed and documented by him today mostly downplayed probably because of its great strategic value in today's media wars.
10:30 Modern psychiatry started maybe with the introduction, before Freud, of the term schizophrenia, an attempt to conceptualize in one term a broad spectrum of symptoms which today it seems an obvious attempt to reconcile the continuing shift from a normal operating mind to a psychotic one a and back in the same patient.
Psychosis being an altered state of mind operating when protections within the brain try to disconnect it from immediate, extremely traumatic to the patient reality.
The problems begin when the patient can't recognized the psychotic trips, trying to "rationalize them" or integrate them into their lives and decision making processes, which may lead to need of isolation or institutionalization.
While the term itself is a very unhappy marriage of two Greek words which basically mean "split mind", that sounds bad in most languages, the diagnosis becoming a social stigma, the term itself is part of a naive early attempt to categorize mental diseases, though if not for lack of better ideas or advancements is still largely used and recognized today in mainstream in clinical diagnosis and treatment.
As with any vague concept used this time for diagnosing patients, it leaves wide open gates to abuse while modern "medications", discovered as stated above, by chance, do the job of psychosis in schizophrenia and that is partly disconnecting the patient from reality and/or sensorial input, though in a more "controlled" way.
However there may not be other way out for many patients, since their permanent psychological trauma arise from social and financial problems.
However it is way better now than in the past, when such patients were often mistreated and mutilated like performing lobotomies, while electric shock "therapy" (under anesthesia) is still being performed as "treatment".
11:00 AM The shutdown vacation ended which means the not so beautiful ugly bill that raises US debt limit for the second time (the reason for the shutdown, remember) this year must have passed. Anybody by chance knows from news, without googles searches what the amount was? Thinking... Breaking it in two, they made it easier to swallow...
All i remember from news this week was Marjorie Green scandal. BTW Anybody can tell me why was she acting as a bartender at Chinook Winds (where i was tempted, long story) last night, many other nights before that... ().
BTW i think this woman was following me throughout the Casino for at least one hour last night. Tired, was sitting next to Angela, watching the screen and beyond the screen her face would pop up in my line of sight (old trick). A little intrigued, a little burned-out. Was it just because i discovered this song in my database last night in the parking lot and BTW after 2000 the top 100 hundreds list contains mostly soul music i am not familiar with.
And Angela works in a noisy environment and does not hear well at the end of the week so i had to yell at her and was also mad for (a) different may reasons and all the people around us were quick
with turning heads and then the episode with that weirdo at the door last night.
11:20 How about Ludacris, Splash Waterfalls. And yes, Gwen Stefani ruled those years.
And yeah she was a Harajuku Girl since... No Doubt about it.
3:18 I was curious about the etymology of dystopian applied mostly to movies, (with a more less known variant, dystopic).
3:21 Earlier i was thinking. I'm not gonna write anymore about every little thing that's happening to me though are symptomatic But now i have no other choice.
This morning i did the poops. After, i started to do some leaves. While carrying the leaves i ran into people. They produce people in my way any way i move. At the dumpster with the leaves. Then i found 2 more poops while carrying the leaves.
It was kinda awkward as the woman at 4 was like dominating the whole yard, yelling on the phone, throwing tantrums, 9+jumping, cursing. The mystery woman showed as well. Can't remember everything because so many things happened since. But generally, from my point of view is like i am on a stage with a script written on the fly. I move this, they do that.
Then i got in to get some breakfast but was engrossed by the last poops i found. Helped Angela with cooking. Went to bottle drop, Fred Myer ad the liquor store. And the Amazon locker. Got something like a stick with two slots for and SD and microSD card.
Very similar to an old USB stick but it's got USBC connector at one end and you can stick it into the phone and the SD cards are removable. Very cool cause i can transfer easily the pictures from phone to PC.
Yeah this one's even better but i didn't know about. Mine is good but you need the cards. And for the camera, doesn't have an USB port so i can read the pictures from the card. You can do it with share or you can do it with goggle files app.
I saw them entering Fred Meyer in the same time with me. It was like seeing extras in a movie acting by ear prompter instructions. All seem not familiar (awkward) with the clothes they were wearing.
There was another place with 6 or 8 self check stands different from the grocery ones. I stepped in that space, that was not closed as enclosure and saw all the stands were closed and then i heard on the speaker some announcement with the word Security at the end.
Saw a car, Chevrolet Guzman and thought. Could not have been inspired by... Chevrolet logo is some sort of cross, right?
3:50 BTW i remembered something from Chinook Winds yesterday. Got into the elevator to go to the sky bridge (yeah, also when i curse the Japanese in my mind they pump a modified exhaust), They were a couple there, she was counting hundreds (for the camera), they pressed on the S button which is between C (casino) and B (bridge), i don't know what S is, never saw anybody stopping there.
I did not want to complicate the situation which i actually did by not pressing any button. The elevator stopped, they got out, i pressed on B but the LED would not come on. I kept pressing, the elevator went to the casino floor (C), two guys got in and we all went together to the bridge and then the parking lot.
I got back from Fred Meyer, locker, bottledrop and liquor store. Bottle drop is a place where you can take sacks of soda an beer cans for recycling, after applying a label without needing to count them. The only thing is you have to rinse them otherwise they will stink in the sack until you take there. No big deal.
Soon after i started to do leaves again (yes they were ignoring our leaves). Yesterday the build an allegory instead of removing leaves from the ground. Me and Angela were coming from what, Walmart, they were blowing on our alley and i tried to go around and at some point got blocked by piles or leaves, started to back up and i saw 4 of them blowers, with those motors in their back, where advancing, in line, like chasing us, looking like the teenage turtles ninja combined with ghost busters, 4 symbolizing a cross, actually. Should have seen them, but i did not have the phone ready.
Would have done it for a longtime though it was drizzling and got all wet at 56 degrees (13 Celsius).
However last time when i went to take the sack with leaves, a guy passed by and dropped his phone on the asphalt and then he bent to pick it. I looked for mine and saw i don't have it and wanted to go inside to see where it's at. But then i saw a maintenance cart next to building and did not feel like continuing.
Got inside, threw all my clothes and then i looked and saw the guy with the phone coming my way, smiling, using the corridor i made at the right of the yard, as i did it for that purpose. The guys upstairs then left. The reasons i had to write all these. That guy with the phone did not come here. Nobody ever comes here, they all just pass.
Changed clothes, ate what Angela made, but lost momentum with the leaves, after i soaked two rows of clothes, one in the morning, one after noon.
Check the Big Pimpin lyrics to figure his state of mind.
This is bad news. Shaivism is thousands of years older than Buddhism.
9:47 Marylin Monoroe, Robert F Kennedy autopsydoctor. Coroner to the stars. If this picture was dated right (or not done after the war using parts from that factory) she would have been 13 or 14. Still in the realm of possible.
9:50 PM How do you worship Shiva. A bath, a Shiva Linga, sandalwood, bilva leaves, milk and honey and say "Om Namah Shivaya" 108 times.
Shiva is the Hindu Trinity's god of destruction, but his wife, Parvati, in the form of Kali started to destroy everything and could not be stopped until Shiva layed down and Kali stepped on him.
10:45 Novody knows except maybe for painter Jacques-Louis David where the "Roman" who later became Hitler's salute comes from. But do you see a trinity there...
One early "low" version was used by Hitler before he came to power and after.
Since there is no explantions for both version, i propose it may come from Shiva, the lord of destruction.
No i don't believe Germans were woshiping Shiva through Hitler beacause they had no idea though he could have been an incarnation. It was rather unconscious submission.
9:30 Suntem pregătiți? În fiecare an în Parlamentul României se votează două legi ale bugetului. Una este pentru Bugetul de Stat, care cuprinde ministerele și alți "ordonatori de credit" mai mici din care Ministerul Muncii are prevăzut un buget de 96 de miliarde anul acesta și 82 anul trecut. Celălalt buget este cel al Asigurărilor Sociale, pensiile, care are prevăzut 155 miliarde anul acesta. Pensiile pentru oamenii de rând adică.
Pe pagina 33 din bugetul Ministerului Muncii (un ordonator de credit din Legea Bugetului de Stat, deci nu de Asigurări Sociale) din Anexa 3 la Legea Bugetului de Stat sunt prevăzute 20 de miliarde cu titlul Pensii și ajutoare de bătrânețe. Ce sunt acelea decât pensiile speciale?
S-a vorbit mult pe tema asta în presă, până în momentul când am început să arăt cu degetul sumele respective, după care toată lumea a început să tacă.
10:20 Last night i made an audio note on my recorder to myself saying i will research more on the silk road subject. Mainly interested in settlements and advanced posts of the (ancient) Chinese to the edges of Europe and beyond.
Interested to prove if they could have had an outpost at the edge of Roman Empire near the occupied part of Dacia with its reach gold mines, in today's Romania, more precise Bacău and Roman counties where there is to this day there is a culturally distinct "Changu" population (pronounced changu) claimed by Hungarians who speak a language different than Hungarian or Magyar how they call it.
After all, it is only hundreds of miles away from Constantinopole.
What i found so far. The Chinese, at least once sent an envoy to Rome. Interestingly, the Chinese called Rome Daqin, which reminds of Dacia but this can be a true coincidence, as they called the Ionian Greeks Dayuan.
So far there is clear evidence they had settlements built especially for the silk road in the Tarim basin. This way, the distance to Rome suddenly does not seem so great anymore.
In a way, this was true. To this day silk is obtained by feeding leaves of the mulberry tree to the silk larvae. But i could be a myth.
Byzantine (Fu-Lin) embassies in southern China... Spy monks, secret uncovered. However, before the end of 7th century...
But the numbers of the remaining Changu population in today's Romania seem to be too great for an outpost. Could it had been an establishment and they were actually producing silk there? That lost its revenue after 7th century?
This coincide with the beginning of Magyar raids in Europe that lasted until the Holy Roman Empire granted them the territory of Pannonia region, which became what today is known as Hungary, with the capital then called Buda. Magyars could be Buddhist Magars from Nepal who were mercenaries hired to guard the silk producing Chinese population there.
Here is one of the Changu most known folk songs. It is about a yellow snake. Sárig.
12:45 AM According to the diagram and formula of relativistic speed, there is not a clear point of when a speed becomes relativistic or when a virtual particle comes into existence.
The relativistic mass of an electron "falling" to a lower energy level basically begins when the electron starts to be accelerated.
Thing is, due to rotation of an electron around a central charge, the initial and final fall speed are different than zero, on the direction of the fall and they continue to rotate around the charge before and after the fall, thus creating some infinitesimal initial or residual void reactions and those follow the photon in its path and could count for the losses as they may interfere with others, effectively tangling the void, creating the AEther.
Because of this, the process of transfer of energy from one virtual particle to another within the photon is not 100% efficient. This may count for loss of energy during this transfer and the red shifting of distant sources of light. Where does that energy go? possibly in the void?
In fact if i think i realize that even if a photon is not emitted, the orbiting electrons may create signatures in the void which may slow their rotation, possibly falling to a lower energy level from where some other electron is kicked back after acquiring some energy that in the end could come from thermal agitation.
This could be the reason of decaying of some particles or assembles of particles depending on configurations.
9:08 De ce instituțiile de sondaj nu i-au dat lui Georgescu nici o șansă în turul I? Cum a fost posibil ca un candidat de care nu a auzit nimeni, nici măcar eu care urmăresc politica din România mai tot timpul, fiind clasat de sondaje pe locul 6 să iasă pe primul loc?
9:35 According to my theory (Dynamic Strings), AEther is not a medium of propagation for light but a tangle of infinitesimal electrical and gravitational disturbances, filling the void, opposing the motion of anything, possibly causing the limitation to speed of light, red shift of distance sources and "spontaneous" "probabilistic" decaying of particles and elements. Could this be the hypothetical dark matter.
Yes according to this, the "ordinary matter" (or energy whatever) is constantly leaking into dark matter, which in turn it is leaking into something else, but at a much slower rate.
Also the void creates the AEther as a sort of memory for everything that has ever moved in this Universe.
But don't worry, everything, matter, dark matter is cleaned by the black holes, the vacuum cleaners of the Universe. However it will be a long time until all black holes will merge into a single one, and all the disturbances will melt back into the void.
9:40 Within the post with my theory of everything there is a statement saying that strings may swell with motion, especially at relativistic speeds, by accumulating energy. Now imagine an electron, which we now know is a circular closed string made of a negative virtual particle and a graviton chasing each other being accelerated while "falling" to a lower energy level.
Its virtual particle trajectory (and that of the accompanying graviton0 will look pretty much like this, right? So the virtual particle of positive sign generated by the void that continues to replicate self into a negative one etc..
Which may finally explain the 4 laurel leaves of Grinell College Seal most likely symbolically representing a photon. So it's just a bit more complicated that my minimalist representation linked on the right but it may account for the pair production.
11:12 Which may also count for one of the symbols seen on masonic aprons called the behive (here, 42).
It stand for industry and it may also represent a silk cocoon or a lotus petal. However there are many symbols on this apron that may symbolically represent light, like the 4 pillars, the main masonic sign, square and compass, sprig leaves etc.. Too bad we cannot see in the image all the explanations.
2:40 A charged virtual particle on a circular (or helicoidal) trajectory will create a copy of itself, moving in a plane at 90 degrees, of an opposite charge. Pretty much like in this image. Question. How the illustrator knew?
12:50 AM This guy also looks like a colleague from IMU, APT (Atelierul de Proiectare Tehnologică, Technological Design Dept). Mihai something. He probably just went back to Hungary.
In 1986 when i finished college, i had a "government repartition", (like all graduates) at IMU Bacău, because Angela was also in Bacău and i had Bacău residency on my ID card.
But when i went in there, right after, trouble. They did not want to hire me, because "it was too early". Should go in a vacation something, come back in a month. So i got mad and went to Ovidiu, knowing his father was a colonel in Securitate. However, it was what today are Jandarmeria, the equivalent of maybe SWAT in the US. Not the infamous repressive Securitate, or the State Police. Whatever. Maybe it was.
But doing so i got Ovidiu in trouble, cause he was already heading to one of then affordable for everyone Black Sea resorts and his father told him he should to the same as me. Start working. I told his father i would do the same if i was him whatever. That was really awkward. He told me to go back the next day.
The next day i got to talk to the Chief Engineer of the whole Design Department. He asked me, "generously", with a grim on his face, which department i want to work in, and i said, right away, Design, cause i had this experience with the newer computers and some CAD (Computer Aided Design) exposure during my last year in college.
I believe at the time they had 600 engineers and sub engineers in the Design department alone, mostly not doing nothing (no new products, not much need for design).
(No i never been friends with Ovidiu. He was the type... A bit shy, a bit jerk acting towards me like i was stupid or something. Not the kind would carry a long conversation. (Actually, i was pretty awkward, socially, ignoring too many things, a nerd some could say, but now they all respected me because of my computer skills and my position).
I remember when Ioana told us...
It all happened during those crazy days when all the guys in design were taken for a month or so in fall to help gathering the corn from fields. Belonging to the cooperatives as they were called. Manually. Not enough work force or machines at the cooperatives, corn would have been left on fields. Maybe a lesson for us all in the great Machine Tools company.
With sometimes beer at the end of the day at the restaurant at the end of the corn field. With outdoor tables.
One day (later, in a different place, near the airport). Me and Ovidiu were arguing about the concept of up and down in space and she intervened between us and said we should stop fighting. "You should be friends". I believe we looked perplexed at each other and started to laugh. For different reasons though.
And yes we went both to a party with her. Or was that a different guy. No, it was him and another guy Three guys, with the host, 4, two girls, one was picked by husband and i left early. After dancing with her on my shoulders though).
Once i got hired, i started to persuade my boss to create a CAD group. Some other people heard about.
All the machine tools companies in Romania (15 in total i believe, with thousands of personnel each, way too many for our needs) were subordinated to one so called Central of Machine Tools Industry or something.
Over there, there was this guy who had been given this task, implement CAD, so i got to work with him. Buy a mini computer, terminals, find a place in the main office building, things like that, select people which took me a couple of years. The IT department started a war with me, wanted us to become their subordinate.
Because they had an old computer, many people, and mostly because they did not want me to interfere with design and especially time allocated for each product, because... it all comes down to corruption, big bribe money for paying fictitious overtime for thousands of people.
Trouble is, the guy at the Central as i figured recently (last few years) was looking a lot like this guy, while my second boss at IMU (after we the CAD group have been moved to a different department), Preparation of Fabrication, was looking like this one.
I remember when i talked the first time with the Central guy after the Revolution (and last time i saw him). I was excited and stuff and he told me he saw too many of them revolutions. 4 i believe he said.
It was late 89 when i finished a software for generating the so called "technological files" that included the part for time allocation ("the norms") for each operation for a certain part. That meant workmanship. Pay. That day my boss talked to me on a corridor so no one can see and hear and told me to forget about.
Soon after (early 90) i quit and went to work with Angela and do accounting and payroll software because i knew there was no future in that company. They were too many in Romania, with too many people hired and outdated technology. Over there, my boss looked like...
Much better, i recon (how many parties, New Years, etc.). The Chief Financial Officer (contabil șef) looked like... In the IT department, my boss' right hand was...
But when i think today, i believe it was not that bad, the technological state of IMU. However, too many people were against me there. Others were hunting my position (though we haven't done much, with that project canceled) and without the guy from Bucharest i would have been lost soon.
Finding out all these clarified anything to me? At some point i still don't understand why, and especially why me? I believe it all started in college. They wanted me to familiarize with computers. Maye they did not know how the future might look like, but they knew it will be all based on computers. Look at the internet now.
So they wanted me to be able to use a computer and tell all these stories now. Even if i use only a fraction of what i learned, i mean editing a blog post, uploading a picture, do searches?
2:40 I remember that day when we both (me and Ioana) ran away from the corn field, maybe an hour or two earlier. Stopped by a creek and washed our hands, belies and stuff (we were full of dust from hugging piles of dry corn stalks). Went at a table at the restaurant and ordered beer. It was a beautiful September evening i guess. That restaurant was also at the end of a city bus line.
Next day she showed me her belly and i showed her mine. It was full of blisters and stuff. I remembered and told her. That creek in the middle of the corn field smelled funny. Not convincing... I believe next time i saw her she was with a guy even taller than me.
3:00 If anybody is still guessing why i'm up all night? Simple, because it's so much more quiet... Few cars with loud exhaust, no traffic on the nearby freeway, no stepping upstairs. Too nice, i just can't give in to sleeping. Also, still mad about the last walk on the ceiling last night. Mad about the smell. Mad about lots of things.
3:30 I remember we did not have an outside line on the phones. I mean you could make an outside call, but talk first with the company's operator, and she would try the number and put you through. Buy the inter-city lines were clogged. You could wait hours.
When i was in a hurry, i went, like other people, in the Chief Engineer waiting room and ask for a favor to one of his secretaries. Cause he had two.
One was young and cute as hell, the wife of engineer Ionescu, Head of Tools Production Department (who looked a bit like King Charles, when young, with a moustache), could just not get enough to look at her (mostly with my peripheral view, not to get noticed, but i remember, she had dark brown sleepy eyes) and the other old and ugly as hell, and i think she could have been... (link below).
Once there and gotten her approval, i would dial the number once, twice, 20 times. The key was not to hurry, to give some time to those electro-mechanical switches in those ancient centrals to move around between numbers... If i was lucky, i could have made my call within half hour.
One day i went in there right after Ioana and the secretary kept wiping the phone with alcohol after her and i believe it was a message to my subconscious, to stay away from Ioana... which BTW it worked.
3:50 Sunt cel puțin 2 feluri diferite de a te îneca cu mâncare... Spun pentru că le știu bine pe fiecare. Unul este disfagia. Mâncarea se oprește în esofag, nu mai coboară în stomac.
Cauza este un esofag iritat și dureros, ceea ce blochează mișcarea peristaltică care împinge mâncarea în stomac, combinată cu un stomac și intestin plin de gaze. Poate fi combinată cu aerofagie (înghițirea de aer), care este compresibil și "amortizează" acea mișcare de împingere în jos.
E foarte nașpa. Adică, încercați să vă imaginați. Mâncarea începe se circule în sus și în jos în esofag. Se aud zgomote ca și cum îți ghiorăie mațele. Dacă încerci să bei ceva, devine foarte dureros.
Eu odată am stat la urgențe 4 ore în starea asta, și m-au trimis așa acasă și eram foarte obosit și m-am culcat și dimineață m-am trezit ok. Se golise. Esofagul.
Am avut chestia de zeci de ori. Prima dată în 2012 cu măr nemestecat bine pe o plajă plină cu mii de turiști care coborâseră de pe o navă de croazieră, la Astoria, Oregon. Da, eram stresat de niște eșapamente și niște tipi cu detectoare de metal. O japoneză cu rucsac s-a uitat foarte foarte urât la mine chiar înainte de a mânca.
Orez uscat cu ardei iuți la un bar chinezesc la Spirit Mountain sau Thunder Valley Casino. Condusesem sute de mile când am ajuns acolo. Eram stresat și obosit. Orezul ăla stătuse acolo sub un reflector o zi întreagă cred. Am reușit să vomit în parcare.
Cel mai recent, azi. Dimineață. Am mâncat (molfăit) carne de vită cam uscată. Dar a trecut de la sine. Dureros, am simțit mâncarea coborând în stomac. Se întâmplă doar la primele înghițituri. După ce aciditatea din esofag s-a neutralizat cu mâncare, am mâncat ok.
Am înțeles de pe site-uri că poți face atac de inimă de la un asemenea episod. Mai ales dacă nu știi ce se întâmplă și panichezi. Practic, și o spun din foarte multe experiențe, în afară de senzația foarte nașpa, nu e nici un pericol imediat. Da, bine, îți poate crește tensiunea foarte mult, mai ales prin efect psihologic, iar dacă ai ceva cu inima...
Există un remediu, descoperit recent de mine. Faci o soluție foarte concentrată (saturată) de bicarbonat în apă, adică un sfert de pahar de praf și un sfert apă și iei o mică înghițitură. Asta ar trebui să neutralizeze acidul din esofag, fără a-l umple mai tare. Dispare durerea, mișcarea peristaltică funcționează iar.
A și încă un remediu. Două degete presărate cu sare, în fundul gurii. Însă mie îmi este greu să vomit, cred că sunt sub influență de botulinum mai tot timpul. A și este foarte greu să vomiți conținutul esofagului. Ai nevoie de o mișcare peristaltică, nu de presiune prin contractarea stomacului. Este alt tip de vomitat, dar se poate.
Preventiv. Dacă simți că ai acid în esofag (jigăraie) bea câteva înghițituri de apă cu bicarbonat sau simplu apă dacă nu ai bicarbonat, ca să se spele esofagul de acid înainte de a mânca ceva solid.
De asemenea poți să faci atac de inimă, dacă ai inima slabă, sau poți să te îneci, așa cum am pățit eu ultima dată, acum câteva zile, când mai eram și beat și am vomitat. Am fost foarte, foarte aproape.
Deci. Esofag iritat (jigăraie), mâncare uscată și condimentată. Gaze în stomac.
Al doilea tip este refluxul gastric. Se întâmplă numai în somn. Te trezești cu căile respiratorii blocate de mâncare ridicată din stomac. Se întâmplă fiindcă mănânci seara prea mult combinat cu gaze în stomac și intestin. Dacă nu reușești să respiri timp de un minut, normal faci atac de inimă. Stop cardiac. Whatever.
Deci în ambele cazuri diagnosticul poate fi atac de inimă, dacă doctorul care face autopsia omite să spună ca a găsit ceva în esofag sau pe căile respiratorii.
Remediu. Nu te culca cu stomacul plin și capul prea jos. Încarcă să scapi de gazele intestinale de cu seară. Nu mânca fasole seara.
Și într-un caz și în altul suspectez, pe deasupra, vrăji. Aplecatul înainte, cu fundul spre tine, mai ales când ești obosit și stresat. Declanșează un reflex care blochează eliminarea gazelor și în același timp crește aciditatea în esofag, prin stres. Efectul vrăjii durează ore sau până a doua zi.
Faza de la Spirit Mountain. 19 mai 2018. Un tip mătura pe lângă mese și se apleca mereu. Pe atunci nu știam chestia cu aplecatul. Am condus 2 ore până acasă așa. Am vomitat când am ajuns. Orez.
4:30 Atenție la condițiile de mediu. Poate aveți mucegai pe undeva și nu știți. Praf, dacă locuiți lângă un drum sau ați zugrăvit neprofesionist. Sunt o mulțime de situații în mediu care pot conduce la așa ceva. Un cuptor de aragaz sau chiar suprafață, murdar tot timpul. Da știu e greu de curățat.
Un frigider cu radiator ascuns dedesubt, plin de praf. Eu personal nu mai cred în ADD, toate tâmpeniile și nici măcar în anxietate. Este întotdeauna ceva legat de mediu, ceva ignorat de mult timp. O infecție dentară în stare latentă, cronicizată.
Chestia cu cuptorul de la aragaz. Am uitat chiar în seara asta două tăvi de pizza pe afară și mă simțeam anxios dar nu știam de la ce. În cuptor este bine să puneți o farfurie două întinse cu praf de bicarbonat care să absoarbă mirosul la sursă.
5:25 One more story with Ovidiu before Angela leaves and i go to sleep. Only to be awakened at 8 by those guys with the stairs... Don't know how i will survive the next couple of days, with all the health problems and stuff...
So i met with him at Casa Armatei (Army Club) in Bacău, was opened for everyone, not far from where i lived on Energiei St., drinking beer of course. And he told me a story heard from his colonel father from Securitate.
Those live shows with Păunescu. Poetry and folk music. One night, there was a power outage, and dozens of youth died during a stampede... Then Ceaușescu pulled the plug on him.
What else was happening. At some time during every show, Păunescu would ask the Police, Securitate, whatever, to leave the stadium or hall. And the next day the Police (Miliția how it was called) would find plenty of girls' panties in the last rows...
9:50 Slept about one hour or less. At around 8:30 they started outside with the power tools.
Asta indică faptul verificat de mulți ani că pompele de căldură furnizează mai multă energie decât consumă. După cum se precizează în articol, ele de fapt nu furnizează energie, ci mută energie dintr-o zonă a spațiului în alta.
De aceea se și numesc pompe de căldură. Aparatul de aer condiționat, frigiderul sunt tot pompe de căldură, iar ce numim astăzi pompe de căldură sunt de fapt aparate de aer condiționat inversate (cu radiatorul cald înăuntru). De fapt, sunt reversibile din construcție putând funcționa în ambele feluri, în funcție de anotimp.
Eu cred că ele pot fi folosite la construirea unui perpetuum mobile (da, de speța a II-a).
O pompă de căldură, cu un radiator cald și unul rece are total un transfer de energie cald-rece sau rece cald de până la 4 ori mai mare decât energia consumată.
Într-un proces spontan, energia se transferă întotdeauna de la cald la rece, cu creșterea entropiei. Într-o pompă de căldură, construită de ființe inteligente, energia se poate transfera de la rece la cald (răcind și mai mult partea rece, încălzind și mai mult partea caldă), deci cu scăderea entropiei.
Dacă putem capta această energie pentru a mișca un generator electric, s-ar putea obține de aproape 4 ori mai multă energie decât se consumă. Asta se poate face într-un sistem închis cu un motor Stirling, care funcționează cu o sursă rece și una caldă și are o eficiență de până la 45%, deci o astfel de instalație ar furniza un surplus de energie gratuită.
Bine, asta doar pentru a demonstra viabilitatea ideii. Cred că se pot imagina astfel de dispozitive mai simple și mai compacte.
Toate acesta au fost prevăzute într-un articol publicat în 1929 de savantul evreo-maghiar Leo Szilard, "Despre reducerea entropiei în sisteme termodinamice prin intervenția ființelor inteligente". Nu știu exact luna în care a fost publicat articolul, dar e posibil să fie înainte de declanșarea marii crize economice din 1929.
Este ciudată denumirea dată de Maxwell acelei ființe inteligente care separă moleculele calde și cele reci din experimentul său mental numit "Demonul lui Maxwell".
Noi toți am auzit de Maxwell din școala generală de la fizică. Transformarea energiei potențiale în cinetică și invers. Pendulul lui Maxwell.
Această denumire creează o barieră psihologică (de repulsie) pentru oricine aude. Și totuși, pe acest principiu de bazează funcționarea frigiderelor și dispozitivelor de aer condiționat, așa cum le știm de decenii. Rolul demonului lui Maxwell (poartă termică unidirecțională, diodă termică) în pompe de căldură îl preia suprafața de separare lichid-gaz.
În electronică, rolul demonului lui Maxell este preluat de diode care pot rectifica curentul alternativ și regulariza sensul de transport al energiei. Cred că este evident pentru oricine că electronii dintr-un circuit de curent alternativ au mai multă entropie decât cei dintr-un circuit de curent continuu (care circulă într-un singur sens). Posibile, yet not.
Aceste idei și discuții au fost suprimate timp de o sută de ani fiindcă ținta sau țelul actualei conduceri din vârful ordinii mondiale practic dorește distrugerea planetei prin încălzirea ei, pentru a îndeplini o profeție a lui Buda și pentru, conform credinței și filosofiei proprii, a închide ciclul tuturor reîncarnărilor (Nirvana pentru toți).
În continuare o demonizare a numelui Maxwell este făcută într-o melodie Beatles, ce re-prezintă un pata fizician în devenire (nerd) care acționează ca un ucigaș în serie (serial killer).
7:50 Zeroing in on Beatles. From cold to colder. In this song her stands for heroin, right?
Hey dude, refrain... Nothing else could heal your pain... Now go drink some water go and get her. It will only cost you six pence an arm and a leg.
