February 6

12:45 AM Lately, motivated by my discovery confirmed by old Indian religious artifacts, passages from the Bible about the nature of light, i went back and re-read some of the materials and see the videos in once saw about Tesla, years ago and thought they were all conspiracy theories.

Not about Tesla. Most of the things they said about him were/are true.

Part scientist, part inventor and engineer and a bit charlatan.

Today we all know wireless transmission of power is not possible. Not at the scale he said he wanted to do. I mean, we can charge phones wirelessly. We can transmit power using a narrow microwave or laser beam and that's about it.

But there is much more about his story and having the qualities mentioned above. Will we ever know the truth?

He used the cover of wireless power transmission to build a time machine and a geo-weapon, backed by this guy JaPi Morgan who looks a bit Asian to me. I am saying "he", though most likely he was just an actor, given the "demonstrations" with wireless bulbs and sparkling coils he gave all over the US. The visible part of a huge iceberg which is most likely the same that hit Titanic.

With it, he first destroyed tsarist Russia, starting with the demonstration given at the time of Tunguska event which i believe was done by remotely shortcutting the ionosphere to the ground.

Then Austro Hungarian Empire for which i don't feel any sorry. But for that to happen, many millions had to die, all over Europe.

You are going to ask me. How come i point at those guys today saying they are controlling the world. I don't know, maybe they are blackmailed into it.

After destroying much of Europe in two different wars, here came the turn of the US. Starting i don't know, since we can remember, the Orson Welles episode or earlier, the great depression, US started to sink into oblivion. With 36 trillion debt, caused mostly by the imports from Asia. 700 billions a year, only the interest.

Theoretically the richest country on Earth, given resources and infrastructure, people live, as Tom Petty would say, like refugees. In barracks, spending hours a day in traffic and eating food or breathing air that is barely above edible or under breathable status. Where some people instinctively choose to be homeless probably because of the quality of housing.

10:20 Who owns the New Yorker hotel?

10:30 They have been in Romania since at least 1996 so they know us well. Steve Lee was my mechanic since after 2000.

5:30 PM I bet they got some way of getting in here while i'm sleeping. Probably one of the reasons they replaced the windows with plastic ones. A strong enough magnet would pull the latch.

My washer, by the brand Whirlpool broke. Or it can be one of the two phases of the AC it is fed with. I started a load last night but never finished it. Today it worked for a few minutes then it quit. It sounds like the motor is vibrating instead of turning. It's not only the transmission. It does not work as pump either.

6:08 Nevermind. It works as pump. It sounds like the transmission is gone. The latch's handle is made of aluminum. It could be the latch itself can be opened somehow with a magnetic field or it has a powered mechanism inside. I myself feel very tired. I went to smoke, a small person came and hit something at the SW dumpster and then i saw it run away.

Though i slept 6 and a half hours i feel so tired i cannot go and make the pizza.

6:42 They are only about symbols. It looks like this is the part that broke. Nr.13 here. Pump is on the other side of the motor. Plastic on metal joint. Matches the symbols used recently. Whirlpool, Trishul, DC motor, etc..

6:50 Earlier i wrote about me getting exposed again to phone radiation while i tried to setup a google account to download a seismic meter to measure the quakes done by the garbage truck but that entry was lost. I also wrote about how the limits for microwave radiation that were set in 1996 have never been reviewed and how they are hundreds of times higher than in other countries.

I was too late, the garbage truck was gone, it did do much vibration today anyways. Got pains in the areas they were closest to my Samsung laptop that i used non stop 10-12 hours a day for 6 months. When i went about half hour ago to smoke a cigarette, those pains got activated

6:58 There was a while after i moved here i had the feeling they were pretending i am creating earthquakes with my washer. Many earthquakes occurred after i did laundry.

At times, there was a Lake Oswego fire engine in the parking lot at Meridian for days if not months, while the firefighters themselves got their health checked at the Meridian offices. I would assume they were pretending damping the vibrations from my washer with the load water in the tank of their fire engine.

Our (Hungarian minority of Romania) Minister of "Development" (that only spends money, 4 billions of euros allocated this year to be more precise, nobody knows on what) just said... Who put him in charge of that "wealthy" minister? A guy from German minority of Romania...

Back in June 2024 i have successfully predicted several earthquakes in LA area, based on statistic data on tides and atmospheric pressure. Plotted past earthquakes maps in California and Romania. Wrote numerous posts about earthquakes and put together a method of predicting.

In fact, much of what i posted in the months of May and June 2024 is about earthquakes. Click on older and newer post at the bottom of posts or check in the hierarchical archive (right side of each post).

I think i wrote how about a few weeks ago i went to a gas station (Circle K in Lincoln City), then went inside for the restroom and i saw this very old man, moving like he was on an exoskeleton, looking like Nikola Tesla would if he was alive.

It has been said Tesla could create earthquakes, locally. Everybody knows what happens in  Greece these days. Largest volcanic eruption in history. Or on the coast of Oregon. Could be combined with the myth of Xenu.

Could it be the reasons they got in here while i was sleeping and broke my washer?

It is all accelerating these days because what i wrote about. Photon and generally the real theory about everything.

9:30 Yeah i got really mad and all my tiredness melted away on adrenaline and went and did the pizza and was thinking. They could have also done it remotely (without entering), using some sort of resonance, by means of large vehicles hitting the bumps outside, on a part that probably is notoriously weak (metal on plastic joint), working on that machine for decades.

I got a choice. Call the office and have them replace the washer and drier (they never fix things, it's too expensive) or fix it myself as i did in the past. The clutch, the dogs. And then i have to reinstall my contraption that saves me money and dry cleaner, on closed circuit. Cause if i don't, the pipes in the basement will break or clog.

And  yeah. There's a Korean guy in the office these days. Just remembered what i said about sulfur and Pele's hair.

11:00 The Mongols (noongars, magars, ninja).

11:15 The dogs of laundry are barking upstairs even at this hour.

11:20 I saw the map. Xanadu was a real place!

02-04-2024

3:25 AM

10:00 Three cons and paraboloid whatever shapes on a single page at Bloomberg, and it's everywhere the same. Every news site i looked contains at least one allusion to what i'm posting recently but i decided not to bother anymore. If nobody cares, why should i?

10:30 What delivery. It hasn't shipped yet. I know what is this for. I keep calling them Amazen.

10:37 I keep talking about Tesla and pyramids and ancient history. But here in the present. Check this one out. Every time i drive towards Lincoln City they mess with the clouds in the sky. Last time it was three pointing down triangular shaped clouds figuring whirls covering the whole western horizon i was driving to. It was in my face for about an hour.

I mean, i understand, they can cause cyclones and rain and wind and stuff. But painting the sky with clouds? What kinda f...up "technology" is this? And then in the last 25 miles or so they dispatch in front of me a 40 years old Nissan pickup, others, doing 40 in a 55, on a continuous line to make it last, feel my cabin with exhaust even after i stop the fan?

Two families with two kids each, one entering and one exiting  Dollar Tree store where i bough water bottles?

And then JD Vance dressed as a cop, tailgating to make me speed, then pulling me over?

Right now a car alarm honking in the parking lot in the tenth of a second i curse them? BTW they started my day with two big engines with modified exhaust shaking dust and stuff for about 15 minutes. And everybody is going about their bureaucratic business pretending not to know about all these?

11:10 Please bow down to the alien person. (Another curse, another honk).


11:45 Sume uriașe, dar numai în procente.

6:50 PM I was intrigued by some images and was curious about Bose-Einstein condensate. What happens when cooling a gas near zero where there is no thermal agitation of atoms sounds and is extremely complicated and hard to explain by quantum mechanics (like any phenomena in quantum mechanics), though not extreme.

If my theory was true, the particles will start to combine into one single whirl, which is equivalent to them basically merging together as stated in quantum. My question is what  happens after re-heating that gas, will the atoms regain their initial coherence or all the information regarding that was lost, by emitting maybe... Hawking radiation?

Cause if the gas (molecules, atoms, particles) cannot be re-created, it means all the particles, or, according to my theory, whirls, would merge into one and by re-heating that thing something else would be created, that might or might not recombine into something recognizable, maybe different particles and atoms or radiation.

It's more like the whirls, loosing their relative motion to each other would start to combine which creates another interesting idea. It's thermal agitation that keeps particles alive or everything apart or together?

However no one could ever prove this since a temperature of zero absolute or total motionless could never be achieved and i guess in the experiments of which last one was done in space, no one thought to check what happened with the condensate after reheating.

But i guess at least some of the whirls would merge into larger ones and some information of the initial state or coherence in quantum would be lost.

BTW wondering how they obtained the space energy distribution images above if the gas was in or close to ground state thus not emitting any radiation (like a black hole) but i'm glad they did.

7:50 Some of the worst deaths in history where suffered under Hungarian (or shall i say Magar) rule of Transylvania. Gyorgy Dosza by name and birth place seem to be Romanized Székely.

I wrote this because today is the anniversary of the execution of the Serbian soldier of fortune Baba Novac who also fought against Hungary rule alongside Michael the Brave, the first who briefly unified the three Romanian principates that currently form Romania in 1600.

Though less known (i vaguely remember i heard something in history class in grade school) Serbian soldier of fortune Baba Novac and his priest confessor execution was equally gruesome. They were burnt not at the stake but partly skinned and then roasted alive on a fire, for hours while sprinkling them with water from time to time to keep them alive for as long as possible. He was @80 years old at the time of  his execution.

Another one is using the more known method, which was in the Austro-Hungarian penal code, breaking at the wheel of three Romanian peasants heads of a great rebellion of the overly exploited peasants in today's Transylvania. The wheel of course had 8 spokes, probably inspired from Dharma wheel they brough over in Europe from Nepal.

This level of cruelty was never heard of not only in Europe but the whole world and history.

Different nationalities because the Austria-Hungary empire was made of many nations, including Székelies, Romanians, Serbians, Czecks, Ukrainians, Italians etc.. and at times they extended their influence all the way to Holland and ; Spain.

In fact WWI which got most of Europe (and Japan and US) involved because a complicated system of alliances that got activated, which resulted in death of... and breaking to pieces of the empire, started with the killing of the crown prince...

At this point i am wondering if Tesla, a Serbo-Croatian, had anything to do with defeating the empire.

7:35 At times, google gives different results depending...

December 9

7:45 AM Ceea ce demonstrează că toată faza cu rebeliunea e o improvizație mizerabilă post factum. Ceea ce mai arată și faptul că EI (conspirația) încep să piardă inițiativa. De fapt toată faza începe să recicleze simbolurile deja uitate de la revoluție și mai dinainte. 

Apropo pozele PSD la televizor încep să semene cu cele FSN de la revoluție, aducând cu ele o atmosferă revoluționară pentru aceste sărbători, singura diferență fiind rezoluția. Și în loc de Rațiu avem Horațiu. 

Safe way is the only way.

8:30 Somnul serviciilor naște rebeliuni. Sau iarăși, totul a fost re-inventat.

9:30 Toată revoluția care a urmat rebeliunii pare menită să ne scoată din plictiseala disperată (L'Ennui, l'oeil charge d'un pleur involontaire) cauzată de încă un candidat comun susținut de PSD și PNL, schema clasică de care ne-am săturat și la care iată ne întoarcem speriați.

Pupat toți piața endependenți. Să vină iar moș Crăciun (Santa Klaus)!

9:53 AM Răul cel mai mic. But our enemy’s enemy is not our friend.  Mai bine jihadiști decât comuniști.

1:10 PM It is shocking how naive and ill conceived is the explanation for the interference pattern in this experiment that is taught in schools. It has been 120 years since Einstein said light is both particles and waves and no one bothered to review.

In the first place, what happens to the photons? It is said that photons travel in straight line and are not influenced by magnetic or electric fields. So how could duality explain the photons are diverted from a straight line in the experiment?

Photons are neither particles nor waves, they are transversally moving virtual particles (strings) with a relativistic mass and a charge that change direction and sign 4 times during a period or wavelength. In the experiment they are diverted from a straight line because the virtual particle is asymmetrically attracted electrostatically by the edges of the wholes, because size of the edge is comparable to its wave length.

The electric charge of the closest of the 4 successive virtual particles will be attracted or repelled by the closest edge more than farthest because the edge will become positively charged by the photoelectric effect of previously passing photons.

2:20 Două lucruri îmi amintesc din cartea asta. Cum umflau dealer-ii prețul la mașini și faza cu adolescentul perpetuu. (Sper că nu citez din altceva).

Citind recenzia, îmi dau seama că cei doi au avut sfătuitori, nemenționați, poate unul din ei a fost chiar Mircea Eliade, care nu a dorit să fie, poate fiindcă se temea să nu-și piardă reputația. Asta dacă Mircea Eliade era într-adevăr acolo.

Spun că au avut ajutor fiindcă este imposibil să înțelegi America în 3 luni sau 50 zile călătorind cu autocarul. E nevoie de ani, poate mai mult de zece ca să te lepezi de eurocentrism și să începi să vezi America așa cum este.

Practică, în care toți veniții trebuie să renunțe la cultura lor de acasă și să adere la pragmatism. Adică să rezolvi ce ai de rezolvat în modul cel mai rapid. Zece ani timp pe care-l folosești mai mult ca să uiți cultura de unde ai venit. Care uneori e plină de... tare (bagaje inutile) iluzorii?

Nu există o agregare culturală între locuitori care se văd unul pe altul ca niște obiecte practice (obiectualizare), cu care poți să faci sau nu un deal sau să schimbi o glumă, de obicei stereotipică.

Cât despre adolescentul perpetuu. S-a oprit sus exact în momentul când l-am criticat pe Einstein. A rămas azi acasă să mă pedepsească pentru că ieri i-am criticat pe nemți.

În SUA și în Oregon există o populație destul de numeroasă de origine germană. În Oregon se spune că a fost ultimul val de imigrați, deci care au încă proaspete ecouri ale culturii lor de origine, deși au venit alungați de Stalin din fosta republică sovietică de pe Volga, unde au ajuns după o invitație a împărătesei Ecaterina.

Deci tipul acela de cultură germană care s-a păstrat într-o comunitate închisă. Cu mustăți din alea răsucite în sus. Cu o naivitate rar întâlnită în percepția realității. De o cruzime inimaginabilă, cum numai copiii pot fi, totuși în limitele a ceea ce înțeleg ei că e legea.

Să dau un exemplu. Ieri la Lincoln City am oprit mașina pe o străduță, am deschis geamul să fac o poză cu valurile uriașe. Și a trecut pe lângă mine un tip tânăr la vreo 20 de ani într-un TransAM sau Corvette străvechi care pocnea când ridicai piciorul de pe accelerator și scotea fum, a răpăit odată m-a băgat în sperieți lăsând în urmă o dâră de fum.

Eram foarte obosit, am încercat să dorm în mașină, și m-am trezit înecat în fum de eșapament. În cazinou erau nu știu câți tipi cu barbă lungă ca cea din video. Asta pentru ce am scris ieri. La mașini nu câștigam aproape nici o mână. Copile, unele de 50 de ani care făceau meme de Alexa. 

Sau cei doi oameni la 40 și 50 tot așa cu mustăți de kaiser care s-au așezat unul în stânga și altul în dreapta noastră la cazinou și au început să pocnească la keno. În stânga și în dreapta, pentru erezia mea despre piramide, în contextul lepădării mele de Heisenberg și Schrodinger etc..

Asta e America.

4:40 Oops! Found another one. When i moved the fiber optics box i got familiarized with the color of the cable running through the walls. Today when i came home from shopping it became apparent to me for the first time there is one more bunch of coils outside next to the door. Wondering. If the cable was too long, why they didn't make the coils inside the box. And i don't know how to fix it.

August 13

2:00 AM Cani-cula. Yesterday i had this weird idea. I know Sahara desert in some points is under sea level. I know they found fish skeletons in there. Then i remembered one verse from the Killers. "The Nile used to run from East to West".

And then i thought. What if the Nile was diverted, by the Aliens, to feed the zombies they used to build the pyramids. In the geographic center of Earth. Could we possibly divert it back and re-fill Sahara?

But than i said, the drying of Sahara Lake and turning it into a desert is not necessary a bad thing, except for locals. Deserts actually contribute to cooling of the Earth, by reflecting heat back into space.

So if we really want to cool our planet, should cut the Amazon forest and turn it into a desert. What? Well, it is one choice. Or cover all the buildings with aluminum foil etc..

3:00 Nevermind, the Nile could not have passed the Tibesti mountains, Sahara is vast, there are (were) several different "hydrographic systems", there are (were) other rivers that filled West Sahara.

9:45 Bomba cu pițipoance (sluts)... Dana Arambescu, o pițipoancă rea ce ne vrea mici, cu capul jos...

Rusia pregătește arme... Eu personal cred că nici una din părți nu le are. Totul e o cacealma (bluff), începând cu Hiroshima. Cacealma care nu se putea organiza decât de japonezi și care a și terminat războiul. Altfel veneau americanii și îi ștergeau de pe fața pământului. Bineînțeles cu complicitatea și ajutorul conducerii SUA.

Motivul pentru care armele convenționale au o carcasă (shell) este pentru a crea presiune și a menține materialul în interior, înainte ca acea carcasă să se spargă în bucăți și să devină efectivă. Singur, materialul din interior dacă este aprins fără face o flacără mare dar nu explozie (un mare fâs).

În mod similar, asta se aplică pentru armele neconvenționale. Ar trebui carcase din multe tone de oțel sau beton pentru a crea o explozie de mărimea respectivă, iar asta nu se poate instala pe rachetele care spun ei că le au. O mare parte din material s-ar răspândi (pierde) înainte de a intra în reacția în lanț. Motivul pentru care reactorul de la Cernobîl nu a explodat (prea mult, cât a ținut tavanul adică) ci mai mult s-a topit (meltdown).

De câte ori au repetat aceste sperietori în media românească? De câte ori cineva a scris ceva ce i-a deranjat, ceva ce a deranjat ordinea stabilită... Acești "jurnaliști" ar trebuie legați și băgați la pușcărie și/sau la casa de nebuni.

Un document secret, revelat de Financial Times. Ca atâtea altele, care zboară din cancelaria lui Putin ca avioanele de lemn hârtie. Păi dacă e secret, de ce a ajuns în media?
1:18 Yesterday i said caffeine may act against the clostridium toxins, like botulinum and tetanus toxin. (Yes, botox is botulinum toxin and is used to intentionally paralyze some of the facial muscles). Though it may not affect the metabolism of the toxin, it can have the opposite effect, improving the symptoms.

Today Starbucks was leading the market, with a near 25% advance.

Both botulinum and tetanus are clostridium bacteria. They act as cholinergic antagonists, blocking the impulses of the nerves that control muscles, while caffeine (and nicotine) are cholinergic agonist (stimulants). Botox is so potent it may lasts for months at the injection site (probably used in a combination with a stabilizer though).

Choline is an important nutrient, also classified as vitamin B4, found in many foods, and a precursor of acetylcholine which is the most important neurotransmitter of the sympathetic (involuntary) nervous system. 

I think there are many "degrees" of the infections, with some, in very light forms occurring probably more often than known to science. They may play roles in makeup of our daily psyche and more rare, mental diseases.

Yes i  believe that going close to the garbage bins (or landfills) may pose a risk, depending on the state of general health. Hwy 18 that leads to Lincoln City passes by a landfill. Could that be a mood changer for the beach goers?

2:50 This is what radiation does. It destroys small blood vessels that feed the tissues with oxygen and nutrients and those can never grow back. That's why you have a life time exposure limit. When i showed the doctor my wi-fi legs, he didn't say a word.

This heroic Ukrainian pilot dumped lead and other materials on top of the burning reactor (High temp graphite rods used as moderator burn in contact with oxygen). He became ill a few years later and given a 20 dollars a month compensation or something.

The amount of radiation released every hour was twice as that released at Hiroshima in total. If he and others didn't do that, Europe would have been much more affected. I was living 370 miles south of Chernobyl. The reactor was sealed within 10 days.

All Geiger counters at the University in Iași have been locked. We were told to stay inside and not to eat dairy products from free range animals (cows, sheep). Don't know about Soviet Union, but the disaster was only announced a few days later (@ if not May 1st). The announcement of the end of an era.

Soviets did not have cruise missiles and could not prove it was not an accident and did not retaliate but stood down. WWIII started during the first year of Gorbachev leadership. Next episode was Kursk submarine, within 8-4 months of Putin's presidency.

Two weeks later Ostankino tower caught fire. It is my belief these towers all around the world play a role in controlling the ionosphere. They are both offence and defense in a geo-weapon war. First such tower was the Eiffel Tower, build a few years before the Tunguska event. They can be used as electro-static antennas, to oscillate and shortcut the electrojets to the ground, usually downstream, up to thousand of miles away.

Next episode of WWIII was the Chelyabinsk meteor.

But let us not forget about the Chalenger disaster which took place about 3 months before Chernobyl. (Che, Cha, Che). But who knows what the real payload of that shuttle was... Many NASA spacecraft. What are those many NASA spacecraft good for?

And yes we see from time to time "fireballs" over US cities.

6:18 The diameter of a concrete sphere of 270 tons is 6 meters (Steel three times smaller, about 2 meters or 100 tons of steel). It would have to be that big of a rocket to make some of the smallest (Hiroshima type). However. For ICBM Low signature radar is not such a big priority as size. You need smaller size for hypersonic re-entry. So you make it of steel, at the same capability, 3 times smaller in diameter.

It is said Sarmat warhead is 10 tons for multiple warheads, let's say one ton each. (For a one hundred ton shell you can very well load it with conventional explosive, you won't get much more with nonconventional). And said all bigger than Hiroshima. It's all bluffing, on both sides. But the bluff is for us cause they both know (at the highest level, maybe, and the highest level is Hungarian actors who don't know s...t).

Talking about both sides. They can have installed 100 tons steel shells on top of big buildings (or towers) (invisible, inside, last floor). And yes, Chernobyl could have been an inside job. Like Challenger. Etc.. All keeping a semantic link though. Gorbachev. Che, Cha, Che. Gore.

12:00 (14) One last thought on the subject. If it could have been done differently. That is, "spend the fisionable material gathered at much cost, in years" and do a demo in the woods, like at Tunguska. But no, it had to remain in history as an act of barbarism and the whole world to be terrified by what Jews can do. It had to be Harry Truman, a Jew, who signed the order. Einstein, though he was just the theoretician, had to be the symbol. If there was anybody in Hiroshima (and Nagasaki) at that time, who can know.

August 8

2:00 PM Free live music and erotic show at Spirit Mountain. That night at Spirit Mountain. There was a guy from Lincoln City playing live music. There was a plastic foil covering the end of the casino (ex non-smoking area), a dead end.

Next to the foil, inside of the open area, always "playing" at the same machine a woman having one leg on the chair bend under her butt, with a mask with eyes resembling Alexa Crush. Herself, not a meme. Doing the same thing as her meme did at Little Creek. The only thing is the meme got arrested.

I kept staring at her trying to figure what was odd. Bret played one last romantic song at the piano then the show ended.

Today i had a revelation and figured what was going on. Question. How low can these guys at Spirit Mountain go?

They were times when they were offering, like all the other "establishments of culture" free lodging during weekdays. Trying to figure out why they don't anymore. Who comes to stay there during the week when the casino is almost empty? Actors and extras from Hungary, ready at any time for a show?

3:36 On Friday August 18 2023 i went with Angela in the food court at Spirit Mountain. 3 Japanese women came to a table next to ours and started talking very loud. One was sitting, two standing. After about half hour i told them to quiet down. However one of them (on the left) came and sat at our table and told me. "You are ugly!". I like to f... but i will never f... with you because you are so ugly.

Then i pulled the camera in about the same time security came in and filmed them. I am not so proud the way i was talking (tired, a bit drunk) and don't want to post the video. However, when i looked at today, i realized the one sitting may be the current Empress of Japan, Masako.

My computer refuses to upload that screenshot right now. I tried to send the image to Angela's computer to upload it from there however gmail refused to do it. I tried to upload the image on google drive, the same result.

Ok after a number of tries i finally uploaded the image on google drive and i post it from there.
Ok my computer still refuses to upload images on blogger so i will post her picture from a site (there is a chance it will disappear or the link will be broken). 

4:55 How it all started. @ July 4th i put a piece of plastic foil to stop the seeds from falling on the concrete patio because birds and squirrels were making a mess (bringing red wood dust on the concrete, that would then be blown by the AC). A couple of pushpins broke and fell on the ground. One of the broken tips, that was like a 10 mm needle entered one of my toes.

Today or after about a month i had to remove it because too many seeds gathered in there, somehow got wet and started to stink. BTW it stinks badly like dog s...t, at 96 degrees (36 Celsius). Much silence around here after i posted the above, i guess the AI is rebooting, like after any major revealing.

You have to understand i did not put the video (screenshots) at the time out of respect for a most important country. But they did not understand and kept doing the same thing over and over. I think the ninja have outlived their role in unifying and modernizing Japan.

At this moment, after the last episode and after remembering almost every time i went in there i saw some old Japanese ladies probably from their entourage (or themselves, i was always a bit buzzed especially when arriving, and then i wasn't paying much attention), i can only conclude that Spirit Mountain Casino within Confederated Tribes of the Grand Ronde Oregon is actually under direct patronage of the Japanese Imperial Court. To use for propaganda reason (shows with the Antichrist).

5:40 But here at the apartment. Naruhito himself showed as the supervisor of the construction team (BZ Construction) who installed the new windows after i posted those IR images in April 2022.

6:53 PM Micul gid juridic. Mărturiile vin de la procuror... Și de la martori ce vine? Acuzarea?

10:55 PM Alte probe din același dosar penal făcute publice.

9:50 (8-9) How frustrating... Is this real? Can you figure now what these guys are doing and how are they controlling everything?

10:05 (8-9) Wait a minute. The standing one? The one i talked to? It makes sense cause she was speaking perfect English. Also acting as dr.Collier at Woodland Park hospital in 2002. Falsely detaining me in the hospital. Torture. It makes sense since Harrison Ford was dr.Erickson, also detaining and torturing me. She is now dead (or retired in Japan) but dr.Harrison is here and fine.

November 24

10:05 Don't know if i can include the cyclicity of the seasons (given by the Earth's rotation around the Sun) in an explanation about Amaterasu's myth but November 23 is close enough to the winter solstice, at December 21 when daylight time starts to increase again.

But by reading the above linked article i figured other important things.

In the myth, the birth of music and shamanic dance is attributed to the temporary missing of the goddess, when daylight disappeared. In contemporary music, there are numerous examples of songs speaking of that, and comes to mind the verses "she got down but she never got tight/she's gonna make it through the night" from Blinded by the Light by Manfred Man.

Music and dance are now so ubiquitous in media and we never take the time to stop and think. How was life before the century of the lights? When it all started? The Renaissance? One thing we don't recognize. The shamanism of dance and music that surrounds our lives nowadays. And we all seem to ignore the source.

Modern music seems to have taken these days the role of a (shamanic) teacher, instructing us all the time (against the old order) with words repeating obsessively over and over. Having in mind another influential song by Pink Floyd.

Calculated deception and use of force for our good. Taking matters into own hands. Extrajudicial justice. Devine trickery. The Book of  Ninja (Bansenshukai) is full of it. But also comes to mind Maya, the world of illusions or mother of Buddha, which is part of Buddhism. Could it be the reason of the happy marriage in Japan between Buddhism and Shintoism, which seems to be a term linguistically derived from "Hinduism".

Own cave. Could this be the (Devine) model for Hikikomori? There are millions of young Japanese people who retreated in their own room, some for years. They also call it "social withdrawing". Though i suspect some of them are secretly enrolled in ninja training and Japan not having more hikikomori as percentage of the total population than any country.

I did that once. Been in the apartment for months if not one or two years, never going out. Angela had to go alone to buy groceries. In a year or two my body started to atrophy. Gained more and more weight.

One day it snowed a lot (like it happens once or twice a year in Oregon). I mean, one foot of snow and i ran out of cigarettes' and Angela could not drive to 7-11 with the Nissan.

I went outside, i was high all the time during that time though not realizing. I tried to put chains on the rear wheels of the truck, the chain on one wheel got entangled, i broke the truck. So i had to walk the half mile to 7-11. But after walking for like 5 minutes in the snow i realized i cannot walk no more. Me who when i was young i was walking 30 km or more in one day on the trails in the mountains surrounding the city i was born and lived until 14 or during vacations until 18.

In that evening i went outside to take pictures with the snow, again, the same difficulty moving around the complex.

So it cannot be. Those people will atrophy and not be able to do anything anymore in a year or so. I mean, some of them could be real, like in any country, and others using this as an opportunity.

But it has gotten out of control. For decades after the appearance of radio and television people accepted those as carrying new, unheard of before forms of speech and entertainement. More and more allusive, then with more and more sexual content, to the point one simply cannot listen to them anymore. How many curse words in a song by Doja Cat?

They for as long as i can remember used a lot a type of figurative speech when the singer speaks at first person actually casting attributes to another together with obsessively, bullying appellative "baby" that nowadays has turn into "b...h" and "ho" (Doja Cat, Doechii) in extraordinarily offensive songs.

Paint the Town Red has been on tops since release, with of course the help of all DJs in the world cause actually i and probably many others don't find that song so appealing to be played like 20 times a day on a hip-hop local station. Actually i ignored it for a long time though i was listening to it while driving and it came to my attention by chance.

Will people ever start to realize this is not western culture anymore but pieces of Amaterasu's mirror that shattered and covered the whole world?

They own most everything in the US. Though the graphs shows other countries "as well", their are present with finances in those countries as well. .7 trillions direct investment in US in 2021, must have been one trillion in 2023. It's all the money American pay for cars and other goods. Now they are pushing their singers disguised as Latinos and/or Blacks with their media networks in our ears.

11:42 Bullied by Republic Services.

I was writing the above when the thunder of the garbage truck started. I ran to the bin to pull the old garbage sacks from under only to see the bin being set again on top of those. And BTW there is a new one but fortunately was not covered yet.

I tried to talk to the driver and he said "why don't we do this next week" and i told him "i don't know if i can be that fast or even present" and then i asked him kindly "if he could do us all a favor and pull those two bags next week from under the bin (when he lifts it)" and he said "i should talk to the management and have the maintenance team be there to do that".

Then i told him i cannot tell the management what to do (i actually don't believe this is my job) and then he said "i see were you're coming from" and shut the cabin's door and now i feel guilt for even asking him that.

Wondering. Is there any procedure he has to follow or just continue to put the bin over old rotting garbage sacks.

12:08 I was driving yesterday to Grande Ronde on 18 around 5 PM. I think it was just before McMinville on the variant when i saw some flashing lights in the mirror. I was planning to pull as soon as those get closer, however they got closer much sooner than expected. It was dark enough not to see  the outer margin of the shoulder or the beginning of the ditch so like many times before, about one ft of my car remained in the lane.

Right in that fraction of a second i saw 3 State Police cars literally flying by. I think they had more than 100 mph. First one was far enough but second almost shaved my car. I haven't seen those again and haven't seen anything further down the road and i know State Police only have jurisdiction on freeways, or outside cities and towns.

12:22 Before that. Yesterday afternoon i added two more hundred milliliters of ATF in my car. I went for a test drive and yes, that was the case. I was low in ATF and the car was now shifting much better.

But it was like that since i got the car. I remember i saw on the plastic panel under the transmission and engine a pink gel. Is this what ATF turns into after a while?  Though there was no leak, then and later.

Obviously had to bend over to do that. But there was no one behind me.

Soon after i did that went to take the garbage and saw yet another trail of litter dust coming from the same place and going to the bin. I immediately went and grabbed the broom but several cars already passed over, milling those beads. I swept what i could, however i inhaled some of the dust. It was this choice. Let it there and slowly inhaling the dust over several days or sweep it and only inhale some once.

However it was not without consequences. Hours later i started to have weird daydreams, almost hallucinations when i was trying to sleep in the car. (Then i tried to drink from a broken plastic glass and spilled the drink on me. Then i had to rain inside with my pants wet because i had an urge to go out).

Thing is we were both under influence of that dust, for about a week. Angela was really mad these days.

12:32 Yesterday i first drove to Lincoln City. I was planning to hang around while Angela plays there. But i came 5 minutes earlier to the meeting point where i was supposed to pick her at 7:15. Tried to call but like last time her phone (we turned both phones on for a short time) wouldn't work inside  the casino. 2 minutes after, or at 7:12 a Security SUV came by. I was at the very edge of their property and not sure if inside or out.

However i was on the outer side of the street that supposedly is the border. The Security SUV entered the parking lot of the building of the Commission across the street and then left. However i left too and i could finally talk to her as she got out. She had to climb about 100 ft to the place i was cause i did not want to take a chance. Last time i talked to those guys they said i would be arrested if i come again on their property.

Question. Why there are not signs showing that your are on a private property, gates of fences? Is 4th street a public or a private road? How can i find out?

3:02 Ok i found something. I don't believe 4th St. is included in any of the properties. It is a bunch of properties belonging to the Confederation but i don't believe it is even a reservation. Unless the whole Lincoln City is.

But they don't need to be a reservation. Anywhere they act, the tribes are not taxed. Further research. What is the legal definition of a tribe, and how many members are left in Lincoln City and surrounding areas.

4:38 When the came today to empty the bins mold and bacteria from bins spread into the leaves. Because the leaves, in some areas up to 18 inches deep or tall or whatever are wet under. Some have tiny bubbles of bacterial growth.

That's why i found myself out of breath especially after Angela went to Walmart. Cause our digestive enzymes combined spread with opening of the esophagus/stomach or lower esophageal sphincter (the so called hiatal hernia) fight better the spores in the air.

Here came this matured tall guy with a goatee and two dogs (after children yelling like possessed by a mischievous kami) and chose to stop to get a better view of me from behind exactly when i was about to bend to fill a laundry basket. That would be basis for a later retaliation bending over which synced with some other stuff like noises, will make me sick for a half day.

6:33 Yeah i'm almost done with the leaves. I almost filled a whole bin. Yes the bin that sits on top of bags with old garbage, in a position where not many people throw their garbage on (it never gets filled, not even half of it). But the leaves are very loose, if enough people throw garbage over they will give in and pack. No evil done. BTW the person who used to throw blue doggy bags next to the bin now turned to pink.

John 14:6 "I am the truth" vs IN VINO VERITAS. Can a sinner tell the truth, on occasions? Do you have to be a martyr to give a good advise?

In Shintoism and Hinduism "there are no absolutes" like good and evil, each kami or devi is a mixture of them just like humans. Kali (the demon god, the fierce mother, the fury of Durga, the feminine counterpart of Shiva) kills (destroys) all evil doers etc. She was born enraged and even rebelled against her husband, Shiva.

8:10 PM. 817 DEU is the LPN of a GM black SUV that was parked next to the bin tonight. I saw that before but  never made the link. I longtime suspected the old man who dresses like a clown or homeless (suggesting modesty) is some religious figure from Romania.

After i caught my breath and wrote a bit in here i went to finish. They were two big piles that i squeezed in three laundry baskets and i grabbed a round piece of wood the size of a basketball bat to make more room in the bin.

A very thick smoke and the woman at 4 talks again in the balcony.

While i was trying to pack the leaves with the big stick a blond guy who lives with the old man came and threw provocatively from a distance 3 improvised doggy bags and one of them almost landed on my head, one next to the bin, saying something and then he left. BTW some people threw a few bags and now the bin smells like dog poop.

So bad it got into my clothes together in the parking lot.

All these happened after picking leaves for 2 hours with no one around and then spending one hour inside. Which means they were all celebrating their holiday which now i'm sure they believe in and had to call them over. Sorry guys for disrupting.

8:22 Here is a typical example of bending over. In an empty parking lot during a holiday, this woman stopped at a stop sign, got out of the car in a place she was not supposed to, even though there was no traffic, went on the right side and did something for at least a minutes so i had the time and opportunity.

From that distance it is also less offensive to viewers. The stress was provided within a minute by a cop who was patrolling the area, stopping at every shop. Yeah i was at the Mud Bay next to Michaels.

9:18 Mi-am zis eu mie însumi. Cu prima ocazie când gătesc orez fac o poză. Cel mai simplu lucru de gătit. 2 căni și jumătate apă, una cu vârf orez. După ce fierbe apa, pun orezul, amestec o singură dată, dau la foarte mic, pun capacul și urmăresc să bolborosească nu prea tare după care pun timer-ul la 12 minute când opresc aragazul și îl mai las să stea să tragă toată apa dacă mai are.

Se poate adăuga și lapte, zahăr, la sfârșit, când e fiert.

Total timp de lucru, 5 minute, timp total, 20. Da știu capacul e de la altceva, puțin mai mare, are mânerul rupt dar așa cu ele cum le vedeți am făcut eu mult orez.

10:38 I knew the smoke outside does not come from a wildfire, by the smell. It took many hours for the smoke to get here, 13 miles away in the wind's direction.

October 30

12:34 Moved the Winix filter that has 4 activated carbon layers and a VOC sensor next to main door or the other side of the room where it was. Main door is next to parking lot and the Chrysler and my car are closest. VOC sensor shows red which it rarely does. (It has three levels, blue orange and red).

12:44 The man upstairs followed me in the bathroom, flushed the toilet while i was there, now he awoke Angela by squeaking and stomping.

8:00 Still stinking like gasoline at 8 AM on Monday. Much better with the filter next to entrance. I think Angela slept less than 3 hours mostly because of the guys upstairs and works ten hours today. Outside it stopped stinking though the car is still on a jack. Gasoline smell kinda mixed and penetrated carpet and everything and now competing with the old dog poop smell in the apartment.

Just remembered something.

8:57 I decided to dedicate some time to clean and organize. Get rid of old junk, make it more livable. I spent so much time for my blogs lately and neglected everything else.

Made some noodles soup with bone broth added and was about to eat it when a young couple, like they don't have anything else to do with their lives, came like they do every day with two dogs in the yard beyond patio sliding door and the dogs started raising legs and stuff.

10:28 My Elantra has Sirius XM receiver which is a satellite broadcast system and has on the roof a shark fin antenna that can connects to either a satellite, or an LTE tower via the Bluelink and thus probable the most connected car of all brands. It also has a microphone that enable voice commands, phone calls via a bluetooth connected phone etc.. So it is doable for a hacker to make the necessary "adjustments" so everything you talk in the car to be heard or streamed via the internet.

11:34 Solved the mystery where the gas smell was coming from. It was not the Chrysler. They where (i think they still are) a couple of puddles of gasoline at the spot belonging to Apt.1. Though it's odd cause the puddles where pretty far apart.

Took one picture, was thinking to take one more when i come back from my walk. Cut my walk short, came back and saw a cop entering the first entrance in the building C east of the mailboxes.

I had my camera in my hand but i knew a Police car should be nearby so i gave up (don't want to take pictures of those while cops are in mission or in general). However i didn't see any Police vehicle, just a white SUV parked next to the mailboxes but i delayed taking the picture and saw the cop getting into that one. White, unmarked, Interceptor, probably Sheriff. Would have been in the direction where i wanted to take the second one.

1:00 I wasn't only drunk, i was out of my mind. Literally. The smell of gasoline for days, lack of quality sleep, stress, the 2 hour drive in smoke, sometimes weird smoke, a few glasses of wine that i think also had a smoke component from wildfires, hurry to get things done, unidentified unsorted things pressing on my mind.

I think my brain got too old to accommodate all these like a young guy. But i've done things like these since i was a kid. Colossal gaffes usually when the unexpected overwhelms me.

In grade school they used to call me "distracted" but in Romanian it has a slightly different meaning than in English. It means having your mind somewhere else.

I think it is a way to cope with sometimes unbearable stress and trauma. Like when i have to drive 50 miles in smoke and  hostile environment from other drivers though is the boredom that kills me most of the time and then i let my mind fly away which brings me a type of fulfillment (feel good neurotransmitters) that allows me to continue.

I do many other routine things this way. Always thinking of something else because it makes me feel better. But yeah, it can happen this way. You think of something else and that else is right in front of you and you can't recognize it however your subconscious does and carries a bit of a conversation that way, with the weirdest effects.

One of the most traumatic things is having to think hypothetically because it consumes a lot of brain power. Like coming to a different country and not knowing the language and culture and having to take in consideration when talking to somebody every possibility. Internet, learning the many expressions should have made it easier to me but yeah in the end i sort of lost drive, and that is mostly because what i discovered and put in my other blog. Keep asking myself if it's worth it.

But that sort of intellectual effort and hypothetical thinking and constant inquiring could have been the reason i discovered the big switcheroo (in the other blog).

1:13 Yiddish ("jüdisch"), a misterious language that until today i thought it was derived from German. So they did themselves and everybody. But today i don't think so anymore.

If the Indo European theory is true and all European (and Indian) languages derive from a single one which is probably Sanskrit it means all those languages have to have some Sanskrit words in them.

But the weirdest part and due to uniqueness of the situation i can't find another example or model throughout history each derived language has kept a different set of recognizable words from the parent language. Yeah i was talking once on the phone with a linguist and he went a bit sarcastic and told me like yeah, you can't understand this.

Unfortunately i don't know any of the two languages though when i was a kid i heard my grandparents, other people speaking German all the time. Could be this behind the drive for me to learn English which is not so far from German, when i had a chance. Could be neural pathways that were dug in my subconscious at the time. German and Jewish culture still present in Bucovina where i lived until 14.

Here is a sample of an English version of the song next to the Yiddish one and i can see Yiddish is not German.

Ok to make a long story short. I saw one word in the first verse that is Dutch and not German.

10:43 In the meantime, getting busy... Thinking... What is the (big) difference between (being) a p...y and (being) a d...k?

10:55 I was so high i did not realize... BTW are Maroon 5 the embodiment of Jewish losers?

11:30 Is Putin dead? We all know the story of Tamás Bujkó, the Hungarian judo champion 165 cm (5'5") tall who died in London and was stabbed in the face so many times and thrown acid so nobody can recognize him after... Ironically, Bujkó is an Ukrainian name...

12:27 Keep thinking. Why do i get so drunk after drinking only one bottle of wine? Is it i am getting old? But if i drink brandy i don't get so numb. Could it be the sulfites that are used to stabilize wine. Could it had been the gasoline vapor in the last days that BTW stopped. Could it be the sex in the air (shoe dog poops in the night, the real warm colitas in the song) etc.. All of the above. Ok i just did the dishes.

BTW yesterday in that parking lot in Lincoln City, just before i nearly died with apnea... I think they hired a model, one of the very few in existence with perfect a...s presented in spandau pants however a bit too tall to my taste (maybe 6) who was literally twerking at my car's window while pretending loading/unloading arranging stuff in her SUV. No i don't think i would have died happy...

Looking pissed like any model on podium i think they tried to show me how an a...s should look like. However she didn't know how to move it and i didn't even look.

I recently realized none of them do. Then they had left in the WA LPN SUV. Still could not figure out yet. White Shinto or simply Wa Shinto.