August 5

Figura lui Lucian Blaga e prezentă pe bancnota de 200 lei.

Numele ales Blaga pare să aibă o legătură semantică cu Blavatsky. Cât despre Lucian... Luceafărul... Ich will!

12:00 PM Aia a fost o momeală care s-a transformat într-un stil de viață. O formă de inițiere care se întâmplă într-un fel sau în altul la toți actorii, care apoi ne-o pasează nouă (o emană) mai departe. Pentru îmbunătățirea vieții noastre spirituale. Dacă din comisie făcea parte Adrian Pintea și el a avut ceva de spus (o încurajare, mai înainte), atunci chiar avem ceva în comun. 

Am căzut în plasa misticului (o colecție de trucuri elaborate) iar fuga lui Pacepa cu "secretele" a marcat începutul căderii României. 

12:25 Cioara de pe gard. De multe luni de zile ăștia ne scot ochii cu PNRR în timp ce România plătește discret dobânzi și scadențe (anul trecut au fost 85 miliarde euro).

9:50

10:50 Eternal return

Building of Parque Las Casitas

Here are some of the pictures from my camera's card i took last year during the building of the park Las Casitas, formerly Stoneridge.

It has never been a purpose to build a timeline. I just took pictures in days when i was annoyed by noise, dust, etc.. I have no words to describe how inconvenience this whole think has been to me. Many hours a day, many days with noises over 60 dB outside and that was for a year. And when the main construction phase with noises ended or after pouring the concrete, they started the alley on the other side of the building, with an excavator excavating for more than 4 months.

At some moment in time they were three projects going simultaneously, uphill (pictures below), downhill and sewer. They were many times when i simply had to leave the apartment because of noise and dust (i believe the legal term is called loss of use).

Some of the following pictures have already been published in different blog posts of mine.

Last one is on July 1, i think i have some more after but there are irrelevant for the purpose right now, and that is trying to prove there was room for something underneath, construction lasted i think till December.

First, the notice. (Be aware, the logo of the City of Tualatin may contain sexual symbolism).


March 14 2025

March 16


March 28

April 3

April 23

April 24

May 13

May 28

June 6

June 14

June 26

I believe the space underneath that zig-zagging walking path is empty. But i think there is a way to verify. I could stick a camera through that hole. Looking like the Great Wall of China. 

I measured the width of this ramp, at this point is 5'8 at base level (not including the curbs).

There is also concrete poured on several areas of the park itself including the half court. And yes, i don't see many people there.

Also i believe that if they dug a little and lowered that ramp in the ground here, extend the rails for safety of the players, they could had cut the cost and construction time by 1/3 or even 1/2, shortening the ramp, maybe not needing the zig-zag, an L shaped would had been enough. Thinking of the many tons of concrete they put there.

I always believed there is aesthetics in efficiency. The way it is right now it looks nice on the upper side but ugly when seen from inside the complex.

And hey! It's tax money.
The water fountain and the 5x5 square metal lid next to it (left in the picture).
I also believe there could be one guy in the whole complex who would climb there in a (electric) wheel chair to play basketball (yes all the Mexicans kids in the neighborhood forgot about soccer and now play basketball) and that could have been me if i had my leg amputated.

However, the name Tualatin does not come from Latino. It's just a coincidence and it also may be a recent fake.

So the name of Martinazzi street, where  the City Hall is located does not come from nazi, though the founder of the city is of German descent. He first claimed 320 acres of free land (taken from Tualatin Indians) and then sold or donated part of it to found the city.

However the last version of the young and energetic couple upstairs whose job is to perpetually drive us out of here or insane have Native American appearance. But so did the previous occupant, who had KKK signs at the door. And the previous ones and  the previous ones etc. all the way to Fifor and Pacepa în 2015. 

I believe their real purpose, like of the previous occupants is to keep us in a state of stupor, with few hours of sleep, wanting to leave in the weekend, etc..

But even that might not be real, cause they probably just climb upstairs and leave through the attic and robots take their job because nobody can really leave here because of overwhelming smell of dog poop and other garbage. It's all a show with actors and extras as it is this whole city and probably state etc..

3:05 PM I went and measured the ramp from the pictures in my post. Children were present in the park, but i never got close. However one of the maintenance guys came flying in a cart while i was leaving anyways.

They do this all the time, here, in stores, in casinos, everywhere i go. If i get close to someone, someone else comes and cuts my way. Even in the parking lot, if i walk past someone, a car comes always in between.

If i get at the trunk at the car to pick a thing, a car passes by, etc., but especially when i come home with groceries. In the past, kids would come and stare at me unloading those, until i complained here.

To me all these, the way the guys upstairs walk show a high level of coordination, only possible through AI.

Up until a few years ago kids would come to play for hours in the "back yard" while i was high on some smoke coming from the mole holes. As soon as Angela would fall asleep in the afternoon, they would come yelling and then Angela would open the bedroom window and yell at them too and at times they were leaving.

As i aggressively pursued the closing of the holes with concrete, complaining, they stopped, however i believe they built for me the image of a predatory pedofile, among the Latino undocumented population here.

As for my wound, it was all scheduled. On December 23 i went to dr. Bedolla's office (Legacy Bridgeport, yes, the heart of Tualatin). A masked Asian assistant came and said she would do a foot exam and asked me to close my eyes. I believe he used a concealed dental laser to open a blister i did not know i had on my heel (previously had several others) on my left foot.

3:40 I once found a Japanese actor who resembled perfectly dr. Bedolla but i am too tired right now to search for him again. But when i googled the name today i got an European face forgotten in Google cache and when i click on that face i get the Asian face again. Not the first this has happened. I once went to see a dr.Bertani (urgent care, no appointment)  name and was seen instead by Lady Gaga.

3:46 PM Upstairs he was briefly gone, did not realize and someone else, heavier came instead.

July 6

12:47 PM Pentru prima data stau și mă gândesc. Băsescu a candidat și a prins un mandat de europarlamentar din partea PMP (Partidul Mișcarea Populară) în 2019, care s-a terminat în 2024. PMP nu a mai prins însă nici un post în Parlamentul României după 2020 iar în prezent singurul europarlamentar PMP este fostul Prim Ministru desemnat Eugen Tomac.

Au mai fost și alți președinți șefi de stat care au devenit membri ai Parlamentului European însă mie mi se pare o ciudățenie să candidezi pe o funcție mult mai mică după ce ai fost președintele unui stat (10 ani în cazul lui Băsescu),

Parlamentul European are un rol mai mult simbolic sau consultativ (și de fapt nu prea dă nimeni pe acolo, sala e mai mult goală), adevărata putere cu drept de veto din partea oricărui stat membru fiind Consiliul, unul din cele trei, Consiliul Europei, Consiliul European și Consiliul Uniunii Europene), vă las să ghiciți care.

Am văzut asta acum cu scandalul "aderării la Schengen". Parlamentul a "votat pentru" de mai multe ori pentru, iar Consiliul "bloca". Totul la mișto pentru că România era membru Schengen din 2007.

Pentru imunitate, poate? Consolidarea imaginii șifonate? Reciclare în figurant "de prestigiu"? care iată prinde iar glas pe scena politică, după ce i s-au prescris toate faptele știute și neștiute "și s-a retras din politică". 

Băsescu se plânge de mariajul PSD - PNL dar a făcut parte dintr-o struțo-cămilă încrucișare genetică numită PDL (Partidul Democrat Liberal).

3:23 De Grindeanu am mai auzit de când PSD-ul a rămas fără Ponta și Năstase și Dragnea, cârlanii tineri (am avut atâția prim miniștri încât mai am uitat pe unii) care între timp au îmbătrânit și ei.

Nicușor Dan a fost primarul Bucureștilor iar numele Bolojan a început să circule nestingherit prin știri de când cu ultimele alegeri. Nicușor Dan are aura de erou anti-extremism însă după un an de aiureli ne-a adus exact în brațele lor.

Însă Isărescu? Numele Isărescu e prezent pe bancnotele cu care plătim la supermarket începând din timpul guvernului Petre Roman și datorită lui azi plătim 85 miliarde euro pe an doar dobânzi la datoria de 250 miliarde pe care el a comis-o. (Pe timpul lui Ceaușescu am făcut foame 7 ani pentru 10 miliarde dolari și Pacepa).

Martie 89? Și de ce nu a băgat mâncare atunci? Dacă băga mâncare, cafea, cacao, banane, blugi și țigări în martie 89, Ceaușescu nu cădea. Vă puteți gândi la enormitate? 10 miliarde atunci, 7 ani de foame, 250 miliarde acum, festival (uri de metal la Ghimbav). Fier beton peste tot atunci, metal acum mai mult pe scenă. Veceuri tot în fundul curții.

Cred că așa a fost scris (de scriitori) și regizat (de regizori).

După ce într-un timp, timpuri și jumătate de timp (vreo paișpe ani așa) ne făcuse pe toți milionari. (Omul are o istorie de 36 de ani în România).

A și de ce nu poate numi Nicușor Dan prim ministru? (adevăratul motiv). Pentru că toți politicienii din cercul puterii din România, posibili candidați, acum sunt pe lista mea cu actori unguri în dreapta.

10:30 La aproape 100 de ani de la războiul ruso-turc din 1828 de care România a profitat prin slăbirea influenței otomane și creștere a celei creștine ruse, toată luma se grăbește la Bucrești Ankara.

March 10

6:13 AM A fost publicat proiectul Legii Bugetului de Stat pe 2026. El urmează să fie votat în Parlament în zilele următoare împreună cu proiectul pentru Legea Bugetului Asigurărilor Sociale. Nici un cuvânt despre Legea Plafoanelor, care în fiecare an a precedat legile bugetelor.

În Legea Plafoanelor pe 2025 se pot urmări toate bugetele României din care numai două sunt stabilite prin lege, cel de Stat și cel al Asigurărilor Sociale. Totalul care însumează toate bugetele se numește Buget General Consolidat. Apropo, plafonul pentru Bugetul de Stat din Legea Plafoanelor a fost depășit cu 100 miliarde lei (totalul din tabel).

Din cifrele avansate pe diferitele publicații rezultă că avem un buget (de stat, care poate fi numit al ministerelor deși mai sunt și alți beneficiari mai mici) asemănător cu cel pe 2025, adică un fals uriaș, care promite și deficitul (Bugetului de Stat), care nu se va ști niciodată pentru că nu există o contabilitate a acestui buget, pe ministere sau centralizat. (Mai există și un deficit al Bugetului General Consolidat).

Din diverse estimări ca de exemplu înmulțind numărul de angajați ai ministerelor, cu exemplul cel mai important, cel al Educației, unde ponderea cheltuielilor o reprezintă salariile cu salariul mediu brut pe economie, rezultă că ministerele mari primesc o mică parte din sumele alocate prin această lege la buget, sub jumătate.

Astfel putem estima că se deturnează undeva la jumătate din suma prevăzută la cheltuieli.

Totul este o farsă și o fantezie menită să continue subjugarea României aflată sub ocupație străină. Tot ce vedeți în media, inclusiv conexiunile din contextul internațional recent improvizate pentru a da credibilitate momentului sunt piese de teatru.

Situații asemănătoare, cu falsificări uriașe ale bugetului sub diferite forme se pot întâlni și în alte țări, inclusiv SUA.

Google AI nu poate face distincție între deficitul Bugetului de Stat și cel General Consolidat.

În August 2021 am avut două postări pe fb, semnalând unele din aceste probleme însă pe atunci nu cunoșteam toată amploarea lor. La 12 noaptea între 20 și 21 August 2021 am avut un accident. În pregătirea accidentului a fost implicat ministrul de finanțe de atunci, Vîlceanu.

Problema de acum cu piciorul cred că a apărut în urma unei vizite programate cu luni în urmă pe 23 decembrie la doctorul de familie. A venit o asistentă cu mască și a cerut să-mi facă o examinare a picioarelor cu ochii închiși, adică să nu văd când îmi atinge degetele ca să vadă dacă am neuropatie.

12:43 PM Au mai dat o fumigenă, se întrunește casta. Tagma. Rolurile principale permanente din telenovela numită știri.

După promptitudinea cu care au venit sus și au început să clatine clădirea după ultima însemnare de mai sus, nu mă pot gândi decât la faptul că ei au "girul serviciilor din România". Au mai fost și alții, din care pot să menționez pe Fifor, posibil Daciana Sârbu, etc.. Însă primul "moș" care a stat sus chiar când m-am mutat a fost Pacepa.

Ocupația nu a început din 90 sau după 47 etc.. Ocupația a început de la înființarea Statului Român sau mai dinainte, când miezul României de azi se numea Ungrovlahia. S-a preferat această formă de ocupație soft până azi fiindcă populația s-ar fi opus unei administrații pe față, România fiind, ca întotdeauna, o sursă majoră de venituri, acum prin deturnări masive de la buget.

Eficientizată și disciplinată prin introducerea "dinastiei nemțești de Hohenzollern". 

8:28 PM O recunosc chiar ei. Secuii și maghiarii sunt două popoare diferite, cu limbi și origini diferite.

Partea comună e că amândouă aceste popoare provin din Nepal. Dacă secuii sunt clanul Shakya în care s-a născut Buda, care erau foarte avansați spiritual și care s-au mutat în Europa cu un plan, maghiarii sunt magarii din Nepal, un clan războinic care a deservit drumul mătăsii ca mercenari și care au prădat Europa mai bine de o sută de ani înainte de a se stabili în Câmpia Panonică, tot acolo unde s-au stabilit hunii după ce au prădat tot așa Imperiul Roman și moartea lui Attila.

Ceangăii din Moldova sunt chinezi din ultimul avanpost al drumului mătăsii care mai exploatau și sarea din Moldova de lângă Dacia ocupată de romani pe care o furnizau împreună cu mătasea și alte bunuri romanilor care și-au cheltuit astfel tot aurul obținut din Dacia până la epuizarea zăcămintelor ușor de exploatat de la suprafață după care ocuparea Daciei a devenit nerentabilă și nesustenabilă și s-au retras sub presiunea goților aliați cu dacii din afara Daciei romane.

Cu acest aur chinezii și-au construit o parte din marele zid. Angustia este Brețcu de astăzi.

October 30

9:15 AM Campania, ca tâmpenie. Ciolacu pune botul. Și ce fac alea..., hoții?

9:50 În vâltoarea evenimentelor (sinergia faptelor) din tâmpenia electorală curentă nu s-a autosesizat (prins) nimeni, nici măcar CCR, că Geoană a căzut liber de la vice-șefia NATO la omul rușilor mai ceva ca Wernher von Braun de la Nazi la NAƧA sau Pacepa care a vândut secretele KGB-ului vestului după care a dispărut, spre a nu mai fi văzut vreodată.

3:10 PM From pub rock to country.

So far i heard (of ) yelling singers with most classic example, ABBA. Mooing singers, like David Kushner and Hozier. Artificial trembling voices like Pope Malone's and Weaknd. But i never realized they were mumbling singers until i heard this song again, after many years, last Saturday on 100.7 The Otter and played the original version today.

I heard this song many times back then but i never figured it was Mark Knopfler's.

Probably the most missrecorded song ever, with his voice volume to low compared to those dashing country guitar fills. Or maybe it was a great song but just not fit for his voice. Cause in Mary Carpenter's interpretation, a singer with real vocal capabilities, it became one of the greatest ...country songs ever! Too bad they never made a video after it.   

6:00 PM Can you think of any other great guitarist with no voice? No, it's not David Gilmour. Click here to find the answer.

6:50 Or can you think of another example of an euro-country song?

May 31

12:15 AM Here is a snapshot of the 2019 July eq. Hour was 20:19, so the dots are significantly higher on  the diagrams. There was a smaller one right before, i will do that one tomorrow cause i think it happened at low pressure.

During this time of the year is most likely an eq will occur on West Coast, according to this theory to which i concur. However, i think atmospheric pressure is a factor. According to my theory, an earthquake may occur during the highest/lowest tides period of the year. So we got two days with highest probability, 4 and 5 June during low tide.

However keep in mind that 7 days atmospheric pressure forecasts are only 80% accurate towards the end of  the interval. I will update the post when we are within 3 days of the forecasted pressure drop.

Other factors i can think of are winds creating stationary waves and/or heavy traffic.

I tried to do my best before the window so i did it all manually with screenshots and stuff, because i am way behind, trying to do something automatic without any financing.

Also have a problem with my browser, it looks like i got at least a remote viewer on it. I tried everything to fix it. Need to reinstall Windows, tomorrow.

5:45 Hoping i'm gonna sleep better after it, i done a search... Then i looked in the blog and fb. The first time i publicized this was December 2016. I swear i had no idea... However, i wrote a bunch of stuff on g+, which i downloaded all before it went out. Maybe i should revive my old computer and look for it...

But i don't believe it really matters cause nobody will ever give me credit. And on top of everything, my theory also rebukes the tectonic plates theory... Also would not change the reality we're all facing...

Nevermind, it looks like the first time i wrote about this was October 2016 but at that time i did not have the connection with atmospheric pressure which came about one month later...

And one thing... How come NASA never turned this research into something real? And though i can't read the article, i bet they didn't quote this... Of which i didn't know myself until very recently...

6:12 Should have done it last night... It's either my browser is acting up or their server crashed...

Wondering why LOL. But i can do something. Look at the two charts and imagine the cursor also at July 4th, at 10:33 a.m. PST. Is PST the same ad the time used in the charts? And one more thing. Oceanic (and atmospheric) tides are behind terrestrial tides, by hours, according to some authors, and by minutes, according to others...

So both eqs in July 2019 happened on low tides. And yes, the periodic variations of BP (barometric pressure) are also due to of atmospheric tides (same Moon-Sun gravity acts on the atmosphere as well).

For prediction, should do charts for two days only for better resolution, but their server is now down...

8:00 AM Ever since i finished posting the above a song is playing in my head. The song was released in 1976, a year before of the great earthquake of 1977 Romania, which changed the course of history of Romania and Eastern Europe. "Pacepa defection" occurred one year later. (BTW he could not have written that book, it takes many years of immersion in American culture and English language and experience to be able to do that).

I was at the end of one week in bed due to flu, mainly due to poor nutrition, smoking, weather, and in that day (when i was getting better) i was reading in an almanac (by Romanian definition) about an ancient device for establishing an earthquake direction in China.

The song was played back then on Romanian radio and in discotheques. Is the conductor of that band Japanese by any chance?

Round face, what a looker, blue dress with fluffy little clouds like spots.

08:28 PM NASA says 50 minutes. But you know what? I can make a rough idea. I get the culmination hour of the Moon with Stellarium and then i look at tide heights.

Nevermind, i figured it from here. But it looks like i have to install Windows again cause it started again to double the links, and this happened after i re-installed Stellarium.

But before i do this, one more screenshot. According to this site, there is an almost 4 hours lag between Moon culmination and highest tide in Los Angeles. However, in Astoria, Oregon, the lag is negligible.

I guess in some place in between it could be 50 minutes. Why is this important? Because every time you look at a tide diagram in Los Angeles, you should look 4 hours behind the earthquake.

10:30 It was not Stellarium. It is Chrome itself. After i finished installing Windows (PC reset), unlike the first time today, it said could not update Chrome, should go and download it. It wasn't doing it before i did that. Doubling links that is.

November 22

8:00 Munchies. A snack brand that is built on a common English verb. To munch. Which is familiar for chew. Wanted to double check before posting and i wish i didn't cause i ran into a different trouble than the one i wanted to talk about. Depending on how you ask google, you may get different answers. (Will take some time for me to settle on this one as well).

Nevermind google changed (again) on me. That is while i was writing the above, the search result for "munch" changed. When i first searched for "munch", i got the result i now get with "munch slang".

Ok so i kinda lost momentum and inspiration however now that i already invested two paragraphs into it, i will finish it (also because i wanted many times to do it but i did not have a device ready as i opened most snack bags on the road somewhere).

Munchies by Frito Lay is a mix of several known type of snacks, featuring Doritos, pretzels, Cheetos and a few others. It comes in plain "Cheese fix" or hot spicy version as well. (Don't get too carried, there are only traces of cheese in those).

Doritos is by far the most popular snack in the US and it goes well with pretzels. Pretzels temper the spiciness of Doritos and Doritos bring more flavor to the bland pretzels. Cheetos in munchies don't feel so much like cheating (on your mouth) anymore.

As i said now i don't know how to put this in a more literary way so i will say it plainly.

You have to be real careful when you open a bag of any of these snacks. Ideally use some good sharp scissors. Otherwise the bag will tear very easily all the way to the bottom and every time i did that i asked myself if this is not yet another weird stupid marketing strategy. Cause it accelerates dramatically the munching of the snacks in the torn bag obviously for fear of not spilling them while those tasty little things are mostly empty calories.

8:32 Something i'm made for. A different kinda music that takes my breath away. Literally. Was i made for something else than eating and sleeping or the crazy little thing called love?

1:15 Little thing. Pește de post. Poate într-o zi vă veți da seama cum vă iau ăștia mințile. Cine poate să verifice la Murgeni, Vaslui că e adevărat ce spun ăștia.

1:60 Last night i did laundry and cooked the ham. There was much heat inside. i had to open the patio door. Litter dust came inside (that didn't happen in a long time). Because of it my face, my throat was burning. The doubling, after i complained about spilled litter in front of the building and the trail on the alley. As a result but also because of the noise upstairs Angela could not sleep and she came early from work.

At work they ask her again to train the deaf-mute on a product she didn't do much before (would have meant to follow the documentation and train) and she declined as she was too tired then finishing the work she started yesterday.

The big man, Steve was out in vacation and his replacement was Sergey, the white righteous Russian who treats Angela in similar ways. Together with the "Vietnamese" sisters. How many times i wrote on fb about the "sisters"?

The result. Another screwed up holiday like all holidays and weekends.

Like at all her and my jobs before. These are not jobs, but punishment squads. I would have quit 1000 times if i was her like i did before (i had a total of 23 jobs in the US). But she is a tough little woman.

All because a bunch of lunatics in the US (a few millions or more) think we are Zoia and Nicu Ceaușescu. To keep the loonies on the path started by "Pacepa".

More doubling. They came with the blowers. I measured once 70dB inside with an app on a phone. But will the collect the leaves?

3:27 Every time i get religious (i put a few recipes though i do not fast) they give me the horny dust.

November 6th

7:00 But maybe it was only me who i was surrounded by a bunch of people that had "missions" in screwing me up. Influencing, mostly making me saying things, making a fool out of me as i grew up in a bubble created by those.

That's why i'm saying, maybe my life was completely different then otters'.

I wanted to say a few words about how my previous life was. The one before "del mezzo di camin" when i crossed the ocean.

Everything was calm and predictable. For decades all people had jobs and a cheap quality place to live in. However in the end, sadly, nothing much to do.

The industrialization that took place after WWII was reaching the end of its life cycle in the bubble created by the iron curtain. Everything in the world has evolved but we were stagnating. Many of the numerous production factories were creating gigantic backlogs of stocked products.

Everything was dictated by the party but the party and the party members were just a bunch of ambitious idiots and their only care was to get dwellings, food and everything better than others. They had no knowledge on how the world has evolved and didn't need or wanted to know. They thought everything would stay the same forever.

Nowhere to sell our outdated products and nobody from the outside world didn't want to buy nothing from us except for food. So we went in a food crisis.

Most of us has beaten that by getting food from their relatives left in villages. They didn't have much land, which was all caught in the cooperatives and state farms that were selling for very cheap prices, and it was all going to export to make currency to pay the debt created by the last wave of imports of machinery in the 70s. Just a little around the houses that they couldn't take away. With that they were able to raise a few animals.

But above all there was the boredom. Nothing was on TV except old movies and HIM, a couple of hours a day. They stopped bringing in new movies after Star Wars. The domestic movies where plainly stupid. And then the video players started to be smuggled in but the smugglers were bringing only the stupid stuff like sex comedies.

So we the men of communist Romania were spending lots of times in bars and restaurants. Restaurants didn't have any food but beer and liquor. But me again i had a special entourage.

They were so many engineers at the production factories that they didn't have anything to do. Me out of curiosity have managed to bring in from Bucharest some computers that weren't far from the ones in the west. However nobody knew what to do with them and how to use them. So i voluntarily out of curiosity and boredom dived for 8 hours a day into the universe of computer languages and operating systems and stuff and i even succeeded in making some useful programs (apps).

By doing so i managed to scare a lot of people who were thinking they will lose their privileges of abusing their position of getting more money to the workers by falsifying documents and getting bribes for it and to me that was kinda fun LOL.

As i said we (me) was spending most afternoons and evenings in the so called restaurants, drinking barrels of beer and talking non sense. Not knowing what the world has become, or what we have become we were imagining things and talking hypothetically, mixing casual with important and facts with fiction.

But it seems the world i came in is not much better. There is freedom and access to knowledge but most people don't really know what to do with it and there is no time for it and they are living with the constant fear of losing jobs and not having money for mortgages and cars. Most of them that is. And the housing is terrible.

So this is who i am. When talking with me you will never know when i speak hypothetically and when i can really grasp some of the surrounding reality or just guessing but i became good at it because that is all i've done all my life. I am a broken person coming from a broken world surrounded again by people with missions trying to make a fool out of me. Everything i put here are just reactions to it and first hand "insider" testimonies. The obvious contradictions and things did not match my dreams.

8:02 Reply to @. Not everything in this world is related to (sex and) money. For that i was waiting for 12 hours? Is she part of the same making fool entourage?

BTW i used again some of the decongestant i bought at WinCo but they beat that by pumping in here cigarette smoke. Though i miraculously slept 6  hours, waking with no palpitations, they managed to create some right now after i watched a video and cigarette smoke was pumped in here with vibrations from an exhaust.

BTW i was thinking these days. The Pacepa myth. Theoretically "Pacepa" "defected" in the 70s coming here with all the big secrets of Soviet Union and communist block and wrote a book. But he is nowhere to be seen or heard. The second book was co-authored with a casino lawyer which made me believe he wrote the first one also.

Nobody in Romania (except for English teachers who were also outdated and teaching basics from a version of English from England (maybe) as we were only taught stupid outdated things in schools) was speaking English, especially the idiots from the party. How about writing. Impossible. You have to be immersed in a culture for a long time to be able to write like that.

The Soviet Union was not beaten by Pacepa. The Soviet Union was scheduled to be put down as non-functional. Probably as functional as North Korea. When you are looking at ridiculous images with minimalist command posts of Kim in the fields you should imagine all those big screens and rockets shown at parades are coming from a well established economy with a matching infrastructure.

Why they opened up China for world trade and millionaires party members? Because they didn't want it to have the fate of Soviet Union.

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12:00 There's been what i thought cigarette smoke from upstairs in here all morning, however smoke slowed my reactions to almost none and i was eating my noodles soup in that moment and it still stinks in here and never finished cleaning the apartment. But definitely not 5'3" and not seen before as i thought. Black hair? Looks a bit like Ayesha which sends me back guessing.

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6:52 Ok. Let's try this one more time.

10:50 Oana Lasconi este o față...

11:12 Another groundhog day has passed.'

11:22 Ok so the holes at the roots of the little trees next to the closest garages are actually rat burrows, not moles...? Never seen the first door open... Can't remember now... Smoke from number 4 and gas smell cover some other stuff, right?

1:00 Cu câteva minute înainte de a posta eu video-ul de mai sus. Oare de unde au știut? Homo sapiens de seară.

August 1st

7:20 Reverse psychology, with a twist.

7:28 Aud_umbla.

2:35 Internal Afaris. Do you stress out when you think?

Ok i lost a few paragraphs while typing. I must have typed too fast and touched a number of keys i wasn't supposed to in fast sequence. Now i will try and re-write those.

I knew it. That's why i googled it. Thinking and stressing don't mix. Why would your thoughts follow a different path than the one thought in family or school. Why would you try to end up doing things differently when everything is ready for you in this life, if you make the right choices.

Talking like Fred Mercury. I made a few mistakes and wrong choices, always encouraged by others, but i still pay way too much for those. Or like David Gilmour. I don't need their thought control.

I believe you start developing this thinking pattern when you feel something's wrong. It's a natural response. I always felt something was wrong in my life and never knew why. By example i had no idea the math teacher in school was Liz Taylor and made every effort to understand. Only she wasn't teaching, she always had this book she was reading from. As a result, i always had trouble with math and in college i failed the exam several times and i almost got kicked out.

How much stress i put in when i found myself alone in a room in building A of A.I.Cuza University of Iași, in front of a green computer monitor compiling my first programs in Fortran 4 or 77 whatever. Not knowing how to use the libraries, i build from scratch subroutines for multiplying, adding, whatever matrices. I spent many hours alone in front of that terminal until i got it somehow. It was all based on stress.

Pretty much like everything i ever done after. It payed out cause before i left Romania i was making money with programming. Not knowing of course who i was working for. Like the accountant of my last customer was Malin Berggren from Ace of Base.

They know very well that. The enemies who raised me up and brought me all the way here. So they developed this system trying to prevent me thinking. Under the pretext that thinking under stress is not healthy but also maybe because i'm polluting the Universe with my stress thinking or who knows what else pretext, maybe linked to Scientology, they put this feedback on me.

They record and analyze every of my thoughts or maybe just stress level with some sort of wireless e-meter and every time i'm stressing out they start making some noise. And of course, they wouldn't have to use humans for that, if only for precision. They just bring in some stepping robots, maybe from Corvallis, maybe from something else.

I woke up at 5, was feeling sleepy at 8. Exactly when i went to bed he started his morning routine. I fell asleep maybe 5 times until 9:20 when i got out of bed. He left but then she started.

When i went out the first time, under a pretext, i went and looked from the yard in the upstairs apartment. For the first in months the blinds were cracked and i could see a silhouette of woman, looking like a world class actress. Now what would a woman like that do in a place like this, squeaking and stomping for hours.

The temperature outside is 92 degrees and upstairs or under the roof is probably the same but she was doing it for at least 4 hours today or until i wrote the first time (and lost those paragraphs). And then stay all day inside in that inferno with no AC with no car in the spot to move around. My guess is she only showed when i looked, otherwise she goes around the corner or in the next apartment through the attic and the robots are doing the job.

I remember when i first moved here. Upstairs there was a guy resembling Pacepa and maybe Cornel Patrichi, and one day i had an idea and tied a super-magnet to a wire and did rotate it real fast in circles almost touching the ceiling and then i heard a big commotion and i was noise free for two weeks. I guess it was an early version with some magnetic sensors and must have knocked those out.

So i just left, thinking for a walk, buying some stuff from WinCo (had a list). Second thing waiting for me in the alley (will skip the first, too complicated).

Yeah i know the alley is at an angle. The reason they call it Rolling Hills (maybe). A Penske truck flashing yellow lights with a trailer behind. It will be there for several hours, blocking one way of the alley. Penske for pansy. It's really easy to rent one of those and then abuse others with the name of the brand. Whenever wherever is handy.

So i passed it. However in the parking lot at the street. There was this tall enough guy with white hair reminding from behind of Biden. He was patrolling in the lot, i only saw him from behind. So i went on 65 then on Nyberg. But the park's parking lot was full because of the urban camp and i went further to the Community Center.

However just before i reached it i realized i forgot to look at the sign at the door (a couple of empty plastic bottles that set every time i close the door in a different position). So i came back only to see the man again patrolling, like preventing me to get in that parking lot though i never had the intention. But this time i saw him from front. It wasn't Biden.

So i just went back, entered inside, verified a couple of things, in the deafening noise of squeaks and stomps from upstairs and left again.

At the community center there was a guy in the street with a didgeridoo (blower) making a big noise and dust that made me sneeze. After i passed the man, on the wide concrete "trail" i felt quite ok under the shade of the big trees on the bank of the river until i saw the praying mantis. The praying mantis is a tall woman with thin legs and arms i see sometimes in the park. So thin i am afraid she is going to fall at every moment.

With shorts and stuff, her legs are a couple of inches thick at the thighs. As tall as me, she was talking very loud at the phone. "I love you"! "I will see you tomorrow!" she said when i passed her. It is not the first time i thought she was the wife of Henry Kissinger. Only this time i was committed to write and remembered when i got in front of the laptop.

It is .5 miles concrete trail.

Near the other end i met with a guy with a whitish middle size curly hair. He went the other way and i caught up with him when his dog pooped and he didn't pick. Right from behind came the mantis, like to spoil the moment. Later in the parking lot at Fred Meyer (Kroger) i parked next to a blue car that has this SPOILER KING sticker on a side, with LPN PDG something.

WinCo quit years ago to bring spring water. So i have to buy it from somewhere else. Today i went at Fred Meyer and bought 6 gallons of Crystal Geiger with red and blue labels. But the bottles have a different shape. They are long and narrow, figuring a newborn baby. They used to have pieces of tapes figuring handles but those are gone either so you can only grab them by the neck where the lid is. Never would have thought of that but at the Fred Meyer at the check-stand did not want to take them from the cart one by one.

So i called the captain attendant and he said he cannot do the magic thing of multiplying the scanned item by 6. So he took one of them in his arms like one would take a baby and scanned it 5 more times, doing moves like rocking the baby and stuff.

Ok so i left for WinCo. On I5, the show. A guy with again a blue car with the word JeDUN on it. Romanian word Jidan deriving from the Hungarian word Zsido is offensive in Romanian but not in Hungarian. While i was taking the picture the guy with a van saying Student driver on it moved from the lane on the left in front of me and then they all slowed suddenly. I honked and from the right came this big semi, overloaded with something that came half foot into my lane, but i already put the camera away getting ready to exit.

On 72 right before WinCo. First i saw again for the 1000 time the logo. Then i got behind this guy. Pick something brown? But look at the LPN of the guy next to him.

Yeah i know. If you take any of the scenes above separately it wouldn't mean nothing. But when they happen one after other, in sequence, starting with the lack of sleep, they all come in the same pattern.

5:45 Angela told me last night they walked for one hour in the bedroom, after midnight. Back and forth, with no apparent reason.

7:10 I am psychologically dependent on cigarettes. Back in the day i used to take the edge of stress with a cigarette. Since i can't anymore i drink instead. But the effect of drinking is not so immediate and instead lasts for hours.

7:12 About the washer. It works with the new clutch and stuff but the rpm for spinning is much higher and the thing is out of balance, maybe the springs, i just don't know what else to do, it vibrates like crazy.

Should have asked them to replace it which in the end i would do since the thing is 20 years old.

However i learned important things about those. The hose inside and outside was full of slime. As soon as i get behind it i start having chills. I removed the slime, a little bit fell on the floor and now the whole apartment stinks. That stuff is grease and dirt from laundry that escaped detergent and got stock in the plies of the hose and is so virulent it gets you sick right away. I remember at Fox Pointe in Vancouver when i went crazy the first time the apartment was next to the laundry room, at Sussex the same.

This things, no matter the brand, after about one year of using or less got slime in the evacuation hoses and in between the walls of the basket assembly and are a health hazard, even if you keep them in the garage.

7:44 So they stopped upstairs, now there is a big base coming from outside. Can't record it the frequency is too low.

11:22 I was ready to go to bed. I put some earplugs when he climbed the stairs. Now "he" stomps heavily, maybe 2 or 3 times i would with my weight.

11:32 I also noticed he climbed and started when i closed the sliding door so i opened it again and he stopped. It may be the door keeps the noise inside so it can't be heard by others. However now there's some dust in the air. A very loud base started in a car outside.