September 14

1:10 Was our beloved Beau de l'Aire on absinthe when he wrote the poem? I don't know, maybe only when the ideas hit him, i know it takes sobriety to do such a job. I will try to work a decent translation until tomorrow though the guy upstairs just hit me with a kami of smoke and one of dust. And the coincidence. He is the only French poet i ever read from, except one or two fables by Jean de la Fontaine.

This poem now almost translated, features one of the most famous important quotes of all times. "The Art is long and The Time is short". However a major in Art or French only takes a few years (if you have your own money or win a scholarship, i don't get any stats from google, i don't know how many people are reading this) while doctors in the US work like slaves. Canada is very close where you can be taught by native speakers.

2:42 Tristan Tate got this one right, in Romania indeed family bonds are very strong.

3:30 Other business. That i can remember from the long list today. They scheduled an empty cistern to pass right in front of me at the stop light in Lincoln City. One more black truck with no LPN in front or rear and was too dark to even see the brand, passed after that one. So i got to drive behind those too all the way to the first passing zone which is in the middle of the forest with no other traffic.

The cistern went on the right though (as usually) accelerated and the black truck passed it, slowly and i passed both but i think the truck accelerated after got into my blind spot when i changed lanes cause the passing zone was ending anyways.

It was no small surprise when i saw it in the mirror ft or even inches away, right after making me thinking the surprise could have been much bigger, like finding myself in a rolling vehicle with broken limbs after in an area with nu much traffic and far from hospitals.

The guy tried to stay behind, i slowed, he accelerated, i matched speed, wanted to see at least the brand of the truck but guess what. At Spirit Mountain, i stayed behind in an area with more light to let him pass and take a good look, but he pulled... inside the casino area. Then he casually went to pick someone and it was  the perfect situation to go and see the guy but Angela didn't let me to. Now i think he could have simulated a road rage incident and do whatever.

At food court. Angela had a coupon, bought one fish and chips which at that hour was enough for both. They gave us a pager and we were waiting when i saw something really weird at the check stand. They were two stacks with pagers figuring two towers and somehow they got synchronized and they were flashing all one after another creating the illusion of light moving upwards.

Then i remembered what i saw in Lincoln City. Angela went inside, i am banned and not interested to appeal that decision. Tried to go for a walk, changed my mind, went to Grocery Outlet, was with my mind somewhere else like usually and grabbed a 6 gallons box with Crystal Geyser (we did that many times, and bought water from that store). The store now was moved and i asked the cashier why, i thought because of the tower that was in their lot but now they had a bigger one on the hill across the street, and she said no, for a different reason.

Forgot to get the only decent brand of bone broth which BTW has many benefits in any healing process, i started to climb stairs again with no pain after a severe tendinitis at the knees, the results are visible after one serving and a day passed, got instead some soda and nuts and went at Roads End round about, accidentally saw the sunset, then some cars moved, i was the last in line, i advanced and now i could see the hill and on the highest position and tallest building i saw a fire on a roof.

First i thought it was a reflection of the sunset in a window but it was still there when i moved a bit. After 10 or 15 minutes was not changing intensity and though could have been a BBQ in a balcony or whatever and left. Could be this one but for some reason i thought it was higher. No, it was this one.

Believe it or not that kami worked me all night. Constantly thinking now and forever of other types of business and names and persons and veterans i saw at the beach and how people come to the US.

5:23 Începând din 2000 Tratatul Schengen a devenit parte integrantă din Tratatul de Aderare la UE. Toate țările care au aderat după sunt membre în Schengen, cu îndeplinirea doar a unor formalități. Consiliul nu trebuia să mai voteze încă o dată pe acest subiect. Chestia cu declarația de dragoste față de România a Ursuley von der Leyen e o vrăjeală menită să șteargă această imagine.

Just figured something important weird. Americans with Disabilities Act varies from state to state. Not all questionnaires regarding a potentially disabled employee are the same in all states. So far i can tell the one in Florida by example is much more complicated and precise than the one in Oregon.

11:45 Got chills and pain from an infection that started because of the kami dog.

I wanted to write earlier but i forgot. A possible explanation for the belief of the Japanese that not having sex before battle is bad luck. Because nutrients accumulated in prostate and seminal vesicles for a longer time are constantly under assault from all kinda pathogens and there is an extra burden on your immune system and heavily using your body's resources.

Getting rid of those seems an easy solution.

Also a storm of hormones also get released in your blood stream during sex with a woman making you way more alert and motivated.

However, in the first hours your prostate goes in overdrive trying to replenish those again stealing precious resources especially proteins from your system and in a few days you are back at the starting point. Producing sperm is an absolute priority and a burden on your system especially during wars or  in people with poor nutrition that i was during my youth.

But when you got diabetes things are much worse because of the presence of sugar in all organs and tissues that feed pathogens that may easily enter during unwanted pre-secretions through unscheduled hyper stimulation creating infections beyond your body's defense capabilities especially when living in an unsanitized environment. Infections in prostate may quickly spread around to adjacent organs and the whole body putting you at risk for sepsis.

11:52 Haven't looked at the stats of my blogs in a long time. It all started when i put a DIY post about painting walls years ago using lime which is much cheaper and a much better choice than "latex" water based paint, if you know how to do it that was very common in Romania before i came here. However there was an unknown factor i could not figure, materials here are different, could not get (at the time) lime in paste (CaOH) used instead CaCO3 in powder, sometimes the paint came hard as rock, sometimes soft as a piece of chalk.

Looked at those and i was getting like 100 hits per hour. However after 4 hours it all stopped and never saw since more than a few hits at every post. That is good because it spares me the emotions, but bad because i can't make any money from it. Today i started again google analytics to see more.

Also in my particular case making money from commercials or sponsorships may not be a good idea because they may alter in subtle, unintended ways the perception of my posts, especially in areas that critical, with ideas that in time got so radical (wasn't planning, just got carried out).

Latest and most important, it is my constantly inevitably renewing perception that at least Oregon, the west coast of US is occupied by millions of foreigners and all the politicians are again actors from a different country.

With those present and running things around here nothing is going to ever work for me or other people like me or ordinary Americans though the US is one of the richest country in resources and debt to those in the trillions.

And BTW real time conversations in English if they go beyond light still give me enough surprises to freeze me at times and twist my intentions interfering with the process of choosing my confessions which may at times be very embarrassing. As for play i am still considering the other hypothesis case in which it may prove a catastrophic unrecoverable mistake.

Word play here online where it's safe is the only possibility. 

Besides. I live surrounded by them. They knock on walls when i go to the the restroom to block my transit for God's sake. Or simply when i get excited by something. It's hard to catch a window to view a movie online. Same happens to any hotel i've been during my trips. They call it "influencing".

Nevermind just figured. We usually go at least once a week, mostly Saturdays at Indian Head. However 90 to 100% of the people there is THEIR people, playing different roles. I saw somebody with a girlfriend there before. Longer road, safety concerns. Usually a last minute decision done together.

1:00 I looked again today and i am puzzled by contradictions between different reports even on the same page though some have changed a bit, i see now hits in the thousands per day in one report, still insignificant if you intended to make money of it. I re-started data collection with google analytics and will check in a few days.

I know is hard to understand but money making, negotiating, was not part of the culture i grew up with. While other people, skeptical of the system, secretly and partially passed it to their kids, though it was too outdated when the revolution hit us in 89, and didn't really worked for them, (as the world in the meantime turned into a one by the known model), i am simply illiterate at it (or there are too many watching every of my move and sabotaging me) and one of the reasons i moved to the US was hoping to learn however THEY had different intentions with me.

I even had an Ameritrade account where i put 2000 dollars and tried to use some common sense algorithms to make very short term speculations. It worked only a few times at first and then i sensed some intervened and totally changed the evolutions of the stocks i was picking. By the sheer number of people and resources i sense they use around me, i think for them doing that would have been nothing as they regularly manipulate the market during one day, spending trillions in high freq trading, with fake news, Musk's perceived mood, manipulating oil price and live shows with Dracula and Xenu.

More than that. Oregon DMV gave me a LPN in 2018 that was saying JKB i din't pay attention to. Ever since, everywhere i go i see around me an unusual number of cars with different similar combinations. One of my bosses in Romania resembled an ex KGB director. The reason i have a personalized LPN in the line ipsum lorem bla bla (ERGO), that still has some significance to some (pretty girl Era).

1:17 An alternative way of seeing reactions to my posts (and especially seeing when i screw up) besides numerous indirect responses in official media is by looking at the stock market reaction. Unfortunately market goes down when i'm not making mistakes. Because all companies listed are mostly owned and run by THEM and everything i write down is coincidentally against them. However they tied the mass of people to the market through retirement funds. Could this be the time of her last post? But can she even see my posts? I have no proof of that.

1:30 Now we're simply fighting to keep Angela's job. They were at least two more letters in her myChart from her doctor to HR recommending limitations that may qualify as disability by ADA definitions but never treated as such by the company though they accepted the limitations. There was never an ADA questionnaire before last week.

Those are now gone and instead there is only the more recent ADA questionnaire Angela had to give to her doctor last Friday that basically when returned said she is disabled by ADA definitions. However we have downloaded them. However doctor said Angela may recover from her foot problems within a month which we think is possible and the lifting limitation to 20 pounds never changed in 5 years while the company accepted it, until recently when they asked her to do a job lifting more than 40 pounds.

However walking more than 5000 ft or one mile every day without rotating every few days or the way that work station was manned before her is not acceptable by any standard, disabled or not. She did that for more than one year and a half, and that started her feet problem.

2:10 Coincidence of the day. Mitt Rom-nay. Welcome to my silly life, quantum dragă fly.

2:50 Asta e faptă penală, trebuia arestat imediat

5:23 There are a few "children" in the yard and yell as Angela is sleeping. Got the AC unit and a foil in the open sliding door and sound gets in here like the door is wide open. I went in the kitchen to grab a drink and a snack and they were yelling every time i was grabbing or biting or sipping something. Like they knew. Or like getting commands from AI via ear-prompters. I did record it and saved it but there is nothing in that file.

6:00 Writing here today was most difficult. Having too many things on my mind and with all the noises i made numerous mistakes. As anyone may see, i write through re-editing or by adding time stamped entries in the same post during one whole day, and had by mistake at certain times several tabs open with the same post and got lost in versions, writing one thing in one tab and one in other, ending loosing some of the notes etc..

I feel like i'm drunk though i'm not. Some sort of weird mold smell coming from rapidly mutating microbes due to tanins of the redwood mulch coming from all kinda "casually" thrown garbage, the bins are full, they will be emptied tomorrow, combined with animal waste make me feel that way. Considering of going and buying liquor because with that one at least i know i'm drunk.

7:22 Like in many older people, General Petraeus's appearance has changed as he got older and predictably, by his fast (healing) metabolism and high energy, thinner, especially when looked at from aside for half second  while finishing climbing, at the top end of stairs at the beach. Now i know who staged the chase with the cistern on hwy 18 last night. Some of the other times? August 20/21 2021?


8:30 Angela did not approve a run to the liquor store, it smells like hell in here, wanted to go outside to throw those, any time i tried the child actors were eyeing me. But i'm pretty sure they will bring more right away as things got very intense these days, they are throwing at me everything they got.

October 17

8:35 AQI is 75 due to wildfire smoke. However there was much more smoke in the apartment. Had some shortness of breath due to nose congestion during sleep. When i opened the balcony door which now is usable (on the old door the screen was glued for years) i saw the lock was off which means could have been opened from outside though i remember i put it on. Under the wall next to ours they were three mole holes which i covered and then aired a bit. Feeling better now.

1:50 Nu e secret, ci discret. Aporo, Șoșoaca și masonii. Masonii nu primesc femei în lojele lor. Există una sau două loje pentru femei, dar nu știu dacă în România. O ilustrare a acestui fapt o găsim în melodia lui Linda Perry, solista de la 4 non-blondes care poartă niște ochelari ceremoniali masonici pe un joben (și ca să pară mai înaltă). Tiler (faianțar) este o funcție de îndeplinit în masonerie, însă de multe ori mă gândesc că poate veni de la numele TILE, vechea denumire a Groenlandei, cu referință la cultura Thule, care este o acoperire pentru extrema dreaptă.

Apropo, mi-am amintit de ceva. Monday business as usual. Pe unde am fost, pe cine am văzut. Mă gândeam mai mult la tipa din cazino, care semăna cu o prințesă grasă făcută brunetă.

Sâmbătă ca de obicei am ales să fugim de aici unde vedem cu ochii. Fum, zgomot, cârtițe. De asemeni am ales să nu mai beau (de) câteva zile, doar așa să văd ce se întâmplă, dar nu s-a întâmplat mare lucru, deși mi-au mai trecut durerile abdominale de prin jurul pancreasului, mă simțeam tot high, probabil de la fumul din găurile de cârtițe pe care nu le-am mai verificat recent.

După mai mult de o oră de mers, sâmbătă la 3:44 după amiază am ajuns la o barieră care bloca drumul (undeva la marginea deșertului, unde începe drumul marcat cu roșu pe acest screenshot de google maps venind din sus). Pe barieră scria că a fost un accident, care s-a întâmplat aproximativ 21 de ore înainte. Când am plecat de acasă google maps nu arăta nici o deviere, cu 107 mile până la Indian Head, ca de obicei.

Telefonul cu GPS și google maps s-a blocat, nu mai spunea nimic (mi-aș lua un GPS adevărat dar nu știu unde să-l instalez în mașină, de fapt ar trebui să încerc iar cu aplicația Android Auto - telefonul vechi nu mergea - dar și Android Auto se bazează tot pe GPS-ul din telefon) așa că am înjurat mult și am luat-o după alte vehicule (în general camionete gigantice de care acum mă tem în trafic) pe un drum pe care nu am mai umblat niciodată. Când am ajuns la intersecția de sus pe harta ODOT am intrat la o stație de benzină să întreb unde eram și pe unde trebuiam să merg. Un tip cu mustață îngustă și înaltă punea benzină într-un SUV de California și am crezut că e stație cu autoservire iar tipul era din California așa că am intrat să întreb.

După 2 ore de condus și puțin fum în ochi, direct coborât din mașină după un drum cu multe curbe și împins din spate eram destul de obosit și îngrijorat că unde sunt și dacă ar trebui să mai iau niște benzină de la o stație din pustiu cu o singură pompă și nici nu-mi păsa cine putea să fi fost. Tipa dinăuntru era micuță și avea o figură familiară simpatică cu păr cu șuvițe șatene însă mi-a spus că nu știe (unde era?) și să-l întreb pe el, care mi-a spus de 3 ori "straight this way" cu un accent ciudat și mi-a arătat drumul care pe harta ODOT de mai sus era cel din mijloc cu gri. După google maps am mers astfel. Am luat-o deci în jos pe drumul acela vălurit și curbat și s-a luat după mine o camionetă roșie uriașă care stătea prea aproape în urmă și mă împingea cu mai mult de 70 mph, uneori cu 80 (așa fac mai recent sau de vreun an, după accident) așa că mi-am luat inima în dinți, am tras cât mai aproape pe dreapta, cât să nu cad într-o prăpastie și am semnalizat dreapta și în sfârșit m-a depășit mergând mult peste limita de viteză pe o stradă cu asfaltul uzat și în valuri. Deci dacă tipul de la stația de benzină nu era real (nimeni nu mai e  pe unde merg, sau poate nu a fost vreodată în 27 de ani, dar m-am gândit că nu s-au gândit la accident) nici accidentul care a blocat drumul nu a fost real deci nici autoritățile nu sunt reale deci nimic nu e real.

Toată faza s-a întâmplat pe rezervația indiană. Steven Tyler spune că e de origine indiană. Eu nu cred.

Two Spirit. Apropo cred că l-am văzut pe tipul ăsta în cazino, tipul e sigur japonez, am să-l caut (am o listă lungă înainte).

Așa că mă duc la Liquor Store, o tâmpenie care există numai în Statul Oregon, mici francize specializate pentru tărie, unde șef la un moment dat era mortul Gary Moore, să fac slalom prin trafic la oră de vârf, cu multe capcane, și unde mă așteaptă alți artiști, pentru o replică sau două, fiindcă încep să am impresia că dacă nu beau sunt și mai prost.

5:15 Don't have the time to write about the adventures at Liquor Stores. The important thing is i made it back, in one piece. On my way there i had this flashback about a troubling news from a Romanian site and remembered something that always intrigued me and made a commitment to write about when i get back (if i don't forget and i didn't).

The names on the Vietnam Memorial. For some reason, they are not written in alphabetical order so i would assume it would be a big task to find one. But at 58k names there should be people with same names (middle name included) more than they say. Started to think about this long time ago, after i read the material written on conspiracy theories sites on early internet, complaining of all kinda things irregular about the war. So what did they wrote on the wall when two guys with the same name died?

I think you know where i'm getting at. What if they arranged the draft in such ways they were 10 for each name? Relatives would go there and eventually find the name. 10 different sets of relatives that is.

Other than that memorial, there is no other hard evidence for the public about the numbers.

Equally troubling. I read news that recruits in Ukraine war are being pushed in the front line while other "friendly" troops cut their way back. Some are misfits and/or drunks grabbed from the streets or prisons, some clueless youth. Providing them with no training and gear that sometimes is not military grade, triggering the fear they used so much they ran out of it. You can see the enthusiasm on the faces of these activated reserve officers caught during a short (eastern orthodox) ritual in a mistitled picture.

WWI. WWII. Asian wars. Iraq. Afghanistan, both for Russians and Americans. Pandemic. Propaganda. Decimating the population, currently mass killing the young people of Russia, maybe of Ukraine too, to whom could serve this?

10:23 While i translated this poem, i realized this news appeared after i posted a link with the original which can be translated with google. I also complained of shortness of breath in the last few days.

10:37 What was i saying? Cruise and Xenu. More recent.

10:50

11:00 Sper că încercând să țin pasul cu contraștirile lor, am reușit să arăt suficient de mult pentru a crea un interes, o ancoră în mintea cititorilor despre faptul că știrile fac parte din simbolism, au o viață a lor aparte în spațiul cuantic sau metafizic al simbolurilor, și au doar ca pretext sau substrat evenimentele din realitate, care de cele mai multe ori sunt falsuri sau exagerări sau chiar evenimente create special pentru introducerea unor simboluri "de corecție" în spațiul comun. La fel ca și personalitățile politice și mediatice, care în realitate trăiesc în spațiul metafizic numit de australienii antici "dreaming". Treaba e nașpa, vă spun eu.

11:10 Social Darwinism is an extension of Darwinism and first justification for Nazism. If it was true, would humans be the first social animals to exhibit competition and hostility towards the same species?

Or maybe it's not the same species and that is pure, not social Darwinism. But if they can interbreed, they are the same species.

Let's look at other social animals. Do different beehives compete among them? Can that competition lead to selection? Could be, if a beehive eliminates the other. Same goes for a wolves packs. However, Nazis see themselves as wolves and the Jews (their only true enemy) as goats. Killing the goats is not competition but simply feeding and leads only to survival of the pack. Killing of all the goats and taking the lebensraum of the goats can only lead to their own destruction.

But what is the true motor of evolution? Competition or adaptation?

But then humans are more than animals. Human conscience as a result of evolution is also a radical step towards a new kind of biology, that of sentient species when minimalist or basic or even "social" Darwinism may not apply at all.

One more question. What are those humans who give up individuality and any power of decision over the most important aspects of their lives, thus what truly defines a human being, in favor of obeying a hierarchy that has on top one single human (leader of the pack, queen bee) that is thought to be god, imitating wolves or social insects? Or those who erect a dictator that acts almost as a god and then obey him in life and death living the illusion of achieving victory thinking themselves a superior race? I would call it devolution, downgrading, nostalgia of being a non-sentient species living in a lost paradise, without human worries.

But then there are those who say individual conscience is an illusion. It may very well be. They are trying for decades to convince me to give up.

August 29

8:50 Ok they managed to squeeze the words destruction in of documents in a highly emotional news.

8:56 Down the drain. After 11 years the re-invention of toilet has resurfaced.

9:33 I looked at the way they closed the wall after re-installing windows. They put the planks above and below window that used to be in (horizontal) tile configuration that didn't make much sense from rain standpoint, rain getting under those, in scale configuration (yes, like in snake scale), which keeps rain from going under, but let the dust coming out the wall. That piece of bent flashing doesn't help either. But what do you expect? Untrained, illegal, illiterate workers can make "mistakes". However they are not real. They are Japanese simulating Mexicans or other Latinos (yes, Weeknd was among them) and the expedition is lead by the Emperor of Japan himself so no law enforcement (controlled by Xenu here in Tualatin) would dare. Though he is not real in Japan, just another ninja.

Punishment expedition. Last night by example a bunch of teens at the other building were partying again. Poor illegal illiterate sexy teens of all genders, some simulated, some prostitutes that are easy pray to Romanian insatiable vampires.

However the punishment is Scientologic. Lava dust contains thousands of trapped thetans (souls in Scientology) since 75 million years ago when Xenu brought them on Earth immersed in antifreeze on DC8 planes and burred them in lava around volcanoes. Those disembodied thetans when they escape from lava inside the walls they cling to closest humans, tormenting them. (in reality lava dust is stingy and painful on skin and irritates the digestive system). Per Levitt design.

But what they are really doing is trying to stop me or at least slow me down from posting. When things got hairy again they skipped two buildings (one was already half done, one on notice to occupants), came to ours, cracked open the walls (two weeks of intense noise), didn't seal them right so volcanic dust will fall and now they are back at building E, across the alley, making 10 times the necessary noise, again, per lack of training, in reality releasing vast amounts of dust form our walls. (The final of the video, does it represent the marching of Romanians towards Europe or Russians towards Ukraine?).

As for thetans, if the omnipotent eternal thetans existed before Universe as Hubbard says, and i think the hypothesis has merit, as they could be leftover bubbles of Hawking stationary radiation, and they gathered out of boredom and decided to create it as their playground, even if they forgot their true nature, as Scientology preaches, i don't believe they could have been physically buried in lava, in a black hole or anything created by them. My opinion.

9:58 You think this is crazy? None of the media shootings were real. Or the Ja_nuary riot. What i wrote above is both real and crazy.

10:28 Încă un exemplu de logică elastică în cadrul evenimentului nunții Sam-firei (în România totul e de efect, cauza contează mai puțin). Melodia "autobiografică" a înspăimântătorului (uber bully) Kovacs În umbra marelui urs este în mod evident (marele urss, duh!) anti-sovietică și anti-rusească, în timp ce Simion, AUR este perceput în România ca pro-rus.

Cât despre o mie de ani de pribegie, să fie aluzie la maghiarii nepalezi budiști care au înființat statul Maghiar (cu numele inițial Ungaria, pentru a cuprinde încă 500 de ani de ereditate) în anul 1000.

That on top of the round Earth (obviously knwon to them at that time) is not a cross but the Chinese radical 32 for Earth.

12:04 Ok so they apparently entered the siesta, they won't possibly come in to finish the sliding doors in the next couple of hours, was getting ready to leave for a walk when i saw the screen at the sliding door was again moved enough for someone to get in, though the latch at the door itself was closed. From outside and from the blade of the ioniq filter i smelled not lava dust but contaminated litter dust. As i found my key and cap and finished writing here, an ambulance siren went off anticipating my sortie.

3:30 Nevermind that. On my way out i saw a guy in the parking lot reading a ticket next to my truck. I knew i got one on my truck too since i didn't move it since last Thursday afternoon (after the picking of the garbage). Heading that way i saw what i thought it was the guy who did my windows from the inside working at the next building at the sliding doors and i asked him when is he going to do it at ours and he said in 20 minutes. So i went and picked the ticket and waited for one hour and a half and exactly like last time i fell asleep at the computer, which is hard to believe with all that dust when he knocked this time at the sliding doors. So he did it, the whole story some other time. They officially finished everything on the inside. Now i'm free to go for my walks every time i want, first time in more than two weeks. Also don't have to stay here to listen at the noises, but they almost finished those anyways.

4:24 Încă o dovadă că ungurii (maghiarii, whatever) sunt asiatici. Gene recesive care se manifestă după multe generații.

10:17 Artemis rocket which is mainly a gigantic flying fuel tank (actually a couple of them) with the shape of a rocket (with two solid fuel, uncontrollable boosters), carries at takeoff a total of 537,000 gallons, 317,000 pounds or 143,788 kg of liquid hydrogen. That would be enough to power a second generation Toyota Mirai that runs on hydrogen and has a tank capacity of 5,65 kg with a range of 1360 km for 34,610,916 (34 million km), or more than 110 times distance to Moon. I'd say very inefficient and wasteful. Also, as NASA themselves say, a huge risk for everybody, including the astronauts. I personally wouldn't climb on top of that for all the money in the world. How about landing on Moon, taking off back to Earth?

10:38 I knew they will come because i vacuumed yesterday. As they worked at the sliding door for that hour the wall was open and the man walking on the carpet brought in here enough invisible stingy dust to make my eyes hurt (once i got sober). One of the tricks i knew is cooking beef in the oven and i had some in the fridge. Beef fat grease vapor flying in the air clings to that electrified nano dust (by the shaking of the boots outside on the concrete and boots friction with the freshly cleaned carpet) and brings it down on the carpet until the next vacuuming.

11:50 Another idea came to me. Why do Arabs eat so much sheep. Maybe because they live in the desert where much dust must be flying around? Cooking the sheep meat itself may bring beneficial vapors in the house. My epic stomach pains diminished a lot after that Arab guy moved downstairs in Beaverton, and he was cooking sheep every Saturday or so, boiling it for hours. I hated it but years after i realized it actually did good to me and to the building as those grease vapors entered the walls and stabilized the insulation.

September 6

5:50 I slept 6 hours, awoke at 3 a bit confused probably by the dust pushed the fridge that is there since last days when dust came in most likely being caried on the stairs by the shoes of the guy who take shortcuts through chips. Or another smart ninja synched move. A drunk guy was yelling in Spanish in the distance. I put a wet towell behind the fridge, things got better. Then they came to pick the recyclables at 5:20. Unusual, cause they normally come at 7 (last time i can remember).

Besides the annoying noise from the big engine that lasted for about 15 minutes, somebody came with a dog and left a some pee puddles and also probably stuck some burning ninja pellets under the chips, some next to the wall where i am inside, cause the place filled with smoke right after recylclables truck left.

Thought they gave up this smoke thing for a few months, after i installed the mole chasers (buzzers), the batteries went out and/or the buzzers broke and i just reinstalled new ones, and ordered some more but last time it took weeks until the moles disappeared, without moles they can't just come and make holes in the ground i guess, they use moles's holes as cover. I went and tried to step on those, not sure i found them all. Besides other things, they create nose congestion and a bit of high and disorientation.

7:17 The right side panel of my blog disappeared, though i can see it in the layout.

 7:42 I reset the theme to one of the templates (simple blog), can't add any widget. I used a bit of chlorine gel in the room which killed the dog urine smell and then i suddenly felt very sleepy and fell asleep.

12:15 I don't know what happened to my blog, suddenly all my widgets on the right disappeared, they probably were on the bottom, i panicked for being so tired, and reset the whole theme, was too tired to figure why they went on the footer, now i don't have time to fix it. Not that it matters so much.

Before i forget. Please note the expressions Dominus Dios or Dominus Deus, ruler of gods or Lord God, which is supposed to be at the origin of the name for god in Romanian, Dumnezeu, pronounced, yes, doom nay zeoo which sounds so weird for the English speaker. (I personally believe it comes from Sumerian god name Dumuzid, god of shepherds). Latin word dominus which means ruller coincidentally similar with Dominic. In Buddhism, Buddha is considered a teacher of gods and men. St. Dominic is shown partially shaven, with rosary, which is of buddhist and hindu origin, lilies, and "his" cross resembles Chinese radical 32, Earth. All these elements, together with the tilted cross on top of a globe are found on Hungary's coat of arms (1896-1915). Hungary's capital for centuries until the 19 century was Buda.

7:07 Labour day News. Poor People, Frugal Philanthropy, Bit by Bit.

7:39 Earlier i decided to leave the place for the evening, though the cause/reason is not here anymore.

We went to Safeway, Walmart and WinCo. Each has something cheaper and better and fresher than the other. We came back home, some Japanese kids were playing on our stairs. Got inside and started to cook and drink with radio on, 3 Japanese kids started to have a party outside our windows, in our view.

Then,  Angela died her hair, ammonia smell came out, i cooked for about half hour some chicken livers that usually were fresh, this time were frozen. Watched the girl from the one leve building drinking probably juice, with lascivious (trained) gestures. One of the kids threw to the ground. It was then when i decided to leave for the evening, just not to see them anymore. However, when Angela finished dying her hair and we ate, they were gone. The most amazing thing, people in 21st century North America do believe in vampires and cannibals and other people know how to speculate their fears.

Moles, Among Us

Today i was curious about a possible link between the Japanese word for mole and the word shinobi (we all know, spies are sometimes called moles) but never thought i would run into something that may be the grand or master key to the whole puzzle.

I knew the Chinese radical 32 for Earth 土 Tǔ because it resembles St.Dominic's double cross which is also present on Hungary's coat of arms. Today i figured the red and white stripes before Earth 土 on that coat of arms may also be the Chinese radical 72 for Day or Sun 日 Rì. Those two combined could probably make the English "neologism" rite or ritual. Chinese kanji also have 32 radicals that are made with 3 strokes and 32 above would be the the last of those. First radical could also be radical 109 for eye 目 mù.

As i said before, i only made a few small steps out of a mile towards understanding Chinese or Japanese languages (that share one common writing system) and why syllables taken separately pronounce differently than within the word. In the links below can hear the pronunciation by clicking the speaker icons next to each box.

https://translate.google.com/?sl=ja&tl=en&text=%E5%9C%9F%E7%AB%9C%0A%E5%9C%9F%0A%E7%AB%9C&op=translate

I also once thought i did the etymology for the name Magyar (How Hungarians call themselves) as coming from Chinese meaning Magic Noble People. Could it be both are valid. Cause that would explain the angels.

https://translate.google.com/?sl=zh-CN&tl=en&text=%E9%AD%94%0A%E9%AB%98%0A%E4%BA%BA&op=translate



Also, written by a Hungarian,

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B-ShIhkErMIPU2N3WGl5TGh4Y1U/view?usp=sharing

One more step and a question. Could this type of crown with rays or "frozen frame water drop" shape as i call it be actually inspired by a star nose mole.

I also knew from working on previous posts that the tilted cross on top is at the same angle as the axis of rotation of Earth on the planetary plane or the angle of the "djed" on ancient Egyptian ideograms.

Morphine

Let's cut a bit more through confusion and mystery.

Everybody knows by now what benzene is. It is what we know as the prototype of all aromatic hydrocarbons. It is present in gasoline where in the US is regulated to 1% because it's cancerigen.

It is made of a ring of 6 Carbon atoms and 6 Hydrogen ones.

Cyclohexane is also a ring of 6 Carbon atoms but with 12 Hydrogen ones. Here is a 3-D representation of a cyclohexane ring.

To get a 3D interactive animation of many of the molecules below or others one need to paste this link in the browser's address box (which starts with http) than replace the name in English.

https://pubchem.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/compound/cyclohexane#section=3D-Conformer&fullscreen=true

Phenatrene contains three benzene rings fused together

Quotes from https://www.sciencedirect.com/topics/neuroscience/phenanthrenes

"Phenanthrene is a polycyclic aromatic hydrocarbon (PAH) derived from coal tar. Classification of Opioids According to Chemical Structure"

"There are numerous chemical structures for opioids:

1. Phenanthrenes: morphine, codeine, heroin, hydromorphone, and oxycodone.

..."

Morphine is made mainly of one full benzene ring and two cyclohexane rings, much like a phenatrane but with more hydrogen atoms attached to and other "additions" like a Nitrogen atom, a Methyl Radical, etc.. Morphine is the "active" ingredient in opium, the dried latex of poppies with a concentration of 10-16%. PubChem 3D Interractive. Hydrocodone, oxycodone are also made of poppy latex.

From Wikipedia and a list from Drug Rehab dot com

Opioidis (morphine like substances) weaker than morphine

Codeine PubChem 3D Interactive


Tramadol PubChem 3D Interactive


Equal in strength with morphine

Hydrocodone vs morphine PubChem 3D Interactive


Stronger than morphine

Oxycodone vs morphine PubChem 3D Interactive

Fentanyl PubChem 3D Interactive


Heroin PubChem 3D Interactive


Non opioid recreational drugs

LSD also has three hexagonal rings PubChem 3D Interactive

THC ("active ingredient" in marijuana - cannabis), again three hexagonal rings (benzene+c-hexane). PubChem 3D Interactive

Other non-opiate recreational drugs are also based on benzene rings

Cocaine PubChem 3D Interactive

Tartazine (known as Yellow 5, E102) is also an extract from coal tar and also has "only" two benzene rings.

Tryciclic antidepressants PubChem 3D Interactive vs phenatrenes:
    
Adrenaline, also known as epinephrine, a human hormone produced in two glands located just on top of kidneys PubChem 3D Interactive

is a precursor of Metamphetamine PubChem 3D Interactive







It's hard to say what country produces how much but top poppy seed producers of Papaver somniferum for stated food and medicine purposes are:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Papaver_somniferum#Market

Compared to those amounts Afghanistan's today production is negligible.

It is not said how much in the UK.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Opium#Cultivation_in_the_UK

May The Qi Be With You. Always

"From myself
and from the others
i extract the square root
and i realize it is only water,
water in a state of thought,
water with soul and whirls,
water, in an incurable
chemical formula."

Păunescu, Radical,  Păunescu - Wilder

A Chinese radical is a graphical component of a Chinese character under which the character is traditionally listed in a Chinese dictionary. This component is often a semantic indicator, though in some cases the original semantic connection has become obscure, owing to changes in character meaning over time. Wikipedia

Here is Chinese radical 84

Chinese radical water -shui

Chinese character Chi (Qi)


And wind - feng (simplified)

Feng shui in different Asian languages


“Chi [Qi] is simply an ancient term used to describe what cannot be seen by the naked eye, such as sound waves, odor molecules, bacteria, heat waves, and others that were not scientifically known in ancient times.”

"Feng shui identifies the odor from the restroom and trash as a negative form of Qi because they have the ability to adversely affect our health. Imagine if you live in conditions where you are surrounded by these repugnant smell. How would you feel? How would you react mentally and physically? When stench or foul smell gets to me, my body reacts by giving me the urge to vomit.

Imagine this: how would your sleep quality be if the toilet is right next to your bed?"
https://fengshuinexus.com/blog/what-is-qi-in-feng-shui/

Why do we need school, why do we need science. To be able to predict. How things work. What others will do, how we need to react do and how can we use prediction to get advantages. Over others of course. But there are many things not thought in schools. One of them is feng shui. On reason of not being scientific.

If it can, using pseudo laws, to predict to a certain degree future behavior of systems, a pseudoscience is better than nothing or ignorance in a certain aspect of reality. And if those aspects are in human social relations (read competitiveness) area it will definitely give a certain advantage to the user over the complete ignorant.

Now scientifically. Anything vibrates. Any structure has a certain or a whole bunch of resonance frequencies. That is it will vibrate, when energized, like when being hit, on certain preferred frequencies.

There are numerous recent researches on how sound can move things. Levitation on sound waves, name it.

It is obvious that inside a building vibration can move air around. If the shape of the home is "inauspicious", that is its own built-in vibration modes that will allow moving your air around at resonance, which can be triggered, especially in light constructions (made of hollow, wood frame walls closed with panels) by starting with wind, vehicles hitting bumps all the way to slammed door in your parking lot, air from the dirty places of your home can travel all the way to you.

Ancient people if not scientifically, knew about through feeling the effects and had at least some sort of approach to this problem.

https://www.google.com/search?q=feng+shui+ancient+china+building+codes

Humans (in the evolutionary hypothesis) are quite complete, well built, adaptive beings, but there are some limits. It takes several minutes for a person to adapt at a certain smell and chemical, microbiological makeup of the surrounding air. If we are to imagine some social entity chooses to mess with someone and has the means to, all it takes is to rotate the environment parameters by altering the feng shui using shock waves. That is mixing your smells inside your dwelling fast enough for you not to have the time to adapt. That means brain has to quit or suspend some higher level activities to work on the adaptation processes. That may knock out your higher level thinking processes for minutes, or if repeated, for hours or the rest of the day.

But this is just an example. Besides moving air around at resonance sound itself is part of the environment and can set you off in different aspects also discussed intensely on the web.

It is amazing how the floor plan of this apartment is similar to the last one in Lake Oswego (except for the wall between kitchen and bathroom, which here is one ft thick, though not shown in the floor plan).

It was French philosopher René Descartes (Cartesian was his other, Latin chosen name). But now, if i take a closer look at him...

Băsescu şi Ponta, BEC şi INS

http://revistapresei.hotnews.ro/stiri-radio_tv-15125995-live-text-traian-basescu-invitat-digi24-ora-20-00.htm

Hai să recapitulăm.

USL-ul anul trecut a iniţiat un referendum pentru demisionarea lui Băsescu. Pentru aceasta, şi-au tras ministru de interne pe Ioan Rus. "Ministrul Administraţiei şi Internelor, Ioan Rus, a anunţat, marţi, că numărul total al cetăţenilor cu drept de vot este de 18.292.514" http://www.gandul.info/stiri/rus-numarul-total-al-cetatenilor-cu-drept-de-vot-este-de-18-292-514-9899590. Nu a zis nimeni nimic deci şi Băsescu şi Ponta şi Antonescu şi Voiculescu, toţi au fost de acord cu acest număr.

Dar dacă ne gândim că într-o ţară europeană la acest început de mileniu cam un sfert din populaţie sunt minori deci sub 18 ani deci fără drept de vot, din acest număr rezultă că populaţia totală a României ar fi de peste 22.286.642 locuitori. Dacă îi mai adunăm şi pe cei din penitenciare, pe cei care şi-au pierdut dreptul de a vota, etc, ajungem probabil la 23 milioane. Afară şi în ţară.

La 8 August, după 2 luni în funcţia de ministru de interne şi o săptămână după referendum, Ioan Rus a plecat la plimbare. Îşi făcuse treaba. http://ro.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ioan_Rus Dar de atunci, a lăsat o lungă dâră prin news. (eu cred că este un prim bun candidat pentru ce spunea Băsescu la digi24), adică să răspundă juridic. (Numărul lui contrazice afirmaţia lui Băsescu că populaţia ar fi scăzut).

non-combat? http://www.ghimpele.ro/2013/04/usl-divizata-intre-sorin-frunzaverde-si-ioan-rus-razboiul-nevazut-al-grupului-de-la-cluj/

regionalizare acum sau niciodată? http://citynews.ro/politica/ioan-rus-ori-facem-descentralizarea-din-1012014-ori-nu-o-mai-facem-1242158

blat cu Băsescu? http://ingurapresei.a1.ro/politic/Mircea-Badea-Ioan-Rus-a-facut-blat-cu-Basescu-dint_5793.html

coabitare? http://www.evz.ro/detalii/stiri/ioan-rus-este-obligatoriu-ca-victor-ponta-traian-basescu-si-crin-antonescu-sa-coabiteze-1033410.html

neseriozitate? http://www.napocanews.ro/2013/05/neseriozitatea-unei-regionalizari-asumate-de-dragul-lui-ioan-rus-si-al-lui-sabin-gherman-turnatorul-lui-marin-sorescu.html

Ioan Rus, un fel de eminenţă cenuşie a noului PSD?

Bine dar nu la asta am vrut să ajung, să mă întorc la titlu. Deci USL-ul îi serveşte lui Băsescu un referendum fără cifre electorale realiste. (Că nu au fost realiste dovedeşte plecarea lui Rus pe 8 August).

Prin plecarea lui Rus, practic s-a invalidat referendumul. Psihologic vorbind. (A fost "acuzat" de PSD că i-a făcut jocul lui Băsescu).

Singurul scop al acestui referendum a fost de a pregăti populaţia care nu îl mai vroia pe Băsescu, să voteze masiv la următoarele alegeri pentru USL. Şi aşa s-a şi întâmplat. Nu a fost nici un puci fiindcă nu a fost nici un risc. Toţi erau în "blat" Nimeni nu urma să fie demis, indiferent de rezultat.

Hai să uităm puţin de referendum şi să ne ducem la ultimele alegeri. Pe site-ul BEC avem http://www.becparlamentare2012.ro/A-DOCUMENTE/rezultate%20finale/Anexa%208A.pdf

Deci din 18 milioane şi ceva cu drept de vot, s-au prezentat la urne... 7,7 milioane, adică 41.76%. Cam tot atâţia câţi au votat împotriva lui Băsescu la ultimul referendum.

Hai să mergem puţin şi mai înapoi în timp la alegerile din 2008. http://www.becparlamentare2008.ro/rezul/anexa8abun.pdf

Nu ştiu, pare cam deja vu, cam tras la indigo.

Am visat eu sau am citit în ultima declaraţie a lui Băsescu unde spunea că populaţia a scăzut? Bine a crescut puţin din 2012 faţă de 2008 şi apoi a scăzut iar puţin în 2013.

A nu uite aici http://www.wall-street.ro/articol/Social/150926/basescu-despre-recensamant-populatia-scade-ca-urmare-a-natalitatii-scazute.html

A bine populaţia a scăzut numai la minori, pentru că a scăzut natalitatea. Şi probabil ca să justifice acelaşi număr de alegători, a crescut şi speranţa de viaţă în mod corespunzător.

Recensământul nu e un moft. Motivul pentru care ţările cu tradiţie democratică fac referendumuri este pentru redundanţă. Un organism politic care se păstrează de la un guvern la altul şi care nu are alt scop decât să numere persoanele pentru a avea o referinţă, un număr de arătat politicienilor mofturoşi. Imaginaţi-vă ce era în România pe la alegeri dacă nu erau recensăminte şi nu era o numărătoare independentă.

Sincer, m-am săturat să caut, dar probabil că este făcut printr-o lege. Cei ce completează acolo sunt responsabili în faţa legii. Formularele completate sunt toate la INS. Sunt rubrici pentru cei plecaţi. Rudele îi ştiu pe toţi. Recenzorii au întrebat rudele sau în cel mai rău caz vecinii. Spre deosebire de alegeri, unde sunt multe interese contradictorii, la recensământ nu prea are nimeni de ce să mintă. Într-o ţară condusă de acelaşi guvern datele dintre BEC şi INS trebuie să coincidă. Şi BEC şi INS sunt finanţate de statul român. Dacă aceste numere nu coincid, cineva a greşit. Dar din toate greşelile posibile, acestea sunt din cele cu mari consecinţe asupra viitorului României, din cele care fac rău ţării. Dar Băsescu nu poate acuza nici BEC nici INS. Pentru că practic, aşa cum ştim toţi, au fost amândouă subordonate lui pentru o lungă perioadă de timp.

La INS atât am găsit că se subordonează guvernului şi este finanţat de statul român.

http://www.insse.ro/cms/rw/pages/about.ro.do;jsessionid=868952119f09bb1c3885addd4fa0100916fda12f6cfe7f56090eee9e8207289d.e38QbxeSahyTbi0Oc310

"Institutul Național de Statistica este condus de un președinte cu rang de secretar de stat" asta e aproape un ministru nu?

La BEC nu găsesc nimic dar nu ar trebui să fie că e subordonat ministerului de interne? S-ar părea că nu are un site în sine ci numai site-uri pe alegeri, pe ani, pe tip de alegeri.

Apropo, nu pot să deschid site-ul BEC pentru alegerile din 2004. Cred că ar fi totuşi interesant de văzut şi acele cifre. Din ce îmi amintesc, le-am văzut cândva şi sunt diferite radical faţă de cele din 2004 sau 2008.

http://www.bec2004.ro/

Atât INS-ul cât şi BEC-ul la vremea recensământului au fost subordonate guvernului. Guvernul şi parlamentul a ştiut problema românilor plecaţi în străinătate. Ca dovadă ca au ştiut sunt rubricile din formularele de recensământ.

Am mai spus-o şi o repet. Acel referendum a avut nişte scopuri pur psihologice. A determinat câştigarea alegerilor de către USL şi mai apoi a justificării coborârii prezenţei la 30% cu minim 25% da pentru următoarele referendumuri (în mintea electoratului, care vroia atunci ca Băsescu să fie demis, a rămas ideea că el ar fi fost demis dacă ar fi fost prezenţi mai mult de 46% .)

http://www.hotnews.ro/stiri-politic-14847665-legea-referendumului-care-reduce-cvorumul-30-din-numarul-alegatorilor-fost-aprobata-senat.htm

Dacă Băsescu ar fi fost demis, sau dacă nu ar fi fost nici un referendum, nu ar mai fi fost necesară modificarea legii referendumului. Dar referendumul a avut loc, Băsescu a rămas iar legea a fost modificată anul acesta imediat după alegeri iar prezenţa a fost coborâtă nu la 45%, nu la 40%, nu la 35% ci la rotunda cifră de 30%. Pentru liniştea unora. Şi aceasta dovedește blatul de care vorbesc mai jos. Chiar dacă nu a fost blat Băsescu probabil prin consilierii lui ar ştiut ce urmăreşte noul USL şi ar fi trebuie să demisioneze mai ales după ce a văzut rezultatele referendumului lăsându-i fără motiv de a modifica legea prezenţei la referendum sau cu mai puţină motivaţie din partea populaţiei. Bine e greu de prevăzut ce se întâmpla dacă se făceau şi alegeri prezidenţiale şi cine le-ar fi câştigat. Dar nu prea mai aveau motiv să modifice legea referendumului ca să poată face regionalizarea.

http://www.becreferendum2012.ro/DOCUMENTE%20BEC/Rezultate/rezultat.pdf

La începutul săptămânii curente pe site-ul INS în locul rezultatelor mult aşteptate a apărut un anunţ care spunea că rezultatele vor fi afişate în septembrie. Anunţul încă mai este (ultimul link de pe site-ul INS link-at mai jos) Dar iată că ele au apărut în 3 zile. Cred că a trecut tot guvernul lui Ponta la frunzărit formulare repede repede şi le-au terminat pe toate care mai erau în 3 zile în loc de 3 luni cum au crezut luni că au nevoie. Sau poate, aşa cum cred şi eu şi era şi normal, erau scanate... hă hă de mult, tată.

Iar Băsescu vine cu părerea lui şi le invalidează (pentru cine nu înţelege ce vrea să spună). Părere care coincide totuşi cu cifrele BEC, pe care însă nu le citează. Anulează cheltuiala guvernului, munca tuturor recenzorilor şi a institutului începând de când s-a făcut recensământul până acum. Implicit acuză foarte multă lume de neglijenţă sau rea intenţie. Dar şi pe sine. Recensământul a fost organizat de guvernul PDL al cărui preşedinte a fost în timp ce era şi preşedintele României, înainte de ruptură.

http://ro.wikipedia.org/wiki/Guvernul_Boc_%282%29

Dintr-o singură lovitură realizează cel puţin două scopuri, la fel, psihologice. 3,5 milioane afară vs 750.000. Linişteşte prin creare de dubiu pe toţi care se iau după cifrele INS şi spun că referendumul a fost valid. Prin aceeaşi creare de dubiu liniștește pe toţi cei care cred că există o acţiune concertată pe care el a prezidat-o şi o prezidează şi anume scoaterea, definitivă, a cât mai multor români din ţară. Numai că cifra de 750.000 nu reprezintă cifra românilor din afară. Reprezinta cifra pe care INS-ul nu e sigur LOL incertitudinea INS-ului! "In timp ce avem 3,5 milioane de romani in strainatate, INS a avut certitudinea doar pentru 750.000."

http://www.ziare.com/basescu/presedinte/basescu-romanii-cuceresc-italia-pe-vremea-lui-traian-378008 

Din intervenţia de la digi24 nu lipseşte faptul că el nu este de acord cu modificarea Constituţiei (dar nu chestiunea regionalizării ci cea cu diminuarea puterii preşedintelui), o critică severă la Ponta din care noi să credem că nu e nici un blat, ameninţări, lovituri de stat şi puciuri. Nu ştiu în ce fază de ciclu mai e Băsescu acum, mâine va veni să plângă sau să râdă cu gura până la urechi ca să ne şteargă şocul acestor "cuvinte grele".

Apropo, dacă este separare a puterilor în stat, de ce îi trebuie lui Ponta mandat ca să plece undeva? Bine şi dacă pleacă, de ce iartă pe alţii de datorii, şterge sute de milioane, etc.?

Sincer nu mă interesează dacă pleacă Băsescu, vine Băsescu, pleacă Ponta, vine Ponta. Pentru mine toţi sunt la fel şi o să spun mai jos de ce.

Adevărata miză şi motivaţie a tuturor aceste manevre (dubiu asupra numerelor electorale, coborârea pragului prezenţei la referendum) este că s-a reuşit modificarea legii referendumului, ca prim pas spre uşurarea regionalizării, care este un obiectiv real (poate singurul) pe termen lung a unor politicieni români dintre care unul sigur e Ioan Rus iar altul la fel de sigur, Liviu Dragnea.

Apropo de Berlusconi, acest bărbat viril de 76 ani al Italiei, m-am uitat zilele trecute peste CV-ul lui Dragnea. În 1997 a absolvit un curs al Ministerului de Interne din Italia? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Liviu_Dragnea în 1997 (bine nu era Berlusconi atunci prim-ministru, era într-o pauză), pe vremea când marele exod al românilor către vest era abia la început. Dacă era în 2007 mai înţelegeam, pe vremea aceea italienii aveau nevoie să ne înveţe cum să-i ajutăm în combaterea delincvenţilor români sau în repatrierea lor, dar în 1997, ce putea să-l înveţe pe Dragnea Ministerul de Interne al Italiei? Unde când şi cum e mai bine să plece românii în Italia fără să "deranjeze" prea mult populaţia de acolo?

De ce nu ne ajută acum guvernele Italiei sau Spaniei cu date din recensămintele lor, căci nu cred că toţi românii sunt ilegali acolo şi nu răspund la recensăminte. Sau poate sunt date pe site-urile instituţiilor echivalente cu INS-ului din România? Cred că mă duc să mă uit.

http://www3.istat.it/salastampa/comunicati/non_calendario/20101012_00/testointegrale20101012.pdf

În 2010 erau prezenţi în Italia 887.763 români din care 85% bărbaţi. Deci soţiile şi rudele lor care erau acasă au spus recenzorului.

Ok după ce am deschis site-ul italian, am zis că ia să deschid eu pentru orice eventualitate şi pe cel românesc. Pe care trebuia să-l deschid de la început, dar am crezut că am înţeles ce a spus Băse.

Pe site-ul INS avem http://www.recensamantromania.ro/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/prezentare-rpl-2011_04.07.2013_Partea_III.pdf

În sfârşit se spune ce înseamnă populaţie stabilă. Este rezidentă.

1990 - 23.211.395
2011 - 20.121.641
difer.    3.089.754
Care se explică prin
spor negativ 22,5% (atenţie din total diferenţă), adică 695.194 (calculat aici, nu pe site)
şi emigrare 77,5 (tot din total diferenţă) adică  2.394.559 (calculat aici, nu pe site)

Unele cifre a trebuit să le calculez căci nu sunt acolo. Ce 750.000? Ce spune Băsescu? sunt aproape 2 milioane şi jumătate. Deci România are o populaţie totală (din calcule, nu de pe site-ul lor care nu spune direct) de 22.516.200 din care foarte probabil un sfert fără drept de vot, iar probabil cifra avansată de BEC,  pentru drept de vot este validă. Rămân valide şi următoarele întrebări.

De ce Ioan Rus a avut în 2012 mai mulţi cetăţeni cu drept de vot decât în 2008 dacă populaţia a scăzut constant din 1990. Sunt nişte grafice care arată că s-au deplasat din cei sub 18 ani spre cei peste 18 ani mai mulţi decât au dispărut natural. Poate. Dar în 11 ani sporul negativ a fost de 695.194, asta pentru 4 ani înseamnă o treime, deci vreo 300 mii şi ceva mai puţini total populaţie. A crescut în aceeaşi perioadă numărul celor care au împlinit 18 ani cu 500 mii  ca să justifice o creştere de vreo 200 mii cu drept de vot din 2008 în 2012? Iar "decreţeii" s-au născut în anii 70, poate şi în 80 la început. Că apăruseră anticoncepționale "de casă" etc. Dacă ultimul decreţel s-a născut în 89, el ar fi avut 18 ani exact în 2008. După 90, gata, nimic decreţei. 2008 - 1990 = 18. Să mă scuze toţi cei născuţi în acea perioadă pe care Băsescu îi numeşte decreţei fiindcă am preluat termenul lui dar mi-am pierdut răbdarea.

(Şi totuşi la 3,5 milioane cifră avansată de Băsescu lipseşte un milion faţă de INS. OK să zicem că aceea e incertitudinea INS-ului de 750.000 de care vorbeşte Băsescu.)

De ce a demisionat Ioan Rus imediat după referendum şi de ce a crezut PSD-ul şi alţii că a făcut blat cu Băsescu? Eu rămân la teoria de mai sus că referendumul nu a fost nimic şi chestia a fost doar psihologică.

Dacă am văzut că în Italia în 2011 erau vreun milion de români (de pe site-ul www.istat.it), probabil tot atâţia în Spania, unde pot să mai fie încă un milion şi jumătate? Hai poate 750000 în toate celelalte ţări din Europa.

(chiar UE nu are cifre cu migraţia? De ce pentru noi ce au alţii pe site-uri sunt necunoscute care atârnă la alegeri, referendumuri? LOL am obosit dar am să caut.)

(Deci în final avem de-a face cu 750.000 lipsă la socoteală (incertitudine care atârnă într-o singură direcţie). Inacceptabil. (LOL Cotidianul spunea că numai în 2012 au plecat peste 500 mii,  cu câţi mai pleacă anul acesta, se face încă un milion care nici nu va apare în recensământ)).

De ce INS-ul a dat cifre 0-19 ani şi nu 0-17? Ca să nu putem calcula uşor numărul cu drept de vot şi corela cu BEC?

De cine aparţine BEC, de vreun minister sau tot vreun secretar de stat?

Care a fost prezenţa la vot în 2004?

Oricum deşi confuze, ca şi discursul lui Băsescu, amestecat cu tot felul de ameninţări, acuzări, ameţeli, cifrele vin să mai îmblânzească peisajul electoral românesc, dar prezentarea de pe site-ul INS este încă greu de acceptat. (Vezi calculele de mai sus). Eu rămân la aceleaşi păreri chiar dacă cifrele sunt mai blânde sau mai mascate. Aceste cifre trebuie să iasă la socoteală la om, ca în orice ţară civilizată.

Ce fac toţi blogerii independenţi din România? Am văzut prea mulţi care înjură aiurea fără date concrete. Dacă înjuri aiurea, nici nu te bagă în seamă sau îţi mulţumeşte fiindcă faci un serviciu (poate chiar gratuit LOL) tocmai celui pe care îl înjuri. Ia pune câteva date reale să vezi cum sare pe tine că vrei răul ţării.

Ce a vrut Traian Băsescu de fapt să spună în această intervenţie?

Pareto's Principle

For a long time lately i thought i was cursed to only understand things of the past. Real time thinking was a unattainable task for me anymore. I remember when i was last time in dr.Boboia's office at Providence Scholls, i told her i cannot enjoy anymore anything in the present but only memories, everything else being the present Hell. And she completed with: It's good you have pleasant things to remember or something like that.

Real time thinking is only allowed to people with a thorough understanding of the times and reality they live in. I think.

For the first time in a long time i'm going try to react to a current event other than a response to my own blog posts.

For a few days now the Romanian newspapers keep a news about a mayor of a city in Romania  that seems to me to be home of some radical thinkers. She allegedly plagiarized from an Italian philosopher. I say philosopher because it is a tittle that is separated from the others attached to his Wikipedia entry. Alright. What's the big news? Besides proving one more time how bad is if one is assuming someone's else work, that unfortunately is nothing new?



Then something caught my eye in another Wikipedia entry associated with his name, by clicking on the link above, Pareto's principle. (God i wish my computer and internet was faster, maybe i'm going to order next speed, 20 mbps, right now i only have 7 and i thought the servers are not fast enough for this but i think in 2 years that changed).

Wow. So outdated. So much linked to the time period he lived in. So tributary and inseparable from his momentous state of mind. I thought philosophy, sociology and applied sociology was much more than that. A long time before the current post post-modern age when society was driven by an elite few.

Pareto defines the society he lives in based on some statistics pretending he discovered something.

I'm not going to go further with the analysis of thinking of a grown man who can theorize his own state of mind and make a principle out of it. I suspected for a long time that some educated people can take their own childish understanding of the surrounding reality, twist it a little bit, according to some rule they got obsessed by in some school or acquired through some random experience and make a philosophy out of it and project it in an ideology and give a raison d'etre to many others that simply don't have time or cannot afford the luxury to think. ("forgetting" to apply one of main principles of logic and that is verification through generalization - the main excuse after all could be he was probably mainly educated as an engineer). After all it's a temptation that we all fall in, the return to the innocent mind that allowed us the discovery of this world we live in, before we fell slaves to our own needs.

And start to manipulate their present reality by creating whole schools of thought and actions for those who are vulnerable and tempted because of the failure of other models, or any model that don't match with their state of mind.

The more different their model from current reality, the more radical their means of necessary actions are.

It's not 20-80 anymore. Those elites are gone mostly because of the last 2 WWs. It's everybody giving in and melting their personality into some huge entity and then bowing their egos to it. Some went so far and call this God or the collective subjective conscience that came out from the thinking of a single man 50 years or a century ago just because it fits their current psyche. Or because they think others might have had overlooked it at the time.

An entity that can handle everything for them better than themselves can. Some call it NWO. With its ancestors, communism and Nazism, usually under the form of dictatorships. That can build a whole new reality modeled on a whatever unfinished, unproven theory, like the one mentioned in the alleged plagiarism case above. If it can change the world? Of course it can and probably it already did. Bad luck for us if one of these incomplete theories merged with others of the same kind is the starting point leading historically to our current social reality cause there are probably much better models of reality we can resort to, and some i hope take as starting point our individuality and the presumption we don't have to give it up in order to exist as a society.

It is very intriguing why they brought this in the light of the current news paradigm and into the search engines' cache, and it occurs to me it may be yet another attempt into manipulating us into thinking that this may be a current model they use to manipulate us on daily bases.

I suspect the models currently used in applied computational sociology may very well be generated by computers using data from different digitized sources, even more simplified, similar to those used in modelling in engineering like finite elements, that cannot be understandable by a single human mind, ever changing, or even modelling our thoughts like a long string of Pavlovian reflexes. It might very well be, but it is applicable only for a current state of mind. Depending on a very unique combination of neurotransmitters unevenly distributed in different areas of the brain at a certain moment in time. (But then what is conscience, an illusion?)

Thus the need to continually manipulate the society to make it fit better on whatever theory they think they discovered. And the best way to do it is to keep it continuously in a collective trance or psychosis by creating on-demand, shocking news, and by repeating all kind of mantras, behind closed doors, and resulting in a cult like collective mind set-up. Being all close to the same state of mind would keep us with a similar distribution of neurotransmitters, and similar thought patterns, but it will also cut our minds' and society's natural redundancies. (I remember during communism a very common tendency in all conversations was the generalized need of reaching a consensus.)

Trouble is if they go too far with those and how far and if they can revert it back to human control and understanding. Some are saying we are already on a one way, no return road.

Or could they have brought it to public's attention through a back door like they often do, invoking this plagiarism case they might have constructed themselves so they can keep it in the news to test our reactions because they think they might just have found a new way in which they can apply the magic combination, 20-80, by considering themselves a new elite, based on ideology alone and not on history and inheritance of values, like it used to be during Pareto's time, that might in the future not even needing the rest of us, and trying to replace us with robots? So deja vu, except for the robots part.

But more worrying, these incomplete theories might be just psychological tricks, applied on large scale, letting us think they have a "strong" theory, that would bring humanity in its right place like it has never been before, thus the need for collectively experimenting, flattering to all that adhere to their organization, like through becoming an elite, just to better manipulate the whole of us until they reach their real purpose, whatever that might be though full of good intentions.

There are better ways to deal with individual's integration in a society. It only takes a set of rules and laws. The rules are applied in micro-society, within family and circles of friends. The laws, for the greater society, and as a last resort when one forgets his rules. That lets society grow little by little governed by its own naturally and historically generated principles.

I always asked myself, how can two people live together without giving up something if each can't stand him/her-self, not talking about a society? Is there any way to be part of a group without any giving in his own freedom, individuality and ego, without understanding the simple fact that he/she wants the same as every one of his kind?

How can some attempt to model a society when they could never model a single human brain? And probably we'll never could. (And if they are pretending they already did, please beware of tricks).

Living in a society is so complicated that it takes each a sophisticated, mature mind, a complete connection with the society one lives in, a complete understanding (or simply the wish to) of the rules, laws and the principles of this reality  - paradigm we each see differently.