November 16

12:30 Upstairs. Marching on the ceiling at half past midnight, smoking, waking Angela. She's on overtime again, from 5 to 3:30, training new people older than her that will probably quit right after. And after the smoke and thunder here comes our own sewage smell pumped from the ample space between ceiling and upstairs elastic floor trampoline.

Me. Trying to recover from the pain given by using again the laptop. With wi-fi and bluetooth off, and meter next to it. Probably puts in my lap something from the motherboard, outside the meter's range (1 to 10 GHz). Shopping for a PC i will keep 2 meters away with long HDMI and USB cables.

Again very low end (under 200 bucks) fanless mini PC, i hate to pop it after 2 years to dust it inside, found one with Intel gen.12 and 512 Gigs or SSD. But i can't find one with Chrome OS installed, those are 2 times more expensive on the same hardware, don't know why, Chrome OS is free, i guess it's the rarity, will try to install it over Windows.

However Chrome (browser) got so good lately it works in Windows like in Chrome (OS).

Earlier. Overslept, became lethargic after a mole hole popped under the long wall of the living. Though people might have seen me walking on the streets, i was not actually awake in the morning.

1:08 I am finished migrating with my blog work on the PC. Here are some pictures from yesterday's walk. Right in this place. Every time i see a car with a number reminding of KGB. Today i got lucky and caught one.

The "community center". Every time i pass by on the other side (the trail parallel with the street next to the river, something happens). I think i met with Alexa once there on the trail. Not long ago i saw for of them in the same place. Nobody answered my question yet. Is that symbol figuring a T an actual sexual symbol.

I saw many nutria (no plural for nutria, like for ninja) in Oregon. Yesterday while walking i told myself. A pretty decent visual replacement for beavers that once populated the whole area. Beaverton, duh! used to be a swamp full of them. So today someone thought of placing for me one in the pond. The real thing. Thinking.

 

Was the real thing what i saw next to the trees while walking on the street? Anyways a good example of women doing memes of Alexa everywhere i go. There was another one in the street doing pirouettes with her dog but dressed with lighter colors. She has not moved from that position all the time i was walking by. Crazy little thing waiting for the king in the jungle?

4:08 This looks like a job for me (Eminem). Cel mai frumos discurs despre drago-stea. Și mai lăsați-mă cu viețile sfinților. Lumea nu știe cele zece porunci din care una până de curând a fost tradusă greșit, prea direct din... slavonă. Iată și traducerea din Biblia catolică al aceluiași verset.


Salome, sister of Mary?

10:50 They finally succeeded in annoying me. The Republic Services with their 20 ton trucks shaking the h...l out of those bins. Literally.

But it was nothing. Compared to what happened two days ago at WinCo. I was at the self stands buttoning that touchscreen when i felt the jolt. The floor moved up and down like one or two inches with no sound. I turned my head, scared, at Gladys (Portugues) and she of course tough as she is didn't even blink an eye (not that she's not Portuguese, that is just her name, she is Japanese, i don't know who). Was expecting more as i thought it was a major earthquake but nope. Nothing more. One jolt and that was it.

But what was it? I remember about 10 years ago i was at home in Lake Oswego high on smoke from the walls as usually and Angela called me from somewhere asking for my social and i gave it to her on the phone and the whole building moved just like that. Could it be connected to this.

11:15 Last night as the gasoline smell slowly faded away it made room for fresh dog poop smell. Not a chance to find it with all the leaves. Which contaminated me real fast. first o got nauseated and then towards morning i started to...

11:45 Ce Salomeia dle. Și Carmen dansează nu-i așa... Oare ce îi va cere lui Iohannis? Capul lui Rareș?

1:01 Went to throw some garbage. At the door an item i ordered last night early morning on Amazon (filters for my Winnex, too big for the locker). Man that was fast. The old man with long beard dressed like a junkie passed by. So i passed on picking the mail. I think he is tricking many people.

5:55 Slept in the afternoon, had an eureka moment. The missing link. Girl With Pearls in Her Hair. God of Hungarian rock, Janos Kobor. Or English and international rock, David Gilmour the same. Honi sois.

Alexa, i wish i could say i feel for you tonight but you seduced me me already :) remember.

7:12 The gasoline smell it's not coming at no cost. My liver is not doing well these days. Especially since i can't drink water because i'm nauseated all the time.

That Chrysler that leaks smelly oil in the parking lot has Mazda Uhura wings and was done by Chrysler after it merged with Daimler. It belongs to the guy who lives with the woman at 4, a ninja that coordinates everything that's happening in the building.

7:40 Le décodeur, spécialement pour vous. În sfârșit m-am prins la ce reprezintă imaginea lui Rareș Bogdan în piață cu Rolex-ul (așa arată un Rolex?). Role_X-ul represintă tiktok, piața reprezintă bursa din SUA iar tipa cu ochelari, Alexa etc..

Dacă nu s-a prins nimeni până acum înseamnă că era subliminală și v-a intrat direct la subconștient. Știți cum o mai scoateți de acolo? De-acum, doar cu post și rugăciune împreună cu toate celelalte pe care vi le-au vârât în cap de decenii. Și să nu vă mai uitați la știri..

E grea și viața lor să știți. Să creeze scenele astea. Dar e posibil ca totul să fi fost CGI. 

November 15

11:44 Got Bigger. Fish eye effects. Yeah i suppose a 32 year old can't move or look like a 16. Or 15. Or 14 or how many years she had in this picture...

4:15 Country music girls and what? But... Not even talking about watermelon moonshine.

Talking about fish eye effects... Not talking about the real size of the tiny fish band inside the thick and slightly ready burnt batter... But what do you expect. It's only 10 bucks at WinCo... Let us commenting for 15 minutes after eating those... 

November 14

1:08 I'm back at the PC as my laptop now broke. Only one of two USBC charging capable ports was still working and now it's flickering. Like many other things it broke over the weekend, when i was not here.

Was searching for somebody else when i ran into this. A Hungarian synchronized swimmer who committed suicide at 15 or in 2004, strangulating self with a noose. Reading some comments, i figured something else. She was lesbian. Though i don't speak or understand Hungarian, i saw when i translated with google and wanted to make sure. Also note there is no gender for third person pronoun. I knew that since before also by using google translate.

If i wasn't already processed by the guy upstairs who pumped the sewage present from a leak from bathroom fan pipe. He squeaked until he again broke my spirit. Following me everywhere in the apartment. I am positive he is getting some too until he finally leaves through the attic to sleep in a clean place. Nevermind he's back.

Yeah. Check this out.

Was thinking earlier. Ninjutsu is crime rationalized and made efficient.

2:13 Am citit cu câteva luni în urmă un articol despre o actriță româncă de teatru care a vrut întâi să intre în miliție și era prea scundă, înainte de școala de actorie, am căutat în toate felurile în care am știut, și știu destule, am vrut apoi să caut în istoria căutărilor mele și s-a stricat fișierul de pe serverul google, așa că nu mai am istoria căutărilor, tipa îmi amintea de o colegă de serviciu pe care am cunoscut-o în 86 când am început să lucrez la IMU Bacău, care era din București și se putea despărți de accentul ei de bucureșteancă mă rog.

Mai era o tipă tot așa din București cu care am lucrat cot la cot să spun așa, care semăna cu Angela Ciochină și era prietenă cu prima. Gabi Rafailă. Când se întâlneau chiar era amuzant să le auzi vorbind în limba lor latină.

Chiar după ce am început să lucrez acolo ne-au luat și ne-au dus la... câmp la strâns porumb. Toți inginerii din proiectare. Dar asta a fost în 86.

În 87 sau 88 cred în vară am fost la București la un curs de programare (cu toată gașca pe care o strânsesem de pe la proiectare, numai tipe bune, eu eram șeful lor) și acolo am cunoscut și două tipe de la Lugoj, una foarte mișto, o blondă, cu care am și dansat (am făcut noi un party în ultima zi în hotelul ăla foarte mișto din nordul Bucureștiului, ce piscină, era ditamai bazinul de înot) și tipa mi-a făcut o propunere prea directă să nu mă șocheze.

În timp ce dansam cu zeița și mă feream s-o ating măcar ea mi-a spus la ureche "cred că ești un șef foarte bun" la care eu am răspuns vag "nu ai de unde să știi". Tipa semăna cu... Camera lor era lângă a noastră.

Ceilalți erau cazați prin alte camere, mai departe, inclusiv Alex Horovitz din Timișoara de la o fabrică de mașini unelte de pe acolo. ("Fiul profesorului Horovitz care a scris o carte (de mașini unelte)"). Asta fost singura dată când am interacționat cu ea, mai ales că a doua zi am plecat toți acasă.

În camera mea mai era un tip, care semăna cu vocalistul Janos Kobor de la Omega. Al doilea din stânga. Care seamănă cu David Gilmour de la Pink Floyd. Fiica lui Kobor, Lena. Fishe eye effects.

Apropo, al patrulea tip din poză seamănă cu tipul de la Lynyrd Skinnrd. Care au o melodie ciudată, aproape incestuoasă.

Cursul a fost pentru cele două grupe, una din Bacău și una din Tmișoara (și cei trei din Lugoj) și el era echivalentul meu acolo dar erau mai avansați. El mi-a dat niște programe în Basic și apoi am luat tot de la Timișoara și primele calculatoare pentru grupa noastră de proiectare asistată de calculator care se numea chiar așa. SPAC (Sisteme de Proiectare Asistată de Calculator). Clone de Spectrum, cred că se numeau Tim-S.

Când am primit calculatorul mare cu terminale (o clonă de PDP) tot de la ei am luat un program făcut în Cobol pentru generat fișe tehnologice, de un tip Hlușcu care fugise în Germania și care nu a mers. Am făcut eu în schimb un program mult mai simplu și mult mai mișto în Fortran care făcea fișe tehnologice și normare, dar șeful meu l-a aruncat la gunoi (deranja grupa de normatori). Ăla a fost momentul când am început să mă gândesc să mă mut spre salarii/contabilitate.

A mai era și o tipă? Erica? din Timișoara ce părea chiar înotătoare, înaltă, cu musculatură dar cam urâțică și aia se cam lua de mine dar eu o ignoram. M-am mai întâlnit odată cu ea la Timișoara în casa lui Alex la o palincă și atât după care ea "a fugit în Germania". Chiar îmi amintesc ce casă sau apartament într-o clădire din aia veche imperială avea Alex și ce rufos eram eu (de fapt ca și acum).

Îmi spunea Gabi Rafailă, că tipa aia din Lugoj, cu un nume nemțesc, rămăsese gravidă.

Cred că am mai spus că șeful meu de atunci, Cărămidaru semăna mult cu Cristian Țopescu. În timp ce eram noi la București o colegă (aia care semăna cu Julia Roberts, nu aia care semăna cu Olivia Newton John) sună la Bacău și află că și Cărămidaru a fugit în Turcia iar de acolo în Italia și apoi Canada.

11:34 What's draggin the market today, a good way to increase inflation? Good news on inflation, energy and Alexandria Real Estate.

3:55 I can't remember how many times i said before that smell from the bathroom gets in the space between the floor upstairs and our ceiling through a leak in the pipe. This summer actually you could feel the smell from outside. Can't let the fan run too much to push fresh air through the same leak because it blows insulation dust. I had this idea for a few days now but i only tried it today. Apply some vacuum with the vacuum cleaner to see if the pipe is actually clogged with dust buns or something. So i applied vacuum to the fan box for a few seconds and nothing changed.

In the same time i was waiting for the first day alone here to put some high tech stuff on the fiberboard under the sink that gets wet with water when i do the dishes and start stinking. So right after i've done the vacuum thing i applied that water based acrylic under the kitchen sink and then i went in several places.

First to green whatever bottle drop box next to Fred Meyer. But did not have the card with me and waited until somebody came to open the door. Someone as tall as me with big blue eyes and some sort of weird makeup on her face to make her look old and ugly.  Then i went to WinCo, the usual routine, at the self check stands was supervising Gladys, ex Van Dame's wife.

But after that and a walk, i still could not unfog my brain since last night's smoke that was engulfing the building. Angela doesn't let me call the firefighters or something.

Not from holes or anything. I plugged all holes. Plainly from everywhere. Went outside to look and got an even higher dose. Interestingly when that happens nobody is around here. At 10 PM the place seem deserted literally. I guess they don't want to expose their own.

Angela came and looked through the banks and told me at Grande Ronde Shell we got charged 6 dollars on a Capital one for gas, card we don't usually use  for gas. After a while she remembered she bought a hot dog and biscuits and gravy at the CS that tasted like vanilla at like @5 AM or when we left and bought gas from there and i was so hungry after being sick all night. But why did they charge food as gas.

And BTW i figured why i am also sick in the morning. The gas smell.

5:55 Didn't you all know. Girls look more life fathers then mothers. My ears are huge like Buddha's and eyes are brown like my sisters'. My mother had blue eyes and father dark brown. I also have a hook nose.

November 13

November 12

3:50 She was in the car, a curly man with long hair in the van, they both looked scared to death, i don't know if they were driving the vehicles.

First time i saw the van 40 miles south of Salem, about 5 PM was staring at it and the traffic slowed suddenly but i had time to hit the brakes. Second time, about 10 miles later, got to see them both, i think she had the makeup on, been crying, the traffic in front of me stopped like before, one second after i took the picture.

All it takes is people to be naive enough to believe some people think some other people are capable of doing it and THEY will act in their name.

In my way back. Just before Sunnyside exit (some 45 miles before Tualatin) i was driving on the right lane and saw a dead dear broken in two separate pieces on the shoulder. A mile closer another one was walking on the right white line and i had time to veer left but not too much because it did not change course.

4:40 Just before that. I got gas at a Jacksonville Shell station in Salem. When i left i went south paralel with the freeway for about 2 miles. I saw a helicopter pointing a light down, like maybe getting readty to land before i re-entered.

At first i believed she did the video but then i was thinking a lot while driving. It would have been like begging for it.

1:50 I went to take the garbage. At the body shop they are doing something unholy (fixing another dodge).


Eminem: It's just me i'm just obscene (thinking with my d...)

Yeah i know, i moved to the PC because i thought the laptop is still biting me. That is putting out microwave to wifi even while it's on ethernet. That PC is even slower than this (Lenovo Idea 3 all in one) and does not have any CGI capability. For that you would need a much bigger computer.

I think i know what this song is about.

I bought this computer at Fry's @ 2016 for 400 bucks. But what do i know.