November 21

6:50 Awake since 4:30 when Angela left. Cigarette smoke coming in waves from somewhere made me sneeze and got mad and instantly they started to squeak upstairs. They do that automatically every time i get emotional which makes me think again at free Scientology audit.

7:20 "Save your tears" (for any day) sounds plain stupid. How come i did not realize that earlier?

1:00 Lena Kobor + CGI + optical distorsions = Alexa Crush. Semantic clue: Alexa, lena.

4:00 It was David himself who at 80 with a white goatee did a fast walk and talk on the speaker phone or maybe even video. I was wondering what they gave him to be able to do that.

I myself had trouble breathing in the smoke outside. Especially after the bend over episode yesterday when a woman with black pants bent and that gave me palpitations all morning. More people bent in my way tonight. I noticed every time there's also a loud sound present. (Later editing: Tonight it was a beep from something in the store).

Got at the same intersection and a dark grey pickup, most likely a Toyota, and this time i got a number, 840 LZQ (back to lazy queer theme) drove by an Asian came on a collision course but as i turned my head this time he slowed and let me pass. Considering buying something neon reflecting something to put over my clothes when i go for walks.

5:40 Just got back from Fred Meyer. State Farm keeps sending me emails telling to download an app on my phone otherwise i would loose a 10% discount. Today they said it was the last chance. So i tried but my phone would not work on mobile data.

I turned all wi-fi on routers off in January and forgot how to turn them back on. I could have tried but i remember it was not easy and then i had to turn them back off, was afraid not to miss something, so i figured it would take less time if i go to Fred Meyer to do it on their wi-fi which i did and installed the app on both phones.

When i finished on mine they said they will send me "beacons" for both vehicles. I guess some devices to track every of my move. However, i don't know how it's gonna work cause i don't use the phone.

I could not finish on both phones because i did not have Angela's driver's license to scan so i came back home. When i left at the door there was a woman rather tall, with a weird dark monochrome makeup (like ready for video processing) on her face, grey sweat pants featuring exaggerated bottom, speaking Romanian waving at her husband who was behind me. He was shorter than me with a growing grey beard. Then she spoke English. I stopped and let him pass and leave together. 

Got back home and guess what. Now the phones work on mobile data.

I noticed face, hands, belly, everything hurts less then last time i used the phone. Could this be i'm healing?

6:43 Proof the (broken) sac with litter dust came from the other entrance of this building. BTW the trail still stinks. Can't be the old woman's. The old woman's dog is too small. A dog that size in this building has only the woman at 4.

Varza mea la fiert. Se pot vedea ingredientele puse separat. Varză, țelină, morcov, ceapă. Ele fierb sub capac în aburul generat de acel cm de apă pus inițial și ce mai lasă varza și celelalte. Le amestec doar la urmă, împreună cu condimentele (din lene bineînțeles). Alături fierbe un șold de porc afumat cu os care l-a luat Angela de la WinCo ieri pe un cupon dat de Eaton pentru Thanksgiving (șuncă sau curcan la alegere). Mai în spate nu e nimic, e doar o folie uitată pe acolo.

10 Apt.4 inhabitant. Hiroko (no last name). Closest i could find, in the small world of ninja public celebs in Japan. No she doesn't look so cute without makeup and/or without a smile. "The last ninja in Japan". "What it takes to be a ninja".

Orez cu mazăre

Rețetă de orez cu mazăre de post.

Mie mi-au trebuit mulți ani pentru a învăța să gătesc banalul orez (prin încercări și rateuri, repet, internetul nu era ce este azi) și am ajuns la un rezultat pe măsură. Motivația a fost bineînțeles perfecțiunea orezului gătit în restaurantele asiatice. Sunt multe metode de a găti orezul, aceasta mie mi se pare cea mai simplă.

Se folosește o oală mică de un litru din oțel cu fund gros și capac de sticlă. Nu am încercat cu altceva dar cred că e posibil. Capacul de sticlă păstrează mai multă căldură în interior (sticla este termoizolantă) deci necesită o mai puțină încălzire a fundului oalei și prin el se poate urmări cum fierbe, fiind transparent.

2 măsuri și jumătate de apă plată, una de orez. Se fierbe apa până dă în clocot și se adaugă orezul amestecând. Se dă focul la cea mai mică setare posibilă și se așteaptă să se oprească din clocotit mestecând din când în când. Se pune capacul și se reglează temperatura până când apa bolborosește abia vizibil și se pune timer-ul la 12 minute, după care se oprește și se mai lasă până se mai răcește iar orezul absoarbe toată apa, dacă mai este.

Se servește preferabil cu sos de soia (care este (foarte) sărat), după gust, de aceea eu nu pun sare la fiert.

Se poate păstra în frigider acoperit cu un capac 2-3 zile și se încălzește la microunde (stați la 2-3 metri distanță de cuptor când funcționează).

Eu prefer un tip de orez cu bobul rotund care se numește pearl (nu arborio care are bobul și mai mare dar nu are nici un gust). Angela preferă Jasmine care este aromat. Orezul brun, brown rice, este delicios, crocant și mai nutritiv dar ca regulă necesită timp dublu de fiert.

O pungă de mazăre congelată de la supermarket. Se pune într-o tigaie de făcut sosuri preferabil placată cu ceramică necolorată, cu capac, cu puțină apă și se dă la setarea maximă. După câteva minute, se reduce treptat focul pe măsură ce mazărea se dezgheață apoi se ajustează la o temperatură joasă spre medie. Atenție să nu rămâneți fără apă. Se înclină puțin tigaia pentru a urmări nivelul apei.

Capacul menține aburul în tigaie, care mai întâi dezgheață și apoi fierbe mazărea.

Este gata în aproximativ 15-20 minute de la început, sau când mazărea se încrețește sau până când devine comestibilă deci se poate găti în paralel cu orezul. Se pregătește separat ceapă prăjită cu sos de roșii (ca celebrul bulion dar mai subțire), condimente etc. sau se adaugă spre sfârșit ceapă tăiată ca pentru saute, puțin sos de roșii și condimente.

Pentru amestecat se folosește o paletă de nylon tare.

Orezul se mai poate servi cu legume congelate care se gătesc în mod similar ca mazărea mai sus dar fără alte adaosuri. Poate doar margarină la sfârșit, dar atenție, nu toată margarina este de post, citiți eticheta.

Merge bine și cu ciuperci, dar ciuperci nu am mai făcut de mult, am uitat să le fac și oricum le făceam cu smântână. Mare chestie. Speli bine ciupercile, le tai în forma preferată și le fierbi cu puțină apă în tigaie, adaugi niște ulei (în zilele cu dezlegare), ceapă și faci un sos din două linguri de făină.

A mi-am amintit. Merge bine și cu varză, combinația are aproape același gust ca și sarmalele. Varza se poate găti și fără ulei (am învățat asta când am uitat să adaug ulei). Jumătate de inch sau un cm jumate de apă pe fundul oalei cu fund de 1 cm, se adaugă toate ingredientele, începând cu varza tăiată fin și terminând cu ardei tăiați mărunt, ceapa, morcovul și sosul de roșii. La fel, capacul formează aburi în oală iar vaza și celelalte ingrediente fierb de fapt în aburi.

Curry, oregano, boia de ardei, piper, gata în 25 minute cu capac la foc mic, mestecați din când în când. Cu paleta de nylon.

O mâncare mai sățioasă de post este cartofii prăjiți însă necesită ulei dar se pot face la aburi dacă aveți mașină din aia de fiert în aburi. Se taie cartofii cu o chestie din aia de tăiat cartofi, se presară condimente, se amestecă și se pun la aburi cel puțin 25 minute.

Apropo eu și cartofii îi fierb cu capac într-un cm de apă. Cu puțină grijă, apa se va termina exact la sfârșitul fiertului. Marea majoritate fierb de fapt în aburi. Astfel, nu veți mai avea nimic de aruncat. Au un gust mai bun, asemănător cu cartofii copți.

Nu știu nici o rețetă cu brânză de soia (tofu) însă știu că are multă proteină, necesară în post, magneziu (adăugat sub formă de clorură pentru coagulare), cauză din care este laxativă și se poate tăia în cubulețe și adăuga la o supă de sfeclă sau ciorbă în general.

Iarna puteți folosi cuptorul oricât de mult fiindcă încălzește locuința la prețul gazului sau electricității, încălzirea principală pe termostat lucrând mai puțin. Dacă nu cumva aveți pompă de căldură care este mult mai eficientă decât o simplă rezistență electrică, (adică peste 250%, încălcând puțin legile termodinamicii).

Apropo. Strict vorbind, halvaua are resturi de ulei deci nu poate fi de post în afară de zilele cu dezlegare, la fel ca și orice produs de soia (sos, tofu), nuci și semințe care toate pot fi un bun înlocuitor de carne, sau chiar porumbul din una din rețetele de mai sus, care toate conțin, teoretic, ulei.

November 20

12:45 After all these i get the feel he is not in Africa after al... Anybody knows when he's coming back?

I remember from newspapers at the time that even Ceuașescu was announcing his state visits to Mobutu weeks in advance...

I mean, it is all staged to appear that way. That is most people think he's in Africa, the smarter ones think he's in the US chasing me and he is actually taking yet another vacation meditating at his country house in Hungary.

1:07 Got to end a confusion here. În engleză la comandă la restaurant sau pe site-uri online se zice order. Același cuvânt se folosește și pentru comenzi militare.

11:45 Just came back from my walk. I don't know if i am awake or asleep. There is a bag similar to the one under the bin on the hills with the spilled  content of a dog litter box next to the alley bin. A garbage truck came to pick "selectively" the full bins, but they didn't pick this one though it's almost full.

Can't find right now the previous posts with the 7-11 intersection. Again i was coming from Nyberg lane trying to cross 65. At green (actually white from my point of view) i started to cross. A Mercedes coming from 65 stopped kinda short and scared me, providing a solid distraction. When i passed the middle, the light turned from white to red count down and green for a left turn for the traffic coming from Nyberg into 65 or in the same direction i was going.

To this day i don't understand how these lights work. Am i actually crossing on red?

I saw in peripheral view a black pickup with a black trailer coming from Nyberg lane towards me, turned my head completely but this time he pretended he didn't see me to the end and accelerated heavily so to run was the only option. After he barely missed me he slowed down to "apologize" and i ran to his tinted window to take a good look at the driver. All i can say is he reminded me of the guy upstairs.

There is a city surveillance camera on one of the poles of that intersection.

Earlier an Alexa meme with a big nose followed me for about one mile during my walk, providing "motivation" for the action above.

12:15 Put a glove on and went to throw in the bin the broken bag with liter dust sitting next to it. The dust was mixed with numerous dog poops and turned into a mud on the asphalt as it's been rained upon.

Trying to figure when it rained last time in Tualatin. Most likely the main reason i have been so nauseated in the last few days. Most likely coming from Apt.4, the same with the stinking Chrysler. Cause they rarely come with the dog outside.

Litter boxes should be made illegal, at least in apartments. It is dangerous to live with so many poops inside an apartment or small house, even if dried and covered in deodorant, also for the neighbors in a building like this. People should understand that pets especially big dogs are not toys to live with in a tiny apartment. People should be prosecuted for throwing garbage outside bins cause those are biohazards.

I turned on the radio on Z100 Portland and they were playing a (local) top and i again got to listen that monster Doja Cat, actually Miss Universe Japan 2014 (semantic clues: Keiko - cat, Tsuji - doja). What can i say. THEY control financially all radio stations and Billboard and everything. Now they are playing that horrible low low low song which is actually about m...n like so many others.

November 19

5:14 I was at Little Creek fast food. After driving two hours in heavy rain with freeway grooves full of water. Man those freeways (I5, local 101) is in bad shape. I must have hit at least ten big puddles with water and skidded every time.

One semi with a logo "LEGEND" on it passed me on the right doing more than 75 when i hit one of those. Like always about 20 minutes before getting there a pickup gave me unburnt fuel type of exhaust. When i exited, a guy with lights off almost hit me from the right. The filter smelled hours after.

So i took a few drink in the parking lot and went inside. After about one hour i got hungry as i knew i would because of those drinks and entered the small fast food area and sat on the only empty table.

At next table they were a couple of old guys drunk or high talking very loudly and doing a live conversation with one of those guys' wife or girlfriend, talking a high English (like an Irish or a Scotsman would) there are, supposedly, a lot in the area).

One the reasons i still go there (they are fun to listen to and look contagiously happy). I am positive they caught me in the stream several times , the way they were waving that phone around. So i pulled my camera and phone from my pocket and set it on the table.

Especially because i saw across the tables area a girl that resembled a girl from a story in Romanian news. To me she looks more than 13 years old. Most actors (on the right side of my matches) are up to 4 years older than characters.

At a certain moment one of them asked the woman on the phone to show them her bee bee and she raised her t-shirt showing her belly.

When i ordered i talked to a girl that hours later i figured she looked like Alexa. She was speaking very softly so i had to turn my ear and get closer. I was a bit... buzzed. Because of that i apparently ordered one extra serving of fries.

Then she gave me a number. I went a bit to the gaming area and then returned with the number in my hand and put it on the table. Now i remember i saw earlier a bunch of cops and some were dressed civilian, with badges some hidden under loose clothes.

So the only table i found was in a corner next to the two disturbingly loud old guys. Right when i was about to take a picture of that girl the woman resembling London Breed (or a disguised cop) came and brought me the food. She was acting like a security person asking me if i took a bunch of pictures in the area and i said no, but those two guys are live streaming.

She asked me if i wanted her to talk to them. But she didn't need any permission to ask me if i took any pictures. But all i said was "all i want right now is my food" and then she left. Soon Angela came and we saw a table in the other corner and moved to get away from the crazy filming guys.

But as we crossed a bunch of cops came and took a short haired blond woman sitting at a table as we went by, rather tall, with jeans and a visible belly, to the restroom and then i never saw her again. Then we went to Red Winds, Angela made her money back and a little extra, and then she fell asleep in the car as we came back. No more rain, thou they were some puddles left (man, is that an interstate freeway).

At a certain time i barely avoided a rock or a piece of concrete, white, about 3x10 inches while i was doing 80 (70 limit+10) on a wet pavement.

I think the real Alexa drove or was in a self driving car and caught with me right before 405 and then she went into that direction, and that was about an hour ago. The car in front of me slowed and i slowed and then i saw in the mirror that car approaching kinda uncomfortably close from behind and then passed me on the right and left to 405.

My new PC. Though it was working when we left, the screen now goes blank after i input the pin. So i stay busy and don't write here about what happened? And especially don't search for a match for London Breed.

Cause i know who Alexa is. She is the 16 years old  daughter of Hungarian singer, now deceased, Janos Kobor, the most famous rock singer of Hungary who in turn looks very much like David Gilmour from Pink Floyd. So he is not actually dead.

Yeah i know she looks thin in the pictures linked above. This video is since November 2022. Which means she was under 16 when she uploaded videos on all major porn sites. But that was after his father "died" in 2021. To the better man of Hungary, remember Oswigo.

But who is the guy sitting next to her. He reminds me of one of the initial kids since we moved here now grown up, who dresses in black and recently threatened me.

6:01 Apparently i was able to fix the PC by resetting BIOS to default because i saw it was written on the back of the box how to open it (it has been many years since i messed with a BIOS, and forgot). But how it got messed up, we shut it down when we left. I think it has a wake on LAN option and was connected to the router via ethernet and the router to the internet. Got to see if i can disable that one from again BIOS.

12:15 Last night i slept four hours and a half and was awakened by smoke. Went to check, made a few steps towards my truck and there was no more smoke, came back and apparently only this building is surrounded by it. The crazy woman ninja at apt.9 living with the guy with stinking Chrylser was in the balcony talking yelling on the phone again.

Though there are no fireplaces or anything. Could not find Wake on LAN function in BIOS so i wrote an email to support. I am so tired and ready to sleep but this smoke is keeping me awake.

4:25 Now that i slept i started to believe that one of the "two crazy filming men" was David Gilmour himself with bit of hair on his face. Too bad they are allowed to film while i an not allowed to take pictures of them. BTW now it smells like gasoline in here again.

4:53 Got one more 5 minutes job at the car, two small Japanese children came and one was symbolically rodeo riding the yellow hydrant.

11:20 Just figured something. When i ordered the food she left her fingerprints on my card. Should i have hit that white rock on the street and spun out of control...

BTW i remember three more episodes on my way back from a Washington Casino. One, the accident itself. One, that day when they first open a casino after pandemics. A woman was declared disappeared from Minnehaha area, Vancouver, WA, the same were the accident happened.

She appeared at the casino and was standing in line next to me after i went for a drink at the car. She kept telling she was confused, lost her purse, keep going outside and then back inline. For a while i was tempted to talk to her. Inside, cops i think "found her". Yeah i think she looked a bit like petite Pat Benatar.

When i got back, there was this semi, in about the same area, on the shoulder of the freeway which was absolutely empty of vehicles. It had red lights all around it (it was close to Christmas) and it distracted me long enough until i saw a wheel right in front of my car, i was probably doing limit + 10 and was too late to do anything.

Not a tire. A whole damn wheel lying horizontally in the middle of the lane and i passed over it and it touched something beneath the car but no damage was done. Good think i didn't hit the breaks, would have lowered the front of the car and then...

The short "Mexican" driver was talking on the phone next to the semi being part of the distraction. I would have probably been able to go around it if i kept my eyes on the road. He should have tried to pick it first. That's what i would have done.

The security incident with the senator. The skidding on a frosted bridge while blinded by flashing Police cars. Etc. Etc..

November 18

1:00 România ar putea încheia acorduri bilaterale și cu alte țări din UE, mai ales cu acelea care și-a manifestat sprijinul, cel mai recent Franța și Germania. Astfel, Austria s-ar rușina.

7:42 This is about what i wrote yesterday about that motel in Florence.

I remember i worked one day only for a guy in Rome who was remodeling and apartment in historic Villa Borghese, carrying marble slabs upstairs for remodeling a 300 years old maybe apartment. The walls were one meter thick and the streets were really narrow. I think i heard them talking. The price tag was one million (euro, dollars, whatever).

This is where i lived in an area for working people. Yeah i know from the pictures you can't tell the difference. But inside, they were comfortable, quiet and had marble on the floors instead of wall to wall carpet nailed to the floor.

Absolutely no smells.

It is nostalgic to go to the same motel after 25 years. But motels in the US are not built with marble or even concrete. They are made of wood like most American buildings with inner "drywall" panels that bend and crack. Some have nail holes or even spaces from initial constructions like behind appliances and the interior communicates with the inside of the wall, which sometimes is better cause if air doesn't get in those insides, then it gets much worse.

In most places is Oregon nothing has been built since 1995 or when i came here. Same old same old everywhere. But Americans aren't worried because they don't want to travel to Europe to see and if they do they go to places like Rome or Paris where the buildings are even older (that was a joke).

But i could never imagine the housing situation in the US. I left everything, sold my concrete made apartment in Bacău, closed by business and i have no way to return, especially when i look at the stunning politicians there. At least here, there is a trace of freedom left. In there all you can do to survive is to get in league with THEM. Especially now after what i wrote on my blogs THEY will probably eat me alive. Like some here too.

Don't get me wrong. The reason i put videos with lyrics is sometimes i cannot understand what these guys are singing, probably because they are not native English speakers. Wake up or make up?

8:27 Yeah i know i spoke freely about all these before i moved here in Tualatin and that was after i fixed a leak in the wall that created mold for 7 years. BTW there is a hole in the siding and wall at the other end of the building told management about years ago and every time i tape it someone comes and removes the tape a bit, just enough for rain to get in. Trying to de-generalize my situation?

After last rains, mold grew inside and now when the crazy ninja at 4 with the stinking Chrysler hits the wall once, the place fills with mold smell.

First i thought this song was for encouraging me, but today i realize it is reverse psychology and bullying and a lesson to all who try to do what i did. And yeah the gyms stink also, mostly like rubber from all the treadmills or chlorine from pools.


8:55 I am really sick. I am wearing a mask and moved the ozone generator from bathroom to the living though my eyes already hurt. Slept five hours, i'm really sleepy but i also feel like fainting. Hungry and nauseated in the same time.

I realized what happens. Weird strains of mold bred inside the wall with sulfur dioxide extraterrestrial atmosphere gets out through that hole ands seeds the wet rotting leaves on the ground and the air is unbreathable as right now. You can't see it but the wall with the hole is on the left.

I sit here at the old PC next to kitchen window and i don't remember seeing any one in the last hour or so. Just a nervous Asian Japanese mailman who was hitting the doors of the mailbox seen in the picture linked above and more mold came inside.

Though yesterday when i was at the car breathing smoke from i don't know where that was getting me high within one hour i saw 100 hundred people and cars all making noises and distracting me. And BTW my oil doesn't smell a bit like the oil under the Chrysler, almost got no smell when compared to that one.

9:18 Yeah it worked this time. The browser didn't crash when i took the code with starting point for the embedded video below (using share under youtube player). And they started to drag furniture and stomp upstairs. Because i said there was no one here.



10:30 Effectively canceling my thoughts with squeaks from upstairs. I switched to html mode but forgot what i wanted to add. One thing i remember. My eyes weren't hurting from ozone, they were hurting from mold and dust. As soon as i started the ozone and ion generator i got much better.

10:55 On a second thought. She was here again yesterday after a few days missing with all that smoke while i was working at the car. Never leaving their balcony, with the two others. Just staring at me. Earlier i heard the boy yelling in an unseen place like a monkey being eating alive by a huge snake in the jungle. And in reality, she is older than Alexa.

4:28 Got a new PC. Yeah i know Bela (Lugosi) Rising. Amazon delivered it in about 12 hours from ordering. Which means they had it in a warehouse in Portland. As big as a small book.

"Overall pick", "best value for money". Got six cores and 12 threads (666). If i saw that @year 2000 would have freaked out and didn't buy it.

For reason of already installed Ethernet cables it ended at Angela's. Already up and running (with a monitor, keyboard and mouse from the closet). LOL one day when i was cleaning i was  thinking of throwing it up LOL. It seems much faster. Can even play games on it. With the newest updates of W11 and Chrome, i can do it with Lenovo. Blogging that is.

Can't work at her desk either. It is much more exposed to the "elements" coming from under the (hidden) door (but she's only there a couple of hours max a day). Here i am downstream from the filter of which carbon elements i just replaced.

I believe this is one of the three orders i've been thinking and talking about for days. Another one is coming, third i never made (did have not time). Now i'm thinking where from to get that game with Sarah Morgan so i cam marry her to se what happens (that was a joke).