September 2nd

12:27 There are 2 big wildfires in Oregon that are visible from satellite. Rum Creek Fire and Cedar Creek Fire. One more in Northern California. Sky is hazy to the west, AQI index is around 70 in Tualatin right now. However around the building AQI is much bigger. My monitor is still charging. Today i didn't want to start the AC because i needed a break from dust. I think i reached my limit. I didn't know where the dust was coming from, i just fixed a few problems. In the evening we went at Spirit Mountain. Again, hazy skies, red moon, but at 70 you don't need much smoke. However when i came back around the apartment AQI feels like above 100, but my monitor is still charging. The "AC system" on the balcony has leaks, some smoke came inside, but i think it's better than heat.

Ok, it charged enough. Don't feel so much smoke outside anymore.

Measurements. Inside, PM2.5 is 9 (38 AQI) and PM10 is 1. Outside, 13 (53 AQI) and 10. I can't believe in Bucharest and generally southern Romania is constantly above 70.

10:30 Nem múltam hiába. Hiba. Mult. Cel puțin un cuvânt nu am greșit ieri. Apárol fiára cu fia, rădăcină latină. Deci cazurile la ei se rezolvă prin declinări care se construiesc cu sufixe, nu? Adjective substantivale.

11:05 Szia! (I'm invincible). Vorba dulce, față organică.

3:30 I thought i heard last night a high frequency squeek at my breaks. Today i layed down in front the car thrying to watch the brake's indicator on right from wheel but i couldn't because there was too much light above and too dark under the car. I tried with the phone's flashlight with no success. At that moment i thought i needed to remove the wheel to see it. A bunch of teens that seem to be all under driving age where swarming around a car in the alley, in my line of sight. Then one of them, who used to be a kid when we moved here, passed between me and the stairs, going on the lawn, stepping inches away from my head. He could have chosen to go closer to the stairs and further from me but he didn't. He and his friends are always doing this. Within the first minutes i go to do something at the car, they will start pouring and squeezing between me and the stairs. I think the're one a roll and on ear micro speakers. So i told him: Watch out, you almost stepped on my head, and then he went away cursing and saying something like "f...g old man". Curly, a bit fat, almost black, looking purely Australian native. Then he came back with a girl, maybe 12 years old, looking Hungarian. I was watching them, but didn't say anything though i was really mad and the reason i'm mad is i've been sprinkled with wall magic dust from the intentionally left unsealed spaces around windows and sliding doors in the last few days and i'm in pain and i drank because of that.

5:40 T Files. Empty folders with a "SECRET" mark on them. What can be more exciting for this weekend?

8:42 Wildfires are black dots on IR satellite. Are there some east of Salem flickering in and out?

10:22 O altă metodă de a fura masiv de la români... Comparator ANRE.

11:23 While i was watching for holes outside next to window, inside 3 holes "grew" on top of my head above couch and one on where Angela sleeps in the bedroom.

December 03

6:25 The amount of smoke during last days but especially yesterday here in the apartment was incredible. I worked at the car for several hours and every time i was coming back inside i smelled it. Don't know what it was, most likely kratom. When i finished i got back in here and i knew we will not be able to sleep with that smoke then i checked in a place i haven't checked in a long time. Under the siding next to bedroom floor. All the area alongside concrete foundation under bedroom window was caved. I stepped on it, it remained like a small ditch. My suspicion for a long time is people are passing by with their dogs and stick something self burning (containing an oxygen releasing chemical like saltpeter) in the ground. Due to thermal flow around the building, the smoke is getting under siding and inside walls.

One of the the stupid things i've done yesterday. I had the car's wheel inside, and i accidentally released it on the stairs. I tried to grab it but started moving towards my neighbor's car and hit the front bumper, perpendicularly (given the direction of the stairs). It wasn't going that fast and i wasn't expecting any damage, but when i looked closer i saw exactly in the impact point an abrasion, that was done earlier, because it had horizontal grooves most likely by hitting a curb. I don't want to speculate on how they actually programed my brain to do this, but i know how they did it and sadly it's not the first time. If it would have happen if i wasn't on that whatever it's coming from the ground. No i don't think it would but that was only a factor.
As for my car. One of the problems is i got a -2 degrees camber misalignment on left or where the car was hit in the last accident. The strut is bent and cracked. The right strut is cracked as well, but the cracks in both struts are due to fatigue, not shock during accident. So i first ordered two on the right, by mistake, on a site, which are arriving tomorrow, and the one on the left on Amazon that came two days ago. Monroe. They are for Elantra SE not SEL but on different sites i found they are compatible. On the site i ordered first two they are theoretically 77 dollars + shiping, on Hyundai OEM sites they are listed between 150 and 280, for different part numbers that are actully compatible. I would expect here in Portland at the dealers they will be around 400 a piece, all with no spring. But i suspect they have a design problem that makes them prone to cracking. Which brings me to my failure yesterday of transfering the spring on the left strut because i could not take the nut on top (after succesfully compressing the string with a tool i ordered) because i didn't have an impact wrench. So i just put the bent strut back before i came in and dealt with the smoke. Here in t his image you can see how the strut is bent. 6:44 But before i gave up i went to O'Reilly's, Home Depot and Lowes searching for a tool to hold on the weird looking metal part that's under the top nut on the strut. It's got two indentations which i assume you could get with a tool resembling a fan clutch tool or a tool for a flange. I found both of them but not the right size. Impact wrenches work with inertia of the strut rod instead, no need to counter torque on a stationary part while trying to get the stuck nut at over 100 ft lbs. I don't know if electric impact wrenches are as good as pneumatics, especially the ones i can afford which run for about 50 bucks on Amazon, but i think i'll order one. When i went and especially when i came back i realized i'm high (which i still am after at least 6 hours being smoke free now) and i saw on the alley two Police SUVs. As i could not find a spot, i went back with the truck at Meridian, and came back walking and when i passed the first Police car (closest to intersection, worried sick because my car was sitting there on jacks laid on a side) the engine started by itself and then it stopped several seconds later. I thought is for refreshing the battery for having all the computers in there running, but i also believe it was what made me let the wheel going down on the stairs by itself. It has all been predicted, so they also made the dent on the bumper of my neighbor's car in the exact spot where the wheel hit it.

I remember when i was in high school, i think it was during the fall of 77 one of my roommates, the one who looked like Travolta, told me that the brain can be programmed in such ways that they could make you open a book at a certain page.

7:38 The way it happens, is it increases concentration gradually and actually don't feel it. I just went outside, there was heavy smoke around the building, looked and stepped on soft areas in known spots, from alley's curb to the bushes, all around  the building, the smoke started to subside, got used to cleaner air, when i got back inside it was then when i realized how much it was.

1:22 Just figured how it all started. A few days ago i wrote about smoke from an unknown source flooding  the whole area on December 1st. Smelling like wildfire smoke. While i couldn't figure where it came from, the smoke persisted the next days by turning into a very local, around this building only smoke, but now i was too high to realize. Earlier. A Niagara like sound started through the pipes. Could it be a shower, a washer.  Didn't happen in a while. Which means they are using that so rarely (guy upstairs is not home).

8:10 I was quietly reading the news and making comments in my mind when i heard this commotion upstairs, right on top of me, other then the "normal" squeaks that accompany every my move and thought, for hours at a time. Trying to imagine what it was. Jumping from a chair or the coach on the floor of a short but muscular guy. Scaring the hell out of me. Followed by yells. What is the guy pretending he's doing? It must be this title i was looking at, thinking of clicking on it. The truth is he keeps me on being mad for hours at the time. Can this be categorized as some type of torture? I bet it does but there's nobody here except me and them. "I'm the only real one among the hundreds of thousands of demented actors".

11:44 How many wolves in a pack?

December 6

11:19/9:09 Cheltuielile bugetare sunt prevăzute prin lege, la începutulul anului, pe fiecare minister în parte, până la ultimul leu. Execuția bugetară se constată contabil. Fără acele cifre Cîțu, de care deja începusem să uităm, ne spune doar vorbe frumoase. Să reiau doar exemplul Ministerului Transporturilor care a avut prevăzut un buget variabil (cu "credite de angajament") de până la 32 de miliarde de lei. Anul se termină și nu vom ști niciodată unde s-au dus acei bani. Alți bani, la alte ministere care însumează peste 100 miliarde lei, cu destinație necunoscută. 

2:14 I gave up on the mole chasers, the ones that i modified and buried in the ground. I assume the batteries dimmed and the sound dimmed though i don't see big mole mounds around where i put those, i see small ones in a few place around the building. So i remembered something, i had a sac of Portland cement i bought about a year ago and forgot about. I grabbed a few pounds of that in a jar and poured on the freshly raised soft ground and mix it with a spoon with the soil and pushed it back in the holes. That is after i got really sick and found those again open under the siding. It wasn't smoke this time, "just" the fresh smell of mole enzymes and worms. While doing so i noticed on the stairs of nearest entrance of the building D was a kid that was working his device, for hours. The fat, brown and curly one (Looking more Native Australian than Spanish or Islander). What i think, i think he came early from school after missing some classes and sat there for a couple of hours or something while Angela went to buy groceries from three stores.

5:38 At 70 k, wanted to change the spark plugs. Original ones, Yura (Korean brand) irridium waterver where much criticized on forums. There some trying to kill the myth with Asian spark plugs work only on Asian vehicles, with most notorious, NGK and American spark plugs only work on American vehicles. Could there be a reason behind the myth. They are sabotaging each other. Like all spark plugs made by NGK for American brands are bad from their births and the other way around. I don't know, i think i tried once and indeed didn't (what did i know back then anyways).

Some on forums where praising Autolite as good for Hyundai. (Could it be Koreans are something in between Asians and Americans, with 1/3 of population being Christian and very nicely designed car, which do not resemble soap bars). Ok so i searched and found some in store at Autozone (the newly open store on "Dartmouth" street, across from Walmart, next to WinCo. So when the time came (also wanted to do a test drive after installing new struts and stuff) i went in there to pick them. Guess what. Trouble. The woman who came to help me was acting that day as manager too so she was talking to others while trying to find and sell my spark plugs, at a ratio of 1/10. One word to me, 9 to other people in there. Which all seemed like a theater team from Hungary. When i was  trying to open my mouth to say something, one of them would  yell (to another). Finally saw on the screen what i was looking for, Autolite iridium for about 8 bucks a piece. She went to grab those (from a shelf up in the sky so she used those stairs on wheels to get to them). Some guy came to ask me if i am already being helped, like i was helpless or something. Finally she descended with the spark plugs but she called me at a different checkstand. Where i was in the middle of the mob of actors all yelling at each other. I asked her for a gapping tool (don't know if i still have the one i used 3 or 4  years ago), i looked at a plug to see if it has a crush washer, she checked everything out, when i looked at the price on the card reading machine, the price was 22. So i asked her, how much is 8 by 4, she said, what? and asked her again finally figured, and then she said they are on sale or something but when i looked on the boxed it said "double platinum" instead of iridium. And then she asked for my card, but i told her, i don't think i payed because the price was not right. Or can't remember anyways. Then she did a return, went and grabbed the iridium ones, i payed for, the mob was still yelling at each other when i left. When i got home i didn't feel like installing them anymore, but when i looked inside the box, i saw they were only three of them. Back to the store, 10 more miles or something, she grabbed the stairs on wheels, went up in the sky and grabbed my spark plug and then again the sorry scene. But now i'm plainly afraid to install those. What if she dropped that one and it's cracked? I don't know, the little box should be damaged, but who knows why she did this for. I mean, sending me home with three spark plugs instead of 4.

And BTW when i first installed the half shaft from Autozone, i lost the original nut. The big nut that torques at 200. When the second half shafts came from the store online i installed the right one with the nut from Autozone and then i returned the shaft without the nut. Simply forgot about. Now i have that Autozone nut on the right but guess what. Keeps coming loose (didn't "crush" them yet like i was supposed to). But the original on the left doesn't come loose though it's not crushed. so i crushed them both tonight, but i'm about to order an OEM nut. And BTW i went for a test drive in Wilsonville, it was a traffic congestion, i turned around and heard this noise at the tires, above 50, like i had a tire out of balance or something. I came home to check the torque on the shaft nut, right one was loose, but also had a lug nut was over torqued. Impossible, the way i do it lately, with the torque wrench.

9:07/7:07  About a week after i treated the car with the UV wand, the stench came back, without warning and with a vengeance. Got sick by driving it a couple of hours, with again T Gondii symptoms. Put new batteries (they last a few hours) and put the UV light back in, in the meantime i was thinking. How that parasite (T Gondii) could have survived in there after upholstery was washed with detergent and the car treated with UV, activated carbon (for fish tanks), deodorant and lemon grass essential oil?

The yellow dust covering the engine compartment is still stinking after being exposed to forced air for about 20 hours or how much we've been driving that car and to air rest of the time.

The thing is they probably make dog food with cow's bones flour. Could they come from cows that are sick with T Gondii. Could the parasite survive in the bones long time after the death of animal?

December 15

1:11 Every once in a while i see in Romanian media informations of things i never knew. Trying to harness the energetic potential of a mountainous area in Romania while keeping the environmental impact to a minimum, they dug, over a 10  years period, 50 km of tunnels. Other similar works are well known to the public, like the 38 km tunnel under English Channel.

Nowadays they are building new galleries for Bucharest metro using autonomous machines.

All in a country with not so much financial and economical power, like today's and yesterday's Romania.

One could question himself, what if they already have tunnels covering most countries, made of course in secret.

We know that Musk, others are trying for years to build demo versions of a project called "hyperloop". Vehicles that could travel in vacuum tunnels at speeds greater than sound. But that project is not going anywhere fast enough. What if is kept in that stage intentionally, just to delay public's perception about the possibilities of those.

To be continued.

12:47 I just want you for my own...

4:44 I got my first smartphone very late... Call it paranoia, whatever. I know what computers can do. Smartphone are basically computers with towers connections, wi-fi, bluetooth, name it. A touch display, a mic and a speaker. Multi-core, fast processors. Android, which is a breed of Linux as operating system.

Had no choice given by Frontier, the provider at the new address, who was delaying installing a landline by 2 weeks after i moved in 2015. So i rushed to Best Buy and bought a couple of cheap, 4 GB prepaid HTC phones, powered by then Virgin Mobile. For convenience, went with them ever since. 35 dollars a months, unlimited talk and text, up to 6 Gigs of 4G data. Barely any room for any app.

How Virgin Mobile turned in the end to Boost Mobile, and Australian firm, it's a different story you can read it here.

On 5th i forgot to... re-boost (that's how it's called prepaying for the next month). Next day i went to the computer and tried to pay, but the bill was now 38. It was then when i got mad and decided it's time to look for a new provider, with an unlocked phone, after i saw commercials with plans starting at 15 dollars (Mint), others. First, i tried to unlock the phone with Boost, but they wouldn't cause the phone though it had more than 12 continuous months of service, had the service interrupted a few months, the number changed and they kept me asking for the old PIN "to prove" and i could not remember.

I don't need much data, just an occasional browsing for a site when i'm not home. So decided to start using (again) my Google Voice number at home on wi-fi and wait until i get something reasonable.

However, after a few searches, i found a plan again at... Boost, with 100 dollars a year (8.33 a months) and 1 gig of data. So i went back to my own vomit and ordered the plan. I said to myself. I won't have to deal with them for a year, if i succeed. But i didn't.

I don't deal with MEID or ICCID things very often so i'm not used to. Didn't realize they didn't check the MEID of my phone when i signed up, just paid and waited for the SIM card.

SIM card came yesterday with USPS (no tracking number though i asked for) and i put it in the new unlocked MOTO 7 i bought on Amazon for 150 bucks (a 2020 model) and tried to activate it on myAccount i created when i paid. However, after typing in lots of MEID and ICCID digits, a number of times, it would not activate. In the end it was Angela who realized there was a 5G mark on the SIM card. Then i remembered seeing something at Boost Mobile "the largest 5G network". (I hate 5G as i hate wi-fi, smartphones and the fact i have to use them). However, my phone was a 4G (within the last few month Boost kept warning about not supporting 3G anymore and customers should buy 5G instead. What happened to 4G? 4G LTE speeds satisfy my needs and both our phones where 4G capable).

So with money paid, i tried my options. There was nothing on MyAccount except my payment history.Live customer support was closed for the day. There was a chat option, not working on the computer (in the end, it worked on my phone today but it was just a bot). Left it for today. This morning i called their customer support number. First a female voice, trying to get my number. I don't have one. Forwarded to a male voice, which shut my conversation when i said i don't have one. Then i tried my old trick, pressing 0 until i hear a human voice. It worked, at first. A guy named Alex listened to my story, asked again for MEID and ICCID and said "Good news, your phone is compatible" and then, "Bad news, we don't have this SIM card in our system". The SIM card they shipped through USPS and came yesterday, without verifying phone's MEID and without a tracking number. In the end i forcibly gave Alex the order number (first screenshot), he asked for a valid calling number, he said he would "escalate" and that was the last i heard from him, just looked on Google Voice call history, there is no call back from him.

Then i tried to use menu options to try again and activate the phone first with the automated system, then with a person. After giving again the MEID number and ICCID number several times, one willing person told me that i should give up and try to dispute the amount with the bank, which seems to be the only valid option right now. They wouldn't spend as much as paying people to handle returns, let the banks do it. After waiting one week and wasting half day today. Crediting their business with 100 dollars for weeks which seems to be one of the purposes of the scam (fraud).

Today afternoon i went and tried to talk with a guy in a physical Boost store in Beaverton. The man who looked again like a Japanese chicano, "would not understand". First i asked for a SIM card compatible with my phone. 10 bucks. I said, ok, but will it work? Do you have a plan? he asked. I said yes, and he said, what's the number, and i said i don't  have one cause the phone is not activated (like i said when i asked for a SIM card), and we went like that for about half hour and i gave up and left. And at one moment, he grabbed my phone to look for the order number (first screenshot) and after handling my phone for while, he said We don't have anything to do with this.

5:19 It's not what they do, it's the synchronization. Today it was Wednesday and the blowers came and though it was raining for a century now, there are still dry areas under the stairs, and places like that and again they blew dust on the deck and sill of the door. So after i started to feel it in my eyes and throat, I went and wiped the dust, lots of red dust came in the water when i rinsed the rag, and exactly when i was done i heard the "man" upstairs climbing the stairs, coming back from his car, releasing more dust from the stairs. Like he did last time. Like he does when i go to cook something, he comes and squeaks the floor above, me, starts the washer, etc.. Wakes me up the second i fall asleep. Home for 5 days in a row as i can remember.

7:49 Numirea lui Florin Roman, o nouă stângăcie a unui președinte de dreapta. Să fie oare ultima?

Sugerat de cine. Oare în România toți miniștrii buni pleacă devreme iar numai cei care acceptă sugestiile rămân? De aia merg treburile așa?

De ce e bine ca în asemenea funcții să fie oameni impecabili, tocmai de asta, pentru a nu putea fi șantajați. O mică verificare, colegii de partid, înainte de numire?

10:57/8:57 Cineva pe fază? S-a oprit roata.

11:14 De fapt asta vroiam să spun mai devreme și n-am terminat. Mahabharata, poemul epic indian, descrie o serie de evenimente care sugerează un război global pe care mulți le consideră istorice (reale). Cu toate astea, încercările de demitizare și plasare în cronism istoric pe care le-am văzut până acum sunt de o naivitate dezarmantă. Există totuși niște elemente de la care se poate porni într-un studiu serios, făcute praf de niște neprofesioniști în diverse forumuri. Dintre, ele, aș vrea să amintesc.

Vimanele. Unele schițe rămase până la noi sugerează secțiuni prin rachete.  

Avioane de luptă hipersonice. Acest basorelief cu o vimana în mijloc arată un conflict între indo-europeni și o rasă cel mai probabil provenind din Australia, care a fost izolată de restul omenirii timp de zeci de mii de ani, numită în Mahabharata "șerpi".

Astika. Astika a fost un copil care a salvat rasa șerpilor de răzbunarea lui Janamejaya. Sunt opinii că ar fi la originea națiunii aztece din America de Sud.

Rețea globală de tuneluri. Rama a fost răpit și dus printr-un tunel în America de Sud.

Svarga loka. Loka în sanscrită înseamnă ceva similar cu loc în română sau location in engleză. Avalon (ava loka), un loc mitic, ava în sanscrită însemnând departe (away în engleză), un sufix găsit în multe toponime din România. Svarga loka în Mahabharata era un fel de rai, locul în care trăia zeul Indra, și se poate identifica cu Sverige (numele Suediei în suedeză).

Piramidele. Piramidele par a fi construite cam în perioada războiului de la Kurukshetra descris în Mahabharata, purtat cu tehnologii primitive. Piramidele par a fi ansambluri multifuncționale care pot fi și arme bazate pe manipularea ionosferei, a zonelor seismice, construite cu știință foarte avansată dar cu tehnologia epocii de piatră, ceea ce arată construcția lor în urma unui conflict devastator care a distrus tehnologia existentă.

Vârsta oamenilor. Și în Biblie, și în mitologia indiană se spune că oamenii, poate înaintea acelui conflict care a contaminat toată planeta, trăiau până la 1000 de ani.

Azi și de multe ori, m-am întrebat. Dacă a existat acea tehnologie avansată, unde sunt urmele? Cât timp durează până la dezintegrarea completă de exemplu a unui automobil? De ce multe din resursele minerale ale planetei sunt intacte? Poate că populația pământului în acea perioadă nu a fost așa de numeroasă ca acum. Poate că era o civilizație ecologică, bazată pe știință foarte avansată care nu folosea intensiv resursele și nu polua ca cea azi. Poate acea cutie neagră a fost plasată în piramidă după acel mare conflict de către șerpi care erau mai avansați și recuperată de Napoleon în timpul campaniei din Egipt, când piramidele erau în mare parte acoperite de nisip. Poate că rasa șerpilor era de fapt niște alieni (probabil condamnați trimiși în exil) care au venit să exploateze resursele pământului, trimițând de exemplu aurul înapoi pe planeta lor originară, folosind acceleratoare liniare de particule.

May 21

2:15 Fuego

7:55 Marcel Ciolacu Independența

9:40 Fătălăul


A... and them...
10:05 At the car there is at least one quart of a quart of oil on top of what i put. It passes the upper limit (on a leveled parking place), blows through PCV and through the catch can giving the same symptoms as before. Tried to do more investigation and thinking of pulling it out but is next to impossible because so many people are putting up a show outside.

Same yesterday at Indian Head. They gave us 95 dollars in free play and 15 dollars in food but that not justifies the long drive there over the mountains. At two of the poker machines there was a weird message popping on the display ... No comms... And then the machines restarted by themselve. A couple of times...

Very few whites, and "mexicans" and a lot of Japanese dressed and with the haircuts and extra make up made to look like native americans... The only weird thing was they were too short... At the players club they were playing with the microphone, creating lots of static noise before and after announcements... Romanian singer Paul Surugiu acting as a security guard...

4:17 I went to check if i didn't forget anything at the car which i did, because of all distractions and noises. Earlier i went at the street parking lot (too many people moving around here), pulled one quart or oil, put back half clean, it was now at the lower limit, cannot find here a level place to measure it. I spilled a bit of oil, pulled the spark plug coils and forgot to tighten the bolts. There is an empty jug of oil of the exact brand as i used, only 5W30 next to the garbage bin for a few days now. I think it survived Thursday.

Which i did, then then when i closed the hood, i realized for the first time the left headlight was moving. I was thinking. Maybe that is the reason they are blinding me at night. So i went and grabbed the sockets and tightened those bolts a bit and i looked at the other one and saw there was a plastic composite flange that was glued with adhesive before i had the car and the adhesive broke. Both headlights have been replaced, one at the first accident when the car was totaled and one at the second, it was the one i bought and took it to the shop.

In both cases there was no structural damage of the car, just too many panels damaged from denting the car from front to rear, by driving to close to something, on both sides. Both headlights.

So i went inside, cleaned both surfaces from the old adhesive, poured a finger tip amount of Steel Reinforced JB Weld in a water bottle lid, grabbed a napkin with a bit of alcohol, some guy 100 ft away started to cough like they always do, wiped everything and in the moment i started to mix the adhesive here came this blue gray car that stopped next to mine.

I told him that was not a parking spot, the Japanese driver went and took some sort of walking cart from the car and from the right rear seat came my old friend, the owner of the van with many merchandises (rice, barrels of disinfectant, now sacks of empty cans) who was tormenting me for years with his broken exhaust 5 liter Dodge and almost pushed me out of the way. As i wasn't moving because i had to put the adhesive on, and did not understand what he was trying to do, having my mind on what i was doing, he went with the cart over the curb, and slowly moved forward in the grass area.

Then he stopped ft away from me, and i asked him why and he said he needed to rest. Then he told me that is the only way he can get inside, because of the two rungs at the entrance next to his spot. How about the stairs. A few other guys waited and took him on the stairs. He apparently has an amputated leg but my guess is he is just bending it. In that moment i heard a whistling sound and saw an F15 gliding from west to east, about 1000 ft above, at low speed.

4:27 One of the cash machines at the casinos gave me a Maya Angelou silver quarter. I was curious and looked at it and saw a clear symbol of the rising Sun, as seen on Japanese flags or ancient paintings. I further googled away her name and what  i found was...

September 13

8:20 Welcome back my friends to the show that never ends... 8 years older than me? A very special, sweet woman, i met with her during a spring vacation in Câmpulung in or around 1980, she was speaking perfectly Romanian, i was with a bunch of people, ex-colleagues from 3rd grade, all her conationals, she was acting as a guide for a guided tour on a bus and my best friend's and mentor in Iași girlfriend from Piatra Neamț named Lia (never met her before, he later was very intrigued when i told him, like not possible), while talking to her at a table outside at Deia, i got very drunk and then we went for a walk in the woods, but when we wanted to go in her room, her roomate (the other Baccara) wouldn't leave us alone, there was another guy in the room and they told me a story about hiding jewelry in soap when coming from tours in the USSR, and then i met with her again at the Chinook Winds casino, maybe 4 years ago, she was siding and acting sweet to a guy playing next to me, it was then when i learned from that guy how to play wild deuces poker.

6:30 Moody Wall Street.

7:08 Tormar

8:06 Sper să nu uit. De azi înainte, în fiecare luni, o amintire despre buget. Astăzi. Unde se duc jumătate din banii de pe fluturașii dumneavoastră, TVA, impozitul pe profit al firmelor (alea care plătesc). Până și pensiile se impozitează.

Se numește buget. Toți banii aceștia se adună, se mai adaugă niște împrumuturi (se numește deficit) și apoi se repartizează la ministere. Cel mai mult cheltuiește Ministerul Educației, Sănătate (fiindcă au mulți angajați). Urmează Transporturile, Muncii, etc.. A venit Cîțu cu o dare de seamă la 6 luni, însă numai în procente.

Eu am calculat că în fiecare an dispar de la buget aproximativ 30-40 miliarde de euro. Recunosc, fișierul din postarea asta de blog e cam aiurea. E mai mult pentru contabili. Însă nu se poate face altfel. Iată versiunea calculată de mine a bugetului real pe 2020.

10:49 On April 8 i bought two mole chasers after i decided i've had it with those. On Amazon most brands were solar however a few were with D size batteries. Much bigger, though it allowed you to completely put them in the ground, so they cannot be seen (or heard). When batteries went out, almost 4 months later, they also mysteriously broke so i said to myself, i should not buy that brand anymore. They were other brands, but more expensive. So i just bought 2 cheap solar ones, for 15 bucks. I put one under the main door and one not far from bedroom. Not so loud as the first ones, it only blocked moles on a radius of 15 feet maybe. They were more moles on the corner of the building. So i bought two more. Not easy to drill those holes. There was one more problem. Not very easy to spot if buried at soil level, by not being completely buried their buzz could attract attention of kids and also scary pets.

Thursday i washed the stairs, screens, other areas of the building with a hose, but i got tricked, cause they came to blow the dust on the parking lot, later. So i just hosed everything one more time. Friday we got an announcement, they will pressure washer all the stairs and landing areas in the complex. Saturday morning one of the new solar buzzers, the one i put last, most visible, was missing. There was a kids' bicycle on the area next to hydrant which i took next to garbage bin. Today, after they power washed our building (low level first, had to sweep the deck after they hosed the upstairs one), i took the solar one left apart, analyzed it, saw it worked at 1.5 volts, cut one of those with batteries in two, put two D size batteries in parallel, (estimating it will last 2 months) and the electronics from the solar one. Much smaller, much more compact, sound similar in intensity with the first ones, but then i fell asleep. I woke up chocked by again some sort of smoke. It took me half hour to catch my breath.

So i just went and put this new short, 2 battery one in the ground at the intersection of two mole galleries. Not visible, not audible from above surface. Then i went to deflate tires of the truck to 29 cause this truck has, i don't know 3/4 inches thick springs and the sits broke the sheet metal they were screwed on because of suspension being very stiff and of course my back, in a few stages, last one, after i didn't have the car anymore i drove the truck for about a week then i almost could not walk, now i'm better after not driving it for a few days. Cause tomorrow i have to drive Angela at work, she took one day off today because of that. They made a mess with the pressure washer, one of the wheels had mud on it, i went and washed it and saw another solar chaser on the ground next to the truck. They took it from under main door.

Conclusion. Since they watch me 24, they saw what i've done, combining two types in one and they took the one from under door but still made it available to me so i do it one more time (the conversion) and then put it next to the door. Theory is probably i'm trying to attract curious kids with first bicycles then buzzing mole chasers. So probably it's a trap (because they took it but left it so i can find it so i have wht to convert) so i will just wait for a few days to see what happens. Trouble is, new mole holes will pop under door now that that one is missing.

There are very strict rules in the US, underage kids cannot be left unsupervised, however here in the complex it seems nobody obey any rules.

There is one more next to bedroom. The last one they took out from under door was in a red chips area, i brought it inside and when the fridge started, my face, and skin started to hurt, that dust is being agitated in the air by the ultrasound of the fridge an no matter how little amount it is, it start to fly and sting, so i just washed it.

There was a plastic (a piece of shower curtain) under the deck upstairs, kinda enclosing it to prevent dust from falling, was there for i don't know, more than a year, i had to take that one out today. But guess what. When i looked there was lots of stuff left by the washing between boards, and some fell on our deck and  had to sweep it.

Also the guy upstairs went quieter and quieter and now is missing completely. Wheel click on PC if you want to see a picture better, as per google, blogger modifications led to smaller images in slideshow mode. BTW this is the only buildin in the complex i know of with this kinda design, deck with spaced boards on top of deck.Nu știu cum să mai spun. Ăștia de ne conduc, clasa impostoare, homo australis, au ceva în ei (nu pot să spun ADN fiindcă nu sunt convins de teoria respectivă) care îi face să gândească altfel decât noi, și pentru că au trăit izolați de restul lumii pentru zeci de mii de ani. Astfel, ei au descoperit poate multe milenii în urmă, metoda asta a îngânării (apropo, Nyungan language, Noongars, ninja, Nuwa). Spune cineva ceva important, se ia cineva de ei, nu se agită, nu reacționează, ci fac doar aluzii ascunse și repetă parțial cândva mai târziu când nu te prinzi în contexte super emoționale create sau alese special. Sunt nenumărate exemplele, și metodele lor sunt atât de puternice încât pur și simplu șterg din mintea cuiva o informație, punând în locul ei alta.

Un exemplu este știrea cu Apple care repară, cu o poză care arată o clădire cu coloane verticale similare cu cele de la WTC. Am scris despre marea dezamăgire care a fost pentru mine 911 etc. etc..

Am adus în față, acum câteva zile o postare pe care am compus-o chiar pentru scopul acela, încercând să arăt că practic toți prim miniștrii numiți de Iohannis sunt actori unguri (am uitat să spun despre Cîțu, el e într-adevăr mai special pentru că are o privire hipnotică) (puteți accesa orice postare a mea anterioară prin săgețile din dreapta care deschid anul, luna, căutare pe cuvinte cheie sau titlu dacă vi-l amintiți), a apărut astăzi Cîțu în compania lui Piedone, tot așa, o metodă veche de-a lor de a-și spăla propria imagine. Adică, aparent, s-a murdărit de Piedone, dar în realitate s-a spălat, lumea se gândește că iată, Piedone e mult mai rău în comparație cu orice prim ministru din lista aceea destul de lungă pentru un singur președinte.

DEX dă la îngânare etimologie latină dar nu știm data când a intrat în latină acest cuvânt, înainte sau după Atilla.

March 20

1:10 AM And i still hear the echoes (echoes).

Thinking of starting a new blog, called just like that, echoes, only for the replies from media to my posts and entries. But i'm afraid i will confuse lots of people for whom the three i already have are a bit too much already.

5:00 Mutând firele dintr-o cameră în alta se produc și îndoiri ale firelor, care oricât de cristaline ar fi, cedează la un număr de cicluri. Apar frecări între fire și "mosoarele" care le mișcă și tensionează/detensionează. În articol nu se spune despre numărul de cicluri la care aceste fire rezistă.

Chestia îmi amintește despre transmisiile continue, cu un fel de curea ca un lanț care transmite mișcare între două perechi de conuri, prin frecare, producând și zgomot, însă e vorba de puteri mult mai mari. O parte a "curelei" este tensionată, alta detensionată.

Apare aceeași întrebare și acum știu de ce a apărut articolul acum. Singura chestie e că eu nu am atacat pe nimeni, în afară de vechea ordine ierarhică centralizată, corporatist stagnantă și care nu poate funcționa fără corupție. (Da știu articolul e un exemplu de progres, împreună cu roboții de la Mercedes însă și acolo câștigă corporațiile, oamenii pierzându-și și mai mult independența financiară prin pierderea job-urilor (corporatiste)).

(Apropo nu cred că mai e mult timp până când roboții vor deveni suficient de ieftini și inteligenți și produși în masă ca să ocupe toate muncile manuale).

Deci între bare. Dacă la o pompă de căldură cu refrigerant eficiența este 3-3.5 căldură produsă (mă rog, mutată dintr-o cameră în alta) vs energie electrică folosită, numai la partea caldă și la acestea noi aici pur mecanice este de până la 5, prin absorbția și mutarea căldurii în spațiu dintr-un loc în altul apare o inversare locală a entropiei (demonul lui Maxwell) iar diferența de temperatură dintre camera caldă și cea rece teoretic poate alimenta un motor Stirling (cuplat cu un generator) a cărui eficiență este de până la 50% care motor captează această diferență de temperatură și o transformă în energie, de (5 + 5)/2 ori mai multă decât cea cu care se alimentează motorul care mișcă firele sau compresorul. Greșesc?


Wait a minute. Was this episode with a cat pooping under my door an allegory of what i said numerous times about Maxwell's demon? So it was all just a scientific argument? With who, the (Filipino) Inquisition? The KKK and the CIA? Karl Nehammer?

So James Maxwell was all good and then suddenly got mad and proposed the thought experiment? I believe he used the word demon because at that time he could not say a small intelligent being.

7:05 James Maxwell was good for his time. I know i criticized numerous times his EM field theory. He was not insane or possessed, just erroneous (heretic), like all others after him. However he was right about the demon!

Yeah i did a little search on Inquisition. Amazing how a little grammar error brings more complete answers with google. Anyways. Inquisition is not totally dead. I mean, it is no longer a tribunal. And the KKK conical hats. Inquisition were burning witches and KKK crosses. Is this an edelweiss, baby Kal-El ship? Ok i got it the cones represent the petals of the edelweiss. Or lotus whatever.

Wait a minute. Edelweiss looks so much like a lotus!

8:20 I wanted to go outside and take another picture of the door upstairs but i remembered i already took one. There is catnip, an iron heart and a little nazi skull on top of that beware sign. Catnip disappeared after i put the picture, but i know she feeds the cat or cats with catnip cause they run like crazy from one room to another.

3:05 US Schengen Visa Waiver

3:30 KKK

3:35 I climbed the stairs which are common areas and took a better photo. I can't remember how many times i swept or hosed the stairs in the years i have lived here, can't remember if during the last occupant, but i do know they fixed them after my complaint during the current occupant. The middle deck leaned because of the hits of numerous unauthorized heavy vehicles passing through the complex in great numbers.

There is a black and white skull on the welcoming sign at the door and a tiny cross on a piece of wood.

It reminds me of the head of the X president of Romania. Could had be involved, i once saw him at Red Winds casino, just before i nearly got into another accident on I5.

 I believe the wood itself is a symbol of beheading. There is a piece of forged iron reminding of...

Could it have anything to do with this post? After all, the main street in Tualatin is called Martinazzi.

I remember not until far ago, she was visited by a guy in a gigantic white truck that always has a chainsaw and a few one meter diameter three trunks in the bed though with different drivers. Some looked blond, some Asians. At one time i saw a woman pretending to be her though much younger, with short blond hair.

Over the last year, they have been several persons upstairs using the same car, pretending to be the same person. This has happened with previous occupants. Lately the car has changed several times. The current one, a black Hyundai is similar to the one i had before the accident. Black to contrast with mine, to give a message.

3:45 There must be at least one hundred complaints i made here on my blogs about bullying noise upstairs. Somehow they can pick the infrared signature of my head and body and to it when my brain activity and temperature of the skull increases. The sound level of on single stomp is usually above 60 db and they are doing in for hours.

But it's not only the noise. The commotion caused by the big woman usually comes with gas pumped from the space between floor and my ceiling and dust raised from every bit of undusted area that create nose congestion that may give choking symptoms.

There was a large chunk of solid deodorant buried in the wood dust under the door and a constant number of cat poops i gradually found buried in the dust and removed  within the last few days. Can't tell how much better i started to feel after.

There is a growing mountain of gravel and a huge hole i can see from the door and windows.

Continuous construction noise.

4:00 PM To make things worse, Cynthia Kantner, daugher of Grace Slick, moved here accross the alley early last year and she has a lot more (opposite) symbols at the door, but i can't go there to take a picture, there is a day care at that entrance and too many people can see me on the alley.

Almost every time scores of different people are pouring out of that entrance usually when i step outside.

4:15 Can't remember how many times i've been bullied while walking in the white neighborhood between Borland and Nyberg by a pickup with the sign Rev'it (suggesting Leave it). One of the last times i went to Fred Meyer (that is now owned by Kroger, a spelling variant for warrior in German) some guy came and parked next to me in a mostly empty lot. When he left (German looking, thin, brunet with glasses) he gave me a clueless look.

5:18 Just because i have spoken of tree trunks... There is a bucket with offensive rotting materials next to a tree in direct view from my patio. Probably the reason i have been sick today... Swollen legs and face. Two jets, one after another, flying at very low altitude when i took this picture.

Catholics, Grand Wizard?

Dust in the Wind

5:37 AM Woke up ten minutes ago after 5 hours and a half of sleep with pains all over my body. As i could not totally sweep the dust, and the wind blew yesterday from that direction (jet stream passed over and went south of Oregon) the dust got in the AC and everywhere inside. Got to hose the AC and the stairs and mop the kitchen floor. Blogger isn't perfect either. If i want max resolution for a picture, i have to upload it twice. Once at X-large size and that gives me best resolution for slidewhow. Second at original resolution and substitute the name of the file in the first upload and that gives me max resolution for the post itself. Default size for X-large is 600 and display style is block so i got to modify those two. That is after the last modifications they did about a year ago. I did not upload the following images twice except for first, cause it was not worth it. To see those at max resolution can click on an image and go into slideshow mode. Can move the mouse wheel to get an animation like effect.

Next day. I went to a walk and discovered there was more redwood chips and dust that have been hose by someone who tested the hydrants.

But maybe the best way to show the dust problem is a picture with the bedroom windows. You can see how dirty is the screen (could have hosed it if the window was closed). I only touched about half of the fixed part of the window. I wanted to take more pictures, like how white the stairs are becoming when i hosed them several times washing the mold from concrete tiny grooves and crevices but they occupied strategically all directions in which i could take pictures, one of them was the Japanese woman acting Latina with kids at the first entrance of building D

August 17 12:26 A înebunit, recidivat sau a decis să se arate Dinescu, poetul în pulover cu pix al revoluției noastre.

1:29 Went for a short walk around the hospital. When i came back again two big guys in the same bulldozer on wheels making a big noise and from the opposite direction, an ambulance coming behind me i almost didn't hear. Again at the last intersection a small black Chevy, maybe electric came with no noise from behind.

When i left i couldn't help but notice, yesterday they made a similar mess at the end alley of the U shape complex, where there is still dust from January gravel. A huge U-howl truck blocking an intersection, except for a small passage. The wind today is blowing from that direction too.

When i came back again scenes with kids that grew up, an old woman coming out helped by a strong man and the handy(wo)man passing to protect.

4:55 Dust inside and pain and nothing else prompted me to go and sweep. It was a two hours job manually with a broom. Besides the rude dust, i also picked lots of gravel dust. If i didn't it would have went like this for 6 more months or more. More and more people some with kids interrupted me. A helicopter flying sideways just above trees passed twice. Towards the end i just gave up, they were some piles i didn't pick. And i'm not going to do it again. Wanted to go to take a picture, too many people get in the way.

One can see at the end of the alley there is much gravel left i simply could not pick up because too many people were getting in the way, same when i took this picture. Then Angela came and went back, washed my clothes and took a shower. Maybe other time. What seemed impossible at first i've done today in less then two hours, there is a one hour job left.

9:52 Suddenly realized who might have beeen in the apartment while i was sweeping (found signs at the door moved). An unusually sexy young woman (rather short, dark complex and hair) who later passed my car when i was working on it. BTW, this car has way too many plates transmitting voltage from battery to whatever. Unnecessary contacts that can get contaminated with oil and dirt.

Tonight i washed the plates with a solvent (electronic cleaner), put them all back together (pictures tomorrow) and went for a test drive. The voltage at the lighter plug was 14.3 and 14.4 while driving, 14.2 at iddle. Mileage to Wilsonville and back (excluding the first entry ramp cause i forgot to reset it) was 43 at the dashboard. Then i drove to Eaton (Avery St. and Tualatin Sherwood Hwy) and back and total mileage was 39.6

This is the closest image i could find in my phone right now showing the plates. There are three plates and 2 bolts and nuts between the battery terminal and the three main power cables.

September 6

5:50 I slept 6 hours, awoke at 3 a bit confused probably by the dust pushed the fridge that is there since last days when dust came in most likely being caried on the stairs by the shoes of the guy who take shortcuts through chips. Or another smart ninja synched move. A drunk guy was yelling in Spanish in the distance. I put a wet towell behind the fridge, things got better. Then they came to pick the recyclables at 5:20. Unusual, cause they normally come at 7 (last time i can remember).

Besides the annoying noise from the big engine that lasted for about 15 minutes, somebody came with a dog and left a some pee puddles and also probably stuck some burning ninja pellets under the chips, some next to the wall where i am inside, cause the place filled with smoke right after recylclables truck left.

Thought they gave up this smoke thing for a few months, after i installed the mole chasers (buzzers), the batteries went out and/or the buzzers broke and i just reinstalled new ones, and ordered some more but last time it took weeks until the moles disappeared, without moles they can't just come and make holes in the ground i guess, they use moles's holes as cover. I went and tried to step on those, not sure i found them all. Besides other things, they create nose congestion and a bit of high and disorientation.

7:17 The right side panel of my blog disappeared, though i can see it in the layout.

 7:42 I reset the theme to one of the templates (simple blog), can't add any widget. I used a bit of chlorine gel in the room which killed the dog urine smell and then i suddenly felt very sleepy and fell asleep.

12:15 I don't know what happened to my blog, suddenly all my widgets on the right disappeared, they probably were on the bottom, i panicked for being so tired, and reset the whole theme, was too tired to figure why they went on the footer, now i don't have time to fix it. Not that it matters so much.

Before i forget. Please note the expressions Dominus Dios or Dominus Deus, ruler of gods or Lord God, which is supposed to be at the origin of the name for god in Romanian, Dumnezeu, pronounced, yes, doom nay zeoo which sounds so weird for the English speaker. (I personally believe it comes from Sumerian god name Dumuzid, god of shepherds). Latin word dominus which means ruller coincidentally similar with Dominic. In Buddhism, Buddha is considered a teacher of gods and men. St. Dominic is shown partially shaven, with rosary, which is of buddhist and hindu origin, lilies, and "his" cross resembles Chinese radical 32, Earth. All these elements, together with the tilted cross on top of a globe are found on Hungary's coat of arms (1896-1915). Hungary's capital for centuries until the 19 century was Buda.

7:07 Labour day News. Poor People, Frugal Philanthropy, Bit by Bit.

7:39 Earlier i decided to leave the place for the evening, though the cause/reason is not here anymore.

We went to Safeway, Walmart and WinCo. Each has something cheaper and better and fresher than the other. We came back home, some Japanese kids were playing on our stairs. Got inside and started to cook and drink with radio on, 3 Japanese kids started to have a party outside our windows, in our view.

Then,  Angela died her hair, ammonia smell came out, i cooked for about half hour some chicken livers that usually were fresh, this time were frozen. Watched the girl from the one leve building drinking probably juice, with lascivious (trained) gestures. One of the kids threw to the ground. It was then when i decided to leave for the evening, just not to see them anymore. However, when Angela finished dying her hair and we ate, they were gone. The most amazing thing, people in 21st century North America do believe in vampires and cannibals and other people know how to speculate their fears.

May 27

2:00 Upstairs. Squeaks every 15 minutes. Is like someone stands for 15 minutes, not moving, then making a few steps, after midnight.

11:37 I tried to go for a walk at the summer side of the Refuge for the first time this year. When i got out i saw the man at the apartment Nr.3 i guess that is top left who looks much like the guys upstairs (there are several playing the same role, with differences in sizes). At the Refuge, smoke "from the nearby farms". I could not complete a loop. I tried to go in the park but the parking lot is occupied with school busses. Also. As soon as i got at the Refuge my mind was freed and this idea came to me. Why Hungary would go into a state of emergency? Not that they care so much in that hierarchical type of society. The war they say. Yeah, why would need a state of emergency during pandemic if the pandemic wasn't real? Why would they need a state of emergency during the war if the war wasn't real (for the most part) and not controlled by them?

Also was thinking. If the Romans where as stupid and naive as we are, no wonder they were overcome by the Huns in the V century and ever since.

1:39 How interestingly they maneuver those dogs. I came from the walk, stopped by the mailbox and i saw a gypsy like teenager with a dog going around the building. It made the rendez-vous with me at the door, where i waited for her to pass, left the dumbbells on the stairs to go in the back to check the signs. For a few seconds it appeared as i waited for her to climb the stairs and go inside.

The results of leaving my shoes outside. There was a crack by one of the numerous seams. The "mam made material failed". But the crack got bigger and now looks like a female... Imagine that. Everywhere i go if someone looks they might think it's an invitation? A hidden sign?

There are four indentations, at an angle, like a keyboard slash on the hood of my car like someone hit it with a baseball bat, one of them can be felt with the finger. Barely visible, can't catch them in a picture. I have a few candidates that i think could have done it. There is a short guy with Buddha head who dresses in orange and i think he's got an orange car with HRV number. Every time i see that number, i think Harkov (Kharkov in Romanian). He is a very nervous person and every time i meet eyes with him he gives me repeated, short, nervous glances. I think i know when they did it. When it snowed, i saw those slashes in the frozen snow, never followed to see if t hey actually bent the hood.

One day i saw a woman cop (BTW, blond, young and very beautiful) with no Police car in sight talking to him, others.

4:14 There is some sort of isle in the direction of the median on TS Hhwy, that crosses the crosswalk line. How many times i nearly hit it, coming from North, with last time stopping one meter short of climbgin it over?

January 22

12:50/10:50 Ziua cu cinci lebede. Imaginați-vă cum va fi totuși pe 22 februarie...

Dressed to kill...

1:19 Există o conspirație, există o ocultă dar sunt atât de complicate (și se complică în continuare) și incredibile și sunt implicați atâția încât nu cred că cineva le poate descâlci timp de o viață. De fapt, pe asta se mizează.

2:10 Just figured something. You can climb the stairs and rub your special shoes in a certain way and electrify the dust on the concrete stairs. He climbed up and down at least 4 times today and every time i felt dust, inside. I took a shower and washed my hair three times and in the end was still dusty dry. Even right now, an hour after last climb, i went outside and felt dust in my eyes and throat.