March 14

1:12 There is a continuous dialog between my mind and the guy upstairs. Any change of emotions and the man squeaks in unspeakable ways. Also there is a guy in one of the balconies who yells in the phone for hours (i think in Spanish). Other noises outside. I was eating, standing and moving around, thinking of what i just posed or will, getting mad, and one more squeak blocked my esophagus and got me into another episode.

3:25 Many many things happened during my walk. There is a portable toilet at one place forgotten one a street, for months. On most quiet residential road, at every corners cars with women drivers come out of nowhere, stopping at signs, real close to me. Agricultural fires smoke everywhere. But here in the complex. They began digging deep (right after i left) next to a foundation of a building, reminding me of what i said about burying reactors cores under ground for safety.

5:10 Newest trend. If i don't let him squeak (i sit here with a voice recording app on my phone, ready to record) he starts the TV real loud, while Angela is trying to get more sleep, like he did the last few days. Useless to say, he is staying here all the time, with his other car at the Meridian parking lot.

6:02 One last squeak and then total silence, like someone pulled a plug. In the same moment i heard steps on the stairs, like he went away, though the car is still here. There was no time after the squeak above and the steps on the stairs. However he drove me nuts for the day.