April 4th

10:00 There is a saying in Romanian. The healthy don't believe the sick, the rich don't believe the poor. That's why i'm hesitating to write about my small mishaps but i still will because i believe what they're doing to me they did to others, over millennia. Unconventional procedures that can be applied individually that can make people sick, go mad or even die if they're in poor shape. It is not only visual cause they employ bio and chemical means. Technics that came of course from Australia where isolated people developed a separate "culture" for tens of millenia.

At 2:30 I woke up with shortness of breath. It took me about half hour to boot up a minimalist (safe) version of my conscience and realize what was happening. There was a big bulge in the soil right under my door and a pungent smell inside. After i flattened that out, it took me 3 hours to fall back asleep, around 5. Slept 4 and a half hours more, i woke up and found another one. If only for aerosols coming from those, but there is the smell of worms gathered together i3n the larder, the smell of whatever mole feces (they got to poop to cause the're eating their weight i worms every day), aerosolized kallikrein maybe that makes me lethargic.

As i was sitting on the couch and staring at the yard, an incredible view. A tall well built young hung Arian woman with gray pants and a jacket came, let the small dog poop and bent to pick it, facing the other way, showing a copious butt from under the jacket that slept away. After that, walked towards me, did a maneuver with the tog, got entangled, to justify a 360 turn and then leaving, again, in slow motion. 5 minutes later another one came, with black pants and red jacket and passed ft away from the building. Over the years i learned to realize those dressed in vampire clothes are supposed to be friendlier.

It smells like fresh dog annal sac oil and mole tunnel exhaust but if i want to go for a walk i have to eat first, otherwise i will crash after 10 minutes of effort or so. Thinking of a title i just on a site... For diversion of course.

10:15 I think i will make a google sheet list of songs that promote m...n. Right now i listen to "i'm coming up! I'm coming!". Still remembering the verses of Rihanna's song heard recently in a store. "Come into me!". But the list will be very long. Earlier i heard again in disbelief Ragdoll by Aerosmith, etc.. It will be at least one hundred titles, as on the the radio maybe one out of every three songs. Number One with Blondie. Number one in my mind that is of course. But i don't know what people would say about it cause most don't recognize what theses songs are about. Cause if they did, they would react.

No i can't shot down the radio cause i'm feeling so lonely... Not talking to people other than Angela for an entire week... Still learning English from music sang by non native or barely speaking English people who learned enough just to sing their ten hits they are playing to us for decades...

The real (subliminal) reason for Bruce Willis mysterious illness that left him speechless. (After i posted about this of course).

1:08 Absolutely by chance today i ran into something important. Where the brand name Audi and the four rings symbol comes from.


5:35 No i'm not doing it on purpose. Searched for something, found something else.

7:05 Descending from north or a mutation due to inbreeding?