August 26

4:00 Doing this was not as fun as i thought it was going to be... One thing is sure. They don't make them like this anymore...

10:40 Coming back from the dead...

11:30 Patru salvatori, patru victime, patru intubați, patru autospeciale.

1:13 Daikoku is the Japanese counterpart of Hindu goddess Kali.

4:00

Shinto - World History Encyclopedia

"The main beliefs of Shinto are the importance of purity, harmony, respect for nature, family respect, and subordination of the individual before the group".

4:07 It still smells like asphalt in here. (My perspiration smells like asphalt). In fact, i just wiped the door outer upper frame with a wet paper towel that came black, after the tan SUV that was not seen here for months was idling with big low freq noise for half hour now, bringing the dust inside by the door. There is also wildfire smoke.

I went yesterday to give a blood sample for an A1C test, others. Metabolic and counts were all normal, A1C is not on my chart yet. Took a shower right before, however the fine invisible asphalt dust, bacteria from two mats again rejected by the garbage company and sitting there next to the bin, wet from the rare rain two days ago, many other items, penetrated under my skin through that tiny but deep needle wound and finally driving two hours with AC on yesterday did it.

Got again an infection under skin or fascia, very similar to the one i had when i went to the ER, but invisible with no open wound, that spread in other areas like shoulder, wrist etc.. Hot flashes, shivers and much perspiration and some pain that goes all the way to the bone. Also slept only 4 hours last night, probably because of noise upstairs that woke me up etc..

6:26 I used to hate Doja Cat but since i saw last time the video in the second link today this song keeps playing in my head.

What???

11:00 After i used patches with vast amounts of anitbiotics (4x500 mg at a time) i'm over with the infection. I also took half Zyrtec, used some nasal decongestant, slept 9 hours straight, now it's 11 PM.

11:45 Da bine dar îl curățau cu lapte în el? Cum a ajuns totuși vestea tragică la oamenii din zonă?

August 27

7:40 Last night i googled about Trump's National Emergency in case of bulk-power systems from China and a window popped asking to sign for news and updates bla bla. But golden age? I remember last golden age i've been through was during Ceaușescu. He also proclaimed himself "the Genius of Carpathians" (though unlike Trump he had done many good (and bad) things for the country).

But this time i have a reference (and suspicion) regarding the "golden age".

8:38 With such a name for a secret society (you've never heard of) there is also the suspicion it is linked ab initio to yes, the land of the sunshine or sunrise, where god is a woman named... Amaterasu.

9:09 Yeah i know. They entered an era of traps. I went to White House site, they popped that window and knew how i was going to react. As for banning power equipment from China, why he did it now and not in the same time with 5G equipment and let a whole bunch of it being already installed.

They don't even know what's in place, they have to identify. It is a long term project and US will be "at risk" for a long time until they clear them all and US will still buy these equipments from China for at least 180 days. And how are we all going to know they really did it or this is all real or it's not populism meant to erase from memory the real problem which is the enormous national debt?

12:36 PM

1:10 The reason i posted the above. I walked about one mile (out of a total of three) on a sidewalk next to a street that has fresh asphalt on it. Out of that, about a quarter mile needed new pavement, rest of it was useless. Got pictures to prove.

Then i remembered. Last summer again they poured asphalt on my walking route on an area which i thought was unnecessary, leaving the badly damaged area untouched, until this year when they did that and much more.

Was wondering if whatever comes out of it, aerosols loaded with ancient bacteria from oil asphalt was produced from. Cause soon after that came the blisters on my diabetics legs and the one i did not see turned into a wound.

But they were other sources, here at the apartment too, mainly siding work, releasing much pollutants.

1:33 Yeah that's what i thought

1:45 De la Nicușor Dan, de 100 de ori mai multe informații.

11:00 Alchimiștii o dreg din nou printr-o corecție semantică. Ponta IV, Progress IV. Vai de capul nostru, nu mai scăpăm de ăștia niciodată. S-au înrădăcinat, au frâiele statului, media, totul.

August 17

3:03 Was Haydn linked to the occult?

As i said yesterday morning when i went to the dumpster there was a woman most likely at Apt.4 crying and yelling, and at some point she yelled: "But i don't wanna live!". But i am so convinced i am immersed into a huge allegory i did not react.

Besides, i saw her one minute later climbing down the stairs at the other entrance where Apt.3 and 4 are upstairs, crying, and she was a short, chubby, Latina looking woman with no shoes and a tattoo on her shoulder and she went and entered building next to E.

Earlier i saw what i thought it was an Alexa meme with two dogs bending, picking a poop, i did not see her face very well, she was only showing one side, carefully. Then i closed the hood of the car and went back inside, and then she passed really close to the door, talking on the phone, i thought with a slight accent. We left soon after.

But when i saw the news late last night i also thought it was her and when i looked i saw at AlexaCrush tiktok account something like a warning posted Sunday morning at 8 local time (should not miss those anymore).

How weird was that, on the road, they poured asphalt south of Tacoma and exit 88, (i complained a o lot about that road), and there was a traffic jam that lasted more than half hour (on a Sunday) holding us on top of that fresh asphalt which i know is not good for wounds.

4:15 Angela said she slept very little last night because of the guys upstairs. I know at least him awakes when Angela leaves and that is he sleeps a little more than her. I was talking to Angela about how we should go to the office and complained, and they started even more upstairs, dragging furniture this time.

They also poured fresh asphalt around the sign where Home Depot delivered two items for me about a week ago. Double down.

3:40 Undeclared, unrecognized but steady work at the apartment upstairs.

In the last years i was always intrigued with synchronous events in my life. Lately i am literally chocked by the number of allegories that are unfolding around me since the moment i open the door.

I knew Hindu goddess Kali is a goddess that is explicitly said to be of time. At some point i was convinced the Latin word calendarium (and a bunch of others) come from Kali. But Inanna/Ishtar is also linked to time through the octostar and later pentagram, but so far could not find any connection between the two.

4:16 I was thinking about this a lot and in the past i even wrote a post about. Somewhere i said i should write about how Ishtar became such a great goddess, cause i don't believe calculating new years' days, which again, was a great deal during those years was enough for her to last millennia and rule over the occult and thus to the whole planet to this day.

Let's think about the pair production (of positron and electron). According to current theory, energy of the photons creates two particles with mass. According to my theory that says photons are unstable pairs of whirls in EAther, photon splits into an electron and a positron, two stable whirls. But what if the electron and positron resulted from that split (pair production) are literally or physically entangled?

In the real world made of matter, the positron won't survive much but other entanglements do survive indefinitely unless they hit specific obstacles. My hypothesis is in case of entanglement the particles are literally linked together through a very narrow "funnel". If the AEther was indeed made of very fine particles, the "funnel" should get thinner and thinner and then break with the distance between entangled particles, but i wonder how would they know this.

Besides particles are not isolated but in continuous interaction with other particles. Even with current theories entangled particles should be created together thus in the same point in space. How could you move one entangled particle away from its pair meters or galaxies away without applying momentum or fields or something, without interacting with it which would break the entanglement.

The idea is since according to both theories there should be entangled particles all around us and we are literally swimming in this tangle like a spider web, maybe breaking some, maybe attaching to some of those strings. Parts of our bodies with maybe specialized organs, like deep inside the brain could attach to those "funnels" creating weird connections?

I am looking, in my mind again at the clay tablet or bass relief or something (terracotta) representing Inanna/Ishtar and i see the two owls and other symmetrical things like maybe ankhs in her hands which makes pairs but i am not sure as of right now what they represent in Sumer mythology.

Yeah ok it may point to the better sight of owls which may be linked to the observing of phases of Venus as it passes from one side of the Sun to another. Ok just realized something, the lions seem to have a common rear body. As for the wings, well, we all know. She came from the sky.

The idea also based on my observations (the way the guys upstairs torture me by reacting to my thoughts) is they may be (rituallically) master some sort of telepathy and demonstrations of it to new recruits is what it really keeps this otherwise forgotten religion still strong and still going on.

There are some similarities between Hindu goddess Kali and Ishtar. Hairdo - diademe, hair - wings, stepping on Shiva - lion, some tools and weapons may be similar (in different representations).

7:27 Saw this image on a Romanian site and i thought it might want to subliminally represent a black triangle on the sky and my mind flew to a mason's apron i once saw. Never heard of the word unidentfied (aerial) object used to describe a drone. One thing is sure. The more i write about meaningful things, the more drones wonder in Romania. Or so they say (the authorities).

Then i searched for the eye of god on a masonic apron and what did i find. It makes sense. Shiva is the god of destruction as opposed to building (freemasons) and Kali, his wife, stepped on him. Not unique to Salamanca.
 

Did some more searches and i ran invariably into the same phrase i know well. Freemasonry is not a religion.

Here are the two snake brothers Fuxi and Nuwa, post flood creationist gods from Chinese mythology carrying a square and a compass (with which they rebuilt the world). Nuwa also seems to be at the origin of the world Noah in the Bible.

10:00 Though the casino was full, the line at the food court got suddenly short and i asked Angela to order fish and chips for me (because she has more points on the card). There was no more line behind me but it took like half and hour. They finally gave it to me and went in the car to eat it. I opened the tray to see if there was tartar sauce and there was. I could not seal back the tray no matter how much i tried.

Went in the car, grabbed the tray from the big brown bag and put it on my lap only to realize the little trays with tartar sauce that were not sealed properly overturned and all tartar sauce fell on the tray and outside the tray and into my lap. I was full of tartar sauce on my pants that is. Was it then when i think i saw this guy again in the lot climbing in an SUV close to my car?

Got problems with the car, i added again a bit of trans fluid, measured temperature, it is not too much or overheating, it runs fine, no more jerking or hesitating, however the mileage at the car went down like 10% and cannot find the cause.

I know i wrote recently about the mishap with the rear brakes (and they have the tendency to double down everything) and went to check, raised the car on jack left and right, the left rear wheel is turning fine but i thought i felt a resistance at the right. However is too dark and they releases smoke in the parking lot (that smells like coal smoke) and came back inside. Tomorrow, but during day time is too hot outside (up to 90 today).

Got to check brakes all around anyways, they have over 100k (mostly outside city), yesterday i felt (all of a sudden) they do not hold that well anymore, i was in this stop and go traffic near Centralia for more than half hour, also very tired, behind a black Mercedes that was really hard to spot. they have over 100k (mostly outside city).

Could have some air in the front, i did purge the system not long ago. I remember i checked the plates and saw i have enough brakes left for this year.

Latest trick. They stopped the sprinklers about a month ago, the grass got almost dried, i was happy to see they started them ago, however, when the dry grass gets wet it stinks like mold. But i don't thin i heard them tonight. Have to go and check.

June 16

3:06 Nighttime paving on Hwy 18 at 99 Jct after McMinville. UFO gay city USA. But let's not forget. I was hesitating to write anything about for several reasons. It will dilute what i wrote recently. I don't know exactly why and what really happened. Spent most day trying to figure who Remy Drabkin really is but i failed. However i figured Drabkin is a Russian name but also reminds of course of Dracula.

5:22 Slept only 4 hours last night. Tried all afternoon to sleep but i can't. I know it usually happens when people throw things on the red mulch. Some kind of invisible pungent mold grows under. I saw last night when i came or yesterday when i left a car's wheel next to the stairs wheel wall. I initially wanted to take it next to the garbage bin but first i tried to look to see if it belongs to any car in the lot. I saw it belonged to the car next to it and when i looked the other side, i saw a spare, now flat and another flat one.

I remember i saw and heard him about 2 weeks ago talking literally over my head with a supposed work colleague  from the other building in the same direction where i was saying "When are we get payed?".

Then i went to take the garbage thinking that could have been the problem however the problem lays in the bin. The bin stinks really badly and there's no wind. Somebody threw some pieces of what it looked like coming from a couch.

However they messed with my car yesterday. I drove for 1200 miles and the voltage did not change at the digital voltmeter from the 12 volts adapter.

Here i have to repeat what i wrote before. Most people including myself until recently think they might have "smart charging systems" on the newer vehicle. Which means if they stick a digital voltmeter in the plug which is connected actually to the wires that lead to the battery or measure the voltage at the battery (on the wires) it should be anywhere between 12.7 "when the alternator is not charging" and 15 volts when it does. Or at least me i get these readings, on both Elantras i owned or own.

But if i go ahead and fiddle with the connectors (clean with alcohol, tight them to the specs) the situation changes. The voltage stays constant or better said it varies only with outside temperature. At 75 degrees outside the voltage is 14.4. At 60 is 14.5. At 50 is 14.6. Above 85 is 14.3. I believe the variations are due to change in temperature but hard to say of which component. Could be battery. Could be alternator or even the cable.

The reason for the alternator (not so smart) intermittent charging process are the badly designed contacts (not enough contact pressure, contaminants). When the voltage difference between the wires and the terminal gets high enough the contact resistance is broken and the battery starts charging, When it's not charging, the pulsating 15 volts from the alternator goes to all the systems in the car and especially the fuel pump is malfunctioning (pulsating pressure i guess) but also the EPS (Electric Power Steering system). When there are good contacts, the pulses get smoothened by the battery that acts as a capacitor.

So i had the above temperature dependent readings for the whole 1200 miles trip. But after i got home, or better said the next day, i started to get anything between 12 and 15. So while driving towards what i thought was going to be the Ocean, i stopped three times. The voltage got back to normal only after i wiped with alcohol wipes all connecting metal surfaces and the plastic parts around the alternator connector. It was like it was contaminated with something invisible that was trickling back from plastic parts to metal joining parts as soon as i was wiping only those.

After first night on the road at Comfort Inn in Yreka, or Tuesday night, i woke early (freeway noise) and went to check the manifold bolt. (I got a bolt on the manifold which sticks outside the heat shield that likes to get loose). So i torqued it by ear with a 6 inch ratchet at about 20. Then i went back in the room. At nine when i left i had a hunch and dried it one more time and it was loose again. One our later we went to check the small casino (i believe Red Rock) and drove a couple of miles there and when we left i tried again and the bolt was loose again but i believe i torqued it less cause i don't know what happened.

We went to another one (yes we tried to tour the casinos along the way), called... Rolling Hills and checked it again and it was a bit loose because i did not tightened it enough at Rain Rock. Then it stayed like that for the rest of the trip. I guess cause i was just following some scratches i done with a file on the nut. However, i realized later the rotation of that scratch was too small to be seen with the naked eye.

Last night in the parking lot at Spirit Mountain i finally took the small torque wrench (got two, one big and one small, it's another story) and torqued the nut at 20+ but less than 25. When i got home last night i finally read in the service manual. The torque there should be between 25 and 30 lbft but i'm afraid to go there with the 8 mm studs, sorry. So i left it just under 25.

Unlike any other time, there was a security van moving around, and i was getting very nervous because they once told me not to work on car in the parking lot, in similar circumstances, that is like tightening a nut or something. Just when i was about done she came and in the dark thought i recognized her from somewhere. Could be the last match. She asked if i needed help.

Soon after that i got what people call an anxiety attack. Since i've been so many times through those (not in recent years) i now have an idea what they really are. It starts with breathing on the nose that is partly congested and in the same time your heart being stimulated, mostly with substances like coffee, alcohol, T gondii, etc. It may take hours to fully develop. You breathe harder through the congested nose without realizing.

Yesterday was topped by driving through fresh asphalt smell, others. Though i used a decongestant in the morning.

There is a partial vacuum in the chest because of obstructed nose and your diaphragm muscle is raised. Retained intestinal gas pushes it upwards from the other side. Heart doesn't have enough room to get filled by the low pressure of venous blood. The lack of oxygen also gives you a high and you don't realize what's happening. It's the perfect storm.

Your heart does not get enough oxygen but works harder because lungs do not get filled enough. In the end it's the lack of enough oxygen in the heart muscle that triggers the sensation. Or the fact the heart does not get filled enough. Nothing related to a mental condition except the highs before that could have been signs and avoided.

Yes it was done on purpose. Because i dared to post this. And this. They might pretend they are magically gassing you but they are not really.

However the result is very similar. After you finally realize what's happening and finally open your mouth, you need to hyperventilate sometimes for hours for your heart to get really oxygenated to the point you are not aware or do not have shortness of breath anymore.  Which is the sensation of not having enough air that may last for hours.

If it's torture. They only provide the extra conditions. Most people would be okay if they get through a cloud of asphalt smell. However if you are in a certain high condition and already breathing harder on your nose, it will push you beyond limit. I think they call it "breaking". However i the end it's not real but simulated (except for my symptoms which are real). The ninja try to simulate what right extremists would do, to entrain more of those.

Rage can create that condition. Your nose mucous gets inflamed and swollen. Breathing harder gets you a high and an unprecedented alertness. Your body goes on adrenaline mode with less oxygen to the muscles which go in anaerobic metabolism for faster response but it should not last long (until your rage passes) and you start breathing normally. It is an emergency physiological mechanism that need to stop in time and should not be abused. If they knew. Yes they did, they created the problems with the car and made me fix it on the side of the road with much traffic and then the unscheduled, unannounced paving.

Black asphalt is another symbolism. I know i wrote about this several times before but it takes me less time to write it again than search, evaluate and link to. I will try to write a named post about buck breaking.

Soon after i got stopped behind other vehicles in a line on top of the fresh asphalt and waiting there not knowing what happened, for half hour. No car was going in neither direction. I remember when we got back i saw a panel saying "paving work". And then a "pilot vehicle" guided the few cars. But not when i went when i saw people turning around and taking voluntary detours. I remember how many times they were detours on 18 always in that area but it was always signaled or announced.

This time i tried to figure using the gps map and got back to McMinville, took a left and another one and driving parallel with 18 where i saw cars were finally moving got back in the street on the point where there was a flagger that stopped us. A Japanese guy trying to look Latino looking at us with disgust.

We waited for 10 minutes for all the cars in the line we've been into and more to pass and then we went after those. I don't know exactly how may miles they paved and when they started. Still trying to figure that out but could not find anything with google.

8:03 The car alternator terminal was contaminated again. At the liquor store one very old man looking terminally ill went in the store and came back and insisted if i wanted some help with the car while i was trying to deal with the connectors. I tightened the alternator connector but it again needs alcohol. But i won't fix until i leave cause until tomorrow it will get loose again. I think i will carry from now on a small bottle with alcohol in the car.

9:06 Lăsați vrăjeala cu chatboții. M-am urcat în mașină și am mers până la liquor store (în statele vecine tăria se vinde la supermarket, asta e numai în Oregon). Când am oprit la semafor la prima intersecție (cu exit-ul de pe I5) a apărut un TIR (semi) cu reclamă la cartofi prăjți (potato chips) văluriți (wavy), culoarea exact ca în link, mare cât toată remorca și mi-a defilat prin față, sub camerele video de pe stâlpi. Asta pentru că am scris despre curentul pulsatoriu nefiltrat care iese din alternator din cauza contactelor slabe de la baterie și afectează pompa de benzină deci consumul.

O problemă cronică chiar și la mașini noi fiindcă acel contact de la alternator se contaminează cu vapori de ulei cu praf foarte fin, invizibil de la mașinile din față.

Budiștii din Japonia și dominicanii (domonkos) din Ungaria (controlați tot de budiști) care s-au unit și vor să încălzească planeta din motive religioase nu au nici un interes în a reduce consumul de carburanți, dimpotrivă. Ei folosesc deci această metodă de combatere prin suprapunerea informațiilor.

Apropo de dominicani, după ce m-am plâns că Reno a fost inundat cu metamfetamină, când m-am dat jos din mașină la liquor store mirosea la fel ca în parcare când am plecat de acasă, adică kk de câine care a stat vreo zi două la soare. Deci toată zona e la fel. Nașpa că mă ține treaz, nu pot dormi, am intrat într-o fază din alea de insomnie care m-au condus în trecut la spitalul de nebuni.

Încă zece sau o sută de faze la fel până la liquor store și înapoi pe care nici nu am timp să le memorez din moment ce totuși trebuie să fiu atent fiindcă eu conduc pe bune în timp ce alte mașini sunt conduse de IA. Culmea, ei pretind invers ca să justifice faptul că nu m avut niciodată accident din vina mea în 28 de ani, în afară de 2 în parcare când am atins stâlpi, unul când am dat înapoi și o tipă care venea cu viteză (și lucra în asigurări) mi-a luat spatele. Cel puțin în Oregon, tot ce mișcă, persoane, mașini sunt coordonate de inteligența artificială, de zeci de ani, dar totul devine din ce în ce mai sofisticat.

Bineînțeles asta înseamnă înlocuirea tuturor locuitorilor cu actorii și figuranții (extra) lor. Sute de mii în total (informație luată de la cineva din România).

Wound History and Progression

Last Friday at the Wound Care Center at Legacy Emanuel they dressed my wound with Silverdene, one 3x3 sterile pad, one 5x9 on top of it and then gauze roll and tubigrips over the heel on top of everything.

After the second day the Silverdene started to burn real bad especially in infected areas around the wound to the point i could not sleep and dug mm deep "trenches" around the eschar. Tubigrips over two thick layers (one 5x9 thick pad, bandage) were cutting circulation in the dorsal artery and caused serious pain (claudication) in downstream areas so i had to remove it. Improved after about 24-48 hours.

Bandages do not work well without tubigrips. I went outside one day and the bandage came undone so i replaced those with diabetics socks two days ago. Not as tight as tubigrips, they were still cutting the circulation, promoting decreased blood flow and infection at wound site which started to spread in the entire leg all the way to my thighs.

Normally would have called and asked them for advice but there is something in the post visit note that discouraged me to do so. I remember during the visit i asked the doctor what type of tissues were affected or how deep was the wound and he said he does not know and asked him to do an MRI which he declined and sent me to X-ray to check for "bony erosion".

He also performed a quick (by ear) waveform test on 4 of the six major arteries of the feet using a small battery powered Doppler and found a borderline abnormality consistent with calcification which is not confirm by the ABI with digital waveform test done at Legacy Meridian days before.

X-ray came negative for that but and by using an ambiguous language they said i might have calcified vessels (which is not confirmed by the previous X-ray interpretation at the ER) and an MRI is recommended if there is "infection concern" so he ordered one.

I had several episodes in the past weeks (from different reasons, like exposure to cold) even more severe and i know it will take some time to re-set. Wound itself does not seem to have been affected, infection is in the areas around it. Looking at the pictures with progression of the wound in the past 10 days, the wound is progressing now at a rate similar to a non-diabetic laceration.

Tomorrow i have again an appointment at the Wound Care Clinic with dr. Davut Savaser (Turkish, Armenian, Jewish descendance by name) apparently of Seattle. Noting the semantic resemblance of his name with a recurrent name from the news.

Here is the picture with the wound since Jan 18 or several days after i discovered it (after i saw blood on the bedsheets). I have made some bad mistakes though, one was using hydrogen peroxide to disinfect a couple of days which extended the eschar.
 

Here is a picture with progression over the last 10 days.

Here are two pictures of the shoe that cause the erosion seen in the bottom of the pictures above. There is some sort of wrinkled cushion inside that is also pretty hard (as hard as the surface leather). There are the same type of wrinkles in other areas where i had blisters. However the erosion goes way up, and was promoted by a cut (or 2 cuts in the shape of X) some time around December 23.

The other shoe has similar but smaller wrinkles. There is/was an X shaped couple of cuts on the right foot that are  now almost healed.

Some existing neurophaty promoted numbness of my legs so i did not feel (most) anything. That leg was intermittently hurting in different places anyways (yes pain alternating with numbness). Also the contribution of the smoke coming from outside. Walking on a 3 mile loop around Legacy Meridian Park Hospital)

I always stuck my index finger inside when i put them on.

11:40 02-27 Picture taken from dr. office after partial debridement (pulling of "the pieces about to come out"). The nurse packed the wound with per dr. choice.

12:55 BTW when i got at the hospital, there was vague smell in the air i could not identify but once inside my BP was 200/100 and would not go down with time (it went up by the end of the visit). But when i got out, i figured the reason. There was a pretty bad smell of tarr from a pavement work somewhere which clogged my nose, slowed my breath etc..

Also i know from experience that the smell of fresh asphalt is bad for wounds because it promotes bad (dark) bacteria.

5:40 Just finished doing the bandage after one hour of pain. I figured the honey from the pad has penetrated the remaining eschar and surfaces of the tissues and combined with asphalt bacteria started to eat away tissues.

Before that i imagined this trick. I poured some sterile saline on a sterile 5x8 and put it over the wound and let it soak like 10 minutes, to try and remove some of that sugar from the eschar (molecular diffusion).

Pain at the surface has subsided but as many times before, it went deep inside and now i'm waiting to see what happens next.

The big question of course is why i did not feel any pain as he tore the pieces of eschar and for several hours later. Could it be the first smell when i got inside had been different from the one when i got out? The reason the security woman at the entrance was laughing uncontrollably?

9:35 AM 28 Some could think i am on an irreversible path to healing. However i had huge setback last night which much pain in the whole calf to the point i could not sleep (first time since the beginning of this problem).

Was thinking going to ER when i discovered a scratch about 10 mm long, one deep (there is a bit seen in the picture on top) from where asphalt favored bacteria infected my whole leg. It was the focal point of my pain, not the wound itself. Now i have to bandage two wounds until the small one heals.

Finally had this idea of taking one Cephalexin orally (in top of the Augmentin), so far i have been using Cephalexin only sprinkled on the wound because i had so few left and finally fell asleep. This morning i sprinkled a bit from one capsule and took the rest orally with one Augmentin and it hit me (in the stomach) almost causing palpitations.

However i took some flaxseed and coconut capsules and fell asleep after and added one more hour to the four since last night and now i am at peak concentration in plasma of both and i feel the heat in my leg but also in all area that have been previously affected by wi-fi exposure. Doctor "didn't feel like i needed more antibiotics as there is no infection concern" (as per his assistant when i asked after he unexpectedly left) so he did not prescribed any.

And i discovered one thing. So far was getting chills every time after doing the wound dressing and i discovered the reason. The saline i have been using to wash the invisible bacterial film which is a very necessary step, (otherwise i have pain and redness for the whole time after bandaging until the next one), needs to be heated up close to body temperature.

Pouring cold saline on the wound brings instant infection. Again, those are not healthy tissues but damaged by diabetes, poor circulation and wi-fi (microwave) radiation exposure.

10:12 At 4 hours since last dressing (and at peak systemic concentration) i start to feel a bit of pain in the wound and now in the calf. Pain becomes unbearable at 6 hours when i have to do it again.

BTW in the after visit note i got instruction on how to take care of a few small wounds at toes that are almost healed (and were also causing inflammation in the whole foot) but apparently he did not see the one on the calf.

How Black Magic Works

Was i praying when i was driving back home? I know i kept repeating in my mind. Please let me be in a good enough shape to write what i have in mind.

Spiritual. What is spiritual. What is based on mind only. What is based on spirits. What are spirits. Entities that inhabit all space around us. I will go by the oldest definition, that of Australian aboriginal. Don't know if other prehistoric people had the same beliefs, but these are well documented, through oral tradition that continued to our days.

And let's mention here. They have direct descendants in our world. A living connection with our distant past. The Noongars of Australia may be today's Hungarians. A direct, last migration from there that took several generation to complete. Attila is the name in aboriginal of the most known Australian landscape. A mountain that is horseshoe shaped. Or has a rainbow snake shape.

As i said, their prehistoric culture is rich and documented. Of their many deities we could mention wandjinas, with their Egyptian correspondent, Wadjet or Arabic (al)djin. All the way to English genie.

But tonight i am interested in the sort of spirits i always believed played a key role in their culture. The name means nothing to me right now. But could it represent the (eukaryotic) cell, from which all life on Earth was created, including single cell organisms (prokaryotic) like bacteria? Could they have handled such concepts?

I know some of the greatest scientists that ever lived on Earth are/were Hungarian, and all the others - disguised Hungarians.

I wrote yesterday about a possible symbiosis between humans and some of the deadliest bacteria that live on Earth similar to the symbiosis with the thousands of species of bacteria in our gut. In fact, it seems impossible to me that humans are completely free of those, since they are omnipresent, though much less than others (that make the bulk in our gut).

Clostridium are anaerobic and spores can survive in soil or human intestine and some are present in rust. I am positive our immune system is trained to deal with those in early infancy. I know raw honey contains clostridium and it may be sickening to young children. Of which tetanus and botulinum are the deadliest.

Ok so i am going to try to shorten it somehow for tonight. Black magic may be tricking our subconscious which may have some control over the immune system to believe the paralysis or stiffening of our body is actually done by our own neurotransmitters, in a state of pleasure or anticipating pleasure.

I am positive fresh asphalt, which is black, but also black clothes may contain some of the deadliest forms since they provide shelter from light and air that may destroy those. So providing some in the environment that otherwise are quite harmless and then creating in subconscious a false association with feeling good and/or anticipating and the color black.

This way, in the presence of color black (which in environment may be represented by objects loaded with clostridium and you breath the stuff emanating from fresh asphalt), your subconscious may allow those to multiply. You will probably not die but your brain will be numb enough for you to turn into a zombie (without knowing of course).

Another source which may provide deadly bacteria more than our (trained) immune system can handle may be a slow healing wound.

The situation may be worsening with intellectual effort and/or depression, with our body allowing more to multiply. Alcohol withdrawal - hangover. Opiate withdrawal - cramps, etc..

And yes i believe it's ancient science and some on Earth are using black magic without even really knowing (anymore) the mechanisms, but with incredible results and and an adjuvant in controlling the whole world, together with all sort of ancient tricks and deceptions - magic, sorcery, witchcraft.

Do you believe we really deserve and/or need all these to be constantly applied on us or we should get rid of them for (our) good?

May 29

8:10 AM Balls breaking freaking news.

Van Halen Hawaii’s Kīlauea Eruption.

Like a bridge over Trump Tariffs.

11:25 They have been hammering all day long at the construction site as i have been sleeping. While in vacation, with all the stress from driving, living in hotels, etc.. i did not have problems, as i came back the next day my urine turned red which indicates blood, partly due to diabetes, partly to the extraordinary high blood pressure because of construction and kids yelling.

Which prompted me to do another search. No, they don't use hammers or nails during building homes or anything in Europe. Nobody there would believe me when i told them that i heard one nail per second for 6 months during re-roofing of the whole complex. In Europe roofs are made of oven burnt clay, which are similar with bricks as durability which are used for walls.

In the US however the walls are made of wooden frames with "drywall" that is aerated gypsum panels inside, fiberwood panels on the outside, wood or plastic siding on top of fiberwood panels and the empty walls are filled with insulation which can be organic or mineral which can be home for the weirdest bacteria and mold known to man, due to presence of sulfur from drywall.

Roofs are made of asphalt shingles each nailed with a number of nails, and depending on quality can shed asphalt in the head of occupants.

Construction of a new home can be a several months or up to one year nightmare for neighbors. Thing is, they don't build much anymore. And since it would have looked weird to destroy the tiny park to build a home in that place, they decided to build a concrete park.

Here at the construction of the "park" they have to nail thousands of nails to erects new parts of the frames for pouring concrete. And it is very easy to use one person (as is today) to hammer all day according to some signals in their earphones, intentionally escalating my BP.

And yes, my new recorder broke again, can't connect it to the PC now. I will never ever buy anything that needs to connect to the PC via USB, only devices with cards.

1:55 Da ok nu mă întrebați pe mine ce înseamnă credite de angajament. E o formă de a aloca un buget multi-anual care poate fi împărțit deci pe mai mulți ani. In realitate, e pus acolo pentru a genera confuzie. Adică. Cheltuielile stabilite prin această lege au un minim de 409 dar se pot lăți. Chiar, ce idee, să votezi o lege care să stabilească veniturile și cheltuielile bugetare pe anul următor. De unde poți să știi Șoșoacă tu când ridici mâna? (Lumea spune că sunt nebun dacă vorbesc de călătorii în viitor).

Din acest paragraf deci putem ști sigur doar că minimul deficitului e de 96 miliarde lei. Poate ați auzit discuții despre deficit, spun unii că e 7%, 8%, cel mai are din Europa bla bla. E de 7% când se raportează la PIB care în cazul României e de peste un trilion, o formă de păcăleală a tuturor "guvernelor" falimentare din toată lumea. mânate de troglodiții din Tokyo.

Conform acestei legi, deficitul (programat) al Bugetului de Stat al României pe 2025 a fost undeva de 20-25% în funcție de la ce se raportează (venituri sau cheltuieli bugetare).

Am calculat pentru dvs. că salariații contribuie la Bugetul de Stat cu 10% (impozitul pe venit) și cu 10% CASS (sănătate), deci cu 20% din venitul lor total de 500 miliarde lei, adică 100 miliarde, restul reținerilor de 25% mergând la Bugetul de Asigurări Sociale care e singurul real.

Deci cine contribuie cu restul până la 300 miliarde? TVA și impozitul pe profit.

Aceste sume, cât e TVA și cât e impozit pe profit nu sunt ușor de găsit, mai caut. (a și TVA plătește tot salariatul, dar nu de pe fluturaș și pe bonul fiscal). Pentru asta, au racordat toate casele de marcat la ANAF.

Da normal sunt destui politicieni (toți cei care au trecut vreodată prin parlament), intelectuali, contabili, jurnaliști în România, Băsescu - tatăl lor, Margareta, Mitropolitul, George Simion, George Becali, Ana Blandiana, Gabriel Liiceanu, Cărtărescu, etc. care știu toate acestea, dar de ce ar spune-o?

Undeva trebuie să existe o listă cu toate firmele și cât contribuie fiecare.

2:15 By popular demand.

Deep trance denial. Why the comforting piano player is pointing one finger only at us?

This day will enter in history as the day of two judges. One blocked Trump's tariffs (and saved him and the market) and the other one unblocked them, minutes before the ending of trading session. (BTW No international court has jurisdiction over the US President).

If it was real, i would assume market would have soared to pre-tariff levels but the growths was modest.

3:00 PM Sorry to bother you so much. I had a post with Rimi Natsukawa whom i suspect acts as Mariah (Rimi) Carey (kawa) (and now that i look at her pictures, more) covering Whitney Houston with no accent. The video is gone per "youtube termination of the account" as any of her other songs in English.

However not much is lost. It was sounding the same as Mariah's cover for Whitney's song. I now remember. When she first appeared, "Mariah" wore blond and sometimes curly wigs (and she is tall and has a voice), but look at her Asian traits.

3:30 Ok i found something.


Bridge over troubled waters...

These guys won't let go until they don't have nothing left... Mostly because they didn't have anything to begin with...

5:45 As i said before, during the last month or so Google's AI changes its mind after i post a link to a search so i'll have to put again a screenshot.

7:33 PM Lary Knechtel

August 23

12:45 He came from behind and stopped and let headlights on high beam possibly other more lights on. I spoke with him in the spot of those lights. He didn't have a mask and asked me to remove mine. I had one because i was afraid i was smelling though i didn't drink for 5 hours before. Then he "piloted" me on a dark street with no much light. I spent the rest of the time worrying about towing, insurance. I was pretty shook up after what happened including for the next 24 hours. Then i started to worry about other things. But i'm sure he was at least one inch short of 6 ft.

8:08 Place filled with smoke that could be raw tobacco or something else, not sure where it's coming from, really annoying.

1:44 Woke up around noon after a few more hours of sleep. When i woke up Progressive called. Monica confirmed i was insured, my deductible is 300 for hit and run, and asked me if i wanted the car fixed or money for repair and i said i wanted it fixed. Though the noise is still there, that car is way too important because of the mileage. I drove it 65k with almost half the price for gas i would have with a different car. However i remember the Nissan when it was new (to me) was doing a similar mileage. She said i will be contacted by a local agent with options within 24 hours. I sent her the pictures with the damaged car and the paper the Police officer gave me.

While rested, i felt very nauseated, my mouth was smelling like a garbage bin in the summer and tried to go for a walk. That didn't work and came back and took some charcoal caps. I noticed food wraps in the grass most likely from the kids that were playing yesterday, from the direction of the wind at that hour. Earlier i saw a beer or soda can in the chips from the opposite direction or where the wind was blowing from at that hour but that has been removed. Next to the garbage bin i saw a piece of ground beef and two pieces of cheese next to a doggy bag.

I went for a walk, many fat and thin women, all from the same australian species, with extra long legs patrolling, looking concerned. A very fat guy with a very large black and long beard in an Oregon State Police car, double parked at the end of the near empty section of the lot. An Airgas van parked in the middle on several spots. They finished Borland street, poured new asphalt, it smells like it. I came back, only half as nauseated as when i left.

I noticed, over time that they throw in the grass or next to bin foods or wraps from foods i just ate. That ensures breeding the exact type of bacteria and/or mold that would made me sick when the wind blows from that direction. I think it's again one of their alchemic principles, fire with fire.

These foods could have come from the fridge and still good within an hour or so but just the juices that fall on asphalt in the sun next to that garbage been and dog bag are enough.

2:16 The guy upstairs just made a noise, his car is in the lot, he could have change jobs or schedule again.

From the site https://www.wsp.wa.gov/press-releases/ They are not searching yet witnesses for my high speed hit and run crash though i told the officer it looked intentional to me. When i'm done with the insurance, i will try to get a copy of his report and maybe a picture cause i could not clearly see his face during the whole episode.

2:47 Guy upstairs got an auspicious moment and started his march to victory. I just went outside and picked some of the mess next to the bin. Butter, cheese (i ate this morning), ground beef, dog poo. There are more items like dog poos and cans between the fence and bin i cannot pick without a tool.

5:01 Angela is just outside trying to fix the plant with aphids, for a week now, every day, got three flowers, i am doing a search, and the man upstairs is retaliating, like he did in the last few weeks, this time by stumping at the end of the living, with smell of cat litter dust being released. This could not have been the old dust since the ladies of December. This should have been brought here fresh by him or his elves.

Earlier. Went to pick Angela from work, she had a scheduled stop at Fred Meyer (Kroger, whatever). On the road at an intersection i saw Kurt Cobain in a Porsche or a guy made to look like him (his actor is dead in Hungary, got a statue there). More German scenes, at the entrance a Heidi with unbreaded pony tails and a huge flying butt on top of pillar like legs, moving, from time to time her head nervously, only to show she was a gypsy from Hungary, a long line for backscenes at the entrance, all the scenes were in the store, i lost Angela and then i realized i forgot my phone. On my way back to the truck i grabbed a 2 liter pop of diet no caffeine Cola, this was my chance, and at the entrance two gigantic cops with an SUV (they got a designated parking spot, but they pulled at the entrance, for dramatism) one of them staring at me with disbelief (my luck, he meant by looking at me).  Don't know what for, haven't done nothing but stumbling on the actors at every corner, and in the store where only them, the actors. But as long as is 23 and there's still a chance... Is Terry Yaki Japanese or Chinese?

5:57 Smoke.

6:10 Heavy smoke, could be cocaine. Loud TV.

7:05 Acum vreo jumătate de oră o oră am ațipit pe scaun la calc., Angela dormea cu geamul deschis, s-a dus și a trântit geamul. Nerd-ul acela (cred că e un actor dintr-un film cu nerdz, poate Big Band), și-a scos iar vocea pițigăiată la balcon, la parter în clădirea vecină, pretinzând că vorbește la telefon, spune tare unul după altul cuvinte fără sens, cu accente pe nervii mei, iar când începe îl ține ore în șir. Am luat telefonul gândindu-mă doar să-l înregistrez mai de aproape, am deschis ușa și am scos capul și m-am uitat după colț iar în balcon în spatele lui care ședea, în blugi plini de slănină prelungă durdulie și cu păr galben despletit, cine era pe post de soție și înger păzitor, alta decât Șoșoaca însăși, scroafa zburătoare transatlantică? Când m-am uitat, ea s-a mișcat nervos, nu-mi venea să cred, m-am mai uitat odată, iar și-a încordat mușchii slănina (am mai văzut-o odată acu vreo 2 luni, tot acolo). Încă e 23, a venit, poate mă enervam (ninja de sus mi-a dat mai devreme iar cu praf din ăla împuțit și iritant și cu gărgăuni de pisică) și scoteau ceva din toată faza, mâine pielea mea nu va mai valora nici jumătate din cât face azi, iar peste 2 zile ajunge iar la mai nimic.

7:50 Mihail, Mihalea

9:00 János Áder a uitat când o făcea pe agentul la Poliția din Lake Oswego? Într-o zi prin 2013 cred am lucrat la mașină și am inhalat atât de mult fum pe-afară încât pur și simplu nu mai știam ce-i cu mine. Mergeam peste viteza limită, depășeam aiurea. A doua zi când conduceam normal sergentul Sparkle pe care-l cunoșteam fiindcă am chemat odată poliția la o fază, nu-mi mai amintesc, tot așa, era fum, el tot așa, cu mustață, mai tânăr, bărbat bine, m-a urmărit, fără flash sau sirenă, eu nu am știut, am intrat la stația de benzină, a venit în locul tipului de la stație și mi-a dat chitanța după care m-a scos din mașină, mi-a dat un test de sobrietate cum se spune în engleză și printre altele mi-a băgat bastonul între picioare, în timp ce avioane mari de linie treceau pe deasupra. Într-un sfârșit a venit o tipă în aceeași uniformă, probabil polițistă pe bune la care tipul m-a lăsat în pace și a plecat. Probabil există încă video, asta a și dorit, faza s-a întâmplat la stația Chevron din Lake Oswego de pe Boones Ferry lângă I5.

Cât despre Trianon, psihologie inversă, ungurii ori vor stăpâni lumea în continuare, inclusiv România, în parteneriat cu japonezii, ori, dacă pierd controlul, vor dispărea iar numai atunci românii vor scăpa din gheara lor, fiindcă aceasta este calea pe care au ales-o, scopul pentru care au venit în Europa, cu ultimul val, maghiarii (magarii) budiști, acum 1000 de ani.

De fapt, dacă stau și mă gândesc bine, Trianon a fost motivația cu care elitele, sau cei ce le controlează care nu pot fi decât ninja din Japonia, i-a făcut pe fraieri, care au fost pregătiți cam de la înființarea academiei aceleia de actori să se bage în identități false în toată lumea, pentru a se răzbuna. Reculer pour mieux sauter. Însă mulți, mai ales cei de etnie română, evreiască sau țigănească au fost șantajați.

11:39 Apropo, ori de câte ori vedeam chestiile alea de paradă bineînțeles anti-gay din Ungaria mă gândeam la pozele astea pe care nu-mi mai aminteam unde erau. Căutând altceva, am dat de ele în sfârșit. La noi, chiar la alții încă nu am văzut așa ceva.