The Spider Web II

Continuing

In September 1974 after being admitted to Tehnoton HS in Iași, my father drove me there.

At the end of school after the very last class, the physics/chemistry teacher, the sexy one with miniskirt, Mrs.Mezinu, asked me where i wanted to go after school and i said there was a professional school for phone techs in a nearby town. And she went,  "You, professional school? You should go to high school!" (i was second in class).

I was really submissive at the time and ready to do everything teachers or people with some authority were telling me. So was my father. Though there was a good HS in Câmpulung (called Dragoș Vodă, or Lord Dragoș, the supposed founder of Câmplung and Moldova) from where most grads were admitted to a college (again didn't know what that was at the time), i wanted to learn electronics.

My preference was to go to Bucharest, after what i saw during that filming at the National Television.

School and sometimes boarding (if you could catch room) were free of charge at all levels during communist period, but it was an 8 hours ride by train.

He went there (later he told me he also wanted to get me out of the influence of my mother) and when he came back he heard from a guy in the train about a new HS tied to the new company Tehnoton in Iași (yes they were lots of technical HS in Romania besides professional which were shorter, 3 years only all tied to companies in order to prepare workers.

Iași was at about 4 hours away only. So he went and filed my application. In late June i went for an exam and passed it. Can't remember what place i was on the list i was but not among last for sure. Though i did not have a real math teacher in grade. That teacher Popescu from Câmpulung proved to be wrong.

Tehnoton HS was about electronics and electrotechnics because Tehnoton firm was building radios. I will come later with details. They also had a 3 years only professional school but a (technical) HS also kept the door opened for college while a professional school was a dead end which i really did not care about at the time.

But unlike those guys at professional, i had to pay for the food at the self serve food court (they called them canteens).

But surprise. We got there late? and they had no more room in the dorms. Father had to scramble to do something. And he went to the nearby IPL (again, coincidence, wood processing plant), it was right in the back of the HS where, again coincidence, party secretary was a guy he knew from IPL Suceava.

To me, he looked again like Botnăraș (from memory and today's POV), this time in suit with gray hair.

Anyways. He arranged for me to stay free of charge in a building between the HS and the plant, the so called non familyist dwellings, in a room with a supervisor from the factory. They were small rooms in a concrete block building and it was right across the always stinking common restroom and showers.

He was a short guy and again he looked like a Japanese man. Titi Pancu was his name. In his 40s, he was always smiling and had this peculiar, penguin like, hypnotic walk. They were two beds but can't remember if there was a table for my homework.

I remember the first day of HS. The class master (diriginta), a very short woman with a very strong voice was in the backyard or inner side of the L shaped new building on the stairs with a list in her hand and was yelling each of our names and i said to my self, i'm screwed, she seemed very "severe". (First cut, the deepest).

When i was in Lake Oswego, many years after (2010 - 2015), i somehow ran across this video with the Romanian soprano (of Greek and Russian origin, by name), Marina Krilovici who at the time was officially "escaped from the regime" in Germany and i said must have been her, who in turn must have been Hungarian soprano Gabriella Zsigmond.

A very short woman with lots of energy, heavy smoker, Mrs. Ionică (a diminutive of my last name), her husband was an agronomic engineer working outside Iași and was missing a lot from home. And in the end she proved to be not severe at all, almost human during an inhuman regime, though she always kept a safe distance.

Enough to say in advance, during the years when she acted both as class master and Romanian language teacher (not a lot of lessons i recon, we were more like free talking in the class) she replaced (and taught us all) in conversations the title "tovarăș" (comrade) with domnul or doamna, (Mr, Mrs) usually when naming other teachers, and i think it might have spread from there in other places if not all of Romania.

And so the show at Tehnoton HS began.

One of my first memories there? One night i was in line at the canteen and they seemed to be opening late (or was i too early) and the line grew bigger and it was then when i met what was about to be my friend and mentor for the whole time, a guy named Gabriel Ringhilescu, from Ștefănești Botoșani.

Lately i started to suspect he was the actor Adrian Pintea, who was 6 years my senior.

I remember on top of the 3 steps of the stairs of the canteen door stood a guy who now by visual memory i think was a young version of Miscavige, though with black hair who was acting as the "pedagog" or the ruler of the dorm. So now i recon, if i was given a bed in that dorm, i would have been under his rule.

He kept us there long enough for me to start talking to Gaby. I remember that night we walked together on the street going all the way to Podu Roș, a nearby neighborhood in Iași, then each going to his place which to him was a newly built unfurnished empty apartment in the west of Iași and me the non familyst cramped room.

He was very friendly though i was really scared during those first days alone in Iași. I remember one thing he told me that night. His purpose there was to learn how a computer works which to me then was an enormous impossible task though over the years, i myself did achieve that goal which helps me a lot with my writings here.

I think he and possibly his protectors had a dual nature though. Officially he was sent there by some nationalist patriots nested in the Romanian Communist Party, maybe Ceaușescu himself or possibly Soviets who were crawling at the construction site of Stânca barrage near Ștefănești to teach me things i was lacking from my family, and the other was secret sabotage of the first.

Among other things, he was an expert in yoga, doing things like rolling his stomach up and down and sideways and had a sculpted body, but more in the style of ascetic monks than body builders.

He was reading good literature and gave me numerous books to read when i became his roommate in first trimester of the 2nd year. and started a passion for Romanian poets of which i translated a few poems (32) in this blog though laely it turned they were heavily influenced by occultism. Yeah who knows what would have become of me if it wasn't for him. But it all was a plan.

Was it in the second year also when we got a new teacher, of sociology, who came from a different HS to ours to teach one class a week. He once even told me, he came there especially for me (where did he know me from?). That guy, prof Manea, turned out to have been none other than the musician known to us all as Elton John and there is little doubt in my mind about it.

There are many (juicy) stories with both i will tell later, but since i am at knowing Gabriel i have to write this one now.

In the summer or fall we went together swimming in different areas of the town, sometimes joined by the guy who was also my roommate for one trimester and looked like Travolta. One glorious summer or early fall day we went at Ciric Lake and were doing turns as one would row and the other would swim behind the boat along the lake.

After that he took me to Manea's apartment in nearby Tătărași (Doi Băieți), one of the two ten stories towers there where he gave us to drink brandy and made a few sexual allusions. This is so from the beginning one would not make false ideas about who Gabi was.

But about Man_ea i was warned by the master teacher (diriginta) Ionică though i did not understand what she meant at the time. "He is crazy and he and Gabi and others want to make you crazy too" she said one day when we were alone on the street when she became emotional.

One more story about Ciric Lake. I went there with Angela after we got married and i was still a college student and again rented a boat (they were cheap to rent) and i was swimming near the boat and my wedding ring fell in the water but i caught it while it was going down, inches away from the surface (they were very expensive, like one month wages for one ring).

In the first days and weeks i was wearing a type of cheap uniform, made of the same material as for winter military clothing, though navy blue in color. It was a nasty material, irritating especially when  new and would wrinkle developing large ballooned knees and thin out in time, the kind i was wearing throughout grade school. I was the only one in class wearing that and diriginta told me to tell my father to buy the more expensive one, made of "tergal".

Yes i was very tall, almost the height and weight i've been through my whole life after until i got here and became overweight. I think it was the milk i grew with we were buying from our neighbors, the Erhan family (a Turkish name, left since Turkish rule of Moldova and Bukovina).

Soon after, i think in November 1974 ex two term post revolutionary (1989) President (of Romania) Ion Iliescu was officially moved through one of those shuffle like movements (rotația cadrelor) to be the Party General Secretary at Iași where he stayed until i finished HS (another coincidence).

I think in reality he was the famous Hungarian director György Illés who directed the whole political show in Romania starting with that time or possibly earlier, until he died, it is unclear when.

(to be continued, it will be part of a series of posts)

Phases of Moon and Venus

Here i am trying to explain basic astronomy to everybody. From the little i know. Not to be confounded with astrology, a pseudoscience that is ubiquitous in the media today with its horoscopes. However it is good as a counter example for what's to follow, the constant link with the occult most lonely, tired, desperate people have by reading their horoscope daily.

First let me make sure, in the era of NASA, that everybody knows what Sun, Earth, Venus and Moon are. Because everything i found is not near good enough for all to understand so i can't just link to something already made.

Sun is a true star, not like Venus which is called morning or evening star (because it appears as a star but is actually an illuminated planet, at a distance much closer than real stars).It is made of hydrogen and helium and undergoes a continuous fusion reaction which slowly turns hydrogen into helium (yes, transmutation), over billions of years. It is very hot inside, cooler at the surface again hotter at the corona and it radiates light and other forms of radiations which are luckily caught by Earth's magnetic field and atmosphere before they can reach us.

It is very large when compared to Earth or Moon but it appears roughly at the same diameter with Moon because of the distance of course. For comparison, it takes light about 8 minutes to reach us from Sun and about one second from Moon. 2 to 14 minutes from Venus because it evolves, like Earth, around the Sun.Yes, if you would say hello on a radio, a guy on Moon will  hear it after one second and on Venus after between 2 and 14 minutes, depending on the position of the two planets on their orbits around Sun at that time.

While Sun (and giant planets like Jupiter) is made of gas, the 4 inner planets (with orbits around Sun closer than Mars) are balls of rock, some completely solidified, like Moon, some still melted inside, like Earth.

We could say Moon is in our backyard, being the closest planet to Earth and the only one to orbit around it. At 1/6 the mass of Earth, i think we should call it a companion planet rather than a (natural) satellite because Earth and Moon rather wobble against each other, Earth being attracted by the Moon as well (a little).

Here is an intuitive model of the sizes of the planets. if Sun was an orange, Earth would be a grain of mustard and Moon a grain of poppy. Yes i was very shocked when i first heard about this model, in grade school and ever since when i look at the sky and see one of them planets i try to adjust my perception with it.

And now let's get down to what's really wrong what is really important at least for Luciferian religions, all based on first Innana which in time turned to Ishtar and then into Isis, Aphrodites, Venus with Lucifer being just another (scary) name for it

Here is a video showing the phases of the Moon. A phase of the Moon is what we see of it. The area of the planet illuminated by Sun in different days of a lunar cycle (or 29.5 days) that is.

In the video Sun does not appear at all, being at such enormous distance (on the left) when compared to distance between Earth and Moon. The distance between Earth and Moon is shown much smaller compared to their sizes, so they can fit in the video. If you really want, here is a more realistic (nominal) representation of the sizes of the two planets and distance between them.

While Earth orbits around the Sun too, the video simplifies that (or it uses a reference system intrinsic to Earth). It does not take into account the point on Earth where an observer is located.

A beginner astronomer by looking at the video will start asking why we don't have a Sun eclipse every month (29.5 days cycle) and that is because the orbital plan of Moon around Earth is tilted within 5 degree vs the orbital plan of Earth around Sun. Which means the shadow of the Moon misses Earth most of the times at new moon (dark disk, sun in the back, invisibile during daytime) by a few degrees.

The model is good only to explain illumination of Earth (day and night) and Moon at different times of the 29.5 days cycle and its apparent "phases" which basically are the differences in illuminated areas from one night to another.

The Moon rotates around itself only once during the "month cycle" showing always the same face to Earth. We call that "orbital lock" that was achieved over eons due to gravity interactions of the two.


All of the above is straight forward. But let's now see a video that shows phases of Venus. In this video Sun is also shown at a much closer distance to the two planets compared to diameters.

Venus passes between Sun and Earth every 584 days but a true visible transit which is the equivalent of a solar eclipse (by the Moon) happens on average every 80 years also due to tilting of the orbital plan of Earth and Venus and then all you can see is a small dot due to difference in sizes between Sun and Venus (which is the size of Earth) like shown in the orange model above and also distances.

In the following video everything is exaggerated one way or another, just to make them all fit in the frame. But the way we see Venus (like through binoculars or a small telescope) is real. It takes more than an (Earth) year for a full cycle. But what's important is the greater cycle or when Earth and Venus get in the same position after 8 years. Or the number of "rays" in the star of Ishtar. Or degrees in Scientology.

Moon rotating around Earth is not shown at all, to simplify the model.

It appears Sumerians, way before Romans had a way of counting the days and years without using the Moon, all based on Venus phases, thus having a precise way to calculate day of the year, most importantly, time for sowing. Of course they were using tallies, but they needed a reference and a reliable backup (what if the priest got drunk and forgot to mark one or two or ten days in a year).

Today in the era of GPS we are all taking the calculation of time and date for granted, but back then it was a big deal.

And they of course were grateful to the star for that and had temples and priests that could watch Ishtar who was Innana in the beginning and its phases. And yes, a small number of people with good eyesight can see the phases, especially the crescents, with the naked eye.

I bet those were the first privileged ones. The seers. Who could see what others could not.

While Romans in the beginning, other people in Far East for example used (and some still use) a Moon calendar, which is awkward at least to say, because Moon cycle is not even an even number of days, and there are more than 12x29.5 days in a year, constantly needing correction, or the year starting always in a different season, Romans started to use what we currently use or an Earth calendar, based on an Earth cycle around the Sun, the "months" having slightly different number of days, greater than 29.5, for constant corrections, to make it both for the tradition of a Moon calendar and still have 12 months in a full real year.

But it does not have anything to do with the Moon anymore, except for the word "month". Wondering if it didn't have to do with Romans adopting Venus as well.  

Actually i think more people than realize can see Venus phases. Most never looked and many don't even know what to look for. But if you look at the western evening sky right after Sunset you can see the brightest object there and some would have, like me, a feeling that something is not right, because what you see is not round but has corners (yes i need glasses, 1.25 for the computer monitor but can still see well in the distance).

I once even took a picture of it with my Kodak held still on the dashboard with optical zoom at max and very long exposure time (by trials) and if  you zoom into that you can see the phase..,

Tonight in Portland Venus is setting at around 9 PM, depending on the terrain. About ten more minutes. Here are some screenshots with the marvelous software called Stellarium. It amazes me every time, the way it can show, calculate and predict the movements of stars and planets.

Venus is now at the left of the Sun as seen from Earth and is getting close to a crescent phase, pretty much like when i took that picture linked above. The bright side of course indicates the direction of Sun illumination. This repeats every 584 days or 5 times during 8 years.

The fact that Earth meets Venus (almost) exactly five times during a 8 years complete cycle gave birth to the famous geometric pattern called "pentastar". The coincidence with the starfish being able to regenerate any limb and sometimes grow back from one single "ray" gave birth to the the myth that the pattern is a symbol of rebirth or regeneration. Immortality. The other gold alchemy is searching for.


Some went further and created a curve that is drawn by a point in the middle of a line in motion that unite Earth and Venus and that curve suggests a western wild rose. Rose within a circle with two perpendicular axis could indeed have given birth to the symbol of what they call Rosicrucianism.

Pentastar is a symbol used by daVinci during Renaissance that makes us all question if they knew about the phases of Venus before first modern observations of Venus, during 17 century or even before daVinci. And that is easy to explain, they could have found the Roman manuscripts about it. Or Sumerian clay tablets, maybe.

Could Rosicrucians have seen the western wild rose as a sign and they all moved there? That and the California gold rush of 1948 gave them the means and motivation to take over a young, developing nation through its banking system. (is that gold in the middle of the alchemic rose? ...)

As for the superior race. The Sumerians developed the first known slave based agricultural society. They could have come from somewhere else, and enslaving local population.

They are really pissed with the Jews because Jews are some of the remaining relatives of the "semitic people" that in the end drew them out of Sumer, making them settle in areas as far of Japan or Middle and Northern Europe. Proof? Sumo wrestling. To this day Hungarian word for (Christian) God is Isten (pronounced Ishten).

Gordon Matthew Thomas Sumner aka Sting. White on black. Starting with the smoke that may represent gassing, turned into a war drum. First 100 seconds of this song is an angry charade, after, he uses the word "em-brace" and finally "baby", giving a (false retro) key to the charade, switching from war to love by the bullying principle "first cut is the deepest" (or how i personally feel about this song).


As for the gold of California. For some reason i can't explain i always had a weird feeling about this. How come the indigenous were not mining it or knew about. How come it ended, abruptly with no trace of it in our days.

And i have a couple of hypothesis in mind.

The gold was created by Rosicrucian alchemists from some secret ingredients found around the mountains of California, especially Mt.Shasta. Then when they had enough they "broke the mold" or destroyed the recipe or the labs so it will not loose value.

The gold was secretly brought in from Asia (pretending it was created by Rosicrucians). Pretty much like they do nowadays with merchandise from China on Amazon or cars from Japan. Then the gold was invested into banking, giving the investors an early control of the banking system in the US. 

US has 39 trillion dollars in debt. How come they don't start mining these instead of paying trillions a year in principal and interests by depleting the budget, stealing from Medicare?

July 15

6:16 AM Încă un exemplu de manipulare cu date reale prezentate prost. "Este îngrijorător (doar) faptul că investițiile străine din România au scăzut cu 25%".

Nu cred că investitorii direcți folosesc BNR pentru investiții, aici BNR ne face un serviciu (gratuit) de statistică. Ca să aibă cu ce să deschidă un comunicat care să nu pară un dezastru total. Clasic și tipic, aceeași dezinformare cu care ne-au obișnuit de 36 de ani (și înainte, cu raportările false pe vremea lui Ceașcă).

Deși pare absurd, acest tip de manipulări reușesc chiar să schimbe subiectul, chiar atunci când sunt prinși, de la dezastru financiar la dezinformare. Apoi, undeva într-un paragraf ascuns între altele, mai jos, Isărescu confirmă enormitatea a ce este scris pe site-ul BNR și ce am spus eu mai demult însă din păcate mult prea târziu.

Datoria externă a României a ajuns la 230 miliarde de euro, urmând o detaliere pe termen scurt și lung, exprimată însă în mii de milioane, care sunt tot miliarde, pentru puțină confuzie.

Pentru comparație, anul trecut tot anul datoria externă a României a crescut cu 24 miliarde din care mai mult de jumătate pe vremea lui Bolojan. Putem crede că dintr-o dată a crescut cu numai 2 miliarde în 5 luni anul acesta (după ce am început eu să scriu)?

Statutul de junk este similar la nivelul unui stat cu cel al unui scor de credit personal foarte prost și se publică de agențiile de rating mai ales în legătură cu dobânzile cu care se mai pot (sau mai degrabă nu se mai pot) face credite noi însă Mitroi a spus, chiar în titlu, de facto nu de jure. De jure nu suntem (încă) în junk.

Dacă am fi în junk, România nu ar mai putea împrumuta nimic ceea ce ar putea fi un început bun.

Dobânzile la care se împrumută România nu mai sunt demult cele ale unor state africane, după cum spunea Mitroi care și el deși a rupt tăcerea, încearcă să devieze puțin subiectul. Cred că cifra de 7% este falsă. Nu știu exact dacă mai avem cu cine să ne comparăm, tot de pe site-ul BNR vedem că anul trecut România a plătit dobânzi și scadențe în valoare 85 miliarde de euro sau 36% din totalul datorie externe. Este alarmant?

Bănuiesc că sumele pentru plăți sunt luate de la buget, mai precis aproximativ jumătate din bugetele ministerelor mari cum ar fi Muncii, Educației, Sănătate, Apărare, Transporturi, etc..

Putem conclude fără nici o greșeală că BNR fură banii din Bugetul României (ceea ce am spus cu două săptămâni înainte de accidentul din 2021) ca să plătească dobânzi rechinilor financiari de unde a luat credite și pentru a-și acoperi în tăcere falimentul.

11:05 Nu știu exact când, prin 2018 cred, din curiozitate, plictiseală și/sau frustrare am început "să fac", în fiecare an, bugetele României. Am descoperit că în legile bugetelor, pe fiecare an, există niște anexe, cu cheltuieli alocate pe fiecare minister (sau alte instituții finanțate de la Buget, așa numite ordonatori de credit), unde se poate vedea totalul și cheltuielile de personal (salariile angajaților). 

Atunci am văzut niște discrepanțe foarte mari între cheltuielile cu salariile la ministerele cu mulți angajați, de exemplu Educație, cu peste 200 000 de angajați și celelalte cheltuieli, care erau comparabile sau chiar mai mari.

Iată o foaie de calcul din 2020 în care am pus, iarăși, ca în fiecare an, manual sumele din fiecare anexă, am făcut totalul și am generat niște diagrame (în dreapta), unde se pot vedea diferențele. Aceste sume ar fi fost suficiente pentru construirea a mii de km de autostrăzi (la Transporturi), spitale (Sănătate, Dezvoltare) etc., în fiecare an!

Abia anul acesta însă m-am gândit să mă uit pe site-ul BNR, mă gândeam că poate găsesc ceva mai mult acolo, însă am găsit surpriza vieții mele (noastre). O datorie externă enormă, care stă acolo ascunsă despre care am scris mai sus, și o posibilă explicație la unde se duc aceste sume care dispar în fiecare an de la ministere. Se duc la plata dobânzilor și scadențelor aferente acestei datorii, care anul trecut a fost de 85 miliarde de euro.

Cei de vârsta mea sau poate mai tineri își amintesc sacrificiul pe care ni l-a cerut Ceaușescu, pentru a plăti o datorie de 10 miliarde de dolari timp de 7 ani. Însă 230, 250 sau 300 miliarde de euro, după unele estimări? Când vom plăti această datorie? Niciodată.

Însă cel mai grav este faptul că nu am știut. Eu am aflat de toate astea doar din întâmplare. Plata acestor dobânzi este un mecanism aranjat prin care se extrag din România cam jumătate din taxele enorme pe care le plătim adică diferența dintre salariu brut și net (până la aproape 50%), TVA, accize, taxele pe proprietate, impozitele pe profit ale firmelor, etc..

12:15 PM Aici, în cadrul acestei definiții, pentru România, "the hook" a fost "o țară ca afară".

Omul s-a pregătit mult, a învățat stilul bucureștean, cred că a fost cel mai bun dintre toți. Acum însă, după atâția ani, dacă ascultăm tonurile joase auzim stilul unguresc, începând cu "ai dreptul să trăiești bine" (normal, sub Traian).

4:30 But let's not forget, con artistry is embedded in some religions.

9:50 PM Imposibil. Pensiile se plătesc direct din contribuțiile de 25% de pe fluturaș, iar suma contribuțiilor depășește pe cea a pensiilor. Atăta timp cât România are 6,5 milioande angajați care vor plăti 25% CAS pe fluturaș, va putea plăti pensiile celor 4,8 milioane de pensionari.

Într-o lume relativă... Iarăși, procente fără noimă la început, cifra vine ascunsă undeva într-un paragraf.

Economia uzinelor care produceau fier beton pe stoc cu minereu din Brazilia și mâncare de la mama de pe lotul ajutător de la CAP iar COMTIM exporta toată carnea de porc în Uniunea Sovietică s-a transformat în economia mall-urilor și a dealer-ilor de mașini care nu prea au pe unde să meargă fiindcă infrastructura cea mai importantă (autostrăzile) abia a început să miște.

July 10

9:10 AM

9:13 Apropo de "Răspândirea de informaţii false în scopul provocării unui război". Cine erau cei doi bărbați angajați care au foto-filmat drona de la Constanța?

June 18

8:30 AM Lor nu le e de guvern. De fapt guvernul funcționează foarte bine acum fără 6 miniștri, de la demisiile PSD și nu se prinde nimeni. De ce avem nevoie de hoți-șefi la cârma ministerelor?

În vârtejul emoțional creat de lipsa așa zisului guvern, ei găsesc timp să strecoare mesaje secundare, ceea ce e de fapt ocupația lor principală. În acest caz, e o lovitură, sau mai bine zis, o plesneală la ce am scris eu, mai mult din nostalgie, despre melodia făcută de vecina mea, care pusă lângă multe alte chestii poate să fie totuși o dovadă sau o parte din puzzle. Baby don't rush. (Nu te grăbi).

Motivul? Să creeze false asocieri în memoria publicului, pentru a deturna ideile care-i deranjează sau a devia atenția de la persoanele care le susțin.

S-a vorbit mult în ianuarie 1990 despre așa zisele "manipulări" și scenarii. Iată am  ajuns, după atâția ani, să descopăr (în mod dureros) modul principal prin care ei manipulează mințile publicului, și o fac într-un mod atât de eficient încât anulează orice idee din media (socială acum) care nu face parte din universul lor ideatic. Dureros fiindcă îmi văd în fiecare zi eforturile anulate.

Cât despre scenarii, ele sunt absolut tot ce se face și se spune pe scena politică din Ungro-Vlahia și nu lasă nimic la întâmplare, în cele mai mici detalii. Pentru asta, ei au scriitori și regizori, din care unul este Erno Polgar, iar altul a fost Iliescu și probabil sunt alții în locul lui acum. Ei ne scriu viața așa amărâtă cum e, crizele financiare și poalele ridicate.

9:40 Cât despre teoria mea. Dacă e adevărat că Veștea este un comentator sportiv din Ungaria, chiar dacă îl vor "aproba" în Parlament, unde agenții lor văd că au început să țină cont totuși de părerile susținătorilor (un proces democratic, indiferent de cine e acolo), le va fi greu să-l numească și să-l mențină.

Chestia e că nu mai au pe cine să pună care să nu fie recunoscut imediat ca actor sau altceva din Ungaria, de unde și criza. Parcă încep să-i compătimesc. Empatie. Ce vor face săracii? Până la urmă, o tragem noi fiindcă această "instabilitate" ne creează anxietate.

Dar sunt mai bune minciunile? Iar în ultimul timp, de la Orban și apoi rotativa Ciucă Ciolacu încoace, au început să pompeze masiv la datoria externă a României.

Și apropo. Iar întreb. Cine au fost cei doi bărbați angajați care au filmat drona din port de la Constanța?

11:00 O frază cu tâlc, căci în majoritatea cazurilor oamenii au probleme serioase (de percepție) în a deosebi imposibilul de improbabil. A și de ce trebuie să rezolvăm noi tot timpul mistere în politică și în viața noastră, ca Sherlock Holmes? Cine le plantează acolo, să crească și să înflorească?

11:50 În România am mai văzut amestecul executivului în legislativ (ordonanțele) sau politic în judiciar (Savonea) dar nu am mai văzut până acum o judecătorie să se bage în treburile unui partid, cu o celeritate (viteză) demnă de Cartea Recordurilor. Ok, s-a băgat, oamenii se pot judeca pe orice, dar orice hotărâre judecătorească mai ales de la nivel inferior poate fi atacată cu apel, nu? Poate cu aceeași celeritate? (nu că nimeni nu poate atinge sau doborî acel record).

12:52 PM Anticonstitutionnellement. Poate cineva sesiza Parchetul dacă cineva încalcă în mod repetat Constituția?

1:30 Şi câni mai bărbați (angajați)...

Eu  m-am prins ce face Nicușor Dan. Se dă interesant... Singura în stare a explica...

2:00 I know what happened...

3:15 Engram of the day. Trying to wash away the memory of cloned baby Hubbard from the post linked above.

9:09 PM

June 2nd

7:55 Ieri am aflat din definiția pentru engramă dată de neurologie că orice eveniment produce schimbări în creier, inițiind noi căi neuronale (engrame) ca răspuns la noile experiențe, în general traume, care devin amintirile necesare să ne ferim în viitor sau să negociem circumstanțele care au creat aceste experiențe.

Am mai aflat că Scientologia tratează aceste memorii traumatizante prin activarea recurentă prin întrebări a acestor memorii traumatizante pentru stingere lor în cadrul sesiunilor de audit (până când aparatul lor denumit e-meter nu mai arată emoții în legătură cu aceste amintiri).

Văd zilnic în presă re-crearea anumitor elemente din postările mele recente și deturnarea lor în alte direcții și singurul lucru la care pot să mă gândesc este că se încearcă re-scrierea în memoria audienței a engramelor generate de postările mele.

Deci cum pot să nu mă gândesc de fiecare dată la analogia dintre sesiunile de audit și ce fac ei totdeauna la câteva zile după postările mele și dacă Scientologia este implicată. Dacă este, înseamnă că ei controlează o mare parte din presă, poate ca o organizație intermediară între entitatea care controlează totul și restul lumii.

Mă gândesc la jurnaliștii și publicațiile care fac asta. Încercați să vă imaginați o viață independentă după un număr de sesiuni de audit, când auditorul ți-a aflat toate secretele.

8:25 Cât despre mine personal. Sunt convins că au o versiune "wireless" pentru vechiul lor e-meter și pot măsura nivelul de emoții de exemplu din camera de sus. O versiune ar fi cu o cameră termică ce poate "vedea" prin podeaua subțire de lemn, măsurând orice creștere minusculă de temperatură a craniului care poate arătat emoție (activitate cerebrală) dar poate fi probabil și prin recepționarea undelor electromagnetice emise în mod normal de funcționarea creierului.

Astfel, ei îmi administrează sesiuni de auditing fără consimțământ, prin zgomote deranjante care de multe ori sunt însoțite de alte noxe (praf din pereții goi) ori de câte ori le apare pe aparate o emoție negativă ca urmare a activării unor memorii (engrame) (care în general sunt traumatizante) pentru a fi scrise aici.

Engramele, chiar și cele traumatizante au un substrat fiziologic natural dezvoltat în specia umană prin evoluție, care ne ajută să ne ferim de unele experiențe sau să le negociem premizele în viitor. Ștergerea sau intervenția din exterior a acestor engrame este o invazie a vieții private echivalentă cu spălarea pe creier făcută asupra unor persoane sau chiar mase de unele organizații.

9:05 În timp ce scriam însemnarea de mai sus, au început prin a descărca/încărca materiale undeva lângă clădirea noastră ceea ce făcea un zgomot ritmic. Și pentru că asta nu s fost suficient, a început și sus. Și pentru că nici asta nu a fost suficient, a venit o camionetă uriașă și a parcat în locul nostru de parcare, puțin strâmb, cu țeava de eșapament îndreptată spre ușă, făcând un zgomot asurzitor.

De obicei cei de la management ne anunță când sunt lucrări lângă clădire.

Totul pare o provocare pentru ca eu să scriu despre asta, pentru a deturna ideile din însemnarea precedentă spre altceva.

Eu bănuiesc că ei (Scientologia) operează de multe ori sub steaguri false (false flag operations), cel mai comun în zonă fiind extrema dreaptă.

9:20 În orice caz au reușit să mă scoată din "mood"-ul care mă făcea să-m amintesc chestii și să scriu aici. Perioada de concentrare (autostresare) ncesară pentru a scrie tot ce am scris în dimineața asta trebuia urmată de o perioadă de relaxare (reward) ceea ce nu se poate întâmpla din cauza camionetei de la ușă care nu face nimic doar mă stresează în continuare și îmi creează un început de anxietate.

Dacă nu aș avea rana de la picior (care încă mă doare) m-aș duce la o plimbare în acest moment, însă acest lucru nu a fost posibil timp de mai multe luni. Așa că sun prins aici, încercând să-mi metabolizez neurotransmițătorii de stres (în loc să-i înec în dopamină).

9:30 Premierul pierzător, o pre-explicație la ce vor ei să mai urmeze (să ne mai servească). Premier pierzător înseamnă totodată Românie pierzătoare.

9:55 Doi din șefii Armatei Române, audiați la DNA (pentru alte motive), după faza cu drona de la Galați (care nu a fost auzită de nimeni deși tipul ăla face un zgomot foarte mare pe sus).

Chestia e că ei o fac smart, combinând diverse elemente din evenimentele recente, în încercarea de a spăla unul cu altul împreună cu creierele noastre.

1:01 PM Nicușor Dan a fost propulsat la președinție de Geroge Simion, într-un mod similar în care Iliescu a fost propulsat de Vadim Tudor (răul cel mai mic). El a reușit până acum în a-și păstra reputația intactă, asmuțindu-l asupra noastră pe bull dog-ul de Bolojan. Cred că vrea să tragă de timp, cu propuneri neacceptabile, până când i-ar fi expirat oricum mandatul lui Bolojan (rotație).

4:14 While doing the recent searches (past few days) i ran into something i need to share with you that may justify calling Tom Cruise, other top scientists, Satan and the devils (from the stand point of a non observant Christian).

Clear is the first measurable achievement in Scientology. However, there are a number of degrees above clear, the first and most fundamental one being Operating Thetan (III) and it is my understanding it goes all the way to 8, when the thetan has achieved full mastery of MEST (Matter Energy Space and Time).

By placing  Christ "a shade above Clear" they place all the Operating Thetans on a spiritual level above Christ, with the most advanced being way above Christ or capable of creating their own universe.

Should also mention here the coincidence between the symbol for MEST with some far right symbols and the one for Thetan with the Egyptian Scarab.

Emanate illusions perceivable by others? Their true spiritual nature?

And yes why they use a cross in Scientology if they are all above Christ and why the cross in the movie Divorced Sistas looks like a Scientology cross?

March 15

3:10 PM Românii trebuie să sufere pentru că așa spune scriitorul lor Nagy Gáspár. Motivul este aiurea pentru că deficitul real nu se poate calcula la sfârșitul anului pentru că nu există o contabilitate a bugetului ci ne este impus prin lege la începutul anului pe niște sume fabuloase care nici nu ajung la beneficiari.

Jumătate din buget este astfel deturnat și ajunge la ei, și dacă nu ar înceta această deturnare anuală de peste 200 miliarde lei (40 miliarde euro), România nu ar avea deficit ci un excedent destul de mare. Prețul pe care îl plătim pentru a avea un stat civilizat conceput, menținut și taxat la greu de gânditorii budiști.

I am awake!

3:40 Apropo ați observat vredoată cât de multe persoane publice din România (și de aiurea) au inițiale duble? Începând cu Ion Iliescu, Marian Munteanu, Corneliu Coposu, Mona Muscă, Monica Macovei, Norica Nicolai, Miron Mitrea, Mihai Mălaimare, Corina Chriac, Dan Deșliu, Kathleen Kavalec, Anca Alexandrescu, Manea Mănescu, Alexandru Averescu și astea sunt doar câteva la care mă pot gândi acum. Inițiale duble alese pentru carismă și bulism, sunt un indiciu sigur al unei identități false.