January 12

11:08 Have no idea what is the etymology of the word свобода, the same in Russian and Ukrainian, however i know they are both Indo-European languages and this word reminds me of the last two words of Buddhist mantra hRdaya sUtra written in Sanskrit which i believe it the mother of most European and Indian languages.

11:37 Ca să nu regret mai târziu, așa cum regret că nu am scris chestia de mai sus acum câteva zile când mi-am dat seama prima dată, să mai spun o scurtă poveste. Pe care am mai spus-o dar în altă formă.

În anul I și II am avut o colegă cu looks de super star, de fapt semăna foarte bine cu Sandra, cântăreața lui Michael Crețu, dar avea o arsură pe gât care o desfigura puțin.

Însă abia zilele astea după ce am scris niște observații și am rememorat ce știam despre emisia spontană fotonică mi-am dat seama de niște chestii.

Pe colegă o chema Camelia Chelman și era din Bacău. Dacă scrii numele Chelman cu K, Kelman (da, știu la fel ca și Kelemen), toate consoanele formează KLMN adică numerotarea straturilor de energie ale electronilor care orbitează în jurul unui nucleu. În continuare, Camelia sugerează cocoașă deci o greutate sau o sarcină electrică poate?

Ea a picat examenul de mecanică teoretică din anul II bis, ceea ce însemna pentru ea terminarea facultății ceea ce sugerează că și căderea unui electron nu trebuie interpretată cuantic ci clasic? Și a căzut din tren înainte de a ajunge în Bacău (eu nu locuiam în Bacău în timpul acela, asta a fost după repartiție) după ce a picat examenul și a murit.

La începutul lui 81 cred m-am întâlnit cu ea la examenul de Studiul Metalelor în toamnă (eram în grupe diferite). L-am luat amândoi cu 5 (de pomană, eu am greșit chiar diagrama fier-carbon), știam că profesorul Alexandru nu pică în toamnă pe nimeni, ca de obicei când sunt foarte stresat, am luat-o pe jos la o plimbare foarte lungă și nu știu cum ne-am nimerit împreună, am mers pe jos din Tudor până în Copou (cât e, 5 km?) după care ne-am întors spre seară în centru și ea m-a dus să văd Carul cu Boi "care se uită la tine indiferent din ce direcție te uiți la tablou" (roțile lui Ezekiel?).

Mda, și traseul seamănă cu traiectoria unui electron care pică.

Căderea ei din tren a fost în 83? (locomotivă electrică, chiar, cât e forța gravitațională la distanțe foarte mici ca nucleu-orbită), an în care s-au scumpit băuturile iar România a început declinul economic ce a dus la căderea regimului 6 ani mai târziu în 89. Crețu, Kreuz, base, dance, oscillating perpendicular strings, de-light, M energy level, Sandra (particule, nisip, trecerea timpului)?

Inversarea timpului. E posibil să fie și alte mesaje în acest video, poate chiar notele, poate și în celelalte ale Enigma. Unicorn, primordial disturbance and its reaction that created the Universe, Nirvana (stingerea), etc..

Mai vedeți și voi eu sunt saturat cu multitudinea de chestii la care mă gândesc zilele astea.

Laws and Observations on Time Travel

By consequences of a new theory regarding the emission of photons and propagation of light, issued after observations of the current theory that seems impossible and of the design and existence of the many pyramids built in areas currently including in modern Egypt and Nubia (Sudan), time travel seems more than ever a real possibility and more than that, it seems it may already happened in our civilization's past and we may have been contaminated with knowledge from/of the future.

Though predicted by the current quantum and string theories, that possibility was so remote, nobody bothered to try and examine its consequences in our lives.

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In macro or continuous or analogous world we have the following situation. We cannot make measurements of an electric circuit without interfering and thus changing the parameters.

In one of the most simple electric circuit, that can be a battery, a resistor and two conductors, by touching the ends of the circuit with the probes of a meter we will induce a change of the resistance of the circuit, by adding its own resistance (for functioning, the meter needing to divert a small but not negligible amount of electrons from the circuit), thus altering the results.

As principle, it may be inherited from quantum world, of which the macro world is made of, where we have the so called "observer effect", since the everyday macro world is made by a myriad but finite number of quanta.

Or the other way around, we could extrapolate the first experiment (two paragraphs above) in the quantum world, by limiting the number of electrons flowing through the two circuits (one original and one added by the meter) to a quantum scale.

Another very important idea, besides all fundamental forces are in fact one, derived from reading the Buddhist mantra hRdaya sUtra (Core Plan), is reality is being created by our minds.  

In the case of this classic quantum experiment the presence of an electron detector is changing the results. Some argue that it is not our consciousness that interferes with the result, but merely the detector.

However the detector was made by conscious beings with that purpose only and the probability of one being created by a random variation of reality is zero, and without the consciousness of the experimenter, even if there could be a variation of reality that could create it in an infinite time, the experiment is meaningless, or does not exist as such without the observer, but as a simple (un)recorded variation of reality.

The extra reality of the act of observation by a conscious being affects future reality of the Universe and possibly its creation since the beginning. Based on the decision taken after that measurement, the conscious beings as us may take an action that would change the future.

If two people witness the same experiment and they agree on the results and the action needed to be taken, in the hypothetical Multiverse there will be no two but only one future. (From this we also can conclude both society and human consciousness (mind) obey quantum laws).

From here we can come to the conclusion that the more people agree on an observation and upon the decision made by it, the more stable or strong the next Universe will be, thus the idea of convergence (of the Multiverse back into one) which seems to be again following the only universal law, that of action/reaction that created it in the first place.

In the case of time travel from the future (in need of resources), the travelers do not want the Universe they come from to be changed, so they have to take measures. One of them would be convincing all the conscious beings in the time of intended target that they and their occult leadership do not come from the future and the best way is to convince them they are super beings from the present, aka decision making gods and we shall surrender to them so they can make all the decisions for us based on fake or inexistent observations.

A Sun God seems a logical choice since it will ever be present in this form or a predictable one all the way to their time.

However since there are people among us who have doubts and try alternating way of thinking and start making their own decisions based on objective (repeatable, reproducible) observations, they decided to capture and institutionalize the trend, by adding extra false gods.

Those extra gods which are actually people invested with decision making power by the agreement of many have to be false and forgettable, totally diverting the reality of the observations and decision making in a way that would not affect their reality in the future.

So in the end, they came up with the idea of actors playing the role of leaders (decisions makers), which actors having absolutely no power and there is no real casual chain of events that can lead from the act of leadership done by travelers to the fake leaders.

On the Origin of Basques

Basque Autonomous Region (Țara Bascilor in Romanian) is a relatively isolated region of Spain of which @25% of the population (with minor differences from author to author) speak a Basque language which is different from Spanish (and most likely they speak both). It is unclear to me what autonomous means in this case, except their language.

Spain was under Arab rule for about 700 years. Although they claim pre Roman and pre Indo-European origin, there is at least one Arab author who claims Basque language has Arabic roots, and the second main component is... Why am i not surprised? Finnish.

I am not going to waste my time searching for how the Finnish got there. Finnish and Hungarians are the only people in Europe of non Indo European and Roman descendance, and they are strongly related.

According to their own legends, Hungarian people has two main components. Huns, who came in Europe at the end of the 4th century, plundered throughout the Roman Empire and spared Rome itself in exchange for Pannonia, a Roman province west of today's Romania and then themselves fell under Ostrogoth occupation. (An idea came to me, could it be the name of Austria, Ostereich by their own language, coming from there).

I personally believe Huns came from Australia, mainly because Attila's shield seen on his earliest depictions has a penguin on it (have to imagine the shield in vertical position), the name Attila, which coincides with one of the most known Australian landmarks in native language (Mt.Conner in English) and his facial hair, very different from that of Asians and Europeans. Here are a few images of Hungarian actors looking like Native Australians. There are many more.

Nowadays Hungary is in transition of changing its name to Magyarország after the name of its second ethnogenetic component, the Magyars. Magyarorszag is a very interesting name because its suffix seems to be... Sumerian. Could  that suffix come from a Pannonia population older than the Romans and Huns. Also obviously non Indo European (it seems a tradition of Pannonia).

Magyars arrived in Europe in the 9th century, again plundered Europe and found home in the same Pannonia. My theory is they are the Magars from Nepal who in those times and earlier were known for being mercenaries and most likely they were some of those hired to guard the Silk road caravans which carried silk and other goods to the Roman Empire and gold back to China. Basically, a versions of Mongols turned Buddhists.

Then, when the silk road was cut, they ran out of job.

The name for Buda, today's Hungarian capital to which recently was added the suffix Pest, meaning the area over the Danube from Buda's fortress point of view, seems to come from the name Buddha itself.

About in the same time with Buddhist Magars, in Europe came a population called Szekelys ("also referred to as Szeklers") whom i believe where of the clan Shakya of which Buddha was a prince, from the same Nepal. They settled west of Transylvania, catching the native Romanians in between. Then they brought in German settlers in south to re-enforce the circling. Current Romanian President, Klaus Iohannis is said to be one of them (though he is in reality a Hungarian writer probably of more recent German origin).

From time to time one author or another comes to claim the Huno-Magars came in that area, including Transylvania, before the Romanians. On December 7 an article appeared in the online Cell publication, previously unheard of (to me and many others) because it specializes in biology. The main author seems to be a post doctoral researcher at University of Basque country, lots of the others have Serbian (Slavic) names including Hungarian-Serbians. (Click on Show all authors, can't link to it).

They also claim Slavic origin of Romanians and late arrival in the area, quoting DNA studies done by themselves. DNA studies are rarely quoted when speaking of the origin of people and to me are at least controversial. It is also unclear to me what is the legal basis for obtaining and processing the DNA samples.

Strong linguistic, historical, archaeological and anthropological evidence prove Romanians are the continuators of Dacians, an old Indo-European population, and the Romans occupants, especially in Transylvania. This article seems done on demand to serve political interests. However lately the linked above Wikipedia article was a battlefield with proponents of the other theory pushing their unscientific point of view.

About the DNA evidence, me personally i do not believe in DNA theory at all.

These guys after the initial plundering of Europe, once by each of their ethno component, the Huns in 4th century and the Magars in 9th, did not give up their goal and that is to conquer it.

After the so called Christianization during their first king, Stephen @1000 with the help of the gold from Transylvania which they controlled and being far more advanced used their deceptive and techniques like psychology, unheard of in Europe, dis or miss information, bribes and blackmails, to gradually infiltrate the Catholic Church which culminated width the religious orders of which Dominicans, those behind Inquisition, started to have a mind and organizing of their own inside the Church.

That process continued to this day when they infiltrated all states, which actually are their creation and now are attempting to build this European Union, to finally control everything directly. Slowly, deceptively, first as a custom union, then as an economic one and finally political.

They were unsuccessful attempts in 1906. Since those peaceful attempts did not work out, Tunguska event and devastating wars (WWI and WWII) followed. Austria was and still is a playground of the Huno-Magars.

Back to our days. In 2005 France and the Netherlands turned down a Constitution and the Great Britain quit altogether in 2016. All that remained as base for the Union are individual treaties signed by each country.

Romanians, the archenemies of Hungarians, are kept in limbo. Though according to the treaty signed in 2005 they have full membership, the Huno-Magars don't want, under some bureaucratic pretext raised by their proxy Austrians, to agree on the free movement of persons, a principle of the Union, and a protocol part of the Treaty. This way, the Romanians are forced to work mostly illegally in the EU for lower wages and benefits.

Shiva Lingam symbol sitting on a lotus flower in the middle of Budapest, others. I believe Shiva Linga is the symbol of the primary disturbance that created the big bang as described in Buddhist mantra hRdaya sUtra (core plan). 

August 11

12:37 They say now a new experiment can only be explained by the existence of a 5th force of nature or better said Universe cause Universe is all the nature we know.

As foreseen or maybe memorized by the Buddhist mantra hRdaya sUtra which also says they (the five forces, paJka skandha) are different manifestation of the same universal force, the random will, and that is as far as i could go with my translation keeping a reasonable degree of probability because i don't master Sanskrit and also the dictionaries are far from being complete or completely accurate.

(Though they are far better than Latin dictionaries, the equivalent of Sanskrit as a virtually dead language in Europe).

I think until they will acknowledge this simple fact, they will keep discovering particles and after that they will just predict them.

I think particles are autonomous self maintained disturbances similar to light quanta, though they oscilate in a different time frame and are not perceived as moving in ours. There is actually only one type which might combine in forming the particles as we know them in a way similar to protons and neutrons form atoms and there is indeed a whole Mendeleev table for those.

Without the manifestation of will and the reaction to it, Universe would be a void (zunya) with no distances and no time.

12:32 Went to take the garbage, nobody in the alley but the child actors who came from around the corner passing in front of our car. When i came back from the garbage they got again in front of me.

July 14

9:40 Here comes the Sun...

9:46 Dacă nu s-a schimbat, teoria relativității se predă în România în anul II la orice facultate tehnică. Este momentul când studentul înghite gălușca și devine complice cu sistemul.

Mulți se gândesc că e ceva transcendental și/sau magic la fel ca matematica din spatele ei, însă oricine cu ceva matematică poate numai de liceu în ghiozdan poate s-o... am vrut să spun înțeleagă, dar nu e ceva de înțeles, trebuie acceptată.

În România se predă la toată lumea ca un fel de vaccin cred, ca cei care învață matematică în facultăți să nu devină curioși mai târziu în viață când nu le atârnă cariera de acceptarea ei și să descopere adevărul.

Poate de asta Biden a ales acum momentul să ușureze 804 000 persoane din US de împrumuturi din perioada studenției, aproximativ 50 000 dolari de căciulă.

1:24 I spoke too much about energy and stuff and my laptop's 65 W charger i bought 2 months ago broke too and forced me out for a couple of hours. I went to the computer, wanted to listen to a song, started the bluetooth, the music was kinda loud, but not really, maybe barely audible (bass) from outside, the Japanese child actors came into place.

4:16 It took me almost an hour to get at the laptop to write what just happened. Because when Angela comes from work, especially Fridays, i have to stay in the kitchen and cook for her. She would not accept anything else, like food from the fridge or anything.

There is this guy at work whose name is Steve Eaton, as the company, Eaton, who acts as her supervisor and he is a professor of modern history at a university in Hungary and i think he is also a psychologist and knows how to manipulate her for a whole week so when she comes home she is somebody else and usually it lasts through the whole weekend.

Earlier today i deep fried fish and chips and i turned the AC around and set it as a fan so it blows air over the oil smell however i forgot to set it back to AC and i just turned it around and forgot to start the compressor (set it on cool) and i also did laundry and outside is 95 degrees and it was getting hotter and hotter in here and when Angela came i was telling her the story and then i suddenly realized and went outside to set it.

But people in here monitor every of my moves and thoughts. Probably by the time i opened the door this unidentified bearded guy already started to come down the hill towards the yard and passed me while i was bent onto the AC trying to read without glasses the settings on the dial.

More than this, in a few seconds he turned around to pass one more time and this time there was one more guy with him, the one who looks like Nile Rodgers from Daft Punk, i talked about before, he is floating around day and night, i think now he's got another white van, and they were both staring at my butt in disgust as they passed. Don't get me wrong, i was fully dressed.

Should they have passed at any other time of the day except for those seconds, they would have seen nothing. Nobody was here all day except the Japanese child actors and one more person with her dog. And the Japanese women with two little girls with the black car in the other spot when i first set the AC but they came from the alley.

Now i saw and heard a couple came upstairs to do the checklist for the apartment and she looks like a heavy person. First it was one guy only, with a goatee with a leasing assistant and they climbed while i stepped in the kitchen (out of sight from the big leaving windows) and went back down when i went at the laptop so i gave up and went and finished Angela's meal. But that was my mistake, for not writing in time the paragraphs with the AC.

In half more hour the assistant came with a big woman to do the checklist. It will be one more hell of a ride after all the others i caught here in 7 years that started with Mihai Pacepa, Dick Cheney, Rodney Dangerfield, Mihai Fifor, Chris Jacobson, Frankie Adams and now this yet unidentified Japanese looking heavy woman butt i believe it wouldn't have happened if not for what i described above with bending to set the AC while being "casually" or even "sought for" watched. Action and reaction. (Faked, tricked up) karma coming back at me.

And BTW one more thing. The Japanese believe it is bad luck to go to war without being sexually satisfied. So they had these comfort women, usually Chinese but also Korean for that and i believe them. I think it has something to do with integrating in a plane of resonance with a woman. Cause EM vibrations exist on all variety of wavelengths and some could be used by humans, other beings for communications while our conscience (soul whatever may be of cuantic nature).

So they would do anything possible to prevent their enemies or in this case, their targets to have real sex. For that, they first tried to mutilate me during a visit in the ER and then succeeded with Angela with wrongly directed radiation during "cancer" therapy in 2004.

5;30 I tried to look for some proof for what i said as i belief is one of the most important consequence of what i discovered, or the planes of resonance. Not because of the future but of the past. I heard on numerous occasions and i know about directly from my experiences, people may experience communications on long or short distances, other by semantic means, noises, radio waves, light etc., or direct brain to brain communications.

For short distances it may be very well vibration, or seismic which may he either acoustic of by means of gravity waves.

But let's first analyze what google brings.

When we talk about great yogis of the past we cannot suspect them of faking. Stories thousands of years old are less likely to be faked. More than this, words. Citta or inner mind. It is present in the hRdaya sUtra in a slight different meaning aimed at (my translation). It is present in interviews done by real doctors (surgeons) to real yogis. Sorry for the unhappy coincidence with the English word cheat.

Didn't i say in my last post about the single void disturbance, that dimensions may not exist, while we perceive them as such are actually action, reaction and time of reaction of the first or single manifestation of void? But what the yogi is saying is beyond manifestations or planes of resonance. He is talking about the void itself. And he is talking about all these things from the past all yogis did agree and agree to this day and this can't be a trick.

I am interested mostly because i know Buddha after giving up his princely status went o India to study with yogis and must have known, if there was some, and ninja must comes with all Buddhist knowledge.

Would have been a dead end like many others if i didn't find out about Ramarujan, another self thought Indian genius mathematician. On the same list with Bose, from whose name the word bosons came from. Not that i believe they exist anymore. Not as matter. It is said he described black holes. Don't know how at that time but i believe they can be easily created.

It was a time, maybe even during the short lifetime of Ramarujan when one single person could cover the whole science of math. But because of him and others, who created and publicized hundreds and thousands of theorems, creating numerous branches, at the present math can be studied only as a small fraction in a lifetime.

For that reason many may give up studying math after school, thinking like me, it is too much anyways for one person if he/she didn't have anything else to do. However it turns that the math behind most fundamental things in Universe is not that complicated.

For that reason, we have this giant particle accelerator near Geneva, called the most complex machine ever built and only a few on this planet know or understand what is for.

July 12

July 122:00 AM. Am îmbătrânit de când repet chestiile astea, răspunzând articolelor lor mincinoase, forțate și pline de contradicții. De zeci, sute de ani s-au repetat aceste minciuni combinate cu multe omisiuni încât publicul le acceptă (istoria e scrisă de învingători, repetitio mater studiorum). Cred că până la urmă voi scrie o postare cu tot ce știu despre istoria lor. Până atunci, o schiță, pe scurt.

Munții Ural sunt granița naturală dintre nordul Europei și nordul Asiei, iar stepele Asiei merg până în Mongolia.

Asemănarea limbii finlandeze cu cea ungurească nu înseamnă că ungurii provin din Finlanda sau amândoi din Ural, ci înseamnă că au fost două ramuri ale aceleiași migrații.

În mod ciudat însă, și o spun chiar ei, limba lor seamănă cel mai bine cu japoneza și am să explic mai jos de ce.   
Ungurii de azi au cel puțin dublă origine, la fel cum românii o au dacă și romană. Cel mai bine se vede la o căutare google pe Hunor es Magor. Dacii erau înrudiți cu romanii însă într-un mod mai ciudat. Dacii provin direct din Nordul Mării Negre, așa numita populație Indo Europeană, iar romanii au ocolit puțin prin nord vestul Indiei unde au ajuns mai întâi ca aceeași populație din Nordul Mării Negre, și s-au amestecat puțin cu agresivii pama nyungan din Australia.

Însă dacii au ajuns în România de azi cu cel puțin 2500 de ani înainte de era comună.

Mai găsim în Ungaria legături și cu Mesopotamia, ca de exemplu numele lor pentru Dumnezeu, Isten (Isthar) și alte nume. La fel cum numele românesc pentru Dumnezeu sau Dumitru poate proveni de la Dumuzid, un zeu al păstorilor din Mesopotamia, mai vechi decât Ishtar (zeița sexului și a războiului) cu care până la urmă s-a căsătorit dar a și fost torturat de ea.

În ambele țări mai găsim toponime care provin de la vechea civilizație a Dunării de jos, anterioară dacilor precum și legături și mai vechi cu India.

La fel ca și în cazul dacilor și romanilor, ungurii și maghiarii sunt înrudiți între ei. Hunii au venit pe o rută asiatică necunoscută direct din Australia, migrație ce a durat probabil sute de ani, provenind din populația pama nyungan (nungarii de azi) și au îngenunchiat pe romani primind provincia Panonia (al cărei nume de asemenea are o ciudată legătură lingvistică mai veche cu pama nyungan) în schimbul retragerii iar maghiarii provin din magarii din Nepal, care de asemenea provin din aceeași populație din Australia, tot via nord-vestul Indiei. Și maghiarii au prăduit Europa înainte de a se alătura fraților lor unguri în aceeași Panonie.

Iar cea mai bună mărturie pentru originea magară a maghiarilor, în afară de numele lor bineînțeles este numele capitalei Ungariei, care până recent a fost simplu Buda.

Cuvântul măgar în limba română provine cel mai probabil de la animalele de povară folosite de magari înainte de raidurile lor europene, când erau mercenarii care apărau caravanele de zeci de mii de animale pe drumul mătăsii între China și Europa.

Și mongolii provin de asemenea din aceeași populație originar australiană. 

Numele Japoniei în limba lor, Nipon, sugerează proveniență nepaleză. Și a doua religie practicată de ei în paralel cu șintoismul, anume zen-budismul, fiindcă Buda a trăit în Nepal. Șintoismul însă pare a avea origine egipteană (o altă dublă origine înrudită). 

Toți acești descendenți din populația Pama Nyungan din Australia care a fost izolată de restul lumii cel puțin 50 000 de ani au fost foarte agresivi și războinici iar azi se proclamă rasa superioară (mai puțin ungurii, din care mulți au trecut la creștinism și iudaism). Însă budismul le-a adăugat o filozofie nouă, a decepției, pe care o practică la o scară imposibil de imaginat de către europeni, creând iluzii care transcend generații și secole.

După una din teorii, s-au răspândit brusc în toată Australia iar apoi au revărsat în Africa, India, Eurasia și poate chiar America. În Africa (Egipt) și Mesopotamia, unde au emigrat prima dată, au transformat populația locală în sclavi. Cunoștințele lor avansate în matematică, astronomie, fizică etc.. indică o posibilă proveniență aliană sau o evoluție paralelă genetică și culturală din cauza separării pentru mult timp de restul lumii.

Există în arta contemporană din Ungaria de azi suficiente mărturii (recunoașteri) ale provenienței australiene precum și a prezenței religiei budiste dar și șivaiste din India. Culoarea portocalie a veștmintelor budiste pare să comemoreze culoarea dominantă a peșterilor pictate din Australia. Muzica rock, în special formația ABBA par a fi inspirate din aceeași artă a pietrelor din Australia (toți membrii formației din care pe unii i-am cunoscut personal, sunt/au fost unguri) la fel ca toți artiștii și politicienii din toată lumea.

Însăși ideea de karma prin care orice faptă se întoarce întotdeauna înapoi la făptuitor.

Oricum ar fi ei (re)prezintă o lume a lor interioară total diferită și o mare "pain in the a..." pentru Europa și în general toată lumea de azi.

9:20 Autogolul zilei. Gardian la ce, dacă nu există alți deținuți.

12:00 Însăși această idee de a-mi întoarce înapoi to ce scriu poate fi o dogmă budistă care are ca pretext conceptul de karma, care în lumea reală, macroscopică, este o iluzie și are ca suport în realitate legea acțiunii și reacțiunii la nivel cuantic. Să nu greșim. Există o lege a acțiunii și reacțiunii în lumea noastră imedită, dar noi o numim cauzalitate. Această eternă întoarcere ca în tenis are o funcționalitate coincidentală (efect secundar) foarte deranjant. Se suprapune în memoria audienței cu informația inițială.

12:05 Ce spațiu cu 10 dimensiuni plus timpul. Și cele trei dimensiuni spațiale sunt doar o manifestare a vidului (void, voință). Prima dimensiune este voința arbitrară, o proprietate numai a lui Dumnezeu. Ea crează o reacție în timp ca în cazul unui electron ce decade și are spațiu liber la dreapta și pe ea însăși în spațiu, ca un ecou al acestei voințe. (Ce putem vedea noi acum sunt doar ecouri distante ale voinței inițiale de la crearea Universului). 

1:56 Stationary planes of EM resonance in all directions in our Universe may be a brake for expansion limiting, the speed to the speed of light for light quanta that is very hard to reach for slow moving confined quanta.

3:40 As you can see i didn't have to use any frightening matrices of differentials or other nonsense stupid math or sophisticated experiments to figure all these. I think the hardest part was to think the unthinkable. There are no particles. There are only planes of resonance and/of EM manifestations. Time and space only exist through those.

If they had wires and batteries and stuff (and at least Egyptians did) they could create the experiments needed to figure the electric and magnetic manifestations any time in history and if they had means of measuring time they could figure the speed of light through astronomy. Writings like hRdaya sUtra and who knows what others mention them.

Try to imagine what they could do if they figured all these let's say 10 000 years ago. Australian Aboriginals by example do believe in instant communications between individuals at great distances etc...

Maybe they know the true nature of soul and they know for sure we reincarnate. However i don't believe we can take our memories in the next life.

One idea here. We could film the most crucial aspects of our lives, technologically possibly today for younger people, clone ourselves and make those clones watch in a virtual reality environment and relive those moments.

4:45 Landscape maintenance today made almost no dust and little noise. However i hosed the building just in case and tried to revive with the hose the burnt grass areas that are not reached by the sprinklers.

I really don't understand why they say June 21 is the first day of summer. It is indeed the longest day of the year but from that date on the days become shorter and shorter, until December 21 when is shortest.

July 10

6:10 Semantic equations that keep bugging me.

OREGON = DREGON

RENO = BEND

KGB = King of Great Britain = Caged Bird

Washington = Wa Shinto

6:44 Birthday of Nikola Tesla. But was he a real person? Negara Falls. EM resonance planes. Who invented radio?

7:20 Grace Slick, Cindy Dunster, first manager at Sussex where i lived for 14 years. Second manager was Crhistine and third Carole King.

7:40

Marcu?

Moonshine down on a copperline

8:59 Ok i'll try this one more time. My laptop has become very slow and now a whole entry disappeared. I wanted to add something and it was gone altogether so i just rebooted it.

9:03 Last night before 11 on 18 before Grand Ronde going east. In a remote wooded area with narrow shoulders and continuous double line no passing zone i was caught between two vehicles, one moving slow (45) and one pushing at a few ft from behind. I started to use the honk and honked continuously for 2 minutes and that didn't change. I finally saw an area with more space on the right shoulder and pulled right. After a few minutes i met with them again on a two lanes passing area, with the slow moving SUV now going fast, like 70 and not letting me pass it which i did anyways.

I refueled at Grand Ronde with regular gas. With this 2 tons 2018 Elantra, 2 liter 150 HP rated gasoline engine (still a bit underpowered), 107k miles, all stock, driving on a partly newly paved road on flat terrain, 38 psi front wheel pressure, no wind, 62 degrees F, constant speed except for a few stops (mostly red lights) and accelerations due to bullies, i made 49 mpg (4,8 litter/100 km) on a 45 miles (70 km) trip or until i reached Tualatin, when i veered and stopped at McDonalds.

(BTW i never realized how bad has McDonalds become, with small and few fries, bitter due to overused burnt oil, thin and barely cooked patties all for 10 bucks, especially when compared with cheaper casino burgers).

The only modifications at the car are an added oil catch can and doubled battery connectors which i cleaned recently with alcohol. Also recently replaced about 70% (two times half change) of the 6 speed automatic transmission fluid with new OEM fluid, and added about half quart (liter) of fresh synthetic oil in the engine due to a suspected leak.

10:10 O fantezie pentru acoperirea realității. Mircenarii.

2:05 Wheel in the sky. Enlightenment. Lumières.

Saddly this theoery could be almost right but something is missing. However in the past they misinterpreted buddhism so much more severely and that lead to our present of severely stumbling due to them mainly taxing (preying on) ignorance or perception that may even have been actively induced being the more advanced, like in a loop (hole).

5:12 Pour... Les... Roumains...

5:22 BTW i've been asked a question yesterday, if an electric car has a transmission, and though logically they should not have one, i remembered i saw it written so i googled today again. The answer is, well, they do and they do not have in the same time.

Actually what they have is a glorified reduction gear, to slow down the electric motor's rpm and increase torque, something that some (actually a lot) may call a one gear transmission that is used even for reverse, since you can reverse an electric motor's rotation by electronically changing polarity. That of course requires way less maintenance, if any.

9:55 Nu cade fiindcă trebuie să stea mult în știri să strice în continuare tot ce scriu eu pe aici.

11:32 De unde știa Eminescu toate astea în 1881? Poate din hRdaya sUtra.

June 21

June 21. Summer solstice. Longest day of the year. Official beginning of summer. Woke up after midnight after 4 hours of sleep (i decided to count those hours for yesterday and make 8 in total), turned the AC off and Angela wanted to go "a little" on the floor downstairs then she fell back alseep and i wanted to go and search something to eat and go on the floor and woke her up.

First time i really warmed up in the car and had to briefly use the AC but that was close to Reno. At 1 AM my blood sugar is really low, close to normal (and my feet almost white again). Or it has something to do again with the environment in the apartment. Two days ago at Seven Feathers for some reason i was craving burgers and ate 3 and a half double cheeseburgers at the Burger King nearby (All that beef must have done it ?).

This room is bigger than our apartment with bathroom bigger than our bedroom and a restroom of its own with door. Brand new carpet, i think room has been recently refurbished, it doesn't smell like anything expect ourselves.

An acute weird feeling of missing time fuel. This car does constantly 42 on the freeway (on dashboard) but there was only one occasion where i parked after i filled in only one place (Little Creek, Washington) and the mileage at the pump was 40 (miles divided per gallons). Rest of the time is 35. Yesterday the only place where it could have happened was at Win River in Redding. Where i only spent about one hour and tried to sleep in the car and in the end went after Angela inside but she came at the car in the same time. It was a ten minutes window of opportunity. For someone to siphon a gallon or two of my gas. Not for the gas but for the mileage. The guy in the red t-shirt in the car next to me was smoking all the time and the smoke came inside. Now that i looked at the news thought his face was familiar.

Second thing after getting rid of T-mobile when i get back home would be washing the carpet with my wet vacuum, like i did last year, twice. But that is not going to help much. If they leave only one poop at the door the place is going to be contaminated again in 24 hours. The stuff is ...evolutionary. 

Mary Travis

    

9:37 Reno. Mother and child waiting on hotel hallway. Summer solstice, heating up in car etc.. Kalama.  Polution. Stefania Moldovan. Abject failure. Severely severed donuts.

3:51 Templars

Went at Eldoraro on the small floor. In the parking lot some were pressure washing, blocking lower floors, had to climb higher, had trouble finding a spot and when i did i found one next to a big transformer, probably a 6kV right close to the building (probably breaking some codes). First i thought it was an abandoned wooden pole, but when i got out of the car i saw what it was and moved the car into the next spot. Inside a bunch of older people were practicing line of site game, everywhere i was sitting or standing there was someone right in my front. We were constantly loosing and finally left. Went to the liquor store across the street from the hotel to buy some brandy. The seller now was the same guy who was acting as a customer and almost got into a fight with last year. He had to come and unlock the brandy for me but at the counter was waiting a black woman so sad she was looking like she sold her baby. Climbed with the elevator on the North entrance, walked on the long hallway. AC was off for the most part which means the hotel is mostly empty.

St. Hubertus. It was a trap, saw it today on a Nevada type of LP in a place where i went to buy food and remembered that i posted about years ago but for a different reason. (Hubertus name starts with Hu and the stag is in the main legend about the creation of Hungarian state). Whoever posted that clip knew. 

8:40 Relaxed, smiling, maybe Ukrainian speaking guys were waiting for me at the hotel North entrance. Not the aggressive type. But who knows. While driving back here (got really sick at Atlantis, almost agonizing there, that place indeed smells bad) something came to mind. Straight from hRdaya sUtra. Then i looked into a dictionary and found more. Yeah i know, everybody thought, including myself that is a Spanish word (The song, for God's sake). But where that word came from in Spanish because the Spanish word for birth is nacimento.

Arizona too cause it's got the root aria or arya which we all know what it means in Sanskrit. Could be Arya sama or something like this.

8:00 În aceeași excursie cu trenul în circuit dinainte de facultate. La Sulina era să mă înec. La Mamaia am cunoscut-o pe Anca Parghel aka Sade, deși o știam vag din Câmpulung, am văzut-o odată în clasa VI-a într-o tabără pentru câteva secunde, care poza într-o arăboaică într-o rochie albă cu mulți bani și mult chef de...,  Pe Kirculeacu la București, care a pozat într-o rudă îndepărtată din Bucovina de Nord. Pe tipa asta cred că am cunoscut-o la Timișoara unde probabil am mers cu ea și alte tipe și tipi la ștrandul termal. După ce cu o seară înainte am băut o sticlă de palincă și am mâncat o salată de vinete, singur.

Cred că unul din cei doi vecini și colegi de școală care practic m-au luat cu ei a devenit Gheorghe Flutur.

11:11 There is no doubt at least in my mind that the Mayan (south American ancient nation) calendar issue with the end of the world in 2012 which actually was the end of one cycle in the calendar was an (created) illusion.

However, it is just a coincidence with the Sanskrit word mAyA (Harvard or ASCII transl.) which means illusion and the whole religion with mother of Buddha of Sakya and everything. (2012 was also the year when Maia Sandu entered politics as Minister of Education). My first mention of it i can find on fb is in 2014 but is possible i knew and/or wrote about earlier on g+.

In my quest towards explaining a number of phenomena including substituting over centuries of all politicians, billionaires, media people and generally everybody who counts in this world in all countries with actors from two different countries, Hungary with capital Budapest and Zen Buddhist Japan, i was following an idea tonight and i could not believe my eyes seeing what i found. At least in Wikipedia, Mahayana Buddhism, one of the two main branches of Buddhism in the world, with hundreds of millions of practitioners, which puts and emphasis on प्राज्ञ पारमिता हृदय सूत्र prAjJA pAramitA hRdaya sUtra, or the great mantra (prayer) of Buddhism, states.

It is stated very clearly in the mantra that Nirvana, with its many definitions, translations or interpretations, sometimes coincident with enlightenment itself, of which we should consider the literal definition which means "blowing out", is the ultimate goal.

From here to the next idea that haunts me for a long time now. If they believe that everything is illusion (which philosophically may be true, by quantum physics, though it's much more complicated, even the mantra says that matter does not exist without consciousness or at least this is what i understand of it), they might have taken matters in hand, trying to control it or even enhance it (the illusion) by their own consciousness of will. Project a man made illusion onto us, if you like.

It is my fault i never finished my own translation of the mantra which would probably shed a light in all this confusion but it's very difficult because every time after a few words and searches mind gets carried away.

All i can tell until then is... Enjoy the show! (while you still can).

Babylon 3

Thoughts on eve of New Year 2020.

We've seen in the year that passed that more taboos (read conventions or for the English speaker, rules) have been broken. Diplomacy, separation of powers, powers in the state invented by Montesquieu) were being sacrificed simply for creating noise for combating new ideas. More people are raised without even the knowledge of past social structure, if it ever existed, other than in the imagination of some.

Practicing religions like Christanism has gone long time ago, maybe after Bush II and 911.

Politically correctness have become a slogan of the lost. Heads of state are used to prove we actually live in an delusional anarchy. Can't even say that since i recon, anarchy means more a chaotic manifestation of raw power which to me at least it has proven non-existent. Large masses are without power, without direction, lost in hedonism and adoration of magicians.

I've been browsing recently the TV series Babylon 5. A Sci-Fi series riddled with politics. There are many lessons in there to be learned but again the young are raised without even being thought the basics of what we knew as sociology, politics.

However many of those lessons are naive as our social live has been since better documented in modern times. In a way, we live in a sort of reality that surpasses the scenery of that show. Most important, this year we only saw the tip of the iceberg.

Honestely, i don't know what forces are manifesting, but to me they seem out of this world, by all the concepts mentioned above.

But it may be only the nothingness described in Buddha's hRdaya sUtra that's manifesting. As this Universe was born from a grain of nothingness and came to this impossible to perceive complexity, so may be the philosophy behind the scenes, seeded millennia ago by this most important Buddhist mantra.

One more thought about diabetes and cancer that is linked to the above.

Don't know where it starts but i think it starts with the adoration of idols, things that personifies our deepest desires. Since we cannot reproduce the high given by the complicity of reflection of our sins we get addicted to those and then start either imitating them or deluding ourselves thinking we find those traits in people surrounding us. Nobody can do what those magicians are doing. They are wired this way. They have a society of their own. In the scientific/technological way, they are like the Minbari in the movie, most advanced in the Alliance. But they might have accumulated all that knowledge from others. In the social way, we don't know how they interact among selves. But it is most likely most of the traits are inherited and kept within and thought since early age. To them, hypnotizing the rest of us may be a skill rooted in their collective subconscious. Maybe they are those who were called in Mahabharata "the snakes". But they also may be just a tool of others. Others like Buddha, the extreme bully, who reduced all to nothing in order to re-create a better world. It is the most extreme form of the death/re-creation myth in from all religions.

After you've been touched by your sin accepted by their mirror, you can never reproduce that high. And that's when you start using pain to get it back. Because pain mixed with pleasure is what you feel when you are bullied by beauty by the priests and priestess of Ishtar. You are being crushed with glamour. You loose all your self respect and senses and become, like "Linda Ronstadt" said, a desperado searching for more, something your body cannot obtain anymore. You start turning your face to strange. (There is one country on Earth that has the capital named Buda and God, Ishten.)

Then, to get that, you start to tolerate and ignore pain that may come from pollutants from environment. Your body starting with parts, like lower part, lowers metabolism as a response to inflammation caused by those. Most enzymes and myriad of bio-chemical mechanisms in your body function optimally in a certain range of temperature.

It may be you are lowering metabolism by holding breath. Lowering oxygen triggers high stress that is usually involved with attaining high levels of pleasure.

Lack of oxygen in tissues, lowering of temperature and metabolism, ignoring or killing pain is the key in both diabetes and cancer. In a way, it is the high given by this mix pain/pleasure sought for that's killing you in the end. "These things that are pleasing you can hurt you somehow". Or like the Bible says. Wage of sin is death.

Too prove that the song is part of the conspiracy, like many or maybe all others. At the end, there's a rainbow, which is only a reflection, refraction and dispersion of light. Twisted if you like.

Possible Translation of hRdaya sUtra

Years ago i was intrigued by the resemblance of some Sanskrit and Romanian words. There are many, maybe as many as 50% of the lexis of Romanian, but when they match, some of them identically, most of the time they do not coincide as first meaning, neither in Sanskrit nor in Romanian. This indicates a strong but very old connection. Thinking many thousands of years.

After finding more than enough material on the web, i searched of course for any recorded source to hear the best pronunciation. Cause i wanted to know if the resemblance is indeed at the phonetic level.

Then i learned about several Latin transliterations of Sanskrit, that is writing Sanskrit with Latin characters in several different ways, which all lead to about the same pronunciation when pronounced in Latin which coincide with Romanian (Romanian has a phonetic writing which means the words are pronounced exactly how they are written, as in Latin and Sanskrit). I also found mp3s and videos with entire texts like hRdaya sUtra in different interpretations.

By listening and reading i was intrigued by some words and expressions in the text that were telling me that in a possible (out of many) translation, this mantra could be more than a prayer, more exactly, a way of transmitting ancient knowledge. Starting with the syntagm

पञ्च स्कन्ध
paJca skandha

Without knowing a lot of Sanskrit, very little grammar, i just put below the most significant meaning for each word, not ignoring the more... scientific meanings with the above hypothesis in mind. This is what i got, and of course i would try to ... perfect it the future.

I know if you asked any practitioner of Budhism he/her will tell you that is about the five senses. But in the dictionary close to that meaning we have the words shedding, aggregate, elements, moving and a number of words that all seem to converge in their meaning towards a single word that could be force.

Let's also not forget the word boson comes from the name Indian scientist "Satyendra Nath Bose [who] first sent a paper to Einstein on the quantum statistics of light quanta (now called photons), in which he derived Planck's quantum radiation law without any reference to classical physics. Einstein was impressed, translated the paper himself from English to German and submitted it for Bose to the Zeitschrift für Physik, which published it [in 1924]."

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bose%E2%80%93Einstein_condensate#History

प्राज्ञ	पारमिता	हृदय	सूत्र
prAjJA	pAramitA	hRdaya	sUtra
refining	complete	science	plan
आर्य	अवलोकिते	बोधिसत्त्वो
Arya	avalokitezvara	bodhisattva
wise	most revered	on the way to attainment
गंभीरम्	प्रज्ञापारमितायां	चर्या	चरम
gaMbhIram	prajJApAramitA	caryA	carama
profoundly	refining perfection	performing	ultimate
नो	व्य	वल्कयति	स्म
no	vya	valkayati	sma
and not	coverer	speak	certainly
पञ्च	स्कन्ध	ताः	च
paJca	skandha	tAH	ca
five	forces	they	fundamental
स्वाभाव	शून्य	पश्यति	स्म
svAbhAva	zUnya	pazyati	sma
natural state	non-existence	incure	certainly
इह	शारिपुत्र	रूप
iha	zAriputra	rUpa
in this reality	random	form
शून्यता	शून्यता	इव	रूप
zUnyatA	zUnyatA	iva	rUpa
absence of mind	non-existence	as if	form
रूपण	पृथक्	शून्यता
rUpaNa	pRthak	zUnyatA
examination	separate	non-existence
शून्यता	या	न	पृथग्रूप
zUnyatA	yA	na	pRthagrUpa
absence of mind	generate	no	discrete form
यद्	रूप	सा	शून्यता
yad	rUpa	sA	zUnyatA
which	form	itself	non-reality
या	शून्यता	तद्	रूप
yA	zUnyatA	tad	rUpa
generate	non-existence	then	form
एवमेव	वेधन
evameva	vedhana
only in this manner	puncturing a hole
संज्ञा	संस्कार	विज्ञानना	नि
saMjJA	saMskAra	vijJAnanA	ni
meaning	re-creation	perceiving	leading
इह	शारिपुत्र	सर्व	धर्म
iha	zAriputra	sarva	dharma
in this reality	randomly	completely	natural state
शून्यता	लक्षणा
zUnyatA	lakSaNA
non-existence	aimed at
अनुत्पन्न	अनिरुद्ध	अमल	न
anutpanna	aniruddha	amala	na
not produced	self-willed	pure	not
विमल	नाना	न	परिपूर्ण
vimala	nAnA	na	paripUrNa
pristine	distinctly	not	complete
तस्मात्	चारी	पुत्र
tasmAt	cArI	putra
therefore	particular step	descendant
शून्यता	आय	न	रूप
zUnyatA	Aya	na	rUpa
non-existence	gain	no	form
न	वेदना	न	संज्ञा
na	vedanA	na	saMjJA
no	transition	no	signs
न	संस्कार	न	विज्ञान
na	saMskAra	na	vijJAna
no	re-creation	no	knowledge
न	क्षु	श्रोत्र	घ्राणा
na	cakSu	zrotra	ghrANA
without	observance	hearing	smelling
जिह्वा	काय	मना	सि
jihvA	kAya	manA	si
speach	assemblage	purpose	service
न	रूप	शब्द	गन्ध
na	rUpa	zabda	gandha
not	form	sound	scent
रस	स्प्रष्टव्य	धर्म	न
rasa	spraSTavya	dharma	na
primary soup	sensible	natural law	not
चक्	सुर्	दातृ	यवान
cak	sur	dhAtR	yavAna
repel	rule	permiting	boiled
मनोविज्ञान	धातु
manovijJAna	dhAtu
psychology	divisible
न	विद्या	नविद्य
na	vidyA	navidya
no	knowledge	ignorant
न	विद्या	क्षय
na	vidyA	kSaya
no	knowledge	decay
यवान	जार	मारण
yavAna	jAra	mAraNa
boiled	aging	destruction
न	जार	मारण	क्षय
na	jAra	mAraNa	kSaya
not	boiled	destruction	decay
न	दुःख
na	duHkha
not	difficult
समुदय	नीर	धा	मार्ग
samudaya	nIra	dhA	mArga
assemblage	essence	wish to gain	way
न	ज्ञान	न	प्राप्ति
na	jJAna	na	prApti
not	conscious	not	attaining
तस्मात्	अप्राप्ति	त्वद्
tasmAt	aprApti	tvad
therefore	non-attainement	thou
बोधिसत्त्व	नम्	प्रज्ञापारमिता	आश्रित्य
bodhisattva	nam	prajJApAramitA	Azritya
on the way to attainemnt	one's self	refining perfection	practicing
विहरति	चित्त	वर	न
viharati	citta	vara	na
carry away	aimed at	best	not
चित्तावरण	नास्तित्व	द	त्रस्त
cittaavaraNa	nAstitva	da	trasta
aimed at cover	unrest	offering	quick
विपर्यास्यति	क्रान्त	निष्ट	निर्वाण
viparyAsyati	krAnta	niSTa	nirvANa
causing to turn aroun	surpassed	dependent on	final deliverance
त्र्यध	व्यवस्थित	सर्व	बुद्धाः
tryadha	vyavasthita	sarva	buddha
	expected for	each	enlightened
प्रज्ञापारमितायां	मा	स्रुत्य	नतराम्
prajJApAramitA	mA	srutya	natarAm
refinement of perfection	no	road of pain	not at all
सम्यक्सम्बोधि	अभिसम्बुद्ध
samyaksambodhi	abhisambuddha
complete enlightement	having attained
तस्मै	ज्ञातव्य
tasmai	jJAtavya
therefore	to be considered as
प्रज्ञा	पर	मित	महामन्त्र
prajJA	para	mita	mahAmantra
intelectual	following	strong	great text
मह	विद्या	मन्त्र
maha	vidyA	mantra
great	philosoply	text
	नतराम्	मन्त्र
a	natarAm	mantra
no	not at all	text
सम	सम	मन्त्र
sama	sama	mantra
equally	matching	text
सर्व	दुःख	प्राश	मन
sarva	duHkha	prAsa	mana
each	difficult	spread	belief
सत्य	अमिथ्या	त्व
satya	amithyA	tva
genuinly	truly	thou
प्रज्ञापारमितायां	मुक्त	मन्त्र	तद्यथा
prajJApAramitA	mukta	mantra	tadyathA
refining perfection	emancipated	text
गत	गत	पारगत	परसंगत
gata	gata	pAragata	parasaMgata
बोधि	स्वाहा
bodhi	svAhA