


10:22 I feel it in my throut and my skin, It will last for hours. Cannot take another shower, i took after i came from my walk. But it looks like i have to. No cause i have a new patch on my leg that i put after the shower.



Years ago i became intrigued with the Sanskrit syntagm pancha skanda that appears in Buddhist mantra hRdaya sUtra (Harvard Kyoto transliteration). Not knowing Sanskrit i attempted to replace each word with the corresponding English word from a dictionary and this is the result, that sounded more like a Physics Theory than a prayer. The title of the sUtra itself can be translated as Science Plan.
I have always been discontent with the current EM theory, fields theory, the existence of 5 fundamental forces, Special Relativity, etc..
One of the reasons is i don't see how the so called EM field can travel alongside the photon since electric field is radial with open lines and magnetic field is toroidal with closed lines and the intensity of both electric and magnetic components decrease with the square root of the distance while the photon keeps its energy constant.
To fix this they came with a patch to the theory, stating the EM field is separated into a near and a far zone, with the far zone being planar, with no more decreasing of intensity with square root which is not possible, not even as an approximation, because it breaks the laws of physics, with a bizarre shape of EM field in the near zone, a combination of the magnetic toroidal field and the electric radial.
However the planar far zone theory implies the photon caries it's own energy and EM fields which i believe it is true.
You can find the animated version of this representation in Wikipedia.
After seeing it though i became interested in the shape of an EM field caused by the decay of one single electron as in photon emission, thinking of it more like a disturbance than a field. Mostly because the electron does not travel through a conductor and cannot create a closed magnetic field because it starts and ends in different points in space.
During the past summer a group of Polish scientists published a few images claiming to be holograms of single photons. Obtain through interference of two photons, one consequence is the photons could not be other than waves.
More recently i ran into an animation showing whirls in a superfluid.
Than hypothesize at that temperature, Helium starts to exhibit the same properties as AEther, mainly due to lack of friction, though at a much higher density, creating inside whirls due to Coriolis force that show properties like repelling each other, breaking, re-combining and most importantly, creating quasi particles as strings, though several orders of magnitude bigger in size than the ones from the Standard Model.
I also hypothesize AEther could be a frictionlress or a super fluid made of neutrinos, which are much smaller than any particle and all particles are more or less stable disturbances within it all obeying the known laws of fluid mechanics.
I then proposed the 5 fields are all created by the movement of whirls that create areas of low pressure around them, streams of AEther inside, etc..
Two whirls rotating in the same direction are repelling each other, rotation of whirls create a stream of superfluid in interior that enters at one end and exits the other, producing magnetic field, and pressure of superfluid creating gravity. Strong force could be actual entanglement of whirls organized as strings.
Combining with ancient symbols, N.Tesla's ideas about whirls and AEther, Ezekiel's wheel, etc..


6:30 SACEUR? Așa se numește? Ar fi fost rapid și eficient dacă o doborau deasupra mării când a intrat deasupra apelor teritoriale românești. Altfel, există suspiciuni de manipulare a opiniei publice, în mai multe feluri printre care crearea unui sentiment de panică și neajutorare.
Radarul AN/APG-83 AESA de pe F16 Block 52 poate "vedea" până la 230 mile sau 370 km iar rachetele AIM-120 AMRAAM au o rază de angajare de 120 mile (200 km) cu o viteză de 4 Mach (5000 kmh, 1,37 kms).
3:40 AM Vitamin C deficiency. Oops! That's me. The reason for all the pains and infections.
3:45 I use DIY patches. The reason i do this. Whatever patches are available, they have a very small amount.
However absorption of vitamin C is much slower than let's say... aspirin. Aspirin with my patches goes away in about 12 hours, vitamin C, it takes days, up to a week. How do i know. Aspirin tablets in a patch turn to dust and have no sour taste in about 12 hours.
How i do. I use 2x3 inches. Then i apply some whatever hand lotion or anti-itch lotion i have handy to coat the pad in the middle of the patch. Carefully not to contaminated the adhesive area. I use coarse sandpaper (yes, sandpaper!) to flatten the oval 500 mg tablets on one side and remove the coating, sandpaper on the table, face up, then i rub the tablet a bit against it. A few times will suffice.
Then i apply the tablets parallel to each other with the side that has not been sanded on the lotion (i use the whole little pad for 4 tablets of 500 mg each). The purpose of the lotion is to keep the tablets there until you can apply them, otherwise it is very difficult with more than one tablet, they will fall. 4 tablets will create a contact area about half the size of a regular patch.
Very important. I rub with alcohol an area twice as big on a shoulder to take the skin oils out. No need to do it if you just took a shower. This way, the patch will stay for days.
If i taste the tablets after 4-5 days, the sour taste is about 1/4 the intensity at the beginning. So it looks like i get 3/4 of 500 mg a day or something like that.
But absorption rate varies a lot depending. If you sweat, water will dissolve whatever active ingredient and will go faster in your boy. Or if you take a shower and wet the patch which is semi-permeable, etc..

12:10 Anybody knows what pizzicato is? It is a way of playing violin like a guitar, by picking chords with a nail, without using the bow. It is used a lot in Chinese and Japanese traditional music and one singer comes to mind... Rimi Natsukawa (not that i know so many), known to us all as Mariah Carey.
Synth pop era started triumphantly in Europe with Modern Talking and ended in the US with Madonna.

12:26 Așa arăta "stația GPL" în 23 iunie când a trecut o mașinuță google pe acolo. Așa cum spunea patronul al cărui ghinion e că avea o față rotundă (și că era puțin tâmpit, nu putea să facă depozit într-o zonă nelocuită), nu e o stație, ci un fel de depozit sau parcare, unde se pare că transferau gaz dintr-o cisternă în alta. Chiar lângă o clădire de locuințe sau birouri ce sunt alea. Aia era firma de deștepți?
A și cisterna cu șuruburi ruginite și unele par vechi cu tot felul de improvizații. Aveau și camere. Poate erau conectate la internet și au rămas imaginile undeva.
1:02 I came back home at @10, he came soon after and now it's one AM he and keeps on making senseless noises upstairs.
1:06 That is my right arm, with a patch with 2x500 mg Amoxicillin, on the right there is a bit of adhesive from a previous patch that stayed there after a shower, above the patch there is the scar that healed months ago.
In the last three days or after they took the blood sample from inside the elbow where the adhesive is, i had all kinda pains starting in that area, moving to the back, right then left shoulder, other arm, but now it's back there under that parch all the way to the hand and only when press against something or let my weight on that hand.
The antibiotic acts also locally inches around the patch through the lymph. I realized that when i first had the wound and was moving the patch around because of inflammation due to adhesive. I expect everything to be over by tomorrow. It all depends on what the real cause is.
9:05 Last night i was driving from Lincoln City and while trying to beat the boredom (when not struggling to keep on the road while being blinded by the numerous vehicles with off specs headlights) i thought of the question the cop Boston Draper asked during the night of 20/21 2021. "What happened at the moment of impact?"
My answer was "i sped up an he slowed down". That was what i saw and it is explained by the transfer of momentum by the equation m1v1=m2v2. Actually, should be m1deltav1 equals m2deltav2 whatever where delta is the difference of speed before and after impact.
Was that a rhetoric question during a staged, allegoric incident, or maybe an opportunistic rhetoric question after the main purpose of the staged accident was not achieved, suggesting exactly the problem i talked about yesterday. When hitting a reflecting surface a photon turns back at the same speed of light, though in the opposite direction and the speed component of the momentum changes sign. It appears though there is a changes sign the above equation is satisfied.
Ok now i woke up after 4 hours with the same questions in mind and i asked google a few things just to clarify.
What i found out. According to Saleh Theory Photons do not travel straight but on a 3D helical trajectory. The straight line in the middle of that helix is the direction of light. Though they have no electric charge, apparently they ride on the electric/magnetic field or the other component of their dual nature, fields that constantly (re)create each other as the EM wave progresses. (BTW can there be an EM wave without a photon or more riding it). Attached to that motion there is the frequency of both field and photon or the wave length or pitch of the helix or color of the photon in case of visible light.
If the projection of the speed of the photon to the line in the center of the helix stays the same (the speed of light), on an intrinsic coordinate system or tangent to its helical trajectory the speed of the photon should be greater than the speed of light.
It appears the momentum transfer during a reflection event applies to that helical speed only since the speed of light or its projection on a straight line in the middle of the helix cannot be changed and there is a shift in frequency together with a reduction of photon's momentum and energy in the intrinsic coordinate system due to the transfer.
Now i got puzzled again but on a different level an need to take a break.
12:25 Bănuiesc că nu au ales aceste nume întâmplător. În statul Washington de pe coasta de vest, capitala Seattle, abreviat WA care stat are o populație de vreo 8 milioane de locuitori, și același nume ca și capitala SUA de pe coasta de est de la 5000 km distanță și 3 fusuri orare, există o localitate Vancouver, care este la granița cu Oregon (fluviul Columbia), și practic face parte din zona urbană Portland (Portland Metro Area).
Vancouver WA SUA este un sfert ca mărime față de Vancouver, BC (British Columbia), Canada, la nord de statul Washington. Când am venit în SUA, după 6 luni în Oregon m-am mutat pentru 6 luni în Vancouver, în speranța unui job care nu s-a împlinit și am găsit în schimb un job tot în Portland și m-am mutat iar. Toate rudele și cunoștințele mele au fost destul de confuzate de aceste nume.
A și chestia cu Salem, capitala Oregonului care nu este mai cunoscutul Salem Massachusetts. A și mai există un Portland tot așa pe coasta de est, în statul Maine. Și Isle of Portland, Regatul Unit care a dat numele cimentului așa cum îl știm noi, Portland cement.
Cred că faza cu Madonna a fost concepută (designed, written) pentru a acoperi ceva din relatările mele despre accidentul din 20/21 August 2021, alte chestii descrise de mine ca de exemplu administrarea cutanată a antibioticelor, posibilitatea ca diabetul să fie tratat cu antibiotice etc..
1:24 It had to be glam rock and precursor of punk. A type of minimalist rock with a lot of authenticity, featuring short "dazzling" rhythm guitar chords and very short solos, violins, mellow vocals and sometimes unexpected extraordinary compositions that created one if not the best song ever. And yes it clashes with all religions as we know them.