11:45 I'm really glad it's over and i don't have to see these POV cartoons anymore. Is that a shadow between his legs? They always make me think of
1:15 La câteva minute după ce am postat au venit ei cu ceva.
4:23 As for the link between the Scientology cross on the building across Eaton that later changed in favor of acronym DSV, a logistics company, there may be a link. (Apparently, someone, something or myself getting distracted i missed a link in the post last night trying to prove there is a data center belonging to Scientology across the street from where Angela works. Probably from where they run the whole show there and here, at 3 miles away).
There was a forgotten sci-fi show called Seaquest DSV. (SeaOrg is the innermost group of most advanced Scientologists). Several actors who were Scientology members or with ties with Scientology were staring in the show. Based on the fact they change the sign of the building from Scientology cross to DSV we may conclude that DSV logistics firm belongs to them. And what else.
The Scientology cross featured in Seaquest DSV confederation flag featured in the show is proof that the show was linked to Scientology.
6:00 Even the logos use the same type of fonts.
6:06 Judging by the reaction of the man upstairs when i was posting the above. He started to make big noises, came with a friend and two guitars and started practicing like for a band. That solved the mystery of the base, but he wanted me to see and hear that for the first time. Also one of them spoke clearly on the stairs, for about one minute, to let me hear an educated voice.
But that didn't last long, was only a demonstration, for reason shown before (environmental).
Then i remembered what Mircea Dinescu urges me for years now, using a very colorful language and innuendos in dedicated poems in his publication with s...t name (in Italian when pronounced in Romanian), and that is to mingle with my female neighbors. Given the new logo of the management i wrote about and their way of permanently knowing my state of mind and interfering through use of technology or maybe some "telepathic like" powers or tricks, there is little doubt right now they are actually Scientologists.
But the question is about Dinescu now. Dinescu's name reminds of Dianetics, the theological foundation of Scientology having as name the Sanskrit word dhyAna, which stands for meditation. I have previously shown that many elements from Hinduism are found in Scientology.
Poet and journalist Mircea Dinescu played a pivotal role in the Romanian Revolution of December 89 and then paving the road for today Romania's bankruptcy. Given what happened to me in HS, having Travolta as class mate (first two years) and roommate (one trimester in last year) the question right now is if Scientology was involved in Romania's Revolution, the fall of Soviet Union and so on.
12:05 AM Știu de ce au băgat acum chestia asta. Ce văd pentru prima dată și nu înțeleg e de ce poartă Becali o cruce brodată pe fes la fel ca un mitropolit.
1:27Many people don't understand. They think artificial intelligence is just for generating shorts on youtube. If people using free tools can generate people that walk, talk, chase bears with brooms and bathe them, then imagine what the pros can do. Or who knows. Not people anymore, just the gods within the machine.
It is/was my perception and that is since i can remember, 31 years ago that all the talking on TV was done with AI and i figured the reason they, unlike in Europe when we had 625 lines on TV when me and Angela left, here they had only 200 lines resolution on TV. Because higher resolution requires higher processing power and that changed when, 2000? I mean, it debuted in 1998 but few or none were broadcasting.
People talking perfectly, making no mistake, having no accents, bullying attitude, name it.
That and the stock market and everything else is being coordinated by AI for decades. Traffic everywhere i go.
I remember i was in Romania before 89 when Japan announced the 5th generation of something. Computers that were suppose to think like humans, only way faster. Then, silence. Nobody said anything anymore like the whole thing froze in time.
No it did not freeze, simply there was nobody anymore to tell us what is happening and this goes to this day. That's why we see a badly wrinkled old man barely climbing the stairs to AFOne and a perfect, joyous, triumphant Trump on the TV screen.
If everything is owned by everybody through cross ownership, stock market is an illusion and a perfect bubble that can float indefinitely until the cylons get angry with us imperfects and sinners.
Yeah i know they came with that ask a question window after i started to use screenshots massively (because of ever changes in google answers) to limit what people can see in that screenshot and to also confuse, some thinking they can actually ask a question and then curse me.
Times passes fast. Last time i looked it was thousands of transaction a second. (buying/selling of stock at the trade market).
I believe the stock market as we know it was designed with brokers on the floor in mind. There is no legislation passed to regulate the high frequency (through automation) trading.
10:10
12:05 Pe un pretext aproape imposibil de verificat (puteau să fie niște pirotehnice pe blocul acela) Guvernul Interimar (demis) continuă seria încălcărilor Constituției, angajând discuții externe. Mai mult decât atât, Oana Țoiu trebuia să aștepte rezoluția CSAT. Se pare că ne grăbește undeva.
Stau și mă întreb totuși dacă NATO nu are posibilități tehnice (specialiști) să vină să verifice dacă a fost o dronă (nu s-a publicat până acum traseul).
Sau poate Guvernul Interimar ajutat de Nicușor Dan care întârzie numirea altui prim ministru (sau vine cu propuneri neacceptabile) a construit acest incident cu drona într-o încercare disperată de a rămâne la putere.
Drona a zburat mai mulți km peste Galați și nu am auzit de nici o relatare că ar fi fost auzită de cineva. Din singura poză prezentă vedem un motor cu răcire cu aer și probabil fără amortizor de zgomot.
10:55 PM We were born in era of deodorants. Everybody does it. Take a shower, use a deodorant and you're good to go. Automatically. Until you get like me little polyps under arm. Then you eventually stop using it with great consequences.
Let me explain. My unique recent experience with restarting using a deodorant after almost 20 years (rose, aluminum free) taught me something i would like to share.
Deodorant has perfumes that alter all the smells around you. You quit smelling reality. Most times you only smell your own deodorant, especially when you work and heat up. Smells may sneak upon you and make you sick without knowing.
Then when you stop it all becomes overwhelming. Besides the smells around you, your get to get acquainted with your own, i wish i could say natural smell which is again more obvious than the rest, the source being inches away, though you may not realize it.
Cause when you live with pets or stray pets in or around houses made of sulfur, surrounded by dumpsters where unruly people throw open bags with garbage that rot especially in summer for up to a week and live poops on the ground your smell is not your natural smell. It is something that nauseates you.
I was nauseated for years before this and never knew the cause.
But tonight even with shower and deodorant, i felt there was something wrong and went outside and found one from a cat, well fed, healthy, probably not stray (by the shape of it) under the stairs. It is 30 degrees (-1 C) outside, everything should be frozen but that area is protected by the wall and receives some radiating heat from the building. The dust was dry again and inviting.
My April 23 post grew too big to be manageable so i will start to post early on 24 though i don't know how big this one will be. Whatever.
9:43 PM House arrest for smoking for a 15 years old? While 18k knownYakuza members are free to do their "business" while they have 47% prison occupancy? Looks to me like a terror force to better control any dissidence and conduct business not even a ninja would while ninja were renown for doing whatever samurai won't.
9:48 There is a cemetery in Tualatin called Winona. She played dark roles such as the teenage in Beetlejuice. BTW she is still gorgeous, sill one of the most beautiful actresses in Hollywood. If i would recognize her if i saw her in a store or something. Depends on her makeup and look.
I once had a next door neighbor (at Sussex Village), and that was after 2004, who looked like her.
She would spend hours talking on the phone on the stairs, next to my door, pretending not having signal. How many times i've been tempted to ask her inside to use my phone? However she looked too young and innocent to me and my English was limited at the time. Simply didn't know how to handle a meaningful conversation beyond basics back then.
During those days myself have been spending lots of time talking to Aurel on the phone. I told him she had a (married) boyfriend who would come to visit her parking his white minivan in front of the building, for hours or sometimes less, during his lunch time, probably.
However he was dressing in baggy clothes like a gay. One day Aurel taught me to follow him which i did, to a backstreet off Allen Blvd. Whitin the next few days his wife came and "caught" him. Soon after, my beautiful neighbor moved.
9:30 I was sandwiching (building and eating sandwiches in the same time) standing in the kitchen area when she upstairs made her 12 hours re-entrance. She at once came over me and started to do what she does. Now moving around the rAPT everywhere i go.
9:32 I was thinking. The Japanese guy (about my age) i almost got into a fight with at Chinook Winds (and 3 weeks later i got banned for it) looked a lot like... (on the left).
I wanted o give it one more try at heat cured acrylic dentures (screw one last night but i think it's doable) but now i'm too pissed.
10:25 Tonight i figured something really really important. I was taking a shower and was expecting to feel that sulfur smell coming from my skin but not so much like last time. When i came home after 3 nights in a hotel, also fixing the coolant leak at the car that was acting like a deodorant.
Which means i already got used to.
Your skin smelling like sulfur it means you got sulfur in your skin and that can only come from old walls outgassing. That means you also have it in your lungs and generally the whole body.
Sulfur skin can harbor gross, unnatural bacteria. The reason i got an infection every time i had blood drawn in the last three years, except at the ER at Providence, but then i was on antibiotics.
Upstairs she again is banging her head to the floor, now she vacuums at 10:30 in retaliation for me filling the bathtub with water after shower, because there will be no water to flush the toilet tomorrow.
Started to do it earlier, but i realized i was smelling really bad and did a shower first and that took me after 10. However, she was drying at the time, could hear the drier in the bathroom and kitchen area.
10:50 Yeah y'Al. I love it when you cycle me like that. Thinking if my old truck can take me there but suddenly i became lazy. And tulips don't smell except like fish in the years they put one fish at every bulb for fertilizing. Daydreaming is so much easier an safer. Man, just figured something. Woodburn, Wooden Shoe.
4:02 I am awake since before 3, can't just sleep. I remembered last time i checked my blood sugar was 350 right after the regular dose of 34 units prescribed by... pharmacist Henry Tran. Now i heard (read) pharmacists in Oregon cannot prescribe maintenance insulin but only emergency.
So i checked my BS and it was... 238. Wondering what would have happened if i did that 34 units in time. Ok, maybe it would not have went down under 50 or something.
Was thinking (here she started to walk upstairs and i lost concentration) (added at 4:30, Angela told me she lost one hour of sleep because of her). Anyways, if all coming from memory i don't need that much.
Henry Tran looks Japanese to me. He made on my charts some weird notes, like he was a doctor or something. Then he reminded i have an appointment with dr. Bedolla (who despite his name also looks Japanese) in a couple of weeks and as of today that is next week.
Then i remembered of course what i wrote last night about the house arrest and didn't about "violating probation" and career termination of a child actor in Japan, described in Wikipedia for smoking and been seen with man 18 years older and was wondering, what did he get for that?
Nothing is mentioned, just that he was later arrested for shark loaning accusation and connections to Yakuza and that completely detoured her career in entertainement and was wondering if she even had a chance to go to school because of her demanding activities in that area.
Terminated again in 2020. AlexaCrush started to post online in 2018.
The problem with being too skinny and child looking is generalized in entertainment in Japan and not only, just look at the pictures in my list (right column). This page showed more however it quit working (was working before midnight).
Then i remembered about the way the ex Prime Minister Shinzo Abe of Japan died. Shot at close range by an ex-military guy with an DIY shotgun (and the whole story in Wikipedia was probably turned into something else) started to think that Japan, with its well documented but free to operate Yakuza is one of the worst totalitarian regimes this world has ever known but well disguised in a democracy.
Yamagami is from Nara, the same Osaka suburb Ai Kago was born.
5:35 Was standing there quiet in the kitchen area, eating a Michelina (with rice this time and i added some ham in it) when she started and i had something in mind to post but i forgot because of getting mad of course. (No, she did not succeed in creating a dysphagia event).
No was actually thinking about getting an insulin shot. Was she behind me forgetting last night?
5:48 Most current. Everything that is not keyboard is her.
6:13 After one hour of "preparations" she left and i heard the door slammed and the car starting however she turned back and now she's on again.
10:15 Do you know what the worse part is y'Al? The feeling you don't belong to anything. I just live to delay that moment when everything fails, just because i am afraid of agonizing which i already do. Buddha was right. This world sucks.
11:05 Era sau mi se părea mie că era destul de ușor să te iei de șmecherii români (sau dedicați români) de prin media. Tot ce era nevoie era efortul de a posta idea (cum dreq se scrie cu un e sau cu doi) ce de obicei îmi venea când vedeam bazaconia. Nu mai e chiar așa.
3:50 One of the reasons US GDP is so high compared to other countries is healthcare which is added to GDP is so expensive, the most expensive in the world.
AI is so stupid, it contradicts self. It's the other way around or 11% in Japan.
Thinking of starting a new blog, called just like that, echoes, only for the replies from media to my posts and entries. But i'm afraid i will confuse lots of people for whom the three i already have are a bit too much already.
5:00 Mutând firele dintr-o cameră în alta se produc și îndoiri ale firelor, care oricât de cristaline ar fi, cedează la un număr de cicluri. Apar frecări între fire și "mosoarele" care le mișcă și tensionează/detensionează. În articol nu se spune despre numărul de cicluri la care aceste fire rezistă.
Chestia îmi amintește despre transmisiile continue, cu un fel de curea ca un lanț care transmite mișcare între două perechi de conuri, prin frecare, producând și zgomot, însă e vorba de puteri mult mai mari. O parte a "curelei" este tensionată, alta detensionată.
Apare aceeași întrebare și acum știu de ce a apărut articolul acum. Singura chestie e că eu nu am atacat pe nimeni, în afară de vechea ordine ierarhică centralizată, corporatist stagnantă și care nu poate funcționa fără corupție. (Da știu articolul e un exemplu de progres, împreună cu roboții de la Mercedes însă și acolo câștigă corporațiile, oamenii pierzându-și și mai mult independența financiară prin pierderea job-urilor (corporatiste)).
(Apropo nu cred că mai e mult timp până când roboții vor deveni suficient de ieftini și inteligenți și produși în masă ca să ocupe toate muncile manuale).
Deci între bare. Dacă la o pompă de căldură cu refrigerant eficiența este 3-3.5 căldură produsă (mă rog, mutată dintr-o cameră în alta) vs energie electrică folosită, numai la partea caldă și la acestea noi aici pur mecanice este de până la 5, prin absorbția și mutarea căldurii în spațiu dintr-un loc în altul apare o inversare locală a entropiei (demonul lui Maxwell) iar diferența de temperatură dintre camera caldă și cea rece teoretic poate alimenta un motor Stirling (cuplat cu un generator) a cărui eficiență este de până la 50% care motor captează această diferență de temperatură și o transformă în energie, de (5 + 5)/2 ori mai multă decât cea cu care se alimentează motorul care mișcă firele sau compresorul. Greșesc?
Wait a minute. Was this episode with a cat pooping under my door an allegory of what i said numerous times about Maxwell's demon? So it was all just a scientific argument? With who, the (Filipino) Inquisition? The KKK and the CIA? Karl Nehammer?
So James Maxwell was all good and then suddenly got mad and proposed the thought experiment? I believe he used the word demon because at that time he could not say a small intelligent being.
7:05 James Maxwell was good for his time. I know i criticized numerous times his EM field theory. He was not insane or possessed, just erroneous (heretic), like all others after him. However he was right about the demon!
Yeah i did a little search on Inquisition. Amazing how a little grammar error brings more complete answers with google. Anyways. Inquisition is not totally dead. I mean, it is no longer a tribunal. And the KKK conical hats. Inquisition were burning witches and KKK crosses. Is this an edelweiss, baby Kal-El ship? Ok i got it the cones represent the petals of the edelweiss. Or lotus whatever.
Wait a minute. Edelweiss looks so much like a lotus!
8:20 I wanted to go outside and take another picture of the door upstairs but i remembered i already took one. There is catnip, an iron heart and a little nazi skull on top of that beware sign. Catnip disappeared after i put the picture, but i know she feeds the cat or cats with catnip cause they run like crazy from one room to another.
3:35 I climbed the stairs which are common areas and took a better photo. I can't remember how many times i swept or hosed the stairs in the years i have lived here, can't remember if during the last occupant, but i do know they fixed them after my complaint during the current occupant. The middle deck leaned because of the hits of numerous unauthorized heavy vehicles passing through the complex in great numbers.
There is a black and white skull on the welcoming sign at the door and a tiny cross on a piece of wood.
It reminds me of the head of the X president of Romania. Could had be involved, i once saw him at Red Winds casino, just before i nearly got into another accident on I5.
I believe the wood itself is a symbol of beheading. There is a piece of forged iron reminding of...
Could it have anything to do with this post? After all, the main street in Tualatin is called Martinazzi.
I remember not until far ago, she was visited by a guy in a gigantic white truck that always has a chainsaw and a few one meter diameter three trunks in the bed though with different drivers. Some looked blond, some Asians. At one time i saw a woman pretending to be her though much younger, with short blond hair.
Over the last year, they have been several persons upstairs using the same car, pretending to be the same person. This has happened with previous occupants. Lately the car has changed several times. The current one, a black Hyundai is similar to the one i had before the accident. Black to contrast with mine, to give a message.
3:45 There must be at least one hundred complaints i made here on my blogs about bullying noise upstairs. Somehow they can pick the infrared signature of my head and body and to it when my brain activity and temperature of the skull increases. The sound level of on single stomp is usually above 60 db and they are doing in for hours.
But it's not only the noise. The commotion caused by the big woman usually comes with gas pumped from the space between floor and my ceiling and dust raised from every bit of undusted area that create nose congestion that may give choking symptoms.
There was a large chunk of solid deodorant buried in the wood dust under the door and a constant number of cat poops i gradually found buried in the dust and removed within the last few days. Can't tell how much better i started to feel after.
There is a growing mountain of gravel and a huge hole i can see from the door and windows.
4:00 PM To make things worse, Cynthia Kantner, daugher of Grace Slick, moved here accross the alley early last year and she has a lot more (opposite) symbols at the door, but i can't go there to take a picture, there is a day care at that entrance and too many people can see me on the alley.
Almost every time scores of different people are pouring out of that entrance usually when i step outside.
4:15 Can't remember how many times i've been bullied while walking in the white neighborhood between Borland and Nyberg by a pickup with the sign Rev'it (suggesting Leave it). One of the last times i went to Fred Meyer (that is now owned by Kroger, a spelling variant for warrior in German) some guy came and parked next to me in a mostly empty lot. When he left (German looking, thin, brunet with glasses) he gave me a clueless look.
5:18 Just because i have spoken of tree trunks... There is a bucket with offensive rotting materials next to a tree in direct view from my patio. Probably the reason i have been sick today... Swollen legs and face. Two jets, one after another, flying at very low altitude when i took this picture.
12:50 AM This guy also looks like a colleague from IMU, APT (Atelierul de Proiectare Tehnologică, Technological Design Dept). Mihai something. He probably just went back to Hungary.
In 1986 when i finished college, i had a "government repartition", (like all graduates) at IMU Bacău, because Angela was also in Bacău and i had Bacău residency on my ID card.
But when i went in there, right after, trouble. They did not want to hire me, because "it was too early". Should go in a vacation something, come back in a month. So i got mad and went to Ovidiu, knowing his father was a colonel in Securitate. However, it was what today are Jandarmeria, the equivalent of maybe SWAT in the US. Not the infamous repressive Securitate, or the State Police. Whatever. Maybe it was.
But doing so i got Ovidiu in trouble, cause he was already heading to one of then affordable for everyone Black Sea resorts and his father told him he should to the same as me. Start working. I told his father i would do the same if i was him whatever. That was really awkward. He told me to go back the next day.
The next day i got to talk to the Chief Engineer of the whole Design Department. He asked me, "generously", with a grim on his face, which department i want to work in, and i said, right away, Design, cause i had this experience with the newer computers and some CAD (Computer Aided Design) exposure during my last year in college.
I believe at the time they had 600 engineers and sub engineers in the Design department alone, mostly not doing nothing (no new products, not much need for design).
(No i never been friends with Ovidiu. He was the type... A bit shy, a bit jerk acting towards me like i was stupid or something. Not the kind would carry a long conversation. (Actually, i was pretty awkward, socially, ignoring too many things, a nerd some could say, but now they all respected me because of my computer skills and my position).
I remember when Ioana told us...
It all happened during those crazy days when all the guys in design were taken for a month or so in fall to help gathering the corn from fields. Belonging to the cooperatives as they were called. Manually. Not enough work force or machines at the cooperatives, corn would have been left on fields. Maybe a lesson for us all in the great Machine Tools company.
With sometimes beer at the end of the day at the restaurant at the end of the corn field. With outdoor tables.
One day (later, in a different place, near the airport). Me and Ovidiu were arguing about the concept of up and down in space and she intervened between us and said we should stop fighting. "You should be friends". I believe we looked perplexed at each other and started to laugh. For different reasons though.
And yes we went both to a party with her. Or was that a different guy. No, it was him and another guy Three guys, with the host, 4, two girls, one was picked by husband and i left early. After dancing with her on my shoulders though).
Once i got hired, i started to persuade my boss to create a CAD group. Some other people heard about.
All the machine tools companies in Romania (15 in total i believe, with thousands of personnel each, way too many for our needs) were subordinated to one so called Central of Machine Tools Industry or something.
Over there, there was this guy who had been given this task, implement CAD, so i got to work with him. Buy a mini computer, terminals, find a place in the main office building, things like that, select people which took me a couple of years. The IT department started a war with me, wanted us to become their subordinate.
Because they had an old computer, many people, and mostly because they did not want me to interfere with design and especially time allocated for each product, because... it all comes down to corruption, big bribe money for paying fictitious overtime for thousands of people.
Trouble is, the guy at the Central as i figured recently (last few years) was looking a lot like this guy, while my second boss at IMU (after we the CAD group have been moved to a different department), Preparation of Fabrication, was looking like this one.
I remember when i talked the first time with the Central guy after the Revolution (and last time i saw him). I was excited and stuff and he told me he saw too many of them revolutions. 4 i believe he said.
It was late 89 when i finished a software for generating the so called "technological files" that included the part for time allocation ("the norms") for each operation for a certain part. That meant workmanship. Pay. That day my boss talked to me on a corridor so no one can see and hear and told me to forget about.
Soon after (early 90) i quit and went to work with Angela and do accounting and payroll software because i knew there was no future in that company. They were too many in Romania, with too many people hired and outdated technology. Over there, my boss looked like...
Much better, i recon (how many parties, New Years, etc.). The Chief Financial Officer (contabil șef) looked like... In the IT department, my boss' right hand was...
But when i think today, i believe it was not that bad, the technological state of IMU. However, too many people were against me there. Others were hunting my position (though we haven't done much, with that project canceled) and without the guy from Bucharest i would have been lost soon.
Finding out all these clarified anything to me? At some point i still don't understand why, and especially why me? I believe it all started in college. They wanted me to familiarize with computers. Maye they did not know how the future might look like, but they knew it will be all based on computers. Look at the internet now.
So they wanted me to be able to use a computer and tell all these stories now. Even if i use only a fraction of what i learned, i mean editing a blog post, uploading a picture, do searches?
2:40 I remember that day when we both (me and Ioana) ran away from the corn field, maybe an hour or two earlier. Stopped by a creek and washed our hands, belies and stuff (we were full of dust from hugging piles of dry corn stalks). Went at a table at the restaurant and ordered beer. It was a beautiful September evening i guess. That restaurant was also at the end of a city bus line.
Next day she showed me her belly and i showed her mine. It was full of blisters and stuff. I remembered and told her. That creek in the middle of the corn field smelled funny. Not convincing... I believe next time i saw her she was with a guy even taller than me.
3:00 If anybody is still guessing why i'm up all night? Simple, because it's so much more quiet... Few cars with loud exhaust, no traffic on the nearby freeway, no stepping upstairs. Too nice, i just can't give in to sleeping. Also, still mad about the last walk on the ceiling last night. Mad about the smell. Mad about lots of things.
3:30 I remember we did not have an outside line on the phones. I mean you could make an outside call, but talk first with the company's operator, and she would try the number and put you through. Buy the inter-city lines were clogged. You could wait hours.
When i was in a hurry, i went, like other people, in the Chief Engineer waiting room and ask for a favor to one of his secretaries. Cause he had two.
One was young and cute as hell, the wife of engineer Ionescu, Head of Tools Production Department (who looked a bit like King Charles, when young, with a moustache), could just not get enough to look at her (mostly with my peripheral view, not to get noticed, but i remember, she had dark brown sleepy eyes) and the other old and ugly as hell, and i think she could have been... (link below).
Once there and gotten her approval, i would dial the number once, twice, 20 times. The key was not to hurry, to give some time to those electro-mechanical switches in those ancient centrals to move around between numbers... If i was lucky, i could have made my call within half hour.
One day i went in there right after Ioana and the secretary kept wiping the phone with alcohol after her and i believe it was a message to my subconscious, to stay away from Ioana... which BTW it worked.
3:50 Sunt cel puțin 2 feluri diferite de a te îneca cu mâncare... Spun pentru că le știu bine pe fiecare. Unul este disfagia. Mâncarea se oprește în esofag, nu mai coboară în stomac.
Cauza este un esofag iritat și dureros, ceea ce blochează mișcarea peristaltică care împinge mâncarea în stomac, combinată cu un stomac și intestin plin de gaze. Poate fi combinată cu aerofagie (înghițirea de aer), care este compresibil și "amortizează" acea mișcare de împingere în jos.
E foarte nașpa. Adică, încercați să vă imaginați. Mâncarea începe se circule în sus și în jos în esofag. Se aud zgomote ca și cum îți ghiorăie mațele. Dacă încerci să bei ceva, devine foarte dureros.
Eu odată am stat la urgențe 4 ore în starea asta, și m-au trimis așa acasă și eram foarte obosit și m-am culcat și dimineață m-am trezit ok. Se golise. Esofagul.
Am avut chestia de zeci de ori. Prima dată în 2012 cu măr nemestecat bine pe o plajă plină cu mii de turiști care coborâseră de pe o navă de croazieră, la Astoria, Oregon. Da, eram stresat de niște eșapamente și niște tipi cu detectoare de metal. O japoneză cu rucsac s-a uitat foarte foarte urât la mine chiar înainte de a mânca.
Orez uscat cu ardei iuți la un bar chinezesc la Spirit Mountain sau Thunder Valley Casino. Condusesem sute de mile când am ajuns acolo. Eram stresat și obosit. Orezul ăla stătuse acolo sub un reflector o zi întreagă cred. Am reușit să vomit în parcare.
Cel mai recent, azi. Dimineață. Am mâncat (molfăit) carne de vită cam uscată. Dar a trecut de la sine. Dureros, am simțit mâncarea coborând în stomac. Se întâmplă doar la primele înghițituri. După ce aciditatea din esofag s-a neutralizat cu mâncare, am mâncat ok.
Am înțeles de pe site-uri că poți face atac de inimă de la un asemenea episod. Mai ales dacă nu știi ce se întâmplă și panichezi. Practic, și o spun din foarte multe experiențe, în afară de senzația foarte nașpa, nu e nici un pericol imediat. Da, bine, îți poate crește tensiunea foarte mult, mai ales prin efect psihologic, iar dacă ai ceva cu inima...
Există un remediu, descoperit recent de mine. Faci o soluție foarte concentrată (saturată) de bicarbonat în apă, adică un sfert de pahar de praf și un sfert apă și iei o mică înghițitură. Asta ar trebui să neutralizeze acidul din esofag, fără a-l umple mai tare. Dispare durerea, mișcarea peristaltică funcționează iar.
A și încă un remediu. Două degete presărate cu sare, în fundul gurii. Însă mie îmi este greu să vomit, cred că sunt sub influență de botulinum mai tot timpul. A și este foarte greu să vomiți conținutul esofagului. Ai nevoie de o mișcare peristaltică, nu de presiune prin contractarea stomacului. Este alt tip de vomitat, dar se poate.
Preventiv. Dacă simți că ai acid în esofag (jigăraie) bea câteva înghițituri de apă cu bicarbonat sau simplu apă dacă nu ai bicarbonat, ca să se spele esofagul de acid înainte de a mânca ceva solid.
De asemenea poți să faci atac de inimă, dacă ai inima slabă, sau poți să te îneci, așa cum am pățit eu ultima dată, acum câteva zile, când mai eram și beat și am vomitat. Am fost foarte, foarte aproape.
Deci. Esofag iritat (jigăraie), mâncare uscată și condimentată. Gaze în stomac.
Al doilea tip este refluxul gastric. Se întâmplă numai în somn. Te trezești cu căile respiratorii blocate de mâncare ridicată din stomac. Se întâmplă fiindcă mănânci seara prea mult combinat cu gaze în stomac și intestin. Dacă nu reușești să respiri timp de un minut, normal faci atac de inimă. Stop cardiac. Whatever.
Deci în ambele cazuri diagnosticul poate fi atac de inimă, dacă doctorul care face autopsia omite să spună ca a găsit ceva în esofag sau pe căile respiratorii.
Remediu. Nu te culca cu stomacul plin și capul prea jos. Încarcă să scapi de gazele intestinale de cu seară. Nu mânca fasole seara.
Și într-un caz și în altul suspectez, pe deasupra, vrăji. Aplecatul înainte, cu fundul spre tine, mai ales când ești obosit și stresat. Declanșează un reflex care blochează eliminarea gazelor și în același timp crește aciditatea în esofag, prin stres. Efectul vrăjii durează ore sau până a doua zi.
Faza de la Spirit Mountain. 19 mai 2018. Un tip mătura pe lângă mese și se apleca mereu. Pe atunci nu știam chestia cu aplecatul. Am condus 2 ore până acasă așa. Am vomitat când am ajuns. Orez.
4:30 Atenție la condițiile de mediu. Poate aveți mucegai pe undeva și nu știți. Praf, dacă locuiți lângă un drum sau ați zugrăvit neprofesionist. Sunt o mulțime de situații în mediu care pot conduce la așa ceva. Un cuptor de aragaz sau chiar suprafață, murdar tot timpul. Da știu e greu de curățat.
Un frigider cu radiator ascuns dedesubt, plin de praf. Eu personal nu mai cred în ADD, toate tâmpeniile și nici măcar în anxietate. Este întotdeauna ceva legat de mediu, ceva ignorat de mult timp. O infecție dentară în stare latentă, cronicizată.
Chestia cu cuptorul de la aragaz. Am uitat chiar în seara asta două tăvi de pizza pe afară și mă simțeam anxios dar nu știam de la ce. În cuptor este bine să puneți o farfurie două întinse cu praf de bicarbonat care să absoarbă mirosul la sursă.
5:25 One more story with Ovidiu before Angela leaves and i go to sleep. Only to be awakened at 8 by those guys with the stairs... Don't know how i will survive the next couple of days, with all the health problems and stuff...
So i met with him at Casa Armatei (Army Club) in Bacău, was opened for everyone, not far from where i lived on Energiei St., drinking beer of course. And he told me a story heard from his colonel father from Securitate.
Those live shows with Păunescu. Poetry and folk music. One night, there was a power outage, and dozens of youth died during a stampede... Then Ceaușescu pulled the plug on him.
What else was happening. At some time during every show, Păunescu would ask the Police, Securitate, whatever, to leave the stadium or hall. And the next day the Police (Miliția how it was called) would find plenty of girls' panties in the last rows...
9:50 Slept about one hour or less. At around 8:30 they started outside with the power tools.
Asta indică faptul verificat de mulți ani că pompele de căldură furnizează mai multă energie decât consumă. După cum se precizează în articol, ele de fapt nu furnizează energie, ci mută energie dintr-o zonă a spațiului în alta.
De aceea se și numesc pompe de căldură. Aparatul de aer condiționat, frigiderul sunt tot pompe de căldură, iar ce numim astăzi pompe de căldură sunt de fapt aparate de aer condiționat inversate (cu radiatorul cald înăuntru). De fapt, sunt reversibile din construcție putând funcționa în ambele feluri, în funcție de anotimp.
Eu cred că ele pot fi folosite la construirea unui perpetuum mobile (da, de speța a II-a).
O pompă de căldură, cu un radiator cald și unul rece are total un transfer de energie cald-rece sau rece cald de până la 4 ori mai mare decât energia consumată.
Într-un proces spontan, energia se transferă întotdeauna de la cald la rece, cu creșterea entropiei. Într-o pompă de căldură, construită de ființe inteligente, energia se poate transfera de la rece la cald (răcind și mai mult partea rece, încălzind și mai mult partea caldă), deci cu scăderea entropiei.
Dacă putem capta această energie pentru a mișca un generator electric, s-ar putea obține de aproape 4 ori mai multă energie decât se consumă. Asta se poate face într-un sistem închis cu un motor Stirling, care funcționează cu o sursă rece și una caldă și are o eficiență de până la 45%, deci o astfel de instalație ar furniza un surplus de energie gratuită.
Bine, asta doar pentru a demonstra viabilitatea ideii. Cred că se pot imagina astfel de dispozitive mai simple și mai compacte.
Toate acesta au fost prevăzute într-un articol publicat în 1929 de savantul evreo-maghiar Leo Szilard, "Despre reducerea entropiei în sisteme termodinamice prin intervenția ființelor inteligente". Nu știu exact luna în care a fost publicat articolul, dar e posibil să fie înainte de declanșarea marii crize economice din 1929.
Este ciudată denumirea dată de Maxwell acelei ființe inteligente care separă moleculele calde și cele reci din experimentul său mental numit "Demonul lui Maxwell".
Noi toți am auzit de Maxwell din școala generală de la fizică. Transformarea energiei potențiale în cinetică și invers. Pendulul lui Maxwell.
Această denumire creează o barieră psihologică (de repulsie) pentru oricine aude. Și totuși, pe acest principiu de bazează funcționarea frigiderelor și dispozitivelor de aer condiționat, așa cum le știm de decenii. Rolul demonului lui Maxwell (poartă termică unidirecțională, diodă termică) în pompe de căldură îl preia suprafața de separare lichid-gaz.
În electronică, rolul demonului lui Maxell este preluat de diode care pot rectifica curentul alternativ și regulariza sensul de transport al energiei. Cred că este evident pentru oricine că electronii dintr-un circuit de curent alternativ au mai multă entropie decât cei dintr-un circuit de curent continuu (care circulă într-un singur sens). Posibile, yet not.
Aceste idei și discuții au fost suprimate timp de o sută de ani fiindcă ținta sau țelul actualei conduceri din vârful ordinii mondiale practic dorește distrugerea planetei prin încălzirea ei, pentru a îndeplini o profeție a lui Buda și pentru, conform credinței și filosofiei proprii, a închide ciclul tuturor reîncarnărilor (Nirvana pentru toți).
În continuare o demonizare a numelui Maxwell este făcută într-o melodie Beatles, ce re-prezintă un pata fizician în devenire (nerd) care acționează ca un ucigaș în serie (serial killer).
7:50 Zeroing in on Beatles. From cold to colder. In this song her stands for heroin, right?
Hey dude, refrain... Nothing else could heal your pain... Now go drink some water go and get her. It will only cost you six pence an arm and a leg.
3:24 PM Who's bad? Assault, battery, unlawful detaining, torture, committed in front of approving, cheering of tens of thousands of people.
3:42 It was the best of times. "hundreds of thousands of dollars fell from the ceiling into the scrambling arms of fans when Trump entered the arena."
5:20 Too bad they didn't have a "billi_onaire" character in the band.
6:40 So far closest i could find to Ovidiu Tășală.
10:35 Extrema stângă și extrema dreaptă în competiție.
11:50 Had no idea! We traditionally eat lots of garlic in oil however either fresh or stored in the fridge under 40 degrees (got a thermometer in there).
On the other hand, i suspect when she works the floor, sewer gas from a leak gets in here.
The problem is wounds or damaged teeth. Currently have symptom like stiffens of calves, some in hands, etc.. It changes every day. There are no vaccines for most dangerous bacteria found in sewage, like botulism, leptospirosis, enterococcus, things like that.
Also parasites like from cats that eat birds (there is a bird feeder upstairs), or simply from the seeds fallen from the feeder. Today i discovered i had a dry socket from the extraction of three teeth, confirmed having a small piece of fractured bone near the same tooth.
Was very careful when eating, but today i became overconfident and accidentally did byte on a piece of banana. Very painful. There was great activity upstairs as usually is at that hour in the morning. Then i saw her living, coming back, probably for more baggage and living again. I thought she is going to a hotel for the next 2 days since she can't climb upstairs (rebuilding the stairs, probably starting at 8 AM, she usually lives at 9).
Though i thought i was done, after biting on that started to have pain big time which passed whiten one hour of restarting Augmentin. Within that hour the pain became almost unbearable and started pacing around and i think that's why the infection spread to those muscles that might have had dead cells in it from the breakdown.
However she came back tonight and started doing the same thing. Then i started the ozone generator in the bathroom and the built in exhaust fan. If there is a leak, the ozone will eventually follow that leak and spread in the empty floor and walls. Within one minute she then left.
12:30 AM I went to smoke a cigarette and saw the blinds upstairs are moved and the door is probably open all the way behind the screen though i can't see the door at all, in either position. Like it's not there. The big Transylvania cats are still there and jumping around.
12:45 Ok i went to check again. At first my eyes were blinded by the computer. After 15 minutes away, i could see the door is actually there and closed.
9:15 I think i first saw "him" acting as a woman, power washing the pavement at 47 Eagle Crest. Could be the guy in the black Cadillac. Acting like the handywoman at this complex?
1:41 Da imaginea asta pare mult mai realistă decât altele, care au cerul... albastru (imaginea următoare), planeta Marte se vede din spațiu roșie, spre deosebire de Pământ care se vede albastră . Culoarea albastră a Pământului se datorează atmosferei dense, atmosferă care pe Marte este de o sută de ori mai rarefiată, etc.
Venus de exemplu apare galbenă ca urmare a norilor de bioxid de sulf.
Imaginile acestea, ca și multe alte imagini "științifice" sunt date publicului în anumite momente, pentru a coincide cu anumite evenimente și a influența în mod inconștient mintea publicului.
7:15 I would like to say a few words about non-verbal communication but don't know if i have enough for a stand alone post. (I make it as i ago, i read this on a blog).
There are researchers who say 90% of the communication is not verbal. Others, more conservators, say is about 55%. Others, in between.
We are all accustomed to verbal abuse. Some of it is cultural. Statistically, i think we can encounter it mostly in parenting, with parents verbally abuse the children, and in bullying. But it is many times accompanied by postures and gestures, like threating postures in bullying, and sometimes plain violence.
As usually, my interest is in how much of it is subconscious. The abuser, and the abusee apply and receive postures with old roots, inherited culturally, with origins in prehistory or even physiology.
Parents may scare the children with postures while imposing rules and this could be very basic, inherited from our own ancient social behavior. It may be essential for surviving of the individuals and thus the species. This so tormented human species.
I believe non-verbal communication is at the base of shamanism. The shaman dance induces a trance, a state (of mind) where the subject becomes unconditionally open to suggestions.
And from there it transferred in our days to dance. There is even a type of modern music and subsequent dance called trance. (This doesn't mean other types of music won't to it. In fact, most do) What can people communicate to each other during these cultural manifestations?
A lot.
All i said so far is well established and documented and the informations about it is readily available on the web.
But now i'm going to enter in the speculations area. Stimulated by intriguing personal experiences that are vastly due to my not so common social position.
Relatively late in my life i have been exposed, via some web sites, to experiences that show that non-verbal communication may be just the opening of a gate in yet one more even more basic type of communication. Vibrational. (But i only became aware of it after watching the same captivating videos over and over and many times).
So i noticed from the sites that really passionate women when reaching climax exhibit some type of movements that may be doing just that. Open a communication channel with the man nearby so it will create an unbreakable and unconditional bond. To them, it is just a physiological reflex.
But some had learned how to use that. I encountered even more recent a person that was doing very weird steps and movements when i watched her. The first person i saw climbing down the stairs after the apparition of the Honda Element. She climbed the stairs making noises to make sure i was watching her.
Then under the pretext of checking the mail at the boxes (it was the only time i saw "her" doing so, the quote signs is because i saw more than one person using the same apartment and car) she executed some movements, very similar to the orgasmic movements i just wrote about. Then again i saw her through the window when smoking doing the same thing.
And i believe the result is some sort of bond, that she uses by example to figure out in any moment my emotional state, and act accordingly, making noises and basically "possessing" me, by renewing the bond, detouring my thoughts and activities and in the end making me sick, with raising of the blood pressure, things like that.
So yes, the martial artists learned millennia ago how to weaponize these very subtle and basic bonds that may occur between human beings. Of course the subject is so vast, i could only made a brief abstract here.
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