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Wednesday, September 2, 2026

The Spider Web II

Continuing

In September 1974 after being admitted to Tehnoton HS in Iași, my father drove me there.

At the end of school after the very last class, the physics/chemistry teacher, the sexy one with miniskirt, Mrs.Mezinu, asked me where i wanted to go after school and i said there was a professional school for phone techs in a nearby town. And she went,  "You, professional school? You should go to high school!" (i was second in class).

I was really submissive at the time and ready to do everything teachers or people with some authority were telling me. So was my father. Though there was a good HS in Câmpulung (called Dragoș Vodă, or Lord Dragoș, the supposed founder of Câmplung and Moldova) from where most grads were admitted to a college (again didn't know what that was at the time), i wanted to learn electronics.

My preference was to go to Bucharest, after what i saw during that filming at the National Television.

School and sometimes boarding (if you could catch room) were free of charge at all levels during communist period, but it was an 8 hours ride by train.

He went there (later he told me he also wanted to get me out of the influence of my mother) and when he came back he heard from a guy in the train about a new HS tied to the new company Tehnoton in Iași (yes they were lots of technical HS in Romania besides professional which were shorter, 3 years only all tied to companies in order to prepare workers.

Iași was at about 4 hours away only. So he went and filed my application. In late June i went for an exam and passed it. Can't remember what place i was on the list i was but not among last for sure. Though i did not have a real math teacher in grade. That teacher Popescu from Câmpulung proved to be wrong.

Tehnoton HS was about electronics and electrotechnics because Tehnoton firm was building radios. I will come later with details. They also had a 3 years only professional school but a (technical) HS also kept the door opened for college while a professional school was a dead end which i really did not care about at the time.

But unlike those guys at professional, i had to pay for the food at the self serve food court (they called them canteens).

But surprise. We got there late? and they had no more room in the dorms. Father had to scramble to do something. And he went to the nearby IPL (again, coincidence, wood processing plant), it was right in the back of the HS where, again coincidence, party secretary was a guy he knew from IPL Suceava.

To me, he looked again like Botnăraș (from memory and today's POV), this time in suit with gray hair.

Anyways. He arranged for me to stay free of charge in a building between the HS and the plant, the so called non familyist dwellings, in a room with a supervisor from the factory. They were small rooms in a concrete block building and it was right across the always stinking common restroom and showers.

He was a short guy and again he looked like a Japanese man. Titi Pancu was his name. In his 40s, he was always smiling and had this peculiar, penguin like, hypnotic walk. They were two beds but can't remember if there was a table for my homework.

I remember the first day of HS. The class master (diriginta), a very short woman with a very strong voice was in the backyard or inner side of the L shaped new building on the stairs with a list in her hand and was yelling each of our names and i said to my self, i'm screwed, she seemed very "severe". (First cut, the deepest).

When i was in Lake Oswego, many years after (2010 - 2015), i somehow ran across this video with the Romanian soprano (of Greek and Russian origin, by name), Marina Krilovici who at the time was officially "escaped from the regime" in Germany and i said must have been her, who in turn must have been Hungarian soprano Gabriella Zsigmond.

A very short woman with lots of energy, heavy smoker, Mrs. Ionică (a diminutive of my last name), her husband was an agronomic engineer working outside Iași and was missing a lot from home. And in the end she proved to be not severe at all, almost human during an inhuman regime, though she always kept a safe distance.

Enough to say in advance, during the years when she acted both as class master and Romanian language teacher (not a lot of lessons i recon, we were more like free talking in the class) she replaced (and taught us all) in conversations the title "tovarăș" (comrade) with domnul or doamna, (Mr, Mrs) usually when naming other teachers, and i think it might have spread from there in other places if not all of Romania.

And so the show at Tehnoton HS began.

One of my first memories there? One night i was in line at the canteen and they seemed to be opening late (or was i too early) and the line grew bigger and it was then when i met what was about to be my friend and mentor for the whole time, a guy named Gabriel Ringhilescu, from Ștefănești Botoșani.

Lately i started to suspect he was the actor Adrian Pintea, who was 6 years my senior.

I remember on top of the 3 steps of the stairs of the canteen door stood a guy who now by visual memory i think was a young version of Miscavige, though with black hair who was acting as the "pedagog" or the ruler of the dorm. So now i recon, if i was given a bed in that dorm, i would have been under his rule.

He kept us there long enough for me to start talking to Gaby. I remember that night we walked together on the street going all the way to Podu Roș, a nearby neighborhood in Iași, then each going to his place which to him was a newly built unfurnished empty apartment in the west of Iași and me the non familyst cramped room.

He was very friendly though i was really scared during those first days alone in Iași. I remember one thing he told me that night. His purpose there was to learn how a computer works which to me then was an enormous impossible task though over the years, i myself did achieve that goal which helps me a lot with my writings here.

I think he and possibly his protectors had a dual nature though. Officially he was sent there by some nationalist patriots nested in the Romanian Communist Party, maybe Ceaușescu himself or possibly Soviets who were crawling at the construction site of Stânca barrage near Ștefănești to teach me things i was lacking from my family, and the other was secret sabotage of the first.

Among other things, he was an expert in yoga, doing things like rolling his stomach up and down and sideways and had a sculpted body, but more in the style of ascetic monks than body builders.

He was reading good literature and gave me numerous books to read when i became his roommate in first trimester of the 2nd year. and started a passion for Romanian poets of which i translated a few poems (32) in this blog though laely it turned they were heavily influenced by occultism. Yeah who knows what would have become of me if it wasn't for him. But it all was a plan.

Was it in the second year also when we got a new teacher, of sociology, who came from a different HS to ours to teach one class a week. He once even told me, he came there especially for me (where did he know me from?). That guy, prof Manea, turned out to have been none other than the musician known to us all as Elton John and there is little doubt in my mind about it.

There are many (juicy) stories with both i will tell later, but since i am at knowing Gabriel i have to write this one now.

In the summer or fall we went together swimming in different areas of the town, sometimes joined by the guy who was also my roommate for one trimester and looked like Travolta. One glorious summer or early fall day we went at Ciric Lake and were doing turns as one would row and the other would swim behind the boat along the lake.

After that he took me to Manea's apartment in nearby Tătărași (Doi Băieți), one of the two ten stories towers there where he gave us to drink brandy and made a few sexual allusions. This is so from the beginning one would not make false ideas about who Gabi was.

But about Man_ea i was warned by the master teacher (diriginta) Ionică though i did not understand what she meant at the time. "He is crazy and he and Gabi and others want to make you crazy too" she said one day when we were alone on the street when she became emotional.

One more story about Ciric Lake. I went there with Angela after we got married and i was still a college student and again rented a boat (they were cheap to rent) and i was swimming near the boat and my wedding ring fell in the water but i caught it while it was going down, inches away from the surface (they were very expensive, like one month wages for one ring).

In the first days and weeks i was wearing a type of cheap uniform, made of the same material as for winter military clothing, though navy blue in color. It was a nasty material, irritating especially when  new and would wrinkle developing large ballooned knees and thin out in time, the kind i was wearing throughout grade school. I was the only one in class wearing that and diriginta told me to tell my father to buy the more expensive one, made of "tergal".

Yes i was very tall, almost the height and weight i've been through my whole life after until i got here and became overweight. I think it was the milk i grew with we were buying from our neighbors, the Erhan family (a Turkish name, left since Turkish rule of Moldova and Bukovina).

Soon after, i think in November 1974 ex two term post revolutionary (1989) President (of Romania) Ion Iliescu was officially moved through one of those shuffle like movements (rotația cadrelor) to be the Party General Secretary at Iași where he stayed until i finished HS (another coincidence).

I think in reality he was the famous Hungarian director György Illés who directed the whole political show in Romania starting with that time or possibly earlier, until he died, it is unclear when.

(to be continued, it will be part of a series of posts)

Tuesday, September 1, 2026

August 31

10:45 PM Just got home. All evening i thought i had a case against the Church of Scientology. What was i thinking.

First. Xenu is part of their mythology. Some web sites mention Xenu is imprisoned here on Earth. I thought they re-gained their tax exempt status simply by proving to IRS they were a religion. And since Xenu is thought to be here on Earth, IRS, FBI, CIA, name it, could have done some research to see if Xenu is really around.

I believe everybody on Earth would be interested to know if there was an alien here on our planet for 75 millions of years, imprisoned in a mountain, which means there should be also some guardians and staff to feed him. Held by a force field with the help of an eternal battery? There is no such thing as an eternal battery, this is a syntagm in the Sci Fi language of the 50s.

If there was we should all be interested to know. Free energy that is.

But by looking at their activities one can say they believe they know exactly where Xenu is or at least was imprisoned. On Mt.Sylvania of Portland area (Lake Oswego to be more precise) which also happens to be an (extinct) volcano. They tricked him into renting an apartment there with the help of Matt Latanzi, the ex husband of Olivia Newton John. He even had the freedom to move around but never leave, like in Eagles' song.

Anyways. Those who buy knowledge from the church should know. There should be people with insider knowledge to confirm that who could be subpoenaed to testify that. And if their doctrine contains that information and if they cannot prove there is a Xenu, then they will loose their religion status and had to pay IRS taxes and penalties since 1993.

But that is not the case. IRS gave up the case against them because of other "reasons". There is a very down to Earth reason why Hubbard could have not died in 1986. The case against the Church was based on an accusation it was an organization for his own profit. That accusation had no more basis if he was dead.

I personally believe he lived for a while (i think after 2006) at the apartment down stairs in Beaverton (BTW he had a car battery in the balcony all the time) and then he controlled the real estate agency, McNeely, who leased the apartment to us in Lake Oswego. That of course would make sense only if he declared to the Church i was Xenu who somehow escaped or transfered his Thetan from that prison on me and then of course he caught him again.

No reciprocity. A person or organization like IRS cannot fill a FOIA request with the Church of Scientology to get the information as were and who is XENU.

Monday, August 17, 2026

August 17

3:03 Was Haydn linked to the occult?

As i said yesterday morning when i went to the dumpster there was a woman most likely at Apt.4 crying and yelling, and at some point she yelled: "But i don't wanna live!". But i am so convinced i am immersed into a huge allegory i did not react.

Besides, i saw her one minute later climbing down the stairs at the other entrance where Apt.3 and 4 are upstairs, crying, and she was a short, chubby, Latina looking woman with no shoes and a tattoo on her shoulder and she went and entered building next to E.

Earlier i saw what i thought it was an Alexa meme with two dogs bending, picking a poop, i did not see her face very well, she was only showing one side, carefully. Then i closed the hood of the car and went back inside, and then she passed really close to the door, talking on the phone, i thought with a slight accent. We left soon after.

But when i saw the news late last night i also thought it was her and when i looked i saw at AlexaCrush tiktok account something like a warning posted Sunday morning at 8 local time (should not miss those anymore).

How weird was that, on the road, they poured asphalt south of Tacoma and exit 88, (i complained a o lot about that road), and there was a traffic jam that lasted more than half hour (on a Sunday) holding us on top of that fresh asphalt which i know is not good for wounds.

4:15 Angela said she slept very little last night because of the guys upstairs. I know at least him awakes when Angela leaves and that is he sleeps a little more than her. I was talking to Angela about how we should go to the office and complained, and they started even more upstairs, dragging furniture this time.

They also poured fresh asphalt around the sign where Home Depot delivered two items for me about a week ago. Double down.

3:40 Undeclared, unrecognized but steady work at the apartment upstairs.

In the last years i was always intrigued with synchronous events in my life. Lately i am literally chocked by the number of allegories that are unfolding around me since the moment i open the door.

I knew Hindu goddess Kali is a goddess that is explicitly said to be of time. At some point i was convinced the Latin word calendarium (and a bunch of others) come from Kali. But Inanna/Ishtar is also linked to time through the octostar and later pentagram, but so far could not find any connection between the two.

4:16 I was thinking about this a lot and in the past i even wrote a post about. Somewhere i said i should write about how Ishtar became such a great goddess, cause i don't believe calculating new years' days, which again, was a great deal during those years was enough for her to last millennia and rule over the occult and thus to the whole planet to this day.

Let's think about the pair production (of positron and electron). According to current theory, energy of the photons creates two particles with mass. According to my theory that says photons are unstable pairs of whirls in EAther, photon splits into an electron and a positron, two stable whirls. But what if the electron and positron resulted from that split (pair production) are literally or physically entangled?

In the real world made of matter, the positron won't survive much but other entanglements do survive indefinitely unless they hit specific obstacles. My hypothesis is in case of entanglement the particles are literally linked together through a very narrow "funnel". If the AEther was indeed made of very fine particles, the "funnel" should get thinner and thinner and then break with the distance between entangled particles, but i wonder how would they know this.

Besides particles are not isolated but in continuous interaction with other particles. Even with current theories entangled particles should be created together thus in the same point in space. How could you move one entangled particle away from its pair meters or galaxies away without applying momentum or fields or something, without interacting with it which would break the entanglement.

The idea is since according to both theories there should be entangled particles all around us and we are literally swimming in this tangle like a spider web, maybe breaking some, maybe attaching to some of those strings. Parts of our bodies with maybe specialized organs, like deep inside the brain could attach to those "funnels" creating weird connections?

I am looking, in my mind again at the clay tablet or bass relief or something (terracotta) representing Inanna/Ishtar and i see the two owls and other symmetrical things like maybe ankhs in her hands which makes pairs but i am not sure as of right now what they represent in Sumer mythology.

Yeah ok it may point to the better sight of owls which may be linked to the observing of phases of Venus as it passes from one side of the Sun to another. Ok just realized something, the lions seem to have a common rear body. As for the wings, well, we all know. She came from the sky.

The idea also based on my observations (the way the guys upstairs torture me by reacting to my thoughts) is they may be (rituallically) master some sort of telepathy and demonstrations of it to new recruits is what it really keeps this otherwise forgotten religion still strong and still going on.

There are some similarities between Hindu goddess Kali and Ishtar. Hairdo - diademe, hair - wings, stepping on Shiva - lion, some tools and weapons may be similar (in different representations).

7:27 Saw this image on a Romanian site and i thought it might want to subliminally represent a black triangle on the sky and my mind flew to a mason's apron i once saw. Never heard of the word unidentfied (aerial) object used to describe a drone. One thing is sure. The more i write about meaningful things, the more drones wonder in Romania. Or so they say (the authorities).

Then i searched for the eye of god on a masonic apron and what did i find. It makes sense. Shiva is the god of destruction as opposed to building (freemasons) and Kali, his wife, stepped on him. Not unique to Salamanca.
 

Did some more searches and i ran invariably into the same phrase i know well. Freemasonry is not a religion.

Here are the two snake brothers Fuxi and Nuwa, post flood creationist gods from Chinese mythology carrying a square and a compass (with which they rebuilt the world). Nuwa also seems to be at the origin of the world Noah in the Bible.

10:00 Though the casino was full, the line at the food court got suddenly short and i asked Angela to order fish and chips for me (because she has more points on the card). There was no more line behind me but it took like half and hour. They finally gave it to me and went in the car to eat it. I opened the tray to see if there was tartar sauce and there was. I could not seal back the tray no matter how much i tried.

Went in the car, grabbed the tray from the big brown bag and put it on my lap only to realize the little trays with tartar sauce that were not sealed properly overturned and all tartar sauce fell on the tray and outside the tray and into my lap. I was full of tartar sauce on my pants that is. Was it then when i think i saw this guy again in the lot climbing in an SUV close to my car?

Got problems with the car, i added again a bit of trans fluid, measured temperature, it is not too much or overheating, it runs fine, no more jerking or hesitating, however the mileage at the car went down like 10% and cannot find the cause.

I know i wrote recently about the mishap with the rear brakes (and they have the tendency to double down everything) and went to check, raised the car on jack left and right, the left rear wheel is turning fine but i thought i felt a resistance at the right. However is too dark and they releases smoke in the parking lot (that smells like coal smoke) and came back inside. Tomorrow, but during day time is too hot outside (up to 90 today).

Got to check brakes all around anyways, they have over 100k (mostly outside city), yesterday i felt (all of a sudden) they do not hold that well anymore, i was in this stop and go traffic near Centralia for more than half hour, also very tired, behind a black Mercedes that was really hard to spot. they have over 100k (mostly outside city).

Could have some air in the front, i did purge the system not long ago. I remember i checked the plates and saw i have enough brakes left for this year.

Latest trick. They stopped the sprinklers about a month ago, the grass got almost dried, i was happy to see they started them ago, however, when the dry grass gets wet it stinks like mold. But i don't thin i heard them tonight. Have to go and check.

Saturday, July 18, 2026

July 18

6:30 AM The bad news. Papagalismul nu se limitează la România.

11:45 I'm really glad it's over and i don't have to see these POV cartoons anymore. Is that a shadow between his legs?  
They always make me think of

1:15 La câteva minute după ce am postat au venit ei cu ceva.

4:23 As for the link between the Scientology cross on the building across Eaton that later changed in favor of acronym DSV, a logistics company, there may be a link. (Apparently, someone, something or myself getting distracted i missed a link in the post last night trying to prove there is a data center belonging to Scientology across the street from where Angela works. Probably from where they run the whole show there and here, at 3 miles away).

There was a forgotten sci-fi show called Seaquest DSV. (SeaOrg is the innermost group of most advanced Scientologists). Several actors who were Scientology members or with ties with Scientology were staring in the show. Based on the fact they change the sign of the building from Scientology cross to DSV we may conclude that DSV logistics firm belongs to them. And what else.

The Scientology cross featured in Seaquest DSV confederation flag featured in the show is proof that the show was linked to Scientology.

6:00 Even the logos use the same type of fonts.

6:06 Judging by the reaction of the man upstairs when i was posting the above. He started to make big noises, came with a friend and two guitars and started practicing like for a band. That solved the mystery of the base, but he wanted me to see and hear that for the first time. Also one of them spoke clearly on the stairs, for about one minute, to let me hear an educated voice.

But that didn't last long, was only a demonstration, for reason shown before (environmental).

Then i remembered what Mircea Dinescu urges me for years now, using a very colorful language and innuendos in dedicated poems in his publication with s...t name (in Italian when pronounced in Romanian), and that is to mingle with my female neighbors. Given the new logo of the management i wrote about and their way of permanently knowing my state of mind and interfering through use of technology or maybe some "telepathic like" powers or tricks, there is little doubt right now they are actually Scientologists.

But the question is about Dinescu now. Dinescu's name reminds of Dianetics, the theological foundation of Scientology having as name the Sanskrit word dhyAna, which stands for meditation. I have previously shown that many elements from Hinduism are found in  Scientology.

Poet and journalist Mircea Dinescu played a pivotal role in the Romanian Revolution of December 89 and then paving the road for today Romania's bankruptcy. Given what happened to me in HS, having Travolta as class mate (first two years) and roommate (one trimester in last year) the question right now is if Scientology was involved in Romania's Revolution, the fall of Soviet Union and so on.

7:20

Monday, June 1, 2026

June 1st

12:05 AM Știu de ce au băgat acum chestia asta. Ce văd pentru prima dată și nu înțeleg e de ce poartă Becali o cruce brodată pe fes la fel ca un mitropolit.

1:27Many people don't understand. They think artificial intelligence is just for generating shorts on youtube. If people using free tools can generate people that walk, talk, chase bears with brooms and bathe them, then imagine what the pros can do. Or who knows. Not people anymore, just the gods within the machine.

It is/was my perception and that is since i can remember, 31 years ago that all the talking on TV was done with AI and i figured the reason they, unlike in Europe when we had 625 lines on TV when me and Angela left, here they had only 200 lines resolution on TV. Because higher resolution requires higher processing power and that changed when, 2000? I mean, it debuted in 1998 but few or none were broadcasting.

People talking perfectly, making no mistake, having no accents, bullying attitude, name it.

That and the stock market and everything else is being coordinated by AI for decades. Traffic everywhere i go.

I remember i was in Romania before 89 when Japan announced the 5th generation of something. Computers that were suppose to think like humans, only way faster. Then, silence. Nobody said anything anymore like the whole thing froze in time.

No it did not freeze, simply there was nobody anymore to tell us what is happening and this goes to this day. That's why we see a badly wrinkled old man barely climbing the stairs to AFOne and a perfect, joyous, triumphant Trump on the TV screen.

If everything is owned by everybody through cross ownership, stock market is an illusion and a perfect bubble that can float indefinitely until the cylons get angry with us imperfects and sinners.

Yeah i know they came with that ask a question window after i started to use screenshots massively (because of ever changes in google answers) to limit what people can see in that screenshot and to also confuse, some thinking they can actually ask a question and then curse me.

Times passes fast. Last time i looked it was thousands of transaction a second. (buying/selling of stock at the trade market).

I believe the stock market as we know it was designed with brokers on the floor in mind. There is no legislation passed to regulate the high frequency (through automation) trading. 

10:10

12:05 Pe un pretext aproape imposibil de verificat (puteau să fie niște pirotehnice pe blocul acela) Guvernul Interimar (demis) continuă seria încălcărilor Constituției, angajând discuții externe. Mai mult decât atât, Oana Țoiu trebuia să aștepte rezoluția CSAT. Se pare că ne grăbește undeva.

Stau și mă întreb totuși dacă NATO nu are posibilități tehnice (specialiști) să vină să verifice dacă a fost o dronă (nu s-a publicat până acum traseul).

Sau poate Guvernul Interimar ajutat de Nicușor Dan care întârzie numirea altui prim ministru (sau vine cu propuneri neacceptabile) a construit acest incident cu drona într-o încercare disperată de a rămâne la putere.

Drona a zburat mai mulți km peste Galați și nu am auzit de nici o relatare că ar fi fost auzită de cineva. Din singura poză prezentă vedem un motor cu răcire cu aer și probabil fără amortizor de zgomot.

Saturday, January 24, 2026

January 24

10:55 PM We were born in era of deodorants. Everybody does it. Take a shower, use a deodorant and you're good to go. Automatically. Until you get like me little polyps under arm. Then you eventually stop using it with great consequences.

Let me explain. My unique recent experience with restarting using a deodorant after almost 20 years (rose, aluminum free) taught me something i would like to share.

Deodorant has perfumes that alter all the smells around you. You quit smelling reality. Most times you only smell your own deodorant, especially when you work and heat up. Smells may sneak upon you and make you sick without knowing.

Then when you stop it all becomes overwhelming. Besides the smells around you, your get to get acquainted with your own, i wish i could say natural smell which is again more obvious than the rest, the source being inches away, though you may not realize it.

Cause when you live with pets or stray pets in or around houses made of sulfur, surrounded by dumpsters where unruly people throw open bags with garbage that rot especially in summer for up to a week and live poops on the ground your smell is not your natural smell. It is something that nauseates you.

I was nauseated for years before this and never knew the cause.

But tonight even with shower and deodorant, i felt there was something wrong and went outside and found one from a cat, well fed, healthy, probably not stray (by the shape of it) under the stairs. It is 30 degrees (-1 C) outside, everything should be frozen but that area is protected by the wall and receives some radiating heat from the building. The dust was dry again and inviting.

Wednesday, April 23, 2025

April 24

My April 23 post grew too big to be manageable so i will start to post early on 24 though i don't know how big this one will be. Whatever.

9:43 PM House arrest for smoking for a 15 years old? While 18k known Yakuza members are free to do their "business" while they have 47% prison occupancy? Looks to me like a terror force to better control any dissidence and conduct business not even a ninja would while ninja were renown for doing whatever samurai won't.

9:48 There is a cemetery in Tualatin called Winona. She played dark roles such as the teenage in Beetlejuice. BTW she is still gorgeous, sill one of the most beautiful actresses in Hollywood. If i would recognize her if i saw her in a store or something. Depends on her makeup and look.

I once had a next door neighbor (at Sussex Village), and that was after 2004, who looked like her.

She would spend hours talking on the phone on the stairs,  next to my door, pretending not having signal. How many times i've been tempted to ask her inside to use my phone? However she looked too young and innocent to me and my English was limited at the time. Simply didn't know how to  handle a meaningful conversation beyond basics back then.

During those days myself have been spending lots of time talking to Aurel on the phone. I told him she had a (married) boyfriend who would come to visit  her parking his white minivan in front of the building, for hours or sometimes less, during his lunch time, probably.

However he was dressing in baggy clothes like a gay. One day Aurel taught me to follow him which i did, to a backstreet off Allen Blvd. Whitin the next few days his wife came and "caught" him. Soon after, my beautiful neighbor moved.

9:30 I was sandwiching (building and eating sandwiches in the same time) standing in the kitchen area when she upstairs made her 12 hours re-entrance. She at once came over me and started to do what she does. Now moving around the rAPT  everywhere i go.

9:32 I was thinking. The Japanese guy (about my age) i almost got into a fight with at Chinook Winds (and 3 weeks later i got banned for it) looked a lot like... (on the left).

I wanted o give it one more try at heat cured acrylic dentures (screw one last night but i think it's doable) but now i'm too pissed.

10:25 Tonight i figured something really really important. I was taking a shower and was expecting to feel that sulfur smell coming from my skin but not so much like last time. When i came home after 3 nights in a hotel, also fixing the coolant leak at the car that was acting like a deodorant.

Which means i already got used to.

Your skin smelling like sulfur it means you got sulfur in your skin and that can only come from old walls outgassing. That means you also have it in your lungs and generally the whole body.

Sulfur skin can harbor gross, unnatural bacteria. The reason i got an infection every time i had blood drawn in the last three years, except at the ER at Providence, but then i was on antibiotics.

Upstairs she again is banging her head to the floor, now she vacuums at 10:30 in retaliation for me filling the bathtub with water after shower, because there will be no water to flush the toilet tomorrow.

Started to do it earlier, but i realized i was smelling really bad and did a shower first and that took me after 10. However, she was drying at the time, could hear the drier in the bathroom and kitchen area.

10:50 Yeah y'Al. I love it when you cycle me like that. Thinking if my old truck can take me there but suddenly i became lazy. And tulips don't smell except like fish in the years they put one fish at every bulb for fertilizing. Daydreaming is so much easier an safer. Man, just figured something. Woodburn, Wooden Shoe.

4:02 I am awake since before 3, can't just sleep. I remembered last time i checked my blood sugar was 350 right after the regular dose of 34 units prescribed by... pharmacist Henry Tran. Now i heard (read) pharmacists in Oregon cannot prescribe maintenance insulin but only emergency.

So i checked my BS and it was... 238. Wondering what would have happened if i did that 34 units in time. Ok, maybe it would not have went down under 50 or something.

Was thinking (here she started to walk upstairs and i lost concentration) (added at 4:30, Angela told me she lost one hour of sleep because of her). Anyways, if all coming from memory i don't need that much.

Henry Tran looks Japanese to me. He made on my charts some weird notes, like he was a doctor or something. Then he reminded i have an appointment with dr. Bedolla (who despite his name also looks Japanese) in a couple of weeks and as of today that is next week.

Then i remembered of course what i wrote last night about the house arrest and didn't about "violating probation" and career termination of a child actor in Japan, described in Wikipedia for smoking and been seen with man 18 years older and was wondering, what did  he get for that?

Nothing is mentioned, just that he was later arrested for shark loaning accusation and connections to Yakuza and that completely detoured her career in entertainement and was wondering if she even had a chance to go to school because of her demanding activities in that area.

Terminated again in 2020. AlexaCrush started to post online in 2018.

The problem with being too skinny and child looking is generalized in entertainment in Japan and not only, just look at the pictures in my list (right column). This page showed more however it quit working (was working before midnight).

Then i remembered about the way the ex Prime Minister Shinzo Abe of Japan died. Shot at close range by an ex-military guy with an DIY shotgun (and the whole story in Wikipedia was probably turned into something else) started to think that Japan, with its well documented but free to operate Yakuza is one of the worst totalitarian regimes this world has ever known but well disguised in a democracy.

Yamagami is from Nara, the same Osaka suburb Ai Kago was born.

5:35 Was standing there quiet in the kitchen area, eating a Michelina (with rice this time and i added some ham in it) when she started and i had something in mind to post but i forgot because of getting mad of course. (No, she did not succeed in creating a dysphagia event).

No was actually thinking about getting an insulin shot. Was she behind me forgetting last night?

5:48 Most current. Everything that is not keyboard is her.

6:13 After one hour of "preparations" she left and i heard the door slammed and the car starting however she turned back and now she's on again.

9:57 Fourth economy of the world, with a healthy trade balance...

10:15 Do you know what the worse part is y'Al? The feeling you don't belong to anything. I just live to delay that moment when everything fails, just because i am afraid of agonizing which i already do. Buddha was right. This world sucks.

11:05 Era sau mi se părea mie că era destul de ușor să te iei de șmecherii români (sau dedicați români) de prin media. Tot ce era nevoie era efortul de a posta idea (cum dreq se scrie cu un e sau cu doi) ce de obicei îmi venea când vedeam bazaconia. Nu mai e chiar așa.



3:50 One of the reasons US GDP is so high compared to other countries is healthcare which is added to GDP is so expensive, the most expensive in the world.

AI is so stupid, it contradicts self. It's the other way around or 11% in Japan.

4:00 Ok i know why from Illinois.

Thursday, March 20, 2025

March 20

1:10 AM And i still hear the echoes (echoes).

Thinking of starting a new blog, called just like that, echoes, only for the replies from media to my posts and entries. But i'm afraid i will confuse lots of people for whom the three i already have are a bit too much already.

5:00 Mutând firele dintr-o cameră în alta se produc și îndoiri ale firelor, care oricât de cristaline ar fi, cedează la un număr de cicluri. Apar frecări între fire și "mosoarele" care le mișcă și tensionează/detensionează. În articol nu se spune despre numărul de cicluri la care aceste fire rezistă.

Chestia îmi amintește despre transmisiile continue, cu un fel de curea ca un lanț care transmite mișcare între două perechi de conuri, prin frecare, producând și zgomot, însă e vorba de puteri mult mai mari. O parte a "curelei" este tensionată, alta detensionată.

Apare aceeași întrebare și acum știu de ce a apărut articolul acum. Singura chestie e că eu nu am atacat pe nimeni, în afară de vechea ordine ierarhică centralizată, corporatist stagnantă și care nu poate funcționa fără corupție. (Da știu articolul e un exemplu de progres, împreună cu roboții de la Mercedes însă și acolo câștigă corporațiile, oamenii pierzându-și și mai mult independența financiară prin pierderea job-urilor (corporatiste)).

(Apropo nu cred că mai e mult timp până când roboții vor deveni suficient de ieftini și inteligenți și produși în masă ca să ocupe toate muncile manuale).

Deci între bare. Dacă la o pompă de căldură cu refrigerant eficiența este 3-3.5 căldură produsă (mă rog, mutată dintr-o cameră în alta) vs energie electrică folosită, numai la partea caldă și la acestea noi aici pur mecanice este de până la 5, prin absorbția și mutarea căldurii în spațiu dintr-un loc în altul apare o inversare locală a entropiei (demonul lui Maxwell) iar diferența de temperatură dintre camera caldă și cea rece teoretic poate alimenta un motor Stirling (cuplat cu un generator) a cărui eficiență este de până la 50% care motor captează această diferență de temperatură și o transformă în energie, de (5 + 5)/2 ori mai multă decât cea cu care se alimentează motorul care mișcă firele sau compresorul. Greșesc?


Wait a minute. Was this episode with a cat pooping under my door an allegory of what i said numerous times about Maxwell's demon? So it was all just a scientific argument? With who, the (Filipino) Inquisition? The KKK and the CIA? Karl Nehammer?

So James Maxwell was all good and then suddenly got mad and proposed the thought experiment? I believe he used the word demon because at that time he could not say a small intelligent being.

7:05 James Maxwell was good for his time. I know i criticized numerous times his EM field theory. He was not insane or possessed, just erroneous (heretic), like all others after him. However he was right about the demon!

Yeah i did a little search on Inquisition. Amazing how a little grammar error brings more complete answers with google. Anyways. Inquisition is not totally dead. I mean, it is no longer a tribunal. And the KKK conical hats. Inquisition were burning witches and KKK crosses. Is this an edelweiss, baby Kal-El ship? Ok i got it the cones represent the petals of the edelweiss. Or lotus whatever.

Wait a minute. Edelweiss looks so much like a lotus!

8:20 I wanted to go outside and take another picture of the door upstairs but i remembered i already took one. There is catnip, an iron heart and a little nazi skull on top of that beware sign. Catnip disappeared after i put the picture, but i know she feeds the cat or cats with catnip cause they run like crazy from one room to another.

3:05 US Schengen Visa Waiver

3:30 KKK

3:35 I climbed the stairs which are common areas and took a better photo. I can't remember how many times i swept or hosed the stairs in the years i have lived here, can't remember if during the last occupant, but i do know they fixed them after my complaint during the current occupant. The middle deck leaned because of the hits of numerous unauthorized heavy vehicles passing through the complex in great numbers.

There is a black and white skull on the welcoming sign at the door and a tiny cross on a piece of wood.

It reminds me of the head of the X president of Romania. Could had be involved, i once saw him at Red Winds casino, just before i nearly got into another accident on I5.

 I believe the wood itself is a symbol of beheading. There is a piece of forged iron reminding of...

Could it have anything to do with this post? After all, the main street in Tualatin is called Martinazzi.

I remember not until far ago, she was visited by a guy in a gigantic white truck that always has a chainsaw and a few one meter diameter three trunks in the bed though with different drivers. Some looked blond, some Asians. At one time i saw a woman pretending to be her though much younger, with short blond hair.

Over the last year, they have been several persons upstairs using the same car, pretending to be the same person. This has happened with previous occupants. Lately the car has changed several times. The current one, a black Hyundai is similar to the one i had before the accident. Black to contrast with mine, to give a message.

3:45 There must be at least one hundred complaints i made here on my blogs about bullying noise upstairs. Somehow they can pick the infrared signature of my head and body and to it when my brain activity and temperature of the skull increases. The sound level of on single stomp is usually above 60 db and they are doing in for hours.

But it's not only the noise. The commotion caused by the big woman usually comes with gas pumped from the space between floor and my ceiling and dust raised from every bit of undusted area that create nose congestion that may give choking symptoms.

There was a large chunk of solid deodorant buried in the wood dust under the door and a constant number of cat poops i gradually found buried in the dust and removed  within the last few days. Can't tell how much better i started to feel after.

There is a growing mountain of gravel and a huge hole i can see from the door and windows.

Continuous construction noise.

4:00 PM To make things worse, Cynthia Kantner, daugher of Grace Slick, moved here accross the alley early last year and she has a lot more (opposite) symbols at the door, but i can't go there to take a picture, there is a day care at that entrance and too many people can see me on the alley.

Almost every time scores of different people are pouring out of that entrance usually when i step outside.

4:15 Can't remember how many times i've been bullied while walking in the white neighborhood between Borland and Nyberg by a pickup with the sign Rev'it (suggesting Leave it). One of the last times i went to Fred Meyer (that is now owned by Kroger, a spelling variant for warrior in German) some guy came and parked next to me in a mostly empty lot. When he left (German looking, thin, brunet with glasses) he gave me a clueless look.

5:18 Just because i have spoken of tree trunks... There is a bucket with offensive rotting materials next to a tree in direct view from my patio. Probably the reason i have been sick today... Swollen legs and face. Two jets, one after another, flying at very low altitude when i took this picture.

Catholics, Grand Wizard?