May 19

5:50 Every Breath, combaterea semantică. Perlin.

6:20 Had no idea she could also play the guitar. Don't Know Why, i always had the feeling that she never reaches her potential except for that song. She's singing/playing jazz like she's playing a never ending finished game. The sadness is from for blues though. Is that a real toilet plunger he uses to mute the trombone LOL?

7:21 Talking of playing games. This song is so nice is surreal. It doesn't sound like New York but like a quiet sunny warm afternoon in the West (except for the weird diminished chords on the piano). So much better than You're so Vain. In my mind right now it comes dangerously close to Bryan Ferry's More Than This.


7:55 Worth mentioning... Players only love you when the're playing or the sound of Flitwood Mach... I think i was leaving under the wrong impression... Blame it on my HS physics teacher. Apparently there are voices saying the speed of gas coming out of a pressurized container is not the speed of sound...


1:10 I believe with a little push we can go beyond glucose.

1:11 Ce părere am eu de greva profesorilor. Arată încredere în sistem, în EI. Cred că se înșeală. Profesori fiind, ei ar trebui cel mai bine să înțeleagă felul în care ei ne fură masiv direct de la buget, nu să le dea un vot de încredere obținând prin acest demers ceva mărunțiș de la ei.


4:18 They were winds up to 30 mph in the weekend. They brought down from the east garages lots of leaves left from last fall, rotting and stinking like cabbage. I took four laundry baskets packed with those to the NE bin and one to the SE. Got more infections at the hands but used the prescribed antibiotic right away and they did not progress.

I didn't know where they were coming from so yesterday i took a look and saw more on the top of the flat top garages. Where the pine needles came from but at the other end. So i emailed the office, but they said they cannot do it before the end of the month. I used a stepper and took another picture and saw a big pile of them near the edge. This morning when Angela went to work i went and pulled the bulk of them near the edge down (without climbing on the roof). Then i realized those were from one or two of the baskets i picked myself and threw in the garbage and somebody must have put them back on the roof. Now they are back on the ground where i picked them from.

Today in the park i saw some signs warning of poison oak that may cause severe dermatitis in sensitive people. I googled and saw those are shrubs, not trees. However there are some shrubs in the area as well. Going back to look.

A bunch of kids ad the entrance next to post boxes are making the biggest noise i heard so far including using of vuvuzelas. But they are Asian, not Spanish. There is this guy with a red old Corvette that makes a terrible noise at times, and smoke when he passes. Have you read Kafka or Clavell (Shogun)?

4:40 There are more dried leaves under the balcony of the next building since last fall. They were more that i picked next to the other garages. Those might have come from the shrubs and are of course mixed. I remember there was one or two years when i filled half garbage bin at the time gathering the leaves from the whole yard and never got any skin problems but i guess i got myself "sensitized" by the wi-fi of the laptop.

5:05 Angela had some coupons for beef and Doritos at Safeway and when she came i saw her parking and opened the door only to see, in the same direction, behind the car, a Japanese woman made to look Latina staring at me with a baby in her arms.

BTW she paid for 6 pounds of decent quality beef the same as for 3 packs of Doritos, all with coupons.

Somebody again changed the programming of the sprinklers. They now start in the afternoon. Yesterday there was only one Japanese girls about 10 who as taking a shower under those. Today somebody (probably her or others or bigger ninja) changed the direction of the the nearby sprinkler 90 degrees left towards my balcony and AC. Went and tried to fix it, did too little, now they came back and occupied the area.

5:40 So far i identified one occurrence of poison IV.

Extremely dried leaves (almost dust) under balconies

Aucuba Japonica next to bedroom window. Don't know if the're visible but when Aucuba leaves die they turn into a black brittle thin foil that when touched turn into dust. I bet there are no studies as what those can do to your sensitized skin.

I still remember the episode when one day, being really high from something in the air i went and picked the half dead leaves from branches and from the ground and put them in a bag and when i was crossing the alley to throw them to the bin William Shatner came downhill with an idling diesel towing truck (was used to the sound, he was stationary for minutes), he just released the breaks, RPM dind't change and if i didn't look back he would have ran over me. He did it a couple of times just in case. I mean, i looked, he stopped, turned my back and walked in the same direction, he tried one more time.

I know it was him cause i saw he was towing my truck and ran after him and talked briefly. He wouldn't take a card, i had to drive 20 miles with Angela that day to recover my truck, for 300 bucks.

Common ivy.

Don't know what these are.

9:36 It was only after a few hours Angela told me. She was again mad for the weekend. First, they canceled her overtime tomorrow. Building maintenance reasons. She had a free night for Monday at Chinook and wanted to make some money, though dead tired. Never happened before. Then this "Russian" guy Sergey gave her a news which i don't think is necessarily bad, but in such a way she did got mad.

All weekends for the past years have been like that. It was Hao, Steven, Sergey, others, by rotation, who did or said something right at the end of the week, it always ruined Angela's weekend (and mine). Though i saw him briefly, a few seconds, one time only, i think Sergey is this guy.

Judging by his face, he is not necessarily a bad guy, none of them are, but the roles... and the script must be obeyed... But i started to ask myself, how is helping me by putting everything that crosses my mind here, cause people do react, sometimes unpredictable but don't remember the next day what i said today. Obviously because they have their own worries.

January 23

https://www.google.com/search?q=hello+from+the+other+side12:12 Beat după miezul nopții. Welcome to the other side of sanity.

Din paradoxurile războiului și dictaturii. Nebunul și-ar fi pierdut încrederea.

De asemenea, who the hell cares când avem NATO să ne apere sper inclusiv de mineri și de patru-pezi?

12:20 Exercițiul de logică. Văd că lumea discută deja de alegeri, când guvernarea (prin rotație) abia se schimbă la soroc sperăm. Mai e nevoie de iluzia alegerilor dacă oamenii (ne) guvernează prin rotații?

5:10 Armie Hammer. Austria mai are o opțiune dacă i se pare că sistemul nu funcționează pentru ei și numai pentru ei.

5:20 Oligarhii reali, versiunea rusească a miliardarilor la fel ca și papii nu pot ieși la pensie. Cei de carton pot. Cine îmi poate spune de ce.

5:25 Pompa lui Băse. Lui Băse cel pitic care pe vremuri bântuia televiziunile, i-a înghețat limba?

5:30 Dosarul cu șină. Prematur. Reveniți dvs. la 18 ani de la aderare.

5:58 Am aflat de ce mă doare spatele. Vrăji coordonate cu ieșiri în media. "Simona" după ieșirea la pensie din tenis a revenit la ce făcea înainte de tenis sau după ciclism în Ungaria. Pițiponcăreală. M-am gândit mult la ce i s-a întâmplat. Deși federația internațională de tenis are "tribunalul" ei, dacă au constatat că un sportiv a trișat, fapta ține și de compentența organelor din țara respectivă pentru că e o formă de fraudă pentru obținerea de foloase materiale.

Atenție la percepție. Prin aceste practici în care nici un sportiv care s-a dopat nu a fost vreodată acuzat și a tribunalelor interne internaționale se promovează farmecul fărădelegii.

Apropo, câte legi a încălcat Armie Hammer sâmbătă la Lincoln City? Sau nu contează din moment ce nu era numele lui real...

7:10 Nice. Îngânarea de dimineață (în oglindă). Mi s-a făcut lehamite. Nici nu mă mai uit la restul "știrilor".

1:00 Sergey Lavrov, Maia Sandu.

1:07 Rușii nu au armament ci doar carne de tun. Odată cu căderea Uniunii Sovietice, datorită stagnării economice și a momentului Cernobâl, industria de armament nu a mai fost finanțată. Crucișătorul Moskva nu a avut o apărare anti-aeriană, era o țintă plutitoare. De ce nu a avut instalat un sistem Pantsir? Nu au nici măcar un portavion funcțional, pe când americanii de exemplu au 11. Câteva avioane de generația a 5-a probabil nefuncționale pe când americanii au cu sutele.

Asta nu înseamnă că nu ar putea câștiga în primă fază un război convențional cu țările din prima linie a NATO deși Solovyov spune că  Rusia nu a avut altă alegere decât să invadeze Ucraina. Pentru ei pierderile omenești nu contează pentru că rușii au fost dintotdeauna educați să accepte izolația și povara dictaturilor în schimbul unor lungi perioade de viață fără prea multe griji. Cu alte cuvine, au fost ținuți separați de restul lumii, ca forță antagonistă de manevră în situații mai deosebite.

Există însă niște argumente reale în paranoia lor că vor fi asimilați de occidentul care a devenit total dezmățat însă calea aleasă de Putin pentru a opri asta mi se pare nebunească și nu va face decât să grăbească decăderea Rusiei. Ce nu înțeleg ei, la fel ca și occidentul e că sunt conduși de aceeași forță, doar pe alt registru. Până atunci însă ei sunt folosiți pentru a ține în șah restul lumii. Singura soluție este deconstruirea iluziei.

2:38 Wanted to go and look for the California shooter(s). Not that i believe anymore it would make much difference for the (literally) burned out people. I did a search that was too general and this is the result. However, i'd bet with anyone (if i had any money) that all the shooters in all the images are fake though i don't have the time to search for all. Look at all the faces to see how theatrical they are. Nobody shoots people anymore in the US except maybe in Chicago.

5:00 I left around 3. Walked very slow, it took me double the time for about 3 miles of walk. I waited a lot at the light stop at 7/11 and the light never change. Crossed the 7/11 entrance street and went to the other light, only to join a woman with round butt and a dog.

When they removed the water heater a large amount of smell was released. I put the UV light with ozone in the closet but the rest of the room still smells more than before. So today the theme was dogs. She walked in front of me rolling her round butt and i stopped and let her pass only to see another guy with a dog coming from the other direction, etc..

I took the half mile concrete alley at the Community Center, only to run into a familiar face and see how she really looks at @55 with her pretty face ruined by parties and stuff. Behind her, a guy with a dog executing all kinda piruetas. So they brought her here. I remember last time when i saw her was @August 2015 when i went to Bridgeport with high blood sugar.

I probably wrote about on g+ cause back then i was writing the daily stories either on g+ or fb and the big ones on blog, and g+ is gone. So i don't know exactly the date.

I was at the end of 2 months antibiotics course for what i thought it was whole body infection. In reality it was only around mouth, ears, from overusing the cell phone in endless conversations either with her or another guy in Romania (yeah inspiration for both Drake's and Adele's songs) and it was a weekend.

The day before i bought a blood sugar monitor (i had one that i used for years, and yes, my glucose was too low for years before it got too high, but i sent it to Romania thinking i don't need it). During those months i noticed every time i was peeing my urine was smelling like antibiotics (from just standing), and that day after i stopped those was smelling fruity.

So i checked my blood sugar, it was over 300, i panicked, called Angela, she came from work, exhausted as usually and took me to Bridgeport Providence urgent care. But there, surprise, i ran into a doctor who didn't want to acknowledge that i had diabetes. Finally after many negotiations, she ordered a test and a nurse or assistant came to get the sample this time from a vein. On her badge it was written Meghan and she indeed looked like Meghan Trainor who was on the radio scene a lot those days (herself, not her younger double who tours).

The reason i wrote all these is they tried first convince me than scare me into not giving the sample, but i went for it because i was curious to see if she can do it.

How many laws were broken that day?

She did, the test came the same as my monitor readings, and the "doctor" prescribed me something saying it will loosen my stool which i didn't take. However i started to avoid sweets which i was eating a lot and carbs. For a while my blood sugar went to levels between 160 and 220 but after i moved here, with the dog litter and the smoke and everything and still using the phone (i had those in LO too), it started to go back up again.

When i came from my walk, again a guy with a huge black pickup with dealer LPN i think VIꓘING came from behind, and passed me uncomfortably close on the alley while crossing and squeezing with a synced vehicle from the opposite direction and two women talking were distracting me. The doubling. But what happened at the casino Saturday was on cameras.

I still dream at the day when police will have online complaint forms. Not only against selves.

10:45 Ideally should have been able to do it in real time, to stop the developing of the newest psychosis in its roots, in reality for some reason (diminishing stink, maybe) i slept through the evening like a log.

November 22

8:00 Munchies. A snack brand that is built on a common English verb. To munch. Which is familiar for chew. Wanted to double check before posting and i wish i didn't cause i ran into a different trouble than the one i wanted to talk about. Depending on how you ask google, you may get different answers. (Will take some time for me to settle on this one as well).

Nevermind google changed (again) on me. That is while i was writing the above, the search result for "munch" changed. When i first searched for "munch", i got the result i now get with "munch slang".

Ok so i kinda lost momentum and inspiration however now that i already invested two paragraphs into it, i will finish it (also because i wanted many times to do it but i did not have a device ready as i opened most snack bags on the road somewhere).

Munchies by Frito Lay is a mix of several known type of snacks, featuring Doritos, pretzels, Cheetos and a few others. It comes in plain "Cheese fix" or hot spicy version as well. (Don't get too carried, there are only traces of cheese in those).

Doritos is by far the most popular snack in the US and it goes well with pretzels. Pretzels temper the spiciness of Doritos and Doritos bring more flavor to the bland pretzels. Cheetos in munchies don't feel so much like cheating (on your mouth) anymore.

As i said now i don't know how to put this in a more literary way so i will say it plainly.

You have to be real careful when you open a bag of any of these snacks. Ideally use some good sharp scissors. Otherwise the bag will tear very easily all the way to the bottom and every time i did that i asked myself if this is not yet another weird stupid marketing strategy. Cause it accelerates dramatically the munching of the snacks in the torn bag obviously for fear of not spilling them while those tasty little things are mostly empty calories.

8:32 Something i'm made for. A different kinda music that takes my breath away. Literally. Was i made for something else than eating and sleeping or the crazy little thing called love?

1:15 Little thing. Pește de post. Poate într-o zi vă veți da seama cum vă iau ăștia mințile. Cine poate să verifice la Murgeni, Vaslui că e adevărat ce spun ăștia.

1:60 Last night i did laundry and cooked the ham. There was much heat inside. i had to open the patio door. Litter dust came inside (that didn't happen in a long time). Because of it my face, my throat was burning. The doubling, after i complained about spilled litter in front of the building and the trail on the alley. As a result but also because of the noise upstairs Angela could not sleep and she came early from work.

At work they ask her again to train the deaf-mute on a product she didn't do much before (would have meant to follow the documentation and train) and she declined as she was too tired then finishing the work she started yesterday.

The big man, Steve was out in vacation and his replacement was Sergey, the white righteous Russian who treats Angela in similar ways. Together with the "Vietnamese" sisters. How many times i wrote on fb about the "sisters"?

The result. Another screwed up holiday like all holidays and weekends.

Like at all her and my jobs before. These are not jobs, but punishment squads. I would have quit 1000 times if i was her like i did before (i had a total of 23 jobs in the US). But she is a tough little woman.

All because a bunch of lunatics in the US (a few millions or more) think we are Zoia and Nicu Ceaușescu. To keep the loonies on the path started by "Pacepa".

More doubling. They came with the blowers. I measured once 70dB inside with an app on a phone. But will the collect the leaves?

3:27 Every time i get religious (i put a few recipes though i do not fast) they give me the horny dust.

April 26

2:00/11:00 Je crois que son premier jour de repos s'est passé dans l'Oregon en essayant de me faire avoir un accident avec son gros suv blanc bien sûr sur la rue Martinazi, en utilisant l'hypnose (mouvement répétitif avec sa main, le conducteur devant elle) juste après l'épisode avec un deuxième soleil réfléchi par quelques nuages horizontaux au coucher du soleil.

10:09 S-a retras din politică pentru un timp. Dar înainte de a se retrage, Vasile Dîncu devenise campionul regionalizării. A fost înlocuit de Shade. Am scris mult timp despre acest minister, această gaură neagră la buget unde dispar în fiecare an în jur de 2 miliarde de euro. Gala Bute? Un mizilic, Elena Udrea a tocat pe niște proiecte începute, 4 miliarde de euro bani europeni la acest minister în afară de bugetul de 1-2 miliarde euro anual.

De unde până unde a devenit specialist la apărare? Un fiu al monstruoasei coaliții, unde PNL și PSD s-au înțeles și și-au împărțit țara de data asta în timp.

După ce a jăcmănit 3 ani, mai mult de 5 miliarde euro la acest minister, el are de împărțit cu Ucraina sărăcia și nevoile și lipsa noastră de siguranță. Numai cu banii mătrășiți de Dîncu la Dezvoltare România putea să aibă astăzi înzestrare militară ca a Poloniei, Ucrainei sau Germaniei etc..

2:17 Special Military Operation, Sergey Markov.

5:13 After i wrote the 10:09 note i had to leave here right away because of the smoke as i could not find the source at the moment. I went for a 3 miles or one hour walk, was really sick, had to stop and sit on benches and fences and when i came back there was still so much smoke inside (i figured i got used to it before i left and didn't know how much it was) i had to air by opening the door for about half hour. Right now i feel again some smoke and probably again it's much more than i think, while the ice cream van plays its song outside.

9:33 Ciucă, Ciolacu, Aurescu.

11:36 This image

Reminds me of...