October 11

6:50 AM I slept like more than one hour in the parking lot at Ilani, about the same at Lucky Eagle and 4 hours last night and drove 300 miles. So i am really tired and can't do this at optimal.

However i have to put something here right now. For some reason i can't remember in 2014 i wrote a message on fb to a lawyer in Vancouver who was hired by me in the same case where i was represented by Hillary Clinton impersonating another Vancouver lawyer, Janet Anderson.

I remember when the two met, poor James started to perspire heavily and she convinced me to sign a stay of proceeding with me admitting i was guilty and then James gave me his retainer back cause those were the only money i had at the time.

I don't think he answered to that, i think i went once at his law firm @ the same time and he send somebody else to talk to me.

They were several people i worked with at AVX Vancouver (ex-Kyocera) who resembled celebrities, in the same tradition that started in grade school with Claudia Cardinale, Elisabeth Taylor, Karlheinz Bhom and the list is long.

Best example is Axl Rose as Orville Oster(Reich) (anagram for Roset) which whom i even have a picture, my swing shift direct supervisor. Not sure about Major General Harold J. "Harry" Greene (Tom Green, tech in terminals department "who was born in Germany by military parents").

But the day shift supervisor David Espasandin looked a lot like Major Nidal Hasan, the guy in the news these days. In the end i started to believe that James Mayhew himself was actually Chris Mathews. I know, it's an incredible mess, but it is actually my life, though i did not know none of these at the time and now it is a collection of weird stories even to myself. 

Major General Harold J. "Harry" Greene died in Afghanistan days after the message above.

1:24 PM Another witness who could confirm this story is actress Jeri Ryan (Seven of Nine from Star Trek Voyager) who was acting there as Susan, my colleague technician. In the month after i quit i was supposed to move in day shift to train her.

In August 2000 or after one year of working there i went again at James Mayhew to complain about constant cold (65 degrees) in testing department due to a broken AC and he made me talk in the hallway where there was another person. When i went to work the next day i got demoted from technician in Testing Department to another department with ovens where it was too hot and i quit. AVX Vancouver was shut down the next year and all employees were laid off.

Those ceramic capacitor testing machines used compressed air to create vacuum to maintain the ceramic chips on testing plates (400 at a time) and i remember one day i replaced the filters at every machine and they were filled with lead and ceramic dust.  I remember one day we had a conversation in three with her and David and David was intrigued about the order i made for the filters and the brand (Whatman).

I am pretty sure they kept some of the security tapes with videos showing all these people there but i don't know about how long they keep documents of which some may be handwritten.

Another one is of course John (Ioan) Ciorba who writes for the Romanian newspaper Romanian Times in Portland.

Still have an hour to write on this page. First, want to talk about how a few Austrian everybody knows about look like. First the brunets. The weird named one. Wolfgang Puck. Weird name for a cook don't you think. His face reminds me of Schwarzenegger. Strong jaw and chin.

Cute blond ones. Round face, smiling, pink complexion.

Classical. Karlheinz Bohm. He looked like the director of my grade school.

Will I Am Shatnerd. Though one of the rare (and precious) "born in Canada" ones he's got typical (cute) Austrian looks and ancestry.

He went many times where no other man has gone before. (If you got to do it, do it right, like George Michael, who also reminds of Puck and Schwarzenegger, face only). He once tried to run me over with a 21st Century Towing truck while towing my truck, though he is from the 23rd century and nothing, not even FBI can touch him. Pretty much like all the other whole wide world co-conspirators.

Axl is a weird name. Probably not real like his biography on Wikipedia. Some Polish roots can mean Austrian because Poland was also part of the unHoly Empire.

So it is not from a car's axle (also called half shaft) (I am hesitating to write here because they are usually humorous in their pranks). (Yeah the guys at Les Schwab in 1997 were calling me Hot Rod, i didn't know why).  

Austrian people can be very beautiful. Once called "the most beautiful woman in Hollywood", which could easily mean the world, Hedy Lamarr was also an inventor and when she disappeared from Hollywood she turned into Elena Ceaușescu who was a self taught chemist and this is no joke.

Billy Joel? Most likely but i will not spend here all night with this...

1:3O AM The next day.

 Tovarășa în 1940

Și în 1990 la 76 ani

 

  So what you wanna do, go to jail or go be part time queen of Romania?

Septemeber 11

5:05 AM Eu urmăresc Bugetul României din 2017 deci de 9 ani. Ieri am spus că se fură din Buget, și au făcut-o toate partidele la vremea lor, de cel puțin 10 ani, pentru că m-am gândit că așa a fost și în 2016, însă sumele deturnate erau mai mici și au crescut mereu până în zilele noastre, odată cu creșterea exponențială a datoriei externe, de la 75 miliarde euro în 2016 la 250 astăzi.

Însă în loc măcar să se folosească acești bani la ceva în România, a fost invers, banii s-au furat de la buget, de la ministerele mari, pentru a plăti dobânzi exorbitante "investitorilor". Deci practic au fost virați banii de dobânzi, căci nu se știe ce s-a făcut cu "principalul" adică sumele obținute pe titlurile de stat emise.

Am postat prima dată despre deturnarea bugetului pe fb în August 2021, iar la 2 săptămâni am avut un accident când un tip cu o camionetă uriașă m-a lovit din spate pe autostradă. Ministrul de Finanțe de atunci, Vîlceanu, a fost implicat, cu concursul firmei regionale Les Schwab.

Postarea nu a mai fost susținută de altele, am avut alte griji, de la a cumpăra o altă mașină, tot daună totală (după buget), de la o licitație și a o repara, acțiune ce continuă și în prezent fiindcă mașina a fost sabotată la greu. Jaful a continuat și s-a amplificat. Organizarea accidentului și-a dat roadele.

Azi au venit cu următoarele evenimente care să se plaseze pe cuvintele cheie din acel paragraf.

Eliberarea la 10 ani a lui Omor Hai s-am care fusese condamnat pentru terorism la 24 ani chiar pe 11 Septembrie (spre gloria lui Băsescu pe o înscenare cu jurnaliști răpiți), Ieri seară am văzut o persoană care arăta exact ca el când am fost să duc gunoiul la tomberon (apoi m-am culcat și am uitat să blochez ca de obicei ușa de la intrare, dar m-am trezit cam la jumătate de oră și am blocat-o).

Nu cred că Hayssam a fost la închisoare pe bune sau acela este numele lui, după cum nu cred că vreunul din VIP arestați de-a lungul timpului au fost pe acolo.

Declarațiile de presă ale lui Grindeanu, concepute pentru a mă contrazice. Numai ultimele luni au aruncat țara în faliment. Aluzii: Contabil de CAP. Însă nu România a în faliment ci doar Banca Națională, care are același "guvernator" de 35 de ani.

Dacă AUR și PSD doreau să colaboreze, o puteau face acum, prin suspendarea Președintelului care nu a reușit să propună un prim ministru acceptabil în 4 luni și organizarea de referendum pentru demitere și alegerea altui Președinte. Însă intenția este de a organiza anticipate pentru a da AUR controlul țării spre o posibilă dictatură.

Bolojan și-a bătut joc de România timp de mai mult de un an, pentru a crește (a dubla) AUR în sondaje iar acum PSD vorbește despre alegeri anticipate. Dacă ar fi alegeri anticipate, PSD ar pierde 4 procente. Nu este asta blat? Nu este asta același tip de teatru absurd care ni se servește începând din 90 când au venit minerii chemați de Președinte să atace pe bucureșteni?

11:25 Și au venit ei imediat cu un alt sondaj care să arate că PSD nu ar pierde procente la anticipate. Mă uitam la silueta rectilinie a știristei încercând să-mi imaginez cât de mult din picioare nu au încăput în poză și nu am zărit în dreapta sus (că mai există și) un Partid al lui Călin file din poveste? Ok un ipotetic partid al lui Georgescu (tot din cauza știristei nu m-am prins).

Care dacă se adaugă la SOS și AUR (iar mi se pare că m-am trezit dintr-un coșmar în alt coșmar, cu numele astea de partide în față) s-ar apropia de o majoritate absolută ce în curând ne păstorește paște?

Poate atunci Nicușor Dan s-ar îndura să-l desemneze pe Grindeanu Georgescu sau Simion Prim Ministru? 

11:30 Aluzii... PNL Aripa Căzută Orban fâlfâie în cu totul direcție decât Aripa Ascuțită până la nori Bolojan. Nicușor Dan, un alian extraterestru care așteaptă mothership-ul să vină să-l ia pe o rază de lumină?

1:05 PM Ok a venit și lickuriciul Băsescu să leviteze deasupra tuturor și să ne liniștească. Nu va fi AUR+POT+SOS+Georgescu adică extremiștii și suveraniștii, va fi AUR+PSD (care deocamdată nu se prea înțeleg).

Parcă vrea să spună: "Stați liniștiți ce dreq suntem și noi pe aici, avem biznisuri" "O luăm iar de la zero, 7 ani de foame pentru plata datoriei externe cu bani de la diaspora, îl împușcăm pe dictator, mergem la televiziune cu Dinescu, o plimbăm pe Ana Blandiana cu tab-ul (nu am impresia că aia era Doina Cornea)?".

Dar ce ne facem fără Iliescu? Ok Băsescu poate să-l înlocuiască pe Iliescu. Că numele lui tot se termină în escu, ca tot românul. 

1:50 Houthinis hit again. Is that guy in white robe and a jacket holding a phone? Wondering what providers he has ha ha. More guys in bright white clean robes on the right. Is this a parade or a joke? (It cannot be a parade, see how funny that guy on the left walks)?

1:55 If it's Friday, it must be up, for good weekend sentiment of course.

9:00 Ok here comes the juicy one. I was driving southbound on I5 together with a bunch of outworld guys who were all been trying their look with me.

I was thinking this morning what are they gonna do next, and the only thing i could think of was they are going to plainly hit me.

Since after first exits in Salem traffic started to chill a little i asked Angela for a slice of that pizza i baked from frozen in the morning (yeah i am doing much better right now, after i fixed that exhaust leak i didn't know i had and the proof is after i got accustomed with the tiny keyboard now i can type fairly fast), and found myself driving with one hand only while passing a semi withs speed limit+10.

One guy in a black Honda at once came ft behind me and started to push. But he didn't hit me from behind as i was first expecting and then i accelerates and then i hit the brakes to make him slow down cause i was going way too fast, still on the left of that semi. But after i passed the truck, i pulled in that lane and let him pass, and could not see anything through his tinted windows.

But then i saw a finger next to that window while myself i was fingering him and for that i must have put the pizza aside but then i saw that window coming towards me and than the rear of his car entirely into my lane towards the front of my car as i maneuvered out of his way with less than 1/100 of a second to spare.

However at an autopsy they would have found undigested pizza in my stomach.

Then he moved back into his lane and when i pointed the phone to take a picture about 30 seconds later he went... on the left shoulder, trying to prove, i don't know, he was just crazy and not a self driving or robot targeting me? It was me i almost hit him because i was eating pizza?

And so i passed this September 11. Didn't i say all anniversaries are bad for me, because they always try to get me in synch with some event, so they can prove it was an act of god. Or goddess whatever.

Time stamp on the picture was 5:11 PM. He of course exited at first exit and then they were no more exits for many miles. 

July 17

 9:35 AM Energy sector paradox hits again. After wide swings of oil prices caused by blocking of traffic in Hormuz straight which was actually driving the market in the opposite direction, today we experience again the weird effect of oil price increase (within the old "normal" daily limits) on energy sector and the whole market. In the same time, the AI enthusiasm is dwindling.

9:43 Japan in the 80s touted about the "a next generation of computers" "capable of thinking like humans". Decades have passed and everybody forgot about.

Now we have chatGPT, Gemini and other stuff they call AI which is basically tapping the huge internet database and sophisticated queries on it showing little or shy decision making, nothing more, buggy and generating surprising and everchanging answers. Obviously not the AI we were all expecting.

On the other side they say they still did not decipher how actually the human brain works. However the study shown below confirms the fact that intelligence is only a small part of processing of stimuli and most of it is based on past experiences (though i don't believe is feedback loops, i think of it more like modeling pathways based on spatial neurotransmitters gradients, like i said before.

But could they possibly have in secret locations supercomputers that work for unnamed entities for decades now that are actually much smarter than open AI? Did they needed internet, cloud based cellular communication to harness all human knowledge to train those machines? To me there's no doubt about it.

9:37 Ok on my way back from Red Winds Casino (we first went to Little Creek) an idea came to me. To search for data centers around places i go. Cause i see too much coordination like many extras moving by a script inside the stores, casinos, hotels, etc.. Not talking about here. They awaited me in the parking lot with a number of shows i don't want to talk about anymore cause i'm tired of it.

First when i searched i saw Oregon, a state with what 4, 5 million inhabitants is in the top ten in the US for data centers. Working, proposed, whatever. Yes there is water and electricity in Oregon. In Portland area there are over 30 in Hillsboro, the town known for Nike and Intel.

I remember when i worked at Les Schwab, Aloha in 1997, there was this mysterious, vacated old Intel building next to and i was suspecting, even then, they were running the show (links later) from supercomputers in there. It was demolished in 2015, decades after being closed, certainly after i wrote about somewhere, don't have time to search now, will show later.

Angela was working for Eaton on Teton St. Then when i wrote about they moved on Avery. But about 3 years ago they plowed a long field just across the street (making much dust i think in 2022) and then they erected another mysterious building with no windows and small parking lot and i kept asking myself what it was (and then after a while, i forgot).

And today i finally had the revelation. It could be a data center (or supercomputer, the same). More than that, there is (or was, in February 2023) Scientology crosses all around it which are not on google maps in 2024 anymore (or after i wrote about) and a logo appeared. The place is about 3 miles from here. Low latency that is.

God help us all.

I am really tired. I can't write other things i want to. When i got home the brown guy with moustache was playing ball with his dog next to a poop. First i wanted to to pick it but the dog came to pick the ball right next to it so i delayed it for now but in the meantime they brought another one, fresh next to balcony and i got really nauseated.

BTW picking those is tricky. I have to hold my breath for a few seconds until i knot the bag and walk away and even then i can catch the cloud of smell that travels with me and then i'm in big trouble cause in a few hours i can either get diarrhea (if it was a poop with diarhea) or my f...s smell like dog the next day.

Many other things i just can't write anymore about.

10:30 Papagalii. Eu am scris primul. Apropo, CNA ar trebui să tragă cu ochiul la ce mai scrie Dinescu în Cațavencii. Apropo, în România a avut loc o lovitură de stat, Primul Ministru a fost demis de Parlament și nu pleacă, cu complicitatea Președintelui. Apropo, de ce mai este Valentin Jucan la CNA?

Apropo cred că m-an întâlnit cu omul într-un mod asemănător în care m-am întâlnit cu Vîlceanu în 20 August 2021 înainte de accident, adică neșttind cine era, joi dimineață, cu câteva ore înainte de o fază de accident care putea să se termine foarte nașpa, am avut un noroc chior, vorbeam cu Angela, am întors capul spre ea când am văzut pe japoneza aia venind din banda din dreapta puțin din spate spre mine, și am tras de volan, dar tipa s-a redresat instant când a văzut că nu mă mai poate lovi.

O fază asemănătoare, tot înainte de un sens giratoriu (un simbol solar) am avut și azi tot cu un japonez, o Toyota neagră mai veche de 10 ani și primele două litere din număr, CS.

11:45 I went and stopped the AC and shot the sliding door and looked in the back and my eyes fell like usually on the several meters tall wall beyond the complex. But today after i looked at the pictures linked above, with that building accros the street from Eaton i started asking myself, what if they secretly built a basement with some computer rooms in there?

 Picture taken on 7/1/2025. It was winter when they gave us the notice for the construction of the new "park" which they began by removing the trees and then they erected first some pillars than a several meters wall in the lower part to "contain" the ground since the old park was on a slope wall that today actually look from this direction like a building wall. But in the notice they meant the next winter.

Could it be a micro data center in there? Coordinating all that is happening in here and especially the robots upstairs that walk on my brain waves right now? More details tomorrow, too tired now. All the guys i saw working there were Japanese posing in Mexicans whatever.

Another picture with another phase of construction. And another one. Tomorrow i will go and take more pictures, especially from above. But man did they pour lots of concrete. I think i saw dozens of ready-mix trucks. The reason was not the wall but the huge ramp for wheelchairs on the left where that guy is drilling.

I has walls and is like an empty room under, L shaped, the shorter part was like 12 ft wide and tall as you can see and the long part, narrower. I took pictures of it once when was flooded by rain. Again, tomorrow. But i think the basketball half court on top of the wall is covered by concrete as well.

April 23

7:30 AM Au plecat niște miniștri, a trecut primul trimestru, de ce nu putem vedea o dare de seamă a execuției bugetare, cât a cheltuit fiecare minister adică și pe ce, pe primele 3 luni din 2026? Manualele de economie politică existente prevăd dări de seamă trimestriale.

 Pe 13 August 2021 am scris o postare pe fb în care semnalam prima (și ultima) dare de seamă unui prim român și anume Cîțu despre execuția bugetară, la 6 luni. Parțială și în procente, a fost totuși o încercare.

Două săptămâni mai târziu, am avut un accident, după ce fostul ministru Vîlceanu, pozând ca un angajat al Les Schwab Lake Oswego mi-a refuzat schimbarea unui cauciuc, după ce l-au distrus pe cel care a fost numai dezumflat.

În seara aceea am condus cu roata de rezervă, la viteză minimă postată (60 mph) și am fost lovit din spate de o camionetă uriașă condusă probabil tot așa de un român, posibil ofițer sau angajat MAPN din România.

Pe autostrada I5, câteva mile de intrarea în Portland există camere care au filmat accidentul, dar nu am reușit să obțin nimic de la Poliția statului Washington (Washington State Patrol).

Polițistul care a venit (el de asemenea amintea de un tip din aparatul de propagandă a lui Putin) după ce am sunat la 911 (112) a anchetat cazul ca și cum ar fi fost încercare de fraudă de asigurare din partea mea iar șoferul de la firma de remorcare chemat de polițist cred că a fost chiar cel care a provocat accidentul, pentru a fi filmat împreună cu mine de camerele de corp ale polițiștilor, pentru a dovedi că nu a fugit de la locul accidentului.

El mai apoi a refuzat remorcarea pe motiv că distanța era prea mare și am fost nevoit să conduc așa până acasă, timp în care era să mai am un accident similar.

9:03 Am găsit ceva aici, pe bugetele locale. Și aici. Nu vrem toată contabilitatea, ci doar suma cheltuită pe fiecare minister, dacă nu e secret de stat. Și o mică defalcare. Salarii. Proiecte.

July 13

10:40 PM Cam în aceeași perioadă când a publicat finanțele bugetului la 6 luni, Cîțu l-a demis pe Nazare ca fiind una din cauzele slabei execuții bugetare (și a excedentului, mă rog).

10:40 Mda am venit de unde am venit, am deschis calc după două zile, sunt extrem de obosit, probabil nu voi fi treaz după conferința de presă a lui Nicușor Dan.

11:30 Ultima mea postare pe fb (în afară de link-urile la bloguri) a fost pe August 20 2021. A fost o pană a fb în România sau undeva, și după, m-am enervat și m-am mutat complet pe blog.

În noaptea aceea am avut însă accidentul când un tip m-a lovit din spate pe I5 la miezul nopții între 20 și 21 2021. Acum am o idee și cine a fost cel care m-a lovit, și cine a fost polițistul care l-a chemat tot pe el ca șofer de platformă să mă ia de acolo, dar până la urmă a zis că e prea departe și am condus așa mașina 20 mile.

Până acasă era să mai am un accident asemănător, cu un camion tot așa din spate. Sper că tipul acum e mândru de patriotismul lui. Un copchil, dar Vîlceanu și ceilalți nu erau copii și știu ce au făcut. Și Les Schwab, o organizație criminală.

Pe 7 august am postat chestia asta (pe care o susțin și acum), pe 8 August a publicat Cîțu singura dare de seamă bugetară (la 6 luni sau în general) din istoria post decembristă a României. Nu am văzut-o decât la câteva zile după, și m-am enervat prea tare de forma prezentării (procentuală, numele ministerelor erau greu de citit) ca să-mi dau seama că de fapt s-au dat de gol cu un deficit negativ (excedent).

Sper că este evident pentru toată lumea, nu poate fi deficit cel stabilit la începutului anului în Legea Bugetului, care nu se respectă nici măcar aproximativ, o aiureală completă și o pre-justificare a jafului, deficitul se poate calcula numai pe baza rezultatelor financiare la 6 luni sau un an care trebuie publicate în mod obligatoriu, așa cum a făcut-o atunci Cîțu, stabilind și un țap ispășitor.

Dacă eram deștept atunci situația ar fi fost alta astăzi, ar fi fost luați complet prin surprindere. Însă o chestie. Nu cred că se sinchisea nimeni cum nu s-au sinchisit, de atâția ani de cânt deficitul este peste 7%. (Însă acum când se vorbește despre măriri de TVA și tăieri, am devenit toți conștienți inclusiv eu).

Între timp au pregătit și un providențial, pe Bolojan și l-au reciclat pe Nazare.

Putem avea încredere într-un singur om providențial să ne spună, domnilor, avem un deficit la 3 luni de 2,7% etc., fără să prezinte sumele cheltuite pe ministere?

6:50 AM 14. Da e adevărat. Pentru câteva luni după accident am avut alte preocupări decât bugetul României, mai ales fiindcă am făcut o greșeală mare. În loc să duc mașina la reparat la cine știam eu pe banii mei am contactat asigurarea fiindcă speram să-mi dea bani să o repar.

Ei m-au trimis la un atelier al lor care mi-au demontat părți din mașină așa că nu se mai putea repara și mi-au dat bani cu care am cumpărat alta, tot așa daună totală. (Lovită superficial, dar cu suprafață prea mare).

Am pierdut două luni până am găsit-o și alte câteva luni până când am reparat-o, puțin câte puțin fiindcă avea și alte probleme pe lângă cele din accident. Amortizoare (struts McPherson) crăpate? planetare (half shafts) îndoite? sistemul de ventilație plin de bobițe pentru câini, râncede, etc.. Le-am făcut singur  normal pe toate cu piese cumpărate pe internet. Iarna, am scos amortizoarele, am cumpărat o sculă pentru comprimat arcurile, etc..

Am vrut să-mi iau o mașină de la un dealer însă a fost perioada cânt erau foarte scumpe, chiar și cele uzate. Deci mi-a schimbat complet centrul atenției și am uitat de faza cu bugetul.

De ce colaborarea internațională pentru a crea accidentul. Problema cu deturnarea bugetului nu există doar în România iar postările mele le vedeau și alții și le venea idei.

Și bineînțeles, tot ce mi se întâmplă să fie exemplu pentru alții.

Începând de atunci, oriunde merg, cineva vine și mă împinge din spate. Câte faze de accident, am renunțat să le mai povestesc. Ultima. Ieri am luat benzină și când am plecat de la pompă un tip venea din dreapta spate (care avea cred prioritate dar nu sunt sigur nici acum) și era să intre în mine. Am văzut (cu coada ochiului, venea din spate), am frânat, dar a oprit și el și m-a lăsat să trec. De ce, dacă avea prioritate? Faza trecuse când a frânat el, să nu apară pe cameră că a ales să treacă pe acolo după ce a ocolit toate pompele chiar în momentul în care ieșeam eu.

August 16

1:25 AM Minciună cosmică la Antena 3 CNN. Novele nu sunt bombe cu hidrogen, în nove se produce o reacție de fuziune similară cu cea din miezul unei stele, dar este mai mult o expansiune decât o explozie. De aceea durează mai multe zile, până la consumarea materialului furnizat de steaua companion și/sau epuizarea condițiilor de criticalitate, similare cu cele din miezul stelelor.

Dacă nova ar fi o explozie, steaua respectivă dar și companioana s-ar distruge în proces și nu ar mai fi ciclicitate (de 80 de ani în cazul discutat).

Explozii sau mai bine spus implozii ale unor stele sunt cauza așa numitelor gamma ray bursts, cele mai energetice fenomene din univers, când o stea se prăbușește în sine însăși și formează o gaură neagră, în timp de câteva ore.

Exploziile de orice fel se produc numai la ruperea unui compartiment închis (carcasă, obuz) prin creșterea presiunii datorită arderii în interior unor chimicale numite explozibili.

3:05 Never looked into this! The man looks like Bill, the manager of the brake department at Les Schwab Aloha (Next to the old Intel factory Nr.9) where i worked between September 97 - January 98. Hungarian, what else.

Some of the colleagues were a couple of guys from the band No Doubt, the general from Stargate (forgot the actor name). The singer from CCR. Van Morisson. Bob Dylan.

Was looking at the design. An uncontained or soft recipient, the whole thing relied on the inertia of the main (secondary) fuel case "to compress the spark plug". What would prevent the secondary fuel case to be blown by the first stage before it reached chained reaction?

What happens when the fast neutrons released by the first stage hit the U238 shell of the second? Do they pass through it?

Yeah the physics behind it may be very simple (E=mc2), but to build a practical one, i think it still has to be done.

October 12

5:43 I was a bit drunk last night but i swear i saw on several sites that Don Felder is dead. Should have double checked. I don't really know why sites like this should exist. I saw him at Les Schwab coming with a black Porsche SUV and he looked upset. Many apologies.

Really weird coincidence. I said about Glen Frey acting as a tires salesman at Sears sometimes before 2014 and i interacted with him for about one hour. I was stoned pretty much like right now.

These days at the same truck with BTW new tires i had a tire that kept getting flat for about 2 months now but today it suddenly went almost to the ground (didn't drive it like that). So i said this is it, i grabbed the wheel and went to Les Schwab in Lake Oswego.

There i was given one hour to wait and went in the park.

While putting the wheel back the three Japanese kids acting like Latinos came nearby while in a speaker at their apartment was playing really loud really annoying song in Spanish from which some of the words i could understand where...

Believe it or not, the whole town was soaked in some sort of smoke, i believe crack, starting when i pulled the tire of the truck, at Les Schwab, in the park, here when i got back, everywhere.

Thing is. I don't have to roll any joint, it's all in the air, free, for me and the whole town including kids.   

6:36 Once again they are trying to prove the world is run by Joes.

7:00 There is little doubt to me the Mayor of San Francisco, London Breed, is Japanese. All i have to figure now is who exactly.

10:55 She devil. Still playing in my head.

September 28

June 26

9:30 Got awaken after 5 hours of sleep (same like the last two nights) around 8 by big noises (like a garbage truck though it's Monday) and then the woman next door was talking yelling on the phone for one hour (yes in Spanish though she is Japanese, i know ninja can do that. Learn foreign languages so well you wouldn't know).

I started to remember what i've done last night. Last passing area before Chevron on 26 when going west towards Mt Hood. There was this semi i was following for at least 15 minutes that was going uphill under speed limit though i think it was empty. Those guys even if the are well maintained, put a lot of carbon dioxide behind especially when going uphill, that usually makes me sleepy.

There were two more vehicles behind it. Those and myself started to pass the truck which went onto the right lane. However instead of slowing down it sped up like they usually do to maybe 65 or more. (Had 75 or when i last looked at speedometer while trying to pass it but was held by the other two).

I know when i started to pass my speed was about 65 with the shifter on automatic, at about 4500 rpm and probably in 4th gear. I don't know exactly why but the truck accelerated after those two guys ahead of me passed it and when passing area ended i was parallel with it and i continued to accelerate until i finally passed it too though it was ft behind me and flashing lights instead of slowing down and when i looked at the speedometer and i was doing 80, uphill.

I read on sites and forums last night that my car has a rpm soft limiter at 6000 rpm when you are in sequential mode, when it shifts gears down automatically (and you loose power when uphill of course) and one at 6500 when you are in automated mode, like i was, when it cuts power to the engine. If that had happened he would have hit me from behind for sure cause it was only ft behind me until i slowly accelerated to 90 and put some distance in between.

If i panicked when i saw it close behind and then flashing, and hit the gas pedal to the floor the car would have shifted back to 3rd, the rpm increasing maybe over 6500 at 90 and the engine would have stopped at that rpm.

How would a semi do 80 uphill, that is another question.

Have no idea what marks that truck had on it, but i'm sure it was caught on the cameras on the freeway and/or seen by other drivers. Or maybe he veered right towards Hood River before reaching the Government Camp area. It was all done intentionally, like so many times recently in all kind of situations, in cooperation with the two other drivers and these guys are criminals that should spend time behind bars.

Similar things happen to me in almost all my trips.

9:58 Saturday night after passing Newberg going east again i was going uphill at 65, passed one guy (a white SUV) that was slower in the right lane when i saw something crossing the street, from the left.

It would have taken too long to lift my foot from gas pedal and hit the breaks so i just veered left in the median lane trying to get behind it which i did, maybe except for its tail, don't know if the guy right and behind me hit it. Seconds later i realized by the white stripes on its back that imprinted on my retina that it was a skunk, the first time ever i saw one. It was pretty big, about the size of a raccoon, but faster.

I apologize for modifying the gear numbers so many times in this post, it was all based on guessing (can't see the gear you're in on the dashboard, only the letter D when in automatic).

12:00 This video shows 4500 rpm at 85 mph in 3rd but it's a different type of Elantra. However if you press on gas hard enough you can very easily downshift one ore two gears and reach 6500 when the the fuel to the engine is cut off. BTW this guy is crazy, he does 170 mph with a flat tire warning on the dashboard. I personally never went over 100 with any vehicle.

12:37 I know what happened back in August 20 2021. The driver who hit me could have pretended i again lost engine power when accelerating over 6500 or whatever rpm, but in that night i was going with speed limit on cruise control on a flat or even a bit downhill area on I5 in 6th gear (fuel efficiency gear) per reason of driving with a spare (right rear).

Only when i saw him very close behind i might have tried to accelerate but it was too late as it would have taken several seconds to shift from 6th to let's say 2nd and even in the 2nd gear could still go faster than 60 which i was going when he hit me (that Elantra was 1.8 engine but was rated at the same 150 hp).

One more thing. The cop called a towing company that refused to tow us for reason of distance (22 miles, wondering why the cop wouldn't tell them on the phone, when he called them, where to). Could one of those two towing guys i talked to while the cop was skillfully recording it audio and video to have been actually the driver of the truck who hit me, pretending he didn't run after all. So i actually i might have talked without knowing, with the help complicity of the cop with my ex would be killer.

3:10 No i didn't. Only now i know what happened, a walk through the relatively clean air also cleared my mind. BTW when i left i poured some more vinegar in the old rusted dog feces contaminated pan under the new water heater and the child actors came and started to yell like swallowed whole by giant serpents. So they did when i passed the camp (the children camp in the park, less than one mile away from down town Tulatin and Martinazi street) they enact every summer.

The mods at the battery. In that day in August 2021 i had poured from days before some JB weld steel reinforced adhesive on top of the nuts of the connectors to prevent them from getting loose, not on the connectors themselves. In fact, during engine running the vehicle is powered by the alternator (and not the battery that acts only as a filter) of which connectors runs through a series of plates on the positive with the negative doubled directly on the body. There was adhesive on the nut of the plates too, but not on or between the contacting plates under.

In that night after the accident and pulling on a street nearby i was casually talking in front of the open hood to the second cop and the driver of the towing truck that refused towing, about those mods.

The current configuration has modifications too, only there is no adhesive involved but only a second system doubling the stock con_nec_tors, actually a redundancy with bypassing and an extra connection to the ground on the negative and again bypassing the stock connector to the plates on the positive, with bolts soldered on top of poles. It is true, i saw yesterday one of the battery poles was a little bent, i don't know why, there is no extra weight on it.

Besides i never had problems with it, on the opposite, it improved vehicle's operation by increasing driveability, mileage and decreasing vibration. I have digital a voltmeter inserted in one of the plugs. Never lost power in years of experimenting with those, then why in that day?

The taillights on every car are build to reflect light and they would have been very visible in the dark when lit with headlights from behind, even if i lost power which i didn't.

In fact on another recent occasion i used the horn as last defense against an attempt of being again hit from behind and the other driver fell back. Now i know why. Horn was showing i had electric power.

But if i accidentally (mis)maneuvered and hit the gas pedal to the floor and hit the 6500 rev limit in 1st gear uphill, it could have looked like i lost electric power. I'm wondering what would have happened if i was wounded in an accident near Mt.Hood, far away from any hospital and ambulance services.

August 23 was only 2 days away and in that day at Les Schwab in Lake Owego i was assisted by a Les Schwab employee that looked like a right wing minister from one of the numerous Iohannis governments, Dan Vilceanu. It is rumored Iohannis has ties with the extreme right in Romania. He told me the tire with the flat i had earlier that day before the accident was unfixable as per a previous defective installation (done at the same shop). He insisted he took the tire in the trunk, where i was hit in that night.

What happens is though they are doing symbolic gestures trying to take credit of what followed that night in front of their right wing audience while the others don't care.

I think it was on May 2020 when driving with the same car, the first day a casino ever opened (Little Creek) after pandemics closure, when i went over a wheel (whole wheel, not shredded tire) exactly in that area, in the middle of the lane. Thing is i did not panic and hit the brakes, the car would have lowered its front (nose dive) and hit it and it barely touched it with some part (cross member i think).

After, i pulled from freeway in the area where she was missing from (not knowing at the time) to check for damages under the car.

In that night at the casino i went to the car several times (to drink of course) and last time i sat in line behind a woman, not unattractive but looking vulnerable, thin and not tall, who kept telling everybody she lost her purse and kept getting out and back in line (for temperature checking) to get in, and she didn't know why. I saw her later in the casino talking with two cops, then why the search that kept going for days?

4:49 This 2019 Elantra is closer to mine. You can realize it's a decent car. As for style, Koreans have a sense for a an elegant minimalism, beating classical Japanese basic pragmatism though lately they all started to look the same.

I think the man was doing 110 on a German autobahn in 5th gear at 6500 rpm (minute 1:58) right before car automatically shifted to 6th. In the US you can see this road quality only on recently paved freeways. Never seen continuous or interrupted lines so straight though confusing at 3:00 due to construction work. Crooked lane lines get you tired, fast. Good thing they also keep you challenged (and alert).

This, at 4:00. They do this to me a lot, slower cars changing lanes when i'm about to pass them. Good thing they didn't do it when he was passing them going 120 mph (193 kmh). And a stinking classic that fills your cabin (and filter) with smoke for the next 5 minutes. I see they're universal.

5:00 Christmass 2019 and 2020. It always happens around anniversaries and holidays. Today was my birthday.

6:30 Never new what steemit was until today when i was searching for his face.

May 24

2:14 Lately i have listened more and more to songs with humanly not possible tremolos like this one. Are these designed by AI to induce fibrillation?

8:25 Dharmachakra, Sanskrit for Wheel of Law, Roata legii, dharma is also the cycle of death/rebirth, destruction/reonstrucion, chakra, wheel.

10:05 Between September 97 and January 98 i had a job at Les Schwab Tire Center in Aloha (a suburb of Beaverton which is a suburb of Portland). Among others i had a colleague who looked like the vocalist from Credence (BTW i had a job at Credence before that). Wouldn't have mentioned it now if i didn't see a link. Wheels, tires. I was in the back in the brakes department. Taking apart lots of brakes from older cars that could have had asbestos in them.

Other colleagues there. The bassist and the guitarist from No Doubt. Gwen Stefani herself came one day as customer. Damn she looked good, much better than on screen. Two guys, the colonel and the general from Stargate, original series. Others. Bob Dylan? van Morrison?

10:45 Poate așa veți înțelege cât de avansați sunt ăștia. Dacă nu pot face altceva și a ajuns în public o infromație într-un context care nu prea le place, vin imediat cu măsuri de combatere. Una din ele este o poveste țesută în jurul unui cuvânt cheie comun cu informația inițială.

January 16

2:45 Slept most day yesterday. We left at 6 PM. Drove like in slo-mo. Though i slept, still had so much alcohol in my system. Went only briefly inside, only watched the shows around the car in the lot. Because of getting mad, got so drunk, Angela had to drive 80 miles back home. 40 mph behind some crazy SOB for about 20 miles. I was so sick i thought i will give my soul away.

Finally she had this idea. Get some baking soda! Which i did and felt so much better. But when i got home i remembered the resolution. Had to finish pulling the leaves from under the bushes. So i will breath better tomorrow. Ok so i went at 2 AM when everything is quiet, stumbling, and pulled 5 laundry baskets topped of heavy wet leaves or the equivalent of 10 more 13 gallons kitchen sacks and lived to tell about. The leaves are gone for the season.

4:45 Mda au retras-o fiindcă seamănă cu ea. Nu știu cine e și nici nu am chef s-o caut acum.

Am primit coletul cu lampa UV și am pus-o în debara. Între timp au venit și cu isterii (istorii) pe măsură. Din debara vine acum miros puternic de ozon. Amestecat cu vechea putoare. Nu pot să cred că ozonul nu o poate neutraliza.

Vă spun eu cine e de vină. Nicușor Dan, Ciucă, Greblă, Iohannis și Viktor Orban (director în engleză înseamnă regizor). Unde pot să mă duc să încasez 12 milioane?

5:05 Back to the future.

11:50 Nu pot să-mi fac curaj să postez despre minunățiile de știri din România. Mă blochez de fiecare dată când văd că majoritatea "știrilor" par legate de ce am scris eu ultima dată. Totuși, trebuie.

Accidentul din Italia. Mă uit la poza asta și nu-mi vine să cred. Poza a fost făcută în asemena fel încât să nu înțelegi nimic. Din austostradă se vede doar un panou. Există încă o balustrada în dreapta care pare intactă. E acolo un elicopter, dar unde sunt pasagerii? Cum a ajuns autocarul acolo? Poza pare să semene mult cu poza făcută de mine ieri în grădină.

Dintr-o dată, miroase la toată lumea. Lui Budea și altora.

Mai multe legate de jidanul Dracula. Două persoane cu capul zdrobit la Bran, Netflix.

Tortul de pe cireașă, Dan Vîlceanu. Și pentru că seamănă puțin cu actorul acela din Back to the Future. Și pentru că l-am greșit puțin pe deplin în asemănare. Și pentru că în 20 August 2021 a fost un element cheie în accidentul meu. Ce vrea de fapt? Să fie în știri.

A doua zi am primit cauciucuri pentru roțile din spate. Mi le-a așezat Amazon la ușă. Dar mașina era acordeon.

Pe 20 2021 August cineva mi-a spart în parcare cauciucul dreapta spate. Am pus rezerva și m-am dus la Les Schwab. Acolo m-a luat în primire Vîlceanu care mi-a arătat cauciucul nu numai spart dar distrus în interior (ceea ce acum nu cred). Și eu nebun, am mers cu rezerva 40 mile la Ilani și înapoi. Din cauză că mergeam încet (de fapt limita de viteză pe autostradă) un nebun cu camionetă supraînălțată, cu pinten în fața barei din față, m-a lovit din spate pretinzând că nu m-a văzut. Dar era parte dintr-un grup în care doi m-au flancat, iar după, l-au acoperit ca să nu-i văd numărul și au fugit toți.

Exista video de pe camerele de autostradă dar Poliția Statului Washington a acoperit totul. Există video pe camerele de supraveghere de la Les Schwab.

Câte ilegalități s-au comis în ziua aceea? Zilnic și în fiecare oră? Tipul care mergea ieri cu 40 mph în fața noastră, ca eu să scriu și să șterg singur informația că mașina făcea 40 mpg. Cine a pornit chiar acum o mașină cu eșapament modificat în parcare care parcă îmi sparge timpanele ca să nu mai scriu?

Voi nu vedeți că ăștia vă dau știri doar ca să vă umple timpul și capul?

Ăsta e cumva? Poate ăsta... Ăsta nu are nici o legătură (ancoră) pe nume... Nici ăsta... Nu dau eu de el... Un criteriu bun de căutare. Are sprâncenele groase și lăsate. Bine și dacă dau de el ce se va întâmpla? Mai nimic, ca la atâția alții. A nu, el a demisionat nu mult timp după. Dar din cauză că știau mulți ce a făcut, asemănarea cred că i-am greșit-o. Sau poate că din cauză că nu i-a ieșit... Nu le-au ieșit ce au vrut să facă atunci cu mine, cu noi. Să rezolve adică toate problemele României dintr-o lovitură. Problemele însă sunt chiar ei iar eu am devenit o problemă pentru ei cu ce postez pe bloguri.

Sprâncenele cele mai groase și lăsate le are ăsta dar nu e destul de chel... Sau poate poza e prea veche. E foarte de aproape și de aceea nasul pare mai gros. Nu găsesc alta mai nouă sau mai bună.

Cu Petre Roman a fost o excepție, el a fost demis la câteva zile după ce l-am găsit. Nașpa că foarte mulți actori din Ungaria de aceeași vârstă seamănă fantastic între ei. Ca și cum ar fi mai mult decât conaționali, ca și cum ar fi frați vitregi. Poate sunt și nu știu ei, poate au avut un program, gen ca Hitler dar secret.

1:57 Man. Iar am uitat și am trecut pe lângă cuptorul cu microunde în timp ce mergea. M-am energizat din cap până în picioare și acum simt o urmă de durere ca o usturime adânc în șoldul drept. Am ținut telefonul mulți ani de zile în buzunarul din dreapta față sau spate de la blugi. Mi-am făcut curaj să mănânc ceva. Am băut ieri ca un disperat, să nu mai știu de nimic, la 12 ore încă am mult alcool în sistem.

Nu  mi s-a făcut greață. Semn că lampa nouă de UV cu ozon din debaraua cu boilerul face ceva. Au încercat ăștia, au scuturat clădirea cu motoare și au dat drumul la apă să fâsâie țevile la mine, dar nu a mai ieșit mai nimic de acolo.

2:36 Deputy. Ce deputy, în engleză deputy se spune numai la ajutor de șerif, la parlamentari se spune MP adică Member of Parliament. Așa vreți voi să fiți în Europa? Tot eu sunt de vină și pentru asta? Da bine se spune că termenul este echivalent, însă eu nu am auzit niciodată de când citesc news-urile la englezi, tocmai ca să nu se confunde iar la americani se spune congresman.

11:55 Are you ready for this? Not yet? BTW the guy behind all these. I know what he's been through. I think him, like Norah Jones, others, intentionally ate like a sumo wrestler when in public so he can escape. However they found another job for him.

December 5th

1:00 Nu am știut că Nicușor joacă pentru Wuhan.

1:15 Bagatele de scos ochii lumii în timp ce româncele sunt la produs în Spania unde există o adevărată cultură a prostituției.

2:38 Acești obstinați, se vor opri vreodată? Care dumnezeu, cel cu șarpe la gât care l-au târât pe drumul mătăsii din străfundurile Asiei până la noi?

8:54 Some people threw garbage on the ground next to the bin though there is still some room in the bin after i put those mats. There are three other bins nearby.

9:40 Man am i happy to see the garbage recycle guy today. Was annoyed by the noise in the past, throwing items in his truck, but today he came and picked those mats and cleaned the area around the bin.

9:45 Wondering how the 2 million people in Portland can still take it. Smoke index is 80. Coming from an "unevaluated" fire near or around Prineville (capital of the Les Schwab country) called the BLOCK fire. Can't go for a walk. Could there be a subliminal link to the fact Romania's access in Schengen is blocked by Austria?

9:54 A very annoying continuous vibration that sounds like a city sweeper, but it does not move, stay in one place for half hour now?

10:12 During my 62 years life i heard much music, starting when i was around 4. But i never heard a song so anti-american than Austrian Falco's Der Kommissar that was aired to the max back in the day.

English band After The Fire tried to fix it somehow with the video in their cover. In Europe, at least me had no idea (not good enough English or any German at the time). I remember i was dancing in discos on Jeanny, another weird song that was actually about a serial killer. There was nobody there tell us.

However Americans rewarded him with a Nr.1 Billboard position in following years for Rock Me Amadeus which was unheard for a non English musician which song again is an allusion to the "Jews" (read Hungarians) dominated rock music which again prove they don't care much for lyrics. Secret to his success? Imitating Anglo/American rock music style with a bit of nostalgic lied poured in. Yeah i know Joe and Jill come right in place, could it be part of a long planned silver streak?

1:49 A vorbit și Charles Michel, cel mai necunoscut până acum cap al Uniunii Europene, un fost prim ministru belgian (o țară mică de 11.6 milioane locuitori) care acum e Președintele Consiliului Uniunii Europene. Cu cât am săpat mai adânc în subsolurile Uniunii Europene, cu atât mai mult începe să mi se pară o bătaie de joc. Există trei consilii. Consiliul Miniștrilor sau Consiliul Uniunii Europene sau pe scurt Consiliul, unde au loc faimoasele voturi unanime de 27 miniștri în diverse "configurații", deci și cel de pe 8, Există Consiliul Europei, o organizație mai veche care nu are treabă cu UE și mai Există Consiliul European (al doilea pe listă, site-ul nu merge acum la momentul redactării), partea reprezentativă sau politică, aflăm acum.

E ușor de spus a nu se confunda, eu cel puțin m-am încurcat de mai multe ori și studiez chestia de când au început scandalurile cu admiterea României în Schengen. Consiliul Uniunii Europene, Consiliul European, Consiliul Europei. Charles Michel nu are nici o treabă cu voturile din Consiliu (de Miniștri) pe 8 decembrie dar iată, poate influența opinia publică necunoscătoare.

Oare de ce s-a trezit vorbind acum în contradicție cu Vicepreședintele Comisiei (un corp executiv, permanent) invocând un nou argument, proximitatea războiul? Este probabil părerea sa personală, Consiliul pe care îl prezidează nu a avut nici o întrunire recentă. Este puțin probabil ca în România să vină alți ucraineni pe lângă celelalte milioane care au trecut deja parțial prin România cu binecuvântarea UE.

3:26 Poate cancelarul nu a mințit când a spus că în Austria se află 100000 mii de aplicanți, probabil majoritatea ucraineni. Probabil toți provenind din fosta Galicia, care a fost parte din Austria.

9:32 "On 12 February 2016, the Council adopted a recommendation on addressing serious deficiencies identified during an evaluation of Greece's application of the Schengen acquis..." that needed to be carried out within 3 months.

On March 3 of the same year Charles Michael tweeted. (Earlier i thought the statement refers to accession of Greece in Schengen in that year, which actually happened in 1992 though here it says 2000).

Don't know yet why he said Greece needed not to be excluded from Schengen, but clearly there was no reference to the war in the neighboring countries or the report back to the Commission and Council after February recommendations to which obviously Greece did not oppose its veto.

I can't find through google searches the results of that 3 months improvement program reported back to the Commission and the Council (should they have done another evaluation?)

Situation changed to 180 degrees though when Greece started to toughen its borders also as a result of those recommendations and fear of being excluded from Schengen.

But i came again to the same bitter conclusion i keep coming within the last days. The whole European Union is just a facade or mockery of democracy. The only real power seems to be within the Council (of Ministers) and the Council can be controlled through veto by one single country, big or small. The President substitutes himself for the Commission and Council with a tweet.

Imagine a situation when you need to exclude a EU member from Schengen that has to be taken with unanimity in the Council. Like the decision of trying to get rid of veto that also needs an unanimity.

11:52 Another proof that Romania is not the migration route.