October 11

6:50 AM I slept like more than one hour in the parking lot at Ilani, about the same at Lucky Eagle and 4 hours last night and drove 300 miles. So i am really tired and can't do this at optimal.

However i have to put something here right now. For some reason i can't remember in 2014 i wrote a message on fb to a lawyer in Vancouver who was hired by me in the same case where i was represented by Hillary Clinton impersonating another Vancouver lawyer, Janet Anderson.

I remember when the two met, poor James started to perspire heavily and she convinced me to sign a stay of proceeding with me admitting i was guilty and then James gave me his retainer back cause those were the only money i had at the time.

I don't think he answered to that, i think i went once at his law firm @ the same time and he send somebody else to talk to me.

They were several people i worked with at AVX Vancouver (ex-Kyocera) who resembled celebrities, in the same tradition that started in grade school with Claudia Cardinale, Elisabeth Taylor, Karlheinz Bhom and the list is long.

Best example is Axl Rose as Orville Oster(Reich) (anagram for Roset) which whom i even have a picture, my swing shift direct supervisor. Not sure about Major General Harold J. "Harry" Greene (Tom Green, tech in terminals department "who was born in Germany by military parents").

But the day shift supervisor David Espasandin looked a lot like Major Nidal Hasan, the guy in the news these days. In the end i started to believe that James Mayhew himself was actually Chris Mathews. I know, it's an incredible mess, but it is actually my life, though i did not know none of these at the time and now it is a collection of weird stories even to myself. 

Major General Harold J. "Harry" Greene died in Afghanistan days after the message above.

1:24 PM Another witness who could confirm this story is actress Jeri Ryan (Seven of Nine from Star Trek Voyager) who was acting there as Susan, my colleague technician. In the month after i quit i was supposed to move in day shift to train her.

In August 2000 or after one year of working there i went again at James Mayhew to complain about constant cold (65 degrees) in testing department due to a broken AC and he made me talk in the hallway where there was another person. When i went to work the next day i got demoted from technician in Testing Department to another department with ovens where it was too hot and i quit. AVX Vancouver was shut down the next year and all employees were laid off.

Those ceramic capacitor testing machines used compressed air to create vacuum to maintain the ceramic chips on testing plates (400 at a time) and i remember one day i replaced the filters at every machine and they were filled with lead and ceramic dust.  I remember one day we had a conversation in three with her and David and David was intrigued about the order i made for the filters and the brand (Whatman).

I am pretty sure they kept some of the security tapes with videos showing all these people there but i don't know about how long they keep documents of which some may be handwritten.

Another one is of course John (Ioan) Ciorba who writes for the Romanian newspaper Romanian Times in Portland.

Still have an hour to write on this page. First, want to talk about how a few Austrian everybody knows about look like. First the brunets. The weird named one. Wolfgang Puck. Weird name for a cook don't you think. His face reminds me of Schwarzenegger. Strong jaw and chin.

Cute blond ones. Round face, smiling, pink complexion.

Classical. Karlheinz Bohm. He looked like the director of my grade school.

Will I Am Shatnerd. Though one of the rare (and precious) "born in Canada" ones he's got typical (cute) Austrian looks and ancestry.

He went many times where no other man has gone before. (If you got to do it, do it right, like George Michael, who also reminds of Puck and Schwarzenegger, face only). He once tried to run me over with a 21st Century Towing truck while towing my truck, though he is from the 23rd century and nothing, not even FBI can touch him. Pretty much like all the other whole wide world co-conspirators.

Axl is a weird name. Probably not real like his biography on Wikipedia. Some Polish roots can mean Austrian because Poland was also part of the unHoly Empire.

So it is not from a car's axle (also called half shaft) (I am hesitating to write here because they are usually humorous in their pranks). (Yeah the guys at Les Schwab in 1997 were calling me Hot Rod, i didn't know why).  

Austrian people can be very beautiful. Once called "the most beautiful woman in Hollywood", which could easily mean the world, Hedy Lamarr was also an inventor and when she disappeared from Hollywood she turned into Elena Ceaușescu who was a self taught chemist and this is no joke.

Billy Joel? Most likely but i will not spend here all night with this...

1:3O AM The next day.

 Tovarășa în 1940

Și în 1990 la 76 ani

 

  So what you wanna do, go to jail or go be part time queen of Romania?

March 21

 2:25 AM. Aequinoctium means when night equals day.

Ironically, like ski in Polish, escu in Romanian, vich in Russian, etc, many Ukrainian last names end in co or ko.

February 11

8:35 AM

One in five. 6.3% vs 20%.

4:18 PM But she also got a Polish passport. 

4:32 PM Epstein files.

6:43 Short (of) notice.

February 3rd

1:10 AM I have to watch it like maybe 10 times to figure it out completely but i think by now some of the moves represent transferring of energy between the 4 components of the photon, maybe other particles further illustrating the principles stated in the shape of the drum.

Message in form of objects, gestures, can transcend languages and millennia and i believe this was the intention. This part here is clearly about strings.

This part is the rotation of Trishul (trident) inside the Damaru (little drum).

2:10 Coincidențe neîntâmplătoare.

Sondă cubică. Motoare de rachetă parabolice.

Cupola Parlamentului, paraboloid. Apropo, de decenii, legea bugetului e cea mai mare fraudă financiară din România.

Toate aceste "reacții" neîntâmplătoare demonstrează un singur lucru. Există o opoziție puternică la aflarea adevărului despre natura luminii, a particulelor și a materiei. Într-un trecut îndepărtat, cunoștințe despre toate acestea au fost introduse în simboluri religioase, sub forma uneltelor rituale, dansurilor rituale.

Aceste cunoștințe ar putea oferi surse de energie inepuizabilă, călătorii spațiale cu nave ieftine și compacte, transport cu ajutorul tunerelor în spațiu-timp, etc..

Nu cred că poate fi vorba despre ceva de dinaintea ultimei ere glaciare, căci zei precum Shiva sunt de dată mult mai recentă, două milenii înainte de Hristos. Buddha, 500 ÎHr. Sute de ani însă după apariția piramidelor, a războiului descris în Mahabharata unde este descrisă printre altele și o călătorie la Lună.

Deci cine pot fi aceștia care se opun? Un lucru e sigur, sunt tot acei care au ajuns să corporatizeze și să controleze lumea, creând o ierarhie birocratică indestructibilă în toate țările. Da, sistemul comunist a fost una din aceste ierarhii.

2:40 Japan hotspot.

2:45 Trădătoare a rasei umane e Diana SOSoaca și tot neamul ei.

3:10 Tesla made a considerable amount of money from royalties from his early inventions like the AC motor that ironically is used in today's... Tesla cars. Then he spent those money experimenting with further inventions in a quest for his dream of obtaining free energy. He then went mad and died poor.

Today at least one way of obtaining free energy is possible as theorized by Leo Szilard and is used in the case of heat pumps through reversing entropy though never acknowledged as such by the official science. But i imagine purely electrical devices (without moving parts) can be designed.

But yes, there are enormous amounts of energy in the surrounding AEther. Whirls in the AEther create particles as strings and those contain a lot of energy, if at least Einstein energy matter equivalence equation is true.

What are those things in Tesla's lab and what happened to them? Alien property?         

4:40 Is it possible Tesla abandoned all of his experiments and went mad following a possible exposure to high power high frequency radio waves due to his attempts to transmit wireless power "at very high frequencies"? 10 Mhz is one order of magnitude lower than microwaves that start at 300 Mhz.

Was searching for more information regarding Tesla. After seeing this video, another idea came to me. Do i see on top of the New Yorker hotel where Tesla had a suite and lived for the last ten years of his life free of charge when he was supposedly broke a number of shafts disguised smoke/steam vents starting with a structure similar to those seen inside the Great Pyramid of Giza which i suspect was used for time travel? Note the hotel itself is built in the shape of a pyramid.    

7:55 What? I have said several times that the pyramids could have been time travel or wormholes portals done with advanced science and rudimentary technology by some aliens technicians that came here in a small ship possibly from a planet in Orion constellation, by creating holes in space-time (AEther).

However, that can be easily achieved with more advanced technology that could not have been transported in that ship.

7:57 Teleforce.

8:10 To make an idea of the force of a particle beam, you have to take a look at the LHC beam dumps.

After being used for hours in different experiments, the particle beams need to be extracted from the 27 km ring circuit and directed towards the so called beam dumps, essentially structures made of steel and graphite so they can introduce new loads of vaporized gold or lead to begin a new cycle.

8:48 Tesla's nephew Sava N. Kosanović. I heard numerous versions of this story which was supposedly told by a Tesla nephew, Peter Savo. Could the two have been the same persons with slight different names?

9:30 What do you search? The light.

Sabrina's search for spotlight is mostly emberassing offending because it was visibly part of the script and has one purpose only. To directly or subliminally point to my numerous attempts about explaining the origin of light. Where are the time when young clueless persons kept a sort of discretion if not respect for truth.

Most of them happened because i still used the old theories about EM induction. Once i completely switched to AEther Swirls Theory, after January 14, i did a few more of versions with vectors and with animated paraboloids and hyperboloids within a week until i figured the message embedded in Shivaism (ritual tools, ritual dance).

Mostly in a very hostile environment. Smoke, stink, synced noises, fake messages. Even right now when i write this they are playing Liar by Jelly Roll.

But i believe some have figured that much earlier and now they are playing us.

Could have kept it for myself until the final version? Maybe, but i was hoping to get help and ideas from others, as i invited everybody to a brainstorm.

It is not easy to guess the truth after 100 years of lies and developing a whole establishment based on fake theories but i least i tried.

There is an obvious resemblance between the Trishul and the emblem of Ukraine (Tryzub) and Ukraine Military emblem, also of their Navy emblem and the Polish hologram.

10:30 Tobe lângă Masa Tăcerii? Trebuia să-mi țin gura? Ce mai contează acum când țara e distrusă oricum.

11:20 Mda, am postat unul din dansurile lui Shiva. De precizat că versurile sunt în sansrită iar dansul nu e nimic din ce se vede în filmele indiene de la Bollywood. Ok m-am prins oamenii au quantificat pe reacția mea știind că marțea deschid Cațavencii să văd noua copertă.

 Ce nu m-am prins încă e de ce eu. De ce trebuie să fiu mereu eu cel care să mă cicleze (motivație-răspălată) ca să mai scoată ceva de la mine?

4:50 PM Diana, dianetics

5:10 Saint Hubbardus

6:00 This ain't country club either.

How come Trump's tariffs did not hit Japan, and Korea which combined export more goods in US than China, Mexico and Canada?

What? How about all the Toyotas Hondas Nissans Subarus Hyundais etc.. Did Canada export so much milk in the US?

6:45 Shiva's little drum is rumbling again in the alley right after i finished eating. Am i going to keep rotting in here until the last one of them is going to be fully satisfied?

6:30 Queen of Diamonds

6:00 This ain't country club either.

How come Trump's tariffs did not hit Japan, and Korea which combined export more goods in US than China, Mexico and Canada?

What? How about all the Toyotas Hondas Nissans Subarus Hyundais etc.. Did Canada export so much milk in the US?

7:00

11:27 It would make sense, since Shiva had to beat the little drum. Done this by mistake and then i liked it. Though it does not satisfy the Polish Hologram, other representations that show a hole in the middle.

It would take more work to make the two halves of the drum of diffwent colors but then what imagination is good for?

11:55 Wait a minute. It has a hole in the middle!

A Theory About Light and Photon

Years ago i became intrigued with the Sanskrit syntagm pancha skanda that appears in Buddhist mantra hRdaya sUtra (Harvard Kyoto transliteration). Not knowing Sanskrit i attempted to replace each word with the corresponding English word from a dictionary and this is the result, that sounded more like a Physics Theory than a prayer. The title of the sUtra itself can be translated as Science Plan.

I have always been discontent with the current EM theory, fields theory, the existence of 5 fundamental forces, Special Relativity, etc..

One of the reasons is i don't see how the so called EM field can travel alongside the photon since electric field is radial with open lines and magnetic field is toroidal with closed lines and the intensity of both electric and magnetic components decrease with the square root of the distance while the photon keeps its energy constant.

To fix this they came with a patch to the theory, stating the EM field is separated into a near and a far zone, with the far zone being planar, with no more decreasing of intensity with square root which is not possible, not even as an approximation, because it breaks the laws of physics, with a bizarre shape of EM field in the near zone, a combination of the magnetic toroidal field and the electric radial.

However the planar far zone theory implies the photon caries it's own energy and EM fields which i believe it is true.

You can find the animated version of this representation in Wikipedia.

After seeing it though i became interested in the shape of an EM field caused by the decay of one single electron as in photon emission, thinking of it more like a disturbance than a field. Mostly because the electron does not travel through a conductor and cannot create a closed magnetic field because it starts and ends in different points in space.

During the past summer a group of Polish scientists published a few images claiming to be holograms of single photons. Obtain through interference of two photons, one consequence is the photons could not be other than waves.

More recently i ran into an animation showing whirls in a superfluid.

Than hypothesize at that temperature, Helium starts to exhibit the same properties as AEther, mainly due to lack of friction, though at a much higher density, creating inside whirls due to Coriolis force that show properties like repelling each other, breaking, re-combining and most importantly, creating quasi particles as strings, though several orders of magnitude bigger in size than the ones from the Standard Model.

I also hypothesize AEther could be a frictionlress or a super fluid made of neutrinos, which are much smaller than any particle and all particles are more or less stable disturbances within it all obeying the known laws of fluid mechanics.

I then proposed the 5 fields are all created by the movement of whirls that create areas of low pressure around them, streams of AEther inside, etc..

Two whirls rotating in the same direction are repelling each other, rotation of whirls create a stream of superfluid in interior that enters at one end and exits the other, producing magnetic field, and pressure of superfluid creating gravity. Strong force could be actual entanglement of whirls organized as strings.

Combining with ancient symbols, N.Tesla's ideas about whirls and AEther, Ezekiel's wheel, etc..

I created this animated model of a photon made of two rotating double hyperboloid shaped AEther whirls. The symbol above indicate the rotation direction which is the same for each wheel though opposite for two opposite ones. If you click on the image you can see the 3D simulation on desmos. (To see the animation click on the image first and then the arrow button under the plus sign).

Which representation fits more ancient symbols (Vajra, Buddhist Adamantine - Symbol of power).

Since the image of the vajras from this symbol seems very similar to my model, i don't see why they whirls should not have an internal structure. Made of rotating AEther, a superfluid, they could have all kind of stationary waves inside as they absorb AEther at the surfaces and expel it through the middle, it looks like in two stages.

In most representations i have seen so far it appears there is some sort of outer shell made of probably again stationary waves suggesting a closed circuit of AEther within a bubble. However (within the ancient symbol) there are tiny small swirls between the small whirls that form between the 4 main ones, other asymmetries.

Could it be each of the four whirls pump AEther in a closed circuit around them.

I believe it can all be all seen on a simulation on a supercomputer.

Then i looked again at those images created by the Polish scientists. It appears they also caught those structures inside the photon as seen in the Buddhist ritual tools. The indestructible vajra.

 

We are familiar with standing waves inside fast moving fluids from "diamond shock waves" inside the exhaust of supersonic engines. Vajra in Sanskrit means diamond, among other things.

The vajra is represented always outside the hyperboloid bell (to be visible) but i think it's all happening inside. We can see at the end of the bell and area called emptiness which suggests the flow of AEther is on an open circuit.

If these ancient symbols represent light, as it is always suggested by their names, it could mean this ancient knowledge could not have been transmitted to us over millennia except through religion. By a better version of ourselves.


Tripundra represents the stream of AEther entering and exiting every shwirl, that closes (sort of) outside the swhirl of every open ended particle (string).

This version of Trishula reminds me of something i've seen in Egypt. Four disks representing the four swirls (two double drums in India) of the photon.

Einstein knew. His tongue in the shape of a whirl. Question is. Is he taunting us or giving a message to the future?

January 26

4:35 AM According to standard model the smallest known particle is the muon neutrino, with a mass of 0.17 eV. All the other masses are measured in either MeV (mega electron volts) or GeV (giga electron volts) which is million or billion times bigger. At this point i propose AEther is made of neutrinos. They have a tiny mass, millions of times smaller than next bigger particle, no charge and a 1/2 spin. Ideal candidate.

A stream of neutrino could stand for a magnetic field where their spins could be aligned.

When a high energy photon enters a stream of neutrinos, it will get knocked out in its components, an electron and a positron which are whirls rotating in opposite directions and will start circling in opposite directions when in vacuum and spiraling in the cloud chamber.

From what i saw, the positron is bigger than the electron resulted in pair production and that cold as well be caused by the spin of neutrinos.

Don't know yet if the photon is made of one or two hourglass shaped pair of particles in a cross pattern and if they oscillate, transferring AEther from one another but is the only way it could happen if they move on a direction perpendicular on the hourglasses axis because otherwise the photon will start spiraling. As for what makes them oscillate, could be fluid mechanics laws applied for frictionless AEther and it could appear as they are dynamically attracted by their own past selves.

9:47 Yeah should have avoided any exotic ideas like past selves, creating time, things like this. As i went to bed last night i finally got the idea, however was too tired to come back at the computer and write it down.

I don't believe anymore they oscillate or pulsate or anything. The Polish hologram seem to be accurate.

What is holding those four funnels together preventing them from growing to infinity is the pressure of the AEther, made of neutrinos. Which then could mean the AEther fills uniformly the whole known space. Photons cannot exist without it. This goes against the Big Bang theory.

So in a way the were right talking about luminiferous AEther. However i feel a bit nervous about countless neutrinos and muouns passing through my body all the time. But i believe other cosmic rays are doing more damage then those, giving me this terrible headache this morning.

Let's read one more time what the Bible says about Ezekiel's wheel.

Perpendicular Scalar Compression? Photons do not travel? This comes close to my first representation however those vectors are pulsating funnels and the "hologram" caught an image covering a whole period with all 4 funnels at their peak.

Two funnels in existence at any moment. The photon could be split into an electron and a positron when the funnels are equal enters the magnetic field. The positron gets bigger by accumulating more neutrinos that turn in opposite direction as whirl of opposite spin attract?

I don't see any negative spin in the standard model table though.

BTW the table is big and the number of particles we figured so far is small (Art is long and time is short).

3:10 I thought i saw that before! (Too late in Paris)

4:55 A boundary condition may occur when AEther pressure meets whilrs, like in the case of photons. Here is a more complex or maybe hypothetic particle.

January 20

12:35 AM According to my most recent theory (of everything), electrons (or positrons for that matter) could not exist in vacuum (or anywhere) by themselves because they have to continuously absorb AEther, grow in size, split into smaller and slower ones which will have to cluster having their spins (and tiny magnetic poles) aligned in a circle making something very close to a smoke ring that rotates against self. Could this closed structure be a standalone particle that also sifts EAther? So it will have a magnetic field and mass though no spin or charge. Oops!

I would think the size of the donut depends of individual electrons' energy. Big or small?

1:07 Right. Yet another name for AEther.

1:20 CERN built the biggest and most expensive machine on Earth to find Higg's boson. Their idea is very simple. Since protons are the biggest charged available particles, by smashing them by accelerating and colliding them coming from two opposite directions many smaller particles will emerge from that collision. But i believe many that are not in there will be created by destroying the original ones.

2:35 I think i've nailed it. There are two types of whirls in the whole Universe and those are funnel like ones. One of positive and one of negative pressure. You can put several of these together and build any particle. They can be closed like the one in the picture above or open ended with a positive swirl allowing the venting of AEther absorbed by the first one creating a stream that enters and exits the particle called a magnetic line.

Earthworms? Uroboros?

So yeah, i believe the guys who made all these interpretations possible deserve a Nobel prize. Look at that, the first ever picture (holograph whatever) of the smallest building blocks of the Universe!

3:17 Yeah i know the image obtained by those Polish guys resembles the German Iron Cross, first issued by the Prussian King Friedrich Wilhelm III. But the design is much older, since 1191, year of the beginning of the Teutonic Order, some 25 years earlier than the of  the Dominican Order. Too tired now, have to go to sleep.

Spirala energetică. Those four cars have lots of iron in them right?

11:41 Question. Do you think ninja can manipulate bio-photons through Kuji Kiri?

2:05 PM Patru

10:10 How about a closed string in the shape of infinity (the edges are only to visualize rotation). That one would not sift any outside EAther whatsoever. Would be a better candidate for Higg's Boson?

I believe best candidate would be a really tangled closed one which would not pump AEther in or from the outside world.

January 10

4:40 PM No doubt, the biggest progress in quantum physics since the enunciation of theory, performed with much effort and insight by Polish scientists. By repeating the collision of two photons with one of them changing phase for each collision, they extracted the information pertaining to the "unknown" (constant phase) photon but the rest is misinterpretations and false beliefs (Schrodinger).

I believe what we are seeing here on the left are four whirls, rotating perpendicular to the propagation axis each ceding its energy to opposite while fading, similar to an hourglass. Two opposite ones turning in different directions create the next ones.

Closest analogy i can think of is a differential with 4 conic wheels, left side of this image. However, the wheels have no teeth and the two axis are not intersecting, all moving forward due to an axial momentum from creation time (burping).

This idea is too new to me, have to think more if there are two or four axis, one for each swirl but strictly by the hologram, there should be two.

Any of the two own an old red Subaru with a backward curbed antenna ;)?

Don't want to state the obvious, but just for courtesy, i could have never had the motivation and made the interpretation without the "hologram" above.

Now that i think, Subaru are the first production cars with four wheel drive having that type of differential. No, i think i'm wrong, it's the Audi Quatro with the 4 circles like an Ezekiel wheel. Nevermind that too, Audi is on the 7s position on this list.

6:50 Yeah i don't have any vocal interface supercomputer to simulate the above. Until then, i found something. I wish this one was 3D and animated though. 

10:15 BTW EAther - Eaton. Incredibly fast rotating whirls. That butterfly in Tokyo which again flapped its wings in Alaska and Oregon.

11:05

August 24

3:03 It is 89 degrees when i finished my walk. Never ending stories. The first thing i noticed when i opened the door where the traces left on the still uncured seal coating. Somebody with a big off road tires 4x4 came sometimes last night and did this.

Could have been the guy with the off road white Toyota with snorkel with LPN unreadable under the windshield that just left when i came. I think they were figuring two infinity signs.

3:07 My truck has smooth tires and is 2x4. It did not leave any traces where i parked this morning when i had to move it from the area they sealed today. The spot is trapezoidal, that is the reason it appears unaligned.

I came the other way as shown the 4x4 came in the picture above and never reached my spot, somebody miraculously moved and made a free spot before i got here. The spot on the right with the traces left intentionally visible (in a "spot crisis" when half of the complex is being sealed) i new in that moment it was a trick, like anything else.

There is painting flaking from my truck from a paint job done at Modern Auto more than 15 years ago. I hit a pole in hospital parking lot with the right rear fender when i drove there, sick. Hood was bent from pushing on it so many times. Left door from stealing my stereo. They knew they were going to let me park there and left some white paint on the new coating.

3:14 They did something similar when the painted the doors and the siding a few years ago. They intentionally left brown spots on the door, as they were working with trainees.

3:22 I got so mad i took the other way, or through the freshly sealed area. Most of it was dry but i ran into a wet area, and because of being so distracted i just thought it was wet with water or something on. Slipped but did not fall.

3:23 During my walk i was thinking. You cannot identifiy a body that is otherwise unrecognizable by a missing finger

I would say the whole story, with the fall of the plane, Putin's reaction, was invented to cover my post, but people would say again i'm on drugs. I was wrong again, don't see the reason for the cover. Unless that person is also involved in the same type of activity on tiktok or other sites, like many others. Even in Romania ex athletes became involved with porn and prostitution.

On the other hand, i would say the level of stress and distraction i'm under is equivalent to being on drugs, but i have my moments of lucidity, especially when i take pictures and write while everybody don't know what to believe (please pardon the Japanese accent).

Easiest explanation. "He's high on drugs" and rest are coincidences or ChatGPT which is a rudimentary form of artificial intelligence to explain to the naive what i'm writing.

Wagner of course stands for all the music videos i post. I know many people post online recipes and stuff, i fell into this fashion and posted some, but not all are in the situation i'm in and i only posted realistic recipes for people who don't now how to cook and that is the majority.

They started the never ending unprecedented Trump scandal (to cover Truman Show).

3:38 It's not only the temperature, it's the circulation of air. Temperature was 76 degrees and i was perspiring from head to toes. So i started the AC that circulates air like a fan.

More Kafka. Got Medicare and everybody knows, the only state insurance in the US, payed by payroll deductions comes without covering dental and prescriptions and others. There are other plans known Medicare Advantage that probably suck the money that otherwise would suffice for drugs and prescription from Medicare, and give those, for free.

Trick is you have to know and to enroll. If you don't enroll soon enough, you will have to pay later a lifetime monthly penalty to Medicare for... not having prescriptions covered.

So i got into one of those called Humana Plus Gold Diabetes bla bla hoping to get some insulin and they assigned me a doctor named... Nicholas Sweet. However he is not a doctor but a physician assistant and he says he did not a contract with Humana in more than a year. All doctors avoid Medicare and Medicare based plans because they slash bills to maybe a third or a quarter.

Trouble is i have to find an "in network" doctor to prove i got diabetes first (GNU). I used to go a  lot to doctors when i had insurance through Angela's work but stopped doing so when i ran into Lady Gaga and her stethoscope in 2011. And of course when i went to the ER with flesh eating bacteria that was never diagnosed right.

Got an appointment tomorrow with the only doctor i could find available in the area after many calls, his name is Michael Jaczko (Billy Jean) also ko or co suffix indicates Ukrainian origin like escu Romanian, ski Polish, etc..

The clinic is under a cell phone tower with (at times) high levels of radiation. Last and only time when i went for the paperwork i forgot to take my meter and got a dose that caused me 48 hours of pains.

3:56 It is incredible how few videos and other credible news come to us from Ukraine. Some would say is for protection of troupes and/or population. Being in Crimea, they put the video. But every time when i was complaining of lack of credible news from the war they started to shell cities at the border with Romania. And then they told us not to post videos or pictures of those for safety of Ukrainians.

7:30 9.3 Indian Ocean Earthquake Or Indonesia Earthquake of 2004 generated waves up to 51 meters high while 9.1 Japan Earthquake of 2011 only 40 meters. However that not explain how the tsunami generated by Indonesian Earthquake reached Somalia across the ocean at heights of 9.4 meters and the tsunami generated by the Japanese earthquake didn't.

7:50 That is also very interesting.

8:00 Was nauseated all day long. Went and picked and threw in the garbage a couple of dog piles from the other end of the building. Just by smelling those from close, an hour later i got belly pains.

8:55 Media Recycling Center.


9:20 Never knew!

Ok so furniture came on July 22, this was recorded on 28 (warning, some offending language) but i'm sure there are other versions recorded in the past. It was a few days after they started to walk and stump. If this is addressed to me, it breaks several local laws. Also, everybody knows, Pikachu and al Pokemons were characters invented in Japan.

Designed in Japan, for American use (like cars) cause Pikachu in English means pick at you, wich means a character based on a kami that may be malevolent depending. Shinto religion does not have a clearly defined concept of good or bad.

11:30 It rains! (Very rare in Oregon in August). Very local, just a cell above I5. Don't know if it's bad or good for the asphalt seal coat or will delay curing. Hope it's going to help with the asphalt smell. Curiously enough, the rain is following the (low pressure) on top of freways. Just another example on how human activity may influence weather. Could THEY have done this to "cancel" the animations above?

No cause i saw the storm coming on satellite animation (got it on my start pages of my browser) before i posted those.

August 3rd

5:24 Aceeași aroganță sfidătoare cu care ne-au obișnuit de decenii. Au găsit o față necunoscută până acum, cea mai aproape de figura lui Nicu dintr-o poză (care nu seamănă cu toate celelalte) pentru a o supraimprima peste cea postată de mine. Prilejul. Discuția zilei.

Și scandalul cu pensiile speciale și cu taxele. În mod tradițional, hoții de stânga măresc taxele și impozitele iar aceștia abia ajunși la putere și-au început rolul.

Apropo nu vrea nimeni să se uite la buget. Am pus link-ul de atâta timp pe blog. Nimic. (Singura chestie e că dacă alegeți un minister din link, suma va apărea doar pe pagina a 2-a, prima sau a doua cifră dintr-un tabel, au știut ei cum să prezinte ca să facă pe omul obișnuit, necontabil, să renunțe să cerceteze).

Ministerul Dezvoltării (ce o fi aia, nu am văzut nici o dezvoltare până acum) are un buget astronomic pe anul ăsta de până la 94 miliarde de lei. 19 miliarde de euro. Ministerul Transporturilor. Până la 59 de miliarde sau 12 miliarde de euro. Să ne arate ce fac cu banii înainte de a ne cere alții. Sau mai bine nu. Vedem noi cu ochiul liber.

Agricultură, 28. Ăsta e cu subvențiile la fermieri (ca să avem mâncare ieftină LOL), dar chiar așa? 5 miliarde de euro? Alimentele nu vin gratuit din aceste subvenții, deși la suma repectivă așa ar trebui, le mai și plătim!

5:46 Am pus ieri două link-uri cu medicamente experimentale pentru cancer, cu rate de succes 100% dar va mai trece un secol sau un mileniu probabil până când FDA le va aproba. Posibile efecte secundare. Și ce. Chimioterapia cu medicamente aprobate de 50 de ani are efectele secundare cele mai devastatoare din toate medicamentele.

Și au venit ei cu o contră. Până mai ieri de Ozempic nu am auzit decât de bine. Acum, dintr-o dată, s-a scrântit. Și apropo. Dacă vomiți atât de mult, le mai iei? Și cum dreq poți să-ți pierzi dinții dacă vomiți?

5:54 Reacție la Crystal Geizer.

6:46 AM PDT După ce am citit știrile și m-am enervat și m-am zbârlit puțin aici m-am dus să-mi încălzesc pizza de ieri seară și mă tot gândeam la ce am citit și am ajuns la concluzia că și faza asta probabil complet regizată pare o contra la ce am postat acum două zile, tot din frustrare.

Concluzie. Ăștia cu media lor super profesionistă vă îmbârligă mințile de nu mai știți ce e cu voi. Iar politicienii crează show-urile pe care media le exploatează în timp ce grosul banilor dvs. din taxe se scurg undeva, poate chiar pe apa sâmbetei.

La fel cum faraonii, rasa supărată, whatever în Egipt i-au dus cu preșul pe ăia să construiască niște munți în deșert, așa ne duc și pe noi acum ne iau mințile de pe o zi pe alta, de la un an la altul, cu te miri ce, ca să mai încălzim puțin planeta.

7:04 Sau cum banii de la buget pentru programul rabla se scurg de fapt la alianța Renault Nissan Metsubushi, alții.

9:22 Still have the old pan under the water heater that is contaminated (or got re-contaminated, i have reasons to believe they have been in here when i was not home) that stinks. So this morning after i ate i got nauseated and i lost the bottle with charcoal caps so i decided to go to Walmart to get some. At the first intersection a blond gypsy lady coming from the opposite direction almost ran into me, had to pull right to avoid.

At Walmart they had none on the shelf though the site said they had two. So i moved forward to Grocery Outlet in Tigard some 5 miles away. A nice day to drive on Hwy 99. Only trouble was i had to pass twice through two red light cameras. And on the streets they come in hordes and they lay all kinda traps and distractions for me and all traffic is loaded with symbolism and directed by AI so they can easily trap me in all kinda situations.

Going downhill in another intersection with no camera doing 45 i saw yellow and thought i can't stop safely but red came too fast and i think i saw red before or right when i entered the intersection.

When i was coming back there was this younger guy with a long blond pony tail under is German war helmet on his Harley who first distracted me with his noise from behind when a Japanese driver in a van got a bit into my lane and then he squeezed between me and that van and had to slow down to let him pass.

Right at the last camera he took his German war helmet off, shook his long hair, i looked for a second and now i can't remember how i passed through that light though i saw after cars before and after me. That was the elaborate retaliation for the red light with no camera.

Don't know how many accidents and lives they saved with those but i know they are illegal. In fact it was when i wrote that post that i realized many things could be illegal around here. I mean, what can be more illegal than having as the chief of State Police an actor from Hungary?

9:48 I added a bit of garlic in the pizza last night now they flooded this whole part of the complex with garlic.

2:00 Sleepy and nauseated, i gathered all my will and went for a walk. Not before i realized something. The pan under the water heater was stinking again, though it wasn't yesterday and i think i know the reason. Last night i felt for hours the very pungent alchol like deodorant of drying laundry. But it was probably not washed enough.

Maybe the washer is like mine was, with a slippery clutch. Then outside i found a black one, stepped upon. Was thinking to pick it up but then i remembered about the UPS van on the road. And i forgot to turn on the ozone on the ozone generator which i just did.

Literally stumbling for the first 2 miles. Then i got a bit better. At the park, a woman, tall, with yellow T-shirt and an attitude got in front of me. Could not or din't want to stop to let her go a bit further. About 100 ft behind her when i passed the alley next to the park's lot that is comming from Stone's Throw. A Police like car, Dodge, white, unmarked, with yellow LPNs and a couple of big antennas was coming from the alley, waiting for me to pass.

Then it took a right and passed me on the street. I had a chance to look at the passenger when they passed, the car was very low for a Police car and there was this good looking Asian woman on the passenger side. Didn't see a number or anything on it.

Further, at the red light at the intersection with 65. There was this red Mazda with a Japanese driver coming from Nyberg ready to make a left turn. The weird part about that intersection is light turns green for that left turn coming from Nyberg before the count down for the cross walk stops. Like 25 seconds before. But i learned my lessons from the past, looked at him (dejavu) and he didn't start until i was like 6 ft away from my sidewalk.

As i crossed the bridge near the complex the big "sexy" woman slowed down (she was moving always in the same direction where i was going) as two Japanese gypsies, one holding a pizza, passed me.

2:15 This article from the Oregonian is contradicting self. Read this and this paragraph.

2:34 More garlic smell coming from somewhere that made me hungry. As i was thinking to warm up some pizza, the Japanese child actors came to camp in the yard.

2:43 Adevărat conflict de interes! Își votează păstrarea propriilor pensii.

5:47 In the opinion. Discretionary.

6:14 Doing some research on why cigarettes taste changed so dramatically since the 80s and so far i found some very interesting facts.

Kent believe this! Kent together with Marlboro and coffee which was not imported anymore were indeed used as payments especially to doctors (bribes, cause they were already payed, but poorly, by state, health care being officially free) but can't remember seeing it being sold in stores, except a few for tourists, in hard currency, rest was all smuggled.

But lately Marlboro started to be manufactured under license in Poland and lots of Polish tourists were bringing it and it was not so much different from the original one.

Westerners who read this will never understand how important this was.

I think if Ceaușescu allowed buying of a license for Kent or Marlboro or an equivalent and/or allowed the import of coffee, blue jeans, video players, he would have never been so much hated by Romanians. And he also exported all meat, cheese, butter, we had big processing factories and farms, but could not find anything in stores. Bread, vegetable oil and sugar were rationalized, all per reason of paying off external debts.

Many people were getting around with relatives who worked on state farms and had around their houses a few animals. In late 80s food also became means of payment and bribery.

The only things widely available was liquor and beer and poor quality wine. Cause the good one, you guessed it. All for export.

Local cigarettes were terrible also because they used very old recipes and poor packaging and now i see, low quality, cheap tobacco.

10:15 As time goes into the night i can confirm. There was an event yesterday, washing dog clothes or clothes contaminated with dog smell in a machine that is defective or broken like mine was. The smell from the dryer's vents under the windows blowing towards ground got into the walls. Walls were heated by the high temperature of the day, some of the smell got inside.

Nausea never stopped for me though i had an ozone generator that is turned to the maximum. Today i can't even feel the smell of ozone that yesterday was overwhelming. As i wrote this paragraph like all the others today the robot upstairs got very agitated. No normal person could have survived the smell upstairs.

11:35 Ceaușescu și nimeni nu putea să facă ce a făcut fără să câștige încrederea mereu naivilor naționaliști români din care mulți l-au ascultat inclusiv în perioada plății "datoriilor externe".

Noi am făcut foame și am fost umiliți 7 ani pentru "10 miliarde de dolari", fază din care nu ne-am mai revenit niciodată, 8 milioane lucrează acum în străinătate, anul acesta numai misteriosul minister al dezvoltării a avut la dispoziție 19 miliarde de euro, iar România a plătit prin Ministerul Finanțelor dobânzi de 5 și s-a împrumutat încă 5.

Și de ce Ecaterina când în limba română avem și Cătălina. Nu ar fi fost convingător.

Acum unii români care se cred naționaliști speră uitându-se la AUR și la George Simion. Treaba lor. Un lucru nu vor putea face. Nu vor putea spune că nu li s-a spus.