June 8

11:23 Can anybody please stop the show?

1:20 I can't tell how frustrated i am with Windows, other operating systems.

Back in the days of the mini computers and PCs i used 40 MB hard drives. That is the size of 10 jpg pictures on a phone or one song in wav format. On one of those i made a salary app for a few thousands employees.

One the same hard drive i also had the development environment (FoxBASE) with much room left for games.

At some point i  also had data for 6 different clients with an accounting app.

It is true, the operating system (the quick and dirty pre-Windows QDOS) it was Bill Gates first hit, which was actually not done by Microsoft but was sort of a hack done done by a guy from other Seattle company and sold with 40 dollars a copy while the existing CP/M on still on 8 bit only was sold with 200 dollars a copy) was on command line only (no windows) but the app had screens with data fields to navigate, input and check data. But it was easier and faster to work with than it is with Windows.

That quick and dirty imitation (hack) of CP/M ran on Windows until the XP version on it but the API calls copied from CP/M remain to this day, due to needed backwards compatibility. Yes, it became bloated because they kept adding on top of that, never trying to re-write the whole thing. For that, they would need to pay...

Did any government agency or scientific organization ever got involved with this critical area of our lives and society or was it all left all to a hacker and a ninja like businessman like Bill Gates?

For managing files i had an almost graphic set of utilities named PC Tools made by Central Point Software, and of course, Norton commander.

I used CP/M to make a (real time) app for centralizing balance sheets of different production departments of a company in 1990 Romania, using Turbo Pascal on a Romanian 8 bit computer (yes, Cub means cube in Romanian, Z is from Zenu Zilog, with floppy disks only). Which later i used on a PC in Delphi graphic version at Qadramed.

(I remember on 8 bits CP/M did not have integers large enough for those numbers so i built a "custom" data type made of alphanumeric characters with procedures for adding and subtracting but it was still extraordinarily fast, given the fact turbo Pascal was close to C language).

Now i have on an originally 225 dollars PC with 500 Gigs of flash memory, which is what, 10000 times more, with Windows only occupying a few gigs, and Windows became the useless part around a browser (Chrome) which was developed by google using the free (volunteer made) Chromium.

With it, i can watch movies on Netflix and Prime and youtube.

What frustrates me the most this morning (actually was last night when i got home). I cannot easily go back and see what i've done. With all the sophistication of an 8 core processor and this huge, unused amount of memory, i cannot go back in time and see what i've done on it.

Windows has all kinda of logs with every tiny event (don't know if position of mouse is traced, but clicks surely), that are used internally. 

The browser has a history of the visited sites, but some are missing, could not figure why. Then i installed an extension which is a bit better.

I know for a fact that each site and video you see (including/especially pictures) is downloaded on your PC or phone (the phone nowadays is nothing but a PC with a tiny display) or whatever and kept for a while. Do you remember that "clear cache, cookies and browser history" action recommended when  your PC becomes slow? That thing called cache is actually that space on your hard drive or flash where all the viewed stuff is temporarily saved.

The reason is, if you go back within minutes or navigate back and forth within a site, the PC does not have to download it again. Even youtube videos are saved.

It's got limit settings, however, is not easily available to see if you are searching by example for a video you just watched that disappeared from online. I tried this morning for hours and could do nothing (especially because i've watched bunch of other videos after which may overwrite the limited size of cache).

So yes, we own this things but are slaves to them and the sites we visit, because we don't know and especially we don't have the software to use them at their real power and capabilities.

April 2nd

7:35 Yeah i guess it was google's way to celebrate April 1st. They changed something in google searches that my blogs was heavily relying on. I tried to fix it manually in similarities post by post and went all the way to the beginning of February but then i told myself i should be smart and do it on more rational basis.

Thinking of all the links affected by google's change (thousands) that won't work anymore in my main blog (friends) that i will never be able to fix. But who's gonna read the old posts.

So i downloaded the similarities blog, edited it in Notepad with search/replace all, and imported it back.

It is where the surprises started. Blogger (google's free blogging platform i use) imported all modified posts and kept the old ones. I duplicated all the posts. Did it one more time. Then i tried to delete them all and import again. However it didn't work.

Then i tried to create a new blog by importing the theme which i also saved and then importing the modified posts. That didn't work either. Then google told me i exceeded the number of imports for the new blog, "try again later".

Then i tried to restore the blog by importing the unmodified version (first, before editing which i kept just in case) and that didn't work either.

Then i restored my deleted old blog (had the option for 90 days) and started to manually delete the duplicates, one by one, trying to keep the newly modified ones with search/replace. However the addresses of the duplicates are not the same anymore so all links in my other blogs won't work anymore if i go with those.

I have two options. Either to manually delete the duplicates and triplicates (a few thousands posts) and keep the old ones with the addresses and then go and manually do the necessary changes according to google's modifications to search on images, or keep the duplicates which have been modified (but not all work, some needing more manual adjustments).

But for now i will keep everything, the first 100 or so manually modified, with the old addresses, the duplicates and triplicates and go and try to get more sleep cause they started to make noise right after Angela left so i could sleep no more after that.

I think i'm up to go and modify manually all the posts (as i said, a few thousands) and then manually delete the duplicates and triplicates during my free time.

But for now the impact on the reader of all this roller coaster is minimal and most important i did not loose any content.

8:02 Eu nu înțeleg o chestie, dacă banii suplimentari se dau pe carduri care se reîncarcă în momente ca atunci când le scade rating-ul, de ce nu are fiecare pensionar un card cu care să-și scoată banii și care să fie reîncărcat cu pensia în fiecare lună. Astfel, ar ieși poșta din circuit, cu tot ce înseamnă asta (mărunțișul).

Gândiți-vă câtă pierdere de timp și energie pentru poștași, cu încălzirea planetei, ca să meargă în fiecare lună acasă la pensionar, să se așeze și să numere banii. Da bine cu opțiunea ca la acei care nu vor să meargă să rămână pe sistemul vechi cu poștașul.

9:55 So they tried to parr my post with US Ambassador to Romania being a (now disappeared from the scene) local politician with different ID with this event involving US Ambassador to NATO (as for why member states have ambassadors i have no clue).

I would go and search for her right away if i knew her age. Amazing how for second rank politicians, such as sheriffs, local chiefs of police, ambassadors etc. it is nearly impossible to figure their age, even though they have Wikipedia pages like this Julianne... Smith. Shadow Government?

Knowing the age limits the search to an area of about 5 years in the lists. Very few are outside this magic interval.

C I S V

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: "George Ion" <geion@verizon.net>
To: < international@cisv.org>
Cc:
Date: Sun, 5 Oct 2008 22:20:17 -0700
Subject: Question
Gheorghe Ion
6810 SW Hall Blvd #16
Beaverton, OR, 97008
geion@verizon.net
503-367-3377

Hello

In 1972 when i was twelve I've been in a CISV camp in Kisdorf, near Hamburg, Germany, sent by the communist regime in Romania.

The exact location is Ulmenhof in Kisdorf, as shown below. It's probably a school now.

http://www.panoramio.com/photo/4659551

Seeing that picture triggered lots of memories.

I never quite understood why me, because there were many other eligibile (children of the communist elite), like the other three kids in the Romanian delegation. I never quite understood why an organization like yours would invite children from the communist countries, since the only ones that would benefit would be the children of the above elite, with few exceptions.

Not speaking any international language, except for a few french words made it tough for us, almost traumatizing. We weren't able to communicate with the other kids. I remember quite vividly Klauss, the director of the camp asking me severeal times in French: "Pourquoi tu es toujour si seul ?". That made me feel somewhat guilty.

I also have nice memories from there, like driving a car for the first time in my life (a Renault 4 owned or rented by Olaf from Sweden) and being saved from drowning in an Olympic size swimming pool. (I was a poor swimmer at that time.)

Also dancing for the first time in the dark in a "discoteque" with the chef's daughter, Suzanna (I don't know the exact spelling) organized by a couple of local german guys that were hanging around. I think one of them was the son of a prominent local CISV member.

I remember once Klauss filmed me with a nice camera with zoom I also played with and during projection, the film jammed and I saw my image catching fire on the screen.

I am asking your help in consolidating the memories of those days with the complete list of the sites visited and a list of the staff present in the camp with their qualifications.

As I said I didn't speak any English at the time. But from singing the camp's song every morning, i memorized the words and reconstructed the lyrics later on. Please confirm that this was the camp's song lyrics.

"Here in this village you may see
Children living happily
Swedes, Finns, Turks, Romanians
British, Germans, Canadians
Philippines, Italians too
We have many things to do
How am i alike to you"

Especially the last line doesn't sound quite right.

Many appreciations for your work,

Gheorghe Ion



---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: "George Ion" <geion@verizon.net>
To: <secretary.hh@de.cisv.org>
Cc:
Date: Tue, 7 Oct 2008 06:36:38 -0700
Subject: Fw: Fwd: Question
Hello

I wasn't lucky contacting the global site. Please read the following thread and help me if you can.

George Ion



----- Original Message -----
From: Bertil Hron
To: geion@verizon.net
Sent: Tuesday, October 07, 2008 5:07 AM
Subject: Re: Fwd: Question

Dear Gheorghe,

Thank you very much for your e-mail. It is good to hear that, after so many years, you are still thinking of your CISV experience.

First of all, as regards names and addresses we are not able to give out personal details about participants. However, we recommend that your register on the CISV Friends website ( http://friends.cisv.org) and claim participation in your Village (V-1972-006), and in doing so, possibly make contact with other people who participated in your programme.

By registering on the CISV Friends website you will also receive regular links to CISV publications such as CISV News and the CISV Annual Review.

Secondly, I am afraid we do not have the specific information you are requesting as related to excursion destinations.

Thirdly, as for the lyrics you provided, these appear to have been specific to your programme. Sometimes in the different programmes the lyrics of the CISV song and other songs are adapted by the participants to fit their programme or as part of a performance for a public occasions such as Open Day.

The official lyrics of the CISV Song are these:

The CISV Song (Kathleen Milne/Bjarne Kirk)

Here in this village you may see
Children living happily
Different race and different land
Here we come to understand
One another’s point of view
Learning through the things we do
How alike am I to you

Here we live and eat and sleep
Talk and laugh and sometimes weep
Here we share our hopes and fears
Build a bridge across the years
Sow a seed and plant a tree
Beneath whose branches there may be
All the nations gathered free

That our children so may grow
In a world we did not know
Sharing all they have to give
Learning how to love and live
In our hands the future lies
Seize the moment ‘ere it flies
Stamp the present with an act
Dare to make our dream a fact

Cheers,
Bebbe

Tuesday, 7 October 2008

03/31/1972 Don't know if i wrote above about holding hands while singing the version of the song written first above. Stumbled across a picture today. At the end of the song we were turning around while still holding hands forming a circle eacg facing outside and only then we were breaking with hands throwing them towards ground.

FAA Rules Violations

Dozens of planes making a terrible noise, for years. I've been complaining to PDX noise management and FAA until i got tired of it. On Port of Portland noise management web site there is a link to www.webtrack.com.

One day i got so mad after a conversation with FAA that i started making a collection of what i think are clear violations. However, this web site is not reliable. I saw planes flying much lower and closer than shown there. So i picked a date, May 1st and dragged that slider with the mouse and took screen shots until i got bored. I forgot about that little project but i saved a few screen shots. Here there are.

According to FAA, a plane cannot fly in urban "congested"  areas below 1500 ft above ground level. Average elevation on the map below is 200 to 300 ft, and where i live, where the house is shown on the map in the last 4 pictures below there are about 750 ft.

October 31

10:55 Angela and i escaped yesterday to Lincoln City. However, by the time i got there i was really sick because breathing through a congested nose because of smoke because of numerous small or "controlled" wildfires along the route. I realized i got contaminated real bad with T gondii from sick dog poo i picked when i gathered the leaves and/or probably from another source. The trick with almond butter and grapefruit juice didn't work anymore, got just too much in my system already. Then i remembered the trick with Zyrtec, as Zyrtec being studied as best possible treatment for toxoplasmosis, and that probably saved me from going to a hospital, after taking three 10 mg doses. Trouble is, by killing the parasite, Zyrtec makes you feel really low and sleepy. Feels like need to sleep for days. In those moments, some caffeine and even alcohol may help.

As i said many times before, T gondii increases dopamine, the "feel good" neurotransmitter. That keeps you going after infection, like feeling high and breathing through a congested nose until you completely crash, with shortness of breath, low oxygen level, etc..

The newest source could be this. Next door or wall neighbor, apt.2 got this huge fan in the window, a similar one on the other side of the building. The fan increases a bit the pressure inside, enough to push whatever is in the air inside into the (empty) walls and from there into our apartment, probably upstairs too. He's got a dog that goes alone in the yard and i picked droppings several times next to his patio. The mystery of the man upstairs not being here in the last weeks/months. After being back a few days (week before Halloween) he left early Saturday morning. All after staying here for days at at time, since he moved in the spring. The neighbor next door or wall has a dog and smokes. Cigarettes, possibly kratom,  marijuana which with dog smell comes through the walls in here. I opened main door while i'm writing here and got nauseated.

11:28 Ok this is weird. Can't find the article where it says Zyrtec inhibits T gondii though i know for sure it does because i bought it right after i read. Instead i found (again) something about omeprazole (which i took for years) and a number of antipsychotic and antihistamine drugs which makes me think again, what if T gondii causes all these diseases, one of the first responses of your body to infection is to increase stomach acid and omeprazole actually kills or suppresses the parasite. Same with other "psychiatric" diseases, with mood swings being caused by proliferation of parasite after eating, etc..

Strangely enough, Scientology holds a similar belief, that "psychiatric" diseases are caused by... Tethans ("clustering" to human bodies), and antihistamine drugs help suppress those.

12:45 Why from dogs and not from cats (which would be directly from source). For fulfilling the prophecy of St.Dominic's mother? Who made all the fires along Hwy 99 and 18 last night?

Could the current pandemic which is said to be caused by an invisible virus, actually be caused by rapidly mutating strains of T gondii (that cannot be suppressed by the immune system of people that are already old and sick)? It is said that a large percentage of human population is infected with the parasite, ignored by the doctors because of difficulty of diagnosis and not being an emergency because of so many people being positive and asymptomatic, however, what if newer more virulent strains take over?

Could this explain the anecdotal reports which say COVID can be treated with anti-parasitic drugs, some antibiotics? Anybody other than me ever tried antihistamines, omeprazole, combined with calmly breathing on mouth,  maybe getting oxygen for a few hours until your body can breath without difficulty again?

That because to me it happened so many times, many years before COVID. I went to ER maybe up to 100 times in those years with shortness of breath (never got to the point when oxygen was low), and every time all they did was let me wait, while breathing the clean air inside, and in a few occasions when i stayed with "anxiety" or "panic" attacks and not sleeping for a week, they put me in psychiatric wards.

4:29/2:29 Șansele matematice ale guvernului Ciucă.

Știți ce ma atrage pe mine la păcănele? În primul rând, să mai ies de aici, să mai văd și să mai aud altceva. Uneori, Oceanul cel Magic, Mount Hood-ul maiestuos și deșertul misterios. Alte ori, doar râsete și chiuituri, poate artificiale. Un păhărel pe furiș în parcare.

Știu de mult că nu sunt jocuri de noroc. Au poate o cameră pentru fiecare 2-3 mașini cu care capturează și analizează fețele, mișcarea mâinilor. Ceva softuri apoi îți hotărăsc mâna următoare. Când nu ești atent să apeși butonul să oprești defilarea, îți bagă ceva. Când termini banii introduși, îți bagă o mână, două, să mai joci și să mai scoți bani din buzunar. La fel când te hotărăști să pleci de la o mașină. Din când în când (la ore și după algoritmuri prestabilite, când lumea începe să plece masiv) toate mașinile încep să meargă, poate vreo zece minute, ca să formeze adicții. Pe mine mă amuză să încerc să păcălesc aceste softuri, de cele mai multe ori nu reușesc. Sau chiar dacă reușesc o mână, îmi iau înapoi ce am câștigat, la următoarele zece, etc..

7:24 Yeah i know it feels really bad especially at the end of an "anxiety attack" complete with shortness of breath. It takes lots of courage, after you figure out, to wait to normalize while breathing with the open mouth until you forget about. In a sense, breathing through a congested nose for maybe half an hour at the end feels like holding breath for several minutes, but the sense of urgency is much more pronounced and prolonged, feels like your chest is going to get crushed or something. To me it happened so many times, i don't care anymore.

I never thought i had or don't know if, the variety of wine called Sauvignon blanc. One of the best wines i figure. Until last Sunday. (Coincidence with the shootings on the set by Alec Baldwin?). Today i told Angela to look and see if there isn't any at WinCo. (Took her there, went to pick her in an hour, did some stuff in between). She didn't know what i posted today, the only brand she could find was...

March 21

5:17 Mult așteptatul echinox de primăvară. Ziua când ziua e egală cu noaptea (gender affirmation). Mai știe cineva?

Apropo de astronomie. Oare așa au făcut EI cu cei de pe Venus, i-au păcălit de la distanță să-și facă o rețea de 32000 de sateliți care au deschis un canal în spațiu-timp (wormhole) și le-au tras toată apa, săracii?

We're heading for Venus
And still we stand tall
Or maybe THEY've seen us
And welcome us ALL (all 8 billions)

Sau EI vor colecta din spațiu apa pe care o fierbem noi acum, urmând visul mamei Sfântului Dominic dominicanul.

11:55 Watching the video above i remembered something. During communist Romania, they were distributed through hiring company apartments (condos) in big concrete buildings. After me and Angela got married, she got (one from) her first (and only) job in Bacău, closest possible to her company.

I was still a student. We bought some furniture only for the bedroom, a TV and a fridge. A small black and white CRT TV was the only thing we could find (by that time, the stores were empty due to Ceuașescu exporting everything to make it for the external balance of the country, which was paid in full days before he got killed by the "revolutionaries").

Ok but i could not find a cable for the antenna. We had an acquaintance living in the same building who was working in the local prosecutor office. She went to the appliances store with me and yelled a bit at the seller who gave us the needed coaxial cable.

So i went on top of the building (our apartment was at the last floor), installed the antenna and started the TV and the first thing i saw was a test pattern from the... Swedish Television (black and white only) of which closest station was 850 miles (1350 km) away, probably reflected through a rare ionosphere configuration all the way to Bacău, Romania.

I remembered i got a bit scared cause i did not know at the time what Sverige meant or what language was that. However, it soon disappeared and never happened again.

12:30 And i still hear the echoes (the echoes)

1:20 More echoes (echoes)

This is what saved the stock market from another fall today. Generally market HAS TO end positive on Fridays so they always come up with something. Also an echo for...

10:40 And i still hear the echoes (the echoes).

10:50 Oh brother where art thou? (yes i had a couple of drinks). Romanian prosecutors. Private jets.

Incomming Call

Just received a phone call with no caller ID information. All it was saying was "incoming call". It was from the chiropractor office i went to earlier. But this is another story. They left a message. But now i'm not sure it was from them. I'm not sure the woman who called still works there. I was earlier in the office and there was a different receptionist.

A local call from a business, no way it could have been blocked. Or even if it has been blocked, it would have shown blocked or private. But this one was marked "incoming call".

So i went to CenturyLink site and found a form and filled it out. After all i'm paying 10 dollar a month just for the caller ID. This for the daily 1800 soliciting calls i'm getting and don't want to answer.

Can't remember what form. But i received a confirmation email from CenturyLink. I am saved. This one should show what i was complaining about. Oops... It doesn't say anything, just saying they received my email. And a statement about their goals.

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About two month ago, they cut my phone service for 24 hours, with no explanation.  A CenturyLink van was here near the box, my wife saw it, then the phone was cut out. I spent one day calling them, bought a new phone, then finally another guy with a pickup marked CenturyLink came and it was fixed.

This is the way they deal with things around here. When you are trying to fix a problem (initial problem was inexplicable back pain in the morning, not in the evening), i got into a myriad of other problems. They create new problems so they cover the old ones. This is proof that i'm dealing with only one entity everywhere i go.

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February 28

12:48 Just went outside to put out some smoke from a hole, and after a few minutes smoke is on again. Earlier i picked and threw a fresh poop. Sunday Morning at 11 there was a slot tournament at the Chinook Winds Angela signed up weeks ago. Never been so early at a casino. Almost missed it, last few times i went in there on the last 10 miles or so a very slow vehicle that goes 10 mpg under speed limit slows down everybody or delay, for some reason, the arrival. I was somehow curious. A number of slot machines were reprogrammed with a game that involved touching the screen and play button as fast as possible for a few minutes. I was watching in disbelief a bunch of crazy people heating those machines that were actually moving around because of the force of hits. Angela didn't make it in the first three position or something and got a 40 dollars food coupon. Which we later used at their excellent buffet. However she lost a few hundreds today and yesterday. But eating that much and being exposed early to dog poop got me really really sick. Saved by charcoal and Zyrtec again. After the tournament i went to play poker and sat next to an older Japanese actor who under mask might have looked like a known character from news. When we left again almost got hit from behind by a speeding shuttle bus i think of the casino. But before backing up i stopped to arrange the steering wheel for a few seconds only to see it flying by my rear in the otherwise pretty deserted area of the parking lot.

Also a few month ago i think we all saw this news. November last year. They say initial launching speed is up to 6.5 times the speed of sound. Better and simpler and much cheaper than railguns.What puzzles me is why they don't turn it horizontally and use it as a weapon. Or they probably do and we just don't know it yet. But if they don't have it, it means they are not serious about real weapons. I remember i saw minutes ago a patent a version of it that was throwing disks. Ru Ra oh la la! The image below represents death of Narakasura, ruler of all countries on Earth.

1:52 I go outside, plug one hole, 10 minutes later another shows. Some in areas where there could not be moles since there is no grass for the worms to feed.

9:13 Up to start on a very bad day with intense squeaks and dust from above.

9:20 And i wonder... Warm spring like rain pouring.

10:42/8:42 Every inch. De-a lungul anilor, o echipă de negociatori sclipitori, condusă de dl Bogdan Aurescu a negociat la Haga (CIJ, Curtea Internațională de Justiție) Insula Șerpilor.  Ce a obținut, nu am înțeles prea bine, se spune că ei (echipa) i-au convins pe UE că insula nu este locuibilă și totuși insula acum era locuită de grăniceri ucraineni. Un lucru este sigur, dacă insula revenea României, rușii nu erau acum acolo, pentru că ar fi fost teritoriu NATO.

While i was writing the lines above two men left the apartment upstairs. One of Slavic (Ukrainian or Russian or whatever appearance) with a neon vest, apparently from a cable or internet firm and the man himself, after one morning of hell, with squeaks and power tools.  Last days in the casinos. Besides being delayed, with vehicles going under speed limits, up to 15 minutes every time i was approaching Lincoln  City (probably to give them time to prepare, evacuate the normal people from the Casino, bring in the circus), most people where chosen and dressed to look Ukrainian while some of them in military camouflage closing. Yesterday towards the end they actually started to behave aggressively towards me. I saw a Hungarian tall woman with a bad spine problem and i think it was a threat. Late at night, on almost deserted parking lot. Due to a variation of habits, i stopped while backing up from my spot to re-set the steering wheel only to see in disbelief one of the casino's shuttle zooming at high speed behind me. I'm not sure what is the speed limit on 4th but i'm sure that shuttle was going over 30. This is the car that was going 45 in 55 areas leading the long line of cars approaching Lincoln City on hwy 18 yesterday.

11:20 Fear and Lure. East (or whatever's left of it, Russia) functions mostly by fear and west mostly by lure. Lure with Hollywood and glamour and illusion of wealth and freedom, fear with autocrats and strongmen and illusion of stability and honesty. Neither systems belong to people, but in the case of Russia is much easier to prove. Putin came to power by means of a series of coups.

Lure cost a lot more and it's contagious. East is about to be integrated in the west. The empire of lies lives everywhere. Not a very good time to live on planet Earth, i recon.

And then there's Japan. By looking at these apartments i realize where the style in US came from.

3:36 This one's from Captain Michael O (de la Regimentul 2 Prăștieri).

I was thinking about the centrifugal machine gun asking myself if it was/is doable and if it could be carried by infantry troops. Found a calculator page that gives you peripheral speed of a rotating disk. With a half meter diameter disk at 25000 rpm you could throw projectiles at twice the speed of sound (680 m/s). Nowadays they have small electric power blowers that work at 20000 rmp (and blow at speeds of over 200 mph).

It doesn't have to be very precise though with today's technology you could probably focus the spread of projectiles. Horizontally would be precise anyways. Machine guns in the past were used as spray weapons, not precision weapons like sniper riffles. Especially sub machine guns used in infantry that sway under recoil.

I think back then it could have been done and carried on two wheels carriages by one ore two men though lighter than a field machine gun.

But think of the advantages. Would have had to carry a little gasoline to power it. Very cheap cast iron balls would have been best for ammo but i think if you ran out of those you could have used sorted granite pebbles (like in gravel). Could have attached a powered device to crack and sort rocks gathered from trenches. You could have raised the disk out of a trench and spray hell on the enemy. No noise (could put a muffler on the small piston engine, but nothing like a machine gun). No flames at the muzzle to be seen. Very low visibility of the disk in use watched sideways (horizontally). Wars, including WWI would have been totally different. Much shorter, less miserable for the general population. Less technological countries, armies would have been much more effective.

9:15 Little known Hungarian writer Oliver Papp grew a goatee and lives a reclusive life in a green forest.

The reason why i didn't find him yet. I didn't look in the list of writers from Wikipedia lately because most people i looked for and found were in the Imdb list.

10:44 We all have seen Musk's reusable rockets landing vertically (the reason he wants to reuse the rockets are obvious, costs, unlike NASA, he represents a business, with shares and profit and losses). We all know one of the most important feature or characteristics of a fighter jet is Trust/Weight ratio. That is, how powerful is the engine or engines of a plane compared to its weight.

Easier to understand. When a plane has a T/W ratio greater than 1, it means the engine is more powerful than the weight of the plane, and if the pilot wanted, theoretically could climb vertically like a rocket (though in reality this doesn't happen a lot because it would be very fuel consuming and also very slow, also because at take off most planes even with most powerful engines have T/W ratio < 1 because of the fuel, weapons etc.).

I think everybody knows by now where i'm going to. Why not launch those like rockets, eliminating the need for an airfield (with less fuel or almost empty and refuel them in the air, immediately) (could also attach a couple of booster rockets and launch them ready). Could also launch like ten of them simultaneously. Also with today's avionics and computers, thrust vectoring, etc., i think one of those jets could also land back safely again like Musk's rocket. Then you won't need the huge and extremely expensive carriers, much smaller ships would do it (also could store the damn jets vertically). The reason they don't do it though? They are not dead serious about this one too, everything is fake.


11:44 Asta înseamnă declarație de război a României împotriva Rusiei. Are România aprobabarea NATO? (nu găsesc răspuns la această întrebare, poate o țară NATO să declare război fără să se consulte cu aliații?). Ungurii ne-o vor face, cu mâna grea a Rusiei. Ei refuză iar actorașii lor din România acceptă, iar Rusia nu va uita. Dacă ungurii refuză acum, vor sări ei să ne ia apărarea (în cadrul NATO) dacă ne va ataca Rusia pe chestia asta?

Un singur lucru nu înțeleg. Ca să ajungă acele arme în România, trebuie să tranziteze Ungaria nu? A, pe mare. Dar Ukraina încă are porturi la Marea Neagră.

Un lucru e sigur. Prin refuzul Ungariei (la solicitarea NATO?) se demonstrează deja că NATO nu este o alianță unitară (fiecare face cum vrea).

12:22/10:22 Și în NATO, la mâna a doua. Tratatul are o versiune în ungurește și una în albaneză dar nu are una în românește. Suntem sigur în NATO?

Tratatul care mă așteptam să fie cât o carte cu mai multe volume, este de o pagină (14 articolașe). Nu există nimic referitor la declarații de război ale unui membru către o țară ne-membră deși se spune că un atac asupra unui membru este considerat ca asupra întregului (Faimosul articol 5). Poate orice membru să tragă tot tratatul în război declarând război unei țări ne-membre?

Ca să nu mai vorbim de articolul 1 care spune că tratatul se angajează să negocieze și să aranjeze orice dispută prin mijloace pașnice. Dacă trimiți arme unei țări aflate în război, aceasta înseamnă escaladarea une dispute și practic declarație de război împotriva celeilalte. SUA o face pentru că e mare și e departe (la fel fără a se consulta cu aliații), dar noi ne putem permite, doar așa dintr-o simpatie apărută brusc pentru Ucraina și președintele ei erou? Normal că nu se evacuează, dacă s-ar evacua a doua zi Ucraina ar negocia cu Rusia și totul s-ar termina.

February 24

2:45 Touching Whirls

5:12 Scott Bessent with George Soros once broke the Bank of England using insider information which BTW is a crime but that was one billion. Now he is breaking the US Budget that measures in trillions.

About half trillion on Medicare only, who knows how much on Medicaid and all others chapters.

4:16 Eaton HR Director is visiting the site after last week's announcement. She holds the position since November, after the nomination of the new CEO in September.

Funny how the stock climbed 25% after and then it got back down to the same level.

Today Angela had a doctor ordered blood drawing appointment and could not go to the meeting with the first half of her team that was scheduled in an email Friday at 3:45 after she left at 3:30. She will go tomorrow with the other half.

8:37 While i was doing this match there was a thunderstorm and the power went briefly off several times. I have the PC and monitor on a backup power supply however the router and switch not. It did not get saved properly. Lucky me i checked one more time, after about a couple of hours or after i finished i did this one. They try to prevent that too (double checking) by yelling obscenities in the parking lot.

I would never believed myself if i didn't see. I had no hopes in searching but did it anyways. Both senior officers at Eaton, in highest positions, CEO and DBA. It looks like it has all been taken over, starting with HR manager here, supervisor, and then CEO and DBA.

I wish my days were twice as long so i could search for all big corporations and all politicians in the US.

5:05 Honestely i believed they were approving the budget last night because it the time when they are doing it Romania. It was something else, i don't know exactly what. My brain was seriously scrambled by her walking on top yesterday for so many hours. Increasing the caps i guess for the next decade or so.

However looking at the process i saw there is already a proposal. I bet most people don't know anything about the whole process, from the beginning to the end or the amounts or what are they used for.

Because it is absolutely not spoken about in the news and really difficult to search and find the amounts online and especially we can't know the breakdown on those amounts per chapters. I am doing all these because i have accidentally found an obviously built in enormous fraud in Medicare chapter of the budget which is perennial and transcends "partisanship".

The situation is blatantly similar to that of the budget in Romania which i am following for years. There is no breakdowns or accountability of the spendings at the end of each (fiscal) year for the "discretionary spendings" (in the US) and the amounts are astronomical compared to what is seen being done.

BTW the budget is being approved before the beginning of the fiscal year. No matter what Trump, others think are doing, the current government has to act until then according to the old budget, at least for the "mandatory spendings" because is law. But i bet the new one is no different. Anyone knows where is this "Trump budget proposal" and how can be read online?

Trump talks a lot however all he can do is actually written in the budget for every fiscal year.

September 1st

2:45 To make a long story short. In the last few years i had a few experiences when i saved myself by applying patches with antibiotics next to the wounds. It became clear to me that antibiotics transport to the infection through molecular diffusion rather than through systemic concentration, being possible concentrations at the wound that are several times higher than through any other methods of administration.

The opposite is also true. Inflammation from a wound also propagates to nearby tissues, especially if damaged. I believe mostly through lymph.

In 2004 in had these terrible stomach pains and went to Romania, hopping in a better treatment. One doctor there after an x-ray done with an advanced, brand new Philips instrument, he said i had so many ulcers on my duodenum that it got bent from scars.

I believe mostly because of bile blockage, and that i know is done through witchcraft. Remote influence. Bending in the opposite way when stressed out and/or sexually aroused which sometimes can be done by the same person. In this image there are gallstones that block the pancreatic and bile duct, however the blockage can be done by your own brain, by blocking the sphincter at that opening.

I believe is a mechanism through which the acid from the stomach is left in the duodenum not neutralized by pancreatic juices. That leads to a "quickening" (stimulation) of your whole body, through lowering ph in the smaller intestine.

This, like many others may be an emergency mechanism, but if abused, two things can happen. The pancreas does not get emptied in time and start digesting self. The duodenum become chronically inflamed. Inflammation from duodenum moves to nearby organs, like pancreas, creating diabetes which i believe is a form of pancreatitis.

10:20 Condiția pusă de XAT cui? României? Cine "va negocia cu aliații" după ce Parlamentul modifică retroactiv legea "achiziției", achiziție deja făcută. Noul președinte?

Modifică legea achiziției deja făcute ca să mai adauge o achiziție. De ce nu au făcut o lege nouă. Ca să poată pune noua sumă la grămadă cu cea veche, ca "să nu se cunoască".

Nu că s-ar uita cineva prin bugetul lor unde găurile sunt de sute de miliarde, dreapta sus.

10:33 First guy in this image is Japanese, last woman is Hungarian and the rest are probably something in between.

This stupid fake situation in Israel that started with Ham-ass "warriors" in uniform flying on parachutes (you can't shoot from one of those, the recoil from a real machine gun will make you loose control that is already very limited and yes wind dependent ) (how they brought the hostages back, on the same flying machines?) has no other purpose that throw more stories every time i say something about the real, deep seeded, embedded in entertainement antisemitism in the US.

10:50 Really don't get this. He sent these messages after he was kidnapped? Is this trying to prove what the Bible says, that all Asians are born of Sem?

8:10 The first time?

Prokaryote, Eukaryote. Lving Cells and Viruses

Anybody done with trusting scientists who for decades did not produce anything new in medicine? 500 billion a year payed by the US government in grants, for what? They give each other grades and honors, go to conferences, dress nicely, live the life but nothing has really progressed. All we got is theories that we believe are true. Some of them are and some, amazingly contradict or have never been harmonized to each other.

Last major discovery in medicine, antibiotics, has been done by chance. Good thing there was a guy who realized what happened in his Petri dish, when a fungus killed his cultures. That was 98 years ago. However political considerations did not allow mass production until after WWII. Imagine the number of lives that could have been saved during that war.

Vaccinations have has also been done way before modern medicine. At least in this book history of vaccination begins with 7th century India. But who can know for sure. Though i bet it started as an alchemical experiment (like curing fire with fire or whatever).

So here i go. I cannot afford the luxury to study first and write later because of lack of time and vastness of subjects. And because of that i usually start with an idea on a hunch and then run into something else. Like in the other post about lipid bilayer. Never finished the subject because i ran into the striking similarity between HIV and the so called COVID virus, the current scare. Something i did not expect. And then i started to suspect that like in seismology and other sciences, there might be massive lies and cover-ups and nothing solid under the glossy layer of publications and prizes and titles.

Most molecules, including water, are said to be... bipolar. Just kidding. They are just polar. Better said, asymmetrical. I mean, they can be bipolar but most of the times are multi-polar and sometimes even unipolar. Both electrical and mechanical. That is mass and electric charge is distributed spatially. At some ends charges are mostly positive and at some ends are negative. Same with weight. Water by example

Everybody knows if not from Paula Abdul song, the opposites attract, and for this reason only, in stationary water molecules arrange in matrix like structures. These intermolecular forces are rather weak. However they exist and play a very important role in everything we know. Most interesting at the separation between a liquid and a gas, they help create a membrane, because liquid molecules cling to each other (each end to other's opposite end). Capilarity. The reason textile fibers "get wet". For this reason in (absence of gravity) the drops of water are round or even exist. Some substances repel water. It is said they are hydrophobes. Water does not mix with oil, etc..

And here i am. Oil. What is oil made of. Fatty acids are not polar and for that reason they do not mix with water like it is said even in the Bible.

Phospholipids are fatty acids at one end and a phosphate group at the other. The are polar but only at one end (does this make sense to anyone) and still do not mix with water. Their phosphate heads would want to dissolve in water however their fatty tails do not. So they cling to each other forming a natural bilayer.

No matter what. If you throw some phospholipids (by the chemical formula above) in the water, you'll get a bilayer. For some reason that is within the same terms above, the phospolipids bilayers in water close in spheres like water drops in air though empty inside. Chemists call those micelles.

So from the beginning we had bipolarity, phobia, attraction and as we'll see later, some cannibalism. I can see now how confusing is for scientists to deal with all these.

It's no secret by now. All living things are made of these. It's also how it all started. Bilayers.

Everywhere i went to read about, it's a big dilemma. I mean, nowadays we have lipids, fatty acids, everywhere because they are synthesized by the living cells. Back then? Where they came from? To form the first micelle that is. That in billions of years got populated with DNA, ribosomes, all the good things that make a true cell which can divide and multiply.

In the beginning or 4 billion years ago they were only prokariotes. I bet it's a greek word. Nevermind that. Then it came eukariotes, 2 billions later. In the early 90s the old prokariotes were separated in two groups. Bacteria and archaea. These are the oldest living things on earth. They can be only unicellular. That is they do not combine with other of their kind to make an organism. And then, 2 billion years ago a bacteria ate another of its kind and did not digest it but the prey became the first nucleus of an newly created cell. The first eukariote. Or so they say.

And since we have such a neat distinction between the only two existing types of living cells, we can study them by comparison.

First. Eukariotes have a nucleus to keep their DNA togehter (DNA inside nucleus on left, the only thing not shown in this picture. Also not named the detailed components of the membrane and the peptidoglycan strata on the right).

Eukaryotes are much more evolved. They have by example mitochondria, an organelle that produces energy for the rest of the cell. Ribosome for synthesizing proteins. (Though a bit confusing. What do they mean by orders?) A bunch of other stuff. They evolved to make the multicelullar organisms we know today as plants or animals. But they can't live by themselves. That is they need to be fed with nutrients, oxygen and get rid of waste products, like carbon dioxide, urea, name it. However, they have the original bilayer while the prokariotes have more strata of membranes. That is because the prokariotes, or todays bacteria, live by themselves while the eukariotes within an extracellular matrix. Be it of cellulose, like in plants, or collagen like in animals. In the picture, plant cells in their cellulose matrix, from the same article in Live Science.
Viruses. Viruses are not living things. That is they cannot reproduce or perform any cell's function. They just sit there and wait to get inside a cell where they can make copies of themselves and in the process destroying that cell and that's it. They have though the same bilayer membrane of the eukariotes cells. Otherwise they could not merge with them, to implant their RNA inside the infected cell, from where many copies of the virus will emerge, probably using pieces of the bilayer of the host cell in the final assembly.

Never heard of a virus attacking a bacteria, because they have a much thicker membrane. What do you know... They have special viruses which are encapsulated in protein that can attack bacteria.

Since i mentioned penicillin. I think heard it before, wanted to see it one more time. Penicillin bursts bacteria's wall. That is the peptidoglycans part of the more structured bacterial (prokaryotes) wall. That BTW includes a bylipid component. It is understood. If you destroy the peptidoglycans, bylipid doesn't even matter. The bacteria cannot survive. Because it does not live inside the Extra Cellular Matrix. The reason penicillin does not kill all the cells in your body is because they don't have a peptidoglycan cell wall.  What?

Question. How the  coronavirus with its fragile bilayer only as membrane gets through the ECM (Ectra Celullar Matrix) to reach inside an eukariote cell?

There is only one answer to this. Only if the ECM is damaged exposing the cells. However, if this would happen the cells without the strong membrane of an autonomous prokaryote, would immediately fall apart. Or maybe the eukariote falls from its matrix inside blood stream and it's only there the virus attacks.

Got a bit tired. Need to re-read and continue.

May 24

12:50 Deja vu...

13:00 I feel for the two thirds, all my life has been like that, and now i'm in trouble, cause every time i try to stop antibiotics, the hot flashes come back, infection was too old. BTW, one piece of advice. When in pain and waiting for that appointment, do not take painkillers, take antibiotics instead, the pain will go away the same, maybe like Augmentin, but these are expensive. Azithromycin, cause you only need to take one every 24 hours.

And i bet those charity clinics are not financed by Bill Gates, Bezos, or even Zuckerberg.

10:11 Da am văzut-o ieri pe Maia Sandu sau pe cineva care arăta exact ca ea într-un video. Nu mi-am dat seama pe moment. Putea să fi fost CGI? 3:10 Newest but not so. Lately, when i work at cropping images (most critical ones) with Pixlr, sometimes, randomly, they get saved in drive instead of my computer.

Swanson & Swanson

This whole story of course contains revealing numerous crimes on the part of doctors, and authorities who closed their eyes as well as plenty of far right symbolism. If you of course can charge with a crime persons that do not exists. Not as doctors, not as American citizens.

More details about the crimes, here.

In this picture you can see two of the four "forgotten" wires, after Angela had her second surgery after the main one, to remove the wires. However only two of the wires were removed, the other two still there looking like 2 swans, symbolizing the names of the 2 unrelated doctors Swanson, one who did first heart surgery (Jeffrey) and the other (Julia) removing the two wires.

In the end, Angela had 2 more surgeries (4 in total, of course), one to remove the last two wires done again by the first dr.Swanson (Jeffrey) and one to fix the hernia resulting from the previous surgeries done by another doctor. Now she's got a mesh in there. The thicker wire loops are used to fix the sternum that is being cut on its length to open the chest which is routine for heart surgeries.

It all starts with Angela's birth. Circulation during fetal stage in humans is different than immediately after birth and all their life. During fetal life there is a hole in the heart that allows blood to bypass lungs since lungs are not used while you are swimming in amniotic fluid. That hole is supposed to close right after birth.

"During fetal life, this communication is normal, namely foramen ovale, and has a normal size similar to aortic diameter.21 Consequently, the prenatal diagnosis of secundum ASD is rarely possible".

But in some people it doesn't, resulting in blood flowing partially back and forth between the two atria for the rest of their life, resulting in heart needing to work more, pulmonary hypertension, enlargement of the pulmonary artery and in the end that may be in the 60s or 70s, heart failure. One of the causes of the foramen not closing could be an infection right after birth and Angela remembers (being told about) having pneumonia and being saved by a nurse who gave her a shot of antibiotics on the street when she was carried by her mother to the hospital.

We didn't know about ASD though we knew about a murmur (abnormal heart sound due to ASD) and enlargement of the pulmonary artery and had that recommendation not to have children because of a screening before we got married. Angela had been admitted to a university hospital in Iași when all the Arab students in there (per Ceaușescu) passed by her room to listen to that sound and study. We even went together hiking together in the mountains around Câmpulung, and did some 30 km in one day.

Most of the information related to this matter is in this timeline. I haven't updated it after Dee got fired and i recently started to suspect that Steve is actually this guy and one of the "Chinese Sisters" being Japanese born Victoria Principal (Dallas) aka Elaine Lan Chao (Secretary of Transportation).