3:03 Was
Haydn linked to the
occult?
As i said yesterday morning when i went to the dumpster there was a woman most likely at Apt.4 crying and yelling, and at some point she yelled: "But i don't wanna live!". But i am so convinced i am immersed into a huge allegory i did not react.
Besides, i saw her one minute later climbing
down the stairs at the other entrance where Apt.3 and 4 are upstairs, crying, and she was a short, chubby, Latina looking woman with no shoes and a tattoo on her shoulder and she went and entered building next to E.
Earlier i saw what i thought it was an Alexa meme with two dogs bending, picking a poop, i did not see her face very well, she was only showing one side, carefully. Then i closed the hood of the car and went back inside, and then she passed really close to the door, talking on the phone, i thought with a slight accent. We left soon after.
But when i saw the news late last night i also thought it was her and when i looked i saw at AlexaCrush tiktok account
something like a warning posted Sunday morning at 8 local time (should not miss those anymore).
How weird was that, on the road, they poured asphalt south of Tacoma and exit 88, (i complained a o lot about that road), and there was a traffic jam that lasted more than half hour (on a Sunday) holding us on top of that fresh asphalt which i know is not good for wounds.
4:15 Angela said she slept very little last night because of the guys upstairs. I know at least him awakes when Angela leaves and that is he sleeps a little more than her. I was talking to Angela about how we should go to the office and complained, and they started even more upstairs, dragging furniture this time.
They also poured fresh asphalt around the sign where Home Depot delivered two items for me about a week ago. Double
down.
3:40 Undeclared, unrecognized but steady work at the apartment upstairs.
In the last years i was always intrigued with synchronous events in my life. Lately i am literally chocked by the number of allegories that are unfolding around me since the moment i open the door.
I knew Hindu goddess Kali is a goddess that is explicitly said to be of time. At some point i was convinced the Latin word calendarium (and a bunch of others) come from Kali. But Inanna/Ishtar is also linked to time through the octostar and later pentagram, but so far could not find any connection between the two.
4:16 I was thinking about this a lot and in the past i even wrote a post about. Somewhere i said i should write about how Ishtar became such a great goddess, cause i don't believe calculating new years' days, which again, was a great deal during those years was enough for her to last millennia and rule over the occult and thus to the whole planet to this day.
Let's think about the pair production (of positron and electron). According to current theory, energy of the photons creates two particles with mass. According to my theory that says photons are unstable pairs of
whirls in EAther, photon splits into an electron and a positron, two stable whirls. But what if the electron and positron resulted from that split (pair production) are literally or physically
entangled?
In the real world made of matter, the positron won't survive much but other entanglements do survive indefinitely unless they hit specific obstacles. My hypothesis is in case of entanglement the particles are literally linked together through a very narrow "funnel". If the AEther was indeed made of very fine particles, the "funnel" should get thinner and thinner and then break with the distance between entangled particles, but i wonder how would they know
this.
Besides particles are not isolated but in continuous interaction with other particles. Even with current theories entangled particles should be created together thus in the same point in space. How could you move one entangled particle away from its pair meters or galaxies away without applying momentum or fields or something, without interacting with it which would break the entanglement.
The idea is since according to both theories there should be entangled particles all around us and we are literally swimming in this tangle like a spider web, maybe breaking some, maybe attaching to some of those
strings. Parts of our bodies with maybe specialized organs, like deep inside the brain could attach to those "funnels" creating weird connections?
I am looking, in my mind again at the clay tablet or bass relief or something (terracotta) representing Inanna/Ishtar and i see the two owls and other symmetrical things like maybe ankhs in her hands which makes pairs but i am not sure as of right now what they represent in Sumer mythology.
Yeah ok it may point to the better sight of owls which may be linked to the observing of phases of Venus as it passes from one side of the Sun to another. Ok just realized something, the lions seem to have a common rear body. As for the wings, well, we all know. She came from the sky.
The idea also based on my observations (the way the guys upstairs torture me by reacting to my thoughts) is they may be (rituallically) master some sort of telepathy and demonstrations of it to new recruits is what it really keeps this otherwise forgotten religion still strong and still going on.
There are some similarities between Hindu goddess
Kali and Ishtar.
Hairdo - diademe, hair - wings, stepping on Shiva - lion, some tools and weapons may be similar (in different representations).
7:27 Saw this image on a Romanian site and i thought it might want to subliminally represent a
black triangle on the sky and my mind flew to a mason's apron i once saw. Never heard of the word unidentfied (aerial)
object used to describe a drone. One thing is sure. The more i write about meaningful things, the more drones wonder in Romania. Or so they say (the authorities).
Then i searched for the eye of god on a masonic
apron and what did i find. It makes sense. Shiva is the god of destruction as opposed to building (freemasons) and Kali, his daughter
almost killed him. Does that mean the freemasons also worship Brahma, the creator? Not unique to
Salamanca.
Invariable i ran into the same phrase i know well. Freemasons are not a religion.
Here are the two snake brothers Fuxi and Nuwa, post flood creationist gods from Chinese mythology carrying a square and a compass (with which they rebuilt the
world). Nuwa also seems to be at the origin of the world Noah in the Bible.
10:00 Though the casino was full, the line at the food court got suddenly short and i asked Angela to order fish and chips for me (because she has more points on the card). There was no more line behind me but it took like half and hour. They finally gave it to me and went in the car to eat it. I opened the tray to see if there was tartar sauce and there was. I could not seal back the tray no matter how much i tried.
Went in the car, grabbed the tray from the big brown bag and put it on my lap only to realize the little trays with tartar sauce that were not sealed properly overturned and all tartar sauce fell on the tray and outside the tray and into my lap. I was full of tartar sauce on my pants that is. Was it then when i think i saw
this guy again in the lot
climbing in an SUV close to my car?
Got problems with the car, i added again a bit of trans fluid, measured temperature, it is not too much or overheating, it runs fine, no more jerking or hesitating, however the mileage at the car went down like 10% and cannot find the cause.
I know i wrote recently about the mishap with the rear brakes (and they have the tendency to double down everything) and went to check, raised the car on jack left and right, the left rear wheel is turning fine but i thought i felt a resistance at the right. However is too dark and they releases smoke in the parking lot (that smells like coal smoke) and came back inside. Tomorrow, but during day time is too hot outside (up to 90 today).
Got to check brakes all around anyways, they have over 100k (mostly outside city), yesterday i felt (all of a sudden) they do not hold that well anymore, i was in this stop and go traffic near Centralia for more than half hour, also very tired, behind a black Mercedes that was really hard to spot. they have over 100k (mostly outside city).
Could have some air in the front, i did purge the system not long ago. I remember i checked the plates and saw i have enough brakes left for this year.
Latest trick. They stopped the sprinklers about a month ago, the grass got almost dried, i was happy to see they started them ago, however, when the dry grass gets wet it stinks like mold. But i don't thin i heard them tonight. Have to go and check.
