Saturday, April 30, 2022

April 30

3:25 Within minutes i got completely lost in the vast complexity of Ancient Greek and Latin trying to look again, on a suspicion for the origins of the words homo and human as we know them today.

In Romania those born in 1960 like me were the first not to be taught Latin, i guess in the 6th grade, as well as Russian. But still we learned French since 5th grade and English in HS where available.

They were times when Greek and Latin were the main objects of study in any type of schools, considered useless nowadays.

But then an example came to mind. Something i did hear in HS from my roommate, guru and mentor. Homo homini.  And another one i heard on TV or a church i guess. Ecce homo.

As for humanus. Simply no entry in some dictionaries. Human (Humain in French means human not humane) was first mentioned in French @1160, where it came from later in English. When Huns were already part of Europe and Catholic Church as a state for 160 years. St Dominic was born in 1170.

Homo as we know it was introduced in 20th century. The word in modern Greek and mainstream ancient dialects (we can only try to reconstruct pronunciation) is omo. Should have been omosexual?

And one more thing. Homo also overlaps home. For that reason only, writers, trend makers and dictionaries should have avoided this word.

Friday, April 29, 2022

April 29

12:23 Prin vizita lor aparent nesăbuită, în realitate controlată de păpușarii lor din Ungaria și coordonată cu acele atacuri din Transnistria, CiucăCîțu și Ciolacu (cei 3 ciucați) dar fără Câciu, Cioloș sau chiar Cseke au adus războiul cu un pas mai aproape de România, o țară cu peste un milion de copii trăind în sărăcie (o declară Ministrul Familiei, ca și cum ar fi vreun observator) în UE fără Schengen, în NATO fără armată, fără armament dar cu general Prim Ministru, care se erijează în protectorul Ucrainei în fața Rusiei.

4:23 Domonkos in Hungarian means Dominican, the sect that dominates the Catholic (Huniversal) Church, starting with St.Dominic, pictured with a dog and the Inquisition.



Thursday, April 28, 2022

April 28

4:47 Trans. Gender, Sylvania and Nistria. Name comes from the river Nistru (Romanian), Dniester (Ukrainian). A 400 km (250 miles) long strip of land on the left side of the river, or between the river and the Moldavian Ukrainian border.
Since both Moldova (which is of Romanian majority) and Ukraine have been part of Soviet Union, while Romania itself kept its statehood during communism, a Russian (Soviet, but Russian) army has been stationed there in between. But when the Soviet Union dissolved precipitously under Gorbachev after Chernobyl incident, that army remained there and Transnistria declared itself a separate state, though not recognized internationally, with capital in Tiraspol.

Within last few days there was a (rather unnecessary) intense visits exchange between Romanian and Ukrainian top politicians including Zelensky addressing Romanian Parliament (by the well known video style), Ukrainian Foreign Minister visiting Romania, then Romanian Prime Minister, others went to Kiev, then the next day or so another Romanian ex prime minister went there, and during that period a series of events occurred in Transnistria, with latest, a bomb being found at a children's hospital in Tiraspol. In the same time, in Russian media several voices started to claim that Romania helped by Ukraine and NATO wants to take over Moldova, Transnistria and also to threaten Romania with Kalibr rockets.

But to me it looks this way. The more i say about Hungary, the more Russia is picking on Romania with the participation of top Romanian, British, politicians. It looks to me now more than ever that Russian politicians (like in all countries including Romania) are acting on Hungarian command.

7:22 Ok but where all those 5 million Ukrainian refugees go?

11:26 Depending of what i'm doing, what sites i'm opening and when, the "man" upstairs is yelling and jumping and hitting the floor real hard, making dust fall from ceiling. For a few seconds, i wanted to call the Police but then i started recording. What i was doing, i was searching for more information on Transnistria, one of the Soviet Union paradoxical leftovers that was only vaguely known to me until this day. I saw a very interesting picture, then i lost it, it was a shirtless guy posing next to some artillery guns and next to it there was something about an anniversary, so after i exhausted all other possibilities, like history of the browser, i did a search on... Then i found about Lebed's role in Transnistria war which puzzles me since he is a nationalist himeslf (Lebed means swan in  Russian and "Moldovan" which is linguistically indistinguishable from Romanian). Violent jumps and hitting of the floor literally scared me and delayed this post (paragraph whatever) by about half hour...

Kalman... then i remembered this... I recently said... Don't get carried away, it's all fake, on multiple levels.

Wednesday, April 27, 2022

April 27

12:00 There are a number of holes in the wall on the opposite side of the building that were made obviously after the siding was fixed in 2019, that would explain why i was sick lately. Through the holes one can see the rotting wall, after the last raining season.
I woke up kinda dizzy and confused. However, i grabbed the ladder (that i had from painting the other apartment in Lake Oswego and didn't want to throw it) and went and taped those holes, others that i didn't see last night. Which means whoever did the holes should have had a ladder and by the shape of the holes, tools. Then i saw pieces of insulation on the ground, that seem of a different type (pink) than what's in that wall (yellow), obviously freshly put there. I think i looked at the sign at the door when i went last time with the bag to pick those, and the sign was moved, which means somebody could have gotten in here, but i'm not sure as i feel dizzy). There is a hole that have been partially covered in the past i could not reach without endangering myself.
6:55 He left about 5 minutes ago just because i wanted to go outside and pick my shoes to wash them, after i showered the ladder in the tub. Leaving a trail of dust he raised from the dry part of the stairs with his shoes of course. Last time i saw him "going to work" was in two days last week but about one hour later than today.

What happens, is when a car with modified exhaust passed by and wind blew from that direction, you guessed it, mineral dust gets in here, and yesterday there was a strong wind blowing from that direction which means the apartment is saturated with it. When the guy upstairs started to walk, he raised some with the ultrasound vibration of his magic shoes. The submicronic, possible submicroscopic particles of volcanic lava the mineral insulation is made of and reach this place are selected to the tiniest sizes that still float after flying the distance from the other side of the building and i think i perceive the smell as smoke. Most like, Sciento involvment because of the story of the thetans buried in lava. But in the US can mess with Scientology? They supposedly have the best lawyers.

7:11 I have never seen more than a few dandelions in the backyard. But this year, they exploded. Wondering if it's not again some sort of humorous message, reminding of the flying insulation dust.

7:29 Weird stories and coincidences. Golden Era Productions.

8:15 Hubbard, Miscavige, Mapoter, TravoltaMoxon, all weirdos.


The two in the middle of the wall, were done with rotary tools. They were two more major ones, one partially covered, several smaller, at the same level, above reach. Over the years i found many holes in the walls inside the apartment, some of them if not most of them were done in pairs.

3:56 I once told a story of two guys partying next to a car with LPN MKK (where the poops and the holes are) when i came back from somewhere. This morning they came at the car while i was taping that hole, kinda rushing me.

4:01 Today the market went up when i started to search for that lawyer, Moxon (what kinda of name is this anyways) because people could not believe at first, but probably after looking better at the pictures, the market started to go back down. Also the blowers came and started to vibrate everything, that side of the building included.

5:15/3:15 Din ciclul. Mămăliga nu explodează. Yassa Bona Massa. (ham ham in Romanian means woof woof).
About an hour after i added the picture above with the link, a kid started to yell like crazy, reminding of a dog, and then started to hit a ball on the asphalt of the parking lot while the fridge compressor and fan was on (nevermind the cars, if i go to work on car, they will start passing like less than one a minute, it is obvious by now that nobody else lives here). The room filled again with dust (now that i have my nose and sinus infected, i feel the dust right away). I went, moved the fridge and found that one of the holes that had a cap on was open, and the joint compound cap was moved, like a cork on a bottle.

Tuesday, April 26, 2022

April 26

2:00/11:00 Je crois que son premier jour de repos s'est passé dans l'Oregon en essayant de me faire avoir un accident avec son gros suv blanc bien sûr sur la rue Martinazi, en utilisant l'hypnose (mouvement répétitif avec sa main, le conducteur devant elle) juste après l'épisode avec un deuxième soleil réfléchi par quelques nuages horizontaux au coucher du soleil.

10:09 S-a retras din politică pentru un timp. Dar înainte de a se retrage, Vasile Dîncu devenise campionul regionalizării. A fost înlocuit de Shade. Am scris mult timp despre acest minister, această gaură neagră la buget unde dispar în fiecare an în jur de 2 miliarde de euro. Gala Bute? Un mizilic, Elena Udrea a tocat pe niște proiecte începute, 4 miliarde de euro bani europeni la acest minister în afară de bugetul de 1-2 miliarde euro anual.

De unde până unde a devenit specialist la apărare? Un fiu al monstruoasei coaliții, unde PNL și PSD s-au înțeles și și-au împărțit țara de data asta în timp.

După ce a jăcmănit 3 ani, mai mult de 5 miliarde euro la acest minister, el are de împărțit cu Ucraina sărăcia și nevoile și lipsa noastră de siguranță. Numai cu banii mătrășiți de Dîncu la Dezvoltare România putea să aibă astăzi înzestrare militară ca a Poloniei, Ucrainei sau Germaniei etc..

2:17 Special Military Operation, Sergey Markov.

5:13 After i wrote the 10:09 note i had to leave here right away because of the smoke as i could not find the source at the moment. I went for a 3 miles or one hour walk, was really sick, had to stop and sit on benches and fences and when i came back there was still so much smoke inside (i figured i got used to it before i left and didn't know how much it was) i had to air by opening the door for about half hour. Right now i feel again some smoke and probably again it's much more than i think, while the ice cream van plays its song outside.

9:33 Ciucă, Ciolacu, Aurescu.

11:36 This image
Reminds me of...

Monday, April 25, 2022

Drying Laundry Under Vacuum

Because when i moved the exhaust pipe of the drier was clogged with condensed water in the basement, for years, i reinvented drying laundry by using a heat pump as condenser and heater and recirculating the dry jot air saving energy, by modifying a window AC (because i saw the water that is coming when the window AC is working).

Re-invented because after i saw that only years before such driers that included a heat pump were commercially available, using a third less energy and not requiring an exhaust pipe. It's faster and especially cleaner since the air that goes in the drier does not come from the room but it's the exhaust that is dried and heated inside the heat pump and recirculated and some of the heat in winter time heats the room instead of being evacuated outside with the exhaust. However i am tired to uninstall and re-install it every year when the inspection come and now that the pipe is fixed in the summer it probably works as well in normal mode, while evacuating the heat outside.

Coincidentally i've been dealing these days with car's AC and saw a video that shows that moisture can be extracted from the AC system using a vacuum pump. Because of water's properties, under enough vacuum (low pressure) it may boil at room temperature or even less. This principle is used a lot in concentrating juices, where the water is removed again with a vacuum pump, without much heating thus without destroying nutrients though some heat is applied, because by boiling, the juice looses heat and it may even freeze. In this diagram fast drying (boiling) occurs anywhere right of the curve in the pink area.
So i made a connection in my mind, but instead of re-inventing anything i went and did some searches first and found out it was possible, it requires much less energy, again, no exhaust, however none available commercially yet. Currently around 6% of household electric energy and 2% of household gas consumption in the US is done by drying.

April 25

8:00 During my recent attempt to refill the AC system of my car and BTW, the fact they are selling cans with refrigerant and oil and primitive manifold systems does not mean most DIY-ers can do it properly, i discovered there was mold inside the refrigerant circuit. Again, not in the ducts but inside the circuit itself. As all AC systems leak to some degree, that mold may be a continuous contamination source and the mysterious reason many people say they are sickened by ACs.

The only reasonable way to refill your AC (if it hasn't run to low on refrigerant and oil and there is no damage to it) is to connect it to a machine at a dealer, where most oil and refrigerant and some say the moisture from the drier/receiver can be removed under vacuum, and then proper amounts can be added but there remains the question if the machine has been hooked previously to a contaminated system. And/or of course there is the recommendation of replacement of the desiccant bag inside the receiver, but that, depending on the type and model of your car may require lots of labor and expertise. But then again, if your AC works with lower amounts of refrigerant and/or oil as it leaks, and the pressure switch quits turning the compressor at very low refrigerant levels, well beyond optimal, it may not be so critical as how much refrigerant the DIY-er will pour in, as long as the pressure does not increase too much.

BTW what bothers me a lot is the absence of a check engine light when the amount of refrigerant and its pressure in the AC system has become too low for the pressure switch to start the compressor and the fact that oils and/or refrigerants do not have an anti-fungal additive.

There is a lot of trouble with the ACs also because the compressor is installed on the same belt with water pump and alternator and you have to maintain the AC, so it works, otherwise the compressor may get damaged and seize and cause lots of more damage, but most importantly, loss of steering while driving because all late cars have electric power steering.

1:36 I never knew Trump's attorney's name is... Alina... Hubba.

What is the fine art(ila) of clowns. I'm trying to redo the match with Trump but can't find one single decent ID type picture of him. That is, him without putting a face.

2:03 Drove last night the 100 miles from Warm Springs to here, with 10 percent less mpg than last time. That was because it was early and they were lots of cars on the road, many pushing from behind and then slowing after passing and i had to accelerate uphill to pass them again. Never been bothered so much by the incoming lights like last night. Less then half of the cars had lights that did not bother me. Though i had polarized glasses. Many having aftermarket bulbs that were on low beam 5 times stronger than stock on high. Some on one light only though on high. Many simply not turning on low at encounters. Some with aftermarket, after being flashed, turning the real high beam only to completely blind me. But it happened only in the most dangerous curves.

But that don't bother me nearly half of what the guy upstairs does to me these days. Staying in here for days with short exceptions, yelling like crazy from time to time obscenities in Spanish or Portuguese, scarying me and Angela. Squeaking and releasing dust that aggravates my whatever rhinitis, otitis tonsillitis i have. Within minutes after a squeak, i have the chills/hot flashes. Yesterday, Sunday, a guy came across the alley and did a carpet, hammering for hours, shaking dust out of buildings and releasing dirt/dust/mold out of that carpet that flared up my infection that was clearing. Red dust on 26 across Mount Hood. A van with LPN BRG going in front of me and touching the shoulder all the time, releasing extra dust, etc..

Today i picked 8 doggy piles, numerous pieces of garbage and treated a number of mole holes with Borax  which took me about one hour. On my last trip i met with a 14 years old emancipated Hungarian Gypsy girl reminding or Anca Parghel when she was that age who when she passed me she was calling her dog... Come! Come! like women do so oftenly when i pass them in the park etc.. Exactly when i was thinking about posting a video like this the guy upstairs did a prolong series of yells, like the loudest a human can do

3:53 Evan Williams bourbon on sale at the liquor store in Tualatin is different from the one i bought at Walmart and at American Market in Grand Ronde. Probably the reason it's on sale, much smokier, harder to drink, different batch, i figure.

8:27 And we both got slightly sicker by drinking it. Like when going to the beach and walking through smoke. I gave up buying whiskey long time ago, for the same reason. Too much smoke aroma in it. But about a week ago i was at a Walmart in Woodland Washington, and that by mistake, by missing an exit, should have went to Safeway. But there they did not have brandy or rum and since vodka is out of fashion (don't buy it anyways) i just got a bottle of cheap wiskey. To my surprise, it was drinkable. Then i bought another bottle again at the Market in Grande Ronde which was ok, again.

So, very confidently, today i bought the 1.7 liter bottle that was on sale. However, the same thing. Too much smoke. So i went back at the store, got there 5 minutes before 8, closing time. But when i passed over I5 on the Tualatin Sherwood i saw something really weird. A cloud formation in the sunset (is the sunset already at 8, due to hour change) that was reflecting the Sun in such a way it was looking like they were two Suns in the sky. Slightly tired, slightly sick and slightly absent i was too lazy to grab the phone and take the picture while driving, it requires lots of effort, from the only window where it was visible until i took a left on Martinazi. So i lost it for you. But i thought. I wrote about George Lucas yesterday.

Tatooine, the lawless planet with two Suns. Tualatin.

Then i remembered another thing. Years ago, i think i was in Lake Oswego, i went to the refuge (Tualatin River in  Sherwood) with my old Sony DSLR and saw again the weirdest thing in the sunset. A cloud formation that was looking like the roof of an ancient temple, could it had been masonic, with the Sun right at the tip of the angle. It lasted of course no more than a few minutes. But i didn't want to take the picture, because it pissed me off. Don't want to participate in popularizing freaky things. Same with the "wheel in the sky", a cloud formation that was like a perfectly round hole in the clouds around Sun again in Lake Oswego. Or the formation of Christmas trees or masonic signs like ships flying slowly, silently, in the park in September 1995, that i could have followed on the street to get closer for a picture. I was, like today, like paralyzed. But the genie. The genie that showed on my 49th (7x7) birthday in Lake Oswego, that one i still have on flickr. I am writing all these for those affected by drought in California, other states. There are things, levels above us, that may control weather and stuff. Some we may figure, but some, like the masonic temple, or the genie, we may not.

Sunday, April 24, 2022

April 24

12:24/9:24 Emanuel, God is with you.

1:26/10:26 Ariane Lapin

I congratulate those who didn't vote. À bon entendeur,...

10:28


SEMPER FI. In 🔱est we trust.



11:27 In Communist Romania we at school were sitting in benches for two. My benchmate after IV grade at some time was most likely second from right in the first row in this picture, who might later have become the actor we all know as Tom Cruise. Though he was one of the few i din't know where he lived or how his parents looked like. The one in the upper row, middle, with white collar, like me, is probably George Lucas. Of others, Mircea Baniciu third from left upper, the AHA girl, 8 from right lower, i spoke about before. Teacher could have been Claudia Cardinale. As i discovered recently, most might have been 2 years younger then normal age for the grades.


And my boss at (z)IMU Bacău starting with 1987 was most likely Ron Hubbard himself who BTW was giving me bonuses to go out drinking with him, others, copious amounts of draft beer most likely diluted by waiters.

Other colleagues, Olivia Newton John, Julia Roberts, Mick Jagger, Gregorian Bivolaru, Angela Ciochină, others. Many others in between, in HS and college. If you change L initial to E and add a d at the end you get

Friday, April 22, 2022

April 22

6:37 I-au distrat pe alții la viața lor, acum vin și se distrează și ei în România... Să vedem ce spun și aliații... Da, la aliați le-ar fi ușor să spună. Dar de ce să nu facem ce vrem noi? Un lucru e sigur. Avioanele acelea sunt de nimic, nu ar schimba cu nimic soarta războiului în afară de faptul că România ar intra și ea în război, fără armament, fără armată, fără populație care să fie mobilizată și fără motiv.

Și apropo. Există în Ungaria cel puțin două tipuri de țigani. Cei care provin din India, aduși de mameluci întâi în Egipt, cei mai săraci și cei care provin din Africa și poate chiar Australia (ungurii cu pinguinul de pe scutul din cea mai veche pictură a lui Attila), cei creți. Și magarii budiști din Nepal. Restul adică majoritatea sunt europeni captivi, imigranți germani la invitație, sârbi fugiți de otomani în secolul 14, români originali și imigrați, ruși, ucraineni, etc.. A și secuii, tot clanul lui Buda. Ei s-au așezat în munți normal pentru că vin din Nepal. Nu, secuii nu pot fi unguri fiindcă ungurii vin din Australia iar secuii din Nepal.

6:43 There is some sort of vibration in the distance, coming from several engines that makes my heart fibrilate... Not the first time.

7:56

12:12 A poet andgentle_man.

12:15/10:15 Mai țineți minte când spunea Băsescul, Dumnezeu să-l ierte, că dacă vrei să faci politică externă, trebuie să ai o hartă a lumii în cap? Una e să fii liniștit la 2000 sau 10000 km de Ucraina și să cântărești argumente filozofice, dacă să trimiți arme sau nu și alta e să fii în graniță cu războiul.

6:33/3:33 Estimp, ce mai fac ăilalți aliați.

Monstruoasa coaliție

Nu am greșit mult când am scris postarea aceasta. Ce fel de guvernare e aceea în care partidele își împart puterea, pe perioade de timp? Ar fi ajuns Ciucă vreodată prim ministru fără această înțelegere, de a guverna un timp unii, un timp alții? O bătaie de joc de alegeri și alegători. PSD și PNL împreună.  Majoritatea, opoziția, nu mai au sens.

Ce nu am prevăzut atunci a fost războiul. Dar ei știau, și de aceea au pus prim ministru un
"general" hidrocefal, care iată, ne copleșește cu cadouri, mărirea alocației de hrană, tot felul de mărunțișuri, un drum expres la care se lucrează de mulți ani, de multe guvernări, prin care încearcă să se lege în sfârșit U-Craiova de lumea civilizată. 

Ucraina. Un fel de război, care e mult mai mult fake decât real. O Ucraină ce pare să fi fost golită de populație cu mult timp înainte. Nu mă întrebați unde s-au dus. Probabil tot acolo unde s-au dus milioane de români care nu mai există. Se spune că au plecat acum 5 milioane. Nimic, nici o informație despre unde s-au dus. Credeți că o țară ca Marea Britanie, cu problemele ei, poate să găzduiască de exemplu un milion de oameni în plus? Germania? Franța? Unde sunt 5 milioane de ucraineni?

Hidrocefal garantează faptul că va face exact ce i se spune pentru că el practic nu gândește. Are pauză la creier. Pentru că mulți din ei până acum au mai ezitat. Unguri unguri, dar erau de proveniență din minoritatea românească de la ei.

Încet încet se face vid în jurul Ungariei, începând de la est. A început cu Yugoslavia, acum Ucraina. România s-a depopulat masiv. Lebensraum. Spațiu vital.

Ucraina înainte de acest război părea că o duce mult mai bine dpdv militar decât România. O țară de 40 de milioane locuitori. Armament de toate tipurile rămas de pe vremea Uniunii Sovietice. 5 regimente de Mig 29 în 2011, 200.000 de oameni în serviciu permanent. Au făcut o alianță cu Polonia și Marea Britanie, și le-au dus acolo. Rachete Neptun cu care au distrus nava amiral a rușilor.

Mig-29 sunt echivalente cu F15 cu două motoare, mult mai mari și mai puternice decât F16 tot așa mult mai vechi decât Mig-29, care au fost date la fiare vechi de portughezi, din care noi abia avem un escadron.

Și totuși rușii i-au copleșit în câteva zile cu rachetele lor. Sau așa merge vorba. Cât timp le-ar trebui să termine România? O zi?

Singurul lucru pentru care ei ne vizitează acum (nu am auzit de relații Româno-Ucrainene înainte de acest război) este că actorii (sau cei care îi dirijează de la distanță) care o fac pe liderii în ambele țări vor să bage de fapt România în război cu Rusia, printr-o donație de Mig-21 absolut nefolositoare, care au fost ținute până acum pentru a păstra job-urile unora, pe care le-au pus la sol special pentru acest motiv.

Thursday, April 21, 2022

April 21

3:07 Like yesterday, got awakened by something at 2:30 AM. Came at the computer to read the news. About 10 minutes ago i started to feel a mold smell and then sneeze without stopping. Then i went outside and found another hole under the deck in front of door and one in front of sliding doors at the living or in front of hottest areas where air squeezes in under door and by the sliding doors. The hole under door is a few inches away from the yesterday one which was a few inches away from the one the day before etc.. No other holes in the whole yard. I poured about half gallon of water with borax in each. Closest perceived smell, both inside and out. Heated stove. Or whatever is coming out of those exacerbates my own sense of smell and i actually feel the smell of the stove. I read about the trick with borax on a site, but from what he was saying, and the amount i poured in a large number of holes (about 20) the moles should have been long gone.

Last night i wanted to take a bath. I was sitting there watching the tub getting filled (it takes about 2 and a half minutes) and then i saw something dark coming from the faucet, for about half second, and that cut my appetite. So i just let the tub cool and heat the apartment instead of letting it flow.

3:32 As usual in the "news" most subjects are related to what i just posted. I'd be safe and warm if i was in LA.

3:50 One hour later, the smell outside is long gone, still present inside. Or maybe there is one more hole at the bedroom. My keyboard or hub (that let me turn the Chromebook into a PC) seem broke. I restarted the whole system and that didn't fix it. If i think of something one day like "how well this work" usually the next day it brakes. Aparigraha? Anyways it's enough distraction to make me forget things as what i had in mind to write next.

3:57 Right shift doesn't work (hackers, humoristic). My cold is not completely gone. Wanted to make some tea but the electric kettle broke two days ago. Again i was thinking that it worked nicely for me over the years. Tried to fix it, but the screws at the base are rounded. Was it me, did i fix it before? In the microwave it takes twice longer to boil the same amount of water and it's noisy. Stove is out of the question. Ordered a new one. Switched keyboard in a different port in the hub, the same problem. Num key doesn't light, right shift doesn't work. I had one more... USB port in the Chromebook, plugged the keyboard directly there and again it's not working. So they hacked the Chromebook. Nevermind, it started working now. For how long? Lost about 15 minutes and all my momentum.

4:14 It looks like alarm didn't sound at 4, Angela is still sleeping. It means her overtime ended, like her training yesterday. I wanted to say a few words about and now that i got pissed by the keyboard i found the courage to say it.

About a year ago a new temporary handyman showed here to fix something. He told me he was born in Germany from American parents stationed there and went to HS there and there was one thing he liked. "In Germany, you have to go to school for everything".

As opposed to the famous "on the job training" institution in the US. Which also opposes the equally (in)famous "job security" institution.

On the job training means you get trained to do a new thing like a different workstation, by a colleague, who sometimes has training skills and sometimes doesn't, he just knows how to do the job but can't teach others.

Job security means people competing unfairly at work, even outside work hours. Rumors, secret complaints and alliances, blackmail, short-cutting chain of management, secret or open alliances included.

One makes everything possible not to show selected colleagues what he/she knows, that brings him/her and their friends more chances of keeping the job. Which means your colleague that trains you can pretend he can't teach you. Or worse, that you are untrainable.

4:32 Went to pick some pieces of garbage from the red mulch that are known (to me) to create a mold smell. One was next to a SUV's left front wheel (again, humor), like many times before, but when i went to pick it i saw the red SUV had a flat in the left rear. Once again, they laid a trap based on my previous behavior. BTW ever since i took that IR picture of the building, keep asking why there is a fan in a closed window and why the wall was hot in that day which prompted me to buy the IR camera. On August 20 last year i had a flat again in the right rear at my old Elantra that triggered a chain of events that ended in me being hit from behind on I5.

BTW, Tuesday afternoon i fixed again the car's battery connectors. Not long ago i doubled the connectors by drilling holes in battery's terminals. Angela said in the morning voltage was again low. No heat, no vibration, from evening to morning the connectors got loose. Two connections per each terminal that both get loose? It only works for one trip no matter how long but if i make that trip right after i fix them. Thinking to fix them right before she leaves.

4:46 And one more thing. Now that i reviewed yesterday his picture, i started to believe the guy that was yelling at me two days ago from the back of the alley, who replaced him, was again Pitbull (or George Borlai), while "his wife" could have been a man in disguise, like maybe again Tom Cruise, hiding his hands behind cars.

5:04 Angela awoke a while ago (used at 4 AM for weeks now) and started TV. Biden is coming to Portland today. Nevermind, i won't fix anything today. Angela passes this place every day in her way to work and back. And BTW, i believe besides nitrogen, they also make (scavange from air) Xenon, one of the most expensive gasses as well. Nitrogen in elemental gas or liquid form is inert, in fact it is used as fire extinguisher.
Did you notice the symbolism in the above video? Blue for cold, which will freeze you, red for hot which will thaw you back in the spring, silver for the morphing metal. See what i mean? 12:11/10:11 Nimic original sub soare.

1:40 Was thinking. Aparigraha applied to war. We go to war for attachment to one idea or another.

1:56 About 15 minutes ago was getting ready to go for a walk. Grabbed my coat, phone, looked at the temperature, looking for a cap. Opened the door and saw the "child" of the "family" with the dog at the mailboxes. She made a pirouette, acting like she saw me. Then she went one the lawn on other side of the building to leave her signature. Waited for 10 minutes, thinking if it's not too late too ready. Tonight, Tom Cruise with a gun will be again behind some cars, ready to shoot me down while Biden is still in town and "Air Force One security took over all law enforcement agencies". Thinking. Is she still outside the building?

2:51 Besides numerous hidden (subliminal) gay messages, this video has an obvious pro-alcohol theme. Or even mixed gay and pro-alcohol, the way he throws the bottle by his back. (Always missing his kisses, falling back first, grabbing  her by the back).

It's been bothering me since i first saw it, because Scientology claims it is against and has this program for addressing drugs and alcohol. It thought i made sense since Xenu brought them on Earth frozen in ethylene glycol, which is an alcohol.

At the apartment. After i posted two days ago those IR pictures showing empty buildings and kept asking myself if that is not the situation in other complexes or maybe the whole Portland area, though rents go constantly up, they sent us yesterday the offer for lease for one more year, with a 100 dollars (ten percent) rate increase to 1140. However, it is still much lower than other complexes in the area. Today i got an email saying the office "was closed due to unforeseen staffing problems", got a power washer at the building, unannounced, making a big noise.

Wednesday, April 20, 2022

April 20

9:05/7:05 Culmea interzicerii, să interzici litere, ceea ce a dat apă la moară la culmea reacției (It takes two to tango).

Țineți-vă politicienii sub control, dacă nu vreți să vă duceți dracului, de urgență. Nu știam că România are suficiente echipamente militare ca să doneze și la alții (altele decât cutiile de conserve zburătoare vechi de 50 de ani puse la sol). Dar nu contează. Ce contează e să-i provoace pe ruși.

10:38 He went down the stairs, back up and then he left like he always did lately. Just to bring more dust on the stairs on his shoes (that i already feel in my throat).

10:54 Bermuda, Bahama, come on pretty mama! (Kokomo, a mythic, though non-existent "little place that everybody knows off the Florida Keys", that could be subliminal for you know what - a gay making song). 

12:22/10:22 Here's another one for Nuți (nemți)
 
2:31/12:31 Nu câștigă nimeni din acest război decât conspirația Huniversală, dar cred că încep să piardă și ei, deși sunt supraomenește de încăpățânați. Eu sper și aștept totuși momentul când ungurii de rând își vor reveni din transă, și vor cere lui Orban și celor 10000 sau 100000 care îi conduc să înceteze.

Tuesday, April 19, 2022

April 19

1:04 This is a nightmare becoming reality. Mineral insulation in your home is the worst thing you can do. I mean, look at it. In a few years the dirty glass fiber that at first looks pink gets contaminated with all kinda dust. The fiber breaks into tiny submicronic undetectable dust that passes right through filters, is very irritating and potentially carcinogenic. Why not try vegetal fiber, wool or polystyrene blocks or other types of foam that are compact and do not pollute your home.

12:49 I'm so glad i found a reason to return the  thermal camera. The thermal image is off by one ft to the right. Or maybe there is an adjustment. I don't care, i will say i didn't know. It's way overpriced. Not that i don't like some of the features. For one, you can say the occupancy of a building or if a car has just been driven. I know nobody is living upstairs though yesterday they were there two women for about an hour. (Bright yellow means hot, blue means cold).

Doors and windows are big heat loosers.
But could not resist the temptation and took pictures of other buildings. To my surpirse, it looks like they are not much inhabited. First our building shows no people at upper level though if i go and start working on car, they keep pouring out.
This building doesn't have hot spots in windows but in some wall areas.
Not really used to these things but why the pavement looks hot? Or maybe the're just reflections. As i longed suspected, some of these buildings are empty.


(Last time i saw him was at Indian Head Casino, looking for prostitutes in the parking lot).

4:18 Exactly when i started to ask myself if that wasn't the reason my electricity bill was so high (and also because of heating the basement, heat leaking through areas with fallen insulation under floor), the man upstairs showed slowly climbing up the stairs (at apt.6 above) after being gone for weeks. But he was not gone. At times, i saw him lurking around the building with a different car and hairdo, climbing at Apt.2.

BTW after being gone earlier today when i came back i found on my door, as on anybody's door in this building a warning to... clean after my pets. I have dozens if not hundreds of pictures in drive showing pet waste, over the years. However most poops come from other buildings.

4:51 But since they trapped me yesterday and i posted that picture without looking carefully, and opened this can of worms, here's more on the subject. So in the end is true. Z in Zelenski actually stands for an N as in Neptune and on Russian tanks for a toppled N. My piece of advice for everybody. Don't get too far on this road paved with subliminal traps cause we're all going to lose.


6:19 N Ceaușescu had a villa at Black Sea, in Neptun, Romania called Nufărul (Water Lily in English, closest plant in Europe to Asian lotus), "where all subsequent [Romanian] presidents spent their vacations". But the architecture. Though scaled up and probably luxurious inside, seem very similar with most cheap apartment buildings in US.

7:28
Lacul codrilor albastru
Nuferi galbeni îl încarcă;
Tresărind în cercuri albe
El cutremură o barcă.

Monday, April 18, 2022

April 18

 9:58 This morning while still in bed was thinking about after taking augmenting for one week, yesterday i stopped having hot flashes (chills) because of my throat infection. I was doing almost ok yesterday when i went for a walk on the beach at Lincoln City. However the beach was flooded with smoke and in the evening my face and eyes was stinging and i started having the chills and sore throat back again and went back on taking more. Good thing about augmenting is it is a combination of amoxicillin which is a type of penicillin and some other ingredient that makes bacteria less resistant to antibiotics and that makes it more expensive, but your bacteria can't grow resistant so you can restart even after a one day break. So it responded well to that and now i'm back to how i was yesterday before going there.

Last night there was a chocking smell that prevented us both from sleeping. Angela does not believe me but i know that if i go outside and look i will find a little piece of gum or chocolate wrap on the wet red mulch that is made of redwood that has up to 30% tannin in it (that is making is so resistant so the trees can stand up to millennia). So i didn't got, at 1 Angela was not sleeping (i don't care, i can sleep during day time) so i just went and picked those and after one hour of chocking and waking up dozens of times she finally slept for two hours (she's still in training, still overtime).

I was telling her, how many times this happened over the years and i didn't know why i couldn't sleep and i how lost jobs and went crazy over it.

Today i was doing some research on Russian navy and felt again it was difficult to breath. So i just went outside but besides picking those i ran into dog poops. Back again next to hydrant in front of my door. Went back to get some bags but then told myself. For how long will i keep doing this?

Lately i started to believe that you can find on internet solutions to most problems so i just googled on how to deal with it and there it was, this pdf page of City of Tualatin with the ordinance number and stuff.

So i called the non-emergency number (which is same for the whole Washington county which includes Tualatin, Beaverton and Hillsboro (home of Intel and Nike) and first thing within the greeting was a number for Washington County Animal Control, the same as on the page.

Which i already called, earlier, and the lady there asked me for the name of the owner of the pet and i told her, it is impossible for me to find it since they come from many different apartments and i can't follow them to see at which apartment they go back (though i know a few, but by the size of it, it was not the case as with the poop this morning). So she gave me a number for a Health Department, but there i could not go over the operator, who kept telling me i should call another number etc..

So went back to non-emergency number, pressed 0 for the dispatcher who after listening, he said an officer will call me back which he did, while my phone was on 0 ring volume (keep changing setting though i have a screen lock) but was lucky because i locked at the phone while he was calling and saw it.

The officer told me the only way to deal with those would be talking to the management, cause the ordinance (in the page above) does not apply on private property?. "Any solid waste left by an animal on another’s property must immediately be removed (TMC 6-4.045)". I believe this applies because the perpetrators do now own the complex, so it's another's property. But on the second page embedded above it says that violation of this ordinance is a criminal mischief 3 and when talking about crimes i think Police is who you should call.

Which i tried to do but the office was still closed at 9:50 though the clock on the door with the hours says it should be open at 9:30 etc.. So here i am, with dog poop at my door anxiety, but at least i got rid of the mold smell (it should take an hour after i removed the last of the food wrapper for the mold smell to subside). So again left with no other option but to complain here.

Till then i was still reading but i'm going to start sharing. First thing that i already found last night while Angela was trying to sleep about anti-missile defense present on the sunk Moskva ship. They reportedly had 6 AKM 630 close-in machine guns on the ship, but after watching this video i keep asking myself, at the firing rate and precision, could they have stopped more than a balloon? Maybe, if they were so lucky one of those Neptune missiles would have accidentally hit one of those projectiles. If you look carefully, you will see the guns' barrels are actually wobbling.

For comparison, look at the firing rate of an American Phalanx similar system.
 
11:03 Here is a laser system with a similar role tested in the US in 2014.

Watching more videos. Could not pass over the fact the intake from one of the engines of this plane looks damaged.

11:53 Keren Barzel


12:06 Peresvet

In other words i suspect Moskva was a 50 years old floating piece of junk with a highly symbolic name with no role in this war so far than propaganda with first "conquering" of the Snake Island and then sinking, from an unknown reason, throwing doubts around it.


2:25 Then i fell back asleep and when i woke up i got the sore throat back again. I think it may have something to do with me walking at the beach in smoke yesterday and then the poop which may come from a sick dog since it's so watery.

5:13 Was just sitting there and an idea came to me. I remembered i saw the other day a video with a drone show in Korea. Why not use a swarm of drones to prevent missiles attacks? I would assume you would get something on the radar at least one minute before a drone was going to hit your ship, no matter how low the anti-ship or Kalibr or whatever missile is flying (the AKM 630 in the video above are radar guided). You could get visual on visible or thermal cameras. You could lunch one hundred small cheap drones with small charges and the missile is going to hit a few of them no matter what. Surround your object or even city with drones when you start the sirens. Program drones to get in the way of the missile. Then i remember that test with a laser by US navy in 2015. By extrapolating Moore's law from electronics to also cost, size and power, we could figure that by now they would have lasers strong enough to shut down any type of object from the sky, even on cloudy days.

But that would lead for too much comfort for the rest of us who must live in terror and not question the fake leadership in all countries.


Wait a minute. You could launch fireworks and the missile is going to hit those for God's sake. 

5:37 I went earlier at the office and to pick a package from the hub and the manager told me that they will pick the poop tomorrow "when they do the rounds". She asked me many times who were the perpetrators, but i told her, the visible ones are not the real ones.

BTW, shootings were heard all day from a range nearby. I was getting sicker and sicker and decided to go and pick the poop when i realized the shape of it. There was one next to it and i picked that one first and threw it and came for the phone. While i was picking the one in the picture the woman in her early 30s who acts like a child came with her dog, passed me and then went on the other side of the building. Then i went outside, took another picture and threw the poop in the garbage when a guy from the end of the alley, building D, first entrance from left, about the same age with that woman, started yelling at me "quit following my daughter". I pulled the phone thinking to record and go and talk to him when i saw another women ("the mother") lurking in front of the building behind parked cars, while i couldn't see her hands, walking slowly towards me, together with the first one ("the child"). So they were three against me, probably waiting all day to build this scene (the bald guy who yelled at me is rarely here). The weirdest part is thought they act as the same family, the bald guy ("the father") is different than the bald guy ("the father") since a year ago, when i identified him, and possibly the "mother" too who today looked much younger.

Actually this picture is not much different from the first one, it was only me who didn't realize the shape of it.
6:01 The whole scene reminded me of the scene with the mad Mexican who looked like Tom Cruise at that casino last year.

6:49 Like usually, not the first (hopefully not the last) to think about this (otherwise so obvious) possibility. Until today, following the same losing logic: There are others smarter and more specialized than me especially in the military, why should i think of these things?

7:37 After i had to cover the last holes behind the fridge, and especially after i saw (sensed) the hot wall at the apartment next to ours, i decided to buy (just for evaluation) an infrared camera. Thinking maybe it would show hidden holes in the ground or heated walls (i also suspect the building next to ours is uninhabited thus unheated). So today when i went to the office i picked that package also, USBC FLIR, 160x160 piexels and i had to plug it in to charge it for an hour. While i was trying that in various places at  the apartment trying to get used to it, i heard some very faint steps like someone climbing upstairs (not the first time, i think i heard it over the weekend too). Then i gave up with the camera, went outside to pick the poop, the whole story above, and now feeling more and more sick i decided to take a hot bath when i heard and then saw too women coming down the stairs (the man is again missing for weeks now together with the car this time) and looked through the window and saw from behind one of them, tall, solid built, long ash hair. So far not very impressed with the camera, many features available only with a paid app, i think i will return it, i also believe they stopped doing what they were doing next wall, at least for now.

8:49 Thinking. Are Ukrainians with their unusual country name and probably language and slanted eyes descendants of bronze age Chinese?

Saturday, April 16, 2022

April 16

1:30 As the fridge fan started, a big bass is heard from the parking lot, shaking the wall and the last drops of the dust. Or could it be there is another hole there.

8:35 O minune de Florii sau achitarea unei fantome?

Apropo de Florii. Ce avea nevoie România zilele acestea era o reînviere a mitului Nuți-Base (eterna întoarcere). Chiar mă gândeam mai devreme. Scara iluziilor e de fapt o roată.

Caut cu înverșunare o listă a jurnaliștilor români activi care să conțină data nașterii, care jurnaliști sunt mulți și anonimi, fără CV-uri, fără pagină Wikipedia, deși umplu coloanele băcăniilor de știri cu minciuni eterne și cam cu o greșeală gramaticală de paragraf. Lumea cunoaște doar câțiva, pe cei vechi, Cristoiu, etc., restul sunt doar niște nume și câteodată niște fețe fantomatice pe niște articole interminabile care vă umplu plictiseala cu cel mai pur rahat. Nuțu e ca Nuți, un nume de neamț, nu? Fără data nașterii, nu-i pot căuta în listele mele.

Apropo, căutam vârsta purtătorului de minciuni a Jandarmeriei din Suceava, când am dat peste asta.


Friday, April 15, 2022

April 15

5:14 We both woke up at 3:30. And there's a reason to it. Two open holes/mounds both next to the place where the wall was hot the other day. I almost chocked on my own tonsils while yawning which btw are finally getting smaller. Could it be i didn't use the petrolatum adhesive for a few days. So i took one more augmenting (thought i would give it up last night after one week but i'm not completely cleared). The fan in the window is running with the window opened one inch. First i flattened one mound and came inside. I noticed a vehicle, most likely the red SUV belonging to the two guys who probably run that. Then as the smoke was still on i went and flattened the other mound that was around the corner, almost under that window. I don't believe smoke would get in here if it didn't come from near the ground, and through laminar flow (Coanda effect) would go under the siding creating pressure there and entering the walls. (talking about fractions of psi but it still has an effect). After i flattened the second mound (the soil in both areas is mixed with quikrete, and it's stickier and harder than normal soil, but moles or whatever from underground brought in fresh soil), the smoke was gone and then i started to remember who i am, where i am and what i was doing last night. Angela went to work, i try to gather myself to write down here hoping someone would understand what's going on.

BTW yesterday after i wrote about the AHA song played on radio i think i saw the AHA girl (who now is in her 60s) in an SUV smiling provocative at me. LPN 098 HER. It was one or two hours after the sinking of Moskva, which was finished being retrofitted in that year.

The AHA girl has an one line resume where it shows she works at Eaton, the same company where Angela works. BTW Angela left today before 5, she is doing overtime training for a new position, for two weeks now.

I suspect the AHA girl is one of my grad school colleagues, on of the 7 in my class called Mariana, 2 years younger than me and for the grade like most others. I think some things happened to her while we were were in the last years (grads), she looked sick (or very tired) for a while, it doesn't have anything to do with me except i was in trance every time i saw her. Back then they were exams for going to best HSs in the country and she wanted to go to Bucharest, then she went to Cluj and i deliberately went to Iași instead to end that imaginary relationship. I met with her by chance several times, once or twice in the whole HS, then once or twice at the beginning of college and that was it. But in the end she also became a singer in Hungary. The fact there was in Câmpulung a milk processing factory built by the Swiss, (where her mother worked btw) and me living across the factory which also had a small airfield in the back, where also a furniture factory has been built, were all not by my choices. I was as poor as she was or poorer. Though in 72 i was selected to go in that camp in Germany.

One year before that we both went to some sort if cine competition in Sibiu (for being members of the children cineclub, where instructor was most likely Polanski), where she asked for a cigarette from my mother and when we once danced. She was probably 9 or 10 years old at the time, but posing for 11 or 12.

It could be all these years i am being punished for something that allegedly happened to her which probably was real and traumatizing, for the purpose of dramatism, but it did not have anything to do with me. I would never have harmed her in any way.

6:14 Black Hole Sun...

6:37 They were three mole mound in front of living sliding windows inactive for days. Suddenly the place filled again with some sort of smoke (different from before but still noxious). The smell was not coming from the corner but from somewhere else so i just stepped on those holes (planning on adding water with borax later) and the smoke disappeared. It means somebody passed earlier and put something in those. Or do they have tiny underground robots that go and to that. No the smoke is not gone completely which means all the other holes in the backyard are now smoking...

11:07 After that the apartment filled with dust, i put some wet towels on top of filter, behind the fridge and fell asleep. Woke up with nausea, probably from fresh dog poops, can barely concentrate to write a few lines and add a few links before i take off. Weather was supposed to warm up today, instead temperature is the same as yesterday at this hour. Neverending winter that is.

11:31/9:31 România putea să facă asta și de pe teritoriul ei oriunde lângă Marea Neagră. În plus, tot rușii spun că nava s-a scufundat ca urmare a unui incendiu la bord, urmată de explozia muniției. Nava avea apărare antiaeriană și antirachetă. Eu merg pe ipoteza sabotajului. Nava a fost contruită și îmbunătățită timp de 8 ani în Ucraina.

Fridge started, i started to sneeze. Moved the fridge and found a hole in the thin 3/8 (10 mm) aerated gypsum wall near fridge's fan and filled it. Over the years, i found and fixed many holes like this. As i was fixing them, new ones popped. This one was a tiny hole was within a hole i covered before, i refuse to believe i did such a sloppy job that was ok for a long time and now it popped back. Now the fridge started back up, so far i don't feel like sneezing.

2:04 In the last few days, weeks, i saw a small dog coming around my windows by itself. Today i saw the dog together with a long leash then the dog disappeared in the direction of my door. My first impulse was to open the door to see who was at the other end of the leash, but i hesitated, and then the dog came back in the scene, together with a girl, maybe 15, looking Japanese or Filipino, unusually good looking, dressed in pajamas pants, sitting for a while on a cable box and browsing casually through her phone.

Earlier i realized i fell asleep with the door unblocked (got a wooden blocked), maybe unlocked.

8:32 A weird persistent smell outside and it's not coming from the ground. Closest. Welding or burning a propane torch.

One thing these news can do. Confuse the hell out of me.

Energy, climate change. Just removed the two mate glass bulb covers in the kitchen area that i had on for inspection. They cut about 50% of the light. I know now i got very low consumption LEDs but still.

10:28 Some distraction on the road, a white BMW with a panel under that was intermittently touching the ground, exiting late, almost colliding with another car, i almost touched the left line while watching, when a wide ambulance was passing me. Great cooperation and synchronization, doubling what i said in an email that was not supposed to bee seen except by one person or his colleagues. Later i saw a blond young woman in a red car driving staring absent in front of the car, like she was extremely bored in a self driving car.

The choking smell earlier got me into shortness of breath and then partial heart failure, with coughing and very cold hands.

10:42 There was/is a crack at WinCo Foods facade for more than ten years, i felt the dust coming out of the wall when getting in and out the store, but never raised my head to actually see it.
There was not one single time not to have problems at the bottle drop center at Fred Meyer (Kroeger). Never knew the center closes at 8 PM. Why, since it's all automatic. A Police SUV was surrounding the place.
A little something i saw at Fred Meyer parking lot.
At the checkstands at WinCo i was surrouned by "Mexican" kids from two families while paying and bagging. Other many weird scenes in the store, including the "Code service one". It's a deja vu. Always after some "compromising" scene(s) there, i nearly get into an accident on my way back.