Monday, November 10, 2025
November 10
Sunday, November 9, 2025
November 9
12:40 If this was true my closed circuit relativist drive should work too.
That beautiful theory was killed by the discovery of electron as separate entity from the atom, other things. Many more elementary particles were discovered after.
In which case my proposed theory is deriving from that one i didn't know about or vortices made atoms only applied one level down to elementary particles (strings) which are not unidimensional but made of vortices of frictionless AEther, which AEther could be made of the smallest (muon) neutrinos.
The propagation of light is not waves in AEther similar to those in elastic media but unstable AEther vortices moving ot transferring from one place to another like in this animation and all fundamental forces are given by variations of pressure in AEther near and far caused by vortices.
One first step in proving this theory is the existence of spins of particles like electrons which are half made of photons of which speed (at periphery?) is the speed of light. Other calculations show 292 times the speed of light.

During pair production the photon with enough energy (1021 MeV) splits into an electron and positron of which only difference is charge. We can conclude the two cups (branches) of the rotation hyperboloid turn in two different direction, and after split into two tori. However it is unclear how the torus rotates, like in the diagram above or like those torus vortices seen in nature or both.
Though moving in the air witch cause friction and ultimately breaking down because of it, the torus vortices are stable and in a frictionless environment they could last indefinetely.
Shiva's drum. It is not a secret i created my photon model following the shape of Shiva's little drum. which could symbolize pair production. When a photon with enough energy hits an obstacle, the hyperboloid splits and turn to two tori.
Friday, November 7, 2025
November 7
2:00 AM Yesterrday i accidentally ran into more arguments or serious contradictitons within current so called EM theoy of light which reminded me those i already wrote about in this post.
Within a laser beam all photons travel in the same direction and according to the current theory, the front wave should be a sphere and obey the law of fields propagation, decreasing with square distance but the intensity of the beam decreases only when the beam looses collimation which depends on the quality of the beam.
Two laser beams with same wavelength and intensity can decrease more or less depending on their quality, not the distance.
Also before a laser beam looses collimation its front wave can be apoximated with a plane which again contradicts the EM field theory, wich says the field are spherical. A plane where the two fields, electric and magnetic, perpendicular on the direction of propagation and among them would have to close to infinity while the photons would remain confined within the beam.
More than this. Here it says the laser front wave transitions to spherical at long distances, while the EM theory says the opposite.
For a few seconds i thought of re-writting the whole post but i don't believe it's possible to do it better with my limited resources and knowledge.
Wednesday, November 5, 2025
November 5
This could not have been done without her participation (lack of security, lack of her reaction). It all prove the existence of a world wide coordination and... conspiracy.

Also this news appeared around the time i posted the above referred entry yesterday (10 hours ago) when i was complaining to Angela about my mind wondering after i have been exposed to some sort of yeast coming from a mat left in the rain near the dumpster combined with dog poop and smoke from the ground mole and/or rat holes near the building while i was very tired and excited after seeing tens of thousands of pictures for more than 10 hours while searching for the recent matches while the guy upstairs won't stop creaking and stumping, for hours.
It is consuming much of my mental energy for so many hours, with brain being probably depleted of some neurotransmitters or overly excited by dog poop parasites, hormones or pheromones transmitted through aerosols. People have no sympathy (or knowledge) for how much effort i'm putting in my posts for so many hours a day even though it excites me which is some sort of reward i guess.
11:00 I was looking for some guidance, but the goddess is angry today (throwing a tantrum)... Because of comparing her to a panther (an oversimplification i guess)... ...Cheating?

Just for increased resale value i guess...
11:20 It's just the script, for need of distraction and diversification (diverting).
12:00 PM
12:40 Flebotomy, at a time blood was just another humor. You could save one from an imminent heart attack or stroke by letting (not too much) blood, decreasing blood volume and pressure and give it time to recover, if the underlying conditions are removed (by chance).
7:25 From Reagan to the Bushes, from Clinton to Trump II, America is on its way with a Muslim mayor of New York. Was thinking maybe it's a consequence of the recent war in Gaza, but then i remembered it's a dejavu.

Tuesday, November 4, 2025
November 4th
4:18 It takes a weak president for one to be a strong vice. It does not surprise me. It simply was (not) in the script. Not a real campaign, like anything, his adversary did not take fully advantage of this weakness.
Though some have three horizontal bars and two vertical, a torana is not a tripundra.
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