September 29

5:35 US debt clock, world debt clock. Question. Where all these money go, if every country (state, government) is in debt?

506 trillion yen is 4.5 trillion dollars. Apparently, Japanese companies don't need to operate on short term loans like the American ones from FED, a semi-private institution. Nevermind that.

5:44 M-am prins. Ce face Iohannis pentru dvs., în SUA se spune "charm offensive". Și încă ține, după opt primi miniștri
6:00 Cațavencii
4:41 It smells really bad like mold inside and no amount of chlorine helps. So i went outside to pick garbage. A new type of item, used baby's pad, not far from where the mat has been (there was a perceptible stench around it, pretty similar to what i have in the apartment right now). The more traditional half full 16 oz water bottle with a cap and the neck facing my apartment. Many others, most on the (redwood, sequoia) mulch, some on grass. I was not alone. When i picked a small toy, a kid showed, etc.. There are some bushes next to the upper garages, in the furthest coin of "the court" as i call the enclosure between buildings and garages visible from my windows, smell like dog poo, but never been able to find any.

5:20 Just lowered my blood sugar from over 300 to 200, after eating a meal including a few small pieces of cucumber. With all the money spent every year for grants, 80 billions handed to individuals, including 30 to students, rest up to 500 billions (half trillion or 1/6 of the annual 3.2 T budget deficit) to firms, and they still don't know why cucumber lowers blood sugar, not to talk about some medicine based on it or God forbid, a cure for diabetes.

September 28

1:01 No it's not... Tesla is the first electric supercar. Maybe not

7:58 Anywhere the wind blows they got a family scroll with a formula. Got five hours of sleep, woke up with signs of urinary infection. For a while i  thought it was truck's sit, which is made of fabric and is 23 years old. Tried to get more sleep but the whole apartment is stinking really bad and it keeps me awake.

This morning my truck started a new squeak. I went around the buildings to try to reproduce it and saw the mat. Goot thing i did. Now i know where it's coming from. This mat, baby seat (yes, next to red mulch) has been out in the rain for days. It somehow resonate with the bulging floor inside (due to water vapor from clogged drier vent in the basement). Fiberboard floor is made with glue based on animal collagen.

I took the picture above at 7:14. Then i took the baby chair first to the garbage. Five of the yelling kids from 5 years ago, now as big or bigger than me were performing a show around the garbage bin, this time yelling in some sort of vernacular slang. They stayed her enough to watch me wrestling with the wet mat to put it in the bin. A woman moved her SUV next to the bin, when i was finishing. Market started to go up immediately. 8:57 Threw all my clothings i wrestle the mat with in the washer. I bought this real cheap laundry detergent when i've been at WinCo. Was curious what was made of. Benzenesulfonic acid? I hope i don't have to rinse twice.

9:44 Nu sunt sigur, dar cred cam văzut, de la ceva distanță, pe ploaie, un tip ca el acum două zile.

8:45 Fiecare cu moțiunea lui! Important e să mai treacă o săptămână, până va pica și moțiunea PSD. Lasciate...

10:29 1985

September 27

Feelings of missing time... (You'll see when you rich 61). I skipped one day, kept writing on 26 without realizing it was 27 and  now it's 28. Moving the stuff here.

2:16 It all started a few years ago when i was curious about something. I wrote a blog post about US budget, not knowing at the time that it will become one of my major objects of study, for Romanian budget that is. But i just saw in the news something that caught my attention for the first time, though it happens every year. The issue of the debt ceiling.

Let me introduce you first to the concept of annual budget. Every year US President is required by law to submit to Congress a budget for federal spending, based or maybe not on federal income (Spending cannot be greater than income, right?). Then Congress details it on numerous commissions and approves the budget and the budget becomes law after being signed again by the President.

From the smaller graph in upper left above one must also realize the difference between contributions to federal budget made by individuals vs contributions made by corporations. First question of course is why spending (outlays) does not equal income (revenue). The difference is called deficit and it represents the sum that government must borrow every year by "increasing the debt ceiling" and for more clarity it is done towards the end of the year because by then the amount becomes more obvious because budget has two parts, Mandatory spending, which are known at the beginning of the year (fixed) and Discretionary spending (variable) which are not (though there are forecasts), and i think i answered my question i had in mind: If everything, income, spending, is "designed" at the beginning of the year and it is voted and signed into law by the President at the beginning of the year, then why every year by this time they realize they don't have the money they voted for?? Cause the part of deficit for Mandatory Spending is known at the beginning of the year and the rest can be forecast more or less precise, i believe by this time there should be adjustments only and less drama (talking about government shutdown etc.).

4:03 I found a better fix for dog poos. I pour borax on them (and then somebody removes them i think to make room for new fresh ones). I went to pick garbage from lawn and plug some holes (building was surrounded by smoke) and pour borax on poos and a number of Japanese women, dressed either as islanders (Japan is made of islands also) or Latinas. As soon as i finished they left in the same time.

8:00 As soon as weather got colder, Robinho_od upstairs is doing loads of laundry a day and pumps the vapor in the basement with the clogged pipe and because it is cold now, water condensates on other side of the floor striped of insulation (has fallen) and the upper part of the floor made of fiberboard facing inside is bulging, with one to two inches in places around the couch and desk.

8:26 Alles klar, herr kommissar? Aprobați mai repede miniștrii lui Cîțu și lăsați-i să-și vadă de treabă până la sfârșitul anului bugetului, ca ei să ne dea PNRR-ul, cândva, pentru ceva proiecte cu borne. Am găsit PNRR-ul, tot ce e concret sunt cei 434 de km the autostradă până în 2026 (când nu se va mai găsi nici măcar vreo amintire din monștrii lui Cîțu), și 500 MW solar și eoliene. 12,7 km de metrou, la 30-50 milioane de euro/km, de 2-3 ori mai mult decât un km de autostradă, din ce am văzut până acum, un km de autostradă în România costă 20 milioane euro (bineînțeles, cel mai scump din lume, în Bulgaria (aceeași UE, același MCV, aceleași vize) au făcut cu 2-3 milioane, dar prin ei înșiși), cu 29 miliarde s-ar putea construi 1450 km autostradă, care de departe este prioritatea cea mai mare. 300 km cale ferată modernizată? Cu 300 milioane de euro (0.3 miliarde) s-ar putea reabilita (recompacta) complet sistemul de căi ferate din România de 10 mii km.

9:36 I took the cardboard cover from the back of the fridge so many times on and off and wiped it from dust with a wet microfiber rag until i damaged it and bought online a new one. However, it is aftermarket, only half thick and has some sort warning instructions printed with an ink that flies when the fan blows through the small holes. When i installed it i saw the compressor is not aligned with the fridge but it "stands out" so you have to bend the cardboard cover to make it fit. Can't take it off completely because of the ultrasound from the capillary tube next to the expansion valve, (hissing, ringing in the ears, the reason is made of cardboard is to absorb those). And i got in trouble again. All day i felt irritation in my eyes, throat, nauseated and sleepless (a new one). I tried with my finger in a corner and saw ink was coming off. I removed it and googled for the composition of ink. Now i remember the day when the mailwoman gave it to me personally, when she came around with her vintage van, at least one week ahead of scheduled delivery time. Got it. Ink is for writing. Ninja humour that is (forgot to say, many times i found pens on the ground next to smoking holes)

Walmart. I bought it from Walmart. It came one week earlier.

11:59 Poc Poru, sau altă fațetă a PNRR?

September 26

12:17 Mă demit dar rămân cu tine...
Și totuși, Legea Bugetului pe 2021 a distribuit sumele pe ministerele actuale... (Atenție, pe site-ul Camerei Deputaților, Legea Bugetului încă apare sub formă de proiect, care a fost aprobat). Dar aceste mărunțișuri, ca bugetul de 326 miliarde lei (ultimul rând din pagină, de Stat, căci mai este ce al Asigurărilor Sociale, alte bugete și bugețele, cu un total peste 400 miliarde) nu intră în calculele politico-mediatice.

4:21 Got back home from WinCo, same old story, in the back the two Japanese trained kids screamin, playing and hitting a ball real heard, while Angela's trying to sleep. Now, hitting the cable box. As for what happened at WinCo, i made some audio recordings.

Got this real cheap 10 bucks meter with 10 cents strips at Walmart. Now i got the chance to do these experiments. Fast for hours, until my blood sugar goes close to 200. Then eat something, only one thing and see how much is going up. (Eating cucumbers get your blood sugar down by at least 50). Try different foods. When i left i had 325 for eating pease, though they are shown very low calories (it seems when i type they intensify beating in the box). But it was the only thing i had left in the fridge. Now the funny part of the day. Go to auction sites and see what cars have come up in the last 24.

11:21 Don't know what kinda smoke was here all day by i'm kinda wasted. However, i cleared a bit, read the news, oh boy. Taliban takes a revenge on Figaros. Boris turned the faucet on gasoline so they have something real to talk about. In Romania, the robbery of government towards Romanians continues.

Presimt că, la fel ca în cazul bugetului, PNRR se va duce 37% pe aripile vântului climatic iar restul pe apa sâmbetei. Iar românii stau liniștiți fiindcă știu că cineva acolo sus în Senat sau uneori jos în stradă protestează tot timpul pentru ei.

September 25

12:-04 My blood sugar is slowly going down. The reason rate is so low when you stop eating carbs or even when you fast is because all the connective tissues in your body, which sum to several pounds, made of collagen, are loaded with sugar. It takes some time, weeks, or maybe months of no-carb diet to get rid of that sugar because connective tissues do not have lots of blood vessels going through, which would make them mechanically week.

I think i figured the cause for diabetes. Bad bacteria and/or mold in your gut. In my case, from the dog poo left to smell around building.

Dog intestinal bacteria is different from ours because they naturally eat very few carbs. If you are contaminated with it and eat carbs, those carbs turn to toxins and the emergency reaction of your body, which may become permanent if situation is permanent, is to pull immediately all sugar from intestine and store it somewhere. In the liver, eliminate through kidneys and if those two paths are overwhelmed, it stays in your blood stream and from there passes into the connective tissues.

Lowering of metabolism due to inflammation caused by pollution with dust makes things worse. The reason that bacteria is toxic for carbs eating animals may be the symbiosis between that bacteria and dogs, the benefit for dogs being they infect their prey with their droppings, make them sick and easier to hunt. This whole scenario is hard to beat unaided by modern science because it's evolutionary and science for some reason seem to be stuck in second gear, for decades if not centuries making and/or selling a myriad of sophisticated, expensive and unnecessary types of medicines.

The reason is the world is being run by thieves and religious nuts. I think neither of these categories are able to push for progress.

12:59 This guy looks like...

1:35 I went outside to eliminate any doubt, there is no smoke outside, there is light upstairs, the man, the robot's companion is smoking. Most likely not cigarettes.

7:08 I took Angela to work. Today, at 7. She works tomorrow too (Sunday). When i got back there was here in the alley a white pickup with Texas LPN "KZB" with a very loud speaker. Took my blood sugar. After 24 hours of no carbs, from 310 yesterday morning, 200 now.

7:25 Went and picked all the garbage from the mulch. Anything that may contain traces on food on top of the redwood mulch loaded with antibacterial tannin (it gives it  the color red) creates strains of mold that travel inside and make everything stink, especially after doing laundry ad midnight at apt 4 and drying with leaking pipes in the basement, with condensation and wetting and bulging of the floor in my living.

La al cîtulea congres, 4.874 delegați, 2 candidați, din care unul etern și unul curent pe ducă. I-au adus cu autobuzele?

8:00 Lost in translation? După decenii de libertate, media din România încă impune un fel de izolare prin traducerea greșită a știrilor internaționale. China de fapt a declarat ilegale tranzacțiile cu monede cripto  (bineînțeles, pe teritoriul ei).

Monedele cripto sunt de fapt niște softuri create de niște programatori anonimi, care nu au în spate rezerve valutare sau garanții ale vreunui guvern sau nimic altceva. Numeroși "finanțiști cu nume grele" de-a lungul timpului au criticat bitcoin și au avertizat că pot fi niște scheme piramidale (gen Caritas, FNI). Alaltăieri am postat un grafic asemănător, îngânare și aici?

8:24 Ingannare. Munți de gunoaie? Everești?

Deja vu. În graficul din dreapta iar se vede cum COVID-ul a făcut dinți. Și falcă.

8:33 Cassie awoken.

8:39 Giant Moon on the run. "Gotta go do some shopping!". (Ingannare or coincidence. They were playing this song on the radio when i took Angela to work).

There's got to be some carbs in the food i ate (sugar free meatloaf, egg, pickled cucumber, a bit of sugar free yogurt cause my blood sugar went 275 after i ate). Though i'm crashed but that is for not breathing right because of congested nose because of the mold. Not breathing right the whole night could lower metabolism as well?

9:13 Sincer, nu mă surprindea nici invers. Nimic nu mă mai surprinde prea des. Dar lui Cîțu îi trebuia un balon de oxigen ca să mai plutească până la sfârșitul anului și al bugetului și al lui Johannesburg.2:49 I ate one waffle with almond butter and went to sleep, sletp 2 hours and when i woke up i was 295. Went for a 3 miles walk and now i have 265. Never been that bad. I didn't take a reading in a long time and basically i was not dieting, drinking and exposed to dog droppings and dust, lately, a lot. BTW, on the last half mile of my walk i've been metsubushed by two gigantic excavators that move two gigantic  gravel mounts across 7/11. Nyunganarae? Ninja humour? Because of sharp invizible silica dust, now i got pains all over and craving a drink like a crazy.

3:04 Balon de oxigen, gură de aer.

3:07 Intrați în legalitate, plătind retroactiv alocațiile de când a intrat legea în vigoare, spuneți ce s-a făcut cu 16.5 miliarde prevăzute pentru alocații anul acesta, anul trecut, veniți cu o dare de seamă la fiecare minister. Dacă un polițist dă o amendă pe stradă, șoferul trebuie să meargă la ghișeu să plătească (sau mă rog, online). Dacă nu, intră la pușcărie. Dacă un președinte semnează un decret, e opțional?

Sau mai bine declarați-vă identitatea și plecați acasă.

4:08 Went to pick Angela. Fine invisible gravel dust from that construction site flies all the way here. As soon as i passed 7/11 i saw a fire engine in the distance, with flashing lights so i moved on the right lane, next to sidewalk where they were this group of sexy women wearing shorts. Then on  the radio they played I want to ride my bi-cycle. Then somehow i got behind a school bus that was out of any school bus routes, on a Saturday and a truck saying Clean Fleet driven by a Japanese. After so long, same day every day, i figured it can only AI assisted traffic. Similarly on my way back. In the complex a guy on a bicycle was turning his head all the time to make sure he was just ahead of me, all the way to here. Truck started to smell like coolant again though i don't see any visible leak. This is not a state, not a city, i live like the guy in the Truman show, on a setting. Thi
4:30 Some of the dust got on my vocal chords, my voice hoarsened.

11:36 No matter how much i write here, the guy upstairs seems to ignore it. At 11:36 he is thundering with the drier, though the drier pipe is clogged with condensation in the basement. He attempted several times to dry a load of laundry he did earlier today without realizing the thing is not working. I also emailed the management a couple of times about this issue and others.

11:40 Nu se înroșește, Germania e de toate culorile, ca papagalii hrăniți de Angela Merkel. Ca și în cazul României, ca și în toate țările, toți politicienii sunt niște papagali de multe culori.

11:49 It's time to bring this ship into the shore...

12:12 Smoke alert outside as i grabbed the guitar to practice a few intervals. Went and replugged one of the yesterday holes, but when i went for the next one, an SUV came promptly and they seem to never end getting out of it.  OK i got too more. Smaller, harder to find, less smoke then yesterday.