March 3rd

11:00 PM Famiglia din Austro-Ungaria ”Îi voi prinde ca într-o menghină pe cei care agresează familia” / ”După aceea îi setez eu”.

De ce mai circulă piticul ăsta după ce a încălcat legile României folosind în public simboluri naziste și de ce îi repetă media inepțiile?

De unde știm că astea sunt stenograme reale, cine le-a luat și de ce au ajuns azi în media sau ăștia mai scot câte ceva în funcție de nevoile zilei? Cine agresează familia? A fost unul, Pohomaci, de care nu a mai auzit nimeni și încă unul de poveste, care a dispărut după ce am demonstrat eu că nu se putea căsători legal în Belgia?

March 2nd

3:45 AM Musk awe!


This idea came to me tonight just before we left but after seng that Dschinghis Khan video but forgot to write it down. I regretted it all evening.

BTW, Windows done something good. Last night before i went to sleep i did a reset with option to keep my files. But then i fell asleep and in the morning i did not find any message or anything. But it works much better. I was telling Angela, i am not used to. Typing without lag that is. It feels weird.

Last night at Chinook, i saw Starship.

At first i thought the guitarist was replaced with Buckethead. It was that good. However it was not him.

Wanted to google his face before i left cause i knew they do all kinda tricks there but i forgot about that one too. The first time i went there for a concert, and i have little doubts about, the bassist was Trevor Horn, whom i saw before over there, one terrible morning when i found a poop at the corner of the motel where i slept.

Heard some of their famous hits i enjoyed over the years on the... radio, and they were not Marconi's mambas.

Then i went to play poker in the smoker's room. I had some coffee and soda and a few cigarettes. My favorite poker machine was busy so i tried the next one but could not play deuces wild 3 hands under three dollars (though in the beginning i wasted 4 by pressing a button).

So i played instead jacks or better at 25 cents a hand x three hands, which now seemed more exciting than deuces wild. Fewer but bigger wins, easier choices, not boring at all, i kept going without loosing for much longer. When my fun was at max, here came four women at the noisy machines next to those marked Poker on top.

They started to yell like crazy and one of them kept yelling "please please please" like Sabrina. All the people were looking at them but when i looked i saw no excitement or other human emotion on their face. They were faking it hoping i was going to confront them. At some point one of them started to curse and got so loud i just left.

Then i went and spoke to the security upfront. There he was, one of the guys who "caught me" on the premises (not inside) while i was banned and prolonged my ban with a few more months.

He called me by name and he said "This is a casino". I told him those women did about ten time worse than i did when i got banned. He tried to trick me into saying things, speaking more like a lawyer. He said back then they were complaints and i told him "this is my complaint, what are you gonna do about"?

He said i should go and try to talk to them but i said i did not wanted to go into another confrontation (cause they seemed too aggressive) and then we wanted me to come with him and talk to them and that i declined.

Then something real weird happened. Probably due to strong emotions when i talked to him, the coffee i had before, i don't know, i felt like was about to faint. Shaking a bit, and feeling extraordinarily hungry.

Don't know if it was some sort of low blood sugar episode triggered by something, i had a 20 units of insulin before i left on a 320 reading, i did not have the monitor with me. First coffee (a mix of regular and decaf and some ice) tasted a bit weird. I had two of those which for me it's a lot, i can't tolerate much coffee.
 
I went to the car, ate (wolfed out) something (a can of beef ravioli), that didn't do it, in the end i remembered i had some sweet Graham crackers, still not ok after those, i went and searched Angela and she gave me some candies and then i started to feel better. But i swear, for a moment i was contemplating going to the hospital.

Then i got better, however the sweet candies i kept in my mouth caused some discomfort in my jaw as the wound from the triple extraction is not completely healed.

No i can't possibly write it all tonight. One more thing though. I brushed with the Chinese guy who plays on big amounts and wins all the time. They were deer in the dark at Road's End and up on the "mountains". More tomorrow.

12:25 PM Tipul ăla de pe tatami e Bolojan?

March 1st

2:30 Probably people thought i was joking when i said about the Mongol invasion of the Russian Empire that turned into a 240 years occupation. Wondering if what followed 3 centuries later, like the Bolshevik Revolution is not related to it.

I said many times, there is a growing global movement of world being taken over by mongoloids.

Japanese, Koreans, Hungarians, Russians, that somehow unified and put all their efforts together with the purpose of finishing us, the others. Mongols, Magars, Magyars, Hungarians, ninja, are all the same spelling variations of noongars from Australia.

"Native to other regions that was were the kingdom of Hungary". Suggesting they were majoritarian to those regions. They invaded those regions like they first invaded Hungary "proper". Budapest.

Do you want to know how a non-European Hungarian native looks like? Leslie Mandoki (center) was also part of the "German" band called Dschinghis Khan which among others have a song called Moscow.

February 28

12:35 Am scris și eu ca tot omul odată cândva de mult un articol în Wikipedia. Pe vremea când Wikipedia abia apăruse în limba română și mult timp nu au existat articole de loc. A stat un timp, nu știu, vreun an cu un comentariu automat care spunea că este un ciot (stub în engleză). Adică era prea puțin scris. Erau de fapt unul sau două paragrafe care arătau același adevăr despre carisma.

(Wikipedia e tare domle. M-a făcut să zâmbesc. Prima versiune a mea, din 2005, încă există în istoricul definiției. Cu un cuvânt greșit. Am scris distorționat fiindcă am uitat acest cuvânt pe care nu știu dacă l-am folosit vreodată în scris mai înainte și am aplicat regula de conversie ca din engleză. A fost ștearsă complet după un an și ceva și apoi înlocuită cu una și mai scurtă. Comparați cu definiția de azi. Magic LOL).

Carisma, scriam eu, mai pe scurt, este o un fenomen fizio-psiho-sociologic foarte important unde subiectul se supune în mod subconștient unei figuri dominante (spunem carismatice), datorat numai trăsăturilor fizice, ca de exemplu ale feței, dar nu numai.

Persoana dominantă trebuie să aibă anumite trăsături fizice care să schimbe punctul de vedere al subiectului.

De exemplu. Dacă te uiți de jos în sus la fața cuiva, bărbia pare mai mare fiindcă e mai aproape. (Punctul de vedere al copilului ținut în brațe)

Acest tip de față induce în subiect mai ales dacă e în transă, (o stare psihologică modificată sub stres), (poate datorată și numelui, care contribuie) o stare de supunere (gata pentru sugestie) la nivel subconștient.

Barba mare poate amplifica supunerea.

Invers. Dacă te uiți de sus în jos la fața cuiva, ochii par mai mari și mai depărtați, sprâncenele mai sus, iar asta induce atracție și nevoie (imediată) de dominanță (ca de exemplu un bărbat care privește o femeie de sus). Polul opus al carismei.

Femeia cu picioare lungi induce o stare de atracție fiindcă pare privită într-o poziție culcată cu picioarele spre privitor, etc..

Am dat în articol și un exemplu. Hitler nu avea bărbie lungă și pentru a compensa și-a construit o mustață pătrată, care mima aspectul unei guri permanent deschise.

Eu numesc expresie reziduală pe fața cuiva o expresie care există și atunci când individul nu vrea să exprime nimic. Există persoane și chiar popoare care prin modificări genetice succesive au acumulat expresii reziduale de dominație pe fața lor.

Astfel putem explica că lumea are, a avut, lideri care nu au nici o calitate de lideri în afară de carismă (dominanță), ei fiind exponenții unor interese străine.

February 27

12:05 AM Și procurorii sunt timizi, pentru că ce a făcut este descris undeva în Codul Penal.