Wednesday, August 31, 2022

August 31

3:12 Woke up at 2 AM, nauseated due to smell of litter dust. I remembered yesterday i found some huge cracks at the flashing covering the big space left from replacing the old window. From where stuff can fall from wall inside. I'm pretty sure it wasn't like that after they done it. One way this could have happened is if someone was pushing it or hammer it from outside, bending the nails. Got it. When they put the siding.

Rest of the job was done by vibration by the hammering on the building across. Just looked and saw some more gaps under the window like done with a tool and i'm pretty sure i haven't seen those either.

One of the consequences i, i take a shower, i stink again in a couple of hours.


4:50 For the first time i realized the unidentified sulfur like smell i was feeling next to the door was gasoline. I went to see if it's his bike. There was a smell but i could pin it to his bike. Then an idea came to me. I went and opened the little door for gas cap and it was smelling, under. I removed the cap and it was wet, probably due to condensation. However smell should not occur. I removed the cap and put back the old one but now i'm thinking, what if the rims of the gas hole are not perfectly straight, after that accident that brought the car in auction as total loss. Or something else that might explain the difference between mileage on dashboard indicator and that at the pump. I'll see tomorrow.

5:00 Chestiile astea îmi amintesc de niște Shinto gates. Au fost instalate cumva pe vremea lui Constantinescu?

10:54 Măi, Ciucă, not again!... Au tăcut un timp pe chestia asta.

Nu știu de ce, lor li se pare că dacă discută despre ceva lumea crede că ei lucrează la acel lucru. În realitate, ei doar dau din buze. Că le rezolvă sau nu, importantă e sintagma. Fundul cui?

Cât despre Ciucă, lumea vorbește că e gângav. Asta este în concordanță cu ipoteza mea că ar fi acel înotător paralimpic din Ungaria, care are paralizie cerebrală (cerebral palsy) sau pauză la creier mai pe românește. Re-citind articolul, mi-am amintit de mafioți. Imaginați-vă. Dacă ar fi niște mafyoczi la conducerea României, ce ar spune? Nem bani, Nem bani, "nu sunt bani la buget", "nu ne putem permite".

Estimp (un fleac, 32 de ani) banii dvs. din TVA,  impozit pe proprietăți, profit, fluturași, etc., mugurii isărești, sute de miliarde anual, au zburat ca păsările călătoare din Roata lui Sorescu, întotdeauna cu o aripă în nord și una în sud adică spre îndestularea cezarului de unde apune soarele.


Tuesday, August 30, 2022

August 30

12:30 Yesterday morning around 11:15 before they came to finish the sliding door i noticed the motorcycle was moved again, with the cover removed, and i remembered he came home late last night and also saw for the first time what appeared to be a puddle of gasoline that has dissolved some of the asphalt and then dried, showing a different color on the pavement. I was intrigued and took a picture of it but never had time to follow up or write about.

Last night after i slept (passed out) i woke and was ready to go for a walk and was fiddling with the phones trying to make a working connection (they have compatibility issues, as i said, don't always work or ring) before i left when someone knocked at my door around 8:30. I looked through the window and i saw it was the man upstairs and was thinking maybe i forgot something outside whatever but he first started to ask me questions as why the motorcycle was moved, why the construction guys made a mess in his balcony and didn't installed back the AC after they replaced  the sliding door. (Didn't know he had an AC could be a new type, i don't know). I told him the motorcycle was moved several times by the construction guys during last week when he was missing, and they shouldn't have done it without permission.

He then asked me if i knew anything about the puddle of oil in the parking lot and i told him, if that was oil it wouldn't have dried. He told me that the oil cap was ok and i told him i don't know if that motorcycle has an oil pan (with a cap). I asked him how much gas is in the tank and he shook the motorcycle and he said there was none and he also told me he had also worked recently at the fuel line.

Hours later i realized he possibly being new to motorcycles could not know that some motorcycles need a little oil added in the gasoline, as that is the only lubrication provided to the engine. If you fail to do so, the engine may seize and that oil might have accounted for the color of the puddle). So i just went and put a sticky note on his car. I hope i can contact him tomorrow before he goes to fill that tank as i really don't want to knock on his door at this  hour. I would assume he would try to check the fuel line first, and i would see him doing that and talk to him.

I didn't follow on this or other things as all morning and well into the evening, when he came, i was groggy, exactly when they came to work inside the first time. In both cases i fell asleep with all the noise just before they came. In both cases there was something outside putting out fumes, like a diesel generator in the first case and potentially an unused compressor with a tank sitting there all day in second (next to the hydrant in the picture). Wondering how much gas was in that tank and how those vapors influenced me as well earlier. When he came inside again like last time i felt like sleeping while standing and watching him.

8:32 One second he was upstairs, when i looked both car and motorcycle were gone. Then i heard a door and when i looked the car was here, and he was walking away very fast. I went and grabbed the truck and caught with him at the end of the alley, leaving on his bike. Apparently he didn't take my advice to put oil in gas. I told him not to drive like that cause the engine may seize. He asked me how much should he add and what type, like maybe 10W30? and i told him again to google. Then i drove back towards the apartment but remembered i had to buy something and left and saw him taking a turn at the gas station, maybe to buy oil. I went to buy my stuff and when i came back finally had a chance and motivation to google everything.

Oil is added only in 2 stroke engines, which went of the market around 2008 and now are coming back. Oil to be added in gas in a proportion of 50:1 is a special type of oil. Apparently by the shape of the engine of his bike he's got a 4 stroke engine which does not require oil in gas. What happens if you don't add oil in gas in a 2 stroke and if you add in a 4 stroke. So not knowing, risk of something happening is higher if you don't add oil in a 2 stroke.

But there weird parts in this whole story.  First of all, the gas leak which is now covered by his car. He usually went to work on car not on bike. He not knowing if he needs oil in gas. The lyrics of a song i complained about with porn going mainstream. Here's the copy of the note i wrote and attached to the window of his car last night and he confirmed he found it.

O poză din Gardianul îl înfățișează însă mai mult ca... Țepeș.

6:41 I looked at the kitchen window and all the flashing they put moved because of too much tension, leaving big cracks and that explains the "feel" of the day. Even after i did 2 more burgers on the elctric pan, i was still feeling stingy dust so i went and added some clear silicon (that's all i got) so the cracks are still visible. While working at the window, i saw the guy from upstairs coming.

I went and spoke with the guy upstairs. Motorcycle is definitely a four stroke. I think the guys with the van stole his gasoline through the line (he's got a locked cap) and emptied the tank when his bike was in a different position in the parking lot. When he came and moved it, kinda with the front wheel on a higher position than rear, the remaining gas ran on the pavement. In the meantime, the tank was putting out fumes through the open lines, possibly for days. I think they are stealing my gas too but in my case is most for decreasing my mileage performance, even after i put a locked cap on. While i was talking with him, the veteran (a different actor now) and his wife (a writer) came with the dog and were listening.

10:21 When i saw Gorbachev the first time i knew there was hope. He was  the first communist leader i saw smiling, ever. What did i know.

Monday, August 29, 2022

August 29

8:50 Ok they managed to squeeze the words destruction in of documents in a highly emotional news.

8:56 Down the drain. After 11 years the re-invention of toilet has resurfaced.

9:33 I looked at the way they closed the wall after re-installing windows. They put the planks above and below window that used to be in (horizontal) tile configuration that didn't make much sense from rain standpoint, rain getting under those, in scale configuration (yes, like in snake scale), which keeps rain from going under, but let the dust coming out the wall. That piece of bent flashing doesn't help either. But what do you expect? Untrained, illegal, illiterate workers can make "mistakes". However they are not real. They are Japanese simulating Mexicans or other Latinos (yes, Weeknd was among them) and the expedition is lead by the Emperor of Japan himself so no law enforcement (controlled by Xenu here in Tualatin) would dare. Though he is not real in Japan, just another ninja.

Punishment expedition. Last night by example a bunch of teens at the other building were partying again. Poor illegal illiterate sexy teens of all genders, some simulated, some prostitutes that are easy pray to Romanian insatiable vampires.

However the punishment is Scientologic. Lava dust contains thousands of trapped thetans (souls in Scientology) since 75 million years ago when Xenu brought them on Earth immersed in antifreeze on DC8 planes and burred them in lava around volcanoes. Those disembodied thetans when they escape from lava inside the walls they cling to closest humans, tormenting them. (in reality lava dust is stingy and painful on skin and irritates the digestive system). Per Levitt design.

But what they are really doing is trying to stop me or at least slow me down from posting. When things got hairy again they skipped two buildings (one was already half done, one on notice to occupants), came to ours, cracked open the walls (two weeks of intense noise), didn't seal them right so volcanic dust will fall and now they are back at building E, across the alley, making 10 times the necessary noise, again, per lack of training, in reality releasing vast amounts of dust form our walls. (The final of the video, does it represent the marching of Romanians towards Europe or Russians towards Ukraine?).


As for thetans, if the omnipotent eternal thetans existed before Universe as Hubbard says, and i think the hypothesis has merit, as they could be leftover bubbles of Hawking stationary radiation, and they gathered out of boredom and decided to create it as their playground, even if they forgot their true nature, as Scientology preaches, i don't believe they could have been physically buried in lava, in a black hole or anything created by them. My opinion.

9:58 You think this is crazy? None of the media shootings were real. Or the Ja_nuary riot. What i wrote above is both real and crazy.

10:28 Încă un exemplu de logică elastică în cadrul evenimentului nunții Sam-firei (în România totul e de efect, cauza contează mai puțin). Melodia "autobiografică" a înspăimântătorului (uber bully) Kovacs În umbra marelui urs este în mod evident (marele urss, duh!) anti-sovietică și anti-rusească, în timp ce Simion, AUR este perceput în România ca pro-rus.

Cât despre o mie de ani de pribegie, să fie aluzie la maghiarii nepalezi budiști care au înființat statul Maghiar (cu numele inițial Ungaria, pentru a cuprinde încă 500 de ani de ereditate) în anul 1000.

That on top of the round Earth (obviously knwon to them at that time) is not a cross but the Chinese radical 32 for Earth.

12:04 Ok so they apparently entered the siesta, they won't possibly come in to finish the sliding doors in the next couple of hours, was getting ready to leave for a walk when i saw the screen at the sliding door was again moved enough for someone to get in, though the latch at the door itself was closed. From outside and from the blade of the ioniq filter i smelled not lava dust but contaminated litter dust. As i found my key and cap and finished writing here, an ambulance siren went off anticipating my sortie.

3:30 Nevermind that. On my way out i saw a guy in the parking lot reading a ticket next to my truck. I knew i got one on my truck too since i didn't move it since last Thursday afternoon (after the picking of the garbage). Heading that way i saw what i thought it was the guy who did my windows from the inside working at the next building at the sliding doors and i asked him when is he going to do it at ours and he said in 20 minutes. So i went and picked the ticket and waited for one hour and a half and exactly like last time i fell asleep at the computer, which is hard to believe with all that dust when he knocked this time at the sliding doors. So he did it, the whole story some other time. They officially finished everything on the inside. Now i'm free to go for my walks every time i want, first time in more than two weeks. Also don't have to stay here to listen at the noises, but they almost finished those anyways.

4:24 Încă o dovadă că ungurii (maghiarii, whatever) sunt asiatici. Gene recesive care se manifestă după multe generații.

10:17 Artemis rocket which is mainly a gigantic flying fuel tank (actually a couple of them) with the shape of a rocket (with two solid fuel, uncontrollable boosters), carries at takeoff a total of 537,000 gallons, 317,000 pounds or 143,788 kg of liquid hydrogen. That would be enough to power a second generation Toyota Mirai that runs on hydrogen and has a tank capacity of 5,65 kg with a range of 1360 km for 34,610,916 (34 million km), or more than 110 times distance to Moon. I'd say very inefficient and wasteful. Also, as NASA themselves say, a huge risk for everybody, including the astronauts. I personally wouldn't climb on top of that for all the money in the world. How about landing on Moon, taking off back to Earth?

10:38 I knew they will come because i vacuumed yesterday. As they worked at the sliding door for that hour the wall was open and the man walking on the carpet brought in here enough invisible stingy dust to make my eyes hurt (once i got sober). One of the tricks i knew is cooking beef in the oven and i had some in the fridge. Beef fat grease vapor flying in the air clings to that electrified nano dust (by the shaking of the boots outside on the concrete and boots friction with the freshly cleaned carpet) and brings it down on the carpet until the next vacuuming.

11:50 Another idea came to me. Why do Arabs eat so much sheep. Maybe because they live in the desert where much dust must be flying around? Cooking the sheep meat itself may bring beneficial vapors in the house. My epic stomach pains diminished a lot after that Arab guy moved downstairs in Beaverton, and he was cooking sheep every Saturday or so, boiling it for hours. I hated it but years after i realized it actually did good to me and to the building as those grease vapors entered the walls and stabilized the insulation.

Sunday, August 28, 2022

On the Possibility of Destroying Information by Intelligent Beings

Von Neumann was a  polymath. He did research in quantum analysis and also invented the computer as we know it (von Neumann architecture).

For those who don't know, quantum theory describes all physics that deal with constantly quantifiable (small) amounts. While the big Universe seems chaotic and analogous where all measurements seem continuous (uninterrupted, without bumps) at any scale, the small Universe if you want it is made of discrete values and events. From molecule down, everything, has discrete life (predefined size and mass and (half) lifetime) and associated predefined values; (charge, mass, spin, etc..). If you smash one particle you would only get more particles in one precise, invariable, predictable event, but not random dust or anything. Think of it as grains (quantum) vs milk (classic).

Here comes Stephen Hawking, that most people heard about, from his grim predictions about humankind future, but not knowing nothing about his work. One of his enunciations (if not the only major one) was the so called black hole paradox.

Quantum theory states that information cannot be destroyed in this universe. That is for every tiny event that happens there should be some leftovers from which we can figure the initial state of that system.

It is, in a way, an analogy or maybe even a continuation to the principle of conservation of energy and matter in classics.

However Hawking first said when something gets into a black hole it seems all information about that (sub)system is lost.

(How about mirroring events through quantum entanglement? What happens if a particle entangled with another enters a black hole and the other one not? Could entanglement happen more often than we know it and have something to do with transmitting or mirroring information, the meaning of the information itself or maybe even our conscience?) (Could all particles in the Universe be entangled?)

Hawking then comes with this theory stating that black holes can release a form of (thermal) radiation called of course Hawking radiation that may contain information about the things absorbed by the black hole, putting an end to his own paradox. But i believe there will be a long time, maybe an infinity (is infinite possible in quantum? is a numeric infinite really infinite since it is made of numeric values) until we will be able to know what it is (thermal means photons, right? not even light, right?) and how to measure it.

I can think of another way in which information can escape from a black hole and that is after the completion of a cycle big bang followed by a big crunch of the Universe when eventually all black holes reunite and then explode back giving birth to the new one. Maybe this is the way the collective or possibly a unique individual universal intelligence reunites with self and then because of much boredoom starts to agitate and releases self in a new equally complex living Universe. (Will we meet all there? Maybe, but only if we get in a black hole alive with all our memories still intact within the synapses of our neurons or maybe all emanate at death a form of Hawking radiation). 

And here is another paradox. Let's say we have a RAM (Random Access, or read-write type of Memory) computer bit or better a few (a register) of the flash type that can memorize a certain information (a number) by means of trapping a few electrons for each bit, and let' say that number that is never accessed (read) or known.

We all know that we can reuse that register to store other information. So what happens to the previous information stored in that registry? Some will argue they will be leftover electrons or whatever down the drain, but those are melting in the analogous chaos of the thermal agitation inside connectors whatever (and would not exist other than heat since we can't observe them individually anyways once they left their quantum trap).

(From the information written in the previous paragraph, we may also deduce that all computers are quantum, obviously because they deal with quantum state information or using a (quantifiable) number of electrons per bit).

But from the point of view of the user of that system, the information that was never read was lost and/or destroyed period.

So John Neumann must have known this as it is (probably) the first thing that comes to the mind of a polymath who worked in both fields after examining the way RAM memory registers behave. Though flash memory did not exist during his days, (but maybe was predicted) FETs that use around 10.000 electrons per bit or capacitors existed etc.. According to google, he never said anything about it, like Leo Szilard did (maybe he didn't want to start another recession followed by a war, though the world was kinda tired of those at that time).

I wouldn't have bothered to mingle in this virtual scientific space with all these illustrious minds (von Neumann, Hawking, Szilard, Masuoka etc.) if i would not be continuously pissed by bits of information that appear in media that seem to try to cancel or delete the ones i just put (in the same virtual space or registry) and i keep asking myself if there's not some "secret" theory behind it. Wouldn't be the first time when they apply quantum theory to society (though social beings are obviously not quantum, their thoughts or information stored in their mind always is).

Another more "active" way they can destroy information with no possibility of retrieval from the stating enunciation is a lie.

Humans are probably the only beings in Universe capable of lying (destroying information, replacing with something else) and thus causing artificial modification of natural social causal chains (altering the course of Universe at will, rebuilding?). Truth can be reestablished only using information from different causal chains that are related or reflecting the one that have been directly altered but is usually inefficient and it is impossible to fix subsequent causal chains that have already been altered by a lie as not all may be reached by the consequences of correction. (A fool can throw a stone in a pond that 100 wise men can not get out.).

After thoughts.

I think is safe to assume that Hawking radiation occurs at the event horizon level of the black hole, where elementary forces from within are strong enough to deconstruct every piece of matter that enters the black hole and only when some "useful" information about the arrangement of matter is destroyed and at that moment only. That leads to the possible generalization that every time information is destroyed (in this case about arrangement of matter entering the black hole) this radiation occurs.

By generalizing we deduct that any type of destruction of information is accompanied by such radiation, like in the case of someone's death or when someone decides to lie or when a Newman architecture type of computer registry is emptied of information etc..

So i can state that every time a RAM memory that was written is being powered down, Hawking radiation is emitted.

Talking about black holes and Hawking radiation an idea came to me. Most scientists and journalists of course these days agree that the Universe is finite and ever expanding, which expansion one day or eon may stop and reverse. However there is one thing i don't understand. Radiation, like Hawking radiation and generally radiation may escape the boundary of the Universe upsetting the matter/energy balance of the initial big bang heading to a big crunch (or maybe the edges of the Universe expand too fast for that to happen?).

Another thing is if Hawking radiation can escape a black hole, will it probably escape the big crunch as well, possibly preserving our souls for the next Universe, like Scientology says? etc..

I could write much more on this but i keep some ideas to myself as i'm not being paid for this, this sample, a few others is just enough to show how far behind we are after more than a century of media and lies and discretionary intentionally misdirected grants.

August 28

6:40 Vino Țepe
7:53 The dust i picked from the grass was not sawdust but that kinda dust used for cleaning carpets.

Memes (negative subconscious corrections):

9:00 Drelling shotgun.

11:28 Georgina Lukács.

11:42 Iarbă uscată la teatru.

11:48 Mașina asta seamănă prea mult cu a mea ca să nu mă enervez. Mai demult credeam că multe din aceste coincidențe sunt amenințări, dar ele sunt mult mai mult decât atât. Sunt oscilații care se pot opri în orice poziție, însemnând, până la o examinare mai atentă o infinitate de lucruri simultan sau un exemplu de cum mai aplică ei teoria cunatică în știri după evenimente create special.

11:20 Să ai o asemenea colecție de mașini într-o țară fără drumuri și o asemenea pasiune, să te lauzi și să nu faci lobby pentru construcția de autostrăzi mi se pare tot așa dincolo de cinism, chiar și de nesimțire.