September 1st

11:05 Ok la mine e 11 seara August 31, probabil cea mai în urmă oră din partea mai cunoscută a lumii, mai încolo e doar Pacificul cu insulele lui. A și Alaska. Acolo e 10.

Eu postez prin editarea veșnică a unei postări zilnice iar când se termină ziua încep o postare nouă. Deci la fiecare adăugare a unei note marcată cu ora respectivă practic re-editez deci risc să modific tot ce am scris în ziua aceea. Deci nu mai continui cu 31 fiindcă e prea important ce am scris și ce am mai descoperit în timp ce scriam și nu vreau să mai risc.

Au început cu mizerii de fake-uri din ce în ce mai nonșalante. Două deocamdată.

Cum a putut fi trecut cu vederea de toată media care scrie ceva dacă o vedetă a făcut cel mai mic gest, s-a scărpinat în fund (aoleu ce vor mai preula asta din volei) faptul că un purtător de cuvânt al unui IPJ a stat în comă o săptămână. Faza a apărut imediat după ce am scris eu de lurările la canalizare de aici care durează tot de o săptămână, dar pe unele site-uri cu câteva ore mai devreme. După cum spuneam cred că AI-ul lor poate anticipa cu ore înainte ce voi scrie. Sau pentru că am vorbit ieri cu glas tare despre asta.

Alta. Tot scriu de zei și zeițe, au venit și ei cu ceva că doar nu pot sta liniștiți fiindcă asta e job-ul lor în România. Să mintă cât încape. Veți vom scăpa oare vreodată de ei?

11:20 Ungaria a mai cerut un împrumut de la UE? Ungaria, o țară de 10 milioane locuitori primea în 2013 4 miliarde pe an din bugetul UE în timp ce România contribuie cu două anual. Vă întrebați oare de ce?

12:58 Wake me up when September ends... Pikachu? Horny but not red! I think he needed to be fined if not only for the BS...

1:23 Same category here!

1:40 Raichu. Ok. Alexa may not have the best legs in the world.

9:17 Replica, pe măsură. Se pot lungi picioarele, dacă asta este ceea ce dorește cineva. Dar cum. Se rup (fracturează oasele și se prind de niște tije exterioare pe șuruburi și se depărtează în fiecare zi pe măsură ce fractura (nu) se vindecă). Durează câteva luni de stat în pat bineînțeles pe calmante fiindcă durerile sunt ca la o fractură permanentă.

Partea de os lungită numai a os nu mai arată, este îngroșată, cu neregularități. Există bineînțeles și riscul de a rămâne așa, cu oasele rupte. Urmează o reabilitare chinuitoare fiindcă mușchii și tendoanele nu se mai "potrivesc". O barbarie de o cruzime ce nu se poate descrie. Hai ar mai merge un cm doi și câteva luni de stat îm pat, dar tipa din articol practic s-a deformat. Eu am suspiciunea că Madonna a recurs la așa ceva.

Se justifică poate în anumite cazuri medicale (inegalități între lungimea picioarelor etc.).

Am pus mai mult timp în urmă în dreapta sus la blogul meu un link la bugetul de stat pe ministere (și alți "ordonatori de credite") care însumate reprezintă cheltuielile, cred că a venit timpul să vorbesc despre partea cealaltă a bugetului, și anume veniturile, care trebuie să fie egale cu cheltuielile normal.

Acest articol lămurește și el Bugetul de Stat (că sunt mai multe, a se vedea legea plafoanelor - 2023), pe venituri și cheltuieli, pe 2022. Bun și ăsta diferența e că bugetul a crescut, el crește mereu. Se poate vedea că deficitul este diferența dintre cheltuieli și venituri. Deficitul se rezolvă prin împrumuturi de către stat.

Conform legii bugetului pe anul acesta, Anexa 1, Venituri, veniturile totale (la Bugetul de Stat) sunt 275 miliarde, se pot vedea în această pagină de pe site-ul Camerei Deputaților defalcarea pe surse iar în josul paginii a 2-a se poate vedea că TVA (Taxa pe Valoarea Adăugată) pe ceare noi o plătim când cumpărăm ceva este cea mai mare sursă de venit și probabil cel mai ușor de strâns fiindcă teoretic toate casele de marcaj care vă dau bonurile fiscale sunt conectate la ANAF.

Dar cine poate garanta că tot ce strâng e real sau chiar strâng?

Apropo știați cum se calculează deficitul? Se face normal difrența între venituri și cheltuieli (pentru a le egaliza cu alte cuvinte) și diferența se împrumută. Nu știu cât este exact, vreo 70 miliarde. Dar ca să nu se sperie lumea, se raportează la PIB (Produsul Intern Brut) care este suma a tot ce se vinde într-o țară într-un an.

Și aici mi-a venit o idee. În România PIB-ul (GDP, Gross Domestic Produt) e vreun trilion și ceva de lei adică peste o mie de miiliarde, împarți deficitul mă rog cât e 70 miliarde la un trilion și ceva și-ți dă 7% sau 5% nu știu pe de rost acum. Și acum partea interesantă. Dacă se aplică TVA la tot ce se vinde, atunci cât se strânge sau ar trebui să se strângă?

9:47 Lucrează ăștia la canalizare și fac un zgomot infernal, mă opresc aici pentru moment.

11:48 Still got my bags on the kitchen floor and there are some frozen stuff i bought form WinCo but got to write this first. On my way there which is 3 exists on I5 i got to pass 4 cell phone towers (yes many of them are along freeways to give coverage to drivers), some of them big, with huge antennas each containing smaller antennas inside, some possibly 5G. I had the meter in the pocket of my jacket and was beeping like crazy almost all the way to the 72 exit. About 15 minutes later i started to feel the pains, of which most worrisome are in the lower abdomen and upper legs, muscles and possibly bones.

It's been a long time since i haven't been drinking for a whole week (yes i stopped because of my platelets). When i do usually i don't drink till afternoon but if you drink late at night in the morning you will still have some alcohol in your system depending on your liver and will never be alcohol free and that is causing modifying your perception of pain.

I don't know if it happens because i reached my limit or because i am targeted with directed 5G beams but this is what i feel and i think something is wrong. So i finally decided to look for alternate routes and i think i found one and came back but made of mistake, got again close to one of the towers, but next time i know what to do.

When i got here i was really mad because of the pain (in the legs the pain is at the intensity of a painful tooth each, but also face, head) and the fact this is happening thinking how am i supposed to drive around in the future and thinking what an abuse and how the freeways are built across cities in the US  an Asian guy came to me from the other side of the parking lot, smiling, trying to tell me that he saw someone hit my truck and kinda pointed behind but i haven't seen new dents, or maybe a small one inch abrasion on the bumper.

However my truck this morning was in a different area, 300 ft away from where he parked in front of his apartment where he could. I did not realize at first the extent of the damage mosly because of intense light but also because of pain and all kinda distractions around me. It looks like it was done with the sharp edge of a square bumper.

At WinCo at the self check-stands there was this Asian guy with a kid in his cart who pushed the cart and the kid in my face, like 2 ft away from me, all the time i was checking, while he was checking with his daughter (judging by age).

1:30 Upstairs. They don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping and they don't stop stomping... And now they started to squeak. And they don't stop stomping. 2:12 I did not pay attention and bought hot instead of Bar S normal smoked sausages from WinCo but they are so hot i can't eat them. I mean, i ate hot food before in my life but never like that. Crying hot. I think if i survive the one i just ate i will return them or throw them in the garbage (i think it was 7 bucks for 24 ct.). Also because i could not pay attention to anything because of the pain.

2:50 Studies have shown. Am i missing something here? What they challenged and what they ruled?

Sometimes i feel sorry for us all the Americans not having read anything from Caragiale! The whole world would have looked different today...

Talking about Ion Luca Caragiale... Co_Caco_la la!.  Will get there fast and they we'll take it slow... i rub ya jamaica common pretty mama key largo mont ego port o prince i wanna take a glimpse...

August 31

It's amazing how much energy the guys upstairs have. They kept Angela awake by ritually dancing on bedroom floor/ceiling till 2:30. At 4:30 she awoke to go to work at 6. Now at 6:30 they started to torment me, especially when i'm doing some critical searches. One of them will stay here and do that all day long.

What i am trying to prove is the name of not so Hindu Goddess Kali actually comes from kylie or karly, two Asutralian Aboriginanal words for boomerang. Wanted to do that synthetically with a video and a link but i lost my patience because of them of course and i will just write it down in many words (need to note here the Romanian word for hook, cârlig, of oficially given  bulgarian? etymology).

One of Kali's weapons is a hook or as called (in India) vajra knife that resembles a type of boomerang.

There are several types, of which one is returning, and i think that one is for hunting birds that fly in flocks.

Boomerangs in India were made of iron and they could be the ancestors of those knife or maybe any type of knives and/or swords. In the US boomerangs were made of basalt.

As i said, if you wanted to hit a moving target with a boomerang, you have to anticipate target's position in time. Kali is also a goddess of time.

The returning type of boomerang symbolizes the cyclicity of many events in time (the eternal return).

The other arguments are the name and the many arms which may come from the appearance of some people doing a haka dance.

The reason is obvious. I am trying to prove that Kali, one of the most worshiped goddess in north-eastern India and as Daikokuten in Japan and probably other places is actually a symbol and a synthesis of memories of a past where life depended on those weapons or hunting tools, but how many causal consequences derive from it and how they burden of present and will those ever cease if i prove that.

7:45 I think they got to the point where they can anticipate, using AI, what i will say hours or days in advance.

1:07 Ok 70 din 100000 au fost lăsate ca centrare pentru b1 ca să vină ei cu o pildă și o psihoză în știri, pentru că altfel nu îmi explic cum le-au găsit și nu acum prima dată.

În schimb nimeni nu a văzut cisternele parcate ilegal într-o localitate pe un drum național de cel puțin 10 ani la 20 km de București prin care teoretic a trecut poate și marele prin absență Iohannis când A3 era blocată. Acordul ADR e prea vag.

2:02 Mda și pentru a vă ține in_formați au trântit și o Barbie cu picioarele ridicate lângă articol. Apropo între o Barbie statică cu picioarele în sus și o femeie reală ce ați alege?

2:57 I have been searching. Vasco is a name of an old European pre-Latin of Spanish (gaelic) or Portuguese origin depending on sources. A version in Italian is Blasco which may be precursor to Blachs or Vlachs which is the medieval name for Romanians. There is a village in Romania and a commune in Moldova with the unaltered name Vascăuți which indicates the pre-Latin origin. Names like Gal, Galan or even Gologan are not uncommon in Romania.

If not married, by name she may be Hungarian (Jew) of Romanian origin mixed with some Urkainian which explains the affinity but there is also a lot of professional acting in her act which explains some the attractivity. Rest is native.

No Blachs does not mean black.

3:06 Angela says she is too tired to go to the office to complain of what they did last night upstairs until 2:30 AM.

5:21 When i came from my walk today i felt my phone vibrating and then i checked and was off. Have not charged it in months and i only turned it a few times to check messages and when i checked today the battery in settings was at 62%, screen time 23 minutes and last charge 16 days ago. I wish i had on it some app that could track more of the usage. There is nothing under my account in google except for internet usage, more than 60 days ago. I think i won't take it with me during my walks or anywhere, even off, is too risky.

Yes i slept earlier with the door at the balcony open, with only the screen closed but not locked, cause the emperor took the lock away instead of installing it last summer. The reason i keep the door open? They stop making noise upstairs.

5:42 I have all the symptoms of an exposure.

5:22 Dacă există o scurgere dintr-o astfel de cisternă, chiar masivă și ia foc, cisterna nu explodează pentru că în interior nu există aer din cauza presiunii gazului. Focul sub cisternă cauzează explozia prin creșterea temperaturii și a presiunii gazului devenit fierbinte care însă ia foc abia după ce cisterna explodează din cauza presiunii, și abia după ce se răspândește suficient ca să se amestece cu aerul, iar atunci arde masiv într-o bulă mare de foc dar neexploziv.

Dar e nevoie de ceva timp ca temperatura și presiunea să crească până la ruperea pereților, timp în care o persoană instruită putea să intervină cu un stingător, dacă focul nu era prea mare și nu era cauzat de o scurgere masivă sub cisternă.

6:30 Cadence Academy.

7:10 One idea from my walk in clean air. It is unclear to me yet if the practice of seppuku in Japan for reasons of restoring one's honor and karma in future lives can be linked to a god though i found it listed in an article called Bizarre Methods of Human Sacrifice.

But at least the decapitation in the end which was seen as an act of mercy, ending the sufferance of the person committing seppuku, had to be done in such a manner that a piece of skin should be left so the head would hang and not fall to the ground and that can be linked to Kali.

So far i could find the samurai were praying as part of the ritual but could not find if to one precise god or their own favorite god. They were allowed to eat their favorite food and that can be linked to Daikokuten.

And one more thing. Sepukku was carried only with the permission (of the daimyo).

In the same article we can see clearly how the thugs were performing human sacrifices (and robberies) in the name of Kali.

While i was preparing this link, they sent in front of my open sliding door children to yell.

8:00 But all of the above are just a few cases, most notorious, and were just gathered from various sites and put together for reviewing them.

I suspect the pandemics and all the wars in Europe of the last and current century have something to do with it as i believe all leaders in all countries are their people or controlled by them and a small part of them is caught in my other blog.

9:00 Alcoolsimul cauzează atrofierea creierului într-o anume măsură dar nu apare pe lista celor mai comune cauze.

Berea nu hidratează, din contră. Totuși la 90% apă e preferabilă din acest punct de vedre tăriei. 

O doză de bere de 340 ml mai are și 15 grame de carbohidrați (aproape o lingură cu vârf echivalent zahăr) care înseamnă 60 calorii și 17 ml de alcool, echivalentul a 42 ml tărie care este ars în celule fără a da nici o energie, încălzind corpul cu restul până la 160 calorii, deci nu e bună vara.

Atenție cafeaua și cofeina din carbogazoase dezhidratează la fel sau mai mult.

Fraza asta nu prea are sens. Cafeaua dehidratează mai mult decât alcoolul pentru că ridică tensiunea și cauzează ca rinichii să elimine mai multă apă în timp ce alcoolul scade tensiunea.

9:45 I said it many times before. The constant presence of dog waste around the building changed our microbial flora to dog type. They scheduled a main line sewer replacement right after the asphalt coating to dig for proof.

I myself was scheduled to pass away and they laid a number of traps, in honor of their gods represented by number 9, that is September, or October whatever and i'm sick with all kinda infections and not sure if i am out of the woods, leaving behind all kinda "evidences".

10:00 Unprecented levels of noise upstairs today and right now made me almost delete this whole day or some of my most important posts ever. I am not even sure i have not deleted some of them so i am sill reviewing.

10:10 Just heard them going to the car several times and bringing upstairs all kinda heavy objects.

August 30

5:50 It was more than a month ago. The day before i wrote this. The guy looking obvious Japanese was standing next to a cash machine. Actually leaning on it. I asked him to move along so i can cash my ticket. I was pretty drunk and also irritated because i ate something spicy earlier. He looked like he was under some influence either or was simulating.

We started to yell at each other. He did a karate move, while smiling at me (watch the date on the video). I left. One hour after i saw a commotion with several security guards in the area where Angela was playing but do not know the reason.

Later in the parking lot. We were about to leave. Two security guards followed me at the car. One of them asked me for ID. I told him that in US only Police can ID me. He said that "technically here you are in a foreign country". That is according to treaties with Indian tribes and stuff. Then he said that if he called the Police i would be arrested. He didn't say why.

Then i got in the car with Angela and left. One minute later, at Safeway, Angela wanted to drive. She drove all the way home.

I can't remember how many times i was there since that day until last Saturday. At least once, cause i remember the episode when there was this 5 miles long line of cars coming from Lincoln City ending right in front of Spirit Mountain when i took a right coming from Grand Ronde Rd. (went to the convenience store there).

One car left the line and took a left on Grand Rd (i was coming from North on the map) when i was about to make a right, masking the incoming traffic from my left (or East on map on the only available lane) which was a speeding big black pickup with a Japanese driver.

Almost didn't see that one and would have probably been crushed to pieces by it if i took that right. The accident would have blocked the only lane available for an ambulance and i would have probably died an excruciating death.

I know in that day i drove to Lincoln City and went to Chinook Winds. Can't remember now how many times i went between the incident with the guy leaning against the cash machine and last Saturday (25) but i would guess every weekend.

Last Saturday again i went in there (call it routine or ritual) played for one hour at a poker machine in a corner like i usually do when i first go there, didn't loose or win much, when one of those little security guy looking Japanese from the parking lot and a tall older guy looking Hungarian with the name Jerry on his badge came at me, asked for my ID, they wanted to follow them to the security room, which i declined, and then told me i was banned from the Casino for 6 months, for the incident on July 23rd, after going there at least 3 more times since.

But it wasn't only that. I went around looking for Angela and they came after me and told me i have to page her from the security desk next to main entrance instead of searching her which i did. Then we walked through the whole casino all the way to the elevators that lead to the new parking lot with them following from two different directions, from a distance.

One more thing. When i entered the casino Saturday, or the day i was banned (can't remember precisely if it was Friday or Saturday but it think i was Saturday August 26 and i was parked on the highest level on the new parking lot, because the main one was occupied with a car show, i usually avoid that parking which i very convenient, because of the very high signal from the tower near were the Grocery Outlet store is), i saw on the left at the first machine you see on the left when you enter from that direction a guy with an unusual big head i saw in one of Alexa's videos and he was kinda staring at me, like waiting for me to recognize him (trying to see if i can find that tik tok clip).

I took this picture on August 11, so this is one more time i can prove i was there but probably went one or two more times until last Friday August 25. Then why ban me one month after the incident and after i went there several more times?

6:50 I think it was this guy, saw him briefly at the end of one of her clips then it disappeared, should have took a screenshot instead of just staring at his picture, and the account now shows private and can't see or show his face no more.

7:30 Today an idea came to me and i did some searches to confirm it. Infections are common with cancer and until recently they have been considered opportunistic but some started to ask themselves if they are not the cause. Since i have seen so many lies about so many things and the faces of the impostors everywhere i started to ask myself if this is another case of suppressing information for some reason like human sacrifices to the goddess Kali on a planetary scale or simply destroying the sinners (godless) of this world or both.

They might be as well common or not so well known bacteria.

Cause if so cancer could be treated with a longer course of antibiotics, like TB. Could this be the reason antibiotics are not sold over the counter in most countries? So they can control us, infect those who want to get rid of and then give them fake treatments that don't work like surgery, chemo and radiation?

8:43 Didn't know! However i know that now, after WWII, somehow they got to control the whole of Romania (can ask the soviets how that happened) and nowadays 8 million people out of theoretically 20 have already left because of lack of jobs, infrastructure (freeways) and crazy acting leaders and media.

11:11 Urmărind clipul de pe tik tok (ca și cum profesioniștii de la b1 nu ar avea un server să pună acolo un video) ne dăm seama că acele șuruburi nu sunt esențiale în susținerea podului ci doar a șinei de protecție (și poate nici acolo, din cauza tipului de îmbinare perfect) iar ascultând comentariile ne dăm seama că podul e încă în construcție. Chestia cu șuruburile a fost selectată special în legătură cu ce am văzut acum două zile pe google maps.

Dar s-ar putea să aibă legătură și cu faza asta, constructorul fiind japonez. Apropo, cifra 9 este asociată și cu zeița.

E posibil ca și constructorul să vrea să ilustreze imposibilitatea de a pune piulițe la un asemenea tip de îmbinare (pe care nu am inventat-o eu), ceea ce este fals. Piulițele se pot suda puțin pe partea din interior din fabrică la capetele profilului pătrat, sau lipi cu adeziv, doar pentru a păstra poziția și preveni învârtirea în timpul înșurubuării după care pot prelua toată forța de strângere.

7:45 I am trying right now to find a guy i saw for a few seconds more than a month ago. Closest i could find so far but i'm not done. Shinobu written 史靖. The ironic part is... you guessed it. Shinobi written 忍び is the old word in Japanese for ninja written 忍者.

9:00 Santinelă și patrulă... Nimeni (din politicieni) în România nu poate face nimic din cauza celorlați.

9:42 The Six Kalimas and a didgeridoo. Does he turn and then do they make a wheel moving like a clock symbolizing time passage? Kali Bali? 

Time, Calend, calendar, call...

10:52 Talking about etymologies... Is it possible that Shinto may come from Hindu...

August 29

12:07 Prima sincronizare. 31 de ani, Alexandra, și seamănă. Ce să cred. Au retras-o, era tot unguroaică cu altă identitate. Am timp să mă ocup? Nu și nici nu mai vreau, m-am săturat după 14 ore la calc.. Și de link-uri. M-am săturat să mai pun link-uri.

12:10 Choking the demons. Air quality index is 80 at the nearest station, but here it feels like 150 inside with the filter on. I went outside briefly and the smoke is just around the building here. The reason the person that was making noise upstairs is now gone. The person cause the reason is long gone or never existed.

Nevermind Angela forgot to shut the bedroom's window when she went to bed.

12:40 As the smoke clears a bit, upstairs he's back in business.

12:41 Ukraine war as seen by BBC (British Broadcast Corporation).

1:44 Eureka! Jumped out of bed to post one more. Good things may be comming out of a good obsession with the goddess of Tik tok.

Got so excited they accidentally filled the apartment again with smoke and now i'm choking and count by breath and heartbeats again.

7:42 Da bine dar pe cei cu casele distruse datorită autorităților criminale cine îi ajută? În ultimul timp într-adevăr au fost tot felul de întâmplări șocante însă majoritatea au fost făcături de media cu participarea autorităților, pentru liniștirea dvs.. În schimb, guvernul nostru îi ajută pe ucraineni.

7:50 Ce am mai aflat, după analize și o înțepătură de siringă ce era să mă coste viața.

Cei care se lasă brusc de băut, de obicei din cauză că le este rău, intră la risc de atac de inimă și/sau cerebral și iată cauza.

Din cauza suprimării funcționării măduvei osoase în caz de alcoolism (dar și administrare de aspirină), trombocitele (platelets) care în mod normal formează cheagurile de sânge pentru oprirea sângerărilor, pot scade sub valorile normale dintre 150 și 400 timp de 4 zile după renunțare la alcool (withdrawal), și apare riscul de hemoragii.

Numărul trombocitelor începe apoi să crească și revine la normal în aproximativ 10 zile după încetarea consumului ajungând cu până la 100 (de mii pe microlitru) mai multe decât în timpul alcoolismului, iar persoana care de obicei nu are grijă să se hidrateze și/sau și-a pierdut pur și simplu senzația de sete, după perioade lungi de alcoolism, când organismul funcționează așa, mai ciudat, intră acum la risc pentru a dezvolta cheaguri de sânge în arterele îngustate de inflamații datorite infecțiilor.

Alcoolul până la anumite valori poate fi un stimulent cerebral, crescând fluxul sanguin la creier cu până la 30%, contribuind astfel la favorizarea senzației de "bine". Scăderea flxului sanguin după renunțare (withdrawal) poate adăuga la riscul de cheaguri și infarct apărut prin creșterea trombocitelor și este probabil principala cauză a senzațiilor de sevraj (withdrawal).

Așa numitul sevraj (withdrawal) psihologic poate fi de fapt tot fiziologic fiindcă nu mai poți atinge acel flux sanguin în creier care te făcea superman.

Alcoolism poate fi și câteva pahare în fiecare zi iar o simplă analiză pentru trombocite poare spune stadiul în care sunteți dvs.. 

Poate mulți au mai auzit și de delirium tremens, acesta apare la valori ale trombocitelor sub 120, și poate apare în primele zile după renunțare la alcool când trombocitele continuă să scadă.

Ce am mai aflat zilele astea. Unul din motivele pentru care bărbații mai în vârstă cu activitate sexuală redusă din motive de sănătate a lui sau partenerei fac infecții și în final cancer de prostată este scurgerea la expunerea de stimulenți vizuali și psihologici, care este urmată de infectarea scurgerii, mai ales la diabetici a căror orice secreție are zahăr și facilitează înmulțirea și urcarea patogenilor pe uretră, mai ales în medii nu tocmai curate (mucegai din casa țevilor, subsol, gaz de canal, tomberon).

Salivarea din același motiv poate duce la infecții ale glandelor salivare ce se transmite la pancreas care au unele celule similare cu cele din glandele salivare.

Cauza poate fi activitatea sexuală intensă din tinerețe urmată de abstinență totală, e un drum fără întoarcere pe care ai pornit de obicei la vârsta căsătoriei.

Am mai aflat că există organizații religioase care furnizează spectacole gratuite cu actrițe profesioniste pe anumite site-uri, pentru atragerea și curățarea "păcătoșilor", spectacole care merg mult dincolo de stimularea obișnuită, crează dependență permanentă și evoluție rapidă spre un final (in)evitabil.

Dar cine spune că trebuie să trăim mereu și mai ales pentru ce.

Apropo.

11:15 Maya. Naruhito. Nothing has been the same in Japan after the battle of Sekigahara.

1:30 Alexa vs Andrea teeth. Small focal length distortion gives you the illusion you are watching a person from very close creating a feeling of intimacy; pénzt, de sokat!

2:40 Smoke index is too small at the nearest station and i can't see any fire in the news. Walking one hour through smoke with smell of garbage brought back my chills that subsided as this morning. Deja vu.

Ever since i took this picture they either thorn apart one of the fences (beyond the picture) and/or were building a new one. They nearly finished and today it was quite quiet under the pressing silence of gray clouds with no wind and when i passed a guy in time with a nail gun on the other side (of the fence) suddenly Susan started to shoot nails and scared the s... out of me.

Later in the park i saw what i never saw before. A tropical bird or maybe an ospray though it was white was making a big noise flying on top of a tree, it was like walking in the jungle like trying to erase from the virtual collective memory what i posted yesterday.

5:30 Vowels are not written in Sanskrit. I realy don't understand why people get excited about things they don't understand but i remember i did that too when i was much younger and still had choices.

न विद्या नविद्य
na vidyA navidya

9:35 Angela is sewing her bag again and just asked me to mix some adhesive for the most difficult parts.

I just realized i have a pair of these in front of the door for like when i go to pick and throw poops in the garbage, other jobs like these. In fact there are few items in our wardrobes that don't look similar to a Balanciaga. Now i start to suspect... Thank you again Alexa for helping me realize that!

11:20 Mazzini autorizza.

11:45 I think ther have been today at least 100 interventions from uptstairs influencing heavily what i think, what i do. There is something there, at times a person but most of the times probably a robot. It doesn't cook or even flushes the toilet and never talks on the phone.

August 28

12:26 Așa arăta "stația GPL" în 23 iunie când a trecut o mașinuță google pe acolo. Așa cum spunea patronul al cărui ghinion e că avea o față rotundă (și că era puțin tâmpit, nu putea să facă depozit într-o zonă nelocuită), nu e o stație, ci un fel de depozit sau parcare, unde se pare că transferau gaz dintr-o cisternă în alta. Chiar lângă o clădire de locuințe sau birouri ce sunt alea. Aia era firma de deștepți?

A și cisterna cu șuruburi ruginite și unele par vechi cu tot felul de improvizații. Aveau și camere. Poate erau conectate la internet și au rămas imaginile undeva.

1:02 I came back home at @10, he came soon after and now it's one AM he and keeps on making senseless noises upstairs.

1:06 That is my right arm, with a patch with 2x500 mg Amoxicillin, on the right there is a bit of adhesive from a previous patch that stayed there after a shower, above the patch there is the scar that healed months ago.

In the last three days or after they took the blood sample from inside the elbow where the adhesive is, i had all kinda pains starting in that area, moving to the back, right then left shoulder, other arm, but now it's back there under that parch all the way to the hand and only when press against something or let my weight on that hand.

The antibiotic acts also locally inches around the patch through the lymph. I realized that when i first had the wound and was moving the patch around because of inflammation due to adhesive. I expect everything to be over by tomorrow. It all depends on what the real cause is.

1:16 At Indian Head i was staying in line to get fish and chips on my 10 dollars free coupon, and was kinda far from the next person and a guy with a woman got in front of me and he looked like round face Hulk Hogan.

I told him i was in line and he let me back in front of him. Didn't have the chance to take a good look at her but she looked much younger and familiar. I haven't been drinking but was barely awake from the Zyrtec i took the day before and driving one hour through thick smoke.

10:00 Ok i think most of it is gone. However last night i passed again next to that tower and i got things going on in other areas, but that was like before the blood test.

10:03 Toată lumea știe adevărul în afară de miniștri iar poliția trecea pe acolo în fiecare zi.

10:10 Kali. I've been excised by the news, other things, also been stimulated by all kinda noises, been breathing harder because of nose congestion. When noise and excitement stopped i found myself with shortness of breath by exhausting my body limits before that.

11:04 Kali. I ate and i choked (dysphagia). Got out of the breathing thing though.

11:05 The Empire strikes back.

2:28 Before Angela people who did SMT at Eaton were rotating every few days. Because the SMT machine is old with improvised conveyors that sometimes get stuck, there is a lot of walking to be done.

But she had got to do it continuously, alone, for a year and a half, walking on concrete covered with some rubber mats more that 5000 steps a day, she developed plantar fasciitis which means she started to have pain in one heel when she walks. How many steps can you do in a casino, moving from one machine to another.

The lifting limitation appeared after Angela had 3 more surgeries after her heart surgery, two to retrieve the forgotten wires and one to fix the hernia that occurred after the first two.

Ever since she got plantar fasciitis, she did other jobs waiting for her doctor to give her one more limitation "less walking, and more sitting" besides the old one for lifting under 20 pounds and only at chest levels.

Friday, Steve Eaton (coincidence of name with the name of the company) probably intentionally gave her a job that involved lifting over 80 pounds by2 people pounds, which Angela and the other person also with limitations refused, again ruining her weekend one more time and preparing for what came today.

Today the doctor have her the letter, she printed she took it to HR and the HR manager said she need a time limit on it which Angela agreed to ask the doctor again and then told Angela she is going to keep in touch "to do a job evaluation".

Ever since we keep asking ourselves what does that mean. I think it's a form of bureaucratic harassment and threat (bully) because job evaluations by the definition do not refer to people but rather to jobs. We now fear that if they are going to "reevaluate" her job they may find she could be no more fit in there because of her limitations.

There are no job evaluations in there, never been. Everything is done by Steven, the de facto leader and manager of the whole place, informally and that is scheduling (that is which work on which station on a day). HR, supervises (when there have been) listens to him. There was a supervisor, Dee, lesbian, an ex drug addict that was missing half of the time and HR didn't say anything about until i wrote about her, several times, and then they finally fired her. The two Chinese ladies were feeding him, etc..

There is not a single job she did at Eaton. Beside SMT operator (most important job in the team) for one year and a half she did many different "jobs" in there and some of them were easier than others and other people with bigger limitations and older than Angela do those all the time. But there are some easy jobs only for the people older and with more limitations than Angela that she intentionally never got trained to.

Also did not have an opportunity lately to write about Angela's "colon cancer" surgery in 2004 when they removed a part of her colon and also destroyed adjacent organs by wrongly directed radiotherapy leaving her with the impossibility of having a normal life after, contributing to going to casinos and my activities online including blogging cause i have no one to turn to.

4:55 Today they did a big noise with three trimming, that unlike the coat sealing of pavement, was unannounced. The Japanese child actors came to make their show with big yelling at the windows. Though they usually yell in English, today they are breaking a few words in Spanish, with heavy Japanese accent.

6:48 Today, last night i figured something important. The way Kali's (as goddess of time) worshipers act. To them it is ancestral and might come from the timing of the boomerang, which is a slow weapon and needs calculation or intuition to be thrown ahead of target's moving position.

I go to a casino for a free meal, breath some air, lose 50 bucks, they send all kinda screwed ups to come in the same time with me and do little tricks while i'm around. To them it's no crimes, no conspiracies since they act on religious grounds. Some call it "wrong place at the wrong time". Same upstairs or at the stores or everywhere.

The results on cameras for those who fall low enough to start watching this kind of show are disastrous, for all of Kali's enemies.

7:21 Seal coating on August 23 and 24, appointment for drawing blood the next day resulted in yet another infection that may lead to sepsis.

7:20 Today i accidentally ran into her age on a site and then i was finally able to look for her in the list and hopefully get over with. Trying to remember if there was a time for me in the last 20 years or so.

8:03 All these toponyms and my last 28 years of my life tell me that the Japanese, others, may think they have a claim over the western US territories and started working on it a long time ago. Millions of Japanese disguised and/or acting as Mexicans are already here.

9:40 Una e să nu știi alta e să te faci să nu știi. Dacă faci mult timp pe prostul s-ar putea să rămâi așa. Și pompierii treceau pe acolo, fie numai ca persoane private. Eu dacă eram pompier și treceam pe acolo în ultimii 10 ani sau de când au chestia, poate cu mașina și aruncam o privire mi se zbârlea puținul păr pe are îl mai am pe spate.

Dar mai e posibil ca nivelul corupției în România e așa de mare încât nu mai este nimeni în stare să facă o reclamație, toți sunt unii cu alții.