October 10

8:25 Woke up in smoke. I'm not sure if i am myself. A simple test. It took me like 30 seconds to figure how much was 1949-4. And still not sure.

7:00 According to this text the territory of Oregon is disputed. Or better said it does not belong to the US. Which i perceive as such and i said so many times here on my blog though i did not know it for sure until now and nobody told me when i applied for the green card lottery and moved here.

If there is or are here governments different than the US or Oregon Government, they theoretically could ally with whoever they want until liberation. Hungary, Japan. etc. That is the reason all the people in charge here are either Hungarian disguised in white Americans or Japanese disguised in Latinos, Natives.

But there is another distinct possibility. In the name of a few dispersed, disorganized and partly Native people they could come here and act as their allies.

7:08 The moment i started to write the previous entry they came upstairs and started a big commotion. As a result i became so distracted i deleted everything i wrote and had to start over with stumps at every word and syllable.

I had a chance to look at the person from upstairs when "she" went down the stairs earlier today. Though looking like a woman, i think he/she was a man, muscular, heavy, which explains the sustained stumping today. Though it was not the same person i saw before. This is consistent with other instances. Some people rent the place but many others come under the same appearance and do their tricks and torture according to the theme of the day.

Besides the very disrupting noise, different types of smokes and mold filled the apartment all day, complemented with unusually loud vehicles.

Also they did not let Angela sleep last night or me this morning.

Now that i finished the noise stopped and i heard a car starting and leaving.

9:35 Judging by my reactions while driving i was really stoned when i left. From the smoke i guess.

I took lots of abuse today by staying here because i had to search for the real Netanyahu. I had it wrong since the time i was doing this more for fun than for need. It turned into need when i realized things are happening because of it and now i felt like i was in trouble, at risk of wiping out all my work over the years because of one single similarity wrong. Single yet important.

I almost started to believe they did it Israel and Gaza whatever where BTW there is nothing but slump to bring my mistake in the middle of attention.

So i took it all, stumps, smoke, ninja engineered mold, exhaust, gave up my walk and stood at the laptop for almost 12 hours.

Because of how things are organized here in Oregon, i had to go in three places with Angela to buy groceries and at WinCo where you have to buy with debit or cash only we went over the limit with 4 dollars and now we have to go to the bank tomorrow with a jar full of change.

Also because we had too many items we had to go to a regular stand and the only one with no line was were a woman with an Arab shawl was suggesting of course i am being paid by those to to that. Especially since i have to go to the bank tomorrow. Dejavu.