July 9

1:15 AM I was in a hurry after a long day when i posted a lot and made some mistakes based on an uninspired search about the 911 event. Went and reviewed the entry and made the corrections. The conclusion however remains the same.

11:11

12:00 Yesterday i was thinking to add a "donate" button to one of my blogs, for that i tried to re-activate an old paypal account (retrieve password) that was never used, it didn't work. After they gave me a code and i put it in successfully, they gave me a number to call but it was outside hours. Will try again when Angela comes. Too much stress gives me anxiety when i'm alone.

There are risks associated with this, like you could get money form "Al Qae_da", "Russia", "China", "Hamas", Trump, etc.. (You have no control over who donates). Other risks are they will not pass the money to me (it all depends on Google).

However i have to do it cause i can't find credit cards offers to transfer the credits. I had an offer from Wells Fargo, i applied last night and they denied it. I am sure they knew completely my financial situation when they sent the offer. Keep asking myself, could it be related to what i just said?

The reason i wrote, it affected me personally, really bad (on top of all the other problems i already had), and all the things i wrote so far affected me personally. After 911, America and my life was not the same anymore and ever since i tried to figure why, who and how. And guess what. For what i'm concerned, i did.

Other problem i tried to fix last night. An online chase account that stopped working  longtime ago and i cannot fix it.

What i wanted to say. I could go ahead and do an exhaustive analysis of what happened at 911 (using only online notorious informations), with all planes, black boxes, dead bodies, reactions etc. as some would want but that is a lot of work and time consumed and i have bills to pay, gas and groceries to buy.

I know i made a lot of mistakes and i corrected only those i knew of, and my blogs are not the prettiest, but it is my only chance to continue, if some appreciate it.

10:10

\\//, the last cowboy.