9:05/7:05 Culmea interzicerii, să interzici litere, ceea ce a dat apă la moară la culmea reacției (It takes two to tango).
Țineți-vă politicienii sub control, dacă nu vreți să vă duceți dracului, de urgență. Nu știam că România are suficiente echipamente militare ca să doneze și la alții (altele decât cutiile de conserve zburătoare vechi de 50 de ani puse la sol). Dar nu contează. Ce contează e să-i provoace pe ruși.
10:38 He went down the stairs, back up and then he left like he always did lately. Just to bring more dust on the stairs on his shoes (that i already feel in my throat).
10:54 Bermuda, Bahama, come on prettymama! (Kokomo, a mythic, though non-existent "little place that everybody knows off the Florida Keys", that could be subliminal for you know what - a gay making song).
12:22/10:22 Here's another one for Nuți (nemți)
2:31/12:31 Nu câștigă nimeni din acest război decât conspirația Huniversală, dar cred că încep să piardă și ei, deși sunt supraomenește de încăpățânați. Eu sper și aștept totuși momentul când ungurii de rând își vor reveni din transă, și vor cere lui Orban și celor 10000 sau 100000 care îi conduc să înceteze.
1:04 This is a nightmare becoming reality. Mineral insulation in your home is the worst thing you can do. I mean, look at it. In a few years the dirty glass fiber that at first looks pink gets contaminated with all kinda dust. The fiber breaks into tiny submicronic undetectable dust that passes right through filters, is very irritating and potentially carcinogenic. Why not try vegetal fiber, wool or polystyrene blocks or other types of foam that are compact and do not pollute your home.
12:49 I'm so glad i found a reason to return the thermal camera. The thermal image is off by one ft to the right. Or maybe there is an adjustment. I don't care, i will say i didn't know. It's way overpriced. Not that i don't like some of the features. For one, you can say the occupancy of a building or if a car has just been driven. I know nobody is living upstairs though yesterday they were there two women for about an hour. (Bright yellow means hot, blue means cold).
Doors and windows are big heat loosers.
But could not resist the temptation and took pictures of other buildings. To my surpirse, it looks like they are not much inhabited. First our building shows no people at upper level though if i go and start working on car, they keep pouring out.
This building doesn't have hot spots in windows but in some wall areas.
Not really used to these things but why the pavement looks hot? Or maybe the're just reflections. As i longed suspected, some of these buildings are empty.
(Last time i saw him was at Indian Head Casino, looking for prostitutes in the parking lot).
4:18 Exactly when i started to ask myself if that wasn't the reason my electricity bill was so high (and also because of heating the basement, heat leaking through areas with fallen insulation under floor), the man upstairs showed slowly climbing up the stairs (at apt.6 above) after being gone for weeks. But he was not gone. At times, i saw him lurking around the building with a different car and hairdo, climbing at Apt.2.
BTW after being gone earlier today when i came back i found on my door, as on anybody's door in this building a warning to... clean after my pets. I have dozens if not hundreds of pictures in drive showing pet waste, over the years. However most poops come from other buildings.
4:51 But since they trapped me yesterday and i posted that picture without looking carefully, and opened this can of worms, here's more on the subject. So in the end is true. Z in Zelenski actually stands for an N as in Neptune and on Russian tanks for a toppled N. My piece of advice for everybody. Don't get too far on this road paved with subliminal traps cause we're all going to lose.
6:19 N Ceaușescu had a villa at Black Sea, in Neptun, Romania called Nufărul (Water Lily in English, closest plant in Europe to Asian lotus), "where all subsequent [Romanian] presidents spent their vacations". But the architecture. Though scaled up and probably luxurious inside, seem very similar with most cheap apartment buildings in US.
9:58 This morning while still in bed was thinking about after taking augmenting for one week, yesterday i stopped having hot flashes (chills) because of my throat infection. I was doing almost ok yesterday when i went for a walk on the beach at Lincoln City. However the beach was flooded with smoke and in the evening my face and eyes was stinging and i started having the chills and sore throat back again and went back on taking more. Good thing about augmenting is it is a combination of amoxicillin which is a type of penicillin and some other ingredient that makes bacteria less resistant to antibiotics and that makes it more expensive, but your bacteria can't grow resistant so you can restart even after a one day break. So it responded well to that and now i'm back to how i was yesterday before going there.
Last night there was a chocking smell that prevented us both from sleeping. Angela does not believe me but i know that if i go outside and look i will find a little piece of gum or chocolate wrap on the wet red mulch that is made of redwood that has up to 30% tannin in it (that is making is so resistant so the trees can stand up to millennia). So i didn't got, at 1 Angela was not sleeping (i don't care, i can sleep during day time) so i just went and picked those and after one hour of chocking and waking up dozens of times she finally slept for two hours (she's still in training, still overtime).
I was telling her, how many times this happened over the years and i didn't know why i couldn't sleep and i how lost jobs and went crazy over it.
Today i was doing some research on Russian navy and felt again it was difficult to breath. So i just went outside but besides picking those i ran into dog poops. Back again next to hydrant in front of my door. Went back to get some bags but then told myself. For how long will i keep doing this?
Lately i started to believe that you can find on internet solutions to most problems so i just googled on how to deal with it and there it was, this pdf page of City of Tualatin with the ordinance number and stuff.
So i called the non-emergency number (which is same for the whole Washington county which includes Tualatin, Beaverton and Hillsboro (home of Intel and Nike) and first thing within the greeting was a number for Washington County Animal Control, the same as on the page.
Which i already called, earlier, and the lady there asked me for the name of the owner of the pet and i told her, it is impossible for me to find it since they come from many different apartments and i can't follow them to see at which apartment they go back (though i know a few, but by the size of it, it was not the case as with the poop this morning). So she gave me a number for a Health Department, but there i could not go over the operator, who kept telling me i should call another number etc..
So went back to non-emergency number, pressed 0 for the dispatcher who after listening, he said an officer will call me back which he did, while my phone was on 0 ring volume (keep changing setting though i have a screen lock) but was lucky because i locked at the phone while he was calling and saw it.
The officer told me the only way to deal with those would be talking to the management, cause the ordinance (in the page above) does not apply on private property?. "Any solid waste left by an animal on
another’s property must immediately be
removed (TMC 6-4.045)". I believe this applies because the perpetrators do now own the complex, so it's another's property. But on the second page embedded above it says that violation of this ordinance is a criminal mischief 3 and when talking about crimes i think Police is who you should call.
Which i tried to do but the office was still closed at 9:50 though the clock on the door with the hours says it should be open at 9:30 etc.. So here i am, with dog poop at my door anxiety, but at least i got rid of the mold smell (it should take an hour after i removed the last of the food wrapper for the mold smell to subside). So again left with no other option but to complain here.
Till then i was still reading but i'm going to start sharing. First thing that i already found last night while Angela was trying to sleep about anti-missile defense present on the sunk Moskva ship. They reportedly had 6 AKM 630 close-in machine guns on the ship, but after watching this video i keep asking myself, at the firing rate and precision, could they have stopped more than a balloon? Maybe, if they were so lucky one of those Neptune missiles would have accidentally hit one of those projectiles. If you look carefully, you will see the guns' barrels are actually wobbling.
For comparison, look at the firing rate of an American Phalanx similar system.
11:03 Here is a laser system with a similar role tested in the US in 2014.
Watching more videos. Could not pass over the fact the intake from one of the engines of this plane looks damaged.
11:53 Keren Barzel
12:06 Peresvet
In other words i suspect Moskva was a 50 years old floating piece of junk with a highly symbolic name with no role in this war so far than propaganda with first "conquering" of the Snake Island and then sinking, from an unknown reason, throwing doubts around it.
2:25 Then i fell back asleep and when i woke up i got the sore throat back again. I think it may have something to do with me walking at the beach in smoke yesterday and then the poop which may come from a sick dog since it's so watery.
5:13 Was just sitting there and an idea came to me. I remembered i saw the other day a video with a drone show in Korea. Why not use a swarm of drones to prevent missiles attacks? I would assume you would get something on the radar at least one minute before a drone was going to hit your ship, no matter how low the anti-ship or Kalibr or whatever missile is flying (the AKM 630 in the video above are radar guided). You could get visual on visible or thermal cameras. You could lunch one hundred small cheap drones with small charges and the missile is going to hit a few of them no matter what. Surround your object or even city with drones when you start the sirens. Program drones to get in the way of the missile. Then i remember that test with a laser by US navy in 2015. By extrapolating Moore's law from electronics to also cost, size and power, we could figure that by now they would have lasers strong enough to shut down any type of object from the sky, even on cloudy days.
But that would lead for too much comfort for the rest of us who must live in terror and not question the fake leadership in all countries.
Wait a minute. You could launch fireworks and the missile is going to hit those for God's sake.
5:37 I went earlier at the office and to pick a package from the hub and the manager told me that they will pick the poop tomorrow "when they do the rounds". She asked me many times who were the perpetrators, but i told her, the visible ones are not the real ones.
BTW, shootings were heard all day from a range nearby. I was getting sicker and sicker and decided to go and pick the poop when i realized the shape of it. There was one next to it and i picked that one first and threw it and came for the phone. While i was picking the one in the picture the woman in her early 30s who acts like a child came with her dog, passed me and then went on the other side of the building. Then i went outside, took another picture and threw the poop in the garbage when a guy from the end of the alley, building D, first entrance from left, about the same age with that woman, started yelling at me "quit following my daughter". I pulled the phone thinking to record and go and talk to him when i saw another women ("the mother") lurking in front of the building behind parked cars, while i couldn't see her hands, walking slowly towards me, together with the first one ("the child"). So they were three against me, probably waiting all day to build this scene (the bald guy who yelled at me is rarely here). The weirdest part is thought they act as the same family, the bald guy ("the father") is different than the bald guy ("the father") since a year ago, when i identified him, and possibly the "mother" too who today looked much younger.
Actually this picture is not much different from the first one, it was only me who didn't realize the shape of it.
6:01 The whole scene reminded me of the scene with the mad Mexican who looked like Tom Cruise at that casino last year.
6:49 Like usually, not the first (hopefully not the last) to think about this (otherwise so obvious) possibility. Until today, following the same losing logic: There are others smarter and more specialized than me especially in the military, why should i think of these things?
7:37 After i had to cover the last holes behind the fridge, and especially after i saw (sensed) the hot wall at the apartment next to ours, i decided to buy (just for evaluation) an infrared camera. Thinking maybe it would show hidden holes in the ground or heated walls (i also suspect the building next to ours is uninhabited thus unheated). So today when i went to the office i picked that package also, USBC FLIR, 160x160 piexels and i had to plug it in to charge it for an hour. While i was trying that in various places at the apartment trying to get used to it, i heard some very faint steps like someone climbing upstairs (not the first time, i think i heard it over the weekend too). Then i gave up with the camera, went outside to pick the poop, the whole story above, and now feeling more and more sick i decided to take a hot bath when i heard and then saw too women coming down the stairs (the man is again missing for weeks now together with the car this time) and looked through the window and saw from behind one of them, tall, solid built, long ash hair. So far not very impressed with the camera, many features available only with a paid app, i think i will return it, i also believe they stopped doing what they were doing next wall, at least for now.
1:30 As the fridge fan started, a big bass is heard from the parking lot, shaking the wall and the last drops of the dust. Or could it be there is another hole there.
8:35 O minune de Florii sau achitarea unei fantome?
Apropo de Florii. Ce avea nevoie România zilele acestea era o reînviere a mitului Nuți-Base (eterna întoarcere). Chiar mă gândeam mai devreme. Scara iluziilor e de fapt o roată.
Caut cu înverșunare o listă a jurnaliștilor români activi care să conțină data nașterii, care jurnaliști sunt mulți și anonimi, fără CV-uri, fără pagină Wikipedia, deși umplu coloanele băcăniilor de știri cu minciuni eterne și cam cu o greșeală gramaticală de paragraf. Lumea cunoaște doar câțiva, pe cei vechi, Cristoiu, etc., restul sunt doar niște nume și câteodată niște fețe fantomatice pe niște articole interminabile care vă umplu plictiseala cu cel mai pur rahat. Nuțu e ca Nuți, un nume de neamț, nu? Fără data nașterii, nu-i pot căuta în listele mele.
Apropo, căutam vârsta purtătorului de minciuni a Jandarmeriei din Suceava, când am dat peste asta.
5:14 We both woke up at 3:30. And there's a reason to it. Two open holes/mounds both next to the place where the wall was hot the other day. I almost chocked on my own tonsils while yawning which btw are finally getting smaller. Could it be i didn't use the petrolatum adhesive for a few days. So i took one more augmenting (thought i would give it up last night after one week but i'm not completely cleared). The fan in the window is running with the window opened one inch. First i flattened one mound and came inside. I noticed a vehicle, most likely the red SUV belonging to the two guys who probably run that. Then as the smoke was still on i went and flattened the other mound that was around the corner, almost under that window. I don't believe smoke would get in here if it didn't come from near the ground, and through laminar flow (Coanda effect) would go under the siding creating pressure there and entering the walls. (talking about fractions of psi but it still has an effect). After i flattened the second mound (the soil in both areas is mixed with quikrete, and it's stickier and harder than normal soil, but moles or whatever from underground brought in fresh soil), the smoke was gone and then i started to remember who i am, where i am and what i was doing last night. Angela went to work, i try to gather myself to write down here hoping someone would understand what's going on.
BTW yesterday after i wrote about the AHA song played on radio i think i saw the AHA girl (who now is in her 60s) in an SUV smiling provocative at me. LPN 098 HER. It was one or two hours after the sinking of Moskva, which was finished being retrofitted in that year.
The AHA girl has an one line resume where it shows she works at Eaton, the same company where Angela works. BTW Angela left today before 5, she is doing overtime training for a new position, for two weeks now.
I suspect the AHA girl is one of my grad school colleagues, on of the 7 in my class called Mariana, 2 years younger than me and for the grade like most others. I think some things happened to her while we were were in the last years (grads), she looked sick (or very tired) for a while, it doesn't have anything to do with me except i was in trance every time i saw her. Back then they were exams for going to best HSs in the country and she wanted to go to Bucharest, then she went to Cluj and i deliberately went to Iași instead to end that imaginary relationship. I met with her by chance several times, once or twice in the whole HS, then once or twice at the beginning of college and that was it. But in the end she also became a singer in Hungary. The fact there was in Câmpulung a milk processing factory built by the Swiss, (where her mother worked btw) and me living across the factory which also had a small airfield in the back, where also a furniture factory has been built, were all not by my choices. I was as poor as she was or poorer. Though in 72 i was selected to go in that camp in Germany.
One year before that we both went to some sort if cine competition in Sibiu (for being members of the children cineclub, where instructor was most likely Polanski), where she asked for a cigarette from my mother and when we once danced. She was probably 9 or 10 years old at the time, but posing for 11 or 12.
It could be all these years i am being punished for something that allegedly happened to her which probably was real and traumatizing, for the purpose of dramatism, but it did not have anything to do with me. I would never have harmed her in any way.
6:37 They were three mole mound in front of living sliding windows inactive for days. Suddenly the place filled again with some sort of smoke (different from before but still noxious). The smell was not coming from the corner but from somewhere else so i just stepped on those holes (planning on adding water with borax later) and the smoke disappeared. It means somebody passed earlier and put something in those. Or do they have tiny underground robots that go and to that. No the smoke is not gone completely which means all the other holes in the backyard are now smoking...
11:07 After that the apartment filled with dust, i put some wet towels on top of filter, behind the fridge and fell asleep. Woke up with nausea, probably from fresh dog poops, can barely concentrate to write a few lines and add a few links before i take off. Weather was supposed to warm up today, instead temperature is the same as yesterday at this hour. Neverending winter that is.
11:31/9:31 România putea să facă asta și de pe teritoriul ei oriunde lângă Marea Neagră. În plus, tot rușii spun că nava s-a scufundat ca urmare a unui incendiu la bord, urmată de explozia muniției. Nava avea apărare antiaeriană și antirachetă. Eu merg pe ipoteza sabotajului. Nava a fost contruită și îmbunătățită timp de 8 ani în Ucraina.
Fridge started, i started to sneeze. Moved the fridge and found a hole in the thin 3/8 (10 mm) aerated gypsum wall near fridge's fan and filled it. Over the years, i found and fixed many holes like this. As i was fixing them, new ones popped. This one was a tiny hole was within a hole i covered before, i refuse to believe i did such a sloppy job that was ok for a long time and now it popped back. Now the fridge started back up, so far i don't feel like sneezing.
2:04 In the last few days, weeks, i saw a small dog coming around my windows by itself. Today i saw the dog together with a long leash then the dog disappeared in the direction of my door. My first impulse was to open the door to see who was at the other end of the leash, but i hesitated, and then the dog came back in the scene, together with a girl, maybe 15, looking Japanese or Filipino, unusually good looking, dressed in pajamas pants, sitting for a while on a cable box and browsing casually through her phone.
Earlier i realized i fell asleep with the door unblocked (got a wooden blocked), maybe unlocked.
8:32 A weird persistent smell outside and it's not coming from the ground. Closest. Welding or burning a propane torch.
Energy, climate change. Just removed the two mate glass bulb covers in the kitchen area that i had on for inspection. They cut about 50% of the light. I know now i got very low consumption LEDs but still.
10:28 Some distraction on the road, a white BMW with a panel under that was intermittently touching the ground, exiting late, almost colliding with another car, i almost touched the left line while watching, when a wide ambulance was passing me. Great cooperation and synchronization, doubling what i said in an email that was not supposed to bee seen except by one person or his colleagues. Later i saw a blond young woman in a red car driving staring absent in front of the car, like she was extremely bored in a self driving car.
The choking smell earlier got me into shortness of breath and then partial heart failure, with coughing and very cold hands.
10:42 There was/is a crack at WinCo Foods facade for more than ten years, i felt the dust coming out of the wall when getting in and out the store, but never raised my head to actually see it.
There was not one single time not to have problems at the bottle drop center at Fred Meyer (Kroeger). Never knew the center closes at 8 PM. Why, since it's all automatic. A Police SUV was surrounding the place.
A little something i saw at Fred Meyer parking lot.
At the checkstands at WinCo i was surrouned by "Mexican" kids from two families while paying and bagging. Other many weird scenes in the store, including the "Code service one". It's a deja vu. Always after some "compromising" scene(s) there, i nearly get into an accident on my way back.
