June 25

12:38 Fear factor. I thought i fixed tne noise (vibration) coming from under car. Being totaled twice, when they did the body work they didn't put the panels back right with new clips or whatever, they make a big noise at highways speed. I bought clips more than year ago but they don't work so yesterday i tried something i saw on a forum. Zipties. There are places where the're easy to install, other places where i had to drill holes. However there are places where i can't put nothinug i know yet.

So i went outside to look under car and see where panels vibrate and saw again something i saw before but ignored. Maybe because at the apartment above there's a huge German shepard overlooking the area with the two parking spots for me and for the above and grass between building, where children were playing yesterday while i was trying to fix those, other things, for hours.

1:20 It's amazing how every time i go to pick (and bend) to pick something from the trunk they came with a car or even walking to catch me like that. Or every time i open the hood a woman passes (probably the perception of an wide open stinking mouth). It's like they know. Or put my brain patterns inside an AI supercomputer and can predict every move, minutes in advance.

11:35 Shivaism with 70% of followers in India, Buddhism that fell out of grace, Australian dreaming, they all came and found a home in the middle of Europe in medieval and today's Hungary. But they never stood put. Attila, Hungarian (magars) raids in Europe at the turn of the millennium, secretly taking over of catholic church, creation of states and controlling those to this day.