November 10

12:26 Adrienn Zsédenyi

2:35 A fost melodia lui Buggles din 1980 inpsirată la greu din melodia Mica Țiganiadă a lui Phoenix din 1974?

8:55 Went to Lowes to buy something. When i went to the car there was so much smoke i felt like i was about to choke. Not wildfire smoke, smelled like coal smoke. I opened the window later a few hundred ft away near the office and there was no smoke. In the parking lot at Lowes there was smoke, wildfire mixed with something else.

In the store i thought i was high. I pulled my pants that were falling in front of other people like i didn't care. My mind was absent. At the paint department, there was this guy on one of those elevator for the shelves and though he blocked the area, his thing was beeping at 100 dB or something. Among other things, i bought dishwasher detergent that is not antibacterial and regular laundry detergent together with a roll of duck tape.

When i grabbed the detergent there was this Russian looking guy pushing a cart, taking on the phone, like a drug dealer from the movies on CRIME channel (Kokaj, Rockford) i watch these days.

They were no regular checkstands open so i went to the self checkstands. One of the items had a wiped out code and wouldn't scan. A woman taller and bigger than me came and wanted to grab my detergent and asked me to come to the checkstand at the end of the self checking which had no counter. She grabbed my detergent like to scan it, put it down, out of my sight and then she checked everything asking me how my evening was. Didn't feel like much talking. She said: It's about to end? Truth is, i think i was stoned by the smoke at home and in their parking lot.

I went to put my items in the trunk and drove back home. When exiting the lot, almost hit a curb that was in the place where the lane line should have been, unpainted or anything (hard to see, they added lots of them lately). On the freeway i met with a Jackson cistern that pulled on the same exit and then went to the Shell Station on 65th. A black SUV with a guy who was staring at me dead worried at with a regular (out of sequence) LPN saying MPL (Military Police?) kept driving next to the cistern, like protecting it from me.

When i got back home, smoke again. Went to the mailboxes, my pants kept falling. Not much smoke near the mailboxes though. A couple of kids got in my way close to the door.

Ir's so deja vu it makes me sad. It happened so many times before. I call it virtual events. They design around me scenes that are about to happen (but they never did in so many years). Who knows who they contact and what they obtain until those pass.

10:33 Since temperature went down they started to so laundry in the building in a week like they didn't do all summer long. Because the floor gets wet underneath.

I'm so stoned i can't speak, i can hardly type. 

Went outside and plugged a large number of mole holes, because they have to use those to accomplish the prophecy. However the smoke now comes from somewhere else. I went past the south dumpster on the hill where the houses are but the smoke does not come from there. There was this used paper plate in the leaves and threw it in the dumpster and disturbed a raccoon that was probably high like that squirrel at the door that day,

Keep remembering the song i heard on the radio on my way to Lowes. World's smallest violent. Is it supposed to be happy and funny? Never heard a song more stupid before. Wait a minute. The guy in the middle looks like the one driving that MLP SUV.

11:18 Just went outside with my air quality monitor and measured 12 micrograms, which it 4 times better than the AQI site is showing for Tualatin. That coal or sulfur like component i think makes me dizzy is gone now but will take some time for me to recover (if it's not coming back). However i don't understand this map. Where the smoke is coming from? Looking at the weather at KOIN 6 and they won't say a word about the smoke.

11:42 In the year 2000... Was staring daily at this page that hasn't change for almost 3 days now until i read this. It all deep ends on George isn't it. I hope they will make the infrastructure project irreversible by then.