Bow Down

When i'm here i can't wait to get out. When i'm out, i can't wait to get back here.

Left last night, around 10 PM for Chinook Winds. I noticed the problem at the direction of the truck came back. There is a missing rubber boot at a tie rod ball joint at the left wheel. The bolt may be loose as well, i don't know.  There's been to much going on lately with car, truck, simply can't keep up or even remember all the problems. One trip is driving well, in another the problem gets back.

Truck was annoyingly drifting on the road. At some point, right after i passed last red light speed and stop intersection in Sherwood, there was on the road this terrible dog poop smell. Don't know how they did it, for about a mile, i thought somebody threw on the road a load of a ton of dog poop. Smell had a  yeast component. I was nauseated already when i left but now i started to have shortness of breath which lasted until i got there. I was telling Angela. Should re-learn how to drive a manual transmission, just in case if i get sick somewhere and can't drive back home.

After a few hours or around 3 AM Angela lost all of her 200 dollars, (i lost 20 earlier and gave up) while me was nodding in chairs. Almost got hit by a cart with those black cassettes they replace in machines. People where vacuuming everywhere. I saw a guy with a T-shirt on his back that said OBEY. But mostly, just before we left, people bending in front of me. One or two guys dropped a penny, another came to throw something in a garbage bin next to the cash machine and bent to see what's in there, etc.. What was new was these guys were all athletic, fast moving, just in case an idea came to me, like smash their face or something. But i was too tired even to think.

For those who don't know. Currently at the casinos when you are done at one machine, you press a button and they give you ticket with the remainder of your money, that you can insert in a different machine, and when you leave you cash your last ticket it at a cash machine.

They also can give you a card that you insert in a machine that accumulates points. Most machines have a return rate of about 90%, more or less. There are some poker games that give you 102% return, but that is if you don't make any mistake. Which means, you play 100 dollars and the machine will give you back in wins in average 90 dollars. But that is not guaranteed. You could also win more money or loose it all, it's all an average. So basically in one night you cycle much more money that you came with, cause if you play 100 and the machine gives you back 90, you can keep playing until you win or leave or you're out of money. But if  you have a card and inserted the card every time you move to another machine they give you one point for each dollar cycled or something like this. Those points turn to dollars, like for 300 points you get a one dollar award depending on the casino.

So Angela last night had 6 dollars on the card, you have to imagine how many thousand dollars she cycled with those 200 she had originally in 4 hours or 5 hours or something, she was down to those 6 card dollars and she played those and won within 5 minutes back her 200 dollars, while a group of people next to her, me, was watching the whole show.

Similar thing happened the night before night. We theorize that there are hours when they "let the machines loose", Angela wanted to play some more, because she thought she could win more, i was dead tired, i told her, how many times this happened before and she lost again everything so we left.

I was dead tired, could not figure or think of why those guys bent cause this happened so many time before, with the same results. The car was doing a good mileage, however, very hard to steer. I was doing 50, countless guys passed me, people driving nervously, one guy passed me without signaling, many with off road lights, finally made it home, ate something from the fridge (potato salad) and fell asleep.

Can't remember exactly when i woke up with belly pain. It's actually the fat around your peritoneum that hurts. I believe now the bending thing triggers some sort of psychosomatic reaction that lowers both circulation and intestinal transit. If you have an infection in the same time which in this case might be fungal, protozoan or both, by the smell of it, you can get in trouble like i did.

As i said, i figured a remedy. I saw in the news and TV paramedics sometimes wrap people that have been traumatized in metal foil. That is to reflect and conserve heat because when traumatized, circulation may be reduced because of inflamation, other causes. So i started to use the metalized reflective insulation i had left from wrapping the dryer to conserve heat. But this night i could not remember where that was, it is damaged anyways from so much wearing so i just wrapped myself in bubble wrap and fell back asleep (no, a  comforter or something similar does not work especially because you throw it of  you while sleeping). But that didn't work as well so i woke up still with pain this time being worried. Then i tore from the wall a piece of that insulation which in installed many years ago because of the smart meters. There are 6 wireless smart meters on a wall that put out every 2 seconds so much signal they disturb inside any blue tooth device, so i put that on the wall and ground it and blue tooth started to work. I think i will put instead some aluminum foil and hook it to the electric ground of the installation.

Now the pain is almost gone but i am still nauseated. The guy upstairs smokes and plays loud TV and squeaks the floor relentlessly.

And yes in our days they are people who still go by those things, and get away with. And the whole world is led by them. You go somewhere, they play a trick like this one you and you're done, and then you may end in ICU diagnosed with "COVID". But you may not need to go anywhere, just watch a movie or video the news and they will hide something in there for you.

This is not religion. This may be what i call "visual martial arts", "audio martial arts" "biological martial arts" etc..

Could this be a coincidence, the fact that in some cultures, like in Japan, people bow to each other all the time (in the direction of the other guy, not sideways) and wherever they may be, in the direction of the palace of the emperor, on occasions. (In Japan, the emperor is considered god).

2:30 Went for a walk. Within 5 minutes pain came back, partly. When i got back the TV from upstairs can be head from 100 ft around the building.

Had her in the blog, however had to redo the post cause i did choose the best picture.

A siren went off like they always do, when i finish a post, to "scare the demons who inspire me", perhaps, sometimes i'm tempted to drive there at the ER to see if it's a real emergency. But who cares anymore, it's a whole pyramid made of broken laws instead of stones raising around me.